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̫͵ʯǰ̷ƶʮۣɫңȺ߲ϵꡱغ......
ⲻϵĺЩţָ΢΢زЩ򶨡ǰεһ棬侳ĸоվġ
Ⱥϣ̷̫͵κشһɱСӣԶȺڵ޽յǻ˴֮ң֮֡£ãjun⸳˰ڰͬ֡...
Ⱥǹߵݣţʥꡭ...
̷˵ţ޵ǻТ֮ιТιȵ⾲ʹΪȻʹ̫Ի̫׷Ԫ˴ΪТ»ʺ󣻷D?Ϊ׷֮½֣...
̷˵꣬Ⱥٴ¹ߵݣʱǵɫЩˣ㿴ҿ㣬Ȼֻʲô˵ոձΪĻDȴɫ̹Ȼϲڴ
̷᲻˵ΪؿŴǣǰĽʧ˺һᣬɨһԱվŵܹ̫޵£޵±ǰʥּ
ˣʵگԻ԰ѧ飬ɻʿͶΪ޽ϰۡʮ϶෽иࡣԳ˶ѧͼ̫̫Эѧʿմˡ
ʥּϣҲҪˣ̷ص˵ͷȻȺǵЦ뿪ˡ޵׷˻ʵۣ֮ɽӣūŻ˵˳ඣ
̷ЦЦƶ죡ϲŸ첲Цš
޵¸ϽڵϣҪūŵĹˣϲūŵĻūߵлϡ...
̷Цøӿˣ˦ӣŸ첲ȥٿ޿͡޵Ӧȥˡ
ʵ뿪ҲиŹDӿֹϲţϲʹ̫ϲү......˵˵žйˣڨڨģһһ뿪ˡ
ǧƮḐͷ˿ԶĽǵҲת뿪ˡ


2 Ȼʹ̫

ٿУʹ̫ϲѶıϣϸϷС϶šָŴģԾغ
ߵܹ̫̫͵˵ܻٿСŮһֱڹţˣϲĲˣϽͷ˵Ϳͷϲ̫󣬺ϲ̫ˡ
С϶Ϣˣͷ絷⣺ϲ̫󣬺ϲ̫պ⡶ūǳˣѧµģūŶˣͽ̫󡷡̫
̫Ƶصͷūţƶ죡ŴŮǳͷҸˣͣҪͣ
ǳЦúϲ£죬ڹŮ̫һ£غţϲ̫󣬺ϲ̫......
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һɲˣҪˣūôˣŵøϽͷ顯ضɽҡҵغˣ̫......ʹ̫......̫.........
ϸϷС϶֪ʧˣϽ˼ͷūŸ......ūŸˡ...ȥˡ
ǳ̧ͷ͵͵˿̫վߵǰͷû
Ͻͷϣ޵͹ʥ......̫͵ԣۣūģʮԴҲ...
̫Цϣŭθ漴Ĳ豭ˤ˵ϣΡΡվ̧첲ָպţ㺰ʲô̫ǻ̫̫󰡡...
̫ʱͷ緢λƵվˣǳϽСŮһţ澣㻰ȥԼ죡̫ȣο̫ϸ......˵˻˴Լӣ̫......
̫ڱϣŶͷšţǳͷ۵Ľ......
ǳϽվŹŵūǻӻ֣һĶȥԼ졣ūŵøϽȥԺ˴˷Ķ
ǳ̫ů￻ţֻ̫ţװ̣װ̣
ţ޿ūŸ̫ū
̫ţūţһһ̫ÿŰɣ
ŵҪײǽˣϽ̫ǰ޺ţūŲҰūŲҰūʹʮԴҲҰ


3 ǻ̫

̫ŶͷּеغţҪ̣װ̣װ̡...
ǳһϽֻŽŵˮͲָҲʹ˿һءǳˮͲװ̣ȥ̫ͷ
šһˣߵ̫ǰͷ˼ƣŵøϽڵϣָ̫ˣ
Ӧ޵¾Ҫˣūô˵ūʮԴҲҺ˵
̫ͷۣ۰ţ̫̫̫̫󰡣һİ磬һ}ƣҰôꡭ...
˿ͷ̫ɰİǻϣֱˡ...
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Լ죬̫˻ɽɽ......
ֺ̫ţʹʹ......
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Ͻ˿ͷҵǳ̰⻰ɲū˵ģ˵ˣ
̫һ᣺ôţ˵ôţܰѰôţѰôţ̫Ҳȥҵϡʮ֮꣬찡̫̫°ճЦТָϽ˼̻
ǳ̫󻺹˾˵Ҳ֪үô
үλȵүگȻگġ
̫ǳ鴤һ£Ҳ⣡ϣҵĶӲǻϰ˻һŵǳҲһͷ
ǳ̫˻˵ˡ
̫ۣ˵Ҿ˵˵......ֳɤӺţ̫......


4 ǻ̫2

ʱ޵µĺϿ.....
ֱ̫ӣսȭͷǳŵûֹ˸æվ˵̫......
̫˿ˣͷһѸ첲ǳǳ߳ůֶıϣطԸ
޵˦ŷֺؽˣ̫񣺡ūŸʹ̫밲ʹ̫򸣽𰲡
̫֨Ҳ޵£ԶһƷš޵ֺֻһūŸ̫밲......̫Ծɲ֨ƷŲ衣
޵ֻùţҲ֪˶ã̫˲裬ѱӵݸǳ۵Щζˣмǣùˮݣ˾ŷáŤͷ޵£صɡ
޵վЦţūŴϿͣΪʹ̫̫Ծٿʹ̫Ľᡢ𱦵Ȳˣ֣
̫ͷӦţ֪ˡ޵ʵΣ
޵Ӧţػʹ̫ĻϷүΪ
̫۾һ
޵Ӧţǣҧر
̫ͷ޵³ȥ
޵ūŸˡ뿪ˡ
޵¸ճ˵ţ̫֧Ųסˣ˱ϡǳæˮͲʹس˼ڣŻʹʲô˼ѵܹҪ......ҶһԸ繧ԵܵѰ𣿡Ÿ첲ָ캰ţȵ۰ѡúûʵ......ĸĺĸȥ......
ǳڵϣͣţ̫˵ˣ˵......
ֳ̫˼̣࣬Ҳôˣ̾ϢҲ֪Ҷô...
ǳ̫ģүڹסţʱܹ̫һۣүˡ
̫ͷ߬ǻΪۣҶֻΪʵ...
ǳϴûв̫ʱôͻȻŪһأ벻
̫ҧҧ촽ôĻͷʹӶҶĻλָģ
ǳӦū澿Ҳǣϲ̫֮ܲ
̫֮͸𰧼Ϊ̫Ϊ̫......


5 Ϊⶨַ

ĵУ̷ڰǰŹD˵ܣʰ꽨ΪǴ廹ͷһ⣬ɴ˿ɼʰء۾Dܣ֪ΪⶨΪķţ
Dţ⻰ϽվֻӦѵִܹѰǫѷ֪񡣻ǽ̵Ҫ˳֣֣ౡ֮֮Ҵʢ
̷⻰۾ǿʢ֮ʧˣվߵDǰܵ˫֡˵ܣһĸͬԴӻʶްţ޾͸žʮˣ޵ʤͬĸֵܡΪӣ޴ģֵܵģһδı䣡
DӦִԵͿΪ־Ϊ御𡣡
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DϽϥأ˵ֻ֪ʰ꽨Ϊ̫ӣ֪
̷תDֵ޵ǻãң⻼ϲ֮˴ڣŵֻʦ㡣
DӦϴؾľ
̷ŵܣҰĶ飬޽󶨲ᱡ㡣
Dæһл¡ܱ˳֣ľΪϷǡ
̷ͷԼֵܣ˵۹Dϳߣ𴦵̫......
̷ỹû˵꣬D˵ʹ̫֮´˻ʥ⣬ȨʣҲȨ֪ʥ⣬һ˲öɡ
̷رD񣺡ʰ굽û⾲ΪʺҪŻʶﰡ......ǻʹ̫Ĳ֮ڣȥٿɡ
DӦţǣܸˡ
̷Ԫ£ѧʿаΪʹjnΪʹ壨jᱦڳɻʵۿȻʹüϡΪȻʹ̫Ի
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ϣ̫ڱϣŻʹ̫Ĳġġᡢ𱦣һӵվš


6 үĵλӲ

̫ЦһˣΪʵۻıּΪ̫أԭǰҳ......ɨһŵĶɣϽ뿪ˡ
ֶ̫Ůƹѡ缰ϱ϶ѡһվţ˼ΣǰοţүϾ͹ˡ
̫۾һɫʱ࣬ȴ̾񲻱ȴǰˣȵ۵һүȥҲˡ
ƹ˽ӻ̫ģʲôʱүˣٽǡ
̧̫ͷ˿ƹˣߵʵֻ˵λ֣ҲҾͲҪһһǶ졤ʲôλ֣
ƹӦΪΪɡ
ֺ̫һҾ֪ǵλֻߣǸһΪΪʺأ
ǳӻӦ׷˴︣ΪТ»ʺ󡣡
̫߬ŵ˲úù˵˵Ͱ͵ķ͡...
̫û꣬DˣشӱվDϽסӲض񣡡
DŶӦ˿Լĸƹ˹֣ƹˡ
ƹЩɬӦţү
̫ǣŶӵ֣ϽʵҶô֮˶˵ʲô
DӦĸǻϣ⻰ɲ˵ˡ
̫ɥ尡ﱾ̫󣬶һ޶̫......סڴǸһȺŮˣٿ
D΢΢̾Ϣ⻰˵ˡĸǹŻʶϾʰûзΪʺ󡣡
̫ҧǰ˼޵ӣվֻ......
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̫ߺЦţ˳֣֮˭֪ǿٱӦǻʵ......
DĿ̫⻰ʵ治......ֻ֪ʰױĸΪ̫ӣٲ֪
ƹҲæ˵̫⻰˵......
̫֪̾˵˵ɶʲ
ƹ˽ӻﶨҪүĵλӲ......
̫ͷ˵úǣβ......ҲԹˣҲԹ......


7 Ů~Ҷ

DЦڶʮ󳼣˵󶨲ᱡӡ
̫غһҶֹڴˣ̧ͷDͻСҺúö飬ĿԴβ㡣
D̾...
̫Цţף˵ˣ˵ˡ
D֣ϣȸˣÿձ
DŸȥˣƹĿǣճյؿţǶ߳ߣԾɳճյؿš
̫磿磡
æתͷӦţ......
̫̾Ҳȥɡƹȥˡ
ƹһߣǳ˵̫ˣǸˣ
̫ͷӦţǰֻ̫......
ǳŵһֱģѳɴֲ׽̫Ҫ㡣Ȼʺ㣬йã֪䵽˭ϣʺǵˣһо͸ðˡ
̫һǳգղãҪǸģ
ǳɲãҪǵ˻ʺǰ󹬶żҵˣǵӸùˣ
̫ҧҧǰҾʺ󣡻ʵ۵ǻʼͿʼѡ㣬Ѿдˣȵ۵һ˾ͿԽˡʵ̰ʱѡʮ˸ģû͵ϻʺ󣡡
ǳӦţ̫ģðŵū澻ᰲšŵѾ·ʥּתhunϵȴǿתģǶҼˣ߷磬˵Ͼ͸ıΪ̫ˣ
̫ץǳ֣ȵʵ۹᣿
ǳͷӦţ̫ģ......
......
ʵ´ʥּѡŮ˼ʮʮŮӣμһεѡ㣬Ѳ˵ְˡһѡ빬Уܵʵ۵¶ΪΪĸ£ȻõĽòĻʵ۵ĳ谮Ǿ͹Է¶ϣǼɱġ
μʲôѡŮһʲôʶ¶ʵںϽй¶ϡֻУ丸ҶȰĴѡĸһԲҴ
ֻǼԴ귨ְԽѹˣʵڣϵǻѡŮǽõĺʱҲǼҵĺʱ򰡣
ĸϵүģ궨ѡͰˣŮ˹˻ϵĳ谮ҲòˣҲڣĳһ


8 ҪǱѡô

ĳ˵ǣ뵣ģͰˣҶѡ
Ц䲻ׯ˻顣ƺǽǶѡں֮Ҳиġ
ߺߵԼ͹ˣ˭Ҫģ
һ⻰Ͳ̫ˣ︻Ͽһۣסû˵ʮͬĸԹӢ۲ʳճһܵõϵĳ谮ġͶһĺÿϱȳá
ӿڵޣѧĹд𣿡
ЦĶͷҪѡ˹ź£Ҹү
Цţֵĸأ˵Σ֪߳ܡû㳤𱰣СѾͷҲѧˣ
˵ܵճϲͳɣϲ˭˭ǰĺŮ
ŮǰĺŮ
Цţã......ϾҪѡˣ겻ǻؾǶҪúѧϰǣ򲻿ɳĹܲܵɾͿ......
ЩˣȻطˡԼĴ㣬ŲʲôӣѡһӾȦϽҲһȺŮһˣĹãһ乬գ붼¡ԼˣԹȤ
ջصѾϽһţϲصĵٹӵĻŵˡ
һ£ϽŶŶϱ¶ЦݣɬЦšϽţС˵ӣٹдʲô
Ӧ»署ܲμӿˣӼֻ迼һΣְ֮ǾͳףŵЦţЩӾҪؾˣܼ»ˡ
СؾǲμӵѡҪǱѡô죿ѡ빬ôٹӳأ
ȻзӲԼѡСѡʱǰһʧǣϾͻҸϳģͳˣ
ҲãﶼǹأҲȥ
ԾɱſĵЦš
......
ѡһµʱͺͳ뿪ɹŹ黯ȥˣǼҾǵľۡͬ»һǽ֮ޱȼȻΪѡ˾Ǿ͵͵ļ»ˡ
۳ͶЪϢ˼֮þҪѧϰǰˣȻǲúѧģһȥ»磬ֻǸһֱѲ


9 »統Ȣ

»ȻݷùϣΪŮбǻʵѡ㣬ǼСǵġһǽ֮סţȴĥˡֻͨѾͷ͵͵ĴţԼӶҪһ棬ʱͷ˼֮ࡣ
Ѿһû棬ټʱ⼤ĸȻض˵һӵһ顣»̾ϢûףȻҲ鷳һ˵ѡˡǱѡ˿ô죿ҾȢˡ
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»̾Ϣ궼֮òҲѹֻϣϡûѡӾͰˣǵǰʧǱ˳ǲã
Цˣ»绹Ȣ𣿡
»۾Ȼᣡ𣿡
ͷȻţʵһСѡˣ»統Ȣ
»˵ҷȢ
ؿ»и仰֪ˡ
Ũ֮ʱҴˣеС㣬ˣϽȥɡ
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糺ܽ䣬ϲϲģϵɫԣͲˡϽţôôûϢǲʲôˣ
̾ҵĻ˵ɾˣҲˣôѹˡֻ㣬ϾҪѡˣôܱ˽أҪǴȥˣɾʧʸˣ
ĵһ򶨵ʧʸʧʸŮȥأ˽ʲôӣҺʶһӣ̸˽ᡣ
ϵµˣﻹŰǹ϶ѡ»ŮӲɣﲻ˵ˣҪٺ»𣿡
죺ĺԴȥû»磬ѡҪӣ˽˽ʲôֲ졣
̾Ϣóֽϣʲôﲻʶְ
һϽֽɲ»дţʱˣҶصúúõģЩţĪʹӼģͻȻ뵽Ųصõطֻ֪û˵Ǿֻ˵ģָôĵ......


10 Ըȥ

ãҡͷСû......
̾Ϣ££ǶԸġﲻҪ㣬͵ǶĲǣⲻǡ
˵ֻй˻Ͻ˵֪Ҳ»ɣ
վܣ»粻ô
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ϿŮŮ֣˼ףÿһŮ˵ΣγͷأӼ򵥵ģҲͨģ㿴Σһ𣿡
Ƕ˼ҪŮȥ
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˵Ůûг谮ûзǣֶˣô죿
ϵٲùҲȶڵӺù
˵Ů֪ûѡһֱźܱŮҲҲûôͷϲ˵Լ˵ˣæο֪ΪŮãҲ»Ʒأúôҵġ
˵ǼҸ»»⺢ڵȷܺãµ˶ǻӣѱԺ󲻻㰡
죺ģ»粻ģ
ϣô᣿ôұ֤˭֪ûʲô
֨һ˵Ůֲݲ±ˣ˵ͨӻӣǻϿɲӣ󹬵ŮˣҪһѡ㣬ĸ˻ѡ......
ϵһϵӣܸͨһ⻰ҲҺ˵
죺ôһ......
һֱţ˵ˣ˵ôһɲҺ˵ˣ˹ɲô˵
ЩˣʲôҲȥģϿҵġ
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ˣվѡϵġߺߵ߿ˡ


11 ޼ڸگ

ĵУ̷޵ˣ񣺡үŴ˵
̷ع˽
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ӦػϻӢռʱðϯ󳼣ӢʱܶһֱΪҷȫȨӢȻҪջǡ
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⻰˵ϣ̷ʦΪΣ
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Ӧţлϡ
̷ŵðߣһˣΪ̫û꣬ѹԾ룬ʵڿɶ񣡡ֿʦ̫£ǷǷ׵
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̷΢΢ָ޲Т޽ԣľѳۣٲɸģ˭ҲУ
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̷˵ٲɸģ˵ˣ¶΢Ц޲ִٵǻҰٷϴˣں֮£ʵڸҸˡֻλһЩʱգй֮λĵؿŶ
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Ӧǡ˵λλƫмӣǻ̿֡йһ֮ĸŮƽӹҳ΢йջس


12 þӻʺ֮λ

̷ЦЦ˭˲֪ͻƣȵʱҲʱ佱ʺ֮λҲûеڶŮˡ
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̷ЦţһȻ뵽ˣʦҲ˵ˣ޿Ը̧졣
Цţ檲䡣
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14 `䵱

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Ҳֻù˵ţ˵úǣ̫ͷɺЩˣ檺ǵġ
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̫ЦϣǽҪáǲô˵ǲ𣿡
Ͻվ檲ңҲסú


15 ѱ̫ϳٿ

̫ЦţǾͺãǰһΪʵҪӴ⹬ûָǬɼʵ۶ǶôġΪеܣǬΪΪ죬ʵҪǬ¶ЦţϼȻƫ㣬͸ץϵӰصס
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16 ѡ~ѡ

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죬ˡһĺϴ̶ʲôֲǼˣԺӳأ
һϵƿӣƵĺţĸģѡߺߵӡ
ʲôѾԶˡԱߵ꣬ڣˡûдȨڡ


17 ѡ2~ڻǰ

ļţǳ嵭һδĹģȻԼĴ⣬һжǰŸϵģȻҲô·ôվôػ
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ֿɻϲĲˣͷС̬Ӻݲѡ
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18 ѡ3~ť»ţӣ

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ЦţͻݶׯŮӲǻϲģʵڸѧŵ㡣
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19 ѡ4~ײңӳȥ

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22 ɣӴ⹬

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̷վ𣬾ɳԡ


24 ׼Ͼ

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25 ֪ˣ̫

һߣȡЦˡã㱭紵ôãȱůůӡ
̷ڿһˣ˵ţ䲻ǰæµСǷʵΪˡ
ö˲һ˵ţѾͷ˵Ϲ¶࣬ĩС»࣬ʵڸô򡣡
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̷豭Ų裬˵ţ޷Ҳ㡣²豭ʱ򣬿Ϸһӣʵʲô
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øæӦţū澴̫󣬾͸Ͻﰾȥˣȥ˭֪ˣˡ
̷˵ţλõķַӣոãȥ·
̷ᷭţã޾Ϳɡտһۣüť»ϲ˵λô˹ˣָӴ⹬ô˾ȥ
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̷ߺߵ˭ƣӾƣ˭ӣӣ˵ʲôͷʲô˿ɰԭõģť»ΪɣԾӴ⹬ҶҲλ֣Ϊˣ......ʹͺšֽĸطţ
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ţǳ檻Ҫĸ̫һ𣿡


26 ϻ治ס

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̷΢سԾô˽ˣ
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񣺡ﲻū˵ūҲҪ˵ػϵĻʱŲȥ̫û̫һʱýȥģվţɲӡ
ã񣺡ū֪ū澸ˡȥˡ
̷Ὣ뻳УܿˣΪˡ
ӦţвɶԳ֮ģޣӦΪֵһУӣҪòΪʲô߳檲Ϊ̫ͷ緢檺ǹء
̷һ£̫ͷַˣ֢״ˣ̫ҽԺһȺͰ
ЦţϻǺ̫ġ
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27 Ϊβ޵Ļʺ

ЦţϸˣҲˡ
̷ͷּѷݣܿͻ뾩ǵȲҪˡһڣ˳ˡ
æյ檸ϻȵġ
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28 ܳЩ̿

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ߵ̫ǰְţ˵ţТĴ죬ʱ̼ǹ̫ʹų檹밲ˡ
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29 ΪƷ

·ʥּ̫ҦҶոۡʱٳٲּŻ˸ϣæкźȱȲ裬ʥּϣӻױ磬ͷһȣȥһߡæҦһӡ
ҦЦ˻֣ش磬ūеʱ򡣡
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ŻϽѸϷʲôŮˣҹȥּͳˣ
ϵ¶Цݣ˳˷䣬˿á˵ţԼǹˣʲô......ϺĿԣƣҲұˡ
һ˹ּҦɤӣˣʵگԻҶ֮ŮҶƷˣͺšӴ㹬̷¶ʮڣմˡ
һлվ˹ˣ⸻ϻϲվסˣָϽҦһӣҦĵֻзһ.˵ţǹ˻ʺ֮⣬ӵλִӸߵΪʹɡˡڡӦйŮӡӸսͷΪ˻˷ţʵǻϴūŹϲ
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ϸϽţлշߡ
ҦһߣҧŸԹ˭ǷˣҲǷˣ
ҲҧŸøˣ㵹......


