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11 СԺ

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14 ڵ

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15 ħĲ

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룺ôôɣԱߡ
ֻɺϣĳΪҲֻԼ֪ˡ


16 Īɺ

ô㣿Ϊ˱ⱻ̹ٷ֣С˵
ôͲҡ
ѵ㲻ϲվߡһƤЦı飬ͷͣ
룺Ըվվ£Ʋվġ
Ҳû
򵥵վξһ磬ŸõϢʱ˰ɣ˿ĺﶼҪˡ
ԭϢһ
Ϣ󣬾Ҫʼݣվˡǰһ仰ͦ˵ģֻǺߵǾ仰ǿĲ
˳ƶԭֻ˵Ŀ
վˣ붼ͷۡ
ֻϾ˼Щˣ˿Ǻˮѽʿĭȵġ
ʱߵĶҲ֪ȥ
ͷϥϴϢһʱֻо˰ᶫ
̹ٺˮĹ۵ģ̇ͷ˹ȥ
ֻʱ̹ٵĽ·һĳƷƿȪˮ
ҲˮǶ......Ļû˵㱻ݺݵֱۡ
۾΢΢Цüë΢΢һ£ʾҪ˵ȥ
ǸðѸˮȵģҶˮʡظĿڣˮ˵ðġ
󣬶ص˵ͷ
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յ̧ۣͷ㿴ʱǿ˫ۡ
˿һƿȪˮǰ
ллĺ⣬Ҳʡ˿̵ͻأվǰΧ˵۹ܲ˲ûˮĸо
ðģȰײȡˮֱĻ˳ߡ
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˿ԱߣһƿȪˮһͺȣĲΪȵĹϵЩĺ飬ͷ¡
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룺ôˣʲôʱҲ˵Ļˡ
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ϵǸСʱ㲻Ծһ˿Ц⡣
֮ǰǴθףΪֻԼһԸֱһ̶źȻģԭһоûеġ
￪ģƺ˿̾Ҫֿ˻
Զĳ˼һĻһĲˬɫࡣ
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ǣǣһСһ漴͵
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ĺʱһźͶҲԽɭɭر쳣
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Ʋԡ̹ߵߣϸĵָơ
̹ٶԴŮʱȴһᣬû˸ոյ
̹ٿŵͬʱҲ֮......


17 ʵ

ֱӦ΢һ㡣̹ס󣬵һ̶ֲԾػһ¡
һİ˵ͻȻ俿ܻЩʣʶС̹ٷֺ΢΢ͷЦһ¡
ϸ΢ЦȻǺԣȴЦʱˢһº
ԵĶ;Ǻ󷽲ԶĺĺһĻʱĿѸٵ̹ϡ
һǸͳһĿ¶׹⣬ı䣬񺮵ı׶һ˲ܰĽ̹ٴ̴
˿һ֧ǹĻһ̹ٵԴϣȻݺݵضǸĽ̹˵ԣָȥ
ͺйǷᣬǾѵʱڣʹǴ˿ô˳ۣҲڹ¡
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룺㲻ǰָӸ㵱С
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͡ĻҲͬѧ̲סЦ
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ʲô֣̹˵
ĿǰʼնûпĽ̹һۡ
룺ҪǾѵҲ֪֡
С̹û˵
룺ȥͳȥҪˣʲô
룬ʮֲͷһȣǰһ
ŲٳȦȻٹӡ
Ϊʲôǿƾʲôܣܣϼ
ܣǰɣ
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Уˣܡû뵽ľȻУݡ
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վˡ˭˿̹ٻúܡ
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ʱĽ̹ٿɺϤĿֱ֮ҡڣĿȴʼڿڲٳϷܵĶ
գʹܲѾоͷ󺹣οʱ˿̶Ŵ̫ڲٳܲǡ
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ʵ֪ո֮ԻôȫΪ
ʱ˿̣˵ĶֻǼٻûκһŮ߳һůޱȵ᲻Ϊ֮
ָоǳͷСһֻ̳ǷѿҲʱƻٹ̣Խïʢ
ĿʼƽҲڼ
ıӰڴ˿̾Ȼһ˿ȫ......


18 Ļ

һŮ˵һᾭĶҲûȥͳƹ
ȥĻֻʱȳԺеģҲ̵ġ
ֳʱĶϵÿһ鶼Ը׵ĴлỹҪٿһۣôһ۱㹻
ĶĸоĻһŮ˵һ
ΪʲôŮѡĽĶһλʵĵÿŮ˶кµʱһɶ˻ȥ׷ӵеʱһεܵ˺
ţʲôǣ
صӡؼҵ·ϣʼһԲʵ
ûʲôǾѵеۣ̫˵
Ŷ⵹û׷ȥ
ʵֻԼ֪Ϊѵԭ򣬶˿̵һһһһһЦ˿̿Դһ֮ȥ
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ȿȣ裬һ·𣿡΢΢ʼ磬һܾȵı顣
Сɣֲǹܳ㲻ɡĸ⣬һ߰ŴУһ˵
û˵ǹֻעµʱĺױͻȻŵпѧݵġһ㲻֪˰ɵС飬һЩίľС졣
ҿɲЩֻ֪ÿҲ붮
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ҪԣǾ͹æ
ãû⣬ǳԸ⡣βĸߵԺ
ѵ𣿡ĸԺеĹǣһ˴ζΣǿŴʱڵϰŮһιĵʵ
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ϴ裬ҲֻǴ˯뿪䣬Բûȥע˿ϵľװǷŲ
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ĸ״˿̾վڲǰõС˰ϡ
裬.......Ļû˵ֻȺٺٵЦ


19 ޻ڵ

˿̵վ⣬һŤŤӣ·л˵ģֲ֪οڡ
ԷѽɵվŸĸվĥţ㼱æߴٵ
裬...ҲˡĸתĿյץһͷܡ
ߡĸһתûˣԺķһ̽ͷųߵСԺſڡ
ĸæβߵſڡ
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裬һΣ´һԡһ߼ųӣһת΢Цĸ֤
㲻úұ֤㰮ԲԣԼģԼŰ졣
裬֪ˣһȻ緹ͣȿǽߣȻߵĸǰĸ֣˵
߰ɣ߰ɡĸ˰֣һΡ
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ȿȣôˣֲ緹ˡ˿߳Ŵ˿վſڵĸ˵
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20 

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21 ĵĵȴ

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ո˵ʲô
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ղôģѾ˰ɡ
ô˭Ըһ̹ٵ˭
ҡȺһͳ֮䣬˸оĪغ


22 Ľ

ֻоǴԶģȥмϤĸоϡ
ֻ˶ѰķǸˡ
˵עĿ£ýͷֻ̧ϵıԲ
ĽǶҲֻܿǰס۾ѡ
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ĳ֣Щ⣬ΪӡУ·ǹණЩ롣
Ȼ˴ͷҲܲͷڹ꣬ϾǰӵģŮǰ
ǼȻôͬѧԷȤǲһΣ̹ٱĿ˼ɵΣԶȤǼô˶ӻԾμӣҲһ¡
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һһ飬Ҫ׼ǹеλý
ˡ
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ĻҲ˶׷׿ߵʶȭͷĸ첲ʾϹ˵
ʶոЩ˵ˣ㼱æס죬ٷκ졣
ĽǶȴ˿ȴܸպÿûͷסǰֻ۾ӥһ۾߲е
Ŀݶη֮ɫҲӵϿ÷ǹ֡
10о̹ٵĻԵĿһ˿ֻʤ߲еЦݡ
̹ҲܳԾû뵽һȻôǹҲ鼸ǹԲɵ÷ĵ̾
ʱԵЩŮһĺакǸ˵ؾ籭һ㵸ġ
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ˡ
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ҲߵĺĺͶĿ⣬ӭ
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ֻʣͺĺˣ˵ĿҲϡ
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רעĿǰΪһ֣ʤڴһ١
ˡ
ĺǹ죬ҲûʧǺо
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ǲΪȻƺûзһгӡ
ˡ
֮ǹҲŽ˫ֽճȭ۾ǲԾ̹٣ڴŽ̹ٹ𰸡


23 ͻȻЦ

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ʵǣ˿ڵϵţакҲһļȼָˡ
ohyeahȻԾðӢģ˫ָǽճȭʶĶԼʶʱ򣬶ЩԾ
ոյһĻҲɿ
Ҫϴ󿴵öġ̾ϴƽ
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26 µĲӰ

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27 ϧ

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31 Ӱ

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һ߰ɡĸ˿ʰ꣬Ļ㵱˳ﻹŸոýȥǸϺɫ̡
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żῴһЩϴүҡϣԱ߰ڸСʣСϷһС
СʱʱػᷢһЩѽѽ
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˫ַ·ڴڶԱߣʱʱ͵͵һֱĿǰԥҪҪڡ

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֪Ĭ˶ãǶͬʱͣ½Ų࿴ű˴ˣһͬڣĬͬʱȡ


32 Ǳڵİ

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˿̵ֻӺǺЦɵͬʱЦ
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ţʲôлģûʲôͻȻһллֻöЩ⡣
ſʱ¶ĸм֮飬Щ֪룬׼ȷ˵뿴ֻʹ֮ľԶ
лл㵱֮ߣ㹻ȥ顣һ뵽췢£ʧһȻ
ŶˣǳʱǺͽ̹ˡ˲Ҫ£㵱˵
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˿ĵĸоһشһĸоûԹ۵ˣһγԵʱΪζǿҵٳԵڶΣǺܶΡ
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˫Ŵڲ輸ϣ˫ֻǰɳϡ
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Ӳ֪ǵϴ˿ʲô
ûöֻĺ˲վߵشԣǿֻ˸绰
ţã鷳ˡ̬ʮֵؿҲƺûмһ档
Ȼò¶֪绰Ǵ˭ģǸӾȵػ࿴ű˴ˣֻò˼顣


33 Ԯ

ĺҶϵ绰һ̶ûתصɳλãʼվشǰŴķ
ҹĻϮһƬֻܿǵһЩԺڵ·ɢĵΡ
ʱ鷿ݶˮɢ貶Ŀɫƹ⣬ǹâɵĵƹ⽫鷿ҫ쳣ޱȣǻ
ֻһλʱԶ˫ɻǰüͷǿʱӳشǰ͸ķֻ˾÷
ֻ˫˫۴ʱȻ˵֮ɫ
ƺǵϴվشǰʼձǶˣһԲЩż
ϴ󣬽ҪʲôվƽǸȶһۣȻȶʵ
ʱȲҪʲôȻȥɣԴһʱͳɤ㺮䣬ȴִһ˿ƣ
ϰԵóһ̣ȻôȼССһڣʱһȦȦʹԾ΢΢˫ۡ
һϵĶֻ˾һݳԸе
ۺʱεأһֺصظоָо˵Ĺ£̲סȥھ
ϴȻȥˡʶȤ˵ת뿪
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ﶮʲô˼Ҫ˵ʱ򣬱㱻һס˳ȥ
磬ﲻ˵߳鷿ɿ֣ôоЩĪʵ
ΪҲ֪˵ʲô˵СܲܳԴüͷָʹƵţһΡ
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е֪ŵʱ֪ԭСŮȻ¡
Ҳһ̶֪˵ǶôҪ˿̻֪⣬ҲԸĬĬذ
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һ뵽ǸôŵߣĺЩģ취Զһ㡣
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34 ջ

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緹һ뿪ȥѧĸʱĨӣʰꡣ
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ȥŰɡĸϹҲ˳ȰȥϢ
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Ҳתص
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ĿҪǲԸλͬѧܣҪŮΪвԡ
ҪԵǳܡ
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ǰɣǸˡֻվŵһŮСضһŮ˵ʹСǱˡ
ô죬Ͻͽ̹˵ɡֻһŮҲСһĵǡ
⣬ô˵ѽǸŮһΪѡ
֮ǣҪǸŮ̹ٻõ㣬ƫƫǸеģôںá
Ҳѹ֣ŮƤ˼Ҳ
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⣬˻شġ̹ջϵЦݣһƵķ˵š
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Ҫ˵վԱߵǸŮøлƣҪôһʶҹ̹ٻûǵǡ
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еŮǲʲôβˣ˧翴˼Ǹ׷״ճһСһСѵģңģʱʱ˭˭˭˭˧
۵ʱ̲סЦԾغ
ŵĿȴԾؿķ򣬶Ҳ·ǵĿ⣬ʱ¶Цݡ
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36 غϵӰ

ھԶĵطĺ˫һĻʱɹǰĺдʱָһѰζĸĿ⡣
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ഺϢȴҲǶݵģÿ˵ֻͣ˽ٵʱ䣬ҲΪŻ䱦ÿ˵
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Ȧͷ󺹣ͣһ̶е˸ֱ˵ϣлŴ⿴Ǵ˿̵ģ֪ⳤǼ۵顣
ţ𣿡ʹɲߵŵߣһĵ֮ɫ
ģҿԵģ̇ͷվԵĶˮѽĶ̷ʪͷкڲͣػ䣬ʹҪʱʱ̧첲õ
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仰ǺûҶ˵һ仰ԹԵĬĬغˮ
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Ŵʱվܵ࣬ƽ˶ʸǼʱ˿ﶼֹܼ
ǲܵһԣðȻɲԸ
̹֮ٵٴһȺŮӵó˶һ𲽱˺ҲֻĬĬظӴĶ档
Ҳ֪̫ǿңΪⲻͣرܺԭֻͷԽԽΣĺǲͣ
Ȼ̧ͷͷϵ̫ȻķӰܵΪۻˣ㵱۾һȴʵЩվȡ
ͨ
СͻȻ㵹˵ϡ
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ûʧȥʶʱܸоһ˫ֽӵ뻳Уһԣͣغ֡
ֻһ˲ĹʧȥʶȻʲôˡ


37 ѵİ

ĺվڲԶűȺΧˣȻһ̶ѡͣ½Ųûǰ߰벽ֻһֱעĿʱ޿̶ڵˡ
һܵٿһĻҲʱߵǸ˱
ﲻ룺û뵽ĺȻҲеӵʱѵͲ¸һ㣬һ¸ҵȥ׷Լϲˡ
ҲԼԼʲô
ѡĬĬתȥʱҲϵߡ
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ҲֻܿϴӰԶȥӲ֪ҪȥֻǾӰȻôĹ¶į
Ϊֻܣ˿ڱϣȻһٶظп
˰ɣҿ߰ɡ۾бһԱվŵƣֱ̧ǳԴһ¡
磬ⶼǵڼδˡƲĵ׷󣬶Цû취ǰ۸ɵܵܡ
.......
ţšĶ߲ͣغǺ޷Ӧ
̧ͷΧҲԽԽ࣬˿̵Ľ֡
鷳һáվȺӲʱŮޱȾȵı飬˽
ʱ̹Ҳϵˡ
⣬ôˡ̹û뵽ϸĹ򣬾Ȼͬѧεû뵽һδӻЩš
ţεˡûʱô࣬ҪҪȥҽңΪҲܵõƵĵط
ǣȥҽѽֻ˵̹ٻᣬŷӦҲŵˡ
ʱٺ˵ʲôԽ̹ҽҵķȥǸ̹پȻҲ
ͻȻͣ½ŲǸ̹ٲײϡ
̹٣ԼȥͿˣǰͬѧ벻Ȼȥɡֻ̹ٺǰۣ֧ˡ
ǺðɣһҪע⣬Уκһʱ֪ͨҡ̹ĻҲ˵ͦеѵãֻǳ»úú䡣
̹˵ת뿪ˡ
ŻСˣ԰׵Сûһ˿ѪɫɵøӵĵģԵĻԸʱ˿εǸҲԸǻˡ
ĸоûһ˿εȫ¶ϣڲԶǽ꿴
˫ַǽ棬ָ׸ǽǽ𽥵ػһۡ
ŶŻҽңת뿪ˣֻϵıԽ
ԭŮ֮жôĸٹ̣ڰǰɥʧǡ
ҲͺСʱŮӶϲһޣȥǸҲһˡ
ҪһŮ˵ĻмأҲÿ˵Ļֻ˾ޱȵĺЦֵǮ
ĻȴҲֻ氮˲Ż˻شΪ˺ÿ˶һԸƽ˰̡
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ﱧ߽΢Щ򵥵Сҽҡ
վſڵλÿ淢һŲŰɫĴԱһЩβŻõ֧ܣŲԶһźɫĺһɫİڷҩƷС
ǰʱһλ״ӵĴһ۾ЩݣЩһʱڿ飬ﱧŸ߽վϵ㳯Ŷķ˹
˷ڲϡϰԵشԸͷ󺹵Ķ˵


38 ΢չ

ŶáŴķԸСĵؽ˲ϡ
ڸղ·ͻȻܵЩ죬ͻȻЪͷϵĺֹסһȥŶͷϵĺ顣
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ҲûмŻشǴսţ˫سſһ֣һСֵͲƵĶգһͷǰϸš
𣿡ʼĬЩżһοʵ
һٵѯʣҲʹЩ̧ͷһۣԭѽ
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վ࣬ͻȻͣʣһ۶л˵
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47 һĲ

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48 ޱȵĽ

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49 Ȱ

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ſﲻ룺ʲôɺģȻҲôΧ
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ոյĻҲֻεЦЦֻЦݿŸڿЦ
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50 ޹ʵڮ

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սһԭ飬ֻ⼸ŮЩģܵת뿪Ľȴʱʹƺ̫ߡ
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51 ȼϣ

ʱܽܽǱ˴˼ľҲúý
ܵһֵֻǰΪ֮ܽľЩ
յΪۣʱĺĺվǰʱվλøպý۵⵲ס˹롣
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ľ룬ʹڿֵ˫ۣض˫۾Ȼ߰Ϣ
һڶ˵:ţ㲻ٴҪ뿪
֪˶ãǶֲ֪ά˶ãջǺĺȿڴ˴ʱžķΧ
ɲԶҲҪôĮ
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53 Ľѵ

һһЦϵÿһԸһۡ
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54 ƴ

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58 

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60 ɹǵĺ

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ߵٵԱߣǼɢڵϵɫװϣʹһϵеĶ˿ڣɾûһü
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62 𽥵ǿ

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Ҫű죬ѤĲʺҲսٴγյʱ
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һҳҳױһ𣬶һŵ׶˵䱦Ĵڡ
΢΢شͷŴʱڻеһҳҳֽ˵ΨһϣҲϣ
վޱȳصĲٷſڵλȥ·ܽǾȻоôңԶ
֪˶ò뿪
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ţôˣʲô𣿡վĶ棬״̬ҲǷ̫һһͷǳڹĻǺǰֱĵѯš
...˻ΪĿǣ˿ڣʹҲһ˲Ϯ
űʹ΢΢ǶüʹıҲǷԡ
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ŶǺðɡ˵㾶ֱ̨ףҲٴѯʵĻᣬҲֻнظֱ߳ⶰУ԰
ؼҵһ·Ƕ˼䶼ʼձųĬ֮Ƕû˵һ仰
ŵĳʻԱߣĿǲͣһţʼնû뿪
ֻǺ棬֮ǰ˵μӽĿôͻȻҪμӡ
һ̶Ųûǰ̹ϣҲȫȻûĻ
һﲻһˣ˵һһ
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63 ӡ˰̣һ

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ĳͣ·ڣŵĳβ
겢ûż³Ҳ˵ǿڵŵĿ
ţһ·صģܸоң͵͵ع۲һ·ŵ˫üƺһ·ûչ
һ⣬ĲɵģƺûոյĻ
š
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ĸЦôᣬЦôʧȥҲһеʹͼ˱ʲôΨаʼռȥĶ

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˫ˮ壬ͼͨˮޱȵϴɾ
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һؿⲼľ棬žģһжôΨм²ԶǵۼȻô
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64 ĵĳޣ

ڵҹѾϮڰһ˲佫ʱڴϵĨС˲֡
ŲڴϣϣʹҲܸо䡣
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ﻹͦû뵽ѧУôŵĵطǡĬվڸǰȴֶٷĻ۾ǲԾܵĻ


65 ĵ׵İο

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ϵЦȴҲһ⣬Ǹһ˿ο
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룺㲻ڣҲŲϲμľѵǣ㻹á
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ѽѧУΪ˹ڳﱸĿԾΪÿһ׼һȫµݳǰȥһģһӦĺٵļơ
Ϣ˵ǸϢԭΪݳ¿ɺˣˡ
˵𣿡Ųĺ»ͷϣһȷһ顣
Ȼˣһƭ㡣ĿһΪŻװһϡ
ʵֻ˵뷨ҲΪ뷨ſԺͽ̹ٺеദĻᡣ
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ϣʱ䲻ˣǻץȥɣֱֿ̧ϵʱ䣬̧ţһʱĪҪ˷ʱı顣
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Ҫ˵֮ʣǸŮգ۾ֿš
֮ǣҪҴݡ
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״Ҳ˵Ļ
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ҲΪĻλŮԱϸشһվԵš
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66 ӵĸ

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СáŮԱ˵ʱᣬòĶŴк
áòҲӦһʺ
С㣬ôãҸܼǵ¿ʽʺʡŮԱƣλŮԱǰ·ͶλŮԱǸȥ
ֻſڵϷλд¼Ϊֻ¼ѡ
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û뵽ССڶȻǱж졣
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67 һ

ţԲҸոֻ鲻ԽҪ㡣
ѵҸոյһٶŵ𣿡ʱվһţ˲԰׵СҲֻöȥ롣
ոջվǸŮԱһĻҲʶȤ뿪
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ţ㲻˵Ҳ֪ܻҪһЩʱܽҡһοţʱǶ֮ĺܽ
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ĿԼ䲼Ũ⣬ŵ˵ѳ׵Ľ
ֻ֪Ƕ֮Ĳ࣬ʹûж˵ļͥ״ͨôʱӴҲѲ³˴š
Ϊͥı֪֮Ǵνĵȼģûȸ˵¡
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ת֮ʣҲٿ۲ԶվǸŮԱ
ֻǸԱոջһ࣬ŵݹĿ֮ʱٴθһЦ⡣


68 ѯʵĳԣ

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ϣ˵˵𣿡һŮԱɲģȻ߲׷ļš
һʼᣬ˼΢΢վһŮԱ
ܡһı飬漴ִ˵
վһԱΪʲôİԣû͵֣˫۸ոջɢҲһ˲䰵
УûһԱ֪ⲻ˵Ҳ˦仰߹뿪ǰ̨λá


69 Ǳصŭ⣨

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ո껰ǸٴλصϣոմЩϢͨͨ˴ʱںǸˡ
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ĺںλϣȻ˫ʼ򳵴棬ΨԼʱ뷨
ո˾Ƿ֮ʱ඼·һ˲
û뵽䰮Ů˾Ȼͱ˳Ϊ¡
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Ҳˣ䳵һ˲丽һ㺮Ϣ
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......
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Ҳֵһ̶ĸ˫۸ǲԾĿſϷǽϵĹӡ
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ģʦҽһԸ˲ϰεļְֻҪÿѧʱҸϰС
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ոⷬĸϵı֮ŷĵ˿
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裬ǾͷİɣŮҾǸС򲻻ʲôµġûĸ˵꣬ǲĸ׼ԱҲֻô˵ĸײٵġ
ǣҪȥ𣿡ĸ֮ǣҪܲȥĻǲȥĺá
裬Ӧǲȥ˼ҪϰĻһǵùȥһ˵ġĸѾĻΪ˲©Ҫٲôһ䡣
ţʵ֪ôΪ˰ЩһƬġ
֪ǸµĺӣֻǼԼҪ
ڵҪ໨Щѧҵϡ
費һʧȥ롣ĸһ뵽걻ŮʧȥԼٵĻᣬֻúܶԲŮӲΪԭʹŮѧҵӶٴʧȥʵĻᡣ
ĸʵ˵ЩﻰЩŮ˵ֱŽⷬ˵ڡ
Ÿ֪ĸ˵ⷬҲĸ׶İ⡣
ʵĸײ˵ҲܸоĸΪһУֻ֪ѾһСҪĸ׻ڱ£ڵ֪ԼҪеΡ
ٴܵ¹ҲǲĸҪĵģӲĸ֪¡
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ǼһٹϺӵġĸϱ˵鲻ЩģǼ״ĸߣ̧ͷ΢Цſĸ
ҲϣϴʱЦݿΪĸƬ̵İ
ֻһһӽϵǸɫ¶ĸǰ
ĸ˫ҲɵÿǸɫ
ʲôĸʶҪȥϷŵǸ


70 𽥵Բѣĸ

ۼֿ䣬ǸɫȻվĸ׵ǰ
裬·֮ǰȥϴϴǼҸϴǼұȽϽԱȡĸһһĻѻҪŷȥԲһһĻԣҲǷǸдϡ
ֻϵǸ֮ĸײûвѡ
Ŷԭѽһǵø˼ҡ
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ĸת뿪֮ʣٴη
...ĸܵͣ˽Ųתš
ţôˣб𣿡ĸɻĿŮΪŮ»Ҫ˵
ĸûʶʱۿһ˿⣬ҲǵĸͷЩ׷ֳġ
...ע塣˭֪򵥵Ļĸĵۡ
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ſĸ׵ıӰոۿ̲ѾõǵҲѻΪӨˮ۽¡
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ʱɳ©Ϊֹͣ
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ʱŲʶոһСİ˵˳ܽԭԭĸꡣ
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ѧУṩģ˵βμݳÿ˶СйضԹûᣬֻ˵֮һ
ʵ֮ԲҲǲ룬ӲΪ¶ʹǶ֮϶
Ŷ...ԭѽ
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лл꣬ʱˣҲϢɡŽ֮˵󣬿ʱ䣬Ҳʱ̫ӦٴϢĺѻҪΪæµҲӦöϢǡ
ţǺðɣûȶŻػ㵱Ҷ˵绰
Ҷϵ绰һ̶Уǰּʵıٴθ֣Ľֻˤͷͼͨйʱ˿̷ŭ顣
绰ҫҫȥμݳȴʲǫֻ̂ܵ¡
ǣ뵽һŲôĵ⡣
뵽һʱǸһ˿аЦݡ


71 ֿѣһ

֮޻̸Ը⽫ĵĻʵ档
ֻʱƣһжڱ仯ͬʱҲġ
ϲ⣬仰ӲǿѨ磬Ҳơ롰ħֻһ˲䡣
......
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ʱ㳤ĺɫ̨ǰһϤӰ
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֣΢ǸϸϸشűҺ塣
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٣пڸˣҸոյ¾ơ
ңǵһԺȵˡʦһϣԺȺĸо󣬱㵱ССҫһʵҪĻͼסưɣҲܶ׬ЩǮ
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ĻشȻϴŵЦ⡣
ڽŰȫͻؼҺȻǿյļһһеķΣתûͣһ̶ѿľưɡ
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ҲΪԸҲֻоưķΧĵǷݹ¶֮еõʱڸǡ
ݣ˿ϴ޵ĹãҲֻԼ֪Щ翵ֻûаȫС
ǰܽĵΪʵĸо¶ҪװһαƵЦȥˡ
Цݸ˶ΪĺܺãʳޱĽ
ôܸɣϰܿҪнˮˣ
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ڶҪ˵ʲôʱļ£Ǹ˱˳˶Եĸ߽ŵϡ
תԵλãֻһλͷ̷һϮ£ͬϢɾ˾˵Ĺ¡
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ҲΪŽĥǿ
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ոհ鴦꣬²ܳʱڡƽʱ˵һ࣬Ψǰϲ¶һ˿Ƭ̵Цݡ
ֻЦݼţҲһ˲ֱΪһ֮ࡣ
үæʲôǣ
˵˹ѧУѡһΪͨصУӦæѧϰǰɡȻǲĺһ٩
...ͺϰû취ˣΪҵң߸Ů飬ɷǡһ٩󣬶ôܷŹ٩ĻᣬȤ٩Ļû˭˵ǡ
²˵ԸҲΪ⻰һ˿ЦݣЦݵīǲײҲûвֻźǱɫȻ
...˵ֵƵĻǲ㲻Ҳϰһɡ
ϾȺþжĵѧ˵ǻʵں춺Ƥ
...Ļʦɫһ䣬һĿվŵĵʦŵõʦһʱ֪ȥ˵


72 

ʦںǺڣĲøƷ¾ƣΪưй涨еľƱ뾭ϰܸͬ˺ȣ¿ǻ˾ưɵĹأ˵²Źǡ
ʦŵһ亹Ǿķ²СҲһ԰ף˫۸ǲҿʱڶ졣
һʱεľأոնһЦݵĿЦҲһ˲Цݣʶոտ˵˻
ֻǿ˵ı鼴ʹҲȲˡ
ʦΪǺȻ֪ưɵĹأԲŸ͵͵¾ƣҲͨҪ飬Ϊ϶Ὣ˵ȥ
ֻû룬Ȼ潫Ƶ˵˳
£ʦѱˡ
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ǵʦ״æͷֻ޴ŵֻֽ߬ס½ǡ
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ֻưɵķôҲ߸·ߵѽ˵⻰ʱ⻷ưܵĻڹ⳰Цľưɹ
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...ŮѡʮְΪŮѶԸˡ
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ֻ⻰ڶĶȴΪ
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Ҳһ´£ǺҲˡ
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ܲܲ˵ʲôûŵδޣûе°Ȼһŭ⣬˲䱻ĻըˣиŴ󾵶ܿķ˿վˡ
һĻ첻ЦŹ֣ͷ͵Ц
㻹Цмǲܵ˵ҪȻҿĲ㡣ǻЦ§ļССвһ


73 ʧ

...İɣҲ˵ġ
ôæڸлҲ㱣ܵġȻ֪¶ڶ˵ʮֵҪӲñ֪ոҲֻǿЦѡ
˵ܴʵСԣȱ˼ǣ˵˾ǻ졣
ȻѵԸںͶദĹУкܶ¶ĺȫ
Ӧܣɿ˷֣Ͼ֮־ٶ˿оôǡ
ⲻһƶѾ˿Ƕ˵ķ˽ҲڳЦǶˡ
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ˣʱҲˣƺȵҲˣˡ˵꣬תſڵλȥ
...ɼǵðҷϡ˽ѴԺһ¡
İɣˡͷҲûأֻǽ־ٸݰݵơ
˼Ҳǲ߶
ڶߺһڰ̨ǰеһھƺ꣬ȶٴοվǰǸʦ
ոյǱƸҲһƿڣ䵭ϵıޱȵࡣ
ϰ壬ҽ͡ʦΪҪʦ˵Щİ͡
أ㲻úҽֻͣܵľƾͺá̧˸ƣʦ״Ҳټ˵ʲôԵűеľơ
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ѾԼõ£ֻû뵽һҪϼ̽ףΪ¶
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ױſҲ˳һСԴ
ͷϴžñһͷɾĶ̷еĿǸǱһ޴ݣȻҲһ˲䱬ƣǲԾգ۾
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ǳĳܼܲ״ܰɣ˽ȥǰ
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...ѽ²ˣû˸һױżʱֵˬȻ֮仹죬Ҳ⽫һи
...ʲôѽҲӦǰ˵ɣŸôѽˬĻױ̨˫ֲһߡ
ˬƽˣǲ˽ѡ
ʲôţ㲻õģ㻯ױ½ˡˬظʮŵĶ˵ⷬ


74 Ԯĸ

˵ˬĻ˵Ǻţôữױӡ
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75 ޵һĻһ

ѧУṩġˬҲû漴˵˳
...㣬˵ѧУṩģˬŵĻӾò˼飬㵱ֹͣĶŷˢյŵǰϸϡ
ˬ룺ôˣѧУʲôʱѪˡ
һɻĿţﲻֹټߵҲвμݳģҲû˭˵ôѽ
ѽѵʲô𣿡żֵֹģһɻı飬ĿҲɲɵÿʵ
Ŷ...ˣʲô⣬ֻǾѧУͻȻˡŵĻˬæϵı飬ֻŲûⷬеĺ塣
ʵʼҲԾģû뵽ѧУԿǵܵŵͷϵΪܳΪѧеʮֵҡ
ˬֻһЦû˵ʲô
...ţױҸ㻯ˣ㿴¿ɻ⡣ˬ˫Ĵŵļϣʾӵλá
ſеԼǱǰһĻɵò⾹ȻԼ
˺͸ոյֱˣױŨĨˣʩ֮Ȼɢһ˿ŵʡ
ˬվ󣬵Ŵʱ֮󣬵һ˿Цݡ
㿴㳤ôƯƽʱ̫ˣξҵֱ㾪ˡˬվױ̨ǰɢױ̨ϵЩոùĻױƷ֮ĶϤ˻ױڡ
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˼ûвμӲš
ðɣŵĻ㵱ױſڵλȥŽ
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ʱˬҲӻױ˳Ҳ˫װɫĸ߸ЬҲһ˳
ЬϰɣȻץȥ򳡡ˬһǽ˫װɫĸ߸ЬŵĽ¡
ովһԵǸİŮͬѧҲ뿪
ȥˣȻݳ֮ټżæЬӻãڻǵһδ߸Ьֻºǲȣǲ˽š
ϣвѽҷ𣿡ˬæǰǱһлˣϾˬѾܶˣС鷳
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ǺãףݳɹҲץȥ̨ºݳˬ˵תͨϯŵλȥҲת֮ʣſںס
ˬлл㣡
...ȥɣôˬ΢΢һЦԸˬʵǱллȥĸӾòڡ
ˬЦǰˬʣЦҲһ˲佫ȾʹոջޱȻҵһ̱ƽ
ױ̨ϣǰԶǸɫĻԽԽڶ
ϯĹһԽһǷݽŶּһ֡
ͣͼͨʱŵ顣
վ̨ϣ͸Ļ̨ķ϶ؿ̨ϵһУ̨ܿµһС
ľɵ̨ɫĵƹҫ۵Ĺã
ʱ̨µͬѧһɫɫľװ䡣
̨ǰĻѾ𣬶ǼܰɫĸҲѾͬѧ̧̨롣
Ǽͬѧ뿪ĻҲһĻҲ֮
һ6ͬѧΪҴٶࡣűĻĽ̨µҲ֮
ڴͬʱǰĻҲ֮
̧̨һ˲䣬Ҳ֮ѡ
߸ЬذӴڴʱžĿռΪԣҲһߵ̨롣
վ̨̨µĹľһٴ֮ʱʩ΢Ц̨µÿˡ
ĳ֣ڴʱȫ