30 ʢոտʼ

ˣЦţǹˣǻ˾ĸŮԽϣĿ
ĸŮô죬ֻи񣺡ˡ˴Թ뿪˿á
ѵĸŮžžવˣͷٿѾת뿪ˡ׷ȥغţʥּ£ٲɸġ㲻빬Ҳ빬ȫҵԴҪˣ
صͷŮס
ΪЦ˵ˣˣˡȥﻹл˵
ϷŮ£Ըȴվţֻ˵ţŮûн֮ǰӦ̷˵
ϲ᣺ãã˵ǶҲʲô˵ˡ֣ѡʱ̫ǵûϺ̫ԭΪϻ㣬û뻹ΪˣʵǻʶƵҲɼǶôϲ㡣
Ͻ˵̫ǵﶨˣһʱתˡˣ֮һҪâͻѱˣ
˵ţ˵ʲôء
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˸ϵ֣Щˣ⻹ûˣ뵽̫ȥˣﲻҪ˵ˡ
ЦţˣﻹҪ˵ֿˣһͣʻŽú˰һҪͷأһҪһҪӸ¡һˣʢŸոտʼ󹬵Ů̫ˣĳ߹޶ˣҪǧ谮һ⿿òǲеģҪЩֶΣ֣ܱӦǱҪģɼʹ桢׸Ʋ֮أҷԴסϵģסĳ谮겻˥ⶼҪѧİ......
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ֻεˣ᲻ﲻҪ˵ˣŮס
Ҳ֣˵̫ᣬ֮۸ϵˣƹֶ̫Ůȴûϳ谮ǶﱾңһȴԶʤһǸȴȴǰ......֣˶Ȳ


31 󹬾ս

Ͻŵûϳ谮ҪǵʦûΡпܱΪʺǸصĿɽѵֻ̫ܱסôҳ·գУġ...
ϼ˵Ҫߵ˳ðȣۣ֮Ȼǵõϵĳ谮㻹ûнѾΪƷˣɼϻƫģ֮ôסƫҪԸ컯ˣ˵컯Ūˣи˵ֻҪƫ컯ΪУսʤⶫܵõҪ......
˵ˣЦţ˵ŮΪ컯ˣ
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Цţ᣺֪ףɶﻹҪ˵Ҫٺ»ˣżҲٴȫҶ֮ء


32 ȥ ȥ츻

ͷӦţŮף»һ棬ȻŮİȲ¡
ź˿ܲҲϳĬһᣬ̾»⺢ӻãټһΣһΡֻܰҶҪ㡣ʹЩֽס֣֮󣬾Ͱһһһȥȥ츻󡣡
ͷӦţվ̾ЪϢЪϢˡ
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ͷЦû뵽ѡˣ㵱Ըֻϧ꣬ȻöɣͦøֱҲãշ˹ˣְɼǶô谮㣡ãã˹ǰѲܶҲָտɴˣЦš
ЦţϾ빬ˣ˵һЩ强Ҳ˵ˡţǼȥߺΣ
칰˹֣ʶƵʥּص빬ȥߺβ١֣ĺˣһҪͷأɻʺҲʹټӰѾӣǰǰ̡ĸԶ˱ϡ
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ĵЦˣҲЦˣ˵ţûϻкüֵܣʱһ룺chnΣһ󣬵ǳˣǡ
걧Цţòþ᲻ý......
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Щˣ꣬ǼһͳˣͲҪȥˣ޸һͨ˰ˡ


33 ĸųĵ

ЦţϹ涨һѡ㣬ҲμӰǱѡˣֹǽöҪǶϢˣǰ̣ܵܵǰ̶õˡȻܵڻӤĽѾ˱֤Һǰġ
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ϿڣץŻˣӣ㻹ǿʵڸ죡
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һ˲䷳͸ˣ۾Ŷˡæ˵ţү۳Ͷ٣ȥЪϢЪϢе˵
ҲվǺۣҶɻڴˣͲˡ˵ô໰ҲٴŹˣǾȸˡ˵Ҫ
Ͻţ꣬˵˲ҪɷŮ
û꣬ԸվˣЦţããиŮЦ뿪ˡ
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ҡͷ»˵𣿡
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޷ֻõͷӦܵ
»վڻ԰ͤţԶԶؿıӰֹס˳


34 Ӵ·

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㳯ͤȥûߵǰ»תˣ˵ĽŲˡ
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ͤȥͤ»ȴţֹţ˱ǰˡ
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»Цţô˵ҲãҲգһѳɶ֣˭Ҳֲŵġ
ӦţĲ𣿡
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»˵ţȻõģµ࣬ǿ࣬ʳ˵ţлϰ㣬ôࣿС֮ĶȾ֮ļʰ
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ЦˣҲǿ࣬Ҳǿ࣬ҿôźã
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ͷҼˡ
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̧̫һƤƹ˸æ˵ˣ˵ʲôʵԽϣϸúȥ
ЦϣǺǣٷأɻϲ˵ô죿
̫ɣɣôźã
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35 

̫һͲһʥּˡ
˵ɲһֻҪϻûʥּԶǻʺ󡣡
̫΢΢ӿڵŶÿÿ˵Цɵһ⻰˼ѵҲ뵱ʺ󣿡
ɺվ˵㣬ҿû롣
º͵ؿɣ֪
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Ӧţǣ̫𷣡
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Ӧţǣˡ
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ӿڵǰֻҪϲûʺֻΪΪΪ
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̫ۣϣİūŴİʵȱУ˰ɣ
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ƹӦţǣԴ⣬⴫ģβأ
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̫ӿڵ˶ɼ㲻Ըţȴ룬㲻Ҳɵˡ


36 ~ʼ

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ƹ˽ӿڵǣѵǣ檼ˡ
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Ҫˣҵ֮ضӿˣŶ֣ŮҲܳлϥˣﱣ壬Ů˳谮ϷŶ
Ͽ޳ˣããˣˣһ󣺡󹬲ܣjuƹֻгͷأ
˭סʺŶᶨͻȻ޲ˣֻõͷĵһʹǣŰ֣Ů޷ģshˮ֮ߺԶҪ壬Ů˳谮ϵְ
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37 ָ·Բ

̫ĸ첲Իţ˸ۡԺšΧϰգĿţ㿴»ԶԶվţ֪УȻ»ͷҲͷӦ˽
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38 ˹Ԣڶ

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39 ӭ빬

ǰ·һһ߽ţӻסͽд㹬䣬͵˼˳իҲ䣬ֱΪҡݡǰˬˣԵס
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40 ûжľͶ

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ЦһţֽˣǬùùˡ
æ˵ţ﹬ġ
ϽЦݣùýɡ


43 ҼܲʺǷݶׯ

ôż˽˵ŴȻ˵˵ӣصطԸū澹ӿɻã˵֣˱Ѻ˹
лػӰá
ûӦţ߶һҹû¾ͺãҲܷˡ
ӦţһС¾̫ʵڹⲻȥ͹ùͨһлﴹ¡
øްͺãū澾͸ˡ
һóӵݸãøһԸū澣޹»ҪӵǮỵ˹أȥ𷣵ġҲǲ֪ǬĹأѵһȥ𣿻ҸǲҪˡֿ˼£ū澲յġ
Ÿ첲㶣ǷЦţңոոȥҾͻĹأûͷҲóԲ裬£ҺͿˡ
Ҳ㶵ؿǰһУø뿪ŷӦţùߡ
һߣǸ˵ūˡ
عʲô˰......
Цţ˵ͻ£û뵽ֵµҲˣǰŲһ
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ҡҡͷҲԷƱ֪֮ĲʺϡЦţߣ޾ػţʺһ֮ĸݵλ̫ˣҼܲǷݶׯ
ЦŽס͸Ͻӣֱ̫󣡡
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ЦţˣһֱĴ߰ɣ
Żأ½ĽǣʶҲԻ𻰣硣
Цţ㲻˵ҶˣĵطżպеǻȥߡǽǿһһҲĵģҸҲܵġ
Цţǣġ
˼صͷѡգҼǵһλֻۣǲ֪ѡûУȥѰѰ
ɼǵʲô֣
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Ӧţǣūȥһš
ּ˵ţǴ㹬԰Ȼȥ԰Σ
Цţ԰ȥӴ⹬Ǿʹ԰
һϵϣ˱˵˵ЦЦó԰ȥ˵ţҪ԰˵ůˣɻոոյʱ̣԰Ծǿɪɪûʲôͷɽ¥̨ҲǼÿġ۾һ԰Ӧÿˣһͷūʧˡ
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44 סʮ

ֵ԰ɺԲ԰Ⱦμˡ
һ۾ַŹˣū˵¥úܣϽ죬ùȥ
ͷӦţȷ˸ǰʵ˼ɾ
Խؼˣεȥ˱԰ߵ˶֣Ӵ⹬ȥ
ʵϻδָǰһֱסӴ⹬ģ
ͷӦţǣӴ⹬ǻϵĸҲȵ۵Тȫɻʺǰľסʮꡣ
̾ţǷٵָסɼ϶ôƫ
ӦţǣТȫɻʺť»ϣˣɲͬǰˣ壬ʴ̬ΪƣΪѾִ̫ˡ
Цţ棿̫ͬ
ӻӴ⹬ǰĳǬԴǱۡʱǻϵĲรһֱУǬΪǬ¶
Զţֲ̫С˵ţȻ̫úｻòǡȻ·ˣҪҪҲȥ
ҡҡͷǹպϹ֮ȥ밲ɣ⼸æŸλĽˣûйġ
ЦˣˣóȻȥֻԵûзִ磬źϹȥ밲ؿзִ硣
Цū澾ڹУȻ֪Щأʱ䳤ˣȻͶˡ
˵˵ž͵Ӵ⹬Ŵţŵ̫࿴ˣūŸǣ
˵λǴ㹬ˣ밲빫ͨһ
⹫Ŵˣ밲ҵһȣūȥͨ
Цţðã
ܿ죬⹫ܻˣ룬ء
߽Ӵ⹬ԶԶһŮӳһȻǵѡռĽ㡣תЦţλ㡣
ͷɣûϴͳɡ
˰·Ͻ񣺡檸밲𰲡
ŷһʱ֪˵ʲôˣ˵ˣûȹˣѡһվһƳ޷֮òֻɺû˵ϼ仰շòѡҲǲ١սȹңϲʤú𡣡


45 һ

һ˵֪룬æӦѡտӢ۾ٶģʱһÿվ͸æˣúúģû߶
ЦţĻǵȥǣ߽ȥˣ˷ֱ£ŵ¹Ů𽣨lunڰŪģһӣ밲Բִ٣˼¡
ӵĵģ۾ˣôడˣһ㶼ִ١檣˵ˣҲû֪ͨһ
ҡҡͷǽãʲôʲôʱ򡣡ţ󣿡
Цʮߣأ
ŵʮ塣
һĳţӦǽ㣬á
ŵͷº͵ؿЦţȥ㣬ȴ´㣬ûȴˡ㾫ܺãû¾ͺãһΪҶء
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ŵףƣˣ˵ūţûūƳȥţȴˡ˿ණǸȥһЩȥ˵꿴
һ£漴ͷЦţⲻܷˣǸȥɣҪá˳ů
뿪ˣŵ֧ʲô强Ҫ˵𣿡
ŲͷһˣʵϬŵúܰģо˽Ҫ˵˵ǹֻԸоǴūšҵļūţӴ⹬¹ŮԭҰԭ໻һλ֪ͨ·Ըˡҽǰĸҵģ֪Ƿ׵
æ˵ţлֱԲ䣬Ҳϸϸ۲ţ涼ܹ˼ҲСʲô⡣
ӦţǾͺãߵ˿ɿҲ͵Ӧˡ
ͷǳ棬лЩ
ӦţôУȴңҲǵԵ֡
˱˴עţǣԵ֡Цš
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ȴЦ⣬ûһ˿ƣۣʲôģӾ;ˣպô죿
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46 ǾĵĴȥ

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47 ֻ㻨ʱڶ

һãòɣϲÿգһذɡ
Ц޷ȵȰˡ
ЦЦˣôվŵȡתŹŮ˵ȥ¡
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һɾãȴһֱһã˵վŵȡ
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Цʲôˣҵֻлϡ̫ûбˣ˭Ҫǳ˻ϢҾ͸˭Ը⡣
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ˣ˯ǰһһҪʱ𴲡ǻ㱣ˣ㷭ȥһҹû˯áգʱˣҲæϴ¡
˺üѡҲ֪ʲôʽĺãŽͷ࣬ڹɶڣвɴ̫ҫ˼ؾġ
Цڹɱ涷ޣ򵥣̫Щδᱻȥ
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ҲЦЦЦžͿˣСˣū澵ҲͰˣū澻һֱСûϰ߹еء
ôҿһֱúõģĪ˭ίū澲֪
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ţ˵;첩ûϵĳ谮ֻҪ˳谮Ҫʲôʲô
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48 ֪ôһֻ

˵Ҳ˵涷ޣضû֦չҾ͵úǷԳڲͬ㿴
ͷһģǾʹؾġ
ѣȥ׼ٿһξ룬߹ȥĻǳƴˣΪϸ£Ҿͷһȥɣ۾˵㡣һԵó⣬Է㿴Σ
ͷӦţǾȥ
ʰ׵ˣʱãҪȥٿˣңһȥˡ
㹬̸˺סߵ֣ԶԶؿˡȻʶˣС˵ţ̸˺ڣͶСꡣ
ͷǰţ˺Ҳͣ˽Ų漴תˣ˭֪˼תվŲˡһۣô¡
ܿ죬ߵǸǰһֱվŲרƵġȶūˡڰǴ㹬ˡ
ߵҲͬ񣬽ܵū˰˼飬̸ˡڡ
㳯˺߹ȥ˵㣬ճ˹ž˽㣬Ҳǹɣŵ밲أȴһֱÿա
Цţһ˵ʲô밲һſأֻͻáŵȻޱȡ
Цţл㣬̸ӭ㡣˵һ߶䣬ǸЦţҵĶ֪ôһֻŻȥһأÿ˽㡣Ÿø밲˻ĪҪ
˵Ķ䣬ȻһֻȻظоҹԶԶؿüٵӣ֪һǳʲô塣ҾͲˣøϽȥһʱɾͲˡ
Ӧţþȥˣȥ㹬
񣺡һȥˡ
һۣ˼ţūôأƵһЦ˳ūˡ
˼ţܣ˭ʶ˭Ҳûеʲôѽ̫ϸˡ֡
Цţˣūˡ
һᣬ㿴˹ţٵɣ


49 ֪

ӦţҪٵĻ·˵ԴľһҲˡƽؿ˹š
ٿʱ̫ûãѾɣվԺšͳգʶ˶һһţҲǰȥ밲ʺãԶԶصͷЦš
ѾˣѾ˺ð죬ˣ㳯˹ʺã˵Ϊùˣû뵽檻硣
ŰЦ㴩úؾܺãսʹʵڲͳ
Ӧţһ
ͻȻУλףʵο
˾һ£ڿŸԵûзĵҲһϽ𰲣ūˣ֪ﵽˡ
źҲϽ񣺡밲𰲡
ߵųɤӺţﵽ
Ժӵ˶Цţɡźǿ˺гͲĴţû뾪ãǱͻˡ
ŵ˶˵ǧŲһ檰ݷ
Ӧţλûò˴ԼҲǰŲһţãһֱÿȥ㣬ɺЩˣ
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֣̫Ѿ촦ٲ´ˣ´λҪǵԴ
ʱǳˣվºţ̫λ˶·ȥˣһһȥ
̫϶ţŲ̧ƤһһɨˣɡƹţλһŹվţվڵһţվź档쳣İֻ̫Ĳ豭Ħ裬±ӣŵ˶ˣ
Ӧţ̫Ļˡ̫ͷ˵񡣡
µ˱ݴֺ֮ϣ̫̻塣
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50 ̫ôź

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Ӧ檲ңʵ̫󣬳檵̫졣
̫ˣȻٰϣҲԩ㣬ԻװסʵϾ˭ѡģ˭ͳȥ
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̷޷˼ˣһɺϣ̫Ҫˡ˵̫Ц̫˵ֻҡҡͷ˵̫ôźã
̫ȿǳ̷ֻֿһ󹬸ˣʲô˵ôô죡ֻ¹ش󣬲ϣ֤ţ˵ʵΣ
̷ͷడǴɡ
㺰⣡


51 ˶ϵ

ͷˣɺ棬̷ʵ⣬㣬ǰ˹ŵҶͻȻʲô˵
ӦţػϵĻ֮סɲһһЩ̷ῴ˿̫̫Ҳŵؿ
ŵ΢ǰշ׻޵ĵռЩ΢Ż粻෢׻ΪǣռӰ׻޵룬îΪţһջڣǹűջʱˣ޶ס
̷᲻߶ţ......
̫ӿڵɲɣ˵Ĵ㹬ɲ棡
̷ͻȻѾֱӣɫ԰ףֹһ˿Σ˵ţߵĹúܣ껨Ӣ......ٿҲ߰һ˵ġ
̫ʵۣ˭ԲеģҪģǰɴɱҲܷŹˡҪ
ܾôˣζҪΪԼףΡΡ˵ţػϡ̫ĻΪʵǳ檵ңɳʵڵ𣬻ϡ̫죬óĿ
ʱӿڵϡ̫ȻҪɲΪһɱ޹ˣסĽãȷģѲҪɱ𣿡
̫ӿڵȷһסɾһҶ˹ŵҶ͵һǰǻ˭˭껨ķʦǰңƣû˸ҽ̷Ҳ˼ˡ
̫⣺㣬ʱǷ˽ʱǺϣ
̫ĻǺϣһ㲻빬žͿʼң֮⡣
̫ȵؿ̷᣺ͣ˵ã
̷˼ţֿ̫ʵƽ֮
ųҽ
̫⣬мԴ㴭л˵
ӣ˽ƶֻ֮˽֮͡ߵڰףĿҹ......ʱ㲻ɿڸˮաˣ֮˲׽˸ɱɡ...
˼У̷˼ţ̫ٵʵۣΪһŮӶӰ˹...
̷̫ףֻ⡭
̫ƣʵۣҪǲģǰˣǳȥҶϵĹ˷ƣҴ乬ֱٴңҴʢ
̫˻һڣǳӣسȥ˿̵ʧ˻ǣԴƮĲ֪ںηɻһұҪֱ棺ϡ̫ʵԩΪ˹ʢԸ乬ɳʵԩĿ
̫ôĿ㲻ĿǰҾڳӣ
ǳҪߵǰˣ̷̧첲Ằ......ӵ˶Ҳ˵ֲ˵ˣ̫ǳɫǳ߬סĸ첲ǳţæȴǳƵһߡ
ſ̷ᣬ̷Ҳؿϲϣϲϣ˴󼪣
̷ˣЦţǳҶˣվߵŸǰɣô󼪷
̫˵Ҳվһ߸ǳɫһ˵ţɣڳʵڷǳ죡̷վŸǰǳһۣ˭Ҷ֣ûһ˸Ҷˡ
̷Ц̫˵˵ôҪûٴ򲻳٣ִϣؿû˸Ҷ㣬㾡˵ļ
񣺡ػϡ̫Ļ檶ʷԻ֣moͷ֣ҲΪֳࣻΪдؾ֮ۡ⣬ʵž۳Ϊʯ񣬶žۣɲǴ󼪴˹ԢʼҶӶҶȴɲɵľ˸ǰ죬ⲻǰ˻ʼҴӶĸ𣿶ͣⲻչʾŮʱ˵˶ϵӣ죬Ҫˡ
ɲƹСţ˵ʲôߡ
̷ͷЦţˣˣҲЩֻһʱû뵽ŵļת̫̫˵Σ
̫һŻðֻѹסﶮЩȥְɣ⣬ɵĻе
̷̫ͽӿڵΣ
֧֧ز˵̫ˣ˵
......ĻҲ޵ɡ...
̷ЦʲôɣɼȻеҪʲôͷڵ˳ȥ
̫վסˣǳ̧첲ָϣǿ˹ţΪذŮӲ鰡......


52 ҶϽ㴢㹬

̷̫......ˣҲò΢ŽҶϳײ࣬㴢㹬ٲ̫̫Σ
̷̨̫£̫Ȼ̨ףӻ֣˰ˣһɻ......
İһЩһãȻ޴룬ػ˿лأ
ŷӦϽͷлּлϣ̫ɱ֮
̷ͷӻ֣ɣֶ˻ӻ֣ɣɡлվ
ػϡ̫Ļʵ˾ţȥȻȥӢоⲻ֮ס
̷ؿţ³֣......£ӹǣηǿȨָ֤ʵ˺֮ʣ޸Э֮ȨúøУĵ......Ц뿪ˡ
ڹɹͻϣɬصͷ޵˵ţϲͷݶ裬·ָ޹أūŸˡȥˡ
ҲӦţϲ
̫ߺߵسʲô˲õ飬Ҫϲȥϲﰭҵۣŵ˶ˡ
ŷȥǸ⣬ƴǵɷˣūǷżɡ˵ţӭ˹ڵϣūܣܾˡ
ǿһ˿΢Цû£ǹʱ̫ϥЩˣңͶˡ
񣬽ӹǣֵл֮û
ŵͷȻȥлǻȥ˵Ĵţ˵߲·ͥȥг˽δ߹
ҪȥƴǣˣЦϲãý֮ʵ̾
ŵޣĵ׿ֻŵĺܣֻǰ˵Ķ˵˳
ͷ˼Ȼж㣬ļ߻ȥɣȥúõȥʱʱ㡣
ҡҡͷɿĸ첲ֱֱסˣ˵ţ檲ļߣлλػ޴󰭡
º͵Цʲô䲻ģǱҪģ˵䡣
ƹʱˣλ˵ļʵЩͳһǾҵİɣΣ
۾ʪˣ˿΢΢صͷлλػл檻ƽļ߻ȥɡ˵Ŷ񣺡檸ˡҲɢˡ


53 ⷽвй¶ȥ

ƹ˿żԶȥٿڣ̫ͷ緢̽ⷦƹųų檵ļ߻ȥˡ
̫Ƥһ̧ϣһΪӴ˺Ҹˡ
ƹӦҵġ
̫ҧüͷšһˣһΪʹأû·ɱҧɣҺϸť»϶˰뱲ӣ˵̫ˣԭΪ徲徲һ⡭㿴ʵ۵ӣֻҪҳ͸˵ˣ
ǳˮͲҲɥ˵˭˵أ˵бۣūǰ֪⻹һһģ϶ˡ˭֪ɲһţߵø֤ΪˣѹֻϻĻ̫ū澿ɱ˸ѶԸ
̫߬ȭͷʵԣֻҪܸԣʲôܵ滰
ƹһæתƻ⣬˵ʵôżȥˣϾûκв......
̫ߺߵȻҪ˵ֻɷɷʵ۵磬ûʧ......Ŷͷ
ƹ˵۾գţЩˣ̫ĪҪˣӣүָõˡ
̫̾һĶǸ澱ʹˣ̫ųܸʲô
ƹ˹Ӧţܣ̫𷣡
̫̾ʲôãɡЩŵ磬ôЩӹҵĴҲˣ˭ȡЦսĻëѾͷָűǴ粽а
ƹӦţﲻҪ˵̫û˸ҹԽ
̫̾һĻԽѲҪڰͷϲ㣿̾Ҫְֻܹ̫̫һ֮˾أʵڿɱ̾
ƹӦţȷ̫û̫ġ
̫Цţɵӣһ֮֮𰡣Զǹʹǻʹֻ̫ޣڻʺ󡢻̫޷ȵͬѨᣬֻ갡
ƹ֪ʧԣæͷϴǣ檼ʶǳˡ
̫ҡҡͷ㣬Ŷ֪ЩľˡƹˣȨƣøŰˡеĲ豭ŵϣײѾûתˣУǶᣬ̫ĿܣʢŸոտʼ
ƹųӦţ......ʵޣʲôʢԣŰˣ
̫ҡҡͷʢʵ֮꣬¸ոѿһнпܣץסƹ˵֣㿴ʵ۶̬ȣ֮أֻܰ갡
ƹӦţ֪ɳ֪ʲ£ĸˡ
̫ƾʲô룿ǻʺ֮λţ˭ˣ˭ģ
ƹ˲ţûʺ֮λ߳Ǻ죬ܹΪйˡ
̫˵ʲô졢죬ֻҪϳ谮㣬ôпܡ
ƹӦɻҲô谮檡
̫ǳȥѷ˵ţϵǻãǰæȻ١󲻹߰˸ˣٲҲĶˣźԽԽ࣬Ǽˡ
ǳˣһֽݸְֽ̫̫ݸƹˣ˵㻹ᣬеϲĻᣬʵڲôżǺõġǰùķӣҲٳԣͰԣܵø̥
ƹľګлл۰
̫ͷʺ֮λ㲻룬ɻʹ֮λܻܹģƹ˵֣磬ҪţҪվˣҪô̶Ҫôӣʧ죬ɺӲᣬֻҪкڣϾͻ㣡
ƹ˵ͷǣ檽ġ
̫̾ϥӣҪӱЧģ˵ӣҲǿԵģֽûйⳤӱɵҲǴпܵģǵǳӣ㡢ǰҵĺ˱ϡ
ƹӦţ̫˵˶ˣһĶǹ飬ʵΪ㵣İȳţúõţҵĺϢҪúñⷽӣвй¶ȥñ˽ȵǡ
ƹֹлл
̫ŵ㹬Ĵ˺ӢҪúõǣǱ˭ȥ֣û¾ͻȥɡƹӦȥˡ
ƹһߣǳ˵̫ū˵ûءūҲˣƹ˹ɺÿƣʵľګѳɴ