76 Ľ̸

ĳ̨֣ϵĵƹҲ֮һɫҫ۵ĵƹλչ
ҫ۵ĵƹϲڵһԲεӰӡ
յװɫƤеĸΪϸ壬ϸƤ̸̸ױݣһͷںĳɢⱻڰֵʹÿ˵Ŀ⡣
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ĽѾãڴ˿֪ŸǽĶռûһ˿Ŀ϶ȥˡ
֮ʱټĻ᳡Ҳһ̶˵עǶ̨ĨٻӰ֮ϡ
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˵֮ʱҲһзб֮Ҳͨÿˡ
ĺ̨λãܿϵÿһ顣
ϴʱˣͨⱯ˵˵ĹӺ澿ϻĹ¡
һ˫˫ܴϣҲĶ͵ߣֻǴʱ˵ҲⱯ˵Īʹ
һϣлĻոհĻ᳡Ҳٴ
ŵȥĺ뿪λ᳡ȥ
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ĺϣգһвͣصݽݳȦԿ¶һͷɢ²Χ
Ƶ󣬰ɫĿռ䴩䣬ĺһϮװįӰһжôңӳ
ϴ󣬸ո̨ϵſƯٵҲáƨƨߵܵĺǰޡ
ǰģĺɵЦǰһۡ
ϴѵûϵǼ𣿡ߵĺһ࣬⻰ѯʺĺʵ㱨һش֡
֪ĺͳɤͬʱ˫۸ɢžȵĿ⡣
֪̲ס׷ʵ
ǼǶġĺɵͷеݳ䵭Ļִһ˿ŭ⡣
...ʲôȻ·˻꺫ĺ⻰Ӧ
ĺΪĪķӦת
ͬʱҲǰһƵķ
ǣֻǿСΪǶѣǿɱѽƼĿ⣬亹˵ų˿ɲҶ룬ϴϲŮˣ͸ˡ
ֻǣϴûº𣿡漴˵¡
ô˵ĺĻҲ漴¡
ҴһЩ£̨Ƕ߻ģĺôǿͨµϰ೤
ܻм֪ԼʵȥӴţҪ֪֪ô룿ҡͷӾûô⣬⻰ϴ
...ĺЦһ־ȻĪϲУÿһЦһΡ
ͦءĺεҡҡͷǾΪǵĸĸˡ
ǺǣͦЦġҲվһɵЦ
ֻǣĺЦݼţ漴תΪһ⣬ʱĺҲϵЦݡ
죬Ұ¡ĺսһЩ
ףϴ½ˡ˫һӦ
ĺһЩ֮תĿ⿴Զ˫ɢźޱȵĹãϢٴϮĿ֮
ܸоƽУ԰Ҫӭǰδеķ籩
ǰΪģΪû֪ᷢʲôԤϲ¾Ǻ»ǻ¡
Ҳνıǳ䲻⣬Ӳ֪յĽΡ

ݽ֮ű㼱æ̨ױλøȥһİӭǸȷûгڻױ䡣
ǣȴ˰ױµһɫЬУ߽һ˫ɫЬ
ˬЬº󣬱Ѿ뿪
ϣϵ˫ɫ߸Ь·ŽЬڣתȥڽ¡
ֻǣû뵽ǣԶվһˣĿĽϿȥû뵽˾Ȼ


77 ѵõĻᣨһ

ϵЦǰ⣬ſʱվǰ˵֮ʱһαЦݶȾ֮ϵЦҲġ
ŴʱϵЬʱһ˲ͣеĶվӭĿ⡣
ʱ仯ױɴţûκĿռ·ѧУһһ붼
ʱվԶλãǱ˴֮ľ벢ԶǶ˻࿴ű˴ˣңĿһ˴˼䶼ԸķΧֻԸķΧһֱȥֱԶ
û뵽㻹ûߡջſڴ˴ʱ񾲵ķΧ
...㡣Ŀûд뿪˵Сֺܵͣⷬʱ˿˵Ļ
ų̨һ̶Ҳһ̱ȫϣӰĸ䣬Ŀ㲻ɵý棬ĽҲ·һ˲䲻ܿƵ̧һĸӰֱ
˵һα׶˵ܹڳ嶯ڵȻĶĸоʹ֪ǲǳ嶯ÿ˶Ϊһеʱ򣬶˿̵ֻǵΪĳ嶯Ϊ˿̵ĥĳԡ
ҲһۣΪΪҪһ롣
ţո̨ĺĸҲúܲĵҪӾʲôһһЦ
лл΢΢ͷǳЦֻжĳ޲
ȻϵЦǳ㵭΢Цȴִһ˿ŮеĽߣ΢˫ԵȻ΢Ц˰ÿһˡ
񾲵ķΧٴϮ֮ٴγĬкܶ໰Ա˴˵ǵദ֮ʱȴֲ֪ȥ˵֪ôӺ˵
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ԸųȰΪʲôٴνӴʱȻִ
֪Ŷ˵кܶ˽⣬ܶĵֻһֶѡ
֪ŶڸٵȰӲʹ˷һ˿ᣬԸΪȥȡ
վ̨ϵһ̶֪δ̨ģ˲ܸȾڣΪԲΣӼᶨҪ˵
ţưҪһᵯٵŮݳÿ˵һֶϸϸشϵÿ飬һ˿ϸ΢ı鶼Ź
ţ㲻õģ㲻ȥĻϻȥܾһ˿˿üûڣܾ뷨
ң...ӦʱԴܶ࣬һЩĪ뷨Ҳһ˲ȫŷ֪λش
ŴʱվǰĶǰڴޱȵڵȴĴ𰸡
ԸȥԡŻѡĵʵ뷨˵ѵãԸ
Ȼ˽ưĻҲܲãԸȥԣûк¹ʧܡ
ţѵ𣿡Ĵ𰸺ȻûоϲȴЩʧ䡣
Ϊ˵Ǿ仰һ˲䣬ȻܴĿпĵ̲غܾõҰģҲһ̶ո˵Ļ
Ȼڶ˵ҰĿѶûʶǣսѿһ죬»˶ʧȥ
ٴνӴΪ㣬ҲΪļҲ֪뵽ҵѪҺ֮УҸ֪ٶ˵ǶôҪ˫ɢĿϣϣ֮ȾվǰĶ
һʱĬ̧˫ָŵֱۣĿվǰš
ѵͲưĵط𣿡
ѵһŮȥĵطܲȫ𣿡ֻΪһʱĳ嶯ãȻӦӲպΪԭ˺
֮˵ЩҲֻٴӦ¡


78 ײ

΢΢ҡͷΪܾܵ¶һ˿ϲõЦݣǾ˵Ļ֮ϵЦҲ漴
Ҳ֪Ϊҿܻᾭܶδ֪ҲΪЩʧȥᡣſŶ˫ۣǽʵ뷨ʵ档
ȻѾˣҲ˵ʲôҲߵʱһҪѧᱣԼⷬ飬ⷬҲʹȥкɬһ˰㱣Ůˡ
ʱĻױڣǶĿ֮Ǳ˴ˣҲûзʱֵǸˡ
ţ...ЦݣһڼǰһĻʱеҲһ˲ϡ
ѵ
䵽Ϸһ˲䣬ͷҲص仯ױ䡣
ŵǰʹ˵ʱŷĵ
ſܳȥӰʶһ
ҲʱǶ˱˴ĺܽλÿҲʵЩ
ż״ɿ˶յ˫֣˳ʱױ̨ϵ·ڴͷڵϵЬУƹ׷Ӱȥ
·ſ֮ʱڵϵװʳʹҪ׷ȥ
ڵϵ𣬱ɿٶܳױ׷ĨĵӰ
ţҪҰæ𣿡ٴδ
ʱͻȻֵһĻҲЩ֪룬Ӳ֪Ϊλǰ
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꣬˵Ÿһ·׷ӰڵͣغҪͣ½Ų
ֻ꼴ʹ˺ȻҲֻԹԵǰܡ
˵ֻ۾￴ģӾű
ʱı飬˫۸Ǹŭ⣬ŵŵκνֻͣýµĲ졣
Ҳ˵ŵоޱȵĶģǸαޱȵס
꣬ҽ͡
鲻Ÿ󣬸ƴȫıܲ׷ꡣ
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ҲΪղƴıܣץסֱ۵ͬʱæͼĺƽȡ
꿴ʱֱϱסֻ֣Щ˦ֻ֣ǰĿ𾪵վǰš
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ЦǴһ˿ʱǰӵĿƲһ֮󣬱㲻ٿ
ͣʲô
ôƭҵģôҵɵϵġ
ţ㵱õѽ¶㡣
ǣ֪ϲ㻹...һ˵࣬ĵԹŭһȫйŵϡ
һ뵽ոյһĻȻĵĲټ˵ȥ
꣬Ҵûƭ㣬Ҳû㵱ɵϡһ̧ͼȥ֣ٴα˦
ڵ꣬ŭʧȥǣ˵ÿһ仰ÿһֶȥ
Ľ͸ǲɵٴЦ
һΪݳû߶ݳ϶æûʱЩЩԵĹҲΪû
û뵽ҵĳֺǶ࣬ƺŵĳЩ˵ĺ¡ȻǹŲ֣Ϸǽ뷨ܺõαװǾЩŴ˺
֪꣬ҵĺá
Ǿ벻ҶҪ˵֮䲢
ҸӲΪңӲΪƻǶꡣźϧǶ˱˴˼ĸ飬Ϊʧȥ벻ϧκδȥ
֪꣬һǵˣûнĸ飬ҸûбҪȥʱ䡣
Ҳ֪ҵļͥ״ҸûоȥЩҲ֪֮Ϊ֮꣬ϧ˰ٴν
ʹźѵȥҴ˰̣βסĵʧ䣬ǲɵʧشͷ
ĻҲΪĻʹ̬ȱûиոôǿӲбһ˿Ц⣬Ц䲻ɵõü΢
ֻǣŵͷ䲢δѡ


79 Ĵϣһ

ǼȻ㶼ô˵ˣҪٲĵĵԵСˡ̬΢ŵĻҲûиոǰߣΪŵıϲ
꣬ոΪҪΪոյԺ󶼲ңĺܺ»˶ʧȥõѡ
꣬ӦԺ󶼲Ҫ뿪Һ𣿡ŵ겻Ϊ֮ǰ¶϶ʱһ˿ĵЦݡ
ΪѶ˵̫ΪҪˣΪ˫۽رס˴ʱվǰѡ
ãҲ뿪ġ΢΢һϵĻһ˿жġ
Ժѵ𰸣ɿס˫֡
꣬첻Ҫϼ̽𣿡
ұΪ첻ˡ
û뵽㻹Ϊ׼ЩԵĶĶΪ׼Щоޱȵůģû뵽ϼһһʱ
Ŷ...·ͻȻҲû뵽ҸĸͻȻҪϼ̽ס
УĺܱǸûߣûܿݳ
ĺźǡһ޹ʹ˵ѣĻѻûһ˿
û£ҲΪҪ²ˣôܻǡ
˵ˣ㻹ʳңһùǡŽװʳǸ΢΢ٸߣǰ΢΢ҡΣޱȡ
ӦûûԶǰɣǲҸطȥЩٻȥɡܻѣʱҲ˸ոЩĵ£ڵѵ̬ڹš
ǲȥʳðɣҲ볢ҴЩʳȥʳãúƷһЩԵĶ
ǺðɡոյĲʧһЦű˴˵ֱʳõķȥ
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ʳ
ΪѾٽѧʱΣԴʱʳڲûкܶˡ
Ƕ˱λ
Žͺһһ򿪣Щ׼ʳǰʳʳǻ˴õ顣
ڵΪʳԭҲһ˲ɸոյתΪ
꣬Ϣа𣿡һʳһ߿ʱ꣬ѯš
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Ȼû£ȥǹ԰ɡʵͨλͶ
껹֪
...ôͻȻȥǣһطоûʲô̫Ȥǳں滹ʡ
Ŷ...֮ǰ˵иԺͶӴĻ𣿡
ҾӦһûᣬ㲻ź˵ġûнԼԼȥ˵˶ٴ
Լһһ˷ܼ׷ʡ
û˵ʲôֻ΢΢ص˵ͷͬһ뷨
ţǶ̫ˣлл㡣ʱȽ˷ܣǰ㼤һסŵһֻ֡
ֻǣһȥ𣿡ޱڴĿţϣܴӦ
...⻹ԼȥȽϺãԼڳѵ𣿡Ϊ˲꿴ʲôıҲʮƽ
ȥ𣿺òãԥԥһı鿴š
Ǻðɡԥ仹ǴӦ˴¡
̫ˣҴæˡӦǰ㼤飬ϵЦݸΪĲá
ֻ֪µ྿ģͷо׽ʳʱȻôĿģ֪µֻ᲻
ͷ˫ü̲ס΢΢𣬶¼Ϊġ
ֻǴʱڿĵϲУһʱûзϵıѡ
ţ켸棿Ȳ֪йһ顣
ǻǶ9ɣ·ڼΣ̧ͷй¡
Уôˣʱãһ˯ŵһź⣬ǵͬĴӦ
ſ꣬һϲãҲʹŸΪΣΨѡͷԶ
ţǲҰȥΣŵ뷨㲻ɵ
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86 ˲Ĵ⣨

ŵĻԴʱЩŵ˵õģ˶ȥոշ£רĵĲױҲǵˡ
ױ꣬Ҳһ˲佫ϵױã˶ȼš
ò˵Ů˻ױǰͻױȼŵվھǰŤŤȥϸشϴʱױݣֱͿϿںһ̲ؽεĲױ
ţ߰ɣ껹Щֿӣŵֱ뿪ϴּ䡣
𽥿վλʱԶܿ˫ڱĶ
Ĵ·ҲǵȵЩżˡ
źߵʱ㷢ıΪĹϵ𽥵ڻ
ǿˣǳ˰ɡ
û뵽ôȣٲ¾͸ûˡڳǰ㵱Ҫڻıݸ
ллŽӹҲĵľٶɵøл˵
ְɡŷЩڻıĺۼӿڴóһֽݸ֡
һٶȴվһԵʮֵزˣһ˲˴⡣
ʮֲˬһ
źͶ󣬴ڸʽʩ֮䡣
ǻûʱоܴ󣬿ǵ߽Ҳûô
һЩʩƺҲ̫ʺŮӡ
һιɽľҲЩʩ㲻ոôȤˡ
ոջϲ˿ȴ˫üһҲЩģ
ҲʱϵıЩȻٽ磬ӦҸطԸ緹
ǲȥԷɡŵ飬ԵĶǰҲ˳ͣ˽Ųһ˲ת˫۷Ź⡣
ðЩʲôΪΨһʿ쳣ʿϾŮӳԷԸ¡
ʵһãҪǿʲôŵĿⲻɵϣϾΨһĳԻ꣬һһЩõĽܡ
⸽иļȥΣ߽ͶӾ鲻ŵ뷨
Իôоôǣƺ̫ȤӾôԻٳһǵöѽӲȤ
ǲȥвͰɡȻΪ͵£磬ű뵽е뷨
ѽѽвҲܸȤҲ̫ϲԻͬŵһ顣
ҾҲԡҲͬŵ顣
׼ȷ˵˵ʲôʲô˫޳ɣ֧
ЩʱҲʹŶָоĪĲһ
ʵԳʲôνģҪǺ˭ԲŸҪ
ڵĻʲôǺζġ
ʳڸҪģҲǺҪġ
ڶ˵õʱ򣬳ʲôζģ鲻õʱ򣬼ʹǰɽ亣ζҲȻζ
ȻѾ˳вͣ漴óֻҿܱߵĲ
磬ȥɣܱߵĲӦûͦġ
ֻҲļұȽϺã˵𣿡żʶضڷֻǷȥҲûֺõĲԱŲȥ
ǺðɣĴߡֻʵҲûֻϷʲô̫õĲ
Ҳͬŵ飬һǹ԰ſλȥ㵽תתûкʵĲ
·ߣһ·һҼҵĲǰһұȽйɫĲɹסŵĿ⡣
á
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ǲȥɡųǰͶҲΪĻʹǶ˵ĿҲҲ
ѽ￴ͦġȳҲϲҲ
Ųɵֿ꣬Ҳûвͬ⣬йĲȥ
ƿĺɫСţ濴ſڵͥԺڷһɫҡΣһЩɫ˺שɵİǽ
һЩʽֲǽ԰ִһ˿ܰµСԺ̲ס࿴ۡ
߽Ҳʱһ羰
ɫשǽɫΡ
ǽһЩйĹһװΡ
ʱס˵Ŀ⣬ǲɵÿǽϵÿһ
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87 ʱļ䣨һ

꣬ȿԵʲôɣԱòؽ˵ݵǼǰŸǳòöȵ͡
ţ㿴СʵҲ̫ټвͻԽܣҲ͵ȥ鷳Իŵɡ
ȿʲôóԵģԵûȤϲʳһѽ͵˹ȥϸؿϱߵζȡ
һϸطϱߵĲȣ־òĲɫվһԵķԱԱ㽫Ĳ˶Сĵؼ¼
ţҾȵЩˣٿʲôԵ𣿡˵꽫͵ݵǰ
漴ֵһЩˬڵСˣӦù˳ˣ㽫͵ݻصԱС
ʱȵЩĻٽ
鷳ߺĿһЩòضŷԱ֮÷ԱߴٺЩϲҲΪоǼӦѾˡ
õģ鷳λԵһᣬΪ߷ڣʹߺҲܻеԱ΢ЦСĵؽţ˵תλöȥ
ﻹͦġ껷ܵĻԽԽϲɵÿ佱һ
...ȷʵͦģĹŷҲŨźĶҲĻҲϲǲɵóһ
ﻹͦϲģűӾѡҲȻûѡ
ҺһҲǱҲصװη
ʵǻһؿҲĲãҵĻСԺҡǿĲá
ҾǿĲĺܰ˵ĸоֺ
ҵľҲ֣áνеá
ʵƼ򵥵һ仰ûмˣҲҵĵطſ˵Ķ꣬ҲҲĵطĺһһ˵һ顣
ûãͼոǼ˵Ĳ˱һһϤ˲ϡ
Է䣬ĿʱʱŵϣŸܸоڶĶĿڿֻװûʶҲû̧ͷӭĿ⡣
ҿϵͦõģоӦʶܶ˰ɣΪܺǶЩͬԣŻôʵģʵҲŶ졣
Ļһ̧ͷΪ⻰ֻû뵱̧ͷʱŷĿһֱŵϡ
ϵЦҲ˶漴ٴʧصͷŷ
...ǵȷʶ˺ܶ꣬˵ǷСС޻̸ĺѡ
ǵǵһʶʱʱ䶼СӦǵһѧɣһǵȥϵѧѽޱǡ
һǵߺҾһֱ߰οҲûԺǾһֱһ༶ҲνԵְɣҲǳôĺѡļһ˲ӿԺǽŵĻϻһӴ򿪣Ͷ˵˺ܶͯȤ¡
ôǵпޱǡһԳʳŵĻʱ˿ӿҲЩࡣ
ɼ겢йСʱ¡
ϵı࣬ô֪ܲ鱳˼ֻűſЦȴô⡣
һʱٴ뵽εľء
ҲǸʱ㻹̫СԲǵˡû뵽ô⣬Ϊ˲ôʱչΣű⻰ΪԼ˸Բ漴ͷԷ
ôѣѵûΪʲô𣿡ȴոյĻһֱܸȤһֱ׷ᣬûзַ˵Ĳá
ûСζʧò΢΢һЦҲǻش˶һ⡣
ǵĸĺĽ漴һ䣬Ҳ˷ϵЩԣͷ˷κ⡣
꣬ǿҪٵЩԵ𣿡żߵ˳ԵĲԿѯʵ
ǳԵòˡߵ꣬δģֽŶ˵
֮ǣǳԵòˣ㻹ĺѰɡ
꣬ǣҪٵЩʲôԵ𣿡Ŀ⣬ſԵ꣬ĵѯʵ
ţˣ㿴ôңͦܳԵӡ꿴ŵĶ⻰Ҳ˵ģ˼Ҳǣɲһ̰Եˣɲܰˡ


88 Сĵİʾ

ֻǶȴΪȻ΢΢һЦʵҲ⻰˼Ҳûһ˿øС
꣬΢һ£ȥϴּ䡣˵꣬űλȥ
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ûȷʵϲšشʱǰ϶ĿĿһеΪġ
һһϲŮѵĶ𣿡ɲɶ˻ļ׷ʵ
ᡣشǰɴ࣬û֮ôֻ밵ʾǰŵŮҲϲֻֻһˣҲˡ
һ뵽˴ӺţڲϵҲճȭĿҲһα
ûãٴλصԭλãҲ漴ջ˸ոյı顣
ţ˵£ҵգһμ𣿡ȻҲֻ꣬ĿȴʼշŵϣΪʼնţֻǰڲ˳Ҳѡ
...һʱԥû뵽ξܾһʱ䲻֪οڡ
ѽ꼴ʹû˼ȴӦΪʼնûзŶһҲϲ
İջ᣿ܺҲܹ⣬漴
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дҼҵĵַǵʱյַҵҼҡ˵꣬ӿӿڴóСƬݵǰ
ʱ...һǵҪĵǿһ飬᲻֡
ãһȥǲţһȥġ
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˵ˡ֪ȥĻҲһȥȻʼնûȷش𣬲һȥ
ŵͷſƬϵĵַֻط￴ֻһʱ仹벻ˡ
ٷԵҲˣֱ̧ۻ˻֣ʾԱһ¡
ʲôҪæ𣿡Աǰòѯš
鷳һٷŶǮ˵꣬ϰԵȥǮǮ
λСѾǮˡԱָţʾǮŸġ
ţʲôʱ򸶵Ǯ
Ŷ...֪һǸոȥϴּʱ򸶵Ǯ԰ɣԱ˵ŽǮˣһȣ뵽ոȥϴֻּǻӣʵ϶ȥǮˡ
Ҳܲµ֮ԻôҲǲǮѡ
ʵһֱлл㣬ллһֱİ
Ҳ֪ʲôܰﵽ㣬ŻԶٷɡ΢΢һЦǽͳԷɽ
ţ㿴㣬ôû취ǰˡһΪɵ֮ԱǣӾôԵ굹ˡŸӵᷳһɿͼӴס
һͷ͸ıô֪⻰˼
ȻѾˣǮʡˡ
´οɲˣҪȻҿǻ᲻˵ġû꣬ǶոյĻɵЦ˵ⷬʱĿʼһطŵϡ
ϣٷԵĺñӦվǡոյĻӣջúܣǰŨ⣬Щסվ
ҿҲԵĲˣȥɢɢɡżѾǲ֪λشһ⣬û´γ£Ļӵرܿһ⡣
Ҳ漴λãһſڵλöȥ
ǶȻҲûٽ˵ʲôֻǸǵ߳Ҳ
ٴ·ҲſڵǸСԺʱŵĿҲ֮ٴҡελãֱ߳˺ɫСţתͷĿǰ


89 ߵźһ

Ҽǵ⸽һߣǲ߹ȥһΣ󣬸ǲôͽѵõԼᣬ㼱æǰ뷨˳
ǸӦþڸ߼ӦþܵŻܾǼæ
Ǻðɡź껥࿴һۣҲǾʱ仹ûоܾ
ǰ·Ƕ˽
һ·˼ӣϡ˺˵㿴һƬĴ󺣡
տĺˮĴ˻ͬʱҲãԽߵλĸоԽǿҡ
ǰɳ̲ͻȻŽϱߣ漴㽫ϵЬ£Ьӣһɳ̲ϣĽɳ̲Ӵʱɳ̲Ҳ漴Ľһ˲û
ţѽȻһ֮ҲЬѵһɳ̲ϡ
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վڴ󺣵ǰɵ΢΢˫ۺŴ󺣵ϢõĸŴĸо
վ࣬ԵţʱˣƤ΢Ц˵Ȼöû취ƿĿ⡣
ˮϮŵͷźˮ𽥵ؽӴ棬漴΢΢ҪõĸĴС
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ҿɲҪԼɡһ䵭ʹ뷨촩ȹҲôټϸոնŵһĻʹֱ͸Ļ˼ɵ¡
䵭ĻҲһ˲ʧȥϵЦݣվԭأһεľء
תͶʱͻȻзϵһѹЩ뽫һеķշй
...̧˫ַ߳ź󺰣һҲʹһ˲
֪䣬Ҳߵ࣬ͬľٶ֮ʱҲԼͬٴһЦ
վֻǴʱһٶֿЦЩҡҡͷת뿪
һ˵ϯˬʵЦ˷ʱվںˮе˳Ŵ󺣷ûзת뿪
ʱܴõĸоʹһᷢʲô£һ̶˵ȴΪļ䡣
ֻõʱǶݵģŵƽϵĨб΢΢ҲԤʾŻƻ輴ϮǵҪֱʱˡ
ʱ䲻ˣҵȻȥˡ֪ΪΣҲͻȻЩ뿪Ҳദһᣬǵ˷ֱʱҪ뿪ǺŲ
ţ֪ԺܲлܲٴһʱģһСһίŽŸǵһμ
ʱ䲻ˣʱҸǴӦҪȥġ
ңѧڵһϿΣҲȥϢɡԶһŻѡ뿪
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һ˻ܶ˲ɡʧ⣬ʱΪҪŷֱˡ
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Ų˷ʱ䣬óֻ˸绰
绰ܿ첦ֻ֮ͨǹҶϵҲ֮ٴ
ⲻӵ绰ⷴŸӵģֻϣֻˣˣСŮƢĳʲô¡
ţһм㣬ΪʲôҪ
һǲҺꣿȫŴʱޱȽ飬ǽһֱʵ˳
ʱЩ𣿡û̧ͣ򺣱ߵλȥ
˵...ܽ£ǵסͣ׷ʣ̬ȸǸࡣ


90 

ûѵûпϲ𣿡ʼһ׷ʹҲһʱ嶯ѿڶ
ԣǳˣ𣿡
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֮ǲܵģȻϲ㣬ҵĺѣ...ŵĻû˵㱻ٴδϡ
ԣλ𣿡ĻһʱĬ޷Ӧ
ţˣҲƷ˭ͿԸ˭ġ
˵ϲţ꣬ǿҺ˩һþ֮ܳ𣿡û뵽žȻ͸꣬ʼһϲһ̶ʧش·ֱϵ˫࣬ٴεͷ
֪ҵĺãҸֻѣοҲϲ㣬Ǹܻһ𣿡ؽţϣ˵һжͬ˸鱾˽ģӲͰݡ
ֻ꣬꣬꣬Ǹνĺѣȷ뷨һ𣿡
Ů֮ûι̵ģ֮仹ѣҲͻΪĳһ¶ѡ
ţܻҸոյĻоܷУʵ
һ֪ⷬǶԻǲԣŴʱŵ˵ֻ꣬·ûĺҪбҪ֪νѾˡ
ģ˵Щᷢҵϣҿȷĸ㣬֮ԶԶ󡣡ŽĻϸϸ׶⻰˼ʱ֮ǰţӾöĻôĪ
ҲãҲɣţһΪͷԼΪ֮ɡ
ˣ˵ЩˣȻô꣬Ǿ⸽Ұɡټñ˴˲Ļϣǰһǵɫʹ겢£ǳڰοŻǴӦһͬѰꡣ
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ֻǺ˺ܾãûмӰ
˵ȥĶأ⸽ǶѾұѽּȵ⣬ĲǶ𣬿Ҳʱ򣬱ϾĵĻǷȫ
᲻Ѿؼˣ뵽ȥĵطҲֻлؼңĻҲһš
ŵóֻҵ绰룬û룬绰ܿ㱻ͨŵ绰һͷһϤŮ˵
̣ڼ𣿡˵Ϥò绰ǸСĵѯʵ
绰һǣҼ겻ǺһȥôŻģĸ쳣꣬ŮŻʱĵһ뷨˶š
ҽ͡޹ԩܵһ°ɣֻĸȴһ˽͵ˡ
ʲôѽʲôý͵ģǰҾͲԸ֪۶رֻ࣬Ҽ˵ǺõģҲûô֮佻֪ҾӦֹٺĸԽ˵ԽҲԽ֮ԵĶ졣
̣Ҳ֪ΪʲôôңӲ֪Ϊʲôҵĳɼ֮󣬵Ĳˡ
û۸Ů
̣鷳绰꣬Ժ˵żĸ˵ģô˵ȥֻɼԻֱӶԻúá
ǣĸֻΪ⻰ǰˣͷ绰Ҷˡ
绰ٴʱŵͷҲ֮۵Խ
ŵͷеֻε̾˿ʱ˶ոյĻҲı˵ˣŮ֮ԶԶûеǰι̡
ôԷô˵ؼ𣿡ȻվԣҲЩ绰ֻʵ˵ݡ
߰ɣŴʱҲǵ䵽ȵףûش⣬ʱԴΨһͷ뿪
...ȥŵ󣬿һʧŵǵʵ
ؼҡʱʧ䵽ȵףһľƣشĻҲ


91 ˴˵϶һ

ЩʱȥһЩ飬һЩԭʼռֵ̬ȣǵͷŷֻɵɵĳѡ
Ϊһ϶ôͼȥŤתһУվǵֲһ
źͶߵ·ߣ⳵ڸʻλϣںλϡ
˫ۿ⣬˺ܶܶ࣬ͻȻоԼĺʧܣû뵽ôĺѣ궼Ƕ
ԽȻûʶʻλϵĶʱ͸Ӿ͵͵
ţոնԲ̫أҺǸΪŻΪոյ̬ȶ鲻ãǸϴ
ֻԽͶ룬ûոյĻ
šһεغ
...ٴκʹעС
ոʲôһ㲵ģЩĵʵ
ûʲôֻͻȻоЩۡ˵˫ۣͷαϣ֪˯ˡ
Ϣɣȵҵʱٽ㡣ŴʱѾ˫۵ţʱĻﾹȻǰ
˯䣬Ųû˾Ͷ̸
СӣŮ𣿡˾ʵ
ţǵġתͷѾ˯ţشĻﾹǰĽԺ֪Ůѿһôֵҫ顣
ŮѿͦƯ
СӣͦиѽҵôÿŮѡ˾һЦ⣬ŵͬʱͷϲãɵٴ¶õ΢Ц
ڶһΪ֮ˣȷŵǷһ
һ綼......
ĿҲ⣬˼ԽƮԽԶϵЦҲ
ȵǵǸϤ·ʱѾȾϵĺɫҹĻҲ١
ţǵˡ³ߵŵλãСĵؽŴ򿪣ŵļĵš
....ǵ𣿡˫ۣһմ߳ģһɻʵ
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ллһվſʱվǰĶл˵
šűܵתҵķȥȴٴͣס˽Ų
ΣҶȵҵ졣޹˼ɵشԶ˵
ĻֿϿңĻźγӦҲ֮עԵ޷֡
ŴվԭأһͷĴӦΨһκĵûлشֻ̧ҵķȥ
վ·ڵλãСıӰнԶǷݹ¶ĸоȻôϤƺû뿪
Ұɡٴδӿӿڴóֻûɫķٴγڽֿڡ
ϳɫķҲһ˲뿪
ڶߺ·ڲԶһϰ̣ǽŻһĻ㳯Сȥŵļң㽫ոĸ
صҵʱÿһƽʱȽϤİ̴˳
ǰкûⰢ˫ü̾Ҳʹ˫΢ţ˵ĻӲҭ˻ȥֱ·Ҫ
ҵСԺ߽һ̣ĸڲǰֵʱ򣬱ǱһλҪѿ
ôģĸ̬ޱ䵭Ǵָζ
Ϊ극ʱȽʦһġȻŲĸΪʲôôʣΪ˱һ˵˻ѡ
ٴĸ׷ʲô¥ݵķȥص¥ҡ
ʦͦģһʦǵһ֪ĸŭδ⻰лŵȻЩʲô
ĸĻʹͣ˽Ųֻĸô֪ģӽź͵ģ֪ĸ׻˽١
裬еۣϢˡѡӱܣټϽʵЩ۲ĸڼΪЩ
Ҳѧ𣿡ĸŮʼնԸش⣬ҲʹӵߣվؿԽԽŮ
ĸ룺Ҫ̹˵Щ֪ŮȻѾѡ
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98 

꣬Ҳ˵ٶ˵ǶĽͣԹҲúҲգмҾ㻹бҪ֪ġżתҪ뿪ץסҲΨн˵ܻǱ˴֮Ĺϵ
ʵѾŮѣҲǽŸո֪ԭ˦֣ǵŵĻʱתţһ𾪣԰׵գ
㣬˵ʲôŮѣ
ƭҵģԲԣһҺһ𣬲űⷬƭҡ
ţң˵Ķƭ˵ģԲԣ겻ԸʵΪ˵ʵ̫ˣһֱϢôԸܡ
꣬һжģҽǸŮѾΪתУǰࡣ
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־ٴϮ֮ǰļҲ˲份ֲĸоʹתԶĺĺ
ʵǵĽŲʱʶĵ漴ƽַ̨ڿӿڴתбһС
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źĺŲʱһʱţ˵ϣ֮·ԶЩ
ϧүûʱĵĺںĺ߽֮ʣ˳ץסҲΪͻŤת濴


99 ̨вһ

ҲΪűһֱ˫ۣǰҲ˲佫¶Ƚ͡
ͳɤϢûзĻᡣ
ʹżҲûܰջǱק̨
̨м䣬ĺŽɿŵҲΪով޴ЩʹæһֻЩʹͼʹС
ĺԼ﾿˵ʲôŵҲ쳣ı䣬˫ɢŷߺ޵Ŀ·һ˲㽫ǰӰ
ĺվԶĵطʼձʹҲ˿ûзɾ衣
뿪ĺǳĬ룬ȻֱĿ˵һ˵Ŀ
˵ʲôҪû£Ȼȥˡʹ˼Ҳָ֪˭˵ʱǰ̬ȣǲİڲ
ûҵĻ˻뿪𣿡ĺͷһߣ۾⿴ţתҪߣ˵
еһжƿ֮УҲһֳԽ˵ԽС
㵽ſϷŹңΪһ٣ٶľҲһ˲׳ŭһƽֱߵŽⷬ˵
ĺŲֹ֮ͣʱתӭŭӵĿ⣬֪ΪΣǾȻһ˿Ц⡣
ţҼסˣҵģһӶŹ㡣
Уϵӡǣ֪ĻҪ𣿡ĺĻѪҲΪű̵ñˣʶֻ̧סΪ˵ļ򴦡
Ϊ㣬еһжᷢҪΪ㣬Ҳһǰһ
ΪʲôҪҵ磬㲻һԹúܺáЪ˹ؿһʹࡣ
ĺߣҲ˱ȵףΪĻٴȼŭ⡣
ʹҲ֣ͻϲ𣿡
˸÷δ޶δþ˵ôҪ?ĺΪŭЩѿڶѪĻٴδʹŵġ
Ҳϲ㣬ĺİɡһΣѧ˷ҧгݰǰĺĺ˵
ҲǿҲĺְֺޣõĺͷΪ֮һŭҲһ˲ٴȼյ㡣
ΪĻһ߽ÿһűܸоϢһǿԿ־ʹʶȥ
ֱ˵̨ıԵһ΢紵ŲԾؿ̨·ʱλ֮ߣԸûпԱκδʩҲһ˲ŵɫ԰ס
ţŽһһֲԤ˲ȼʶıӭŶ˵ϮǾΪСҪһغ֮ʣȴһֱֻסԶΣյش
յ˫ȴʱذŶݵմ˿ͷʱҲڵͷ
һĿԣһֺ֮ǰͬû뵽˿̵Ȼᣬ΢罫ǰб΢΢𣬹ͭɫ˫ɢ˵Ĺâһʱ䣬Ҳųв԰Ρ
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һ˲俪ǰҲһ˲Ҳԥѡ뿪ͷûлء
ĺĽŲҲ뿪⸱飬ǲǰ˵κλʹҲ֪ո֮һ̸òô졣
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Ͽŵһ߽ңǶˣű
һߵλϣڶעӵĿûиһ˿ӦĮ̬˲öͷΪ֮һ
صλ֮ʱҲ߶ԴĵţصԼλ


100 ʼյĵȴ

صλ֮ʱע⵽ʱĶһͷĺǲµһȥˡ
óһֽݸ
ллûп˿ǶʱĿ⣬㽫ֽ˳ƽӹЦݸлһ⡣
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עʱ޿̲ڶϣҲһЦһůĻͿĺܾã˵粻û뵽ûζȹ
⣬йڶϢĵһӦعڹĸĸǳķԡ
ΪĽԼδķչкܴôģʱعǽ֮ǰеŬΪӰ
ҲΪڻعǰһ죬ĸĸ˾ҵĸĸŮٴˣʹôȰɼᶨĻع
뵽֮뿪ҲΪһδεرܾʹ͸ĵѡ˳Զ硣
ǼʹԶڹ⣬ȻǱ˴֮ľԽԽԶҲҲʱܽ׵ֻǶռ˲ȡλãָٹ̵ĸֻʱԽԽ
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ȻǸʱ֪ĸ˵ЩΪģһֱöģŵΪֻǶûʶѡ
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101 صĺɫһ

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ʱҲˣҿǻץȥɣÿǰϤϤĻ˵꣬г״Ҳгǰ·
Ƕ˵ӰԶȥʱ򣬴ʱУ԰ſֳϤӰ
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102 ټ⣨

ţ֭𣿡תţĵѯʵ
Ǻðɣ֭ŵͬ˴ʱվзԱ顣
õģ٣Եһ˵ǸʦƹһСȥȥó֭
ʦٴγǶ˵Ұʱ֭
ڽʵĶ죬֮࣬ʲư´һ
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Ų뵽Ҿưɵϰһϲɫˡ
ʱڰ̨ǰ棬⼸׳Į̇ҲһɫĲʣɫĵƹܺõӳϣⷴĲʽ˺ܺõĳУһĴ
һĻŶһжܺ棬̲ס̧ͷͷͷϷŸʽĲܣϱߵһЩ͸ľƱƱõøɾ࣬һз·𶼺йɡ
˵ĵĻǸٰڷŵĵط֮ʱ㷢˲Զİɫ١
λưмһԲε̨м䣬һ׹ɢܸٳеΪ߹
Բ̨ΧŲһЩ͸Σصķ񣬽ưӪԽˡ
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103 欵ıһ

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㲻룺СѾͷûôСͳ
Ƕһ룺ȻǶѣӦҲ̫ɡ
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СŮɣһЦ⣬ĻŸеů漴Ҳȥ
ǰ·ĽŲ̨Զ¥ݣһز¥ֱ˶¥վ¥ݿڵλÿԿһţԱᡣ
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СŮòϾǶѣȻӦÿһ
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ⷿЩңƽʱҲûʲôѽЦҾСһ˵Żһ߽ϼɢһЩ·æ˹
߽ᣬȥȷʵСһ̣ûУŵ·ҵҲ˵Щҡ
СŮʼվſڵλãЩ㵱һԵ¡
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˵Ҳ֣˵˵֪ϲʲô·Ҹѡ
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СѾͷʲôģǶŮˣֲˡ
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104 ʰĶ

...һϸϸһ֮󣬱Ǿ˵ʲô˵
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㣬ҪȻ̽ҰɣҲѧѧҲΪĻʹŶԻױŨȤ
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һΪܸõĴױݣǽŴʱߵĳβɢ俪ںĳ뿪ɢ
ΪΪľ£㽫鷢ȡһ縺£һϵԺ
ľֹ壬ʶĸоǰĸΪͷʱҲͬĿ⿴
ҵŮһұҵŮգ㻹ٴļϵŮֻ˵䣬Ÿܸоĸˡ
㣬ôᣬû뵽Ůһ󡣡ʵҲźһֱʵ⣬㿴ȥҲʮӣ벻ôŮ
СѾͷŲ̫˵С컹𣿡
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СŮҿҲ׼òˣҲõȵżˣȥɡĻ䣬űſȥ
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ٵࡱŲת΢ЦŶ˵
ŶԭǿȻᵯ٣һῴҵô󱥶ˡ˵Żᵯ٣㻹ȳһŶյСŮΪ͡
ĳޣҲֻǻһЦתſڵλöȥǽ󣬿ĨٻӰ¥ݵλöȥ
ǰ棬󣬵Ƕٴγڰ̨ǰںȾƵĶǰʱǶ˸ǲɵñʱ¥סĿ⡣
ʱһϮ»£Ϊ߶΢罫鷢΢΢𣬵ױݣ򵥶ִǳˡ
ԹӢ۰ˣҲ⻺µٻӰֻһ뵽ǶŮѻʧջ˴ʱϱסı顣
ڶĸ߽ŵϣ׷ŵӰߵǰʼոǶûпһۡ
첻֪ΪΣͷʲôһ£ʧصͷһƾơ
׼òˣҿҲȥٰɡΪһμ棬˴˼仹ǺϤⷬȶԶ˵˳
ֻǶڸոŴ¥һĻУһʱûŵĻֱٴ֣Ż
...죬˵ǣϾưɵϰ죬ȻҪ˼ұ˼
ŶķʣſʱڶԵ졣
ǹĬⲻشҲΪŸոսЩСԴס
ɣһ˽ϸزһ£ȻŹȥ١䣬ԱȥڷŸٵλýСĵĲá
˵⻰ʱĿʼնŵϣһһŸöЩԴ׵İһۡ
룺ֵǼǵͦ죬ţŽеÿ˳ڡ
ϰ壬ѾٲˡûãԱߵǰ˵
Ǻǹȥɡ쵱̨λöȥҲǸԲ̨λȥ


105 ĳԣһ

ʱ˿̵Ŀȫŵϣʼնûпһۣڸ߽ŵϿ˵ıӰԼʱ龿ĽǼʡ
ʱһһţưҲ˿ˣʱ˵Ŀⲻɵñ̨
Ůһǻ˵ĲĿͬʱҲڲԶԲβλõˡ
˶Ϊ˲˷ֻ˶ñӴԴϣװһ
磬˵ǲǾͲܱ˷ˣƿԵС˵š
죬űϳ𣿡ٴ̧شƵñܣҲΪƵĶССؽѵһ
磬˵ֻôܺﳶϹϵˣɵ
磬Ҫû´ĻӦפݡŴʱվԲ̨ϣ߻վһˣưɵϰ塣
Ŷ...Ҳͬһ²⣬Ŀǲɵý̨ķ
ڸٱߣ¸ٵɫ򵥵Ϥ֮վһԵĶͷʾѾ׼ˡ
վڸٵԱߣĿ˸ǶϤˣ֪ưɵϰ壬˵עǲɵ÷ϡ
һĿ֪ʵССС;ͿԽưɴôãȻǻ߿һ۵ġ
ҲΪĳ̨֣µҲԼͬ
ջͲ֮ʱһ׹ʱĴǿҲһ˲嵽ڳÿˣҲһ˲ֹͣ˶ڵ˵ʲô
ӺŮԱ̨ϳֵ죬ɫĹϣҲһ˲ס˵Ŀ⡣
...ϰĺ˧ѽ˭Ҫܼ޸һҸ£ֻһŮɵ÷˻գΡ
ѽǱˣǻǸϽȥɻɣһŮһ仰漴ѸǶ˵ķȥ
ҪΪҽһλѣֽţΪļα
ԺΪǴĸ콲껰Ҳٴ𣬶ųòҲߵ̨µλþһ
˵ϵԺǵóѽ缸˵ǲǣֹֻͣһЩĴ󺺵̨λú
ҲΪⷬ٩Ļһ˲佫̨µ˶ЦҲ¶ѵˮЦݡ
λ˵ûԺҪưɡ
ǾΪǴĸٶһת㽫˵עŵϣɫĵƹҲŵϡ
ã۾ǸһνӻҲΪĻ̨ϵСŮЩ棬ֻǲ֪СѾͷΣ
Ÿ˵ĸоۣһǻû߳У԰ѧ̫ڸɾưɵķΧۣһʱ䲢˿á
տʼǸӣҲŻţѾ뿪̨ǰλąֻ̃ʣţ˸ǲǸæˡ
һ˲ҲŸоκεĴڸУ·ò˵Ĺע
ʱЩʧ˿ҲﰲοԼûһ˳ʱһЩѣͦȥͺˡ
ҲΪ룬ûڸǰĳϣ˫ٴҵ˵ʱĸо
֮ʱһ˲䱻⶯ɶһʱ˵ĿǲɵÿŵλãɸոյĲãתӭĿ⡣
ɫĵƹʼնҫ買ϣʼնû뿪ǡôĵƹ⽫ŵƤе쳣ʱһλʹ㲻СĴ磬һÿ˵ġ
Ųɵ͵͵̨£ÿ˶֮ʱҲĵϲãɵõͷǳЦ
ڰ̨ǰĸ߽ŵϣ̨ϴʱٵţҲԼͬؿʱϵǳǳЦݡ
ȻЦݼǳײֻǡôЦݸǽһ˲ǣסǲԸƿĿ⿴𴦡
ǶԵǽһжҲͬʱҲȫ޺øУǲɵþţԼһֱ͵͵˻ᱻߡ
СӺøѽһôõŮѡ̧Ʊǳһڱеĺƣʱרע̨ĶǳĽŻô˵
ǵȻ˭ǣĻöССصһǲɵŵЦݡ


106 ĵӱܣ

̸䣬뿪˰̨λãǰϯ䣬뿪ûע⡣
ʲôʱʶģ֮ǰôûС˵أΪŵⴳ룬ҲʹйΪ档
ôû˵֮ǰưɵʱǻ˵һأⲻش£ת˰̨ǰĺơ
Ҳֽ·ŸĹעĹעʹӱ⡣
ϴΣܲϴθҵʱǲŸոʶֻ첢ûʶرһ⣬һֱ׷ʡ
Ȼǣˣˣͬͬѧָպǰλá֮ѡҲΪΪһԸ鲻רһˣֲŸոʶͰ˼ҵŮѵˡ
Ŷ...нˮ¥̨ȵѽĻ컹Ū˷⻰Ľʺ޵ζ
...죬ҵˣʲôʱһ˱ŮѽߵŮѻһһġһԶ죬Ҳֵ˰ɡ
...һ˰ɡĻʧصͷһСھƣΪĻһ˲˳Ĭɵùĵ¡
죬㻹ûǼ߳𣿡ʶոյĻһ£ɵùĵʵ
һˣ̸ףҲעһ¶ˡ
෴һҪϧǰˣúõض췢˵ףĻȻʶڶ֮󣬶ںֵܵŮܻ룬Ψף
һģ죬ҲϣŴǼµ߳ܿ컹ֵϧǸˡĵĻҲΪ֮ůҲϣôһ졣
ҲɡŶˣһǵðҽǮš
ҸоеȶˣҾˣһǵýŮѰȫ͵ҡ˵꣬ųƱطڰ̨ϣЩƣ̫Ѩ·ĺȶ˵ģ
ǰɣҲʱ򣿡
УȥϢɡ˵ɲŹ֣⿪ưɵһ㶼ǧֻǿ⸱ģװģѡŶߡ
߳ư
ոջһ⣬ʱȴɢ̬ӵķȥ
ɫᳵӦϲɫĳҲǺɫġ
ٶڼʻλϣɫٶ뿪
ЩǣȻǼ
ֻǲټȥԹװѡ뿪ٴǶʹ£Ӳʱһö
ڴͬʱڳһĨɫٻӰ
ŵĳ־һů⣬˲һֱںڰе
ΪʱںڰеˣΪѾӦûٴμĻᣬû뵽ٴμʱȻĸо
ΪľȥϧǸ߹Լɵȥ
ʱٴγʧȥʹ࣬ڻûԽԽֻܾ콫Ժ
һ뵽˴ס̵ֲɵýսҲһ˲úܿ죬һ̥Ħٶʧ·ľͷ

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һϺ̨µĿеĻڸոУ֮ʸǲɵΪơ
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ҲŵȥҲӽ䴦뿪ưɣʼնûб˷ǵĴڡ
ݳϺҲ漴ŵЦһ߽
ΥЦݣǵһμҲѡǶԵģҲΨӴ٣ϲŻ¶öŵЦݡ
Һÿģû뵽ôϲҵ١סļ飬ԸһʱͶ˵Ϊĵ¡
ţϲҵ㣬ԺҲһʵԼ롣һôغ˵֣ⷬµģΪһ
ôˣܾö˵ֵֹģоԣɵúʵ
ûʲôֻǵ㿪ġΪ˲Ųʱĵ뷨ָֻյģڴͬʱҲٴЦݡ
Ŷ...ˣһҪȹӻ㣬һ¡˵꣬ת¥ݵλãȥ¥Ǹ㡣


107 ̬ȵת䣨һ

ߵһ·̵ʱһƲɿڿϯ䣬ʱ֮ĻЩߵı
ʱҲվڲԶţոջһЦݵ˲ջϵЦݡ
վڲԶߵǰʱŸܸо̬ȵת䡣
СŮٵòѽ⻰ڳţſʱϵı龹Ȼִһ˿м
СŮ컹𣿡ƺܹ⣬ӽ᲻׼ȷ˵뿴ٴγ
ǺϲŵģʵҲһںڰд˺ܾõˣĳҲ¼ĸоǵʱı仯㲻ų
ֻ찲ŵˣֲ˵
㣬컹Ŷ...ˣҵðȹӻŵͷʱϵȹӣ˵
ȹѽȥɣҵĻҲǱҷŽҲǿȹӺܺʣ͸Ż˵ġ
㣬ҿɲҪŮ·һǵû
㣬ҿɣȹøȥ¥ϰУϡ˵һ⣬ֻƼˮ꣬Ӳ˼ҵ
ϣ˵Ĳһ·ȥɣеĻԺŮһˡǲмһЦʵǲԸΪһȹӺһɵСѾͷīûꡣ
ţ㿴пʱҲ鲻ҰԿ׸㣬ȻԼȥ¥ϣ֮ǵðԿøҾˡ㿴ۺϯĿˣҲÿ˵²ٺ˷ʱ䡣
Ǻðɡ˵꣬űֽӹݹԿףĮתиζӳ¡
ٴλصǸ䣬ǺܿͽǼɫȹ£Уɫȹصڰؼϴɾ󻹸㡣
ʱȻһ£ϵױڣøϿϴУҪȻؼұĸ׿ⲻһϵеʡ
תÿиϴ裬Щˮϵױϴɾֽͷһ£ָֻʱģ
һж׼ú󣬱߳¥´㽫Կ׻㡣
ŮǸոյٵǸ𣿡ߺٴλصϯ䣬ʱԵĿ˸ǳں治ɵʵ
...ԡһЦ⣬ػش
Ļ˵Ŀ׷ŵӰֱʧſڵλá
⺢ӵٲѽСҲÿ˼ųƯɵĿǴűζʱ˵ޱȶġ
˵ʱЦĵȥһơ
ΪβѡҵӲΪԼ鷳
ϰ...ǽźѽ¶һĵЦݣƱݵǰ˳Ƶסŵߡ
ҲΪһٶʹջ˸ոĿ⣬תԷ̴棬˵Ůˡ
ѵѽңҿ϶úȡ˽ֱ۷ļϣһֻֽӹݹľƣһ˲㽫еľƺȹˡ
ֻǴʱһٶΪᣬϵЦҲΪ֮Ӳ
˵ưΪԭ򣬿ҲԱưɵĿ˹صĶ࣬żҲֲصˡ
ҪΪ֮ǰȹһһƺȥˡ
ҲʹһиӵģʹޱȵЩ˵ĶֶţҪǿջЦÿ챻ȴ֪ʱܽ......
......
ڵҹΪж鲢ûиоؼҵ·Ǿʱúܿ졣
ϤĽֿٴγ֮ʱ³ͣԵλá
ллһֱҵڡϸɤžĺҹСȴΪ
ţ㲻ǺôҪһֱ߾ͺˡ˵ⷬʱͷЩСһʼŲû塣
ո˵ʲôΪո˵ЩСٴһ顣
ûʲôŶ...ˣٵòҲر⡣
УøǮ˵꣬ӿӿڴóһЩǮݵС
...߬ŶݹǮɻؿ
Ǯݳĳ͡һɻ󣬲ɵÿڽǮɡ


108 壨

ôࣿſеǮɵþȵʵû뵽һݳܵõôĳ͡
ţӦõģҲԺĳԶԶֹЩڶŵĲŻûоǮжôĶࡣ
м£һ¡ٴοڣʹŵĿⲻɵٴϣȴҪ˵Ļ
ʵֻҴСʶѶѣϣ㲻Ҫ֮Ĺϵ𣿡⻰һֱһΪ⵽ᡣ
㲻غҽЩ֮ĹϵҲԼ£ȨʡŵĻټ˵Щʲôʱ򣬱㱻ŽĻˡ
ȥϢɣ컹Ҫѧǡ
ллһҪ˵ʲôֻٶǰκεĻ룬˵ǲģ֪
ǺðɣţȻȥˡȻΪβԸĻûΪͻȻֶûв
ȻˣЩʧ䡣
ߺһֻгһֻ߬еǮҵķȥ
һ׬ǮǮ˵Ƿһʶ壬֪ԭͨԼŬǮôгɾ͸С
ҲΪϲɵŶЦݡ
ǸʱһˣҪֻ̫࣬Ҫһ˹ÿģԺһȶĹӡ
ֻǣԸΥһвǰÿеȥչͽС
ٴλصҵʱ򣬼ʹôĸһڲǰϵ
ţôôŻѽҪٲҶҪȥˣٴγڣĸŵ˲ߵŵǰһǵʵ
...֮ǰǺ˵ʱҪȥʦܵǸСȥϰΡŷĸֱ۽ٴδصǰλϣŵĻĸ԰׵˲ЩΣɼĸǳ׷ˡ
ôҲѽ컹ҪѧǣĸŮҹӰ壬ӶӰĹΣ⻹ٴεɵ˵
...֮ǰǺ˵һУҲΪӰѧϰġ
裬ǲ֪ѽĿѧҶ˵СӾҹǿǡΪ˲ĸ׵ĶŤ˿ѧ˵Ļ
ĸѧ˵⻰۸ϺͿ𣿡Ȼĸ٣ҲôúŪģҲΪĸʱĻĸŮһЦĸϵıҲ˻˲١
֪Ҳģһ˲ɿô죬ֲ˽˼Һ׳Կġĸ֮Ϊ֮Զĸ뵽Ųû⣬һʱҲŲ֪ȥȰ˵ĸײõġ
Ŷ...ˣ裬ҽȥϰȻҸĳ͡Ȼ벻Ȱ˵ĸ׵ɣǲͨĸġ
ţһȥҾ͸ô࣬һǱȽϿ׵˼ңԺҪúø˼ҺӲϰǧ𹼸˼ҡĸŵݹǮǲɵЩԾû뵽Ÿϰεǻ˼ҳô£ҲԼЩС֮ģ֮ˡ
ţǮ費ҪԼŴǮԼ֧䡣ĸŵݹǮƻŵǰû£ȻŮͨԼŬǮȻҪŮѧȥƣҪŮ֪Ǯ׵ĵ
...ǮſãòЩǮʼռֽǮĸס
ţﻹûҪǮҵʱҲҪǮ֮ͬȥ˲ϰҲΪ㲻˶ѧҵΪͨϰܸӶ롣
ʱ䲻ˣҲȥϢɡĸ˵꣬ƹŶȥңûиż˵Ļᡣ
ŴվԭأͷеǮֿԶĸΪԼǮĸӦÿĲŶԣĸ׵ϲûпĿġ
Ż̫С֪ĸ֮ԻҲΪоԼúʧܣȻҪ׵ŮȥǮãֲֻܶԼŮ˵ӲŮĵġ
ҹĸշתߣʱ޿̲ڵŮԲôůŮѧУ۸
Ů㣬ϸ˹οЦݣɵٴεϹ֪ʱֻᲡҲջϵЦݣתٴθϵǵ顣


109 ҹĻĽ٣һ

ұׯ԰
ҹĻѾ٣ڿһˣڵҹ԰иǿһˣ˶˯
̧ͷȥ¥鷿ĵţʱ鷿ˡ
ĺмɳϳ̣ʱʱشӿкʹĺ˫۲ɵҲɢ˰
Сɳϣĺ˵ھưɵţľ󣬺ĺȳĬһһ̴ӿеݽݳֱһ걻̻Ҹڣͳɤ漴
ưɡĺظ˵Ÿո˵ľưֻ֣ܾһʱ벻ˡ
ԣûưɵϰ죬һϰ塣ĺưɣ˲佫ư˽˵ĺ
ԭ˵꣬ĺ΢΢˫۲ɵñѰζ⻰ʵЩͿ
ѵϴʶʵ
ʶ˵⺫ĺ˵ʶԸоĺƺЩɼĺû˵ʵȻϴ˵Ҳȥʡ
ϴֻǾΪλȥưɵǣһĬõƿĺˣʺŲɵúʵ
ҲԼĿ԰ɡʱؽ⻰Բ˻ǿʱĺɫʵЩãϾĺļϵŮˣ¾Ȼھưɵ٣ܺòŹ֣û
ܵΪոյĻϴûʣǿʱѧˣʱر졣
ϴҿʱҲˣҪûʲôµĻֵܶ˾ˣҲϢɡѿʱĺĺɫЩãӲܵΪľ仰˵λүž뿪
...ĺ˫ĿʹûпʱǶˣ˪ͣһ̶
ĺھưɵٵ£ûʶǺʱ뿪鷿鷿Źر֮ʱʹջظոյ˼Ŀǲɵÿſڵλá
һļֱ́۽̻Ҹߵػӵϣ׵̻Ҹ׺͵Ӵ֮ʷ˾ҵĻɫ̻Ҳɢһء
޴Ǿ˴ʱϻûԶˡ
磬ϴôˣôô𣿡ƺ˵鷿ڵĺĺ⽫ѹʹս˵
...һۣת鷿λãֻ̾˿ʲôҲû˵ǲԸ˵֪ôӺ˵ҲŴӱ˴ʶһ̶עԱճ
鷿ڣߺ󣬺ĺΪŭ̻Ҹ׻赽ϣҲΪŭ˲վʱ۵ҲĺɫۼǰбҲΪŭЩңʹҲա
һɫװĶΪƹķɢ΢ĹâӦӰ翵УҲбҹɵһ죬ʱΪŭͨħ
鷿룬㳤Ӱǿ·ټ鷿޷һС
ĺٴһνе̵ȼ΢Ļɫȼ֮ʱǽ۵׵ı亮⿴ø
˵ȥưɵʱѾѹֲסĵŭֻǰǾƣ׵ƢԣҲүүġ
ĺһشλöȥ͸شķؿһɫ㳤Ӱ͸شĺʱݵ˫Ŀɢź˵Ŀ⣬õļƻ
ĺȥһֱĸûеõӦеĻرΪֻҪȥῴҪһУϧĺҲзɵʱҲүү˵öԣҪɹˣֶǾԲԵģ˹ʴȱעʧܸա
꣬ĺүүһ˪򣬸̳ʮ꣬ҲΪԵ̽ŷɥĺСүүߣǽһжܺõļ̳
ĺǱĵҲڴ˿̱㵽˸ñʱ򣬸Բµֻ֮ᷢ£
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110 ߵ

ʹٿ־ҹĵҹҲû˶ԶȥǴȻĹɣȻΪСĴڣҲΨѡȥسһС
һؿſڣָָ̧ƣ֮ʣޱȵҲӦ
߽һ¥Ĵ˲ϮڸɵһԵǽҵ˵ƿؿذť
һ¥ĵһ˲䱻ȫȼҰҲ˱ɵһ̧ͷ㷢ִʱɳһˡ
ĸ࣬ɫ࣬˫۸ǲŭ⣬֮ʱǿƵĿҲһ˲佫ܽһ
裬ôѽϵѽĸĳʽʵǸ˲СľţҲ˼æסؿڵλã˿ͼƽոʱֻŵ
ڵѽôŻ˵˵ȥˣĸɫ˵ʶ
е£Իˡǲٺĸ׼̸ȥȶ¥ҵķȥ
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111 ϷĿʼһ

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ʱ򣬰༶ﷲڳĿ׷ˣһʱ˽һϷģ֪ÿ˶ſһĻǡ
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...ǲ㵽ã˵䣬ǲ´һôûожôɫûֵΪԡ
У㲻ҪǰװúߵģҲסĻԽ˵Խ֣ҲһֱĬ޿̡
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ôѵ˵ò𣿡żʱСͨЩЦǲٲһѪΪֹ
ڸʲôǣʱӽ߽һĻǵ۸š
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Ҳһ˲ڳÿ˶һļƤͬҲĺĺҲεҡͷƽʱžȻҲһ棬Ǹ˲Сľϲ
˵ʽȻովʲô£ҲܴŲµŵԸǲԵ޹ʵȥ
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ٿķ򣬴ʱһµСӰԴڶ߳˽ҡ
˼־ʱֹͣˣҲһ˲۷׷׵յһĻڳÿ˶°͡
û뵽⿴ԵԵҲûеôû뵽Ȼڶǰװôһ档
ֻڳÿ˶ô룬ҲԸոշһĻоΪĿЦȿЦЩջ𣬸Ϊԭһ˲˯ȫޡ
Сڶǰ߿ǣŵͬոջֳĬԹۣʱȻҲضŷۡ
ϲϷˣŲɵЦһǲԸκεۡ

ȵĹսǴһΪεĵطվˡ
Ͷ¶һ޹վǰĶ
ֻǶıȴĮΪࡣ
ҺܸжΪҴӹҲΪΪЩ֮Ĺϵ
ҴûҪ˺㣬һܺõŮֻ֮䲢ʡΪʸոյ£ߵһҲУֻû뵽ȻһھôĻ
ٴαʹǲɵýˮʣͼƽʱڱ˵顣
...˵ֻ֮ͨѣһҵ׺űȲģ
ҺãֵһƬﲻģӲʹʸס


112 Σ٣

²Ӳһõ򣬲õľȫҪоġ
Ҳ㻹СҲԺϲˣ˵Щʲô˼ЩεسǱӶĻһͷۣʹɵ̧̫Ѩ
磬ϲֻ㣬㣬Ժ㣬С޵Ǹ˱ֻ㡣վǰĶˮһ˲
ôףǲܻԺģҸӲ˷ʱ䡣˿ûй˼ܷ˵ⷬĻǺޱ˵ڡ
֮䲻ܣ֮п𣿡
Ȳ˵ĸǱܷͬ⣬͵˵ţ˽𣿡ӾӦţϣͨЩöת⡣
ĻԶ˿ûãöӵķ
һ뵽иĸѾˣû뵽ѧУиǲһ˿Ļѽ
Ϊһ˵һж룬Ȼһ㣬ǾǹڴŮѵõ
ҲǶϲԭ򣬶һ뵽Ҫǰĸ뽫ŮһǶ˵ֻἫΪʹࡣ
һ뵽˴һʱ˫ü壬ûټĻĲͷǰС
磬ôĻô׾ͻᱻƭʹû˼Ļɲٴο˵
ˣˣǰڶʼɵˣôĻ޿ǱŭҲһ˲䱬Ҳʹԭأһ˲ջϱ˵顣
ȻôãΪʲôҪ֪δĻǽֻݸֻеƬҲɵóһ
ƬĿĺŵӰֻôӴ
ƬôõģһߵͷƬһ߿ʵ
Ͳ֪ˣֻ֪˵Ļû˵磬ˡޱȽŵ飬ɼƬ˺ܴãǳûȰ˵뿪š
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...ԼĵġĶҲһʱ˵Ͱ͵˵
磬ֻϣܾ뿪һȥòã
ҸĸᰲѧԺͿǱ
ѵ𣿡һУʱǰŶԺһȥ⡣
ֻǴʱĶĻȻһ䶼ûȥе˼ȫƬϡ
Ժ˵ɣҪϿˣȻȥɡֻ黹ʧתҵķȥ
ʱ֪ºʧǵıӰ֪ԭռôҪλãһ뵽˴ŵĺҲ˲ɵ˫ȭգɢĺ⡣
֮ոһĻҲɱ·ȹսǴ
һʼʳ¥ؽңǵҵʱǺͣ˽Ųɵö㵽ǽǴһ
ǽǴ͵һʱʱԶǶվǸŮӦþ˵÷Ůѡ
Ȼֵûȫ֮ʲô£ǿʱĮı飬öϲӶ϶Щ
ߺŴǽǴ֪߳ϢȻĻˣĺϢҲʹĵϲãһ߳ʳһߺŸҵķȥϸǲԾع˿ĵЦݡ
ڵ뽫Ϣ˳ţûŰæһ֪ڶһϢ
ٴγڽʱҲһ˲ð֪ոհ༶˶̸Ƕˡ
صλ·ŵλʱǲ۾ֻŵͷûпг޵Ŀ⡣
Ͽʱ
λʱ˼ȫȻûзʦϣһ˼ƬϣһʱѰ
дһֽйƬ£һֽϱдһЩ֣дֱһظд˺üΣղŽֽݸš