54 ţ⹬

̫ӦţҺγףվÿЩҲ񰧼ΣһĶ㣬̤㣬ֻεһٵø̥ҵӾͺùˡ̾
ƹ˵ļ߻ص˴㹬·ϻ֧ŵסһ˹űҲŲסˣ˲ڼֹ˻ţæˣһӿ˳ˣˣϽȥ
һҲˣϽ˵ǰôôˣūŸ......
ҡҡͷ˵ǲü޹أû£ͺˡǿһ˿Ц⡣
ͼܹҦżڹſڣҦˣūŷ֮ǰ⹬е˼¡
ڼ֧壬ҦЦּ£̸
ҦЦţ˦˦ţ⹬
ҦĺȺŻرգžડһϵʼ˽
ʲô֪ŹŹرգüŰˡعͼޣôˣＸ찡......
ٸ˵Ұȥ
ҡҡͷˣһˡżԸվˡ
ǹˣ߽˿ϡæңҪҪȥ̫ҽʲôȵʲô
ҡҡͷãû£ͺˡЦţҲ찡ż찡Ժӿôϣ......
ӻֻð̫һΣȥˣ̫ǳ𣬾뽫......
̾ս֪⹬ֶΣҪôͬݹݣҪôֻۣ·
ֲЦţβ֪֪ĸˡֻû뵽죬Ͼһûеó......ۿˡ
ֵԸƹ˵ļ߻һܺã̫϶ԸͷͻʱŹǡ
ȵ΢΢죺ʱ⻹ѵҪ
ŵĹŮȥˣȥˣ˵ǻ˱ۻ빲Ҫѡˡ
ҡͷڲ......ʲôѡҾһ˻ŲʼδҲ뾭ˡ


55 ֮Ȼ

̾Ϣţū˼֮УҪĻǲܣֻ·ߣҪôûҪôֻᱻԽԽոһ
ͷףҲŸսûޣôеذ⵹ңʵ̫߿ˡ
Ӧţ˭ֻгδնݳ......
һס֣Ҫ˵ˣҶ......
ӦţūǺ󹬣ʵѾӱܲˡǿЦһ㣬Ҳܰһʱˣ̫һʱֽˡ
صͷǣãһ˾
˵ţﵹ壬ֽӦûǵһöˡཻҲܵøӻ֪֪治֪ģҲܹ¶ۣҷ£ܵѡӻҪô̫ҪôˣͿ˵ľˡ
ɽջǳںĿģ뻢棬һӶĻмֽ֣ΪΪ룬㹬УûʼѾлˣҲ̧ʵΡ
Цţɱ˵Ļɷūˡū澱ָźһ̣ū澣ӿū澾ͿӲū澾뷨ū꣬ЩԹɫ֪Ķԭū澶ࡣ
ЦûĶңҽ粽УôأͷӦš
һһϲһǣ·Ӵ⹬ּ⣬ĵޡױǰױľĶĿȴΪ𽻹Щʵ㻹û𣿡
ЦţŹȥʱٶ̫ˣūûôأλ
֣ȥˣˡ
Ӧţū澿Ÿոտʼ˵ȥˣ̫϶ּˣպеÿӳԡ
Ӧţ̫ǳʲôӳԱͽţȻô죿Цţ̫Ͳңһ
ӦǣūǺ¡˶Ψֱ֮ûκιϸΪҪԾǸԸ鷳鷳˵Цأ
Ӧţֲǲ֪ǾĻܻƣųȡΪˣǲ뿴һŮӵûˣһ˵
ЦЦ̾Ҿ֪СǺ˲ӵأ
ŵͷҪ£еöˣҪʲôԻҪʲôֶΡ
˵Ȼ䣬ѾӣڱֻὫһɣⲻ鷳
Цţһɣ˵ЯҲãи֡ɱмʲô衣ֻиж飬ô飬뱾޸ɡ
̾ﰡҵĺں֮УԶǷǲܵˣǽԺãⲻ˱ͷһһվͻзԷﴫҰŨŨĴζȴҲ޷⡣
ŵͷ֪֮ȻңѵõġΪ˻ܺ쳾Զ׳˷һеߣⲻ߾磬׳ȴԶ׳ӣ߾硣
˵վҼȻ˹עһֻˣҲĹһ⣬ôôֻԸ̷÷Žڽã˶ѡһĶ޾ĹĶǣҲ¡ΪҼȲǾӣҲСˣеöˣ۶ۣ޺
һ⻰Ͻū澲ޣʲô޺޺ģˡū澶ˡ
ŷ𽣬ʱͥ˵ţ·ˣѱãƲĵӶЦȥˡ
Ӵ⹬ߵĳǬУڿϳų˵ţѾȥĵ......
ͷû˵õﲻҪѹ......
ûû˵꣬˵ˣûѹ飬һʧˡЦţ̫ƫˣ񶼲һ......
ӦţսΪɣָӴ⹬ûЭ֪εº......
ЦţεºܣֻҪ⣬еܡԲ򵥣㿴յķӦʵ˱һ̫סˣϱҲ⡣
Ӧ˵ǣҲãԳˣͷĵӣӦһ̫ĵѡ
ĵЦţ˵ĻǣȥӦ̫ɣ˵ţûп󵨣ʧһЩ
ӦţأǸ߿ˡū澿ŻϵľͷٸʲôԽȥˣôã


56 ľ

εڣҲϲԽ飻ǸƤңʹӸλҲܳáϣץԽңȥ̫ˡ
ӦţǣҲãҲЪЪˡ
ٿУ̫ůĿϳ̣˺ˣ˺Ӣ˵ร̧̫ƤŸսˣ³һ仰Ҳˡֿǳ֯»ƥ˴˺Ӣˣȥɡ
˵۾ð⣬Ͻлл̫л̫檸ˡЦȥˡ
һߣ˱˵߶̫ˣ̫ˡŮһۣŵǳ빬УֽãȻ޴룬ָ̫ǰ·ǳ΢òʲôöТ˲Ρ֥ڡĲǳǵһ⣬̫ҪᣬЦɲźá
̫üëһ̧ЦܺãǺܶ¡һղ⣬֪ʲôûТʵ޲ɼ
ǳ˶˺ڻ࿴˿ֵҲޱ̫㡣˸Ҵ̫ˣ檸ˡ
̫գۣôżУȥɣǳõ㶫ˡ
˸Ͻ񣺡л̫檸ˡ
̫˵ȥɣпվ͹
˳ٿţųޱ㣬Ժ͸̫ˣ
˿ڣ֣סһȻҪ໥ֻ֡ƵҪô̫Ҫôһľܡһжոտʼ̫ڸӣĴãʱ죬پ񲻳١
һԻϸòס
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ֵʵ޴Ӳ׹˲飬ڽժһֻͬ·У򶨻ᱻ⣬ΪǸ졣꣬Ҳûܵǣ
˵ͷ㲻˼ͳ......
ߵֳŽӴǱ߹ˡ˲֪˭˸Žߵ𽣬˸æ񡣵Ǹ밲
ûͣƿЦţض񡣡
վŽԶȥЩˡ˵ˣϿ˲ͬ
ڽӻ㲻ؽòһ޵ָǽ㡣
̾ɫˣܵüʱãûɵĴ壬ûɵĳڳ£ûĸף뿿һƤڹѰįػعˡ


57 пճٿ

ĵӱʱîʱ̷Ҫϳȥˡۣ뺰޵£ȴʶԱߣŲˡƣˣźϴ¡ˣغڴߡ
̷ǳԾޣΪ磿˯һᰡūźͳˡ˵ŴӴġ
޵һӦأūźͳˡ
ź̷ڣְָֽӦϳҶ̰˯СŮӲҴ£ֻ֪ౡ֮źûϣΪϺþǹҺãҺðҲͺá
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Ӧţǣ檸̫˰ͻ
̷Цţްˣ˰ͻһ³Ҫ㣬ɼסˣ
Ӧţˡ̷֣ЦЦϳȥˡ˼תʼЦ⣬ů
˻ϣž͸Ͻȥٿˣ˵ֻƹ봺ˡӢڡ߽ˣϽųƹ߹ȥԴǱۡͷ̻ϣó빬ǻ಻ĵطָ̡
ƹл˵Цˣõ檵ĵطﾡܷԸ
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ŹӦ밲ģⲻⲻҪݲݵĸҪֻ֪̫ǹг밲쾭ġ
̫죺Смʵסϵİɣ۾һ㵹ҿɼųأ
Ӧţ빬УҲ̫ΪѪǵ飬Ͼɽˣꡣɳ޺Ҫ̵檾͸Ӧùˡ
̫üëһ̵ȥʺУʺǺ֮ףʲô
ŹӦйã̫Ǻ֮ףʹйˣ̫ҲǺ֮ס
̫һˣĨ۲Źİɣɣ̵ʲôûʲôý̵ģ󲻹Ǽ仰ԻΪأ֮ϣԳݸԤˡ
Ӧţл̫̻塣
̫Щҿ㻹֪пճٿʲôҪʾܴƹˡͷɣӢ˺ʹ˻ûأҲǣɰռϣúԹص
Ӧ檽̫̻塣ҲҪȥ밲иˡ
̫һҲ밲ġ
Ӧȳ檻Ҫȥġ
̫ͷУȥɣû¹㰧˵˵
žٿżǬȥˣ˹ſ˵⣬С̫ϽȥȻΪԾϽȥſӭӡ
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𱸵Ŀɣ˼ңԸ밲ѾǸˣ
Ž˵ô͹ˣϾ÷ùûйϲޣûȹˣǺա
ŵ˵ЦˣӦ밲ġⶣ檣˵ͽǵ壬ʴó檹̣ôֱķ
ӦţȻƢԣʱ䳤˾ͺˣǽöġ
ɵɸսЭˣӣеѧأ
Ӧָ̡֪
һɣ˵ʲôҪʾʹ˹¾ģʣӺ¶ֵ
ŵͷɽٳ֣þͲˣֻǽҪõĵطܻҹ檱ضȫȫһౡ֮
˵ţ˵ҾͲˣ̫͵͵أ̫ԴȵʱͲٳֺ󹬣òõģҲȥ̫̣̫ÿɱҶˡ
Ӧţ̫ҲãҲãȳһĶ̡檾Ͳ߶ˣȻȥˡ
վǣŵ֣ÿҪţ
΢΢صͷҲͷǿȥɣҲ³ˡø߻ٺȵƣ㷹
Ӧţ͸Ͻȥˡĵϻû³һˡ̷ϲãץ־˵ţţҪһ£Ҳһһˣ


58 Ͻ

Ӧţϻ˳ٸ߳檰ɡ
̷ҡҡͷھҪ㣬ھҪ˵
񣺡˲øϻǲҪ߳ˡ
̷һ֪Ҫ㳯֮£Цŷţˣ޺Ϳˣ޸³ɲҪ㳯֮
˵ţϾͲҪ߳ˣźŰɡ
̷ҡҡͷ˵ʲôžǣҪ֨Ͳ޲˵˭Ҳ˵ʲô
ŵͷû˵̷ˣڶ˵ţ¶Ծı飬̷ŴЦ㻹Ը޾֪һһˡ
檹ϲٵΪϸˡ
̷ţ˭˲֪죬޶úðοϴȥԩǣŵ֣޵ºţš
޵ӦţҲһš⴫ŵ̫ͨĺһһشȥ
̷Ѵִ빬ţִ˵Ⱥ򡣡ź̷ˡ
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59 ϣȴ

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60 ҩ̫

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һ˵ҲŸǵūɣ֣ūһԿŵĵ֪ˣūǵԴɱҪˡ
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һŮǶæ˹ŸȥˡͥյЦţģ֪˶Ϊ
ӦţϲͳɣֻҪϸˣͶ˵ţˣʽȥ㣬ָԲʲôĶͥӦš


61 £ͼʲô

ڷ첻ôˣڵ￻Ϸĵڵ·㶣΢紵ţȴùҹĸо
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ЦЦӦţǣ֪࣬ȴʱʱοңΪǡ˵֡
Ц׻˵Ӳĸ󣬹ӼƶūţȻǺҲӻҲӣû˵ģ˵Ϊǡ
ͷӦţ˵ǡ
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˵ɺ̫Ҳ϶ū澲룬Ѿ̫ƺһҲıţõѡˡЦһ
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62 ǵĶŷ

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63 ϲ

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̷Ӧţǹ뷿֣֮ƽģƽƽ档Ҫˣٹһǡ
ΪЦɣӣôܴƿأ
̷Цţ㣬ƿӻҪٴ޺С
Цţ϶нڼʵ˰֮ǻʼȣС
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65 

ҹǬ幬̫磬֮⣬˶ˡ̷˶ӭӣ̫Сӽ̷Ĵӣ̷æ֣̫ٵɡ̫ˡ
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66 Ϊ

ӿڵ̫˵úǣҲԣǿȥ¼ӣҲƽƽ
̷ɫЩҲסˣ󿴿õӦϽվ񣺡ū澸ˡ˵Ҫߡ
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̷ɫЩѿˣ̫˵̫ɫҲѿˡ漴Цŵ̫ļգҲмϲ¸ܡ


67 ʹд

̫ؿ̷ᣬŵʰѹŮҲ빬ˣܸÿˡֽ԰㣬ĽС԰ȥɡЦš
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ͻϣ˻֮D̫ӲҲиˡֶĿ̫ۣϲˡŸ뿪ˡ
ݶ뿪ˣ檿̫𷣡
̫ЦţϣҲңɷˡҪ㣬ʵ۶Թʵڻ̿֡죺С˾ʲôʱ򵱻ʺ󰡣
̫һ˵ʺֶһ¡̷ߣɱˣŸǰˣ䲻Լû
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վһȦΧҪôŭҪôԹۣЦϲá
Ӧĵġ
ҧŽţ㻹ĵģĵȰȵ˵ôʲô㻰࣬˵ܱ㣿˭ûжƵġҪ˵øоӰˣʿƱգָţҵţ
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ŷõӦ˵ţ۶ۣԸ㰲á
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˶߹ˣŻ㶵վţ̫๬Ůʰţһ̫ൽǰ񣺡ȥЪϢɣūʰϸѡ
Ż㶵ģ̫๭Цſ𽣬˵ţǻȥɡ
ŵͷæȻȥˡ
̫񣺡ңߡ
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ȦҲˣ޳ˣſǻ˵ţ˭ƽʱô飬ҪһֲʶҲͲˣ̫ˣ
εؿЦǰ̫вŻƫƫŻڲزסġҡͷԿˣ̫ˡ
ҲЦˣ漴Ͱˣū澸ạְ̊́̿һĺ޲ҪǺã
ŵͷ̧ͷԶ˵ˣһĶ׻һ⣬еöˣʲôˮã㿴²¡
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ţ޵ºˣ΢΢شأҪƲĵӦţĵȥ


68 ʹ

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̷ŵ֣ͿԵЦţ޵þãǲ޵ˣ
ҡҡͷɢɢˡ
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ЦţΪѳ檣ϸһжôг檵ģϸʲô檾͸ҽʲôһǻʥּΥǳ֪֮𣬿ɳԸȥѧزϵ
̷ŴȣЦţãһ̹Ȼˣ޹Ȼûп㣡
ӦһССŮӣȻûʲôγ֮ţչ˺÷Žýãܼġ
˵ӿ˵ϣ̷æ˵ôˣ
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Ž˵̹̹ڻǰһ˿ɳ檻һ㯲ȫȱط...
̷ͷЦţ˼ԾףＫطּ̩ˮ......Щ˼ӳ㵽㣬赽±ᣬҷģ޲㡣˵ŴӿŷЦʧ裬ʹֶλʧǲǣ
ӦţӣҪӹ񣬳ܵõһϦң¶ϣڶ費˵ŮײҪƫ檣檾һ̹ңϣ˻ϵ⣬ҲҪԵԸǰ󡣡
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ŵͷҪΪ;ӲΪТֻзһ⣬޺
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69 Žһ°

ĵ繣Ǭ𰵵ͬʧ˻ƵģڿϳԱվţų˵ţ......ʱˣþˡĻƵģͣ죬ڿյĹлصţͬһ㣬˼䡣
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70 ǰҵĻƽʱ

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ûôˣףίʵ򵥣ūʵ飬ǰʵڿ
Цţָ򵥰˳ҵʱҾ֪ǳ֮ȻӦˣֻ̫ˡҲŽһ£λٽһᣬõ˻ʺ󡣡
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71 һ¾

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72 Ҫү

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73 

Ӧţǣ򣬱Ҳ򡣡
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վĵ·ԶȥˣƼչӣҪɳʲô⣬͹ȥ˾ۡ


74 ǧ̣֮Ѩ

ƼӦţЦţģȱ˵ǻãǳ檵⣬Ϊ˰⵹檶ϸӡ
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75 ﻳÿǳ

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76 ɽȽȥ

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ΣſЦЦ˵ţ㻳лãȻһԽΪֻҪãƽӣԸҲϡ


77 Ľ֮·Ϊֹ

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78 Ҳ˺

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̫ɣɻżٷȥҩץҩҩҲ˵Ѽٷй¶˳ȥеķôϲأ
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79 Ϊо

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80 һ

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81 Ҫһֱ̫ķ

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85 ﾴ

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86 ﾴ

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91 㵮µǵ

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92 ǵŰ

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93 ˽Ҷ

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96 Ͳ־綾

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98 ޾ù

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̫ˣһ֮ܿá󹬣Ŀ޷ͣūţǶ϶ϲĵģϾϡ


99 һжǹΪ

ԩǹݺ檣졣
̷֣˵ˣ°ɡ
ɽεεӦţˣʵԩʵԩԩˡ˵Ᾱ˳
̷ῴţţʲôҪ˵˵ʲô˵ŵġ
̧ͷһ̷ᣬ漴ֵͷӦţͲʵȷǳ͵ãܾ檱Ƽ˵ãȥɵȷûв룬ֻǽͷÿ̫檴δ¹ʲôҩҲûҪֶҩȻˣѴ̣Ըκγͷϡ̫ˡ
ƼڵӦţػϡ̫ūȫģͶˣ֮ء
̫ţȫҵС϶ҲȫҪСˣһӶˣ
ɽŻ˵ţϣһữΪģȴĬˣɲ飿ϾϴãŮ˶ϲŶ󹬡
̫Цţϣֱ׳ҶҪҲɡ
죺檻źӣŵӺƾ̫á
̷᲻ˣɣΪ㿪ѣΪνվ
ɲˣϽӣӰб಻ɳӡϷݱ΢ӦΪһ˽˵
ŽŻҲеöˣֻи˽ᣬΪԵеΡ
ͷϣû¶û¶ԩġ
̷ῴ̫̫øδã
̫Żҳ⹷ūźüˣⲻܳˣҵ۵õѪ⺦ǼӺҰһ£ǾͶ԰һģװúͺʵ򰵵ֽŶϡһŻϳ谮Ϊʵ۲𷣣ΪΪֽ֮ϲӦ󹬽ա
һըˣϣԩûУһжǹΪ볼޸ɡ
̷ţūŵǷˣ̫ӵްɣ
̫ӦţлϹػ£ֻۡ
̷ֿ̫ҽͲѪⲡᴫȾ˰ɣ
ϻһ˲У̫ҽæӦţϷģᴫȾǳڽӴһް
̷ͷ̫¾ͳɡūŵǲ̨ˣûٺ»ңһһٻͳˣվڽС϶ž춯ͷлϣлϣ
̷˵˵֤֤ڣûۿͶҾͶҲһͶ࣬¶Σ޸鴦áɷ£̫Σ
̫û˵ɲˣվϣ檲ԩ......ָŹ㣬һֱԸʲô˵ҪӺˣҲܵ𷣣ϣԩ......
̷Ͻɣһʱ֪˵ʲôˡ˵ˣϣ¸ɽ޹أ
̫Ҳ˵ˣϣ˰һǷһӣֵˣֻһūţϿɻõķϣһذɣ
̷ãļ򣺡޻Ѿ˵ˣģɡĵҪȻȥˡֶ̫ͷȥˡ
̫վţҪȥɡ
̷ߵŸǰͷƹ¾ͽ飬ܲ鵽˭Ϣ
ŸæӦţɳ檶ҲӦɳ檶գϼȻ˳檣檾췣ڴֻ˼ūţδ˺̫壬ūԻϰҲз飬С»ޣúϹ߶ŻϷǡ
̷ͷԸ⣿
ӦţϹ·æ檲ô߶Ż徻֪ڽΣ
̷Ϳ̫̫ЦЦ֪Ҳ鲻ʲôūżһû˼ңˣҲ׷ˡ
ҲӦţһ̫Ϊ
̷ֿɣ죺ԩ......ðɣϵġ
̷ţŹʱ̫һʱվȡ§ס˶Ҫׯأסˡ˵ˣҲˣֻڻ̫޵£ּ⣬·ܹڻְߪ˲ϡ
޵ӻأ˵СҲͷģū
̷ŻˣǰһūŵҲ鷳޹е¿ʵУҪϽʺˡ˦뿪ˣ͡


100 ĺð

˵һһߣɱ㳹ױˣˣˣݺ......
ɸϽסУҪˡ
̫ţƵƷŲ裬Żʵ飬ʲôͷĶѳɽˣ⼸ʮʲô
ɵĸ첲ҧ磬ݺңûͶݺ......
ɵͷˣעӡ
ӦţҲûͶ룬ͲǱ͵ãҪͶһܲˣοԸԸأ
ɸǣݺҰҵĺλ־Խȥˣýңˣ̧Ҫ
˸æȥվŲϬʵڷʹ˳ʹǹƹˣĿ𱰣洦áƼɻã˲͹ȣӻع
ɰ̧ĸ첲ʱˣεεľֳˣֻݹżëˣҵţ˳𲻱ĲΪˣ
̫һ˲˵ؿ´ΣһͶֶָһΪԵɣ˭Ǻúõĺðֶθ߰Ҷݷ
̫Ϭһһˣʵڲǵ£ֻƵٿˣʵǿɶ񣡰Ұѻ´Σ˭ȫˣ򰲰ɡ
ˣֶסţſ˵ţͶ֮ˣ֮УΪ֮
۾һɣʲô˼......û˵꣬ˣл㣬عһֻۣñȥˡ
̫ϿһһȥˣС϶һͷūҲ̺̫......
ǳС˵ţ̫ѪǻᴫȾģøϽ
̫ͷūţ˵˱һٻԻ˴ģͲҪĻȥˡҿһڣȻҲ㣬ӣȥɣȥɡ
С϶˿˼ͷūŲˣҲ̺̫......ҵؿūŸ......
̫С϶ˣ̾Ĳ˵⹷ūŵɤðϲϧˡ
ǳæ˵ţϸеǺɤӣȻѰˣǡ
̫վůȥˣ̾ϧ......