113 ĺһ

Ȼ䣬ŸоĶڵĵӣ㷢һֻ֣ʱ߬һֽ
ΪϿʱ䣬͵۽̨ϵʦִʱʦǣŽֽӹ
ʱٶҲɱڲԶһĻʱҲһαʹɫϹŭ⡣
ﲻȥˣעȻȫϣʹӱվӱܲˡ
ŽֽչҲ˺Ȼǰ
ţոûΪ㣿ĵĻһ˲ůޱȣ仰ʱ㲻ɵٴιůĵЦݣǵһ뵽ʱֽЦ漴
Ų뵽ٶκεĻ룬һ㶼ԡ
ûСֻǼ򵥵ûش֣㽫ֽݻظ
ӹŵݹֻֽش֣ûٶ˵ЩģĳŻǺܽġ
ͼݼ˵һ뵽ĺʱһֱʸףӲΪĺԭŶͻȻ䵭ֽд仰ֵֽݸš
áŽӹֽ֣ԥҪôأǺͻȻԼȥͼݾν£ջǴӦֻֽϼ򵥵ûشһ֡
ٴνӹֽŴӦȥͼݼ棬Ȼֽ߬ģĿǲɵŵĺĺϡ
΢΢˫۴ŲԶĺĺĿ֮нԶʱŻչ¶׺Ŀ⣬޲һ㽫ĺ
ŵĺĺһ㷢ֶͶĿ⣬ǹⲻܲµΪλ
ʹ룺Ҳ˸úʱŮ˶˵õġ
һ뵽˴ǲɵʤߵЦݣЦݽݵĲҫɢ˰Ĺã
......
ѧ֮ʱ뿪ңҽ˵͸ˣ˵һӶͣ
߳¥ݼʱ㷢ִʱˣֻ쵫Ҳûж¥ݡ
ͬѧ¥֮ʣʱĽס
ʶҡɵתʱںǺôʶ
ȻʶˣֻδСĸû⵽СѡĻɵЦһü΢˵ⷬı֮Ҳǰԡ
Ŷ...ˣǾ...˵ǳƬˣһ뵽˵ĻǼӳ͵˼ңɲôɵǼʱĽ˻
£һתԴӵĿ⿴վˣ´һ˵ⷬ
㣬ϴ̡һ߽ƽʱĿ˵ĸ͸Ĳм
ϴ˭׷ʵӺǿ˵֮˭
...ͳɤٴ𣬴ʱĺḷ́䣬ַڿӿڴȻ̹Ȼشһ¥һ
˳Դȥٴο˳Ƭеĺĺ
վĽǶֻܿĺĲӱǰĳ΢΢ڵȻ޷ֵ˧߰Ҳ𺳵ʱվڻ̨ϵ
վǰʱŴӸոջ㱵ʶѹע⵽Եɫ
ôһû뵽ҲйϵӼôôõһҲˣȻһϲԽԽ
ʲô£ɸ߰ʹĺһŮΪ֮ϲףҲװһģǽһ಻ȥ
ô˵ֻϲһˣôעˡ
ʵҾһǳԸҺĺ˫۶Ŵʱվǰһ̣³һ˲˵ⷬǻްʵЩ²͸ʱ뷨
ʱһɻ󣬸ǲʲôԺվǰ˿ԺġӾúĺ˵⻰ΪĿЦ
ԣûǺĺü΢϶ĻشĻʸɢʮ


114 ξ

㵹˵˵ôҺͻȻ£˵ĺָʲô£
ʵ֪ϲϲţϲȴͬʱϲ˴ˡ
ҲֻǺܴﵽ˴˵ĿġλãĿͳɤ˵ε£ѡΪмķȥõҪĶ
ôĻҲⲻʧΪһð취Լƾеи֡
ˬشӦµúĺЩ⣬ⲻоҲҪܺͶһ
һҲúĺʵʵظо˿֮ˣԽҪĶȴԽԵõҪĶȴӡԶ֮
ļ֣́սĶ࣬ͷСһЩֻ֮Ļ
»ڲ˺ţҲĺñĻﾯվɢΣϢ˫Ҳʵվһ
ĺĺһɽɢźϢ˸оµʱ޿̲ɢҪ߽ɶ˻ԽԽ
ʹɵջظոմĿ⣬Ϊ˲ǽĿ⿴𴦣Ҳһʱû˵ʲô
û뵽ȻϲţʲôͶΪ֮ϲԴ༶֪˶ϲ֮ûűȲģܾõջǶԺĺʳ˿ڡ
ҲӦʶŶԡĺһ˿Цݣȶת߳¥ݼ䣬Ҳһͬ߳
¥ݼֻʣһˣŮȻɢŸ߹ޱȵϢջûбϲ۰ҲʹһŤһʰ
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ţһشϢҪ㡣߽ʱһʱ뽫š
ʱ˿̵̬ת֮죬ŻǵõʱʱǰĮİףγ˼ĶԱȣⲻžüӦ
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ţƵŵ࣬ҲȰŴʯ¡
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ʲôúģЦһزм
ôܲǣ˵̫Ҫˣ֪ϢʱҸоһ˲ֻ˹˫ֽգǼΪţ·ϲԵػ
˵˵ɣʲô꣬Ҳ֪Ҫǲ꽫⻰߲У԰ģԱ
·ȵĹսǴطڳܣҳúס
ȻҲû̫ȫһ㣬öһѧֻǶͬ⡣
жӦòϲǸ÷Ůѡüɫ裬ͷͷǵطţûзŴʱ顣
Ȼأ;л𣿡û꽫⻰˵ű˵˳
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һʱ䣬Ҳ֪οȥȰ˵һֱеѣξվһ죬ʼմʲôȨȥ˵ѣԼһԸˡ
꣬һ£ҵˡȻ֪οڣôԾ;뿪ű㵱˵
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115 ʼյĽڣһ

һ뵽֮ǰĸƫ繣ںȻûбֳжô£˼
Ͼźĸڵ绰ĶԻܲµΪλ̬ô䵭
ţ֮ǰˣ㲻Ϊ¶ҵɣһ˫޹˫ۿվǰţҲΪ֮ǰ̬ȲöӵǸ
ţҲ֪ҵԸЩԣϾҴô𣿡
ΪҵС㣬¡һֱûпڼ˵㽫״Сߵ˵ֶ˵һ顣
Сһҵֽڣÿζѡԭ£Ϊ걾ԲҲǱĻ룬ǲһֱѡ
ֻǣŻҪѡԭ𣿴ʱҲǼìܡ
꣬һ£ҪˡԥŲûش⣬ֻ뿪Ż˵
Ŷ...ˣոպ˵Ҫ˵ʲô£˵ż뿪漴
꣬ģԺܶܺһؼˣҪȥưɼְ٣ȻԼȥʱСĵ㡣żʱУ԰ڵͬѧѾ뿪ſյ˵ĿռŷĶ˵
...ô뵽Ҫȥֵطѽ
㲻ںҿЦɣʱıʲô췽ҹ̷ޱȵسԾǴĲмƲ
бҪº㿪Ц𣿡żʱϵı鲻ɵЦǸض˵
ţûб˼ᣬֻǵһŮǳĳϣʱ˻仵ġٴװһ޹һʱ䵣ĺ
ԷģҿԼչ˺Լ
ŶˣмǲҪĸ𣬷֪˵ⷬҲܿ¶˵ΪҪ
Ϊʲôܸ߲ĸѽ
㿴ô㣬ԼǮˣĸӦø˲ѽ˵䣬ǻõڿʵǰԷ
ո㶼˵˾ưֵطҸĸ֪˻ĻŵĶＫΪɵ÷ոյĻ
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ôȻЩɻ󣬸׼ȷ˵ôµһ·
Լ죬ȥȼⲻ˵ڵҸ˵ȥưɣʵ˵ⲻȥ
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ĸҪҪ𣿡վڲԶŸոն͵绰̸ݵ֪ĸҲⵣĲɵýʵ
ţҵȻȥĸףԼȥưʱҪעⰲȫϻʱؼҵģǧԼһŮҹ·ʱǲ䣬ĸ˵ҪŶ˵ҲҪ


116 ڰСݣ

ץȥչ˲ĸɣõңԼչ˺Լ
У·ʱһҪעⰲȫŵһʱҲҪ¡
ŹĵĻöоůһʱŵ¶Ĳᣬٶ˵ЩʲôֻĿֲ֪֮οڡ
ʹΪᣬѡתͷȥг뿪
ߺȻĵǣҲǴưɵķȥֻϣĸ岢޴󰭡

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سھưڣĹԱ;ȣû뵽ôھưɡ
ʱ̨ԱһڰСŮ˵ĶԻ֮Сײ
ֻźɫװȹű׼ͷĶܱµŮŹӶڸġ
Ϊ˲췢ָǽƶˣֻֻ졣
˵ôˣϰôô簡ڰֻ֮һŮС˵
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СŷͻȻ߽ǲɵһ
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ѵûոǸСŮϰһӰ칫߳ģСŷʱıǷʲôһʵЩš
ѽСɵεҡҡͷʵҲûʲôôСֵġ
˼ұǵĴͲͬȻҪõϰչˣСվһԣСĻ漴˵
һһľϷ̨ϳ˫ɵģԽԽͿ
⻰ô˵ջͲס漴ʵ
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УУûЬǣϣģҶ˵ȥˡСǽһ鲢ïڳ˶ⷬ۶ɫ۾š
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125 ܾĺ⣨һ

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칫ҵű򿪣ڵƿһ˲ڵһ˲˵ĻһӺɫԭϰߵȴû뵽Ȼ˸оʣҲΪ뷨ٴ˵Цݡ
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Ůɡߵ·мʱȴ·ͻȻ䴳һ۵Ļ⳵֮쾹ȻŮһʱԭء
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128 ĩ𣨶

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ֻһԹүһδνҪ˴ߣߵжôЪ˹үûһС
...ҪجʹʶµξҲʹһ˲˫ۣ˲ϮľָʹĶ䲻ɵ÷亹
ʹĻʹΣÿʧߵ״̬շתߵҹجжȹ֮˯
ͬ뿪ÿ٣ʱתشߣǵҹҲֻеĺƲܴƬ̵İ
ǵҹشԿĵƹ⣬ĵƹ⽫ټдһĻ
ҹجξʱѡվشǰǵҹֱշǰףֱ·Ϩֱ·ϴﲻ

һʵ糿һ˵һõʱȻⶼá
ʱ͸¥Сսڣ洦ɼķɫҫҲܰá
İҹҲʹһʱ䲻𣬸֪ѵõϢձ˯
ҪӣĸҲ¥𣬲ĸȴûг֣Ϊҹ޾ɵŮҲŮѵõĩ˯
ֻԸΥֻȴ䲻ϵʱ
ŲɵýӸԴϣͼķֹ˵ٴϮ
̶Ȼһ̶ûжϹһ˸ǹһˣŸǱ˵ʹһ˲˯ȫޡ
ԸֻֻĻϵĺ룬ϤĺӳҲʹ˲ͨ绰
ţ㲻ỹ˯ɣڽͨ绰һ̶Ҳ漴
...Ҵ绰ѵʲô𣿡ʱ˯ȫ޵ŵ˸Ŵ˸Ƿ۾ǽʱʱʧֻﻹǴһ˿˿û˯ѵĸо
ι湻˯ģô˶ѾˣȻ˯Ÿֻܸܵ˵⻰ʱ϶һ
...ڿ˰ɡ
Ϣôô磿ӣô绹Щ棬ɵʵ
ʵǣұôģ˭ýգҲô磬Լһȥѡ
ѽţʱ䲻ˣҲϽץȻǻ·ڼ˵˵ţ껹Щżˣǲߴٵ
Ŷ...ԣաҪѣѾԺˣʱѲʶ˵
...С㣬㲻˰ɣܽ¸ǣ֪˵ĴãѹûġϵıЩ
Ҫǲ˵һ͸ˡһЦڰѶ»Щ˼
ɵøֻطһưۣԽѡ
˵ӦʲôǣҲӦøѡһɵ÷ʵ
ʵҲûãǻǹֵʱٶɡҲѡʮַѣ漴˵
ǺðɡҶϵ绰ű㿪ʼһ׼Ҳʱ˶˵ȥͼݼ£Ҳ˽ĩɡ
......
һŵľʻܴ䣬ǼϡŵѬϢ
˸ԴһŵĻУϸؿÿһƷԸΪǵǼƷ
ֱڻܽеһЩµֺгǰʱ㵱ͣ˽Ų
ںֺ漴ϸضһԽԽϲ
Ӻֺлᷢʲô㽫λڵİťᰴһ𣬰öֺҲ֮ת
˵һ˲ãʹŵϲɵ𵭵ЦݣЦݸ˹
ֻһ뵽ŮϲĶһδϲҲΪ뷨ջЦݡ
ŽֺзŻȥʱ򣬲Զĺ
ţ£ѡѡЩ֪ѡĸˣɤҲ漴ߡ
ţѡѡɣĿʽ̫ˣҶ֪ѡĿˣŰڷڲ̨ڵһʱЩѲ֪ѡ񣿴ʱΨ


129 żһ

꣬ѡɣҲ֪ѡĿãſڲ̨ڵԱϸܣоÿһܺãһʱҲ֪ѡ񣬲ɵ˵
Ҿѡɫǿɣ鷳ҰллָǿɫʵؿݻȻ΢Цò˵
õģСԵȡƷƵڵĵԱǺòģ˵Ҳôᶯ
ʱΪѡǵҲǸĺá
ţѡ𣿡ŴʱֿտյŲɵʵ
ûҲ֪ʲôãҡҡͷɵ̾˿ѡͦѵġ
С㣬ǵ¿ˮָϲġ
ˮǵﻹǺܳġΪƷĵԱǶ˵ĶԻɵÿŵķ˵
ϸؿŵԱݹˮǽӴǰˮɢζζҲǺ
תļǩˮɲѽ
ţҾҪˮĻ᲻öѽ
Ȼûб뷨ҾûǲҪˮĺáһģʵǿˮļ۸ļ۸ߣĻԵۡ
ţ㲻ѡñӰɣñӻʱеģҾָϲ漴ָŵԱĻϰڷŵǶɫñӣ˵
ⶥñҲҲͦ۹ġԱòǰǶɫñõŵǰ
Ǿѡɣ鷳ҰŽӹñϸضһҲñӺֺܱʱУҼ۸ҲǾⶥñΪ͸
Ƕ˵ܿͱãֱӹǸѡõ߳ҵꡣ
ֻǵ߳ҵſʱϲֿ۰ڻܽǸֺУֱ߳ҵʱջĿ⡣
ߺҵӭһλһɫͷī
ʲô԰ģԱòǰϸϸһƶŶŵĴǲɵõԱΪ֮࿴ۡ
ϾŮ˶ϲ˧磬ļƷ˧統Ȼӵõǵ
ֻǵԱʺȴûеõòĻӦĺƹܵλȥڸովǸλҵոõǿֺС
С㣬ֺ鷳ҰĺٴߵԱǰԭΪ˱ŸһõĵԱʱЦӭӹĺùֺСĵذ
ֺŮ𣿡ԱһоӦ͸ŮģԺʵ
...ĺǳĬ˼룬شǸǲɵһ˿Цݡ
Ҳڤڤ֮еԵ֣ԭκʵֲүүֻӲľӪ״ֻû
ոյվڲǽ⿴Ŷֺз·ϲûע⵽ʱվڲǽ
ֱڣǵոϵЦĶ⣬ȴûжЦΪ˱ո΢ЦʱģҲԸ⽫ֺ
ֺڸԴȹӵŮҲһҲνİݼڰɣ
ƷˣúáԱٴĿ˵
ллĺò΢Ц˵漴߳ſڡ
ĺվͨϣȴûٷŵӰҲѾ뿪ˣĻôȥȻ͸
Լȷ᲻
һ˶˵ֻߺǿ߲ſһУͬҲϲŮˡ
һ뵽˴˫īµ˫ɢĿøΪᡣ
ǵļƻԿʼˡĺó绰һ룬ͳɤ֮ʱֻ绰һͷŮΪ֮һ㶣漴ش˾䣺Ŷá
Ҷϵ绰ԽԽƣһô֪ĵ绰
ﷺֹҴʱи뷨⺫ĺԶԶûô򵥣
......
ʱź껹û߳ǲ֪˻ױƷר
꣬ʲôܿĵӡſŴʱߵ궢ŻױƷרķ͵ЦһؽߣԲɵʵ
...˵ȥμջǲӦúúôһ£ո֮԰͵ЦҲԺлµױݳڶǰĳʱſ˵


130 ϤıӰ

Ļɵﰵ뵽Ǹջѣڸô
ţû˵קȥһֱϲǸױƷר
źվרԣŴʱԱÿһױƷϸĽܣͻȻҲһѧױ뷨
꣬һױɣһֻں죬򿪿ںĨ¶վԵ꿪˵
ʱԲŵԱܵ˪ŵĻʱɵÿһױŮȻҲԻױȤΪԾ
ţôҲʼԻױȤˣ
ѵϲˣֵһεŮ֮԰ױ޷㣬һ٣ΪϲˡŲǰĽٵˣǾǵڶֿˣҲΪĵһֿܡ
ΪŶϲʵԲŻʵ
ΪҲ֪Ҽְǿ飬ױĻܸоԿ˺ܲأѧѧôױʱڻױƷչǰĸ߽ŵϣںºȻתԵ˵
ŶԭѽһΪ...˲˿ֻǺĻû˵
Ϊʲôֻ˵˰仰ں治ɵ׷ʵ
Ǹûʲô˵꣬ϵ˪Ƕŵ׷ʣʵ˵ǣΪڵǶǡ
Ҫ˵ѽ˻̫ۣҶãʲô¶ҲģҸĸһУҸӲðȥʲôְ
ϣ㿴˵ˣûб˼ѽ˵꣬ʶ⻰Щ˵ˣ㵱Щ˼ؿ˵
ŲɵЦĿ⿴𴦣Ͼȥ
ţ˵𣿡ʱھǰĻױƷЩȷʵ
עھӴûзִʱϵıЩס
꣬쿴㿴Ǹǲ...ĿⲻԾһƲʱڲԶһϤıӰԴʱվһȥСܶŮˡ
ŵԲһЩõĻ棬ǵʾǵϤıӰȥ
Ұ֣꿴ǵӰʱҲɵôʧɫʹʱվߵǸŮ˾ֹʣվȥʸס
ĸ׾Բˣһʲô᣿
꣬黹ûиóȻȥ㸸ô㣿ż״æס侲Ū˵
һΣ嶯ѡŵĻ侲ûг嶯ܹȥĸʱվԵǸŮ˾˭
ʵǾ˵жԣֻҲں£һʱĸĸ⣬ӵ뿴ĻѾ
ֻĿⲻɵٴǵϤıӰʱ۵׸Ǹĺ⣬˫ȭΪʱķŭɵýա
ҲֻǿˣϾϳ˺ܶࡣŴʱԽףųڵĲɵðο˵
û£ţǻǼѡױƷɡ˵꣬굱ջظոޱı飬ٿվԵʱϸǵ΢Ц
ʱ䲻ˣҿǻȻȥɡ꣬Ҳû˼ټ⣬Բؼҵĺá
ǺðɡʵոյһĻҲûٴ뷨һ뵽ոյĻ;ޱȶġ
ţ˵ǸҰ𣿡߳ŵʱٴ̲סɵÿʵ
ҲֻѣӦòǡɵþİ˺ܶ࣬ҲֻͨŵĻʱޱȵĵõʱƽͨ˶ѡ
ϣҵĴС㣬ͱ˼ˣո㲻ǻ˵Ҫúôһȥμջ𣿡ͼֹͨ˼롣
ţ˵ĶԣҲǸոĿˣûܹȥҪȻ治֪ǳöΡŵĻ˲ٴרŵЦݣҲȥոյ¡
ջῪʼһʱ䣬ҪȥģΪѡúܳʱ䣬ȴûôͽˣ¿ճʱҪȥĥһʱûкõ뷨Ǳſʵ
ҿʱ仹磬ȥҼҰɡϾĸײ̫ϲҡһ뵽֮ǰ绰ո̬ȣ뻹ú󱳷飬ʶؾܾȥңȥҵ뷨
ûµģ㲻õģȥѼ˲ڼңôô棬ȫù˼
оҵûؼһױ㲻Ҳѧ𣿡ʵֻؼҵĿģҲ֪ô˵Ļһܾ


131 Ƭ̵ãһ

Ǻðɡ˵꣬˱һͬ뿪
ǸϵСſڵʱϤĻٴӳСʱļһ˲ӿԺ
ȥǸϤͤɻڣǵСʱ껹鶼档
Դ֪ĸĸ̫ϲ֮ͺСˡ
ٴ߽ļʱļҸظɾ࣬еƷڷŵô룬ͨЩСϸڸǲѷҵŮһر𰮸ɾˡ
ڣӳڵϵһӰܿʮֵܰ
Сʶֻһңǽϻ϶ڷƬܿոĸеλüΪҪ
ǰ潫ҵƿҲһ洦ɼķɫʱ޿̲͸¶ŮϢ
ڷ޸ǽЩů⡣
ϣˣ˵ôôֻۡźһ¾ǽһ࣬㳹׵طˡ
ţҲЪһɡ꿴ŵķʾҲһͬ¡
ºˣտʼ˳ĬɵöŰɫݶ
ţ˵һҸĸˣҸô죿գ꿪ڴ˱˴˼ĳĬʱ˵ж¡ҲʹŸ˸С
꣬ģͱ˼ˡתһ꣬Ŵʱ겻ɵóڵİο
ʵ˴𰸣⻰ڰοĻʹﲻɵÿЦ
ˣǲ˵Щˣ㻯ױɡ漴ǽЩĵʱǣЦٴϵʱŲ㳹׷
ţΪ㻯ױʱǵϸ˵㿪ʼŵϲŻױƷϸĵؽһЩҪעĵط
þû˵ЦദһʱƬ̵þȻŸоϧ
󹦸ɣ쿴һô԰ɣ˵䣬겻ɵÿеţ֣ŵСΪ¡
...꣬ѽſžеԼǳص˵ͷǶɵóһ
ţ㿴ƯҪһƯͺˡ˵˵ţ껹һɵû̾˿
СͺĽţĽѧϰãĽƯվһǸеĪԱ
꣬ʵ㶼֪жĽ㣬ҪҲÿ춼ôģǸöѽֻŹʵһ棬ȴûпԶΣҲΪ˵ġ
...˲˵ЩĵˣţػΪһױΣ꿴űЩʧţ֪ոյĻ£Ǳ뻻⣬뻻鲻ɵÿ˵
...ȷ...һʱЩŵؿ˵
ѽģһ죬Ҷİ㣬ʲôĵģʱ겻ڶʼɣǽŵѣҲҲֻд˿Ǹꡣ
վ࣬һʱ治֪֡
ڵϿЩæҵջǰ˵÷һȥ
ţ߻úó󣡡տʼӴױַ΢Щ׾߻ùҲʹ겻ɵú޺޵һ
Ļ䣬˸ǻ࿴ű˴˻Цһʱ䴿ЦС
õĻҲǵΪ֮ر
ţ˵ҴļȽϺãʱױߵ¹ԣϲȹȫ˳ǰţһʱ䲻֪ѡĿãǱŵĽ顣
Ҿ÷ɫǼȽʺ㡣ڷɫжӵŵһѡǷɫ
˵ϲҴ𣿡ٴΪ硣
...ţ˵ȥ𣿡һʱǸ÷Ůѣ漴ʵ
оӦûᡣŵĻһ˲ɥʧţɵЩʧصͷ
꣬㲻ÿЩҪԼõģ𣿡ſЩţҺܽĳ֣ɵÿ˵
ţԼ԰Ǹȥġ
Ŷˣţ㲻紩ɣ
Ҿʺġ˵꽫һɫȹŵǰţŴԿ


132 ʢװĳϯ

ҾԼ·ͦõģ벻˰ɡžûȥĺ鷳ҲûԼ·жͲ̫뻻
ţȥμջᣬкܶȥģ̫ˡ
ϣͿ컻˰ɡ˵꣬ߵǰʾϴ·Ͻݸŵɫȹӡ
ǺðɡһֲѣҲΨйԹԵش㽫ȹӻϡ
ֻǣԻرһ𣿡ԸΪѵ˵
رܣǶŮʲôµģŵĻɵЩЦ˵
Ҳ̫ϰڱǰ·֪ɺǣǿΪ˲꿴ԴӡҲΨô˵
Ǻðɣڿ㡣ȻҲ֪ŵִʲôҲû׷ʣֻŲ̫ϲ˶·ɡ
ҵٴοʱѾɫȹãǰ
ŴһϮɫȹڵҫɢ羧Ө貶ĿĹâ
âĽҲųеΪںҲЩɫȹӡ
˵ȥĻͬóȥˮôҲûջȥĵ
ţ㴩ȹĺƯǰǲɵǰתϸϸһɵó޵
ôƯƽʱҴװϰˣ»Щ̫ϰߡ
ҿһǻɡ˵꣬űתȥɫȹӻ
...ţղͬգ˹˵꣬ſڣռҵſȥ
Źռһλָ˰ʱźǰļҡ
......
˰տƬϵĵַνżұׯ԰⡣
ʱĺɫ񻨴վˣ˼׼ŻܷԶеĻҪݻ
ȥΧһıǰɽˮ佻䣬ﻨ㣬ǰĻ˵˼ɾ
űܵΪҴ˵طٴȷ·ֲû
Զֹһеʱ򣬱龹ȻҪţ𾪡
ҵ죬û뵽ҾȻôǮ
˵ôǮΪʲôѧУѧ׻˵úã֪һһҲʹ겻ɵ
ԶԶֹŶﷺֹ
˵䣬ǵǰڴϸƣһжΪ档
ϸ֮·ֱׯ԰һɽҲȴһ޴ȪʱȪˮһˮ죬Ȫˮٲ¡
ò˵ֹׯ԰续ׯ԰ڵҲֺ
һ̣֪ԼȻôĿЦȻ⽫Լݶν⣿һʱ䣬ֿʼ˼һЩõĻٴԺи֡
ţţĺƯ
ĺôҪлסĵطһҲֵˣ겢ûзվϱʱС
ʱڱĵ͸˴ʱվˣɵƿŴ˳
٣СѾͷû±վţĴȥһſվŵ˴ôأôǮˣûУҪ֪ܳ˿ɶǿóģ˵ЩǰģҲ˾ʹ˿⡣
Ҳ˲˵ıֻ֣ͷģû뵽ͦ۵ġ
Ǳ˴˼ĿϵʱⱣһ߿һб۾ˣʼնûиһɫ
...˵...һʱ䣬ЩȥˣǰվڱǸۺ
...꣬ˣˣ͵ġŷִʱվԵƱ˼һļƣ㵱ѵ
ţҸһˣҽǵúúý⹷ƵļһԽ˵ԽͲߣӴһ
ǣǶļңô㡣δٴѵ
ţ˵öԣ˼ƽʧݣΪŵĻʹ˲ָǣʱƽϢŭ
磬鷳ǿţҸˡĲʧ漴΢ЦŶԴʱվڱǸ˺
ûлػɵЦһʱһ룺㣬ˣ˭ǣ


133 ȼĲࣨһ

Сƨˣøȥɡűֲһ䣬⻰ߡ
ǼҶŴүμջġ꽫ʱͷ˲ȼĻѹѹŻ˵
ҽøү绰򣬺Ը˵䣬⽫أ۵ı֪Ųûе档
ⱣתݣʱĻʱǲɵͣ˽Ųٴתʱɵ˫ü΢壬ﲻֹðûٶ˵
һ󣬱һϸϸվţ˵˶ױɢǸӾ˵
λһҴ绰˵߽꣬ңûٴγʱ򣬱һάЦݣЦݿֱġ
㿴Ҿ˵ɣ˾Ͳ̫ˡⱣһЦݵǰʱ򣬵վʹ˸ɫһĵ⡣
λС֮ǰĴŴ򿪣ڴŴ򿪵һ˲䣬ոջ۵ı֪ǶѺ̬ȸһת䡣
ո飬λһô˲С˹ѽǧҼƽϡΪڵݹҪµˣʱڶǰ״кùӳ
ҲΨЦϣ˷һ
ҪͺˣⱣǰݺûģ֮Աǣʮذһۡ
˵ĶԡⱣ֪˲ҲֻţӲһ죬Ǳ˳Ļ˵ȥ
Զջ˸ոαƵЦݣԶıӰ˿̵ޣԼ̲ˡ
ˣСӼƽϸʲôǸϽݼȡһߣæǰק˱ڡ
԰У²ʯ̳ɵС·Ϊ԰кܴ󣬶Ѿſڵλһ룬ҲûǸĻ
ʱڱׯ԰вص֪ׯ԰ڵľ󾿾ģǰĻվʱ̫ͬͨ˫۽һп
ǰʫдԴ˼ɾűΪǶʫԼľ󣬶ֱڲ֪ԭĵط
źһжܺ棬ûгУ԰ǻûнӴõһиǾô۽硣
ǶĳǱǰʱѾ԰˰ӵʱ䣬԰ж
Ȼ䣬ͣ˽ŲȻֲ뿿뷨ֹҪǸط
ţôˣͻȻͣµɫЩԣɵùĵʵ
û¡Ϊ˲꿴ʲôװûµ˵
ʣµĻΨԼ˵Ըû·һֻ˶ѡ
ԽǵյݻŵʱԽ洫޴Ц˵
һ̶Ҳһ˲侲ûãű㿪ʱĶҲȻǵǰ
ϤЦݣõЦݶ˵һӶ
ԶֹžҲյĶסĿ⣬յһɫзд˿ʣɾĶ̷ҲĪظһֺദĸо
ֻǴʱȴֻһˣĿһֱϣŽΪţͷɵΪ֮һӾʵλõġ
ǻû֮ǰʹɳϺͺ죬һȴʼնŵϡ
ɳ绰û
Ϊõŵĵ绰͵͵ȥ˰༶ͨѶ¼ǽμ
ֻź룬һһ飬Ҳûܽ绰ȥ
ҲԼûţӺŻ᲻ӵ绰»ᱻܾ
´ֱһ̶˲ʾҽֹصΪ֪ʱſڵһš
ٴĿԵʱ򣬴ӱ˴˵˫жܿкܶ໰˵ɲ֪ΪΣֶ֮ںʲô
磬տ֣һʱſڴžе죬ĳֲ֪οڣջĻƬ̵ļž
տ֣ĻҲףĻǷ׷׽Ϊѡݸ
ллջشʱʱ񣬽ӹʱ΢Цſ˵
󣬶ʿ߽
...һΪ˭ǣԭѽǻû̧ߵʱһϸŮ𣬴˱


134 䣨

յ˵ʢװϯ¸ǽŲȸ߸Ьաλ
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136 Ƶʣ

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137 ĸĳһ

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138 ĸӵĶݣ

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139 ٵıһ

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140 ٴεĳ

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ĸһ֧裬ʱ鷿ڱֻźˣһʱ鷿ڼΪֻĸתԼ贵
ĸƼΪţſǲɵ뵽ҪڹʱǶĸҲһǴ˼ҵǧС㣬ҪȻҲǸ̡
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141 Ķһ

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ӦҲܲµ˵ʲôɣ˵ĸٴεͷǰĲ豭һڡ
ĸĻŲɵ˫ü壬һʣʵǲ׶ĸҪ˵ʲô
ĸֱ˵ɣ
е㲻ײĸ˼ѵҸոò𣿡ʶΪԭϣ̽Եʵ
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˵Ҳսйȥһ죬컹Ҫܲڱһֱȥ
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ĸȴпĸǶļ㣬öĸҲΪԾһʱԭλûп˵
ҲΪŲ֧ƱöĸЩ֣ǲð졣
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ĸ˼Ҳġ
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ֻһ̶˵ԸȥᣬԸ룬ʱΨһͷ뿪оޱȿЦĵط


142 αװ

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ոնĸĻɻڶ࣬ЩʹĵĻǽ˵ñˣһŵҲһ̶֪ԼжôСжô棬ͬʱҲԼжôЦ
һ̶֪븻֮ԶͬڸԵ棬սͬһʱ֮Ĺϵնֻһ
ʧ䱯ѹЩ˵Ѿ˸飬ʱ鷿ţ̧ͷ˫۱һ˲䣬Ҳǿһ̶ֹסΪ˲Լٴ뵽˵ҲΨѡѸոշһоʹǡ
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ȶشתȥҲתһ̶һԵǰסʱȥ·
ţɣ֪ΪΣܸоʱűЩֵֹأʹôҲƭ졣
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꣬Ҫһȥ𣿡Ų֪ʱѾһڲŸոպŵĺҲһܾ
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죬ȥŻؼҰɣ֪ĸ˵ʲôǿŴʱ㲵ǲģǲԸؼҡ
һʱ䣬˶ҪؼңǺãһ뵽ĸĻ֪ѡˡ
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ѽ磬ǣɲܾѴѽǺվһսˣʱҲöЩԥųԥĿյһͬ뿪
ڱܣתסţǲ֪Ϊ뿪ıӰһʱ侹ȻԭأҲûн˵ڡ
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ʼڹĶ֪ŵϾʲôǲ֪֮Ĺϵػ˾š
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ȷÿԴ߽ȥһ̽磬ʹÿ쿴ĶǼЦݣУԸΪ˷ɶ˻𣬼ʹ˺Ҳϧ
Ҳƶȣÿ׷ġ
ٴοⶰڻƻеıôˣû˲
ֻһ̶֪νҲΪװĵİԼ٣ʱһ޸оҲÿ˶Գܵİɣ


143 ĪԵػһ

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˵ĲȻôįǱʧ䡣
ȻȻһҪοĳ嶯ֻľٶת˲ͣ
ȻûȥôЩĸо˵ĸоԽǿҲζʧȥһԽԽ
ʹ˿ܼǿֲòһʮִˣһӺʧȥˡ
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144 ʵ

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һȵ˾ưͽҷ¾Ϳˡлһ⣬Ȼϰ壬ܲ鷳ʱ򣬾ǲ鷳˿࣬һЩûҪл
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죬Ĳãȫչ˺Լ
֪ǳڵҲżҪһؼңֻЩʱֺܿ˶Һá
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ҲүŻųߣǿ໥ȡů˴¶ȡ
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ΪʲôԸȥѧУſڽǣţЩ⣬˲俪ʵ
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ʵЦӷʺ㣬ҾӦöЦЦ
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145 ԤУһ

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146 ǿƵķ

żұׯ԰ڡ
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173 İ·ĺѣһ

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196 ʱЦݣ

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197 еԢ⣨һ

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198 ༶ľۻᣨ

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200 Եĸ

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224 ӵˣ

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225 ļһ

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226 

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227 һ

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228 ܵ飨

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229 ĸŮĴ󳳣һ

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֪Ѿȷļƻ
ԭֻΪһεʧܶ
ΪԼŮģѵģҰ̫ˣ
ţ̫ʧˣŵĸԸģŮһǰ͵ͷôԺûиߵҪôȹ
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裬ֻǸԼĳɼټƽʱϵı֣ҲۺϿµѡ񡣡
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ٴγھưɣ˵ЩԾҲֻǳԾ漴ɵͷæ˸Ե顣
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230 ưɵߣ

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㻹ǸñϰɡҲʱ漴
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ĽѽԺĸ׳ܣ볳ûó
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231 ֪ᣨһ

ȻҲ֪ΪʲôԲĸôĺ⣬ҾòĸһĿԣҲˡԵøоһᵽĸ̬ΪĮ˫ĺҲɵ𺳵
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Ƿˣ¹ô˵㻹Ƕô
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ĻŲʶ㣬ѾΪ˵ϰߣǲԾؽлл˵ڡ
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ߺҲˣȻϲѧĿƣǾͱĿưɡ
ڽһһɡ
ܺùǿȥѧԼϲѧƶеĵĺáߺĸѾڣʱҲͬԼѡ


232 Ȱ˵

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裬𣿡ĸĻűһӿһҲԾĴ۽ǻ䡣
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ڰԶǸӣǺǾͱⲻ˷
֪ܸģĪɣĸʲôԭŮǽŮһǣ
Ľôĸס
Ҫһλһĸ׸öáһĻ죬ɵΪ֮жҲԵؿ˵
˵ģȫµĸ׶Լĺ
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ĸҪô˵öġ캢ĻĸΪ֮һЦΪĸ֪Ļ
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ǲƽʱ㸸ĸŵܵܣЩԴˣĸΪҲͬĺһ͵ֱܵŤ˲Żˡ
...˵Ķԣ˱˵ҵˡ
ĸм㣡
ϣͬ⡣˼첻ȥй飬ջظոʧı飬ٴοĸʱһ΢Ц
˵
Ҳ֪һܰʲôæĻĸһԾͺ棬󿪿ʵ
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⺢ԸŹ֣Ҳ˺ܶʦΨŴȥ
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ĸܲżһʱ䣬ҵ˺󣬾Ͳ鷳ˡװһΪѵģʱҲȥ˳ĸϴˮյ漴˵
...ĸǲæ㻹֪εĿԳɼ»̫ˡ
˵ΪܵܲβŻǹ⺢һĲɶá
ҺȥԺרѧϰĺá
㿴ֲ˼ģô鷳ĸҲоܲ⣬ʹû˵֮⻹ΪְӰѧҵ
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ǲĸɫҲˣҾͲϢˡ
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ٴλصϵ죬Ծغ˸裬һ뵽Żܼھưɣ͸⿪ġ
ҲֻŲ˸ˣҲֻϹЦݡ
һɫٶ뿪·ڣʧڽβλá


233 ĸΣһ

ռҿڣĸͣⲽ»ٵĳɼĸЩģӿʼΪŮδġ
ĸ漴ó绰Ů绰Ů
ȥֽ绰֪绰ȥŮӲ
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֪ҳʦֵʱ֪һ㶪𣿡ĸһ뵽İεһȺҳ˵ĻʱһӾͺˣٿļҳ͵͵سЦ
ȻҸ㶪ΪʲôҪҡ
ֲ֮ҸˣǴѵͲ˽𣿡˵ڸУĸһ仰Ϊš
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裬˵ĻҶס
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234 յѡ񣨶

˼յĿǣջӭһ̶ÿͬѧߵ̨ǰڷְϸԼֵһ̶ҲԤʾҲҪӭֱʱˡ
ߵֺ̨Ȼдȥİ༶
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235 ݣһ

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ţ㻹ͦ˵ģĽУԳ㡣
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ŵͷȻһЦδϣڴĿư
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245 糿ˣһ

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260 ޵ĸ

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262 ҵľۻᣨ

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һնҵӶ˽ſڵķٴߣҲת俴˺ĳ֡
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Ӧúú̸̸ˣڷԸźҵӶˡ
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ʷ˹ͬ㣡СĻǸĺһ޴ľϲ
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лңĳʷ˹
˵㻹Ҽĵһ·ƵˡСһ뵽Щʷ˹̸Ļˣȥ˱վǰ˵
Ԥףʷ˹Ĵ˴̸пԳɹСʮѺõҪS
ĺС򵥵չ֮ҲʰģǴľ߽Ըı˵İ칫ҡ
ڰ칫ҵűر֮ʣվſڵλÿڰ칫λߡ
׵Ķ̷ӡ֤ص㹻ʸһӵĺĺ
֪ʲôѡ𣿡ںĺİ칫֮ʣʷ˹תʮȻԵõ˵һķ
Ϊ˲һ
ҿô˵ɣÿ̸˺ܶ࣬ȻҲ
һûм
֪Ϊʲô𣿡
Ϊһ㹻ǿˣǾȥȴĵҪѡᡣ
ҲΪոմ¶ҵע⣬ʶǵĲͬҲŻ㡣ʷ˹Ļúĺңû뵽ո쳣ľٶӮѵõĻᡣ
ˣڿԿʼ˵ҪҺˡò˵꣬ʷ˹̧Sһơ
ʷ˹֮ʣһ׼õļƻݵʷ˹ǰ
ʷ˹ǹ˾ոе²ƷPostmeridian Sunshine
ױƷҪȺ18-35εŮԡ
º׷ҲʱΪصʱ
ʷ˹ҿô˵Ʒ㹻ǿķչǰ
ϣԺƷĺ˵ķԵɤҲչֵ쾡¡
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ʷ˹Ļøոջ㹻ŵĺĺЩԱһ̶ĺ𷽰ʹת뿪һ뵽ţһ뵽ΪĹ˾Ψоһʲô˵ʷ˹˵ǡ
ʷ˹ȸйǵĴ˵
ڲɱ֮ʱȲжһ㶼ѡڰȴ
ԱǿĶѡ񵥶жҪȴǵĵ
ʱ֮ʣὫһ
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ʱʷ˹ٴοǰ֮ʣ˫ۼɢΪ͵Ŀ⡣
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֪ΪһУһõοġ
ͬҲϣĻױƷܹÿһλʹĹ˿ů飡ʷ˹ĻǼӵͬ
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һ˵ʹĪڻڻ֮УѡĻôϣûûиܹʱĸо
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ڰ칫ڣŰ칫ɿտҲһĻƸ˲ŵʽûУʲô̸ҹ˾δҹ˾ķչ
ҲǶӳĵһξ޴ĴҲΪصĴ
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˭˵û˿ҵС˵õ֤ߣ˵䣬漴ֻٸߣղؽø쿴
ɴ۾úÿһǵ⡣
ڿĹϵΪƳһۣ漴Ц
һ룺ϺǣƲң
Цʲôţ漴˵
⡷ôղô٣ٴˮԭͲĵ类ⷬС漴һء
ôˣҾͦõѽ
Ȼôô˵˵Ӧʲôʣ練һ
ƽʱôģһ㶼õġ
Ȼô߶ܽ顣
̣ôôԣ
ƽʱĶ͵С˵˵ǡҺɩԼᡷֵĻġ籾ΪԴʲôȴôײ͵֣֣Ц
ЦʲôҺ˵Ҫ֣Ķָٲˡ
֪Ϊʲô𣿡ôһʣ漴ҡҡͷ
ѽиǰ˳ѽӾС˵пͷ˵⿴𣿡ͷͷǵ˵ĴȻȴΪİҡҡͷ
ʲô
㻹רעɣܺ˵һõ
״漴죬룺˵Ļûëѽôְˣ
ʵдС˵ĻûҪ͵ȡĵĺãҪߵдȥʵ
Ҿưϰ壬صְҵкܶߺģķ˿Ҳ᲻ԾسҲһŶİʾҲ̫ˡ
һҪĻ漴һ࣬͵Ц
ϣ⻹ǿд˭ѽ
˵ˣǾҲ𣿡
ôϣҰдҵǣһؽĶ̡
챻Ǻðû˵һ仰
ֻǸһˣûздȥһʱߣ콫ŲȵЩ
ڹԣ屻ǰ㡣
ôģд㻹Ҫıɱѽ
𣿡ʤ׷Ը⿴Աģ
˵Ѿͷôô࣬˵ҰȥˣΪ漴Ż
֪⻰ڿЦһϵģҪЩ£
ԣʶȤزͷһ࿴Ŵҹ
źɫܳһԵͣˣٴΪЦݡ


503 ķޣһ



504 ķ˿



505 ׼ңһ



506 򣨶



507 ĸĿڣһ



508 ĸ𣨶



509 Ĵӡһ

ȥľƱʱƱһƱѾǡ
ڵһκȾƵ磬ƾʮơ۾üëšһ
ͬʱҲϸ΢졣
һʧǵ磬Ҳǰôȥ
ʵ㲢ûԼΪô
㳤û˵㲻ݣ㻹ͦɰģ
Լص㣬Ӧһǣ
㿴㻹дС˵һֱдС˵˶Ǹ̵ˡ
ƾҲȱǿ̫ˣ̫óοŮӵ죬һʮع硣
һЩȻĿ佱һߵͷרעغơơ
¶ǣЩˣ̧ͷʱ򣬿ʱЩӰ
˵𣿡
û...ûƭңƵĹϵһɵЦؿڶ졣
쵱ͷʾ϶
ţæվ쿪˫ۣͬʱЩ΢ֵСֺݺݵݵСһѣ
ȻһЦض쿴
챻ͻȻһٶˣ⻹ôһαİŮ
û뵽ǣƽʱڳˣȻЩߵصͷΪȶЩҵС࣬ǿװ򶨼Լ˱ơƣѹѹɣ
һţû뵽ƽʱģԭôˣ
ҪҲڵڶûŮѡ
ͻȻĺøбŶƵ֪ܶԼոն˼ʲôԼ˵ʲô֪
žƵĻ漴ͷ͵Ц
룺ԭҲǸѽ
ˣؼҰɣ쿴õЩˣ漴ߵԴ㽫
ҲߣҪҲԣ
...㱳ңſϣɵЦſվǰ졣
ͷʱԹɵЦ磬΢΢ȾϵһźΣȻûоܾ
ţ漴ʾϱ
һ̧˫LĲϣһһСűıϡ
ΪȾƵԭ첢ûп
챳BLĽͷߣҹɫ·ƴǶ˵ϣ֪Ǹ˵Ļ濴Ϊĺг
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ȻʱѾȵѾ˵ʲôſļͷһ
һʼΪ˯ˣҲûٽ˵ȥ
ͻȻ䣬һһ룬̧˫ַࡣ
ŷ꣬Ƕȿ򣡡СֵýǶȣžСλQһڣͬʱһöʺĴӡȻϡ
ŷ꣬Ƕȿγţֻ˽Ƕȣ漴һڡ
ŷ꣬ǶȿȨ֪ϲʺCӡ
һαڳ˵ľٶˣ˫۲ɵõɵúܴ󣬲һֺĴͬʱһ˿Цݡ
磬ϲǺöѽ
÷ѽ֮漴Ȼ˵
ֻϧĻûӭκεĻӦſļͷ˰
ҳôǣûпһС˵ǣ漴Ҫ˵
ΪûӭҪĻӦȴ뱳ϵһ
Уſļͷܾ
Ϊʲô룺ôô
Ϊ...Ϊ㲻Ĩ죬С˵ǶûĨУĻشĶǰٴζߡ
룺ʲôֵ߼ͷһ˵ǻûĨģ
Ĩ𣿡
˭ᣬһȥˣ찵Сֹš
ȻʱѾϸ΢Ĵ
ǺϾ˯ʱص㣡ٴֹ
֪챳ںҹŽֱߵ·˺ԶͻȻЩý£һֱȥ
Լ֪ܶԼѾڲ֪ЩŮһռˣ
......
ΪݣûнͻԼļңѡԼԼĹԢ
ʱ˯ú㣬ǲ˿ûʶԼ˵ļ˯ڱ˵Cϡ
콫ԼCʱΪ˲罫ҵعϣһߵ䡣
һCӡգʶҪëǶøɾһ뵽֤Ϳˣ漴ͷ


510 ľƺ󣨶



511 ۣһ

ţװµصͷ͡
䣬ʱʱ͵͵ȥһ硣
ⷬ漴ӷһԣѡĬƬ̣ͬʱ̧ͷڶ
ʲô뽫俪ʵ
ûʲôֻʶѡ˵䣬һν
ѾˣԼ԰ɡ
ҵøϽȥˣһûлȥҼλ˼ҿѾˡʿûѡشոյ⡣
Ļûע⵽ʱڵͷɫ䡣
ʱߵ˹Ԣſڵλãżش׺Ьӡ
ԢŹرյһ̶漴˿ӣͬʱ漴˹Ԣſڵλã񽻻һ̶ʧ䡣
......
»صУʱվ⣬Щŵţܵһȥĸ׻ϿЩʲô
ڵģµ˴ʱϵı飬֮ѡóԿ״㽫Ŵ򿪡
ȴ룬Ҫ򿪵ʱű㱻ĸ״ˡ
һĸſڵλá
...ôûȥϰࣿ
Ŷˣݼǣ
ԶˣʲôûзһϡƽĺĸԻ
㻹֪ѽ
˵˵ɣĹҹĸһõؿ翪ģʽ
ʱվſڵλЬӣЬº󣬽ŻЬҵλߡ
裬иѹգⲻ֪ʱ䡣
Ҳⲻģʵֻպþûˡ˵䣬Ƿ죬æҵλȥ
裬ҵȻȥȲ˵ˡʿ
վס
ǿҺ
ΪҲ֪Bѣ
֪ڼд飬˹ͨѣ
ǲ֮ǰǸڶ˽⣬ĸﲻ˵Ļ
ԭأĸ׵ĻʱЩˡ
...ǿˣǴŮҾûģ
Сʲô飬ҡ
Уôôɣô˵Ҳǲŵġ
ǽ벻ʲô壡ǱĵԱĸ׵Ļٴμ
ͬʱ漴תҵλȥһŰ屻رյ
ĸվԭأʱʶոյĻ˵Щ
һֱĸûоŮˣȻոյĻҲˣ
ֻû뵽ĻȻŮôķӦ
ĸͻȻҲȫľҽԺ˹ϣ˶Ůչˡ
ͻȻãӦҸʱúõһˣ
......
ΪĸĻټѧĸʱͻȻ䵽˹ȵס
ҲΪû˼ȥ˼Ĺڡ
СԺܲڹڣͻȻϸñ༭Щģ
ܹСĵһλߣÿ춼ȥд½ڣҲ֪
Ӿ±༭ôڲͬһλߡ
ܹСʱڵԣȻ˺ʼնûʾ״̬ܹС緢Ϣһ£ֵŸճС˻ѳ˼ǰ漴ա
༭ڣÿһλ༭ϣյһЩʵ£ϣԼһЩơ
ڹܹС˵Ҳ֪һλɫҲʮְѪһ¡
ְҵж˶;ϣǼֲһʼĹǺ˵ģǺܶ˶Ϊʽ;ϣ˵ǼֲһܺõĹ±ֻܰ·ն
Ϊ༭˵ȻúܿϧֺΣʵ˵ĲпᣬҲЩʱ޿κΣ
Ѿþöûյӱˡ
ںܶ߶ȥԺдˣڵǴš
ôȥվԽԽˣ༭һλ༭ıԹ˵ĳĬ
˵ʵҲϲܾеĺе֮ôôǣ
ЩʱߵĿζҲ˵ͱ䣬Щ׽͸һλ༭ΪߵĽǶȥԵط⡣
ܹϣôյʲôõ𣿡һλ༭̽ԴܹСʵ
ܹСƽʱ٣϶ȥ˵ʱȽ϶࣬ͻȻCUEġ
ǳĬƬ̣ɵͷһػشûѽ
֪˵̾


512 ı



513 Ĳ鷿һ

ĺ֮ǰʶĹ򣬵ȭͷһݵС飬Ҳ漴ǸϣڵϵһĻ
ʱЩ֮ǰһĻٴη
Ҳǿװ򶨼䣬漴
ҵİ칫ңϰ壬ѵҰڵϡ
ǵϴڵϣ𣿡ĺ漴ССвһѼ
𣡹¹˭
Ҫǲţ۾ԣСȭͷɲϷ¡
ҸոǺ㿪Цġ
ͦõģִ󷽣ܺһĸĺһ漴ڣҲж˱ˡ
һ⻰ΪؽСȭͷ࣬ͬʱǱЦ
...⻹࣬ʶȤ
ңҲὫװѧõģδԷļһ漴ΪмذһΪǵĺĺſ첽߳˰칫ҡ
ΪṦȻû취ڼǰԱһã
ĺ룺ʶʱļһô˵ҲǸܲã㾹Ȼôң
Ҳң⻻ɵڶͲ֪㼸ˣ
ĺ˵ֻĵֹţ
......
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ʱźɫĳɢڼͷϻϰԵشŰɫ˯ȹ
߽ҵʱ͵͵ؿ˿ΧĻǸŴ򿪵ʱҲ漴쪵Ļ
һֱѾϰһ˯쪣ԼͻȻһСˣȻһʱЩ
ͬʱҲĴС
쪼״һ͵Ц
룺СŮжôѽ
һס棬סķ䡣쪵ⷬ漴˵ͷʾͬ
...Ϣɣ
ҵݳͿʼˣܻкܶҪæпչ˲㣬ԼǵöСġ֪ʱѾʼϰȥչʱ޿̽Ҫλá
תȥʱӰ漴ں
ͬʱ漴ת
лл΢Цлһֱ΢չˡ
ʼյĿ쪸оǱ˴֮ľС
Ȼʼմůˣѡ㹻ůЦˣͬҲš
ڵһЦٴתǸСȥ
߽ȥ㽫Źʱĸű
쪼״߳ţصCϵλɺãΪ˲ĸʲô漴ΪȻظϡ
ͬʱ漴ߵC߽СĵطCϡ
Cϵһ֮ŷĵߵſڵλΪĸ׿š
ű򿪵һ̶ĸ˽
裬ôˣû˯ſ߽ڵĸЩŵؿʵ
ĸֻŵͷûвʱԹա
ţҸ㰾Щкô˵䣬ĸСĵؽ˵Cͷλðںá
裬´βٸ׼Щˡ
쪶רΪҰӪʦרҵѽŵıǲĸ̫͡
ĸһҲʶԼ˾Щࡣ
ǵǣ޹ôҸҲǸˣ
BôãҲͷˡ
Ҳûȥˣĸϵڡ
裬Ÿôߡ
쪶ݳȥߣתһתЩҪ
ѽ裬ݳҺһȥ쪼״Ҳæ
ˣڶæҵһ̫Ҳﲻʲôæ
BزģȥҲЩʶˡ
ҲֱŤģǺãܼˣҲ㣡ĸ˵ʵЩסϰߡ
裬Ҳôߣ漴Bסĸ
ҪˣôСһĸYB֮ʱFMıͬʱϵЦۡ
裬ڹأ
ҪȻٵȵȻȥҲȥЩٻع쪿Ųĸ뿪ҲڵĸİΣٴμĸ
쪵ĻĸҲЩԥ
...ǺðɣҵȹЩٻȥĸ漴ͬٶסЩʱգͬʱųڸл漴һ쪵ķ
ţһЦ
ĸߺڱֻʣˡ
쪼ĸߺٴαűֻԵøо쪵жԳٻƺ̫C
Էĵ˯ˣ
Ҳˡ
һ˵Ϊᣡ


514 Ĵͣ



515 ĽҶ̣һ



516 Ŀ



517 ̨һ

˵ʥÿ˶ܿľϲƫƫԼǿ
Щʱʥͬ¶Щżƽʱܾڸ鷽ĵ쪣
쪶Ԥףݳɹʵ˵ǣ˧
ΧǹԱûнⷬ˵ڡ
ΧԱ״æ壺һһΪϴʹ
ֻһλйԱִ쪵֮ϣͬʱҲһͬΧ˹ֻֻͷһ򣺼ͣͣ
ĺ˵ͬʱֿûע⵽ʱСһͨ죬ǸйԱҲ̲סЦ
ͬʱڳһվ̨漴˫ֺʮΪϣBLݳһж˳
......
쪳̨ʱ̨µλã漴ǸŮڵһվžһͨ˻ߵĺ쪣Ұ㣡
Ҫ޸㣡ͬʱ漴ٴóֻ򿪶
ǿ쪣쪣
Һüڼżˣ...Ůֻ¼ͬʱһһѣ֪Ǻܼ
ż״ҲŮⷬڿŵı𾪵ͬʱҲһͬվܿȥ
ֻз˿жһŵɫâӦԮɫӫںҹҫŶһĵĹâһƬǺΧվ̨쪡
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ڸ֮һɫĳȹһ׵ʹһ̨С
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ŶĽӵ̨
ٺֵһ̶쪻ڣͬʱĻҲ漴㹻ůݣ֮ľôԣ
ֵ쪻ڣΪĸҲصɤжˣ
ֻվԵŮ쪿ڳһ̶þȻֱţͬʱһξֻǴ˵еĿڹҵĶѾҮ
ϴߵCDȻͬ죡
Һ˵ݳֳΪ𺳵ŶʱֱǸ˵ǵķ˿
վԵŮı鼫ḻϵı˵ͱ䣬˵ʵҲ˲Сľţ
ſڴĻϵ쪣ĸܿѾȫͶ뵽׸֮С
һһЦڶ̨е˽ԼĹ¡
֪Ҳ֪Ϊʲôᱻôϲ
òϲҲֻһʱģȻһڲͬĲŻǱϲֱԭ
Ųڲ룺Ҳôϲԭ
ſúͶ룬ҲͶ룬Ȼ֪ӰѾԱߵŮ¼˶
......
ʱBLľư֮ǰЩBaeyAliceһǶΧǾһľư
ʹ⣬Ҳϲˢֻеһ漴ֻһйݳƵʱ漴һͣ
ϣݳῪʼˡ
...ⳡ׳ǣ漴ֹţȻĻҲ˵ĺ棬ͬʱֻһ漴ں뿴
...μݳĲ֮ǰǸŮ𣡡
Ҽǵ...Baey԰ɣĻ漴˱һţֻݸȥ
Ȼ֮һԶһˣ˵ȦӣֻϲύһЩֵˡ
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ͬʱó֮ǰ͢ƬһƵһˣ
ǵ֮ǰBaeyAliceʱҲڳһǵĻЩʲô
ţڵһվޱɻĿ⵱ưȥ
ι...ȥģѼܲ˵뿪վһõسıӰ
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ѣȺ˿ʵ
漴˵ͷ
һǲǵôʶģ漴ʵ
ûлشֻǿǸԶıӰﲻһֹ
......
͢İ칫һƬڣڰΨа칫λһյ̨ɢ΢Ĺâ
칫ɫߣ˵Ļ㱨һʱѡ˳Ĭ
ͬʱҲԥžҪҪһ
Ȼһ뵽ŮߵĳҲ漴ú
ϧκδҲҪŮ˸ץ͢ޱȵ䣬ڶ˷ʩ
ڿ쪹˾ˣҪץɲǼ׵£ùġ


518 ߺ죨

͢״漴ӳóǮ˰칫ϣ˼״˫۾ʱ̰Ŀ⡣
ЩǮ֧һ֣ģ㽫°֮һʣµǮһ㣡˵̫̰ȻԸǮΨһĽֶΡ
һڰ칫ôǮһʱģҲոյĵԥ֮Ժ
һὫǸŮ˴ǰҲһڴӦͬʱ漴վȥڰ칫ϵЩֽ
ȵȣװùУ͢漴̧ס
˼״ɻؿ
㽫ŮץסȲҪҸط
֮Խ֪Խãţ͢¶һ
ͬʱ漴ͷӦ
ߺ͢ٴںڰͬʱҲѡںڰ޾ĳ˼֮С
......
BLݳٰúܳɹʹݳҲһСȳ
ҲˣBaeyڲμݳɹߺ죬Լϡ
ݳĵڶϣǸйһҹһγ֮ǰʶǼư
һΣΪ˲֪Baey棬ѡһЩƫƧİ֮С
ʱİֻˣʹСİBaeyɲī
˵ѾԼǸˣӺ±˿͵͵ˡ
ʲô˵ģϽ˵ɡ
һ²Baeyޱλãڶظожô
ͬʱ˵漴һ˿ԴЦݡ
ǣڲһˣɳ˹ڵĵǡ
֪Ѿкܶ๫˾عչˡ
ôҪҪҹ˾ҿҪ󣬱Ͼ֮Ĺϵ...֮Ļ˲ûж˵
BaeyһһģҪΪ֮ǰ־Ų뵽
ȷʵкܶ๫˾ҪңһЩС˾쪵Ĺ˾ֵһᡣBaey֮ǣЩ˾Ҷۣ˵Ĺ˾ˡ
ȻʱڶˣôܻĻǡ
ͬʱ漴·ڴóһŷ⣬һƵǰ
ЩӦûȰı⣡˵䣬˵Ŀš
ȻʱBaeyڿʱҲͻȻϵŷЩ档
ţŷ⣬ڴŷһ˲漴һƬ
ϵʱҲƬгֵĻ澪°͡
汰ɣȻ...
ֶвңúܹ𣿡BaeyΪߵվΪ˲˵ѹЩ
ȻڶˣʱBaeyһŭ뿴ģͬʱϵЦݺǵ⡣
˸㣬ȦⰹĽ׶С
ʲô
˵֮䱾Ը£Լ˵ôʥַӣ˵䣬˵ĿţΪȻصȼһ֧̳
Ȼˣô˵˵ɣBaeyٴصλãΪ˲Ƭй¶ȥΨѡ˼˵ȥ
ҵܼ򵥣ֻҪϵҵĹ˾ôʲô˵
аԼǩˣЩƬҲһͬ٣ĵóԼڵBaeyǰ
˳ּ֪Ѿ·ߣһʱ䣬ҲЩò⡣
ڱ⣬ʧȥŸոյֵһУ˵һж̫֮ס
űвĳ棬һʱԥҲʼЩһʱ嶯ɵ¡
ܵøҸʱ䣬Һ쪽һ°ɡ
ϾнҲ벻İѽBaey漴ԣߵλѡ£б˵ϳ
ͶHBȻٸ˲ͬʱҲʼʵ
BaeyĴЩȻϵЦɡ
һиͲټˡ
ҵˣBaey漴ؿ˵
ҿɾ͵ĺϢˣͬʱڴվŮˣϵЦݲЩ
Baey״ӦԵص˵ͷͬʱ̧ŵͬʱ߳ưɵİ䡣
߳ưɵһ̶ϵıΪͿֲ
һ̶֪ԼСߴһȻһѾʼĽδ
ڴʱ˵֪˭ĿĵߵBLĽͷԼκεͣЪһֱȥ
ҹĺɻڣܸоһ̶ĵֺ䣡


519 ıһ



520 İܣ

Baeyʥôãǵһ쪶ͣͬʱBaeyӺڲӦһʱͿǸ˵ĵ
ֻϧ˵ʲôѾˣ
Բ𣡡˵䣬ں޵ˮBaey۽¡
ֻǴʱͻȻĵǸ쪸оЩ֣ţޱɻĿ⿴
Բ𣿡
ʲôöԲҵģɻ֮࣬漴ʵ
Ҹлҵࡣ˵꣬Baey漴Ϊ쪾һ
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BaeyʲôҲͻȻľٶһһɻ漴ʵ
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525 Ļһ

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526 ţ

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528 ۣ

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漴ҡҡͷΪ˲ģ΢Ц俴վˬ


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530 ļ飨

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ĺſңڿ־壬漴ƴ󺰵
Ϊ˲漴ÿճһֻ漴ס졣
ȲܷţʱѾ־嵽㣬ĺһBϴּ
ϴּű顱һرյʱ򣬾ĸоһδ
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ţŮôôĺݣ˵䣬ĺζŵļ򣬽˻ŷйĵķߺޡ
ĺķŭؿУȻ֪ΪΣȻЩȥƭˣһ뵽ΪBһУֲòٴѡĺݣ
ڿ𣬺ܲãʱŲ˿η壬Ŀֱ֮࣬һһض˵
İĿǼԤʾǰŮԵؾС
û뵽ʱ䣬еһжˣû뵽ԼŮȴѾΪ˱˵ӡ
ĺĻ䣬ҲΪ漴ɿ֡
߰ɣ˵䣬ſ۵ֵһĨʧ
ĺĺ֪Ϊһʧһ˵ʲôĸоֻĸоĪܣ
ԣֻ֪ԶˣŻӵ
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ȻԣһʼնöǷҲʱеһԽ⿪Ľᡣ
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ߴʱ䣬ȻһŮ˵мԡ
ÿεҹ˾ʱصԼסԶǿյķ䣬û˿ůԡ
ǰûô¹¶ô¹һ˶
ʱһƣ߽ڵĹԢ
һֻһɫװŮһƣ̱ɳϣ濴ݶλá
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һ˵Ҳ˲ϲƵϰߣʱΨɳһյ̨ɢ΢Ĺâ
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ʱƣҲؿʼʲôʱǸͷ
Ȼ˵֪ûг׵쪣
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ҵȻģڿǴBˣҵȻл͹ˡ
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裬ʲô˵ˣ˵䣬쪾±ϵĺɫ۾ϸϸشĸס
ţ漴·ڴóһƬ쪾ǰ
ЩкӶǾ辫ϸѡġ
Ҳ֪ϲʲô͵кӣҲǰҪȥѡЩѡˡ
㿴ܲܳʱǼ棿
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³˵ǳ˺ɫǺɫȻΪǸ쪸㱾ӦԼʱ䡣
Ҹ㶨õʱ䣬죬ϣЩԺúõؿǿǡ
ΪĸߵʱҲԽԽ٣Ĳ¶ϡ
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ţҲת俴ĸס
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輸֮ʱѡͷһ۰ڲ輸ϵЩ˵Ƭдֽϵʱַ
ҲΪĻ׵صҲΪһŮӦҪıУҲʶԺΪ쪶ΪԼŶԣ


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ΪԺСϰ壬ˬһһҪϰ׼ҪҲģھ̸֮ûмŻش
Ǹ...ϰ²ڣɣˬͷûһأȻҲ֪վڲԶǺˡ
ˬһشʱʵЩ̲סЦ
ţˬһĪЦݣ漴ﲻԾ̧ͷһϳվڲԶ˱š
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ôˣͬʱˬһȵŵķȥ
֪ŵͻȻЩ⡣
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Ҫ˵ԺãǻȫǶ
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ڻ뿼ǣԺҹҲѡ
Ҳҵһϲˣˬ˵ǰһԶôĳƨҲԶŵĽ
ǹҿɲǵô򵥰ɣ
˵˵ɣʲô£ˬͷԴһ
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Ҳڻĸϸؿ겻ļң
һһСкܵ˺ɫԣվЩ̧ͷŴʱĶĸͶ
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Ұְڹ˾ڼңҪĻȥ˾Ск˵ۣͬҲöĸͶЩػ࿴˱˴һۡ
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ҽжһɫ漴һ䡣
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˵ſôôǣ
Ů˻ˣѹһһѵģ˵䣬бһվڲԶ裬ͬʱ˫ֻXǰһİһ
źҺܶ꣬ôûȻкܶ໰˵
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Ҽǵ֮ǰɻûЭǩ֣ʲôСеģ
ڿɻպʹ󲡳ĸɲ꣬ŮˣҲ˿÷֡
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ĸԴϬҲŮһʱԱ񣬵ĸںĿʱҲЩӵ¿ˮ
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㿴
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ˬķеɻ