101 ˮͶ

ǳЦţ̫ˣһĶˡ
̫ǳæˮͲװ̵̫һڣЦҵԽԽĳҲӦõģȫû˵ķˡü˼ţˮͶãѪͶϳ˭أ
ǳӦţ룬ָһɸɵãԽǱQū澾Խǿ϶
̫ͷѪͶϳݶþ˲żЧѪʵа񣬱ˮĪһˣ
ǳӦţɲǣС϶ٿڷֵ磬ȻʹȾˡüͷͲʺ̫ҽ鿴ˣɸɾʲôûаٲ龹ֽ
̫϶ţɲǣ˰һ
ǳӦţϸףﻻһˣū澴ȥ졣
̫ͷ˭أûô⣬벻Ѫ˭أ
ǳҲ˼ţ
̫ҡҡͷαôһȦֱӴɵĺӲãɵ˭֪ء
ǳӦţɵĶӣ˶ɣֻ̫̫ʵ
̫˼һ᣺ΪɣǳģͲʵ䣬˼ϲˣһԸһ֮
ǳæӦţūˣһ˼̫塣
̫ͷǣҲˣֻ벻˭ҵҪ
ǳӦţ̫ģû˸ҡⶫ˵ȾȾ̫ȴ֪¡
̫һ̣˼ţ˾ưԺ󹬣ǶۣȻĵġ
ǳæӦţ̫ģû´ˡ
̫ͷӦţߵʵָԣڻ˰ʮˣͻȻԺ³⡣ƻøܹҦϣϧˣҦǵˡ
ǳӻأϻƫ̻ū澻Ϊήλأ˭ֻ֪Ƿʲôʹ
̫ؿڣϻյúãͰ¶ˡҲãǸԻɣҲûջ񡣡
ǳӦţ̫ȥɣ
̫Ӧţˣܺã԰ԸСѾͷҶеϲˣѲһƬģ
ţ̫ЦϣҲԻסˣٹ


102 ֶ̫ͼ

Ѿٿʲô͵ȵüӸҲȥˣҲòסˣ޲Թȥһ
еʵǵĹ
ͷĵġεǰһ˵ʲôҡڲʵﻹƫ
ͷūףһ׮׮¾ʯĳҲᱻ򶯵ġ
Ӧţҿ֪ûʲô飬ʵһȥģҸ㲻ȥ
ţūףĺܶԣôվӵġ
˶̾˵æվŽˣɫܲÿһۣӭ˹ȥ
ųЦţֻصǰϡ˵ˣѾ֪ʲôΪβΪԼֱأʶˡ
ſЦ˷飬Ӧţҷֱˣˣһͨأɴµ漰ңԽֱԽ˵塣漰̫ɣҪȥֻѿһǾ仰ڻҲң
ͷӦţݺ̫ܲˣɸܲˣó顣
ЦԹ壬Ҳ룬ǻҪ²ʲôأû˵ֻ̫ˡ
۾һһֻ檲²Ͷ˭
֣㲻ɱ
סˣЦţģмôֶ̫ͼҲУ˵һǧ˰٣ûôɵ
סˣ̧ǰλΣģûͶ
ЩԵؿţЦ⣬ͷ֮ģ檰ݷ
ίţαʰԸԵƵġ
ͬĻнΪ֮ԽǽԺԽ鷳ŸոտʼأŽаɡ
Ӧţл㣬ҲֱˣպϸһǡӶЦ
ɡõӦ˳Ǭûů䱦ţŭĿɡͷһμʵʵϣʵڲҶˡ
˵ˣɣһģ
ۣЩˣֱţʲô˼檲
ϬãɣǿУʹȥ˾ۡ
վŽǰ㣬ѾܵʹˣҲѾ׷ˣͲҪ׷˰ɡ
ɲģţˣǲѱˣ
񣺡檲ҡ
סˣ̾ɷְ¡ŵοԸҲǵûķͽ޹׷
ȻůȥˡЦβµģ
һۣβµô󵨻˭ôŹ᣿Ҳˡ
˺ַģ㰡ҶŹ﷢ģֻһϳݣⶫ޶ö˲Żʣ༡áˮѪ治ǳģ檸֪仹ȺöĲ֪
һر飺öĿЩźأҪ֪أ
ɲ˼ЦˣŽ㣬Ҫֱ֪Ӱˮõȥ......
üͷһ壬ҡҡͷַˣ㲻˲ҪҪϰ
Цţ˵......
ֱסˣڿ̾㻳źأֻҪƽе⣬αؼһʱӺˣǵû㣬ͼʲôأ
ɵػˣŽţͼʹ죡Ҳ𷣣Ҳǵûģ޻ر
ӦţǣҲ𷣡ⲻ֪ܾˣȴɽۻ֮
ϸ˼ţֻͶ˶ϳݣ˭̫ںԸ˰ɡ
ҡͷҲ벻ףֲֻ̫˾һͶֻūţȻ󹬽ðˡ
ɲ˼ЦţҲʵû뵽˸żͲʣҵ̫ҽˣɸɾģණҲ͹ȥ֮͵͵ɵãūŵˣ̫ŭȻû߸ûͶζʵڸ߿ūţұȳ檻Ҫݶ鲻򵥰Ҫ󹬰и
һɣڿ̾㻹ȴԽԽ£û̫ҽ˵ˮֻҪ壬ã˭Ҳ죬̫ѪǳüЧ״Ⱦٿվôã֪Ⱦû.....


103 ȴô

ҡҡͷ֣ģ̫ҽ˵ˣġ
ٴ̾ʵڲЩǷУҲΪ֮
ɵͷӦţ˼ż˵ţ㲻ӦΪЩŵ¸еֻţǸΪͶ˿ֻţʵ벻˭
Ż˭Ǳˣ̫ɡˣҲ󲻹Щһô벻ס
תӣ˺֧֧˲ңֻ̫ܲԣǸˣһܰءСˣ
ӦţͺҲɣǷУֻ⣬Թۣ
ɵıͻȻˣߣС˵ţ㰡ոջ˵ûˣҪʺˣո£С£ҲһӣʺԶһЩץס֣㣬ȴǰһ
һɵĶͷãΪʺҾˮܲ٣Ҳܲݰ٣ҲҪΪҿˡԸ㻳ãֻҪ°磬ʲô
죺檴ûʺҲ֪ǳһҲûҡʺˣܰͳˣ֪ˡ
ЦˣֵһɵĶͷйˣαԷƱ˵ˣˣҪƽӣµùˣҲԻˣɵϸš
ɵͷӦţ֣֪֮֮ñȲϣǸ빬ǵĻëѾͷѹȥˣʵǲģҵ˹Ҳʵܡ
֣ɵѾͷѾֶˣڻϣûõĳ谮Ǻ󹬵֮
Ц˻ǣѵǣ̡ܽ
ҡͷЦ⣬ȴƴǰôˣҺź
Ž˶һԽԶģͷӦš
ҹ̷Ű飬ʵڳŲסˣֱӹӴ⹬ˡŹվڹſں޵ǰ·ȿţţϣأôվڷϸӣ
̷˼ߣæûͨô֪޻
ӦţŻϻ͵ˡ
̷ǣŵ֣ͷϬ˵
ŷ̷£ָ˱裬̷ҲȲ裬ǣŵֲţһֱūǶˣ˵ίˣֻдܶס֮ڡ
ŵͷӦţףǣУԸֱ治αοԹߡ˶ţϾ˿϶׵𣿡
̷һЦ޵Ȼ㣬ֶ̫ۣ㲻ôɵ
ŵ¶һظУҲصЦ⣺뻢ѨɵûӰ......Ǿó檳ǸӴ𣿡
̷ͷʾ϶Ȼ......
űסˣе̷᣺ϷģԶֶ衣
̷Աߵλãžˣ㣬֪㲻ᡣЦ̾޶ϣǰȻ£󹬵ķϣĵΣ˭ҲţһԸˡ
ӦţʰףڳûһԸֻá
̷ͷȻãڳĺĺ޾ȥ͹ˣҪ㷳աȥˡ
ߴ㹬УݽţΪչϥǶЩˣҩһվţŰ飺ϣûͶ
ҩĭϥ˿ۣüһϽ˵ţūŪ......
ͷ¡ӦĻȻȫţֻѰһ覴ð
ֽţ˵̹ף˾ģūҲ˼ˣȴҲʵڿ͸ԽԽ͸ˡ
֣ʹ⣬ǴһʼʹˣӦûͲʵ飬˵û취¶Ҳȫˡ
ƶɢ΢΢⣺Ǹˣ
㶣ţ漴̧ͷͷ̸ϸԼԻԼһ˾ĿףҪһ֣Ҳų⡣
סǣܵʺлʺţ˭Ҳ۸ˡ
ͷӦţˣö谡ɾûˡ
Цţ˼ҶȳˣȴһֱŴδˡ
æ˵ţҪô˵
ͷȻ˳Ȼɡ


104 ıɥ

ĵڣ̷ڰǰˣȦˣǰۿָֿزţغˡ˵ţ............ִ˹֮֮Ӣۣޡǳ͢Բסˣճ͢ʧִˣʵҴ꺶......
Ȱţϣע尡......Ҳֻô˵һ䡣
̷޶Եţݺݵıɥۣţ֡ҡ̫̫ܶһдϤп......һ˵մˡ
Ӧţǣȥּ
̷ӻ֣ʦȥɡȥˣ޵кūųȥټĵھʣһ㶵š
߳ǬУ֪ȥϢ󣬶ʱòãһʱ亰޵¹ˡȣ˷纮Ҳ˼뵡޵¹ʱںҩźҩڣ˵ţŹˣ
޵лӦţ粻עӡ
ͷЦţл޷˵ˣū˵ִȥˣģ
޵Ӧţǣıɥӡ
̾·ԶִȥˡǸʻϵ壬Ͽɻã
޵ӦţﰲģްֻЩ˼
˵ͷӦţϧ˲ţͱ˵ִˣһ˵˾Ц⣬ȻţܲʹһССŮӶ쳣ѹοһֱִˣʵڸͬܡ
޵Ӧţġ
ţϿˣ޵Ӧţ֪̾˴ʻҲ֪ȰȰϣʵڸô򡣡
޵¸Ͻ¹ͷֲǲ֪ǻϣūŲȰһٴ򡣡
ͷ˵˵ţ»˼ȣ£塣ȥƻϣɲδûȰȴѲ˹ȥҲͳٳٲȥʧְˡţ˭ȥĵ밲
޵Ӧţĵ֪ʲô¡
ͷ˼ţϵ²ܹʣӻȴǸġӲ㣬ȥɣãĻ˵ţɹֿ޵£ȥɣϸϻϣȥĵ


105 ֪ඥ

޵ȥˣܿ죬ɹˡֱţ֪Ϊ˼ѹ
ɵͷӦţҲǸո˵ģҲѹǰ°ô졣
ͷΪ˾ƣ˭ҲȲϻҪǵġ˷纮̺ϣֻȥˡ㻳ã϶ٻȰȥɣúȰš
ɱŵģһվֺˣҽûȥĵ֪ɲˣ£ĸ澽͹ȥ
̾Ϊأ㵹ˡ
ЦţȻΪأҲܲ͹ȥڣ˭Ҳ̤ĵ벽Ҫߡ
ֺ˵йͷ¾ͰˣҲмСģ׽ף
ɵͷסæȥˡ
ЦţҴҵˣеӡ
˵ţʱԹȥĵ޵ʱЩѾͷһûûΣ˼ɻ䡣Ӧš
ȥĵһնûعסУɲĵ벽̺ŻϡռϾͰռɣûȰϣơ֪˶̳ˣҲ֪˼أ˼ء
̷ģտʼãرجˡ֧ϳȴ˼ԣȻΪʲôû˸ȰֻõӽԣֻŽʱ俴ӡ
޵޷ֻ˵ʵ飬Ȼðɣʱĵ̷ûȰ𣿡
޵¿ϸӦţûȰ⣬Żϡһ˰ռŻϣūŶܽźˣū޷ˡ
ֱ̾ɶҪˣӲüͷһвޣûԽ˹ذɣ
޵ӦţģūʱŻء
ͷӦţǾͳɡ̾һֱãͷΣأû˵ĲڿϣҪã¡
øæӻδãһֵüأǶЪϢɡ
ԾҪ𣺡ѽΪأ
޵¸æȰū֪ﵣĻ壬ҲһҪءģްЪţū̫ȰȰҲɡ
һӰˣɻЦ⣺ˣˣ̫ûȥ𣿡
޵Ӧţ̫ʹӢ⼸ûһֱĵ֪ءЦţûϵģҲϵģūžˡ
ЦţȡЦˣʲô״һ涼ˣ̸ʲôʥأ
޵ӦţԲӣһأΨĹɫ㡣
ҡͷЦţѽ߻˵˵ˣȥ̫͹ɡ̫ǳûϳ谮ǵĻϱ֣ȥɣһ˼ˣٺˡ
޵¾ֱȥӢźɹعڷǰ˵ִŶƣģūŲȰ⣬ȥ
Ż࿴ţ˵ˣˣ
޵Ӧţ̾ҾȻû˵£
޵ӦţСˡ
˵ˣ㶫·Զǰ£ε֪
˵ˣֻ֪ԽΪûȥ밲ֻû뵽Ͼѹʧְˡ
Żʣִʵ˹֮ȻȻѹȥɣΪء
žˣȻףɻĵǻ̿֡˶š
ЦЦֻȰЩƣֲΪֱɣ֣̿
˵......ɳš
˼ţȻУ˵һӣ֪ÿɲáЦţùţңϱһһ¡
ЩԻ󣬲ţ
ŵ֪ඥ
Ŷͷ漴ˣлָ㣬ʧˣ湫ȥţ̫ô˵
޵Ӧţ̫ʹﲡţɶĵŻϺȾƣūʵڵģ͸æȰȰˡ
̾汾ȥٿȻٹȥĵæȥˡ


106 ֮ʹĸ֮

ȥˣ˵ţȻֻϼΣһδޣǳϵ顣ִ˹ݽ̣εȵӢۺúֻǺ......
Ͻһ......
ͷ֪֪......Ͻˡ
ŵٿ̫ů˵û˵̫˵ˡڿϣһ߳һ˵ţ֪Ϊ˺¶뻽ءôɻճԾƣ
ӦţԾճԾƣһֱûȥĵ밲Ҳǲ֪ôԭɣ̫𷣡
̧̫ƤţʲôȻ֪ˣ͸ϽȥȰȰɣԻӿɾͲˡ
Ӧţǳ¸ʵڵӣʧ˷ִ磬̫ˣָ̫һ
̫ζ̾ӣǳæڡæˣ˵ţ㻹أӾͶˣҪǲӣǾ͹ˡ
Ӧţ̫˵ǣ̡ܽ
̫ͻȻ˵̾Ҫ뷨ӣȴҲûʲôӺ롣ϲǰ֮ʹĸ֮飬˾Ҫ˼ЩЩǲ˵ãԽ˹ءף
Ӧţסɻϲ̫֮һֱ̫Ļһġ
˵Щʲô̫Цţްǻ̫壬˼뵡ȥɣϵΪأӦ֪˵Щʲô˵ҲҶء˰ɣȥɡ
񣺡лָ̡̫
̫ӻָ֣ʲôˣһȥĻҲӡ
޵ºӦţﲡ˺üգɵһֱĵź򣬲ȰŻϺȾơ
̫üëһ̧תӣôɣɾͰˣɺ¡
ȥˣ̫̾ϵᣬĵġǳҪǰҵ׶ӣȥĵһ٣վһ㣬
ǳŻ̫صǣϾǶ˵ƣ̫˹֪ϻ᲻⡣
̫һԹҵ׸ʮ꣬ӲãȻǡ䲻ʵۣȻǻʵˣҲֻ÷ӹˡǳ֣⺢ӵųһЩⲻӦˣȥһӶѣ㿴ѹʲôʵڵģҪһû......ҡͷ˵ˣﻹǸˡ
ǳӦţ̫ģүǣҲүɰһЩ
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107 ˵ѵòѵ

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109 ̫ϵ

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110 ̫ô

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111 ǾǳԱ

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ƼҲ漴ĸ첲˻ߵغţǣ......ǻʺȥ......
Ѿ̱ˣһ£Ӧ֮ʯסûüͻʺ󣬸Ͻɣ°ɣ
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ںżߣɵغæ˹Σŵ÷˵ϣôǣôˣ
ĸ첲۵ü......ʺ˰ѱʯ......죬죡һعȥϣȥ̫ҽ۵ý......Ƽȥˣ
ʯϵƼ˺ѷεغָ˹Ҳ֧վ໥֣ʯסѾźͷɢңӶ˺ˣʧ˻ǵĻ࿴ãȻ֪롣
ڵϿͷ°ɣū澵Ĳǣū澸......
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Ͻ𽣺ҪˣϽָˤˣȥ̫ҽ
㶵ţһׯЩˣ֣ûԸˤȥˣ˱......
޵øˣūΪʲôҪԸˤȥҪʲô


119 û

һֱû˵ˣװáһϽס죬˶æ˵ţǲˣҪıð......
Ҫ赹ˣŴݺݵĸ첲û......ԩ޳𣬴ûıð......һʱ޻
ʱǹˣźŻţׯˡţūǾȼ٣ˡ
һֱû˵ˣװáһϽס죬˶æ˵ţǲˣҪıð......
Ҫ赹ˣŴݺݵĸ첲û......ԩ޳𣬴ûıð......һʱ޻
ʱǹˣźŻţׯˡ˵ţūǾȼ٣ˡ
ԾɻңӦţʺ£ȥг˽δ˵ˡȥˡ
Żع˵ţΪϣ죬ȥ͹˵Ҫվʵۣôվ
ţﻹ̫ҽΰɣȻٹȥ١
̾ɵĺҪûˣеʱΣ
˵ˣ檶ˣ......ŵ֣ȻЦ˳ǳ檲ɵһȥңһ......
ӻ......ûư......Ȧˡ
ֶסˣˣûôۣԸ֧վȷΣְӣߴ̫͹ȥ
˵͹ʱ򣬸յŽӻûͣȣҵĽۣۣ㣬Һ......ҵĺӣҵĺû......
һŶŵö˶֧½Σūǿ޵ûˣС......Ҳ˵ˡ
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ŵͷ·ݣͷһ˿ңɫҲЩ԰סӦţȥɣΪء
͹ūǿˣû񣬻һҪǵӡ֧ߵǰʱӵ˳һѪˮæסŮţ̥°ɣ
ˣŹɫȴʮѿӦţ˻ʺ˵ģɼ죬̥ûˡ
һֲŻҺﲢûɣԸʧġ
úݺݵذһ͹ƵãѲūƵãʵںЦ
ˣʺ밲÷黹޶ۣһūſڴƻơ
¹ȴԾ˵ţū֪ʵʤ۱磬Ҫ˵滰Ҳū޺
ҪŶ˵޷ÿɷȥɣ
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ãȥ𣿡
Ӧţȥ˺һᣬӦÿˡ
˵ţȥɰɡ
ֺ㣬סҲ뿴ǣǴ˾...
˵ţʺˤܲ
ſ𽣬ҡҡͷ޷վżɡ
ʱĺ𣺡̫ݵ̫ˣԶԶر㺰ţҵĻ°ɣ˹վţ˸ǰҡҡͷ˺죬ûˡ˵꣬˹ˡ
̫һ£Ƶزûվסǳæסˣ̫ϸ塣
̫ס壬ͷţ϶ⶨΪʺˣ㻹ʲôأ̾ϥûã޹İǺοడ
Ų̧֨ͷӦţ̫ûɣԸʧģ볼޹ء
̫ţҹЩΪذ²ƵãҲӲ˸ϵһȥˡ
̫һͬȥˣ˼ſڹţɵٴίˣ̫檸ûбסĻʵڸ......ʯ׵ģǼУɵ³......
ֻ̫ðοˣˣŶ󣬻кӵ......Ȧˡ
̷ˣ޵µغڹ𣺡ϼݵ......
Ųһæοţ......Խ˵Խû˵
̷һĽˣ̫߳⣬Ҳһţӿɻڣ


120 ǻʺ˺ǵĺ

͹̫֮⣬ȫ̫ҡҡͷƼ̷ǰ¡¡ͷػϵĻ죬̥û......˿ͷ
̷Ҳһ޵¸æҲȦ㶵ÿ̫̫̾ϲҪѹӻе......̾
̷عͷһԹŵźţɸ첲ͣڰжˡţûɣ
̧ͷ̷ᣬַɢҵͷӦţϣûС
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̫˵ţϽȥɰɣ޵òˡ̷ͷȥˣҲŽȥˣźԾɹš
̷ů˴ߣɽر˺ѷεؿˣϣܣûбסǵĺӣ......ǸѾε̥...
̫쾪ţǸ簡ϧˣ
̷̾ͷӦţ޷ǻкӵ......
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̷ֲ̧ȥɵᣬޱȰ˵ؿʹʺ㣬Ҳ黹޶ۣԽ
ɾȵ죬ίˣϣˣûˣ檵ӾǶۣʧȥĺӾǶۣΪ֤Ҫңʯף
̷ͷӦţ֪֪......һԹŵ̫ҽţõĶ......
̫ҽŵøϽͷϣӸߴ䣬ײĸ𣬵̥΢ã»٢ȵ찡
̷ţ......
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̫Żϣˣ֤֤ڣҪиˡϳͻʺˣƽϢ֮ߣĸӣϲþ
ӻʵã˵֤֤ڣҪźãﲻƽ
̷ͷĬţһֱţϣ......̧ͷˣҲͷʺ˽
źɢͷѾȥеװΣ˶Ůţѵߵ̷ǰһʱ䣬еĹɶˣɪɪعڻʺߡ
̷ῴʹӣʵܣţʺôˣ
ӦػϵĻҲʯϹ
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̷ͷţҲ̧ͷţʺʲô˵ʲôɡ
ĿᶨԾ˵ź͸ղһģһĻϣûС
ҧгݵؽסûУûңôȥģ
̷ῴһۣ÷ûʺѻ˵ꡣֿţʲô˵ʲô
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ӿڵ澣ǻʺңŻ̷ֿ᣺ϣƳ檣ŵ³ͻȻŻġ
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̷ῴûʲôҪ˵𣿡
ӦţػϵĻ˵Ҳū˵ãƼūǲÿӣʵʼδū澸ԶʵڿūȫʺＰ˲ΪûбҪơҾҪƣҲڹ컯֮£ô˫۾ǰ֡ΣǵڶУūǸ㯣졣
̷ῴƼΪʲô
ƼͷӦػϻﱻΪʺȥӢкϲݽ˵ҲҪΥʥּų²ɷɷʺ磬ū澾ǿ˭֪ʺ˺ݶк......