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ΪйͳͥļҳĸʵЩ̫ԸԼŮһ̸
ĸϼʦһ˼Ȼ֪
Ŷ֪ˣǹҺʦֱġ
⻰˵õǺ˵ʲô뿴ҵĹû˲ʵ֮ⲻھơ
裬˵ѽôԼŮŲֻЩվָָĸ׿˵
ĸһҲΪŮĻɵһ㣬ҲЩ
˵ҲûѽʦҲ²ôͲܿǿǣĸɲϷ˵
һЩĸ׵һ飬ţ˫ü֪ж಻ͷ
ʦ֣ǴСһ浽ôܻĸ顣
˵ֻҵĸ磬˶ѡ
裬ͱҵԧ˹
ǸҳԱˣȻطˣ˵꣬漴û
վסĸ״漴ߵǰ
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ҪȥĻûСЩ
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ͬʱһαȥ˫ۼ֮ͶݶĹںĿ⡣
һĺɷ˵ԵWһθŹڱC
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ͬʱĺ΢΢վ漴̧ΪXĢSزCϲŵĺɫںĺۼ
֪ոյֻǼ򵥵WеδҪ֪ΪǰŮĪһůڲͣһ͡
Ծ̧΢΢ڵλá
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žڰͬʱĺǰҲΪҡ
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ĺվڲԶĨɫӰҲڴܾʹתĿڱĮԣһ۱㹻
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ְְָ࣬ʱʱػ͵͵һϰ顣
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ѽ㿴Allan֮ǰ˵ϲǿģͣ
Ҳ֪ûеְְ࿴Եװĳֹš
ְְֿ˵ԻģʵЦ
ҲڴУҪʲôûС
УôAllan軵˵ģ
СҪСʱ򲻹ܵЩⳤ˿ɾ͸ѹˣְְ⻰ڶˮ
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ɣҳԷɣ͵ҵĲˣˬǺһ
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ܲԸƵġ
ˬô⣬룺̳ôͷһԼɵûҰڸ
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ΪͻȻĪĴУһڡһ
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˵ǲǹģô㣬ҾȻĵƭˡ
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һոˬո˵Ļϵķŭ漴ʧţһ˿ζЦ漴ϡ
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׻˵úһĲ졣
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ں棬Ҳ֪ǰ
˵ôģǫ̂Ҳ˵
ʱô˵ģ˵רҵˣҲŸҷİĿ֡
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Ͻ߰ɣҲǰˣʱñӣһīXǰŹ֤Ÿھ籾Ķվǰڵͷˡ
룺˵ӦǸݡ
ݣ֪ʧҵԭ򣬻ٸһλᡣ
ұ֤´Ҳ᷸ƵĴˡ
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ϣǸһص绰ˣ֮ǰͶǵôˣҿһֱڵĻǣݽͨ绰ʱͬ˵Ҳ֮˸ı䡣
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Ĭܵ»ʹ
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ţģǣһԲ԰׵
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Ȼɿˣһȥ˲˸ãͬʱһŵҩζҲ漴ڿǻ
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쪶ҪҪҽ
Ҹоںͦصģ㿴۾Ѿˡ
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룺ôȥˣԼѾˣôô˽ǣ
һ뵽˴쪲ЩεƲƲ졣
ˣȥѸðɣҳԹӦþܺˡ
컹ҪȥμAllanӻ¿ɵ󲻵áۺʱ쪶AllanΪأҲ˵֮ʣ漴ߵCͷλãӳó˸ð顣
ͬʱҲΪΪϸĵؽһˮõǰ
쪽ӹˮиð飬˵һͷҩƬ漴ſо࣬ǰµľǳҩ
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쪵ĻʱҲ漴Ը˵صͷ
ͬʱAllanҲѡʱŶ룬ű򿪵ʱСAllanСԴҲ漴̽˳
ְ֣裬̽ȥ緹ˡţСһŤһŤɳϵ
AllanʱæֵסԼͺͱӡ
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Щģ֪ʱǸ˻֪һе࣬᲻ʹʧȥźAllan
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յ쪴һɫбװۺʱϲñӵ쪼ʹʵҲܱһ۾ϳ
ͬʱμӻļҳȫֻʼպƵһ˲䣬һڵӰڸƽ̨ϡ
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쪶Ҫȥֹ𣿡쪾漴ѯʵ
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ȻʱŻںAllanˣУûв쪺̸֮ʱϵ쳣
쪾ߺҲ漴һ΢Цĸӵķȥ
Ȼʱ򣬶Ҳڲ֪Allanķ
߽Allan֮ʱ̧СAllanĶ˵Ļܺһл˵
صľٶҲAllanһʱЩ档
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쪺ű˴˻࿴һۣҲС֮飬ҲûȥС档
AllanСԶǻܣΧûбСѣŷĸҶAllan˵¡
AllanҺҸȥ棬ҿһȥ𣿡Ϊʵ
...Allan漴ֳһΪ֮ɫ
֪ĸǹ˽²μĻܲ㡣
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ڻû߽ĸʱǴӿڴ͵͵óһƿҩˮСĵص۾ϣΪܿȻЩ⽫ڿڴС˳ա
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һ⼾ĸ̬ȺһʼĲһƢһʱҲЩղסˡ
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ͬʱһõAllanͬʱҲѧСӵӾ졣
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ȻⷬʱϵıΪ֮һ䣬ҲԭϲЦת˸ס
ûǲҪ֪¶Ҳûκκôġ
ҵˣǧҵĹأ漴һɫ˵
һЩ飬һԼȥɣҾͲˡ
˽֮ϣټʱİˡ
˵⻰˼ɣBaey˵ⷬʱﲻЦ룺ӾͲţҲǹԵˣ


601 ľᣨһ

˵̬ȣBaeyûѡ񽫴ʱϵĲ֮ɫֳ෴Цݡ
ãҴӦ㣬ʾˣţBaey漴ٴν˫̧ļͷ˵ǵBaeyʱ޿̲˵ע
Ȼڸ˵ŮʵǼ̫ˣ֪ʱˣʱýֻһҲBaey飬ǴˣøԼ޶κε鷳
ڸݴ֮ʣ漴̧ұBaeyֱۣͶ
Ҿˣϵľ籾ΧǧٵⲿϷĵƢܹŹ֣ñ֮ʣ
ͬʱ漴뿪ƵĿͷ
ʱCϵBaeyĿߺĪǰ£û뵽뿪ʥⱲһ
ҲӦǾ仰һдеһиѭвͣķ
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ھȦӵĺڰ֮Ҳں޵˼һ̶ٻصʥصǰӣϣʱԾʹ˵
ϣһвõûз
ͬʱĪĺϮȫҲCϵBaey漴
ʱͷֱ֮ϣҲֻȥΪԼȡů
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źһ̶Ȼûʳڡ
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ʱڻ˶ڵλϵĵݴݹ١
鿪ʼʱԽԽҲʱλϵְԱһ꣬Ҳ漴ʼС
֪ⲿϷĵ˭𣿡漴ԵСؿʵ
ţ漴ҡҡͷⲻ֣û뵽ȻŶ֪˭
ҲΪ˫üһֵı顣
֪䣬ʱҴҶȻⲿϷĵҲڴŶ롣
ͬʱ˵Ŀ漴ڳſڵĺĺ
յĺĺͷźɫñӣһɫĳףҲ֪Ǵѧװ磬ʶĸо
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ȻʱڼڻŹϤʱϵ˫ֲɵٶȽա
ֱһ̶Ų֪ԼƭˣԼʵ̫ƭˡ
Ȼô©ûз֡
뷨ŲЩѰʶſڵλŤȥ֪ڷĵҪ뿪
ҲΪ뷨ϵ˫ֲͣ꣬ǲ˿ĵĲ뽹ǡ
ͬʱΪ˲˲ѡͷ
ĺߵλϵʱ漴쿪˫֮ϣڸ俴ڳˡ
ͬʱҲ漴ڵͷŵϡ


602 ѧ

ȻʱȴϾᵼ˭ǽעڳڵĨϤӰϡ
û뵽ʱ¼ѧͬʱھеҲһȼ俴վںĺѧ
ţѧҲһ̶ͬʱҲ΢Ц俴ϵ硣
ںĺ߽֮Ҳ漴˽ѡ뺫ĺλϡ
ںĺҽܵʱֵԽպĺĴŴ²һ¡
漴սĶߣ˵ϴŪף湻ģ
˵ֵ꣬ܶ漴ͷ͵Цһ¡
Ҳֵܶ²ϴĺװҲǴྶͥ׼ȷ˵Щ۾
ͬʱֵܶٴ̧ͷʱ򣬽ţһؿԵݳǰĺĺ
ֵܲԵΪ׷޲ϧѪĺĺ
ĺ̵ҽܺ漴վѧ
ǽ˻˽ݡ
ⲿϷݺһԾؿ˵Ŀⲻѿİ޶ɡ
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ĺмλϣȻʱ˼ûз˵ϣĿ⻹ǻʱʱŵϡ
ͬʱŶBaeyҲ漴һ㣬ǿ˺ĺΪע
һþ鳡Ů˵Baey˽ⲻţ漴һ˿ԳЦݡ
һ̶BaeyҲŵԲֶλŮˣţ˫ֻXǰϸشڶš
Ȼʱڵͷž籾ûע⵽ڶBaeyĿ⡣
籾Χڲ֪伴ӭ
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뷨ǣҪǻŮ᲻Ͳôˣ
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лллл㣡һȻؿ˵
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˿ɶǶƷ˺ĸ׿ɶķ˿ҲС˵еĽɫŶ
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ڸмһ˵ŵHԣͬʱҲ֮ʵ


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ôˣⲡôͺˣĸʱողCϵļĸϵĲ֮ɫԡ
һĸ⻰ҲʶʱķӦȷʵЩˣţæֹ̧״ǽװΪæ
ϣͷôôʹ
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һ뵽˴ĸ͵Цһ£ţ漴ת뿪˼ķ䡣
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ȻྡļҲһ̶ʼԺĻ
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յںľɢڼͷһְҵȹǽõĺչǰ
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Ŷݵ쪾Ŷ룬һʼ쪲û̧ͷȥĴ㣬ϸ΢ϸ߸Ь죬ٻЩģͬʱں滹̧ͷһۡ
ȴ룬һʵǸһ쪾ͻȻıЩȣͬʱ֮ɫȫдϡ
ȻҲ쪾뿴һĻͬʱҲڵͷ͵Ц⻹һκǣ
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ⷬʱ쪾˵һˮϣţոջϲ֮еʱϵЦȫޡ
ͬʱֱǸޱħŮ
쪶ʫȥǸĵݹˣǶʢŵٶ--ĺ
ο統ӦûΪⲿСʡ
˵ټֵܸߣӦûкܶŮ˿ȥⲿ磡쪾˻֪뺫ĺ֮£ֻΪԵķš
ȻĵǺĺʱ漴ɫ䣡
ո˵ⲿĵǺĺڲţһ顣
ţ쪾ޱصͷ϶
ͬʱһؽȥʱ鲻ѿʮֽ⺫ĺΪ¾ĵݡ
ţ쪾Ҳ漴㣬֣ͬʱ˫ü俴
쪶ôˣʲô𣿡쪾漴ʵ
Ȼ쪾˵Ļû쪵ĻӦת֮ϣһ˼ӡ


606 ϴƣ

ʱ쪻ո˵Ļһʱ䲢û˺Ļ
쪶...쪾˼ûظ漴
ţ˵ٴκ쪲Żعͬʱһؿ
ûû£ո˵֪ˣȳȥɣ漴ܻܶԱ˵ֻһ̶
Щ쪶ʼյһᵽȴĽô꣬һջڲе
ʱ쪼ʹ㲻Ը޷ֹһеķѵֻʣֹĵȴ
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ʱǰôţʱҲ㹻ǿֹͶ䶼
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˶¹ѻ𣬿ɾû뵽Ȼյôݣ
βŸնãһѴϴƣöϵЩԱôôŸ
ܣھϴⲻ˴һ𣿡
кܶԱǴһҵ͸ŶɽôҲδ̫˺˰ɣֻһ۾ְԱ漴վŭŶ󣬲ʹĲ
۾ְԱ˻˵֮ʣ漴תʱǿҲô۾ְԱȥֱ˫ۡ
ͬʱ漴ͷ۾Ų¿ˮͼʱĿֻš
κԺԴ˾ȥ˵
𣿡ڶһ֮Χѻȸ
֪ĻİϷ£һĻ䣬ڻ֣Ҳֻץʱıˡ
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֪һϢ˵˵׼ȷ˵ʧȥϣ
ڶԼİ칫ȥʱվڲԶθڿոյһĻʱ漴һ˿ΪЦݡ
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ôǻ˶Щѽ
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ţθ漴Ц
ڰɣǾ;ĿϷϷҪκճθϺıһչ¶š
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ҹ֮ʣڼ׼磬ʱѾû˼ȥ֣һ뵽ϼõѧǰĻ棬ĸǺһ
ͬʱűͲƽСٶҲԽԽ죡
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˵кӳǽ֪
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һ۾ѧЦݾͻḡǰѧоͺñһ̴εĹһ㣬ڶԹϲӲܽôǣ
֪ڵ֪ѧΪⲿϷ϶˵Ҫҹˣ
ͬʱڱӵµǷȥ˷ܸǷĸЦ


607 ۣһ

ҹעһƽҹʱƵķڣŵľھƵķⲽ
ȻʱCϣˬڷױ̨ϣʱڵ˽һء
ţ˵ڲⲿϷĻ...˵Ǳ״ѽ
ڻֻҵˣԺӲϷģ
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ĻҲ֪ʱȷʵʣʱ漴ͷһʱ
ţ漴һ۴ʱ˫ֻXǰױ̨ˬĻҲϣˬ԰æȰȰŸı뷨
ͬʱˬ漴뿪ױ̨λߵߵλ
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ΨѡĵǹǷУתŵ΢Ц
ãҴӦǣҶְⲿϷģŴʱĻʱ漴һţڸˣˬLŵļҲڲ֪ս
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ˬ˵ⲿһ㶨ΪŮǣ
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֪֮ǰвĵӾ磬ʲôˣϹŮǵʱȥϴּ䶼͵ġԽ˵ԽǲܿƵĲð
˵ЩţҲŲЩԾؿʱ˵Ի˵ûͦ
ţˬЩĿˬʱϵС鲻ѿ˵ǣͦүǻȦţ
һ뵽㣬ˬЩƲƲ졣
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ʱļĸһװɫҹ֮ʣеԼķ
ȻCһɻؿʱ¹ȥ̾ļĸ
һĸ¹óһʷеıƽĳľУĸľõǰʱ򣬼Ҳ漴˵ںиľϸĻƣһЩ򻨣Ǹı档
裬ʲôѽں棬漴ʵ
ڼ˻ʳ֮ʣĸ漴һۣţ漴ľ򿪣ڵƹӳ£漴˳ľİɫɫߵۡ
ò˵۵ǾɫǾ׵Ĵ壬򻨸˲ƿ۾
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...ʲôʱ򻹲öǣЩ˼صɴ˫ۿľۡ
Ҫ˵ѽĿǹŶˣ
ۿ˵Ǵ̫Ǳģھ㶼ˣ
ҪΪҪˣ˵ʲôóģ˵䣬ĸϵİ֮ɫԱ
ţĸ漴óżչǶǸĴʦһһģ
˵˴ʱĸһ뵽˵۳ڼĸĸǰǰһһĻ
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ڼĸ֮ʣ漴Cվһߵǰڷĵϲۣ漴̧ϸĦŰɫϵ򻨻ơ
裬û뵽ȻôõĶٿĸʱ򣬼ϵ֮ɫԱ
뵱̫ʱҵС㣬̫ѿ˵Ƕǡ
ֻ󻷾⻹ǺòײŽôһǣ
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΢һ춼ǣԵÿ治ѽ
ŮܳǺ£̫˷ãĸĻŶǰĺٴμû뵽ĸȻ΢
룺ֻ˵⺫ĸúѽ
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...ǾȸŶһݰɣĻٶĸ漴ԸվԵС
СĸĻƺǿ˵ʲôƵģֲ¶ۣҲӦʹ漴תȥˮ̵顣
תԶ֮ʣǾúĸЩ֣Ҳɻ֮಻ɵ΢΢ҡҡͷ
ţˮںʳԶ˶Ůûʲôôģ
Ƚкô費֪ŮΪǺԣʹһģǲվһԵĺĸһЦݵؿվԵš
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Щʱÿ˶ȥȡһЩӵеĶȻЩʱ򣬵һõһ죬ֻῪʼѵһоԼһֱҪ
BaeyһĬĬŵСһߵ˽죬ɵعͷȥϵʱʼһֵ
ʱBaeyͨƬʮ·ڵʯ·ϣʯʯϡˮĺۼ
꼾Ӱһ˵飬Ҳһܾܶ顣
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679 ѣһ

Baeyľ˿ǵ¹غ쪣һãôпܻиڶŮ˴鷳
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ĸĻʱɫ漴Ϊ԰ףԭǰ˵ĸĻʱǿòҰݡ
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ͬʱ첻Ծزӿʱڿ΢Ц硣
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еСͶ̥ģеǱԹġ
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Ҫ˵˳ʮģѵһҪȸʮ𣿡Щոҽ˵ǣţĻЩҲҽͷʱߣϸдŴѽ
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һֻȺڵĺԽԽߣԣźӰ
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Ȼںĺ˵ʵ̫Ҳڲ֪͵Ц
һҲ˺ĺ֮Ψһһźա
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һĸ첽ǰһʱǶǰ
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ʱڳȴźĸ︸ĵĵҲѡκѡĿϢһ
Ҳʱһֱû˵ĺĺ漴˵Ҵ˵ͬĸ츸Ĵ磡
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ʲô֪ģνңڼඣ
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Ȼĸ︸ЦʱĸһۣţͻȻõĿʱ漴չֳΪ΢Ц


692 £

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ţֻĸ϶ʱߣд漴ϣ
Ȼʱ磬ԽŵĻʱ漴һӰɡ
ͬʱ粻ʾϽ죬˵û˵ưͣ


693 ɩһ

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ţĺһۣɣ
˵꣬ĺ漴뿪Եλã֪ٺɵԻ


694 Ĵǳʣ

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Ȼʱһ㽶ǱЦվ֮Ҳ뿪ɳ
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696 Ĳᣨ

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ںĸûпſ׻һĻͼͨ˵ɻأȴ⺫ĸǺ侫ˣɫ죬Ҳü΢ֻ֮Ǽ򵥵ػشһ䣺Ŷ·
У֪ˣҲæɣʱٹ㣡˵꣬ĸ΢Ц佫ݵĻţת뿪֮ʣϵЦҲԽĲȻ
ĸ룺УøϽ绰С
㣬ĸĽŲЩң
......
ԴӺĺ֪Allan֮⻹ʷһγAllanڵ԰
ʱAllanڵİ༶⣬AllanİοЩİף漴һɻؿʵλ
...?
ͬʱAllanİβϸϸشվǰĺĺһۡ
˵⺫ĺ翴ˣⲻôЦĺĺ˲ԾЩУҲǳAllanİٴΪϸؿһվǰźɫñӵĺĺ
ҲԴ򵱵֮󣬺ĺǿȥӲ·ߣֻҪڹ˾ϲһɫװ


708 Allan

AllanİΪӵĿ⿴úĺڣͬʱѡرԴӵĿ⡣
ã鷳ҽAllan𣿡ĺصɤڿλİʱʵ
AllanʲôˣİףòʵϸЩ
...壬ҸոմӹΪ˲ðɣĺ˵ʼձ񣬸һǫǫӵĸо
һʼλЩԥĺΪò̬ȣҲһʱ½䱸ġ
ͬʱ漴ڣAllanС鷳һ£
AllanʦΪɤʱٶȳڰκͺĺǰ
壬㣿ںĺ֣AllanЩȣͬʱҲЩΪκĺ
Allanʶλ𣿡Щĵȷһ顣
ţֻAllanΪ϶ص˵ͷţλѣ֮ǰһ棡
Allan۶ɰɤڿʱΪ϶ؿڻش
AllanΪʱĺ漴ͬʱĺóŸĿ⿴ǰԽƵСš
ʱ⣬һλӦӵеʱ⣬ʧȥ˺ܶԿʱ⡣
ʱ縲ˮգȻ˼Ļ˵ȴҪǺܶ࣬ҪǺܶ࣬úĺòѡһС
AllanԺȥЩ˵׵AllanûпĺڿʱŸֻĻʱAllanǾڿʱ֡
λҪAllan뿪԰ĻǲģĺĻʱ漴ѵ
ģҲ뿪԰ġ˵䣬ĺ漴վţ̧ΪظAllanͷ
ڰεУҲλζ˱֣ǳAllanʶûٶ˵Щʲôȥ
ǺðɣǼǵʱ䲻Ҫ̫ҪAllanͻγҪÿСѵȫòһ顣
ڵõʦ󣬺ĺAllanһ԰ǧ
ֻɫǧһһСˣСAllan͹Сò˫ץǧĻͬʱֻСҲֵػȥ
Ȼںĺ˵̫Ӵ󣬵ǧϵʱ˵ʵڵģСǧϣʵЩͲڡ
ʱԼͷϿգҫ£Ҳڲ֪ڵͶ㳤Ӱӡ
AllanźĺΪı裬С˵ֻҪгԵģôȫעἯеԵȥ
ֻʱСAllanԵΪרעϾȥעǧϵĺĺ
ȻʱĺĺȴȫעǧϵAllanϡ
ǿĻÿӦеǿĴųڤڤ֮˹һ
Ƶ٣Ƶĳ࣬Ƕ֮ԶӵƲĹϵ
ںĺ˵ûоĶٳ嶯µĲ෴ʱھܵҲһ֮£
⺢ӵĸ׻һһĴŮһ뵽˴ĺǵЦҲ漴
AllanѵΪʲô𣿡ĺСӵĿWڿǧϵAllanʵ
AllanĻʱýĿӱתƵĺϣǲϲңԲҵѽ
AllanĻشֱҲúĺΪŵĻʱٴγֵ΢Ц
ĺ룺ҶӣҲŴѽ
ԣΪϲ㣬ԲŹġ
ɲһ⣿˵䣬ĺ漴ΪشһǧϵAllan
ĺĻ䣬Allan漴һɻؿ壬ʲô⣿
AllanûһͻȻ䷢İְֲ쪣Ǹʱôĺ̽ԵؿʵҲǳڲ˺ĶӣûѡֱӽAllan
AllanĺֵĻʱһɻĺ룺˵֣ö˶˵Щʲô
壬ܴڵģֻһְ֣Ҳֻһְ֣ҾԲԼְֵģ
壬ΪʲôôǣգAllanʺĺ
һְңôԸѡ𣿡ĺһ̽Եؿʵ
壬ںҿЦ𣿡
ѵ˵ҲΪҵİְ֣Ҫͬͬ⣬ҪͬĻҾͬ⣡Allan˻һҲúĺֵ߼ˣ


709 ĸ٣һ

ͬʱĺⷬԺĻʱڶAllanĳ谮Ϥ΢Цһγϡ
˵費ͬ⣬ôͬİְ𣿡ĺֻܰСӵ߼ʵ
ĺĻʱAllanϵıͻȻһ䣬ͬʱһؿǧϵĺĺᣬ費ͬҰְ֣ôҲͬġ
֪ôʲô˼ϲԲԣ
ǰкܶͥĺӣڶĺܲģʧȥ˸ĸĹذָоAllanҪ
Ҳ֪賤ƯܻкܶϲҲϲ衣
ǣ壬ϲĻôɲԲɢǵļͥҲְ飬ҲΪû˹ܵĺӣ
AllanĻ˵Ϊ϶ϿңҲﻰһ̶ѡԺĺڽ
ͬʱĺĻʱһʼϵЦҲڲ֪漴
Allanո˵Ļĺ˼쪻ŲϵһڣĶӸһʱ䲻ܽĴڡ
ĸоںĺ˵ò˵˵ģѵԼ׶ȴûа취ȥ¸ʹ
AllanĻ󣬺ĺѡ˳ĬǷĵԥѵһҪ˸˵ʱ
һ˵þôⱾһУӲ÷±Ҹ
ҪһʼѡôȥôĺĿԸǸŮҪҸ
ЩʣĺҲѡ뵽յУԥŽ·ȥߣ
ͬʱѡ̧ͷ濴ͷտա
һɫտ£ҲһȴҸֵ̧ͷ
ںĺ˵Եֻĸ·ڣĸֽٴγУȻеŻٳ
һ˵һףɵѡһеʱȴǧ㲻ᣬ㲻ԸΪҸգǻѡνʹԼ
ǺĺΪ޻ҲΪ˽İ
ںAllanĶݽУҲΪ֪Ҳõ˷ֵʱҲòѡͣԭؼȥȴעǸ˵ĳ֣
ţĺһνAllanϣϤҲAllanڿʱУAllanԼΪλǻһĪĺøУϣܶ࿴λ˧壡
һĺ漴̧ظAllanͷAllan岻ƻļͥϲAllanĬĬر㣡
ĺĻ˷θҲΨһӵİչֵ쾡£
ҲAllanڼĿʱԾںĺͬʱͯõЦ漴Allanϡ
......
ǩۻڹԱİºܿ뿪̳
Ȼ粢ûע⵽߳ſڵʱһɣŮڰеعעһһ
Ҳ̳֮߳ʱ漴ѡĽŲ΢ЩԶľ봦еظ
ĸڵ֪ǩۻڴ˴ʱһͶڰ˵ûоΪκε쳣ֻؿ磬ϣܴҵŮӰӡ
ϣƾı˼
ĸһ·磬ڸһжӲĸ۾
ȻʱڹϴŶŴ磬ûע⵽ԶʱϵĿ⡣
ʱµ磬ϲֵҲƬ̵İȥܶ飡
......
Դ׷޳ɹ֮󣬽ҲԽĲ׻˵úã˷ϲ¾ˬ
쪵ϵı鲻ѿϱ˾ǲһѽ
ü䶼ǳŨ⣡
Ҳ߽Լİ칫ʱ쪵ľһγİ칫ڣͬʱһЩϡ
쪼ľһ֮ɫҲѡؿľˡ
쪶Ҳ鵽Allanй¶ȥ˭ˡ
ȿɡ˵䣬쪾˵ǰһ׼õϴݸ쪡
ͬʱڽӹϴʱóļͬʱҲBaeyAliceھƵԻƬ
ϸ֮²ѷ֣ŮЩ˽ܵĻ
쪶Allanй¶ȥ˲ǱˣBaey
ô쪾˵Ļ䣬쪵漴һ˿ֲЦݡ
Ҳ쪾Դһδ쪵ϼںֲЦݡ


710 ķɱ

Ҳ쪾˼Ц֮ʱĺ󱳲漴һ⣬ͬʱڽţ漴¿ˮ
쪵Ļ䣬쪵İ칫һ뵽ŶķΧ֮С
ڶݵļž漴ѡڳĬзЩԭԼӦߵ·ȴϲ߽ݾϣ߳ȦͼȥѰԼĽݾ
ȻôϲչƣôҲûбҪٸκεĻᡣ
Ȧÿ˶бԼӦ飬ȻһЩȴϲȥӦȥ飬ôҲӦге˵䣬Ϊͳɤһߵ˰칫شǰ
ʱ˫ֻǰ쪵ľ˶
ں칫ȻʱϹı鵹ӳشϣҲɱվԶ쪾˿С
ͨոյĻ쪾Ҳ˼˼...
Ҫѡôȥ𣿡
쪹⻹쪾˵һο쪶һôݣȦԵ쪣ҲǵһѡҪϧκֶȥɱһŮˣ
Ҳ쪾ʵᵽǾ仰ܳɾһˣͬʱҲܸıһһʼıԣ
ţֻʱ쪾˶쪣Ļ漴ѡΪ϶ĵͷ
һ̶ϵıһεӳشϣΪ֮ϣһʼķŭôɼ
쪾˵뿪ѡվشǰůشڣڴʱ˳׵֡
ҲһرΪǿ
......
ĸ뿪ǩۻһʱϵĹԢ
ʱĺĸ칫ԢɳϣȻһԵСɳϣĸĻʱϵı鲻Щš
裬˵ģ
绹Լ̥ɣ
Уҵȥ˵꣬쵱վͬʱĸҲ漴վæȵȣ¡
˵꣬ĸ漴˫̧ļϣţһĸ˵һΰصɳá
˵㣬ǰҲô׳嶯ǡ
˵ֵûһʡĵġ
˵Ϊ׷ϱǵõݣڿɺþˣϱӶûҴ
˼ܻǿ˼֪Ϊǿ֪Ҫӡ
ɵãһ˼Ҫб̥˲ͻǵϢĸڶԴӵĻϿ˵ǲģΪĸ׵ĺĸ˵ӵĻǱƬ˻Ҫͷۣ
ţĸһۡ
ĸ룺ô˵ҲҵӢ˵Щ겻ӵߣǳڶԼӵ˽⣬Ҳ֪ŮѻҲ
㣬ĸʵǺһô˷ִǣ
Ҳһ̶漴һ˺ĸλãֿʼΪʽ...ǱסˣҲ֪ôģһľ·ˣ
裬˵Ժǲǵϱѽ
Ļĸһʱûס͡һЦ
ҪǵԼϱǾͱȢϱĴ㣡
˵ϱҲǶ˵£ȫйϱ˶ǣĸǱЦ˻٩Ķӡ
裬˵ҽô죿һʱû죬ͷںĸͷͼӺĸѰؼ
Ͼ⺫ĸǹˣټϺĸߵֵ뵱ҲӦڶ׷ΧߣôȻ֪ʲô˲ܴһŮ˵ķġ
ţĸΪŵؽ˫Ƚһɳϣͬʱ°һؿ죺֪ô𣿡
ͬʱֻ쵱϶͵ͷ
һĸ̧ʾǰֻһȵĿ˵취еͨ𣿡
ϵı鲻ѿʱԺĸոյɡ
˵벻Ȣϱɣţĸڴһʵ
Ȼ룬ζ룡
...Ͱ˵ôȥڲַһ顣
˵Ļȥ׼û뵱...ô׷ֵġ
Ů˵ҲʧΪһֱ˵꣬ĸһΪ°ͣǽǰչֵ쾡¡
...֪ϰˣŮ˶ϲֱӴֱһˡ
Ұ̫ˣԲûס㣡
УҾͰ˵һԣ˵꣬㿪ʼƻ׷޴ˣ


711 һ

¹ʱŶͨǶ·ȥ֮ʱǸо˫۾ʼڸɵתʱȴʲôûС
ʶʱĲҲ漴ӿ죬ȻڲԶĸҲͬʱӿĲ
ĸĿصԼļУҲڴ˿̣ĸֹͣ˽Ųûټȥ
ͬʱĸ漴ƺűת뿪
......
ϤľưɣϤζҲ쪺ܷ˽¾ۻĳ
һ˱ӦеĿ⣬ܷϲɨһư֮ûϲ͵Ůϸ֮£ûĲˣ
Ȼܷ֮ʱҲ漴˴ʱ͵Ц쪣ţ漴ִ̧쪵ļ򣺡ϵܣǲʲôϲѽ
ҷһΣ
һյľƲ˵ҸСϱǲǻоԼûϣ
ָо𣿡
ʳ˻󣬶˽һЦ
ʶˣ
˵ԴҺҼһ֮󣬲˵˵ܷ꣬Ϊŵ˫֣⿴ʮָͷ
ǣ
Ҳֻܶ಻پͶˣ˵ܷ꣬Լ˼ǰЦţ˵漴¶ֻ˵Цݡ
ɣ˵䣬һİ֮ɫ֪Դ׷޳ɹ֮쪵Сǽһǽһ
ôǲҪһҪ̥ļƻˣ
Һ㽲ŶҪĻ㻹оȥԼӣҪȻԼȥǣ
Ҽλ󱦣ǲ֪ڴ·ϣҺҼô߹ġ
㻹СӣǿɻѧǣҼǰûôݣԴҼҴ󱦺ûþֱӸϼˣȥʡˣ
Ϊ̸֮ϣϽ°ɣҪŮ͸ҵϱҪӾͺŮ
֮׼϶ˣ̨ϵܷϲͺѿЦЦǺͺܶѶ쪾ǵһˣ
һҲֹסЦ⣬۾гһˣ
Цܷڴ쪵ļ֮ʣ漴ܷļ򣺡ôǿǰɣ
û̥һλ
ѽһ˵֮Ҿͷۣ˵ҼλҲ˸Ȥˣ˵ѧʲôǣ
Ҷʼˣ
Ҳ֪ݱȽ⣬Ѻӷڲʶ߻ģ̫֮ˣ
˵ֿܷ꣬ʼץŪĻͷԼķͻҡ
AllanûǸȤ𣿡ţܷڴһ쪺漴ʵ
ܷᣬ쪻ûʶ㣬AllanҲñسˡ
˵ӦÿǸAllanسˣ˵ѧʲôǣλ˵һݴǹԼӵġ
ǣɵûˣ
ǴҲˣһǺҼȥתתɡ
ҪкʵģƼ㣡
Ŷˣλɩݵ¾Ҽ׷˵ϱݼѽϷҲһѽ
ֱ˵С۹ˣ˵иѽһᵽɩʱܷһʱûסһΡ͡һЦţ漴ջϵЦ⡣
˵զûôвŵķ˿ǣ˿úãĿ佱λ˿µֵҲ
ϸ磬ĸҲСѽŮ˫ȫҪҪҪ̥ѽ
Ҽǵ㵱ʱ˵齨ӵģڻٶԱǣҲʼѧῪܷЦˡ
ѽ...ˣǣ
ֻܸˡ
˵㿴ƤǲЩɳڣܸоȥǿȥϺܶǣĪĲеԱѽ˵䣬ܷЩ˫üͬʱ漴óƽʱڿӿڴСϸشһ
㿴Сϸƣѽˣ
ҲעⱣˣ²ǣ˵ܷ꣬ڽСӷŽӿڴ֮ʱ漴̧쪵ļȻʱϵÿһĻĪЦ
ģҾûµľͻԺȥһˡ
ϰ϶Ѿʶˣ˵꣬һغ˿ڷڰ̨ϵơơ
Ժ
ļң
𣿡

ҪǺõĻƼңҪVIP𣿡͵ˣΪעԼòһԺۣܷҲʼȤ


712 ̸飨

쪿ܷΪе񣬿֪ϼϸഺ֮ҲԽˣ
ɣлҴȥǱЦæش
ǿɾô˵ˣҪȥĻ¿ɲܸҼܷ˵ⷬʱһɻؿΪʲôܸ
쪵ĻʱܷһΪ֮ɫŮܰʶְԴף֮׼ûκ⣡
ܷĻҲֻΪϵعȻ״
......
ΪλŮӻǰһξۻᣬһ԰ĲĸŮΧһҲСAllanеһβμӰ֮ľۻᡣ
ڶŮ̸̫֮ȤСAllanϲȥƽϷ
ʱֻ˵ͷϷAllanѡԵλãʱʱҲϷ
λϵĸ޵Ůˣǵǰ԰ڷһƿ֭ͬʱǶԸԵĻ˺档
ǶϣԼĻԾٰʲôģֻ˵ЩȻڽҲ⼸Ů˸Ӻͳڴ
˵ʵڵģһûǹǡڼ˵ֱڶûϸ¡
ͬʱ˽һԾĿǰɣæʲôǣ
ڲڶʢˣҴԼȭݣרŽСȭ
Ҫʲôѵĺӿ԰æһ¡˻ᣬΪԼȭ
ͬʱ漴AllanϣʫAllan㱨س𣿡
кѧѧȭǿ塣
ҪҪAllanǿǣţ漴Allanš
ſڶļʱѡԼҶӣͬʱ漴̧ظAllanͷAllanȥȥѧȭ𣿡
һֵ̡ʱ򣬼һ̧ܾ֣а̣н㣡
Ļʱ漴ǳЦ
ţAllan漴ߴƽתƵڶļϣǰ̣ΪʲôҪҹн㣿
Ҫǹн㣬Ҫʲô
AllanĻʱֻλϵĸŮͬһʱ̲סЦ
ʫĶݵģôС;ôⳤ˿ɻˣڶļ²һ䡣
ţЩεԴκЩʱû취
ǺãĽа̡
߼ѧȭ𣿡ͬʱǰڴһڶСźѯʵ
Allanϸ룺ȭС𣿡
ȻˣһкܶСѣҪҪȥ˽Сӵԣʵ
һȥҰְһ顣
¶˵ǱȽҪģҪҺҰְһ¡
ˣһġһ̶Allan漴ΪСˣС˵ĿWڶļ˵ⷬ
һ漴һԵ磬ţҲ漴͵Ц
һ漴ڶԵAllanAllanƽʱڼ軹°ְ֣
ãǰְֺã
˻һҲ⵱еλŮͬԾЦ
ţAllanҰ̵Ļʱûÿ߰ȥλСҰ̣˵Allanڿǫѷġ
裬ҿԻش𣿡AllanΪؿһλС衣
ͬʱ΢ЦڿAllanʱ˵ͷʾɷӣ
ڼƽʱǰְֹұȽ϶࣬Һ°ְ֡
Һϲ裬Ϊ賤úƯҳȢϱˣҲҪסһ𡣡Allan˻һֻŮӸպȵϲ
ţҲΪAllanĻЦʼնûмϹ
AllanŶѽȢϱˣⶼǴӦ¡
AllanЩҲ٣ǱЦͬʱڿһAllanʱȤؿ˵
Ŷˣʫٰ񣿡
ʵĹģһǲСģΪķ˿ԼżĲǶЩ˽ġ
֮ǰ£ϣȥѡһƽؿڽⷬȻ˻һ˽һԾؿ
ŷ꣬󷢣

ҺϲǸңǸ˵ǼһĹҡ
ʫ̫Ľˣ
һҸŮѽ˵䣬˫ΪĽСڶš
ڿŵıʱ漴ѡεЦЦ


713 ĵýһ

ͬʱĻʱЩ˼صͷҲûж˵ʲô
һƺ뵽ʲôֻ˫һٴοڶš
ţиܵ鷳һ£ǲ֪ܲܰæһԥԥģҲ̧ͷűк档
㣬˵ˣҪҰʲôæĻŵһʱ俪ʵ
룬С۾һٶת֮ʣԴＱæ֯ԣģҽӵ֪ͨļʢϿһ
...ϣ佱α㣡
Ļ䣬ֻΧΧļŮ˵ֹͣȥȹ֭һȵؿģ磬ýˣ
ϲѽ
˵ʱǫصͷ͵Ц͵㣬̫
㣬һᵱλ佱αġ
˵ʵڵģһҪлܰдС˵
ҿһߵ죬Ҳеˡ
ѽǲǵ佱ʱ˵Щʲô佱ʵĺá
κΣҲңĲָǸϲѽ˵˵ţλǰЦ
ͬʱֻŮĻһʱûס͵Ц
ǣİ佱Ҷ׼ˣ˵䣬漴óһŵõֽŵݸš
ż״漴ӹݸİ佱ʣͬʱǵЦҲ漴㣬׼ѽ
˵꣬ʵ̲סˣЦ
ѽⲻ֪æһȻǰˣ
ǿɾô˵ˣʱһҵİ佱αѽ˵Ϊεý˳׼Զ޷ҪֲȥʱСôԼȥ
ҲΪϿ˳ּǿηеĵһƷҪĴŮ
ȻЩ˵ǲſڽģԣܸоĻԽ飬ϲЩ
Ŷˣ㣬пǹ𣿡ʵ
...һûЩǡ˵ʱֻȥС˵ں򣬶ϵ£ôʡ
Ļʱһ㣬һΣ
ŶˣСˬǣΣ
֪ǲܻǾٰ켯ģԣҲûȥš
ţֻˬ漴¹֭ڶĶ˶һ۹󣺡ҿܾͲܺǾٰ켯ˡ
ʵһֱин飬ϣһ߱еĹҡ
Ҳһ£Ҳ֧ңҲͬн飡
ˬĻֻڶλŮЩʧ
СˬѾˣȥеĻıܾס;𣿡Թĵʵ
ʺʱˬһŵؿڻشһⶼûУ
㿴˼λ裬ٶȶߺˣ
ٿѽ˵ĬȤڹؼʱԾա
ĻλŮһ¶ϤЦݣ
ǿ⼯ҲֻԿһˣһźؿļͬʱεص˵ͷ
......
Ϊ˴죬Ǳ̥飬ĸĹԢ³Է
˵ϲıʼǱֻҪоϲѱʼǱóԴм¼
ʱ鷿CĲϷȻŶרע֡
ȴ鷿ﻹһǱǺĺ
ֻ⺫ĺһԵλϣ˵ڿʫСȴʱʱ͵ĵԡ
ͬʱĺҲ֪ϲרעֵСɩˣǲضרעֵĲ
ȻʱŶ磬С˵ʱչ˲Χ˵ģȻҲûпĺԽ͵Ŀ⡣
һĺ󵱼̧Сק½ǣţڿʱæժ˶Скָ̣
ѧΪλСǰٻñֵǫ㣬ΪԵСˡ
˵ʵڻӱӰȥͬ˵ĸоҲC沶Ϸ͸ֻǶʱǱЦ


714 ľʦ

ĺĺ󣬵ΪǫѷʱĺЩ⣬ô˵ҵ￴Ŀ⣬СС͵˵ҲΪһ¡
ҸոտһۣطӦüЩʫ䣬ĻڿС˵ʱ򣬻ͻȻвŻ˵䣬ֻļָ́ŵĻϸոдС˵ݣһЩ⡣
ͬʱڿСΪرʱͷǳЦһ£ţ漴̧ͷؿһۺĺָĵطѽС壬һ˵һطдĲǺܺá
ӦüЩʲôʫǣ
˵꣬ڤ˼״λδСɣ
Ļʱֻĺ漴ͷʫȵȣң
Сɩӣ㿴ô
ҾǲѩдʫõһΡ
С˵պúʣ
ںĺ˵ͬʱ漴սСˣͬʱз۾ȥĺָǶιʫ
Ϊ˲λСӲˣٻһ£ҲдιºӵʫͦģһţҵСôôвǣ
˵˵Ŵ˰ְֻѽ
˵꣬粻ԾĺСͬʱϵıһο
ʱĺ룺ҾӦŴְֵıȽ϶ࡣ
˵Ұְǰְǣ˵黭ͨǣ
Ҳ²֮ôвŴŴҰְ֣
˵ţ˵ţĺþͲô͵ˣǲ˻ᴵһѣ
ϣѹôɰǣ˵䣬һν˫̧ԿŵСຫĺ
ҲǺĺʷһαôӴҲСС͵ԾС
Сɩӣ𣿡ţļ́ͷ˵
ͬʱڴһ֮ҲڵȴĻ
ܲ𣿡ĺĻ粻ЩˣC沶Ϸ춼һʱûס͡һЦ
ţ缱æתһۡ
ŶǺðɣԺҾͲˣ
㿴ôвţŻû֮ҲֿϧģɣԺƷָָΣϲλСӣ˻λСϵ
ĺĻҲ漴Цݡ
ţΪ˲翴ϵϲ֮ɫæɫ㣬ҲǲУʲôôǣ
ܰĸѷҵ
˿ɲܰװ
һС⻰ҲλС˵Ҳ޵Ҳ⡣
һӰӵķֳǰٷ֮ʮǣһֲûжԺĺ󿪿ڽ
㿴ɣҸ㣬ôΪѾǴֱˣҲûĵزǣ
Ļ󣬺ĺشһۣţæСͼ֣ɽ
У۾ͳɽ
ԤףǺ죡ţҲ漴Ϻĺݹ֣ҲڴʱٶȱЦ
˵ʵڵģϲλ˵ЩС˵ĺĺԽԽϲðѽ
֪䣬һߵ˶˵ǰ٩λǴսԻϵˣ
ţֻϵһͬ͵ͷ
ѽô˵ǼĺϱľʦҵöҼĺĿ࿴ˣ첻˻һλͬĸ츸ĵܵܡ
˵ʵڵģҲӦöЩУ㿴Сɩ϶Ҫ̨콱ˣٿû¾֪ǲϷ˼ѧѧɣҲʫΣһ𣬺ĺӵȫµݣľʦСӣǽ˻᲻ڿһ硣
״ΪεƲƲ죬ţ漴תŴ򿪣ʫ㻹ԼŰɣʱҶȥ
˵꣬漴ţٶ뿪鷿
뿪ʱλϵһһСڿ˴֮ʱΪεƲƲ졣
......
˯ǰصҵAllanһʱܵ鷿ȥ쪣ͬʱ棬Сܵʱǵһʱ佫H
ְ֣ôˣ㻹æ𣿡
ְ֣ҿܶСѶеܵãʲôʱҪܻܵѽ
ְ֣ҺȥöƯỊ̇Ƕûбǣһ̶ﻳ˱ƲҲǸк
ְ֣иռİҪҪȥȭݣȥѧȭ˵ҪҪȥ˵кöһСǣ


715 ʢ䣨һ

Allanһ˺ܶ⣬Ҳһʱ䲻֪ûشĸã
֮ǰܷ˵ǵ͵СӶ˲仯ΪʮΪʲôһʼ쪻ţֱжӵʱ֪ԭô£
ԼҶӶʼҪ̥£ﲻЦAllanҲҪܻܵ𣿡
쪱Ц˻ʳʱֻAllanæͷʾ϶ԼãСAllanѾʼżҪˡ
飬ְֻץŵģӦÿ˰ɣ˵䣬ٻЩģټAllanѾʼˣӦҪճˣ
ǰְ֣ץѽ
òҪҵ̫ãLHСAllanһ̧ͷһ˫ӵгëĴ۾İְΪؿ˵
ְ֣һΪ˵꣬AllanæСָͬʱΪԼҶӸˣҲ漴Сָ
ԼAllan쪵Ļֲ˲䣬ͬʱҲLHСAllan§һЩ
Allanȥѧȭ𣿡ʱͷAllanͷΪѯʵ
ţAllan쪵Ļһ̧ͷ쪣ְ֣ϣȥѧ
Allan쪵۴С¶ѯ쪵˼
ҵСССҲ뱨Ȥ࣬ץǣǱϢˣٶҲϣҺӿԱһȤ࣬Ļ֮仹иӦȫϵ˵Щ
쪵ĻʱAllanΪͬٴε˵ͷ
......
ļŵʢһ˵ȽݻľƵھٰġ
˴ʢĽսѧ̩Լ
ֻټĻ᳡̨ļŵ֪߻սˣȻǵǰļžĲõ쳣̨
ߴϵԼļŶÿһȵʢ˵Ϊġ
ȻΪ˵磬ԿһţڽţҲȫǺ
˵ƽʱ翴ĺȽ϶࣬С˵˵֮٣¹ԪĴǰǵġ
һǺһվϣҲһվܿķ
Ƕ˵ʱΪСõٻЩģЩ˼ȥλ˵еĴ
¶ӵ̾仹ѡԭز
յ˵ʢװһΪܿЩѡ˫ϸ߸ЬΪֵøЩ˺ܶഩؼ
ĴͷҪͷ
ڡ⡷ⲿ翪ЧļҲλоĴŮС㡣
СһϮɫĨسȹԼ͸¶Ŵ󷽣֪͸¶ˣյҲ˺ɻһ͡
һ̵վ̨룬ݼ΢Цôˣټ˫ĳҲǸһ󷽵ĸо
룺ĺƯѽ
ͬʱ粻Ŀתؿ
ΪҰ䷢...˵һ봦ͻȻͣһʼΪԼˣȷϺϵЦҲһٴγ֡
еѽ
λ콱ѻյ벻ľϲ
ΪҰ䷢߽ѱ罱ܻӭԭƷ
ý...
磡Ҳʼѧˣûý֮ǰѧӣҲ缱ֶǺ֪ýļȫдˡ
˵֪Լýǣû뵽ֱ󽱣˵˵⾪ϲʵЩ̫ˣ
Ȼ֮е˵һʼûзӦƬ̵˵ĹѡվҲ˵ĹвСϸ߸Ьߵ̨Ե˵ʵڵģƽʱôϲ߸Ь˵⴩Ÿ߸Ь·ҲʵЩӲȻ
ʹˣΪóеͷܽܵġ
΢ЦһߵλãţС̣ŸĽ
ǰʱ漴ǰһĵݸ磬䷢Ϻͬʱ漴һӵף㣬Ĵң
ڵóԸȡҪĳɹ
ȻЩӵʱС˵ġ
ѵĹ˵Ҳⷬʱ˫۲ԾЩʪЩģ
ԭΪ佱αڰ꽱и佱ʣȴ佱α꽱ֱ̨ˣҲЩ˼͵Цһ¡
ҲҪ̨֮ʣֻվڲԶһλŮ˵סС㣬ȵȣ
˵䣬Ůһߵλá
ڸΣټһĴȣҲǷʵССĽһѣֻϧӵУ


716 񣨶

ЩɷС㡣˵䣬С㻹һλ۵Сҡ
ͬʱ΢Ц佫ͲݵС
ܶڿС˵ʱ򣬶С˵ŮòⲿŮòơ
ܶ۶ܺ˵ûдС˵֮ǰǲǾʶλݣǽǵò̻С˵Ůɤڿʱѯʵ
ͬʱеһ̨콱ڽŵûͲֲԾضţԼ˵ٶˣ磬еϢвУ˿ûʲô
ҲڴʱվԵŮƺǿ㣬ͷǳЦһ£ţϣڵȴĴ𰸡
Һ;еݲʶҲֻڤڤеһɺϰɣ
ҲҵС˵ܱĳɵӾ磬ҿλС˵
ͬʱҪлļţлСԺлҵı༭ǣҪΪõǵʶҵС˵ҲܻᱻĳӰӡڽţ˵ЩȻ
С㣬ɵ㣬̫ˣŮһʱûסڿڽŵʱϸֹסЦ⡣
һ㣬ѡĸǣţŮٴοʵ
ڽͲݵ֮ʱѡ˶ݵͣ٣ţ룺һѡ񡮾֡
þʵĻǰ浾
ȻұҲһܰˡ
ͬʱҲֻоȥһ£ܽã
ΪϿҵĻشֻ̨»ǶЩģҲǾСһشĻ㲻ɣ
ͬʱֻŮ漴ΪϿɵص˵ͷţ̨һοʵе۶д𣿡
Һ֪ǻλǣ
Ժ͸¶һй𣿡
Ů˵ĻƬ̵ĳɹ漴룺...עҵ΢йϢһһʱ䷢ҵ΢ϣ
Ϊ·ĻʱŮһʱûסЦһ¡
ǺãڵӻǰλǣҲС²С˵ĸλŶ
׼ʱС΢ŶŮҲѧĿWȥҲ˵ȤĬʱøбͬʱҲСʵǺܿɰ
Ů˵Ļ绹Ϊص˵ͷҲ˵ͬŮ˸ոյĻ
Ȼ˵ȤĬҲ̨ļαԼͬЦ
ŶСͲ󣬾ǲ֪Сֽ׶ǷǣŮһֳķΧСҵ˻С٩һ
ʱϵЦ漴գ֪Ůʵεϣ粻ЩΪѣһʱ䲻֪λشĺã
羭һϵиӵﶷ֮ҲƬ̵ĳɹٴνͲݵߣĿǰûѣ
ڵ״̬
......
ʱԼɳϳˮ죬Ż涨ڴ˴ʱĻæˮ֭Ǻ˵
......ô˵ʲô˼
ô˵Լǣ˵£Ϊ̧ΪָŵĻͬʱһɳһغĸʵ
ȻʱڳѸɵĺĸĻʱЩεƲƲ죬ţ΢̾ĸҲ˫ü΢佫ʢѸɵĹ̷ǰĲ輸ϡ
ҪȻ˼ô˵ҲֻϵûеǼǽǡ
Ҳ˼ҵϹѵ˼绹иԼ𣿡˵䣬ĸһۡ
ͬʱĸҲЩСҳӡ
ȻĸƾŶ߳ţǱҪܶࡣ
ļʢĻȻڼվڵӻǰڷĵĲ뽹ǣҲվڵӻǰⲽ
תˣתʶۣĸڿ֮ʱ²۵
Уҵ취У˵꣬һ̵ĹͲӰ
ȻʱԼɳϵĺĸڿıӰʱЩεҡҡͷ...˵Ȣϱ⻰һ㶼٣
ͬʱĸЩڣ֪ŮˣŮãСްӣӾȢϱ¡
ţĸٴڲ輸ϵѸɹ̣Щ̫ĵ̾Ѹɡ


717 һ

μһҹ֮ǵľأټĲԽأҲĸһҹԭںĳ˲һ롣
ʱĳҽԺĸȲѽסҽԺ
μ֮ĸһü˹ȻһҲеչְ
ʱĸΪȻת֮ϣĲŷʱҫ۵ĹԴҲڴ˿̴˫ۼ䡣
˫۴Ĳʣʶ̧ͼֵ㹻ҫ۵ĹԴ
͸ָķ϶۾ͷϿյ̫Ȼ㯶ûнԣ
յĺǧȴȻһأĻ˭Ը⿴
ʱCΪĸԾֹͣĶֻ˷
ҲڲԾ䣬ĸ۽һλں޵ˮϢ
Żں޵ˮ۽£ĸҲʼڲӲ˽ҪȥͶһ
Ϊ˽Ľֱд룬ҲӵһרԼİ飬Ҳù޿
֪䣬ʻ䲻СĲյһװĳҲɹĸע
ͬʱĸʶվţ漴ѡ۽µ۲øɾ
......һʱ䣬εķΧ£ĸ֪öԶ˵Щʲô
ʱţĸҲһʼضԶ֮ǣתؿʼѧ£ѧῪʼ³ޣԹޣ¶Զв
θĸ֪˺ܶ£ҲͻȻʶҪʲôֻϣһܻƽ˳ѡ
ΰ̣ιר̽ģ
...ҿԺһ𣿡
ֻȥһߡ˵䣬ѡʻҽԺĻƿڣͬʱ׷ĸĿֻ˷ǰ
һѡڶĵǸ⣬Ҳ漴¶˫
ǳȥߺ𣿡ԵͳɤŶĵǸ⣬Ҳʼ俪ڽⷬ
ĻʱҲ佫˶ϣȻʱڿһİһ
İҲö˫۲ԾΪʪ󣬰΢ĳջѡᵹ
ֻݵĶһһѡ񾲾ԭأ˫ۻѡȥǰֻ㯣
סĵͬʱ漴վߵ֮ʣһʱ̧˫סεİ֣һųϸ΢תŷ뿪˲˻⡣
һƬټĲƺϣļôĴۣʹͷڵܸоĲʣһ̶һβԾ̧ͼȥڵҫ۵⡣
Ȼߴû˴һѡųĬ
ʱĶλã̧ͷ֮ʱԵͳɤҲڲ֪ٴγ֣Բ𣡡
ΪңҲɽӣ
˵꣬۽ǲԾһᣬھӨθǷĵڣ
ͬʱĵڣһѡ˵ͷ
Ƕ˵ܴϣǶÿ˶һ𣿡
Ϊʲôȴ˿оԴκεϣ޿˵ûȥǶԼֹĥҲΪĻö̧ͷʱ˫۵ĿⲼʹ֮ɫ
......
ܷȽ٣ںͻܰſպʱ䣬ԣ˳ҵѡѡʵĲϰ¡
ѽãԺɲڼþֲС˵䣬ܷΪ̧֣ܵһL޵ļоֹʱ޿̲
ţһ֮ǱЦͬʱ漴Ŀǰܷ˵ϰλ޹
ҲڤڤеһԵ֣òԶһҳطŴС㣬鷳
С㣬ҼȭĺʺСȭģĻ绰
κΣۼ˶ٴ࣬Ȼû˵һԸȥȭݡ


718 ż񣨶

ڵһδҵʽļ˵˲СĴҲΪЩĻ䣬ͬʱ漴ߵ˲Զʯ׼Ϣһ¡
Ȼûע⵽ʱܷȻܷڿĲʱܾ÷죡
ȥǱ߿˵䣬شLļһżķ򿿽
Ȼʱܷλӵбʯ˫ĽޣһɻؿܷͬʱǶ˺ܿ˼ǰλͣ
ʱļŴһģû̧ͷȥվǰ˭
Сҿ㷢Ĵ𣿡ܷվڼǰʱͬʱרеɤʵ
ʱļɵͷֻǵܷʱܾǾʮֵĶ졣
ں棬ѡ̧ͷţֻһ𾪵̧ͷܷŷ꣬...ܶ
...ܶ
ţڼ˷ܣڡһվһ˼˫סλã֪ûĺ»
ķӦ֮ܶУϾǲģţֻܷ´͵Цһ£ͬʱɲ̧ץΪĻͷ
ţܷΪŵڵü΢΢΢ص˵ͷûҾܷ
԰Ĵҿ𣿡
ʱļֻ˶ܷ˵Ӿܺеżżһ顣
ҲΪܷĻʱԭأƬ̺ŷӦŶã
˵꣬ΪСĵؽеĴݵܷǰ
ͬʱܷݸĴõһЩȥøۼҵ󱦱ȭΣ
ȭô˵ǿ
ǣ
ܷĻʱùܷݸĴͬʱͷϸؿ۴ϵݣţֲϸϸشһվǰļ
˵һʼûдӱȭĴ㣬ȻԼϹôҲûԿһ¡
ɣǻȥһ£ʱ򣬿Ǻһ绰ϵģ
˵꣬λӵбʯ˫Ů漴Цݡ
ҲǼеһμôƯŮˣﰵѹܶĶˣҪǸҲΪŮ˶Ķ
ţҲ漴ԽЦݡ
Ŷá
...ǸܶԸǩ𣿡
ҪȻӰҲУ
ϾҲеһμˣò˵ʹô껹ô˧ѽһ̶Ϊܶã˻Բܼ򵥵ؾͷߡ
˵ʼձһԭǱǣʧʧ
ĿɰܷټΪĳޣҲܷһʱûоܾʾ⼾վмλã뼾ա
һ˲䣬˵ǼΪĵһ̶ǰѸոմҵʧԺ
Ĺպܷ뿪Ȼʱļڵͷֻʱǲ͵Цǽĵϲöдϡ
ܷԶ֮һɻؿ֮ǰǲúôСȭ𣿡
ôͻȻָıǣ
ʱܷ漴һLϽ޵ļ򣬸Ϊǵûú񡮽ɩ𣿡
ܷ˵ú棬ȻֵĳƺĪʺţɩ
ɩ˭
ţܷһʱûסЦһ£ɩ쪵ඣ
⻹ķ˿Ľǣ
ò˵ڵķ˿вѽ֣ϣŶ
˵ܷ꣬Щıӡ
ѽģڵķ˿̫вˣôû˸ǣҲʮϵԴ²Ц
룬ǡɩ
ֵֹĺ𣡡
ˣ۲ʺ֣Ǳˣ˵꣬˶̲ס͡һЦ
ǾͶȭݰɣô˵ҲһԵ֡
˵ҪҪҵAllanҲһͬȭݣ
С֮仹и飬Ҿ뷨ġ
ǣҲͻȻCUE쪼СAllanAllanߵֵǷġ
ÿμϲҪΪԼŮAllan꣬пǹԼŮ޸λС˧Ŷ


719 ɣһ

дܷ˵¸ļƻ֮ڣ޵ĻʱΪ϶ص˵ͷ
ʵһҲ˼Һһ໥֮仹иӦҾͦõġ
QADۼСܾǲЩ̫ˡ
Ŷѽ˼С˵Ŵ𣿡
СʱҲѽ˵һʱܷûһʼžţ鿴ʱƲƲ졣
ʱϵı鲻ѿôģŴ㣬ѵŴ
һ뵽㣬黹һۡ
ţܷڽLü֮һ뿪
......
˵󽱲ⱸɣҲΪС˵ҲһЩ
ϣûãȻ󽱡
ɲû취ѽ˭˼д񵱺ʫǡ۱ȱȽǣҲԭͲĵССһܵ˺
˵˷Ҳ粻Ծ뵽˿֮С
ڽҪܲɷãҲڵȴɷõʱ㿪ЩۣɵջʱɫҲ漴䡣
ɷʱԼߵʣڻشͬʱҲЩ
С㣬С˵⡷һƳ˵Ǵ
ڿ˵ܶ˶׷ⲿ磬ⲿҲ˰ռѰٳٶû
˵ڷ˿ǺڴĵڶƷ͸¶һµڶƷǺ𣿡ɤʳЩʱ漴Ͳݵǰ
Ȼʱ绹ոܵ£ҲƬ̵ӹ˼ߵݹĻͲͬʱǿһ˿΢ЦһƷڳﱸУĻڱܽ׶Ρ
еһϢǻԷ΢ķʽߴҵģ
ĻʱλŮ߲ͷǳЦһ£ǿŹ۵ӣ˵ΪػʱλŮ߲ԾЦ
֪С󽱣ò˵ˣĿǰ˵ļǵһˣܷһЩĳɹؼ𣿡ѽżʵ
˵ҾΨһҲֻм֣һʼһļ֣мκε⣬ѡ˷ĵǵߣ¸ҵĿԽȥشΪϿңҲش˼ѡ
ܶѶ˵ѽԺͺô˧ĵݺ
ܶѶܺ溫һˣ
ϾСͺһⲿƷôӦöٶ˽һЩɣŮߵ˵ǽӶǡ
⣬ҾúһԴˣԼ˾˵統ݣȫȳͶ뵽ϲĹС
ҲĺˣҲ˰̸ǻҲλŮ߲ԾֵͷǳЦһ¡
˵ʵڵģҲλŮߴҵһ˵ôĬСҡ
СĲܸߣֵҲǳߵģż׼ģ
ʱڵӻǰʿǾǵһλҲ˵Ȼϣ߻ʵε⡣
...ش֮ʱһµ첽˲ɷôһʱ䣬ֱǰһźӰ֣һץסק
...ͻȻֿ˵ЩֲҲΪһ˼һ˫۾
ȻʱɳϵŮߣͻȻ䴳İˣһõվʣλѵûп¼Ŀ𣿡
ȥ
˵꣬Ůߵָݲſڵλãʾȥ
ţֻ켱æתˣؼҳԷ
˵꣬첻˵ĲͷҲصؽݲ
ĻʱŮһ𾪵ذ죬ͬʱЦŶ뿪ݲ
첻ʱΪͷ⴩Сϸ߸Ь磬ǼΪߡ
ͻȻ䣬һʱߵ缫Ϊ˦֣죬ʲô
ѵ֪ڵ̨ڽܲɷ𣿡
˵꣬˫ֻǰΪõڴһ֮󣬽ţһۡ
ĻʱҲ漴ת磬ڿѽԼˡ
ôţںˣǴ˦˸粻ɣ
Ŀǰڵ״̬˵⻰ʲô˼ѽ
ѵԼ̥ɣ


720 İο

ĻʱĿ⣬ţǽ漴ĵطⲻȥ
...ô˵
֮û֤Ᵽ׼ʶŮ͸˦ˣʱҿ޶ҲøԼǿѽ
ʮһ֦ǣŮӣʱǽǮǲóԼһЩѡȨ˵䣬˫ֻǰΪŵؿ˵ⷬ
ڼ䣬ǲΪشųֵ쿴
һǲһ
ѽ磬УҪôģҳȫ㣬ھͷ֣ӽ㵱Ĵңҵľưϰ壬֮侮ˮˮ˵꣬첻֣ţ漴Ϊת뿪
ţſȥʱ漴ԶŮʹ...㶼۸ң
Ҳң
С˵ˣ...ұͲã㻹ң
...߰ɣҷڵģȥҰɣҵҺõϱ𣿡
޵ǽһģǽܵЩһȫйϡ
ȻĻʱǵ£Ծͷ͵Ц
ͬʱԶĳɻڼ
һֻ漴תһȥߵǰʱ漴쿪˫һѽ챧H
ͬʱΪ˵ľٶʱֻǲԾسҸЦݡ
ող˵Ҫҷ𣿡
ôͻȻˣʱͷ˵磬ֻСֵǰǲ̧ͷɻش쿴
ͬʱڵͷǱЦţĮؿոնҪҪˣҲҾôѽ
УС˵ܵҲ£Ҳôϻ𣬱Ͼǳ綼ᷢģ
ĻϵЦʱʧͬʱ뿪Ļǰ˵һͦģǽϻ𣡡
ˣһǻȥԷɣҲˣʲôԵģҲ˵˵ҪҪӡ
Ļʱ첻һһʱûסЦ˵ɣʲôһȥԣ
룺Ժ⣬⣬ֻ֮ҪͨͨҪ
Ļʱ첻Ծ˫ü룺ϱôоͷǣ
㣬Lļſڴȥʱ򣬲Ϊεҡҡͷ
......
ԴӶǸŮߺ󣬶Ÿʹϲ˵ǶҲܿŸǺСӵġ
㣬Ÿѡ˽ʱĶŸԼ鷿ɳϣȻǰ輸ǺȹĺƱ
ͬʱһĻҲ·鷿Ķ
һѡŸķʶһԵСɳϡ
ˣڶ֮ʱŸֻòԵ˵һ仰
֣ٺȵưɡ
ƺȶ˶岻ãڵĲ˵
֪𣿡
֪Һºܽ⣬ܵ޹ġ
Ҳ֪Ҳö˵Щܿҵȥܵ𣿡ЩŸܾˣŸǽ˻᲻˵
ŸĻʱѡ̾˿˵ܵܲûйĸ飬Ҳ˵ö԰ɣʹǸŮдǸ޹ġ
֣ģһŬȥһġ
ǸŮҪǻôôڶŸĸ׸ռͺʵǲΪǸŮǵĸĸһ뵽ì֮ȥ
ĻʱŸеĺƱһţȿյĲǰĲ輸ϣԭΪһİҵŮˣȴղԼһֱˡ
ˣѾȥˣľܸõչ˺ĸס
ǸŮˣ...Ҳˣ
˵꣬ŸԾһθԼ˱ƣţһһ
ŸĻ󣬶Ҳ漴ӦôͬʱĿ⽥нԶ뵽޾ĳ˼֮С
һ۵ĶżңҲĥԽԣҲΪЩɹʱµ·ȣǸƽ
һ̶Ծ뵽վߵʱӵеһĻҪҸ
֪Ƿ񶨵ģ


721 ĹȦһ

ݻз粨֮еBaeyʹŲɻһϯԵƷƻ
ĳӰڣֻӰʦ׼ģرһٶģȻʱڲԶĻױBaeyһ¼ܳ˹
Baey㴩գ
Ҿ׻ģǣվǰʱ漴óһ״̬BaeyǰʱBaeyԾصͷ΢ĸ
˰ɣҿǼԿɵģùҿ˵䣬Baeyָ΢Եһʾõǰ
Baeyӹ֮ʣӰͻȻ߽һλĸµŮģأͬʱBaeyΪشһۣţ漴վһԵСŮ˭ѽ
ͬʱֻСҲ漴ҡҡͷ֪Ҳ̫ʶҲЩ㲻״
뵽û˵컹ģӰѽ
һ뵽˴СҲɻҡҡͷ
һֻԭBaeyƷƴԶԽӵĹԱǰӭλͻȻֵģأⲻBaeyԽظо̫Ծ
ţ漴λԱķȥͬʱλԱڼʱҲԾ¶֮ɫ
ҷװѾˣ£ʲôʱܿʼ㣿ڿԱʱһ΢Цؿѯʵ
BaeyĻʱԱ¶Ϊ֮ɫ֪λԱҲԥҪôشĻ
...ģBaeyСҲʱӵ֪ͨ˵ϲ쵼⻻һλˡ
ǲ˼һˣգλԱӲͷƤڻش
ȻλԱĻʱBaeyɫһƬؿھҵʱжôߣ
ţλԱҲ㣬ͬʱ漴̧Ÿٶ뿪
ⶼЩʲôǣ
ʱҲ֪ͨһǰһˣС״վʱԼǴ򱧲ƽ
ĻBaey漴һۣţ漴תһصոյλϡ
ڴʱΪߵһں죬ǽ߬ſں첻ţͬʱ˫Ҳ漴Ĩһŭ֮ɫ
վԵС˾ЩµĲҶ˵һ仰վһĬ
ڴ绰ϸµƷƻнĿл𣿡ԤеԵBaey漴վԵСԸȥ¡
СõBaeyָߵ΢ԶЩûãֻСɫŵ˻Baey...ˣеƷƻнĿȫˣȻΪʲôҲ˵
BaeyǲǵʲôˣҪȻΪҪɱ㣿
̬ԣСϵıҲԽز
ȻոյĻǸBaey˸ѣͬʱ漴ֱڿվСʱ˫۾ɢһ˿͸Ĺ
Ҫȥط
Ƚ㴦˵꣬Baey漴ǲСظǼҴҵӰȥ
ͬʱСҴ뿪ıӰЩɻҡҡͷ
......
ʥڣ쪵İ칫ڣ쪵İ칫ǰվŴҴҸBaey
ڰ£˴˼䲻һԣȻĵҲ쪵֮УͬʱҲѡBaey޶á
Ҳʱ쪵ľŶ룬ʱŲŸ߸Ь߽쪵İ칫ʱԾĿ⿴쪰칫Baey
ʲô
ʥûʲôϵ˰ɣBaeyĳſ˵ǵ˾֪ĵزҲˣ쪵ľ˫ֻǰ֮һмؿʵ
Ȼ쪾˵ĻʱBaeyȴѡ˶޶ãûгֹһǽʼʼյͷæµϡ
쪾˱ӣﲻЩζӳ£ţ漴쪣쪶Ҫҽб𣿡
쪾˵Ļʱ쪲ѡʱ̧ͷȳȥɣô˵BaeyҲǴʥ߳ȥˣӦ֪Ĺأ
˵꣬漴ԴӵĿӭBaey˫۳޾ŭĿ⡣
쪾Ļѡ쪵İţڰ׹Baeyһ֮ѡ뿪쪵İ칫ҡ
쪾ߺ󣬰칫ڱֻʣǶˡ
ͬʱ漴㿿αϣţ˫ֻǰվǰԶBaey˵˵ɣν£
쪵ĻʱBaeyѡʶЦͬʱΪεҡҡͷ