121 ǻʺҿ˭

ŻϣƼģ˴δǻɴӲѻʺһϹ˶֪ġ
ӿڵϣ֪ģ檳壬һֱЩɳ檴ǰѳ𱰷ͷһλԺոԽ˹أʵǻʺ̫ʥּ檲һʱͿǵ磬˴ʵ벻ףʺٺ޳檣ȱж޷ΪʲôҪҵĺӣҿĺǸѾεİ簡......
ڷӦˣͷ˵ˣ⻰ʵĸǴĸǽһĿ𱰣ַڵһλ......
ɵŴۣ˭㣿
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ӻϣΪδⲻԻʺԾӣŲ˽ģʲôǻơ
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̷ֱͦᣬ˵ˣѾ泼˵ˣûɡѾΪʺʵûбҪһȨⶾֶβкãĿŵʵڵͼ檲м
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һαؿţʱ٣ŬؿСӦţػϻʵΣó檺ͻʺ뿪˭֪ʯǰͻȻվ˶ʱӡ˵ʲôһ˳檣檵ʱˣûݳϸ룬ʹһǱһʯˡ檾ʵΪˣڿ˾֮ģ׸ˡ
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̫ӿڵ⻰˰磬һˣôֺԼĺأġ
ŽӿڵȻẦԼĺӣûơ
ָ̫ųʺûƣɴе䣬İɣˣѲ˸ϵ̷᣺ʵۣˣúúÿܷʺˣ
ŵøϽͷϡ̫ʺûԸŻ
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ٴγס̷ĸ첲߿ϣͲ......͸ǸūŵͲʣǻʺݺģó檷˵һ̫ķ......ָźţ֮󣬵ģڡıɱãʵﲻˡ......
̫һתᣬţ̾һ˵ǸūţҾĸۣõɤӰʵҲϲɤӰ
̫޿䣬̷ǳؽˣڵϺţ......ϣūҪ
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ȥţһļŻվŭţǻʺҿ˭ңŵ˵ϡ
̫ۣϣ˰һ
ŽŵԻȥ˾췣һū˻ʺļ򣡡
̷ӻūţûʺģ
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122 Ըº컨

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һͷūǾ֤ݡ
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ͷϡ̫ʱ˺ڹͲʺ֪ǿûС
Ϊʲô˵̷㿴ź˺ڣţʲôûУ
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ŻȥֶеŮԴ˼޻ʺǷЧδ֪
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һᵹ漴ӣ˻ȥ檸Ը췣Ϊʲô˳檵ͷ³˵ʵ𣿡
ӿڵִ࣬Ѫϻʺһݺͷˣϸö㣡
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̷û˵Ծ˼ţؿ˵ţϧֻҪϴˢʺԩԸº컨
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̧ͷ̷᣺ϣֻҪϴˢ˵ԩҲԸº컨


123 ʺ˽Ӵ⹬

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ɿͷСС檣Ҵʺвöᡣ
̷û˵һֱš
ǳһ컨ˣŻ֧վȴ̷ֵ첲ȥ쵽·˻
վŻϿʺȹ檣ԵӿȪ౨δ˷ӦֱӺ
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̫ҽϽմһˮͷӦϣȷͨĲˮ컨
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˵⣬̷Ͷ޵˵ţʵڲŻʺ˺ĵ飬ȥӢϸʣһԹߣ޵ȥˡ
ڣ˺ѷεؿźţϣ......檲......ţˣҺ......⡣
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˽ߴţعŽš
ƿţ۲ۣϽϽӡ
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ŷ½֨ˣš
Σ˷ʵū澴......
̾˭Ҳ벻Ҳ룬̥裬޸ɵġ߬ȭͷʵںݶбӦģ


124 ðУ

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ӻ檺ɶ޷ܿˡ
ӦţǱ㣬Ϊ컨Һȣﶼе......
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ŵͷЦţ״˵빲˵һϵƣǲֱ˴ˡǻʺһվͻһգҲҪر֡
Цվлס
̫ͥҽˣţҦܹ⹬ˡ
ŵͷû˵ʲô̫ҽΪ˵ţˣ΢ʵڸÿ˿ڣǧ֮΢Բܲ쿴΢ȸȿǷײˣ£ⲿҲ޷ˡƤ֮ˣĨҩƣЩȥѪɢҩҲȬˡ˵óסŵ󣬴
ܿ죬̫ҽЦˣӦţﰲģƢް
˵ţ۵úܡ
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ŴӦţл̫ҽҲɡ
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žͶ˵ţһͬ㣬ȽסƫɡҲˣҩȥЪϢɣʲôٺúõ˵˵
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125 Ĳȥ߻

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127 ѵĿ

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128 һѰ

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129 Ҫ뷨

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˽͵˵˲ΣкⶫǺгɵķĩ檵İ檴ԵáⶫЧ࣬Ůöԣÿɵ顢ϲӡö׸ӡ
صͷָһĩţȻϹӣЦţ֪ⶫʲôЧȴ֪ѵãⱾˡֻǱˣô죿㰢Ҳ㵮»أ
ӦţöҲ̸檳Ҳ̣ⶫȲ¶ϣ񡣡
ɵͷˣˡ
˺ӶЦ˵ţͺúõӣǸˡЦţ̫鷽⺣ɢΪϵӡתˡ
ɵͷһתţ֪˷ӣ
תɣæӦţˡ˵ˡ
ɻӣ˱ĺöҲǿֻȥƼˣ̫ķҲ͸ǳԳ԰ɡֿ̫͸ɵģǵģҩŪ֣һֱ͵͵سšϲȫ÷ӣǿҪúţ֪ˡС˵ţҲһֱأ
ӶЦһǶл񰮣Ƽķӣл뿪ˡ
˺ڸճ˵ţˣײˡֽЦţţǹˣʲô¶ģ
˿Ͻطȴʵˡ˱Ӧţǲ͸ǵķӡ


131 ϻ᲻ύ̲

ЦţˣǻȥúóŰɣϣҲΪϵ»á˸Ӹˣȥˡ
ƼѺɢɾǲӭš
Цţ㵹󷽣ôѷҲˣ
˽˵Ӧţ˵̲Ķ檲Ƿ飬ͰѷӸǡҪ絮»ӣҲܻϵıʹϲȥٶҲ¡ţõӦɻţ
̾ôԣһҲû£ɾûϵҩţ㻹װģسҩ
Цţ˺ģﻹԣ¡Ƽһۣˡ
һֱƼȥˣɫɱ˶ȥˡ˵ţ㣬̫ҽޣǲģ
ۣ˵ţҲ˵ˣ̫ҽޣͳʲôϵ֨ƤЦˣ˼ˣʣġ
̾ûжأ
ɶʱˣ˵أ⼸նû͹ҲûȥĵţҲû𣿡
ͷ⼸ҲûϣػϻΪѹɣ
ɺߺţΪѹΪʺѹϲĴʺһֱ޵ϸ飬ܲҵˣ֤ǽŻԼˤȥġ
Ӧţ޵²˼ʲôû鵽ǣʺȥĻ֪ϻ᲻ύ̲......
ɲ죺̲ɲãǵòˮʯɣ
Ӧţǣʺͻã˾鲻ɲý̲
סˣǰп......
̾ʱԽ»㣬֪û㡣
ЦţӦòᣬҪǻɳˣ͹ˣαضŲأ
ֵͷ̫ҽָѹ⼸ղ󹬣ʱ䣬뷨ӾȻʺɡֻϧ̫ҽһ˵ᡣ
ɼˣ檲Ի͵͵ذˡվҧ˺㰡û⵹ʺ󣬲Ȼ
һԻ˵ţ㻹ûװѹΪûˣۻʺۻʺ󰡣ȻԿٴˡŽţ֪ôԻĻϣôʹ飿ǹˣ
ͷȻף㻹ǲס϶ԻʺȻɱȵϻӣһֱŴ£ǲŻʺɱã˵ˣҲʵڲšָҺȺ컨֤ŷˡ㰲ŵ޷죬֤֤ڣҲûѵĵزˡɱǲûŻʺǾǻ㰡Ҫǻϲ鵽ǼУһоͶˡ
Цţģ˭Ҳһĸ׻ɱԼеĺӣǻӣǣԴĴ
ţǻϵôأ
Ӧţô룬󲻹ԼŻ˻ʺ˵汳£ȻϻѰ֤ʲôۿ檽Żˡ
̾ҡͷһһֻ˺ϵģ
֣οţ޹أ㰲ġţǳ檸ôһӣôܿ϶Իʺ飿鶼ѹˡЦţڼ˵ˣϵͻصˡ
ҡͷ鲻֪һѰ
ЦţȡЦˣ˵ѣԽ˵װ
ɵ֣᣺㻹أȹ˺Ըɡ
յػζȣЦţ檺ܺã֪µ˶Ѿûˣʵڲ鲻ʲôˣûҪˡ
һۣ̫ҽǲ֪ˣɱ֪Ƽ֪Ƕúõء
죺㲻淢Ұɣ
豭һڣһɣ淢㣬㻹գ
ЦƵʵ߽㣬ãֻҺƼ֪ˣͱϳȥˡ
һӴȥڵˡſô⼸ղԭô......ѽ
ɸϽվЦ⣬˵ţ鶼ٰģ̫һ³ʵ˵죬ʰʵΪ롣


132 ɱͬһֻ

ҡͷɶţԼ˶𣿡
תӣæӦţҲ벻ģˣź檣ƼȻҪĵĶˣҲ͸Ƽ۰ңȻν㣬ʲôҲŽ㡣
˵ţ̫ƫˡƼһˣһһ⣬ðȻȥƼô룿ʳѰ갡
ýӿڵһƼҲɵǽô죿˵žһ¡
ɵŴۿã߬һ˵ţܣңȫҵ
վҡͷˣһ쵽˼ҵȫвǸˡԽԽԸúɣʵڻ֣̿ϣʲô֪ѽҪǰ¶ˣǧҪŽ汳ؿȥˡ
ɻæο㰲ģ¶ˣҲ޸ɣֻһ֪߰ˡ
˵վɵ֣Ϊ֪飬Ÿβء
÷͹ţʵڹūҲְɣ
һֿۣԶ˵ţһ壬ҪҲҪҵӦòᣬҲҰɡ
õͷ̧ūˡ
˵ţʵڻ֣̿治һ˵ǣҲͬˡ
ӦţҲǹȻ͸淢ˣٹʱǡ
̾Ը¿˽ᣬҲ˯ȾˡԶˡ
һߣɾ͸æƼһִ򣬲˵ţûˣ㲻Ϊļȥܰɣ
Ƽͷū澲ңū澲......
ΧƼתȦЦţɱͬһֻϣøʵ㣬......ʹƼļƼһ̱ڵϣӦԭơ
һƼ˦£˵ţȥɣ
Ƽ˵ɪɪسȥɲ֪ǣƼո͵̸ʹӵĻ߽̿֡䣬ϣԾǲֹؾ֮ɫվҪȥְŹϣصš
˵ţһˣɱҡҲ......ȥ......
ƼþòŰ¶˾ģһڣȥһʺ״վţʺʴȣһҵģһ......ųȥȥźˡ
һڣźϴϣͽȥϹõˮ͵͵װԶ·ȥӴ⹬ˡĵؼ뻶ϲ˭֪Ӵ⹬ſڣصʺﱻˡ
ҿ׼ϻܵʮóߵǰ͵͵ͷ˵ţǰˣصʺͨͨڣҽȥɡ
һۣƴǮţϵأ
ƼӦţôæǴˡԾɰǮ
ƿŻðǰˣǲˣûлϵǲҷȥ˭ͷŹһأȥɣʺõúܡ˵ֱͦվţĿбӡ
Ƽڶ˵ˣųˣԶһЩǽתԽ˼ţʺˣȥ˭Ų˳ԣͣסˣţö죬Ҳɱ̫ҽɱ......ȥˣѰ·......
ôˣһҧһţֱһȥ......һ뵽ϡ֣ŵȷ߲·ˡţ˻ϣܻŲţȫ......
Դתˣֻ̫......ʱǰţ̫һֱϲʺ󣬰Ͳûʺˣֻɲ......ԣȥ......ӿ˽Ų߹հ˹յطȥˡ
Ƽ˺Զ·ڵ˳ŹŽգӵšܿ죬űߺŵС̫࿪ˣϳƼѲԣţƼù𣿡
ƼæӦţƼūҪ棬빫ͨһ
СӦţùÿˣūȥһȥˡƼſվţ¹·˿߽ѵŹϣźš
ܿ죬Сֻˣ˵ţùõȥ
Ƽȥվŵ˵˵ڵϣ......


133 Ϊʲô

æţֳʲô£
׷Ƽæţһôһѹˣʲô˵
ƼỨؿףֿɣɹڵϣūҪ¹غʺˡ
һ˶ȥˣʣˡףӸƼԼҲ
Ƽͷлū澻֣̿ǹ˵ɡ
ɵͷϤˣؾɡţǲֳʲô£
Ƽҡͷ˵ţūͻˡūʵڲ֪˭ֻܹˡ̧Ĩ˵ţĺûˣ˵ǻʺƵãҲΪ˽˻ʺ󡣿һжǼٵģǼٵģʲôǼٵ......̫ҽûˣҲûˣⶼãһūˡūʵڲȾū澣ū澲......
ɲ߬ͷ֪֪Ǽٵģ֪ݺʺ......رƼ񣺡......Ϊʲôұʲôֲǲ֪ң㻹ȥһϰ......
Ƽͷū澺£ū澲ң......ݺʺƭ̫ϣǼٵģ......ûУѳУΪݺʺ......˵̱˵ϡ
Ҳ̱סˣ׸æס˵ţƼ֪˵ʲô۾֮Һ˵
Ƽͷū澲Һ˵̫ҽѾˣһū......ū澲ȫҶʵڲ֪ô죬ֻ......
ɵͷ̾Ϣţô벻Ǽ裬װÿΪˣңʲô֪΢ᣬû˰ҷȥɣЭ¸ܡʵ
ƼӦţ֪£һ֪ˣһֱã͵ʲô֪
ɵͷһҪã뵽ˡ̾ɱʵڲҹܰվҴȥ̫......ͣף̫һֱͲûʺ£ȥȫҵûˡףôã᣺ʲô......
Ӧţʺ㣬֪飬˭
ɿƼվϣԼҲƽˡ˵ţԴӸһĹ㣬ôҲûκԹԣ¼ˣŲͶҽɡ̾˵ţʵ㣬£ɫܺãʵڲոջ̥֪ΡʵڲǼа۾֮˭Ҳ벻ǻ֪֮ŭ롭...
ƼӦţū澲ū澵ȫвūܲס......ңʺһʴȣūҲĿʹ꣬Ӳźá
ɵͷʺȷܺãҲܳ羴˵۹ûдͷβݺΪ̫ҽޣԭġţ˼£Ű裬Ż£̫ĻϲʹͲϣʺҹСʱһѪǸż......Ǽٵİ......˭뵽˭뵽
ƼӦţӡ
ɲ᣺Լüѣΰ㣿Ҫǰˣ˵̫ҲָԹޣҿҲ......
ƼŴۣϻָæ˵ţֲǲ֪̫ţˣλȵġ
ƼؾҲ޲ˣΡΡվ񣺡ū߶ˣū澸ˡ
׿ɣҡҡͷţšѾ֪˴£ɶȫķӲźáƼͷˣֹڵϣҡͷʵڲҹܣΪʲôأôӲܡ...̾
׽ӻȻҪܣȫţȫ²źá
ɵͷǣݱ......˵ţȫñȫʺ󣬻û......ͣƼʵ벻ֻһȥˡ
Ƽؾ֣æ˵ţģзִ磬ȫ£̾˵߻֪У˵......˵С»𱸣Ž߻ʺֻҪǼУϾͲᶯŭҲΪ˱֤ٲˣϲҲƽˡ
Ƽͷū澲ԼܻԸﱣȫūȫһ
ӦţӦ㡣˵ţҲһ飬ʱ䳤˲ãϿȥɡ


134 ˭˲ź

ƼͷӦţū澻һ¡ɣ̫͸Ե̥ҩŪӺרҹĴˣǸ̥ҩҩЧǱеҩū澲֪̫Ϊθٵҩٳˡ
Цţ֪ˣ֪סģҩģԵǼٵģ̫ʹ۷ñȵºӡҲҪģֻǱģԾͳˡ֣ˣϽȥɣñˡ
Ƽͷȥˣʧ׿ЦţҲҪһˣҲҪ۾֮ˣһʼ۾
̾Ҫȥ
ЦţȻҪȥ˵Ǻ֣˵ʺм汸ʵڲĿѣĿΪ˼ѹ
׵ͷҲ֪£ȴ֮ʣǲҲŻʺ......û˵ꡣ
ɿףָꡯһʺ֮ڱĳ谮һѹɡվȥĵɣϽ˽£Ͳĵˡ
ţĲ̫̫֪ʵȴҪˡ
ҡͷ̫֪˭Ҳãʺ󡣡׵֣˵ˣʲôǵˡ׵ͷĵȥˡ
ɵĵûˣ޵½ȥ˵ů󷢴ءˣȻסһˣ֮Ļʵŷ㶣ÿɰֿۡ
޵´껰ȥˣ̷ῴһɣţˣ
Ҳʱˣ̷ػˡ˵ţΪʺϴˢԩˡ˻һ̷˾ɥһɨ⣬ָһ£еţ˻
û£񣺡˵˷вĵطˡҲϣϲҪҪѹ
̷վɣЦţ֪㲻˵˵ʲô˵ʲôˡ
ɵͷŰɣݳ˵̷ˣЦؿɣ˵ոƼҳˣ߳ԸСС»𱸣ѴƸ˻ʺ̫ҽһֱڻʵں±ηɱˣҲǺ»ϴãҲηɱˡƼʵں£һ¶۾ﲻҳеҳ˵Ӿʵڲ֪ô죬һˣϲöᡣ
̷վ棿
Цţ檾ʵԡ
̷ɵļŵţΪȫ
ɸæӦţʵں£֪ƼΪҵң£Ȼʵڻ̿֡
̷ͷΪƣƼŻҵ㡣ɴ¹Ƽԣ
Ӧţ̫ҽûˣƼȻ£¸ϵش˵
̷ͷ˼ţһֱ벻ͨҪ裬ҲϲɱԼĺӡӦˡ̾޵ʧһӣѹҲί˻ʺˡ
ɴʱһ֣֪̿ôվסӦǻֹ̿ͷû֪ˡ˵ţ檸߻ϣȫķӣ˭˲źá
̷ɶţɸϽƳһȥˣ˵ţף޵һỤס㡣ޣݺʺʵڿɶ......Գŭ
ɸϽס̷ĸ첲ϣҲǺ£ʧȥӵķϣһذɡ
̷ͷŭʧ˲ˣ㰲ģޣ˵Ϊ˺ӣΪ㡢ΪǸƼҲ̵ģ̇ͷţ»˭֪̫֪𣿡
Ӧţ檲֪̫ͽӦö֪֪߻ʵ飬ûΪ·ǵġ
̷ЦţĲ֪̫Ͳһˣʺ£ġ
̫ȻרһЩûдġԻʺҲۺӵԵʣԲûɵȥ˭
̷֣
վųţ檸ʻϿ뵽ʲôȫķˣ
̷˼ţ漴Ц⣺޴ǰһֱۿˣһŮ˵ۿԸŻˤȻʺˤȥģⲻͳˣţǲף˵̫ҽޣ¶ȶ̫ҽԱ֤鲻й¶޼װҪǸƼ˵СȻݺʺ㲻ǿ磬Ҳˡ˭Σͱȫˡ


135 ҵ֤

̷˵ţһֱţ˵ˣæӦţ˼ȫлϣˡʵڳŲסˣæ񣺡ˣһаŻʥ⣬檾ȸˡתҪߡ
̷һѳסɣһɿţ˶ӣ̫ҽİɣƼΪԸҲ꣬˵ʵİɣ
һ֪
̷ɣͷЦţ̾ʵʵ޹Ŀ㱾Ծʹͻʺȴǣ޺οļ򣺡ˣǶ......ʧǿʧȥ˺ӣ
ųӦţֹٴζһԡ֮˼ߣǻ̫ƫʺԵʣ˾ˣԹޡʺм汸Ҳǳ羴ϵĳ谮սλйⲻ˼ɺޣοһ򽾺Ϊ˻ʺΪ¶մ
̷Цţ֣˵úǣƫˣԺעġ
ŻɣվҪ̷һѷסͷ˵ţ......ɷˡҿ̷ˣȸˡҲˣҴ˳ȥ
̷ɵıӰЦţ......ţ޵£
ôˣ޵½ˣү£
̷˵ţȥȥһӢĹŮҪԸ
޵תӣӢĹŮҹŮʲô...
̷ţΪ˽Ȼʺ󣬲Ϊ˱ģȥ
޵ŵӦţū֪ūȥ
̷˵ţĵأһ̤ʵĹ޵ȥˡ
׸ɣЦţĻ˵ˣբˮƵģ⼸˵ûû˵öࡣ
ɸؿڣŻˣڻᣬĶţֲɲģù̾Ը¿˽ɣҲһ¡
Ӧţأкñعˡ
......
˽㹬һ㲻֪淢Щʲô£ΪеӡĵȻǿֻŵģɿֻҲ޴ʹֻԸ׵ģվġ
ЩʱգˣšššбŶˡȴûôˣֻǿ·˯ġ
лŶڿϣͺûκʹƵġһЩҩЦЩѪҩӣʱ£ͺõĿˡŲҩſţϵȵĺҩҩūţеġ
ӣԾЦ˳ģͷӦţЦøӿˣǸˣо仰ò˵ʵ̫ˣϸôȥ
ˣȡЦˣ檴СͲϲŮ죬ǶѧһЩø붼ᡣ֪ˡ
Żʺ󣺡ū·һɡ
ҡҡͷ޷ɣҲšߣ˭֪룬סˡ⵵ˣﵽ𣿡
ӻοţﰲģ·ԶŰأˡ
Ӧţ˵ǣˮ·˵һЩһ붼ǿˡ
ŵͷǰѡʱ·ϵ¡뿪ʼӣ˵ţŮ춼Ƕ̵ģˣһ߾˶
εӦţ檲ãѹˡﰲģϷ֪˻ʺ󣬲֪ôϲ
ŵصŻϽվߵţôˣ˵ʲô
ᣬЦ˳˵ţ˿һˣµǵ˾ǣ˵ŮĻʺûˣ֪ôѹء
οţ......˵Ҳѹˣ檵ĶŰȥߺΣ֪ܲڵϢ֪ҽ¾ͱΣ֪Ǹʲôζ
˻࿴ţΪЦæҲţǻʺˣӻûá
ͷֳţЦЦÿأͥˣɫŵͻȻˣŹˡ
ֻ࿴һۣŰӷһߣѸ첲ݸ𽣬˵ţ֪ˣŹ
վ޵ˣЦ⣬񣺡ʺ밲˵ţ˹ȥ͹
߬ҲЩˣţ֪Ϊ£


136 ʺҪɽ

޵ЦţС˵ţﰲģҵ֤ݣ֤˵ˡ
ӶЦŵͷ빫ͨһ˸¼ȥ
޵񣺡ūŲңūȸˡ
Цţ檾֪ϻΪϴˢԩġ
ŵͷǹȻԩɵĺӵȷûˣӣҪġ֣ȥ°ɣûϵǡȥƫˡ
̷޵һӢĹŮȻ̷ҪۿˣһĹŮֽô˵ôκδ©򼴿ȱС⹬ŮҲ㶼һһӦˡ
߹ŮҺˣ˽Ƽôһб㰲׵ˡ̷㴫ּٴ͹ҪѴ¸ˡ
ɲ֪ΪҪûʺˣʢװ磬ſϷ̷ʱ򣬿ɫãֻܵ£ЦţСˣҲ˰ɣ
ӦţлϹػǻϸϵȵ̲Ʒõ졣
̷ͷ˾ͳɡҲͲ˵ʲôˣɶˣЩʲôŻʺ
ʱﺰţ̫ݵ̷Ҳӭţ̫˵ƣ̷˵һΪأԭʺû
̷Ӧţ޵͹Ÿ߻ʺģһʺδһЩ̫¡
̫ӻЦţɣ˶õĲˣƫƫʺ󻹲ãҲ֪ôôء
ӿڵ̫˵úǣָĳЩ˼װأԴ˲ûϵϧ......
ɻû˵̷꣬ʺ۵ģԽû˹ˡ
ɲ켫ˣ⣬ͥʺݵ......̷һȥȥӭʺˣʣµ
̫Цţã󲻺ˣʺҪɽˡЦţʧȥһӣʧư£̫òʧˡ
˺ŭģҾͲˣ֤֤ڣҵҪƫ̻
ɣˣҪ˵ˡ
̷ſվţź˸ǰӿȣţ˶ڣֻջظ첲ͷδض񡣡
۵飬ҲӿȣʻϳԵÿɺã˯ûãǷ......ȴֻ˵ţлϡ
͵͵ؿ̷ᣬ̷Ҳۣ䶼һƳҲӿˡųӦţлϡ
̫ˣһۣЦţϣʺˣðҺõȡ
Ÿæ̫ӻ֣ˣ۵úܣһλϾʹһΣҵ𡣡
ż˵ţ̫ȡЦˣ˵һΣǰʮʮҹҲǸõġ
̫һЦţ߻̷᣺Ȼ˶ˣʲô¾˵ɡ
̷ͷͺ̫˽ˣɶλվšҲվţ˵ʺ¡
ɵĻһˣ˵һѳסֻñ˻ȥȴܾ˻ϣлϡ̫ػԾɴ֮վ̵ɡ
̷ҲͲǿ˵ˣ޳ǻ⻼ȣǷȴҲӿһհʵġͻȻذ˵ɻ̥£ͻС֮£޺Ǳʹʹǿĺӡϥãʱ̵źӳû뺢Ӿûˡ˵ջǣܣ
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һɱǿϷģͻȻôһһˤס۵ã޹Ͱ͵Ӧţϣ檺֮У
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˶⿴ţͼһŮΡΡؽˣڵ񣺡ūϡ̫ʺﰲ
̷ῴŰū˵㿴˵һٻȱС


137 Ը

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ū˻һ˾㵡̫վָŰūһٻҶ㡣
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̫ӿڵϣΪһŮĻж˻õ⹬ŮʵΣҺܲģʵڸúúò顣
ūͷ˵ţūһֱӢŪӦüū澰ɣϡ̫ϣū澲Һ˵Һ˵ūóʵ飬ûϡ̫ģ֪أԸ֤ʺס
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̷վָŰūЦţãã޵£⹬ŮҪŪˣӢ¹Ů޵Ӧš


138 ʺ֮λ

֪⹬Ů÷һֺţϣϣ檲檵ĺӲǻʺ澣ʹݳ檣ʵڲվҲܴʺ󣬴㻹ܹġֱӸƣˡ
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̫ӻ˵澺еɼʹأҲҪ˼ϲһ֮ʡ
̷Ӧţ֪ӦΪɣ˵ֿɣūŵ޾Ͳ׷ˣ޽ֻҪһʵ⺢ӵôûģҪһԣ޶¡
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˻һ˾У̱ڵϣƼ˵򻳵ͷ̥̥ȣµʱСˡģ֪ϡ̫źӵ֪ûˣҪġʵں£ĸ¾ҪԻˣʵ޷ˣų²ߵġūǰźһУӢʯǰŻȻ߸ʺŻƫʺˡģҲˡ
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ٴιϲʺ󣬰ؿһУ̫ˣҲȥˡ


139 ϵɽ»Ҳ

ſЦţվһӣЩˣȻعˡԾڵϣ˭֪ƿ֣Ըվ
ϽҲţʧķˣﲻҪһƽϡ
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ӦţǺµģֻǾþʲôˡ˵վǣ֣ⶼǹȥˣȴǵǹ
˵ͻعˣԻȥˣͷֿЦţǻعɡ˱Ӵ⹬


140 Ӧľɫ

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141 Ҳغ

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142 ʯ

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150 ˻ʥּ

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˸ճţԶԶؿһӻͥ˵Ϸ˵Ľӡ
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152 ȥ̫ǰͷ

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156 ֻ

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157 

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158 ĿҰ

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159 Ӵ˲Թ

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162 檸

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166 һӶ۵Ľ˿

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ͷҲˣؼ߹ȥˡŵߵ˸ǰһ̹ӣϵųϵǰСץӣػţһ......ʹһקӱסСȸ
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ͷ˿С˵ţˡ̷ֿ檺ūǳѩˣ׽ֻȸ档
æӣֻڣųˡ̷̾ϲⶫֻõˣȸʵûȤ
ųӦţ׽......
̷ͷ׽氡СţЦǶʺһѩɣ޻ĵˡ


167 ҪõĹʶĿź

˵ϺﰲѩͻȥתҪߡ
̷Ằסվסǽɣ޻ȥһ˵˵÷ȥˣ޿һֱء
Ӧ˸ȥ
̷᲻Ц˵ͷȥˡ
̷ᣬſЦţͷšǸ˵檴˻Ϻѩʵ
ӦȹģǻϺͱŶԡЦţؽС¡
˾ţͣһÿǰ˵ˣ֦ģ֮ͻῪˡ
檵ģ
ſЦţɲģ
ͷĪ檵ôϲ
ΪȣΪ⻨أǱͻˡǰš
æ˵ţˣ檲ǲϲʲôϲɲǷʵڿɱ̾檿ɲֻһʱٹ⣬ҪõĹʶĿźá
һۣζ˵ŮӲοǺŮӡɫ˥ŵһ졣ɲǷѵˣѲഺפʷ
ӻʺȻʷһССˣ˭ǵá
ε㻹ʷᰡţԭȲЩʮˡ㲻˵ٻʵڲ֪ʺܲȣԺ¡
ͷӦţ¹ΣﶼϤҲͺˡ
ߵ÷У̧첲һ֦÷ݸ˵Ҳྡѵñصס
ͷӦţ֪ҲһЩ͵ĵ
վŲͿЦüر֧ôһֱų檣
ӦţڶԻˣʵڸˡţ֨ˡ
ۺ÷ȥĵֹԸȥͲǸã
ҡҡͷΪġתˡ
ūǺ׷֮ɫū澲ãúõ׽ʲôȸϲ˵ʲôɣ
Цţ޷ʲôûУҪˡ
˸ߵſڣԼеΪ졣߽Ժӭˣϸոֻ˿ȸëƳγεģƯ
һЦţ˵ϲɡ첽ţˣһΪһ˵
Ӧţϻ˵ĵޡ
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ҩˣūպѩˮͻˣϵģɲⶫҩݸȺ̥ҩɡ
ͷӹҩˣ漴ڼֻ񡣸æ˵߯䣬ɲóȥ
Ӧţūżˡ
˵ǿİڶԻˡ
һ£漴뿪ӣߵůˡ˵ϰ㵱£ǳˣ᲻ģԭҲǲģֻǸսϰߣϰˣȻԻΪˡ
Ӧţǣūǳˡ
ϽҲţǳҲȷЩνֽͬˣĴңȻܷˡЦš
Ӧţǣūˡ
ܿ죬ͺˣŽȥĵˡů̷ڿۣһվţؿ̷̧ͷϽһߣ̷Цˡ
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ЦţǻϾͲȰɡ
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168 չ

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ˣϽվųֻһ˵......
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Цţģ֪ڹˡʩ٣˷飬ñȽϺá
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ͷָܵһԾɺܿ࣬ȴ˾һЩĵطźá
Ҧ׵ĻͲòģūžǸİðúܡ
Цˣǣˣ˵˵
ҦӦţȽľҩϹг˽λ跿ˣ￴ָһã
ſ˿ЩطǺãȴЩۣ֤ɲῴ
ͷӦţԶһЩֲ̫ᣬʹɷˣҲ˵ʲô


169 ٹ԰

Ҧ˼ţӦǾͱС԰ɣ˳ٹ԰԰ԶͶȥطС־£ƽʱݲݣȴ࣬ʵ۲ˡʵ￴Σ
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ЦţˣǻǱۡˣһ²һ¡Цš
ˣε̫ˣ˵͵Ѿƣһֱֶۣôźã
Ųȵռͺʹⶼȥˣʹ
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Ц޷Σ
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ŵͷȻöˣͱɡ
޷ֻôӿƿһ˭֪룬Ծװ˵ŸʹɫǾ͵ûһ뿪ˡ
˸ճţͻȻ߬ظ첲Щѿ˵ˡҪ......ھָЩʲô檵ĶӺܲ
Ų̾ЦţҪĥң˭ͺȣ
Ц޷檾ͲµЩҩǲңкҩɡ˿˵ˡ檶ʵڲȻعˡ
ŵͷȥɣȥɡ
صڼľѿ͵ЦţʵǱ´οɲˣ̫嶯ˡ
εЦţ޷Ŷӣ֪ʲôԾЩʹ
æţūȥ̫ҽɡ
ҡҡͷ̵ס
ͷūȥŨθ˵ȥˡ
֮Ծɾöʹﲻżˡϱ任Ũůθ˸֮Ծʹֹȴ̵סĵﲻɣ֪ʲô


170 ǿھ㵽׷ʲô

֮ԾɾʹżˣȰţˣ̫ҽ浽ʲô鷳£αǿš
ͷͬˣȥӴ⹬밲ɣȻ̫ҽҪ׷ʲôҲøΡŶӣǶʹֲڣ˵ʹ
ӲȥӴ⹬ˡûиŶһֱʹɫǰѿˣ㱻ſ˳æţôˣ
Цţ޷ŵ˶ѡ
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Цţ޷ȥͿ̫ҽ
̾ңʲôȥ̫ҽ𽣺밲һϵһ̣̹ͥ˵ǱлҪʡ
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治ɫ˵𣿡
أŵһˣΪΣ
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˵ˣʺ˽㣬㶼ʵڷ
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ӻ֪˶ˣСȵ󣬴ûиʹһ͵ñ㸹ʹֹɲǾ⣿
ӻǾƻûУø̫ҽһ֪ûк˵˵
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ŵͷ޷ǣԸá
˵ˣʺǣ񸮣˵󲻴˵ССﲻŲźá
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171 檲֪ʺ͹ʲô

죬ɵҪʹɫҿɲ׸ֿţ֪֪£ɻ϶ԭ嶳ˣʺҲ˵׷ˣΪʲô˶Դ檣ɼʺģﲻһʵʧйȡ
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ȥ˰͹Ƶ㣬϶ȣʵҪȡ˺ˣƵһɶҷʲô㡣˾ТģҶһǵΡŻϳ谮ֹΪй˳ȴĵԩ꣬ųȥˣһ衣ؾ֣ʺ󰡻ʺụ́öء
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172 ̫ҽܳ

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ڼЦţ޷ⲻͻȥҲͲ˵ʲôˣߴ̫ǽŲЩ
̫ҽϵţˣæӭӡɫ԰ףˣǿЦţ̫ҽõˡ
̫ҽ׵΢ıֶѣˡ
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ӦΪ㻹£㰲ģӦòǿھƵ¡檾ͅһڣǱҲСʵڷŲ̫Ķ˵Ƕƣ檵ûˣѲʹʹҩһСھ飬ûҩɣ
ͷ˵ǣǿھƵȷ㸹ʹɵ̾˵׷ʲô򣬾ͺö֢ҩˡ
СŮ̽ˣ̥ҩˡ
˹Цʥ¡Ϊϵ»ӡЦ㣬Ⱥ˰ɡ
ҡҡͷҸճβҩ﷢࣬Ҫԣٳԡҩ˿ϣ˵ЦˣҲһ
˵㻹˵һ򽾺ᣬּΪͻʺ󣬻ô˴Ҫƽϲźá֣ȵղ˳ˣԻùԾˡ
ЦţɷŻȴǿˡֻǰ£ͻɣŴηοĵȫ檲Ҳպעġ
ͷǣҲҲʵڲȫ˱ϾǱۡˣ໥֣ͱЩ˷ͷЦţòҪģҷɧˡ
ҡͷᣬ׵ľɻϴãﰲıɡ
ЦţûȡЦͺãһֱϻۣȻûп
˵֣̫ҽˡ̫ҽλ񣬱ţ΢˵Ӳûд÷࣬ģ
ӻɲģ̫ҽ˵ɫ֪
̫ҽ׵΢ˡɰ˵շӳԣñ㲻ˣϲأ΢
Цţƭ㣬أһ֪
̫ҽǰش˵̫ҽµڶҪˣȴʹ̡ǲǼתĹϵǰȴҲûôʹ
̫ҽһᣬվ˵һߣֹĲȷˣ΢̧ͷһλӣ΢ѣĲʹȷˣ΢ȴұ֤ް
ţ̫ҽģ̫ܽҽԺȻҽտǵΪΣ
Ц̫ҽý򼴿̻ʺ㻹ܴ̫ܲҽԺ
ҲЦˣﲻҪˣʺκùˣвġ
̫ҽͷæ˵ţˡ΢ǻ̧̿֡ͷԹʲôˣҩײһ𣬱˴Ҳеġ
ֿ̫ҽֿ̫ҽҸոջ˵أ⼸վƽʳһûãѲװ氡Ҳҩˣ
̫ҽվӦţǵᡣһ̧ͷϵ̥ҩţʲôҩ
˿ЦЦˣҲûˣ̫ҽԺͶ֪ˡ
˵̥ҩҳ˼ˣѲҩײһ飿
̫ҽӦţпܣҩ΢һ֪
ӻūȥҩױ̨Ѱҩ̫ҽ


173 ǻʺҩ

̫ҽ˿ҩֶ΢ɷһҩ
ز죺Ȼ̾ţѵҩײǿǺİ컵ˡ
̥ҩ˸̫ҽ̫ҽһڣֿ˿ҩ˵ҩҩ˵ţҩ𣿡
Ӧţţūȥá
ܿ죬ҩӽˣ̫ҽֲ˲ҩصͷ΢......ҩģ
æ˵ţҩǻʺ󳭸ҵģ̫͸ɣɴŪɢԵãʲô𣿡
̫ҽӦ΢΢Ҳ͵͵ظλץҩҩɵҩͬԼ˼ζҩ
ۣ˼ζҩ......
̱ڵˣæūҩ˸С̫࣬һֱ͵͵ץҩģͲҪǵˣĪһֱץҩū澸
̫ҽæ˵ţùðģҩûץҩҩ̥ķӣʵ˼ζ̥ҩ㡢ţϥ⡢ӺȣץҩĹֻץʶʴûз֡
ŵ˵ϣֵؿǻʺҩ......
վҩţһۣӱӱ㻬ڵϡҲľ֮״ðⷽӲõոʺķӣǳԵ÷û⼸ζҩ......
סˣѿڶģŲҼٷӵġ
ָæվؽã............ӵȷһ̾Ȼȥˡøæˡ
̫ҽΡΡ˵΢ѣԶҽв鿴һ
̫ҽЦţ̫ҽģҽؾ̥ҩҩײˣ
̫ҽӦţḁ̇̄ҩˣһֱʹؾҩԵʡӷˣǼȥ............ܾҲϲ......
סˣҲˣѾʧˡһ£˵̫ҽţʲôûпҲʲôûҲʲô֪ǰѽй¶ȥ֣̫ҽԺˣҲҪˡ
̫ҽϽͷ΢Żʼٺ»Ǵûǵıӻū硣ģūʲô֪ʲôʲô˵
۾ţʺҲ˵
̫ҽͷ΢ס
ͷл̫ҽȫ̫ҽȥɡ̫ҽҩΡΡ˳ȥˡ
ֿѷøҿæӵݸ˼ۣҲˣֽƬ˵ϣ˶סˡ
ּӣŭū澸߻ȥ
æվţ黹ûŪһʲôá
߻ǰԾɺߣǻʺֳҩһֱʺƭˡ죺ѵ......ѵĲɵ£
ҲסˣܵģŲôҵġ
ӻԸһϣ۾ȥһʺۡ
ҡͷҪȥﶼȥ
عˣöϵҩ̵ƭӣҲⶫˣ
ģŲ......ֲôң˭ôң̧ͷǲɵҩ⣬ʺҲһֱٳԼҩ
ӻող˵ˣǵҩʺĲһǲſں˵ġ
ͷǣǣô£ҡͷģŲô......
ţǿô찡
һ£ô죬԰ˡߵǰ˵֣С˵ˣر͵֪һ˭Ҳ£ٻʺǰᣬûУ
˵ͷ˵ˣһʺˣū澺ˣ
һۣ˵ʲôԴҪˣ黹δ˭ˣȻܰװҲŻʺôңĵȵȣزţܻ˿Ѱ
ͷ˵ǣ˭û취⣬Ѱ֤ݣʱͲ²öԸˡ
ɿ˵֣һװûһҩץҲֻҲ԰ˡüͷҲ»ɸù֪˵ҩû⡣
ӻ̫ҽ˵ˣҲ漸λ͵͵ץҩû⡣
ЦˣҰҲ̫Ƶˡ
𱸵һͲϲˣЦū澿ˡ


174 檵ķǶԵ

æӦţǣǣūҲˡ
ū֪ʺҪãɴūʵĴӰԺϸһ㣬ʲô⡣
ӻ֣֪ǵңһǸŲ......ҡҡͷˣȵȵȿܻˮʯġӦš
˴㹬Ҳûŵ뿪ˡ԰֮󣬼ûˣŸ˵ô......ô......ǷǱֽʺģɸʱòһ......ãǻʺд֣ҵʱҿ񲻸ɾ......
̾ºΣǣʺū澲ԡ
Ҳ̾ǰҲ԰
ýӻﰲģֽⷽģֻǰݷӣǵʺġڳ⣬Ȼʵڹֲͷϡ
ӦţӵǴӱȥģȫˣϻؼǵһ϶ˣ¹ػãǣȥ֪ң
ˣĪݺŴۣ˵ķӿԶ϶ǼٵˣǻʺķӸϾͺ˵һдǵǴˣ
ͷǰʱǵһҲã˿̸֪ʲôҲȥʺҪ߬ĹѲҲҪˣãУȥ͹ʸ
Уܿ쵽͹ҲС̫ͨˣֱӳȥڿϺȲ裬ˣϽ񣬳ūţҲͨһʧԶӭЦţã檸յǰȥأȻˣȳʰɡ
ԵˣЦţأͨÿÿܳʡ
ЦţⱾ£ǰġ
ЦˣɫˣɵʹͨҲӲ󹬵ָɽҿ㻹á
ɵЦסˣﻹȲأ۵Ի󣺡Ǻ⣿檲ʾ
ŵ˶ʹ˺Ȼ˶ӣҪȻҲᷢеķǼٵġ
ıˤ˵ϣˮأˣٷӣûŶҲδʲôٷӣ⻰óʵڻ̿֡
Ϭմ̫ҽѾԵ÷ˣ˼ζ̥ҩЩҩʹֹŵķǻʺ󳭸ģʺķñתģƵͷˣһʵԾ
۵ػ֣̿ԩˣʵԩҸʺķӸǳԵһôҺҼʲô̥ҩʵڲҡ˵ķǻʺģǻʺУһżٵģʵڲ֪˷ǳΪ
ӿڵתķӣҸû׻ʺûг̥ҩҲ˵ķӵȷ⣬ܲǻʺİɣҪãʺƣϲôָɣֻ㣬ֻǷӱ⡣ʵǾ͵ϸǰȥ
ɸϽӦţԩʵԩ檸ʺķĸ檳ԵһǲţǼ̾ȥӴ⹬Ҫһˡһվæߵǰ㰡һ۱֪٣⣬ȥҪҰҶϲġ
̾ǣǣˡٳüˣָָһߣ˵ɡ̾ܲǻʺд֣
ƼһȺһڣ죬˵ˣ檵ķǶԵģȴŴģ˻ʺ˭ʫ飬ôдָ֣ĵġţҵĵȷȷûǾŶȴţںˣˡҿǾƶˣƿȹˣ檶ʬ촦ˡ
ۣʵûзŶ
ʹصͷģò㣬ʲôûзţǾƱ⡣
סˣƼ裬ֲãһˡֿɵʺҪãôˣ......
ɵػˣѻǣ֪֪治֪ģʺıϣ˵Ʊ浥ȴšںˣβ¶ˣʲôƲ˰ɣ
ҡͷû˵غţ㣿


175 ɼǻʺΪ

عʵʺķû⣿
죬ίˣҵĺý㣬ǲáҶ˵ˣҪǲţȥʺѷҪһ֪
ͷ㣬ҲŻʺ󲻻ô......
Цˣ˵ЦˣѲ˹̥ҩ
ãȻӦţȻ......
Żǲˣǻʺʹùթֶΰվţ̣ʺııã˵ȫҪ߻ϡ
æɣ黹û¶ۡãȻȻǻʺΪ˲ͬĻȥĵ״ֻûǡ
ɲţ˲ͬʺ󶼲ˣܰɣ
ýӻū澺մӴ㹬ȷͬ
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ӻ£ɱϾӴйһ飬ֲˡ
ߵǰο㰲ģ˵˺üˣʺû⣬ֻҪһ֤׵ġ
ӻǻʺķô죿ҧ˵һָô죿
סˣϵЦֽסˣţǰǰ......һ˷ˣ㰲ģǻʺҧһģҲˡΪûûְǳԵһô˷ˣȴúõأɼǻʺΪ
ٴסˣ豭һڣŻ˵˿ֻǻʺˣֿɣٴʵ߽ʵĲ
ʹصͷҵĺý㣬ĲΪ
̾˱ӣɲãɲ......
ţôãѲۻʺ󣿼Ļʺ֮λػ۷ˡ
һɣʲôʱˣ˵ʲô۷岻۷ġ̾ۻϡǻʺΪһ¶϶ἫʧĲѣϾϲ......
ɽӻʹ˻ϵģҲЫ˼ݱ󹬡밡Ͼ˯˲ˣйĸʵǻ֮֮
һɣ˵㵹˳Ӣˡֻ˰˵ؿðһʵʲô룬ֻ밲ɴǣ浽ңʵڲܲ......ɡ
ˣ漴ǰ˫ַסȣ˵㣬Ҵû㣬ûйҸûðô£Ҹʺ̥ķӣɽתһˣⲻ𣿵ȷǻʺһΪһ¶Ҳ߸檣Žꡣʺ˾֮޿أڳûӦ檵ȷˣΪΪˡ
̾ʲôӣɡŵֻʵôȴ˵࣬ȫһ֮ʡɣǾ仰£Ը˵վɵ֣ȰΣ˵ƤҲҲѴˡŰɣˡɿ֣ȥˡ
һ˾һᣬЦ⣬ڿЦ˻Ƽųغţ
ɿһۣ˵ˣ˷Ҫûʺ
Ƽӻ˵ˣ˲׷£ǲòֵġ
Ӧţ˹ƶˣƲ磬ǲ׷ֻǣʺҲ׷ʴ˲ų
Ƽӻȷ޹أûʺ˾ȥɣǱˡ
ɹЦţôõĻᣬñ⿴ϷԲܣҷǵðˮ͵ظźãҲţʺҩ˵һûʲô̥ҩѲǻʺ......ҪãʺӦòĿŵ......˭......
Ƽӻū澿³˻ʺɻûˡ
ɵͷĪݺʺ󣿻ݺңֱƼⷽҸģѲݺңɲã˹թұǵĵ
ƼӻģϾӻ֡
ҡͷ㵽ҵıӻҲȫƵϡ
ƼӦģǸ÷ӵĵȷȷ⣬ǻʺƾݣз϶Ѱ