722 ĺ֣

ǻᴧװͿѽ
һϣһ磡ϸ΢ЦBaeyбڲԶ칫쪲˵
BaeyĻʱѡ˳ĬͬʱҲ漴ԲмЦݡ
BaeyСĻԽԽˡ
˵׵㣡ʱۿվǰԶŮˣ˵Ҳ쳣ĺû˿¶ȿԡ
ǺãҾͿżɽΪʲôҪڱСеƷ̶Ȼˡ
쪣Ϊûĵطúõǲ㷸Ϊ𣿡˵䣬BaeyɵЩƲסԼţҲڲ֪ԽЪ˹
ʱҲոѹͷķŭһԵص쪵ȫй
ȷûԲҵ飿һ̶BaeyĻ漴ǰ㣬ΪӵĿ⿴վǰBaeyȻѡ쳣ʵ
ӶĿ⿴һţֻBaeyĻʱҲڴ˿̱ԽĲȻǿѡȥر쪹ӵĿ⡣
Ȱһ䣬Ҫ˲֪ǼĪΪ
ԼĹϹԼϲԽȥ棬͵׼ȥһеĺ
ѵ˵Ļ𣿡
ҲԣBaey˵ֻҪܴﵽԼĿģ˵ϧκεĴۺֶζҪﵽ
ôȻҾ֪ͻȻһʧȥһеʱʲôζ˵䣬ϵıʼһʱѡ񱳿תδվǰԶBaey
ʱ˵ƽʱһȻBaeyĻʱȴһֳͷβвҲһʱ֪ԼСݣƬ̳鲻
˵ʲôBaeyڿ˵ⷬʱһţͬʱ漴ͷȥ쪹ӵĿ⡣
ţ˫ҲԾؽճȭ
ĻʱһβԾЦţһߵBaeyǰ
վߵľʱվǰӵ׵Ůʱкһꡣ
Ҳڴ˿̣Baey̧ͷ䣬ٴαȶӵȻBaeyΪؿ쪵ʱ˫ۼȴ漴һ˿֮ɫ
ţʼն⿴Ǹڴʱһ˿޵Ц⣺ҲǲϲˣȻ̫˷˶ġ
㣬BaeyǸ㹻ĵˡ
Ҳϣʥ￴㣡쪽ⷬĻ˵漴תҪ̧뿪칫ʱֻͨһBaeyڵأһ漴˫ץס쪵ȡ
ͬʱBaeyԴˮҲɳ֣ˮĳ֮ʱҲ漴ʧȥһʼĿ˵̬ΪԼδòװģ
Ϳʥķϣһٸһ𣿡
ұ֤´ξԲĴ£
ٸһλᣡ
ˣ˵䣬Baeyɿһֻ־ٸ߹״
˵ͬʱԲ԰׵СҲڲԾ䲼ۡ
һЦתһ֮ʱ漴ʱǵЦٴμֻЦݲôů෴ķΧЦݾȻı쳣
ҲڿЦݵBaeyֻⱳһƬ֮⣡
֪գαص
ʶ㣬Ҫ쪳𣿡
᲻ÿ˶ӵеģ˵䣬쪵Цٴ𣬽ţۿ̱ڵϵBaey󣬸ٶ뿪İ칫ҡ
Ȼʱ̱ڵϵBaey쪵Ļ漴ʧ״̬ͻȻоֿǰ·Ŀ־УӾԺп⡣
һ㣬Baey۽ǵˮҲڲԾ䲻ܿƵĳֵԽԽ࣬ڴʱ뵽ĵС
Ҳڴ˿̶˫ȼ䴫һʹʹжʱԤУһæ̧סλãԼѵڻƶʥȥ
쪵ľ߳Լİ칫ʱŴʱ壬Ŷ뿪BaeyıӰһʼҲԥҪҪһϵе֮ѡķ߹ȥˡ
Զλã˫ֻǰϸشBaeyι費Ҫ˰æ
Baey֮ǰЩ飬쪵ľ˵Щ̫
ţֻBaey漴ֳ̧ķ˰֣֪ҪҲΪ쪵ľ˴ʹա


723 ľɰһ

ת׼뿪֮ʣֻһ΢죬ں棬쪾漴תţֻBaeyεڵء
һĻʱ쪾˲Щ𾪣ͬʱ첽ǰǼæ...ôû°ɣ
ֻϧʱѾεʡµBaeyʧȥʶй쪾κεĺ
ţ쪾ĿƣͬʱҲBaey漴ֵĴƬѪһĻʱԽʧ飬ʶ̧סԼ͵λá
һֻĴһ绰
ڵ绰Ҷϵͬʱ쪾ɲһǵؿʱڵɫ԰׵Baey
˵Ůȴ˿ͬΪŮˣ쪾˲ͬĴ
ͬʱ̾˿
......
Ȼѡ쪣ô뺫ĺ֮ЩӦ˵ĺá
һװμܰĿŵ޹²֮յĺĺղͬһװʱĻۺͳ֮ǰ޹ͷҲɼĺɫ̷
ֻƫƧλĺһ࣬Ȼѡһࡣ
ʱŵͷǶ֮ѡ˳ĬҲʱ򣬺ĺض̧ͷȥǰΪŮһۡ
ֻϧڶŮѾΪ˱˵ӣںĺ˵ɳΪ֮·ϵһξ޴Ĵ
ʱţڵͷ˫ֲͣţԥҪôڶĺĺ˵˺ܾõĻ
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...ɵǶһͬʱ
˵ɣգĺڿʱ˵
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ʱĻһǺϣμҵĻ񡣡˵䣬ջǹĺ˵Ҳڴʱһ׼õİɫݵǰ
ĺڵͷʱԥ仹ѡŰɫϣţ΢Цʱжô޿κΡ
ʱԼȴûеȵŮˣ෴ȴֻȵһν
ںĺûκԱеʧ޿κΣ
ܸΪʲôѡ𣿡ڵͷ䣬ĺѡסͷԱ˵Ȼȴôĵͳ
ĺĻʱѡĬûмȥشĺĻ
֪֮ջҪѡһ죬֪ѡĸ˶һˡ
ҲΪУԾΪѵصͷ
Ȼչ黹ûѡȥӱܣѡֱ溫ĺոյ⡣
İܷٵʱİúܶŮΪ֮
ֻϧңûֿʱ
ȻҪ΢İʱ쪣ҪʱůҰݣֲرİҲ֪ݡ
֪ѧʱĬĬذҺܶܶࡣ
ǣ֮עƽй켣ϵˣƽûн㣬䵽ͷ˴˼䱻˺ıˣ֡
һһҸŮˣգŻǹԺĺⷬĻԺĺĸ顣
ֲòҲǰˣҲΪİĶǸʱȴûΪ֮ٽȥʱ
ŽĻ֮ʣĺѡ̧ͷ˫̶˫ֻһ̶˫ۼôʪʣ
һԸΪһŮ˲һУΪ֮İֻ֤ȫȥһŮˡ
е˶һģ˵꣬ĺЦһ֪Ϊʲôѡѡң˵ˣǶûţ㵣ѡ飬ͷĽֻǱˡ
ţ㲻ûаңûȥİ顣
֮֮·ϣ֪׷ж֪࣬׷ж𣿡
գеĸͷθ֮·ϣȴΪųǸˣûȥҶݰ
ģĻһȥμӵġ
˵ģһνҸ˵꣬ĺסͷ˵漴վߵʱ򣬴ʱڵͷʳĺԲҰɣ
ĺĻʱ漴ѡͣ˽Ų˵ôĵͳһô򵥵飬ôֺȥǣ
ֻ֪㾿ûаң


724 գ

˵꣬ʱվĺĺʶؿΪĲ
ʹѡ쪣ɲŮˡ
ֻһ̶ĺļ́ȥһŲֻϧѳΪ˱˵Ůˣգѡͷ
밮ʱûпȥ
밮ʱҵȴ֪һˣڲ֪ռҵȫվǸ᲻¡
ڶĸҳһ֮ĻŮˣҳŪŮˡ
ĺԸҵĻôԺޱȥңӦеȨ
ݺܹõƬ̵İοôϣδĸãΪҵĳֶгӦóֵգû̧ͷȥվ˵۾μҵйϵУųǸ˺ĺŮˣһ㣬Žⷬ˵֮ʣˮϢس۽ǣѡΪεؽ˫ۡ
ŵĻʱĺĵĿЦͬʱ˫Ҳһ̶˸еˮ
ںĺĿ£ˮʼͣ˫УĿסˮûд۾
ţŵĻû˵ʲôѡڳĬпٵ뿪߳ʱ̧ͷͷտա
յɫϤĵɫܻϣһ̶ĺļ́ͷϤʱջѡȻһЦ
˫۵ͬʱͷͷգ֮ϣĨȻ΢ЦĺҲһ
ⳡ׷Ѱ֮·ϣΪΪħ֮ϣûںʵʱ䣬ʵĵص㣬ûԵǸˡ
Ҳһ̶ΪִŵˣջѡԸȥβĸ顣
ҲǸ쪵ܹҪҸ
ĺһڰ˽ˣһ̶ŵﻰʱҲʶԭֺγһԸԷҸȫԷĻǡ
ֺαٿִȥҲڴҪĵڶŵĳ֣
ĺʱ漴˫ۣţԶıӰ˵ıӰȥôͬʱҲһθĨһĨϤį֮ɫ
......
ȺBaeyʲô󰭣ֻǿϧıջûܱס
ɫ԰׵ڲCϣͬʱ쪵ľCߵλһǵؿڲCϵŮˡ
쪾˻ǵʼʥʱȥӣû뵽̶̵ļʱ䣬ʱ红һŮӾȻҡһΪ˵֮ԸŮǡ
һ뵽˴쪾˲Щεҡҡͷ˵Ҳʱܽһ˳ͷβĸı䡣
ﻹֳܱĲ𣬴𰸿֪ǲڵġ
İп磬ÿûȥı䣬ͷܸıҲֻԼ
ֺγǸڲ֪һıŮǣ
һ㣬ͬڲCϵŮˣʶؿBaeyϸĵҴҴӡ
ҲĶþ˯еBaeyţֻBaey˫üͬʱԾ˫ۡ
˫֮ʱһʱ俴Cһǿ쪾ˣţӲһ˿Цݣллҡ
˵꣬BaeyͻȻоϴһʹʹҲʶصһ
ڽţ쪾˵ԹĵĻ￪ѯʵôҪҪҽҽ
...ոո꣬˿ڴٻǻЩ۵ġ
Baeyֵʱڿ쪾˵ﻹǶЩʧģͬʱҲڲ֪ݼš
Ƭ̹ڿ쪾˵ٴλָ˱Ӧеƽ
ûҲãʹҲ޷ӵҪҸ
Ҹûȥһĸܸİ˵䣬Baeyظĸ֪ΪΣĪ¶һ˿˸еЦݡ
ģҽԺһҹģȽС˽ҽԺҲʶѿġ
סԺǲᱻ֪ġ
ͷϢɡ
Ů˵ʲôûԼĽҪչ˺ԼҪģ˵꣬쪾漴ݸһˮĻǸBaeyͷһ˿ůɣ


725 ǣһ

쪾˵Ļʱ漴һ˿ЦݣЦݳʱΪεصͷ˿ڱˮ
ٸһѡĻᣬô㻹ѡ̤Ȧ𣿡֪ΪΣ쪾ͻȻ⡣
֮ʣѡCߵλãţֻBaeyҲѡʱ̧ͷ۾ĻʱһʼBaeyѡ˳Ĭ
Ƭ̵ĳĬBaeyѡ񽫱ԶЩ˫ű֮ʣ漴ˮϥ֮ϡ
ѡĻôһǻѡ̤Ȧӡ
ҪٸѡһεĻĻôҲѡ뿪ʥ
뿪ʥһ
ˣǲ˵ЩˣһеĹվǻһ죬ֺαػȥʼղͻǡ
ԶᰴÿȥչȥȥȻľǼ·ȥ
ǰԨǰͱڣգҪԼȥԣʱţBaeyھ̬̬֮ǵǸСŮһ˼ϸ壬Ϊ˳Ůˡ
쪾Ļʱѡ̧ڰοBaeyļ
ͨBaeyĻ쪾˲ŮѾ֪Ժôߣ
쪾˸ϣִܷţҵӦеĹ켣
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ڻǵζôʱīĶԾָ̧ס˱ӵλ赲ŻζϮ
ͬʱҲһƾɵ¥ţ֪ߵǸŮסĵԪǰ
Ҫ̧ȥŵʱﴫСӵĿоŮ˲ͣá
ϸ֮£һ˵˵ʱһ¶ΪЦݡ
ͬʱЩεҡҡͷ
ʱվĶں뻧ŽЩͬʱҲ̸ݡ
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֪ʱͲôŮ˵áֻĿ
ˣʲôãܱǮ𣿡
ۿµķҪˣҹǰŹ͵ˡ
ǮôĳɣվſڵĶȥ˵Բãһ˿ͷζ
㻹˼ҪǮҪЩǮˣҷź𣿡
һҲ˼ŮҪǮ
нŵģ㲻гȥҸЩǮ𣿡ʱͷϵŮˣЩѹֲסͷŭ𣬸ǲ˵ķš
ͬʱҲöʶ˼ҪǮ
ʶʱ򣬶漴̧˷š
¶֮ɫŮ˵ķʱͻȻ䴫һ漴ĹӷһԵϣţתſڵķȥ֮ʱŮ˵ķ򿪿˵һٽ㣡
˵꣬˽Ŵ֮ʱųſϴīĶʱϵϸϸشһ顣
ţֻ˵бһ˿Цݣģ
˶ǸŮ˵˽⣬ΪǸŮĳǮͷֻЩͷȥ䲻
ͬʱ˵ָ°ʹĦʱҲ漴¶һ˿ζЦݡ
Ů˵ĻʱЬϸ΢һߵſڴʧȥʳʧȥ̵Ĺʡ
ϸ֮£Ůͷ洩ſɵ˯£ſڵǶʱϵı鲻Щȡ
ô...ô㣿
ô֪סģ˵䣬ֻŮϵıԽĲȻͬҲԽĶ
Ů˵ĻʱԾЦţ漴īԴӵĿ⿴һˣʲô𣿡
ֻЩסĵط
ǶżߵǮҲӦòɣô˵Ҳѽ
˵꣬شһվŮˡ
ȻӵĿҲվŮϵıԽĲȻһȼѡĵطرܶԴӵĿ⡣


726 

ͬʱվŮҲĿܲȻţڿʱʵ𣿡
ŮʧȥյĹʣ˵ͬʱҲʧȥŵ棬˵ͬʱҲöоʧȥš
ѵһֱվſں˵𣿡ελãöʶ㣬ͬʱڿŮʱʵ
ţŮڽ´εزͼö߽뿪żҺΨһס
߽ʱϸػΧĻѼ򵥵ΣԽҲϡһЩƤɢڵϡ
һĻʱԾ˫üͬʱҲվڲԶʼڳĶ
ţڿһۺ漴ѡŵͷûйı仯
ѪԵĹϵ֪ʱʲô
ʹСȴλͬĸĸ翴Ϊǲһ棬ΪŻѡͷ
ʱ뾡뿪طӲܿĺջŮ˵
ҽǴؼҵġ˵꣬漴ߵǰһڿͬʱ漴̧˫ָ϶˫ۣޱ
ҴؼҺòãΥʱ̧ͷţʶؿĸһۣͬʱﵱ¶µĿ⡣
ǿɲУҾôһô˵߾ʹߣ
ǲͬģϽ߰ɡ˵䣬Ů˫ֻǰһõؿһۺ漴һ಻ٿ
ͬʱվŮ˲ק½ǣʾע˵̬ȣʵŮ˴Ӷ̵ˮ
һŮ˲˫ü俴һۣǲһۡ
Ů˵ĻʱûκεĶɶڵϣѡ񱳶ֻһ̶ڿ֮ʲЦ
˵ɣҪǮſҴŶ뿪˵䣬Եͳڳܸо˵ͬʱһֲŭѹȸС
Ů˵ĿʱǰһǴӶ˵ҸȼˣǼӵΪټסĵطˡ
ڲǮ£Ҫ벻裬ͻôСȻҪҵչˣҲֻ˽ʳסС˵䣬Ůһĳ̬ߵǰ֮ʣҲѧŶһǵضԶ˵ⷬ
ֻһ̶Ķڿĸ׵ʱʧȥǾ£ͬʱŮ̧˫ͼӵʱ򣬶ʶѡ˶ܡ
ʶʱŮϵЦݲԾ漴𣬵ǰҲصżңʹԼ¶ոյЦݡ
ؼҺòã
ǺһؼҺòãʱŮﻹһ˵Ĵڣ˽׵뵽ԼǽվڵǸȫȻԺ
ŮΪªҲĿõһеĶһγΪЦݡ
ûȶڣֻǸ˱ѾȲسѽŻȥḷ́ǣô죿
ҲԣȰʱľʧѸҽˡ
˽޳ܵչֵ쾡£֪ܵŮ˿֮ʣͼʱڵϿŮҪǮ
׼ˣŮʵܲסĵŭ𣬽ţվΪ׿վǰˣûǸʲôʧѡ
ˣҴЩǮɶûġ
ûˣ㵹˼ҪǮ
ҪǮǰɣҿȷĸҪǮûУҪһ
Ů˲ʱﻹжƱҪǰ˺ɡ
˿վǰŮ˷˵һĻ˳ߵֲָ̧ͣվǰŮˣͬʱŮ˵ĻЩͷϵı֮ʣҧгݵĿѽݣҪӲŵİϷ
ȻУô۾ԣڣҿ˭߳ţ
˵꣬˵һѡſڵλãţ̧һԵİ֮ϣǲ뿪б´ȥ
˲òʹƦå·ҲĿһеĶʵЩΡ
ͬʱһγԳЦݡ


727 Ķ̥һ

ţ漴վ߽ڵļª֮࣬漴µĿڴóһǮ˷֮ϣţ޵ЦҲת˲ѡſڴˣ㿴ЩǮ֧νľʧѡ
Уֻ˵Ҫؼң˺ǶżѾûκεϵˡ
ڶ˵ͬʱֻϵ˵վ첽λãһ˫ɢΪ̰Ŀ⿴еǮ
ȻŮĻʱ֪ٴλصżֲطԣֻǰ̬֮
ʱŮ˵Ŀֻܽϣӵϣ費û㡣
֮ǰöִ㣬費ԣ㲻Ҫ˺𣿡
һŮڿ߼佫Ķӽر˻ҲڴʱĿĸʱҲԾѡ
С֪ĵն񣬸Ӳ֪λĸײҪػضżҶѡ
ݼ׿ԽŮʱ˵ߵߣקŶСֱߡ
һֻŮ˵Ŀʹ࣬ŶȥͬʱֻʱڵϵŮ˵ת忴ſڴȥˡ
...Ů˵ĿԽ˺ѷΣΪǶɢ֮ĸǡ
ŮʹĿʱʶˣϾĸףô벻ѪŨˮϵ
ţѿ֣һһʱĸȥţ漴˽ĸ׵Ļ
裬һؼңһؼҡ
ҪԼһ˻ؼҡ
ϣһؼңҲǶӳڵһο޵ôģ֮࣬һ뵽Ǹڱļͥûĸ׵飬Ǹͥη塣
ĶʱΣò˵Ů˵ֶʵǸҲöֻȽŮ˴ٴӳ顣
ͬʱٴߵ˶ߣһһζȻһؼңôһؼҺòã
Ļʱֻ漴ΪмЦݡ
ţڿҲǳΪһӦеΣԾ̧ͷ
ͬʱڴһ۶ڶŮʱԴ
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Ȼص̣ţҲ֪߽
Դ֮ûٴ׹Ըе˯ȹǻع鵽Ȼ״̬ɫ˯ȹ
ʱſڵλãûע⵽ѾϢ߽ҡ
Ϊ˲ŷĵŲŵļᣬҲ֮һߵλá
һֻ쪵쿪˫Ϊشӱסϸ֫ţֻű˴ӱסʱЩʧ룬ͬʱеCʱ漴ת۱쪣ͬʱٴθϤЦݡ
Ҳһ̶ľҲ漴֪ԴӺͽһ쪲ֻ᲻٣˸˵״̬ҲѪѽ
ţֻΪܵͷͷŶ۵ľٶͬ΢ЦĻȶǾ˵ƣ֪䣬⴫˵еķҲ漴ڶ˵ϡ
ţǲӦøAllanҪܵˣ
ҲϴСˣԭͦźһ£ܲǰҵĸоǣһ뵽Щ˴߻ĲʹҲ뾡ӵԼļͥӵػŮˣֻʣΨһԸûʵ֡
ʱ˿̣Ͱ͵ؿſ˵
ĻʱС漴΢΢һ죬ţЩߵصͷ֪ϣŻǷŲѽ
...ǺðɣŵĻʱľһμ֪аСһҴ֮ʣԸԳ
ҹ𽥵ؼˣȻڰڵƹϨڵ˷Ҳǻ
......
ҹ֮ʣʧշתߣ漴߳Լķ䣬ҪȥԺԺתһת
Ȼ·ϸɲķʱŰ뿪ţͬʱԽصĿ
ϸɲԵĺѽ
ʱĺףڴⴵԾ佫ϵ׹Щ
һ漴ѡ񽫾ϸɲŴ򿪣΢Ĺߣһ˲CϿԵӰ
˭ѽϸɲ˭΢΢˫һ֮Լѵؿʵ


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ϸɲ󣬺漴ڵĵƴ򿪣ӭһ֮ʱCϵľϸɲſ˱Ǻꡣ
ô㣬ʲôӾϸɲ˵Ǻ뿴ꡣ
Ǻܽ⺫ںʱӮǰûӣŻɫġ
ȻǶôˣôܻῴǣͬʱʶһ˿ζЦݡ
ţһ߽ϸɲCߵλѡȻʱľϸɲѡ񱳶š
ôӮҾˣСƢ𣿡˵䣬꿴CͷƻͬʱʶһԵˮ˸ƻ
Ļʱϸɲһߵģţתһۣǹģ㻹ΪԼ
뵱Ǿǿһķ
˵꣬ϸɲٴβ壬һС飬ͬʱ˫ָǲǰ˵ʹʵˣǶӲ˵Ҳںǰģ
У˵䣬漴ǽõƻݵ˾ϸɲǰţǲǱЦ
ϸɲݹƻʱҲһյ֮ɫҲԾһ˿Ц⣬ͬʱ漴ڿCͷ֮ʣӹ˺ݹƻ
ţҧһ֮ʱĮؿ˵ллˣ
ľϸɲʱ⺫ʶƲƲ졣
ո·ԵôأǲǸðˣ
ҪȻһȥҽԺɣڿʱԵǵĿѯʵ
ëˣҪȥҽԺ
Щϼһǣײʲô⣡
ллܹҡ
...ŮæԭΪԺͲе¶浱иͷȵʱûչţܾģ˻ᣬϸɲڽƻ֮ʱڵͷ֮ʱ۵漴ĨһĨˡ
ţ뵽ʲôͬʱ̧ͷϵĺ꣺ǲϲǵŮʿ
ϸɲ˻һֻϵı΢΢һ䣬ţԥص˵ͷ
ϸɲ״һǽǸƻ顱һϣ˵ƻζôô֣ˣ
˵꣬ϸɲر岻ȥ
ѵ˵Ҳϲ꿴žϸɲıӰѯʵ
֪ʣȻʱҵɣ·ƣϲӣˣϸɲĻҲϲŮʿ
ţ겻͵Ц
ɣǲ繫ƽô
ܹƽ㣿ʱͷΪλԺΪֵС̸̫̫С
Ļʱֻϸɲٶת...һΪҿɳ˵ǰͷҶԴĴģ
ϸɲĻ䣬漴͡һЦԣҶԴҲĴҪȻҺĵλ
ĻʱϸɲٶţCͷ֮ʣһһԵƻƻζͦģ
ͬʱͷЦ𣬰ˬʵЦǶ֮ĹϵҲԽĺת
......
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һߴŶ쪺ܷĸ裬һߺСȥվ·ϣһʱûע⵽˸٣ߵսǴʱͻȻһִֻıţֻϱ˰ɫë
ھʧ䣬ھֲɴ˫ۣҪڴ֮ʣֻһͷΣţƤһ֪䣬ʧȥʶ
һĸĻǱĸٵش˳⳵
⳵˾ںȫװĸڿ಻ʡµŮ⳵˾жʱһ˿ԤУ...Ҫȥģ
˵꣬⳵˾͸ӾϸϸشһۣʶؿĸһۣߵλŮôˣ
˾Ļʱĸʶؿһۿ뵽֮еһۣŮȶˣҴؼҡ
ĸ˸ڣҲó⳵˾ûټȥ
鷳ȥطţĸһСֽݸ˳⳵˾һڳ⳵˾˫ü俴ֽϵĵַʱֻ⳵ҲѸٵ뿪˽ֱߵλá


729 תһ

⳵˾ĸṩĵַԼʱĸ֧⳵˾Ӧĳ֮뿪
ʱڼʻλϵĳ⳵˾ԶȥıӰǸоﲻԣ㣬ûм뿪ͬʱֻĸıӰ
һ⳵˾ŷĵ뿪
......
Ů˻жڶżʱʱĶŸڶżҿɳŶĸ衣
ְ֣ʱŸʶתţֻһʱ˽Ļ
ðְֿôû㣬㶼ˣԼҶӣŸĻﻰǡ
ʱĶŸǵһʱ佫СӱH
ȻҲڴʱĸ̧ͷʱɿվڲԶŮˣţ֮ʣϵı鲻Щá
ͬʱʾŸվڲԶŮˡ
յĸʱŸ漴վҲת俴òΪ֮ԵŮˡ
ֻϧĶŸھ֮ѡ͸һУѶվڲԶŮʧȥһʼĳĶ
Ǳ˴˼ٴμʱֻ˵Ϥİ˰ˣ
ԭѽ˵䣬Ÿϵı鲻ЩΣǲվڲԶŮһ
ͬʱڳ˸ǲŸĮ
...ҳҲڶżѵʱ뿪żң֪Լˣֻϣܵõԭ¡
ķϣԭ𣿡˵䣬Ů漴ߵ˶ŸǰʶؽŸ˫֮䣬ͬʱŮ漴ߵ
޵ôģҪǻǰŸ˳ɱѲǰӲΪǰŮݡ
ţֻŸɿ֣ǿ־롣
ȻʱŶŸȵĶƺǲĸ۵׵ţСҡŶŸְ֣𣿡
ְ֣ԭ𣿡
ְ֣ҪһҲû裡
ĵĲʧȥĸףȻĸĿǰһϷʱʱǸˣҲһ̶ĸһ¥Լҡ
¥֮ʣŸ漴㻹С㳤㣬ͻ׺ܶǲԭµġ
ȴСүԼķ䡣
˵꣬Ÿ漴վڲԶ裬ͬʱڿĸһ֮漴ǰǵһʱ佫ߡ
ĸŶ¥ӰʱҲԾظһ¥λȥ
Ҳ¥ɣЩģ˵꣬Ÿ漴վڲԶĶţڶͷʾ֮ߵŸ֮ʣͣ½Ų˶Ÿһۣţ漴̧Ųڶĸһͬ¥
ߺټĿֻʣ¶ŸǸŮˣȻʱŮΪضŸԭ£ڲͣؿš
ŸԤϵŮ˻ΪżҸȼѡͬʱ漴¿ڴóһ׼õһп
ʮԺʲôѣķϣҲġ˵꣬Ÿ漴пݵŮ˵С
ͬʱŸڲټŮ˷ʱ䣬漴ת뿪֮ʱŮ˵Ļͣ˽Ų
ѵͲٸһλ𣿡
Ͼ֮仹кܶõĹȥĴȫѡ𣿡
ѵĶһû𣿡Ů˳ڲģɲĵͼͨЩضŸ⡣
㣬뿪ҵʱ𣿡Ů˵ĻڶŸĶУʵоܿЦҲΪԾؿڷʵ
ڶŸתΪĮؿڽⷬʱŮ˵ĿҲڲԾֹͣһʱ䣬ûټȥشŸͬʱʶؽſٴ߬Щ
Ÿۿ֮ԥ̧һ¥ݵλȥһΣû˿Ů˸Ҳȥʹ˸
Ůڵͷ䶢ű߬ſˮһϢس۽ǣڿУ᲻Ծص䵽пϡ
ȻʱվڲԶ裬ĿվڲԶŮ˶ʱľоϧţΪεҡҡͷ
Ҳ̾뿪˿λãﲻ뵽֪գαصǣ
ǰŮ˵ˣɵ䵽ĵز־ŮʵЩԾؿʼͬվڿֻ˵ͷŮˣ


730 Ľ

ĸļУ԰Ŀļķһ˿ϮȻʱĸڿϵ磬ҩЧ𽥵ѹţ֪˫ۡ
˫ʱԼϵһĻ뵽С˵ﾭдЩڣû뵽һȻήϡ
룺һû飬һûСǣҿɲܾôˡ
һ뵽˴ʶгκ˰ɫëκε졣
ʱϵƴκΣʵǰ̫ʵЩֺܶ
Ĵ֮ʣֻһɣŮ˻ǰ
ȻʱڿİŮ˵дţ˭ΪʲôҪң
ȴڴʱĸͻȻΪᣬȻһĸڿԼŮŻе
һֻĸԣţ漴꣬費ã費ð㡣
Ҫǲô赣һ뿪ң
Ӧ裬뿪ҵĶԲ...
ĸ˵ͬʱ翴ŶԾ״̬ĸʶ˫üͬʱŮǽԼŮ
뵽һʱ˫üԾչţƸǽĸעϣͬʱĸҲ漴һ֧
ĸʶл˵һ㣬ϵİɫë꣬˵ʲô
ŶǲǶˣǲǿˣ
ĸһѯ統ĸһۣͬʱ漴˵ͷ
ĸ״ѡ΢Цǿ첽뿪ȥΪЩԵĹ
ʱϵ磬ת俴ĸ뿪ʱʶҪȥȹӿڴֻ
ȹӹɣ˺ôָ֮պõȹӿڴֻһĵ绰ȥȻҪ˵ʱĸȴɲɵѡʱ֡
ھţֻСĴзɳȥǵɳĸ
кһϧȻֻϣ˵...ΪʲôҪң
ĸʱ⽫ŴֻΪ
ȻʱĸΪ⣬ѡΪ׼õĳԵĶ˵ǰ
꣬˵ʲôǣûа㣬ʧȥŻôģ衣
ȳԵ㶫˵䣬ĸһǵؽ׼õĳԵĵݵߡ
ȻſҧĸݹĳԵ֮ʣϸϸشŶǰŮ˿
֪Ů˲ֵ飬ֻϣ
......
ڽ绰֮ʣ绰һŮԽŹֵĶԻжʱʶ˳鷳ˡ
֪ԼûŵϱΣգһʱЩĻңǲ֪룬ҲΪʱԭ㿪ȥưɵ죬漴תͷ򾯾ֵķȥ
Ϊ˵İΣ绰ҹҶϡ
źɫīһɫװһĿǰųһŵ绰ǸŮ֮ĶԻֹţɵѾͷǧ£ҿɻûȢǣ
Ϊܾȳ磬첻ԾͲţٶʻȥֵ·ϡ
......
ǵľĺѣɵǾȻҲ߽ʱ˸档
죬ô㣿
ôˣᵱʱЩȣŵк
...ȥ磡Ϊܿȳ磬³֮һ·ִܵľ֣ʱæסᣬţ漴һ
Ļʱʶ²ͬʱڷ֮ʵʵ...ʲôˣ
ţһŵصڻش.....˰ˣ
˵꣬漴øոջûйҶϵֻݸ᣺ڱܵĵطҴĵ绰
ӹ绰ʱɫأţ漴죺ͬ취鵽λá
ţڽ˵֮漴תţžȥ
ҲʱǶǰǸ⳵˾
콫ľͬ˵ֻͬµӦոմ뿪Ǹĳ⳵˾
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֪ģͬ»䣬ֻ첽ߵ˾ſڵλøǵһʱ佫Ǹĳ⳵˾


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ʱҾǽŮµġ
Ҳǿ˽С˵䣬⳵˾ֻĵƬø컹ῴ
ƬıӰʱϳƬеŮ˱ûȢŵϱ硣
硣ţڿʱæ˵
һֻ˴򿪳漴³һĸڵ¥ȥ
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