176 ȻŹ

ɵͷǣƼЦţִǵû׷Դͷ̫أüٷƭˣҲܺߣҲͲĴˡ
ƼͷͱʱӦ
һûӵūţһͱ̫ȥûϻ˼ãֵǷ꣬˵·ϣı֮......
Ƽŵù˵ϣ˵ٷ͵͵Ūãץҩûǵʱ̫ⷽӣ֤ͶƵˣǺã
Цţֻ죬ƭˣҲ̫ˡһ¶ûϻỳ˭̫Ͼ϶ڡӻ֣ŵãⷽӵֻǱӷֲǾԲͳˡ
Ƽվ˵֪û˷˷Ǽٵġ
ţһĸ̥ﲻһʹ֪Ҳװ֪Цţأûʺ˵ЦţȥϢ˵ʺ˵ķ̥ҩҪ̫Ŀŵʱϵע⡣Ƽȥˡ
ͣ˼Ǽ̥ҩʱ÷̫ҽҩӹȻһЩĵﲻţѵ̥ҩԵʣΪķҽ飬ЩҩĹЧ̫ҽ˵÷ֺҩһǶӾֶΣνʮֺݶ
ڿϣ۾Ŵ⣬߬ҽ飬档ҩˣ˵ţúҩˡ
عҩһںȥҩʵ̫࣬Ͻڣֺһ棬Ż˿ྡྷһ˵⼸ûȥӴ⹬밲ʺҲûʲôá...
Цˣһæʱ򣬻ʺôпչһĶͷûʺĻẦ𣿡
һ£漴˵ˣūһֱ˵ȻˣҲ͸˵ˡū澾ûʺ󵹲ںָģȻǷʲôŵ⼸ū澶ˣȴûһңȥ״ˡ
º͵ЦţӻɵѾͷ㣬Ҫܷӵ飬ľûʺ𣿡
һ£ͷ漴ҡҡͷ......ᣬū澾ò......Цˣɷӵȷǵİ˭
ͷҲ̾ˣ˵ǰָҵģû˿ԻˡŴ⣬ŵķӸһҲӦ÷ˣȴ޶ɼǲһ......̾Ϣţ˵ˡ
ֵҪȥʻʺɣһʲˡ
ҡͷȻҪʣȴʱ򡣡ŵͺðˣȻҪ飬һ粨ҲʵڴݾߡֻҰסᣬƽ˾Ѱ˿Ȼ˳ϣʹ߸
ЦţʮŻʺ󡣡
ӦţǻʺһܾẦҡͷ˵Ҹޣֲר裬˭ʲôأһ룬ֻлʺˡ
ӻǻʺĻǰ˳ɸùܷϲʺĹϵһ˫񣬺ø̡
ˣЦţţ˵ʲôģߵǰ漴ˣͷԴˣ͹ģ˵ʺ......
ͷţ಻ס¹Ǿ͵ʲôûֻҪҲ˭Ҳܽ˷ˡ
ͷӦţʵλʺūȴӰ
˵˵أ黹ûۣ˭ɡ
ӦţӴˣʮˡ
ͷЦţûиʺ밲ˣȥ
ӻū֪λʺ󣬿ĸƤܲһİ߽˭С
֣ͷӦţǷģҲʲôʢ˭ҪңȻŹЦš
ͷϰ߹ˣǿʼء
⣬ЦţˣȻϰˡͷˣɡ
ڶһ磬ȥӴ⹬밲ˣʱЩˣ˶ˡ񣺡ʺ򸣽𰲣ЩЩл˳檵ĳ趨ʡ
Ÿæţ˵ӿɴˣ̫æˣⶼҪϣûпȥ㡣
Ӧţ֪æҲʵڲûʺ׿ùһüˣҲ￴ˡ


177 ⲻǳ檵ıʼ

ӿڵֻҪȥæҲܼʱֻйȥɡϣʺĿ֪⼸յķԷô
Żû˵ס˻֪˵ʲô⼸ڴûʲôԷﰡ˵
ҧԽקˣʺ˵ʲô죿漴ֿţʺô
º͵Цţѧˣ޻̸֪֮˭ڰŪǷǡ
۾һȵ죬һȦˣŵҿɻȥˣǿԷſ˵صӣ˵˵̥ǵĲһ˼ζҩһһ̥ҩ......
쾪ˣʲô̥ҩ檲֪ģ檿֤Ƿʵûдʲô̥ҩ
ɲҧ˱ˣ̫ҽۿǷˣ㶼˼ˣȻḹʹֹҲˣʱڳ
˿ڣţôû
Ӧţ밲
ˣ˵еˣʲôʹֹʲôڳ檲֪˵ʲô檾Ǻ͵ǱƣֶʹѴãﲻعˡ
Ϭؿӻװǻʵһһĸ֣ǰСˡţһ󣬻ȫ
Ӧţ˵
˵檸ķܷһۣ³˲ķͲˡ
ſ𽣺ȥðɡЦţӲҪˣҲ˵Ĳˡ
ܿ죬ҩˣɽӹҩϸüͷ˵ˣҩɰķãⲻǳ檵ıʼЦţԭҩ
æӦţûбҩˣһֱһŰԻؿš
ЦţԼıʼһܲʶ𣿡
Ӧţûаһֱһš
ЦţŪ٣£װ׵ذѻֽϲҵıʼվߵǰֽƬЦţ˿ɣǷһ
ӹֽƬؿ̧ͷţ漴Цһ
˺ڻ࿴˿˵㣬ܷһۣͷѷӵݸˡ
߬ˣⷽĲһɣһҲϲˣ͹Ƶţⲻ֪ҪˡȰ㲻ҪִԲˣ;֪ɣ
Ӧţлָ̣зִ硣
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˺ڼõӦҲˡ
һߣűסˣϽվů˵š
ӻ檾͵仰ء˴Ҵҽȥˡ
һס֣ɫ˵µģ밲ȥءû㣬ûҩʲô̥ҩҪңĲ㡣ǷֳģûУһ֪١
Цţˡóӣݸš
ϸؿţſָһ£ӵ˵ϡȵؿ˷ҵıʼҸҩʲôҩʶôϼζҩ
Ҳסˣһƨæţ......
æվҡҡͷ޷ɡҲˡ
ųĬŲ˵æعվ˵ﲻذˣӺܺá
Žӻغ£˿ֻңҷ»ʺȨûʲôЦţ㾹ң㣿
ͷӦţҵȻңʵûҵɰûа취㡣Цţ㣬˭ûҵɣϾϲô谮ҡ
̾һжԹңҽãһˡ
ӻӦ˰ɣʺӻ檲źáɫˣɵǿƣг檵ҩ˭ˡ


178 ʺķûⰡ

ųĬţ˵ˣū澿ҩȷıʼдʱūһֱţҲû⼸ζҩֻһֿܣӦñ˭ˡ...ֽŵ˵ǵķӲıʼֵĵȷȷֽݹֽ......
˵ţһŽԽԽ˷ˡ
˵ˣʮҪôҳ˲Ҫô˲Ҫô˼......
˻࿴ţЦôһ˵¶ˣֶʵڸ檵......
𽡢ŵù˵ϣūǲжġ
Ÿæ˵ţ˿˭ɣɼȻѡ˴ΣͲܻ¼ɣȻ˵ģﵽˡ
ӻԸûŴ
ŵͷģҲԸûŴ㡣
ӦţġŵȾ䣬ֻغңֻҪ檾ҩް˭ҲͲָժˡµǰٶֽţŪֲ㲻ˡ
΢΢̾㡣
ЦţʱҪˣް˱Ǹżſ˺ءŵͷˡ
˺ڴҴһ˹ڿ˵ˣˣǵķû⣬Լԡ
ӦţǣǳԵʺһһû⡣
̾ϢţֿģһͲϲ......㣬ʺ󲻻ĺ˰ɣ
ҡͷҲ๣ҪãӦòɡ
ڵͷӦţǣ檾ûʺҲᣬɸù
Ӧ޹أǲҪ˵ˣǻ
ڵͷӦţվˣȻû⣬ǾͻȥҩԡЩɬˣò̴ޣ˺ҩʱʵڿϧ
˵ͷӦţˣþ͸Ͻȥɣ̰ˣҲõġֵҰĵӣʺŵõͬʶջ޵ġ
Ӧţ˵ǣǻʺţȥˡ
һ뿪˵ҪҪ......
û˵꣬˱˵ʱǲ˵ٵһҲ޷ֲ
Ӧţʵô
˵Ҳ֪˭ǵ£Ҳֲǹܣܱٺòִֻ̾󣬶֪ûһ淽ӣǾͲˡ
ӦģûԹҩϲġ
صͷ˻ʺ󣬾޵Ĵ࣬ȴһֱûжܵ³ӣһ͹......˵Ҫͻʺ󽻺áϸŷʱˣ߻ʺֻ࣬кôûл
Ӧţʵ˲ЩӣǶûȥϾʺҪãҪҪȥ
˵ˣһȥվӵɣǾɡ...ĿڵҲˣҹǶǷءɣҲã㶼һˣ͵㶫˼һ£˾ͻҲû˻ˡӦš
ߺߵػ͹ظ޴йֻ˺šֻʺķûⰡȷҳţѲɴ޸ɣ
ƼһԽӻǸû⣬Ĳ١
ɷţӲãûס٣αһţԴ˰ѸԴƵϣҸٵģʹҲյٵģװ˶ˣҺǣҡӷû⣬֤׵ģȴˡ㿴⣬СѾͷƬʲôֶΰ²ǳҶĪĲ£Ǳʲô
Ƽ˵ţˣ޹أǻԹ۰ɡ
͵߬µȷ뱾޹أӦǳŻʺ˵ģôõĻߣֻбԵɣ˵ʹ˰⵹ʺҲδ֪
Ƽӻūһԣˡ
ɺؿƼüһĸˣ˵޷
Ƽһɵʺ󣬴ȴ޸ɣֲǻʺ˵ݣֻе߰жˣūȴ벻˭......
סˣ˻֣ɡʺóķӵȷױʣ˵ǲ׼ңҲͲ˵ˡȷ£ǾͿˣƸҰҵķӣһ£һꡣɲֹһ˫......һƨסˡ
Ƽæţ......
ɻվ˭˭......һ̫......һ


179 ¶β

Ƽæӻ̫ûߣϲʺ󣬶ϲô
ɵͷǰ˭Ĳģɡ............߬ȭͷָǻʺңָΪǰǵ......ʵڲ֪«ʲôҩɲܵģȦ......
ƼųӦţūҲ벻ס
ҧгݣѾͷƬӶƲ磬رˣǰСˡϧţֻϧҹһˣûĸףֻλ֣»ʺˣȴװǻƣԶһͬ۵ƤңֻһĹһˡΪʹң¾͸ðˡ˵˵йˡ
ƼֻðοţģǸǴ壬ڽΪϵ̫ƽ˭ܱȵϡ
̾ǣûĸʦ......̾ȻȲϽ㣬ôҲǿرǻʺ󣬶ﱰź˵Ѫʵͽť»գǵɣָֻЦݡ
ٿе̫Ҳ⵵£̫һ̣߳һ߿ɣһֱŲߣǶ˵ӵ£ĺܶԡһ̣ЦһΪʲô֪԰ɣúõسš
̾¿ʼִˣٲʵ˵ɣʱͺˡ
̫һɣˣΪ˭۾һ磬㲻͸ͨ˰ɣ
ɸæӦţ̫ģֻδᡣһֱ֪Ǽٵģ֪˵ûС
̫һ˵ͲһĶ
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ְ̫һɣԹ٣ʲô˼ɰҰ
ɸϽͷӦûУ檲ҡ
ǳҲģ̫ϲʺ󣬻Żʺ̫֮λأẦ
̫ӻİɣĲɰҵ¡
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̫۾һѾͷ㻹滳ɹҰЦţ˭ȻûǾǻʺ£˴ǰ¡
ŵ÷סףҡͷģʺӦòʵ......
̫̾ʲô⼸ˣһ¶βϬˣҸ㣬㿴ϷͳɣҪǶ˵һ仰㡣üһ˳淽ӣôûʵܣ
ɸæӦţܡ˵ʲôˣϽˡٿ̾ػţ......
ţ˵ţ˵ʵڲزסˣǻ֪֪࣬ôԹ̫......
죺Ҳð죬ٳԱҩˣϽ̫ķӳԣһ»ӣ̫ˡ
ɿЦţүˣҲȢ˼ˣһڻʲô......ЦţɣҲָΪӡĵ»ӣϲģᵣģϾֶ̫ŮǰЩˣﲻǡ...
׵ͷ˵ǣҲиˣǱҩԣ̫鵤ҩҲԣԵɡЦš
ɵͷԵԵ......
Ӵ⹬صû˵ˣԼˣūһ仰ū澰ɣ
죺ɵѾͷҵȻЦš
˵ūʵ̲סˡū澱ܵģùôͨϵ֮һֱȥץҩģС̫಻ÿӾץˡѾˣ˻ʺ˼ٷҲûˣǸһ𳤴ģһŻʺ󣿡
𱸵˵ʲôǵūš
Цţ޷Ҷš֣üʺûиҼٷӣǾ˵ñˣ᲻ץҩʱ򱻵ˣҲֻˡ
סˣӦ֮˵ϣˡūˡ
㣬ҲҩҲûԳһ
ӻūǳֻǻʺ......
æӦţͷ絷⣺ǣù˵......
ӻһ־ǻʺո˵ã϶Ǿ˵˵ļơ
̾ūҲɣʵڲ˵ҪԸźá
ӻʵ˵ʺҩıʼʲô˼أ


180 ʲʲô涫

ҪôĲıʼҪô˵ģˮϲɵ顣ЦţҲʵ벻װ......ĲɵıʼǾǻʺˣյҩһǼٵģȴɸң˵ϲ¶ˣϽĶϣֲҳʼǼҩֻ˵ıʼ......
һãȻǵģūʵڶ
εЦЦ֪Щ£ػȥɡ
ӻʺķӸǵһҪôɸ÷ӱ⣬Ҫôݸʺʱ......
ͷͬˣӦòɣµһʵ̫ˡɸۣһǼٵģҲٲ......벻ס
죺ôأܾܲȥˣʵڿ¡
ˣǰģҲ˵ˣұزŹҵˡ̾ʵڲֵ˭ôưƻʺӴҵġʱźܺãǻʺֻཻкûпһѡ
˵˵ò׻ö˼˰˻Ȼ֪
˵΢ᣬأ˭ᰵңǰҶ۾ͳˡ
ӻܾΪν϶ɳˣ˺޷Ѵ֮壬ֲΪأ
һ£ͷͬţˣҲһͿˣҲ˵Ĵ۰ɡЦš
˵ʺķû⣬Ǿ⣬βץҩ̫ʣһʱ֪ˡ
ֵƵĵͷӦţǣù˵ǣλʺūҲָẦֻץҩС̫ˣȻƵģҧгݣץҩҩˣūÿȥѾˣž͹ˣָ***ȥʺȥ˾ǵطʲôˡһ˵ʵūҲˡ
һ£ͷͬǵģǾֻֽܶˡ־̫ͻ֪ˣǶ͵ҩǲÿ
ӻ˶ڳԣ̫Ŀ֪ܲһ룬Ϊʲôÿ밲ʱһ룬ɾˣ
ֻȻˣù˵ǣǲߣҾͲ˵ӵˡ̫Ҳָ֪˷£ֻװ֪ˡ
ͷӦţһᣬ˵ˣȥС̫˵һֱΪץҩҪʹǧҪסôݾߡ
ŭ߬ȭͷҧūţūȸ˵
Цţòģ˵𣿱¶ˣȥɣҪôūȥҲСأǳײͲˡ
εЦЦȥɡһ£ֺסˣһ......
վס˽Ų
˺һᣬӲŴˣˣˣС̫Ϊ˵ͱˣѾ˼գӻʳʲô
ʵ˵ǣǻҪҪ
ֳˣͣ˺ᶨԾɴҵҪ³ʲôȥˡ
̫ˣʲʲô涫......
ܿ죬ץҩС̫ˡС̫Цģǰˣͷ絷⣺ūСӣ밲Ӽ顣
ͷӦţСӣлץҩ
СӿͷӦţлӿ佱ūŲҡ
ֵͷӦţ֪ҽոʹֹ𣿡
СֿͷӦţūץҩ岻ʣˡ
ӿڳ˭˵ץҩǲа
Ц֪Ҫʲôˣ
Сŵú¡¡ͷūŲ֪......ūŲ֪......ܹ˵ūŹ͵ģūž͹......ŵûֹū˵Ӳʣ˵ǳԴҩȴ֪ʲôҩ......
ӿڵȻ˵ʹͣһġʮʮһһеģֻǿöˡ
Сֿͷл̧٣ūһūһ......
ؼؿСӵ䣬ȫҶ䣬һȫҵɥˣ
ӿڳūţ˭ָʹ㻻˵ҩһٻ̻ϣš
СԭһĻЦʱŵңͣؿͷţūŲ֪ūŴδӵҩūŲҰ......
ڽƱ磬̴ȥ˾㻹Ҳ˵ʵ
Сţ˾......˾......


181 Ͱ

Цǰ˾ǿǸõطǵطͱųڸϽʵ˵˻һú룬ҪҪȫԼˣ
ӿڵǻʺ㻻ҵķӣʲôˣ
С̱ڵϣͷҲˣūŲ֪ʲôӣĲ֪......
һˣȥϣ˵˶ҡٰūͽ˾ûʳʲôָʳ
óһƱ̫ǰ˻ΣЦһƱȫһˣ仨仨ȴδ֪ˡ
ˣЦɣ
С˾񣬺¡¡ͷ......ǻʺ......ǻʺūŻҩūץ̥ҩ......
˻һȫסˣеƱڵˡѵĿ죬֪ʺʲô𣿡
СЦū£˲ɱңʺҲҪҵӲһף¡
ֿһסˡ룬ɫºˣСӼ㣬벻
С۾һ˾񣺡ū
ͷãװˡţҵûûҲװ˵ղŵĻһƱϲϲ뿪㹬𣿡ˣʺָ֪ˣǺȥʻֻ˵Ҹлץҩ˵һ֡Ҳȥһʺ鷳Ͳ룬Ҳͱסˡ㿴Σ
Сֿͷлл......ĵȷȷǻʺָʹҵģҪСô......
ôȥ......
شұϾްʹ֪ˣҲôֻݾߡϾǻʺ󣬾ʱһѰ⵹źáСӣƱȥɡ
ƱСӣֿͷлūŶлȫл......վ
˵Ұģ߶㣬Ҳᱳﺦ㡣ˣȫԸˣֻҪݺϷ¶ڣܼȥ
СֹūΪʺô£Ÿūʮӣл̧ūţūŶķԸ£Ҵ©һ㡣ͷūŵĹôūţūԾ͸ˡֻҪҪūŵĵط浽ʺİѱūϵġ
ЦʶʱΪܣ㲻Ҫֻȥʺ￿ҵ״ϾǻʺֻһССˣֻҪһ仰ʱʧ
Сֿͷʺ֪ū֪ū˵ʲôūŵѾӴԺֻΪЧȮ֮͡
ЦܺãȻҲ㡣ȥɡСȥˡ
СһߣʵĻ
Ц²Ļ̫߳
Ŵ죺Ϊʲô˵Ļ
ЦҾ˵ʲʲô涫ȻģʲôƵʺȥȻȰס˹ǽɱڡˣһûʣȫˣͰˣҴʻȥˣǻΪıɱˣǾͺˡ
ͷӦ˼ǵĺȫѡŻʺ󡣡
ӿڵû˵ĸô죿
סˣӵ˵ϣҧ촽Ҳ֪ô죬ԸûŴʺ......
ʰӣĻҳ˵ǻʺΪֻˣй˻˭ܶһ˵ƫȻѡ......
ӻǰûдˣûа취ʱ⵹ˡ
ҡͷһŵģﶼȲи˺ӣҲ޸ߣΪʲôأкӵĻʶﰡ˭ӶʵûҪˡ
ӻ˵ĺٺãҲȲԸģǻϺ̫......
ͷ쾪ˣӢˤʯףǻʺƵðɣ
ҡҡͷεЦţҵʱҲڣĵȷȷԸŻ޹صġ
ؿǾͺãʺˡ
۾һһĶͷ⻰϶ǻʺˣɲáֿһǾ仰ҲҪװʲô֪һ㡣Ӧš
ҡͷӵǣã֪ˣ˭ݣйĸ


182 ǧｭɽҪҵ

ҡͷ룬......
ֵǾֻһ۵ūŵĿڹʵǰⲻʺѲɾˣ
ţ......
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컹ɵģ˰ＱϽУʱ̷ỹڳ˯֮Уĵ⹧޵ۣսս߽ů󣬹̷ᴲǰӣغţүү......
̷СӵһѶۣţֳָ˰̡ſţֻüͷؽŭڵأŵ޵¸Ͻͷү......
̷ƿӣӴˣﲻסغţͰͰһȺͰ......
޵к˸̷ᴩ£סţүϢŭϢŭ......
̷߬ȭͷı룬Ȧˣʼɾ˭֮ţŴ˿ˣ
޵ӦţػϵĻŴ˼Ƕء
̷ͷǽ͹ȥ޵ȥˡ
̷һƿµ̫࣬һһԸʣµĿӣͬʱţʧʧů˵ϣͬţϢŭ
Ƕιţ̷ůվڲ濴ǣ̧ͷׯϵΣһҳ߹ȥ죬ߵǸǰ߬ȭͷʧȻС£ʧ˽Ͼ......ȦˣӦýнˣ쾩......һȫ......
˵ˣǳܣϢŭ......
̷֮£Ī֮ĪȫǼΪʵۻʲô......
ڴ󳼸ϽͷӦţϢŭ......
̷αϢŭϢŭ̷һˣΪᡣ
ǿ̷ˣϽڵϣ̧ͷ
ԾСغţ......
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ϯӦţȼּ
̷ӻ֣˵޷ˣڰȥɣԺ顣
ڴȥˣ̷ʧ˻ƵϣĿ鶯ᡣ
֪˶ã̷ὥعĵĿš޵г˽ε̧Ž׷ţӵ˵ϣҪȥѾãϸ......
̷Եţ˵޵²˵ֻ˺š
̷ͣӴ⹬ǰ޵ºţ......û̷꣬ŵ޵ſ˵ϡ
Ӵ⹬ŵС̫Ҳ̷߽֨ŵĹŮ̷ἲϽȥŻûӭӣѾ߽ˣţȥ
Ų֪ô£˿𽣬ˣųȥˡ
̷ޱŶŲݸ֣Ӧţá
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Ųһ£еıˤ˵ϣʵڲ֪˵ʲôáţϣϣ......
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̷վЩˡǰȥ
ŸϽվ̷ᣬ£̺˯ˡ
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ҲһŴۿôˣƵ۶
ɥǣҴ£ūŲԡ
ֲգվߺҲʧˣ......ֵؿûҰϢ
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183 그

ʲôѲɱܶսӣһƷԱ⽮˲ǰСС̨......
վˣһˤҿʱסߵһ㣬ס˵ţˣˡ
Ҳ޵û취شˣϽ˵ţȥǰ˵֪˵Ϣءȥˡ
֣Ứҡͷ˵ҪˣֻܶҰһָ̨׶༪......
ͷӦţģ˱Ͼ٣ƽġĵţǳ£мűϵġ
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ɵ°˰ӼҲüյ̫ƽָǰ͹ռˡҲָţżߵٵվյˡ
ǿһ˿΢Ц֣ͷΪ˰ʵں¡˵Цţ˽Ⱒ꣬굨С£......
̾ܶ˶ֻڹⲻ׷Ч¡
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æ˵ţʧˡ
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ͷϽ֣ȥɣʱĵǰϢȥˡ
ֿЦǹɣǶҰȻעսӣҲҰ............
ֻðοţģ˰ȫͺá
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ţС㣿
꣬ϻŹ𣿡
æ˵ţģ˲˵˵ǹɣϻӿġ
ֲ˵ţΪǹɣϲŲ˽ߣҰӵĹɣʺİ˾Ĺɡ
ӻģ谮һϵڣϻᵶ˵ġ
ҡͷɲһи̫ƽƵˣ֪Ǹʲôζ
ӻˣǾͲòúôˣֻȥϣܱȫ
ҡͷ˿̲Уͷϣҡ
˵ȥʺҪãϡ
ͷᣬֿЦһ£ˣ޽κ⡣ܰ그ŮģֻҪܾһժҲϧ̾·ͬСɣʺҲҲɡҡͷҿ°ɣȥӴ⹬
̷֪˿Ӵ⹬бţժװΣһ¹ˣŹ﹬ⶼˣˡ޵¼öţˣˣæ˵ţӹˣôĴ磿
Цһﰡﰡ
޵°һӣȻعɣͷϣ˭
˵Ҹ˵飬ϼ벻Ҫ޵ˣ߽Ժ
վţİʹֺװ磬ĵＫ죬æͬĻΪΣ
ûлӦ𽣬ڵſڹҲʱˣ쾪ţѲɻ......æʹɫ˵ˣָЪϢأūȥ
ųˣԿ޹ӣֲ˳˵Ϻѹѹ......
޵¿ųˣɱˣ˸ǰΣ󳼶Żأȥĵ......
ҡͷ޵µϺѹʵڲġ
޵¿ͷǺã
ŷֻҡͷ㰲ģ˲µ......˵ȥˡ
һֱţҲ֪ô죬վ


184 ô

ܿ죬ɶӴ⹬ˣȻȹˣһһЦߵǰǰվ˵ˣŰó裬ٿ֮䰢꾹ﳼ̫ˣ
Ÿæ黹ûᣬвſڴƻơ
Ŵۿţ漴Цû᣿ʺſڴƻơսӣӾ͵նɱʴˡ
ɷˣŻʺ󸣸˵檻һԽˣˡɣݺݵһۣͬ󹬽ãһĵؿ־Ͱˣôö֮ȡЦˣʵǿɶ񡣡
Цţǣסɳ˵ʵ檰սȴӣ˲ʵɣ
ˣæţΣ
ҡҡͷ޷ﲻ̹ˡ
ͷӦţһιȴø˾档
Ÿæ˵ţ˵ˣ
̫شˣԶԶָųʺã
Ҳһš̫ߵ˸ǰŵͷͷ̫ݣ֪
̫ͷţҲʵãйǰ裬ڴ󳼶ڵŻϣȥȰϻĵ
ӦϺѹʵڲ......
̫ţʵںͿû򵽾ǣŴ򵽾ˣٲҲ٣̾ЪϢҲýȥغţϣΪأǶڵء
̷ˣ˭......
̫ţʺԴΪأ侢ȥˣȥʵ۳
վҲ漴վ̫Ϊأͬʺһȥţ˽ȥˡ
̫۾һЦϣûע˹ˣôװ磿
˵ˣЦ̫֪̫ƽߺЯһսӣΪء
̫۾һӴﰡҪͷģ
Цţ̫һѪ檰ݷ
̫һɣһݷˣľ㰢ʤ̰ɣ˭ûиǵʱ򣬻ǻ׹ݣϲҪ
ɽӿڵǣ⣬Ӱ
Žů̷ȴѾˣԼ¡Ÿæȥ̺Цţ̫ˣ
ŵͷӦţ̷㿴´ʵҲˣôؾ
ͨһ򵹵ϣͷϣΪ......ˡ
̷ͷӦţ㰢ôˣˡ޲ԭɣöᡣ
̷ᴩѣŵļ򣬴ǰ߹ȥˡ˼ˣϽ̫Цţ񣺡Ӹ̫밲
̫ͷʵ۲ض񡣡
̷վֶ̫˵ǰ񣬶ȥˡ
ֵ̫ͷʵȥɣȥɡ̷ҲͷӦȥˡ
ż߳⣬̫תˣ˵֪ѹɵг֮УΪϱڻҵҪǶһȥˣô죿̾Ӣģȵ۲һһ겻񣬶ѹʰʱһʵ......Цţһȥˡ
Ÿæ񣺡֪ˣ̫һӦš
̫ǳţ˵ţʱ⺢ӣŶʮ갡ȴôĵӡʵҲD˻ʵۣҪȻҲ......̾
ǳӦţ̫ģʵ£ܹҲùܰ
̫ͷҲѹҳүҲܲáҡͷ˵ˣ˵Ǹˡ̾
ȥˣҲһһɢˣŸӣ´ЦšȰҲԾȥˣԸˡ
ЦһЦˣҲҪˣĪļ˵ǹɣȻ϶ʩġ񣺡檸ˡŤȥˡ
ֻó⻰˵ʵĺ
վס˽ţתĿϬˣѽﳼʲôûﳼ֮ŮҲҲ꣬ʵڹֲñˡ뿪ˡ
һֱû˵Ŀ޽ؿԶػЦЦҲЦЦ˵˽ȥˡ
߽ůͶŹˣȾҰɡ
ŷŵ˳ȳȥɡ


185 Եɫ

ųȥˣŽ˵Ͽˣϵҵ......ʧƵ˿ϣʵ......
ĻһˣһҷβҰҲʵܣһɱˣ
Ÿæ˵ţ˵ǰ꣬⻰ʵ治
Цţǣǰ꣬˲ǶŮҲָժʲôҰ껹ҪҼӹٽأӻҪӹٽˡ
ָæ˵ɣԽ˵Խ֡
ĨȥᣬţȾȰɣһֻͣƽϡ
Żˣ˵ɡվڿһߣ᲻ˡ
ŽŵȻӲܣһΪҪãΪɣΪʺ󣬳ְҲһֻڵϣŻϴҪԻȥʸףҰġҲҪף¹عܳĵطҲʵޡ
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ӻ򲻿СŮ֮Ⱦ֮ģǹȻҲ޵һ棬УҲֻУԵɫ
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ͷԸɡ
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صŽδֻƬļǣʳѰȴҲףȷ˴Σǰǲ׺һڣֵһˡֻеȵæ񣬲ŻᴦС£һҲнˡ
ʵ֪нɴȥ̽뵽»Ҳֻ»롣⹬гֻ֪ǵĹҲõ֪ǳǷǣû֧࣬æȥˣϽš
֣С˵ţΪľֻ֪»Ĺ˭Ҫв˵ˡ㲻ҪģͰŽ»ͳɡ˿ҵֻںܴҰϢ
ͷūס˵үҲõˣǸոհŻ·ϡ
ֻ̾ҲԳȥһȦˣ»ҲΪżش˭ҲҸ档ֿǶˣܲȫڻϡ
ӦţģϻġЦţǼ»үһ򽻺ãһ뷨ӸϢأֻǻʼҽأεݵý
Ȧӵĺˣɿ֣š漴һ˿Ц⣺ʱˣȥɣǵùԿǰ·鷳Ӧȥˡ
㶵ţứˣʱŲҶˣæţˣôֿˡѲҶϣߵǰūȥ跿òҶȥˣǰūֿʼǸ߲ȵˣֻȥë壬ǰ̫ͻʺˡ
ᣬӦţɽë壿գߺ......ʲôǰеúȾͲˡ̧ͷЦˣѾˣҲ֪ܴܲʲô
ӦţģǹڷˣοǼȻܴ
ͷӦţԸɡվȥʺ밲ɡ
žӲãײ£ĳ趨ʡȷˣǷӵǰ˾ʺ϶Ųȥ˳Цء⼸յ밲رر룬ƵģȻףǵЦġ
һ룬һޱظ밲ȻʧǵɿЦû˭ģʺⱦ޹⣬ӳȤ
ʵڲɣȴʵֻܲӦ檺õĺܣлػ


186 ɱ㶼

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Ӣ˺ʹҲЦ˸Ͻס첻Цˡ
￩һ£û˼ˣɽ˵ô㲣ǻûյšչȥˣûյĻһغˡҲã½孱̫ƽɱ󣬻ͻܶκҲ㰢غˣȻҲ׷ˡ
ǲ˵ų֪Ŀǲ٣Ǻ󹬣ǰҪ¡黹ûнǾһнпܣҪĵš
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Ӧţ⹬ʲôܱܣܱܱܣ檾ô֪ġ
ųſڴƻƣҪ𣿡
۾һɣӻһ£ʺʵ˵˳檣ִԡ
ӦֻҪɳӰѪ˾Ǻִ֮ԵͲˡ
ɫؽӻʵش󣬻ʺлʺĴ㣬ҿԸԤģҪ˵ˡ
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ӻ֮ŭδҪײˣָΪСɱǻʺϷһ壬Ȼˡ
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ͷɼɳȥˣҲˡػ͵̧ͷôˣ㿴˶ȥˣվҲˡ
վҲվţ˵ûȥˣĿڵעӣ㰢µ......
֪ش󣬿ŮȾȳ檰꣬檸м
ߵǰ̾ĵż粻ȥ֪˵ʲôĻˡ
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ŵͷãͺúϢգ밲ˡ
񣺡檸ˡɿŵ֣ˡ
Ż˵ʲôȴû˵ڣֻ̾
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һۣ˵ԼİңǲǾҴ治ɰﲻʵǽܲˡ
̾Ļ̻̣Ҵֲ٣Ҫ°
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ͷˣҲ£Ҳ֪ô롣
Ӧţūףܴܽȴòܣˣװܡһ
ӦţЦˣ˽ܣΪۣ˼𣬲Ϲ......


187 Ұǿ

æ˵ţ˵......
֣һ򰲾Ҳˣ˵ˡ
ղڣӹˣ۵ſæţˡ
Ͻڿϣֶ˱ţЦôʲô
ЦţԼţȴվţæסŰɣֻǼˡ
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ͷٺͳүսˣ»үȥϷˣϢֻѰ÷ӡģүλˡС㡢үǶ£ңٹӦþ͵ˡ
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ͷӿվӦǣսˡϺϧᶽΡ
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һߣæ˵ţ»ү֪żдŹȥǰֻĸ֡С˵ţء
˳أȻأֻּһ˿ЦݣҲãϼǼĹѫ»;ܻ˳һЩ
Ӧţģ»үշүġ
ͷӦţ˵ʲô
㷲ĵ˼֮󣬻ϻûвöڻ𣬻ױ͵СȲĴţôһ˲ȴ뿴ʵں¿ʲôõĶ
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һԿţĨţҪҪ͵Ӹˣ
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쾪ţô죿
˭ҲΪһȫڻϡ
ӻˣū澲ò˵ô죿
һֿۣЦҺò׵óˣҪʧˣʵڿˡ
Цţ˵Цˣū澱Ǽһ˵ʲô಻ġūǵʱճãҪΪԸ㰡
ӻ޷Ȼǣ治ҡȻһлǵÿϵ⣬ǲңȻúûȥǴӴңʲôأ˿ֻ
̾ϢֹȥˣʺҲû֪û......ţɵĻ᲻ģ
˭˵ʲô»ʺĲΪ飬ҲԹ£˭˭ꡣ
Ӧţʺ󵽵˲ͬ˿Ҳֻ˵ϼˡ
˵˭Ѵ˭ܹ֣֣Ǳ֡
Ӧţǣūʧˡֿĵū˵˵˺ЩΪˡ
ΪȣΪˣΨֱ֮ҲһմȾǷǣʵΪˡ
ӦţǰϢм١ū澲룬Ϊ˷ӵ°ɣϾҲɣΡ
ͷ޸ɣԩ޳ʵûɺңҲδôˣҲ˵仰ˣǵȥ밲л
ߺߵؽӿڵѼ飬ʺʵ̫ˣūҲš
ӻū澻صȥǰһ£ʺĵΣʺ壬δἰֻƬķأ˵ģһֱû˵
һūҲ˵ˣʵŴʺˡ
æͷϴūʧˡ
Цţûʧԣҿ˻ʺ󡣡
ʱˣ˵ϣ......
𱸵ŵģú˵
վǲǻѾ˰
ŴūһֱĵţҪūžܻˣȥɡ
߬ͷ......ˣżˣߣǹȥĵ˸ȥˡ
ĵſڣ̧ͷҶ˾ŻҾһ仰£ͻȻúˡ
޵¼ˣæ񣺡ˣء
ͷɿĸ첲޵ƿţֿ˿ūֻ߽ͣȥˡ
̷ûůʹһЩˡ


188 

ԴӳԺûټ̷ᣬ̷įӣЩۡ˵򸣽𰲣Ȧ࣬ʵˡ
̷Ц޺ܺãջ£Σ
ͷлϹػ檺ܺá
̷ָǰһۣػţ̧ͷ̧ͷ̷һۣЦⶼǵ㰢ۣһֲĿˣĺ
ͷף񼫣ϴá
̷ͷʵ޸δã˿ֻ㹲ңԣ˵޷
˵ΪŮȻϣƽƽԸϿˡΪһԹߣи.Ӿ.̰ͣ..ʵʧأϸն
̷һ£漴ЦãúݶŮ
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̧ͷ̷᣺ϲƭ檣ģ
̷εЦЦüһģϷԣʥּѷ뷴ڶˡ㰢ȷѾʱؾٺ»ڣɷ⣿
һѱס̷ȣˣлϣл......ϴ˶ϡ
̷üëһ̧ͷޣô˵޺ܸȤ
һ߿һӦ檺ú̷ϣΪյ»ӡ
̷ЦţⲻǱޱ֣˵һ
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ͷɷˣˡǻʶƵ֪ܵԹֻϣġ
̷ͷܺãо򣬿ľûҪ˵Ķ㰢նô죿
ӦţѾýܰĽˣϾǣ֮㣬ϵش󣬳һŮӣ๡ڻϿ깶ʵΣ޵ȣcu
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ӻΪʵ˷߿檲»Ͼó檲ТŶ˵ﻰ̣ƴһһ䣬սɳҲӱ½孹Ϊ⽮󳼣žŵɪɪսӣͻܶΣʵʰս.ٴɣȷͰݰľûʼٺ»ʳʳϸü̽ɱʬΣԴɱӺ˭Ŀ޷ͣӾϡ...
̷סˣ˵ţ˵һ飿
̷˻һŵϽ˫ϥأʧˣˡˡĻˡ
̷Ͻ˵ţ𡣲Ҫ£޲㡣
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ҿ̷ᣬɶͣţ̷˫֡檸ˡ
̷վŲվסĽͣˣֽźվŲֻţͷ߻ߡ
̷ЦŵССŮſڿӣ˵ĵ죬ʵǵ֮ѵʲô֮־һ
ͷ˹ƵҡţȡЦˣһССŮʲô־ֻиж˵Щ뻰ĪҪҲˡ
̷§Цţмأ޺ϲ
Сĵ̷ػ氢лϲɱ֮궨м㣬ʱΪƽ̩񰲡̧ͷһ̷ᣬ̷΢ЦؿŵҲҪעӣơ檸ˡת뿪ˡ


189 ִ°

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޵µͷʹɫߣ߳ĵźǽϢţҰҿˣˡ...̧ͷˣҸ˵Ĳ˵ö˵ˣҾǣ֪ϻ᲻ҡ
Цţģǹƽ
ͷҲǣǹҲܻųˡ
˵ү£˵غˡ
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ЦЩӶûúóԷū澻ȥԵĲˣġ
Ӧţǣȥɡ
Ҵһ˹ȫֹϽ˹˹ţ˭Ž
վţʵ׸˵ʲô
̧ͷһֵۣͷˣʲô˽˵Щ
εЩ˵Ҳأ˵ҲͲأȫڻôˡȻϲ⣬Ҳͱˣ´עˡ
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Ӧģ޷˶̸ֻҪٻǰ̸۾ˡ
Ƶĵͷס˵ţҲˣҲˣˣһסص֣ôһ˲䣬ҾûҪɱˣڻʼЦġ
Цǻϵͻûū澴أһǴֱ׵ģָ˵ˣҪˡ
ͷǣϺܺãе̫ˣлϡ־ֵϻʲô֮־ʲô־ִ°Ҳֻ󾡿쵮»ӣһǻرϡ
ӦϺϲеġ
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Цţİɣ£Ҳˡ
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һʢһ߸̾Цˣ檱ˡ
̷ͷѹһ죬ѹһ죬ЦŻȥ˾ˣߣʵ̫˼ˡ
ӦϿ嶻ˣлϡʢ˲ݸ̷ᡣ
̷Ҳֽ̧룬ͶſԾɶ룬üëһֻ̧üһ仰ι޺š
űһһ׵ιŲ̷һߺһ˵޸ǰ͸ģݵ˵ʲôл֮֡Ͷͣ˾ͰˣҪأϾҪ˼Ц˻˼˵̣ӱֱ޵ķ⽮һ˵նֿ֮˲𰡣
￩һ£æͷ˷ˣ檶úùܽ
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ŵ˲֮ϣۣ֮˭Ŀֻࣿ絶ھ١
̷ָĨȥŵᣬЦ޵ȷۣȴֲòȥֻԸΪųһƬ졣
ЦˣΪ檳һƬ죬ǳ檾ΪϾһɡ꣬Σzh磬衣˵龫ǣͨ˺ͣٷϾˡ
̷ŵ֣а޼ԣԸɡ
ι̷˲뿪ĵɫ磬Żϸոտˡ˻ȥ㹬
㹬ŵС̫࿴ˣæܽȥͨˡͥɤӺţʺ......û꣬Żӻ֣ҪˣǾͽȥɡżû
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ŷţô˳ӣվһȥˣԾɲҿţ˵ɡ


190 Ī

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Žů£Ͻһ裬ɫԾЩȻƺһЩЦ㹬ؾ˵һˡ
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۾Ծɳһ߿ţӦлػ
ûиĸûǣĸǺӵ죬Ѿ˻ʼңȾӣǵͷֻһƬ죬Ǿǻϡϸ㰢ְ㶨ԹޣԹϣ֪
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ŵͷӦţδ޴Ӹȼ޴ӷ򣬿ǵķǻϡ»ɱ㰢꣬ҲκԹԣ׵ģҲѴˡ
ͷס
Žŵ˵ˣ٩٩̸ָ£ǺŮӿԵģʵڵ졣պٲˣʵڻ˹أʧͳ
ͷףҲˡ
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žȵĪˣ
̧ͷһۣ漴ֿһߣ˵Цˣô
˵꣬űվԸɡƵĿˣ¾ͺãȻȥˡЩįȥˡ
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ͷקקӣŷӦˣô᲻Ͳء
ſû˵ʲôȥˡϽվţ߳ţ뿪ˡæţôˣū澿źò
ͷɥػ˵ָŪӣƵ˵ţʵڲ̹Ȼ
ӻ黹δˣȻŲѡ
죬ӻū澾ûʺԩˡǳ޹ո˵ʵܣǻʺ󰡣ʵûҪ޹Լεԩ˲Żʧ䣬ݲġ
ͷӦţɵѾͷ˵ǣʧ䣬ҿԩˡվҸոðе鶼ʸȥʸ
æ˵룬вô嶯סпܻʺװãԴȡΣ
סˣ˺ӿڵҲпܵģҲпܵ......ǿô죿
Ҳ֪ô죬Ѿ£Ӧԡ
̾˵ˣԸ»ûأӵһղˣҲһѰ
ҡͷ˳Ȼ......˳Ȼ......
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֣Ȼ˿˵ˣѾôŸȷ޹أҪѹˣ̯ôҲ㡣
Ӣ˺ʹЦţһۣ˻ؾذһۣЦšҲûдɣͳĬš
ɼ˵˵ڻǰӣ˵Լ̾ӱɰˡ㰢йǸݰͰϾЩˡ
߬û˵˵ˣ˵ˣҲսʵڹ֡
Цֱڿ죬¡תӣһ䣬ʺôˣǲһ޼䣬ôˣ
ӻ˺ܺãлɹػ
ЦţˣסˣͲдˡûԭ嶻ʺĹˣǽһΪʹ»СС»ˡ̾ϾǣӣҲѹ˭˭ҲʲλȨأһܺģֻˡ
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191 £

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ճ˹ţɱ׷ˣغţõһȣл˵
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վ߬ԭصɹӦ檲ңкָ̣
ɻƵߵǰ´ЦúǴӱȴƵ޷ʺ󿹺⣬ʹϣùúá
̧ͷɶӣֵͷ룬ӦлػùúܺáµĻ檾ȸˡ̧ŽҪߡ
ֳվסվŲߵǰŵ֪ΪĴһ㺦㲻ϲʹʵΪ㰢˵飬ҲáøֻĵơǸܣǿھһ֮С
̧ͷɶţЦʺأҲ¡ݺҲ˵ҵһٵط̡Ұ꣬ô㣿ҪǶ㸩ǾǼ˹ˣҲᣡָﻹ檾͸ˡ
һ£漴һǰ˵Щͻˣ֮ͥ£ЩҲǶԵġʺʵ˼ǧҪɱΣϲϣҡһ֮ǰⲻģԸһ֮͹ĴԶΪó
ɶţָˬ죬ʵǸ߿ˣڴлͷﲻҪ¶ۣʺ檸ˡ
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ӵţؿ˵£ʵ̫ˡ
Ӧͳ̫Լˡ
ЦЦû˵ʲôصʱѾˣֱˡʢ࣬˳ʵͻʺô
һ߳һӦôһ
̾ǰѾˣҪһȥôţʵʳѰ
룬㶣æҲū澲˵ˣú÷ɡ
룬Ц޷¡ˣֵʹµìͷָʺﻹƫ......
ӿڵһʺ۰ôġ
صͷǰˡ
ӻҲЩûˣҪȥɣϾΪ˵顣
ͷһֱأѾˣҲȥ밲ˡվȥɡ
̺ڣΣȥǬˡŵʱţҲȥˣ
Ц࣬һҹtuӣϲŻعջū׼ţȥҩȡҩˡ
˵䲻ҩˣɻҪ¶Ӧš
˵˳Ǭڿˣæӭӡһסɷˣżɡ
º͵Ц⣬ָָһߣòض˵ɡ
СŮʰŲ裬ָָ豭ɸǰÿ쳢
豭㣬跿ǰѵҲò𣿡
Ų裬ط²豭ЦҲֹѣճ٣ȻȽ̫ͻʺ󡣡
ƷŲ裬ЦʵĽҴҵʲôǰͷʡ
ҲʲôϡԲˡ
æͷӦţǣʧˡ
æ˵޷ŵôпյˣ
²豭˵ˣлΪ檰˵飬Ӳʣ밲ˡ
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Ӧţ˶Ψֱֻ֮檶һ䣬ʵΪˡ
΢΢̾ãմ㹬вֻѣֶŲˣʵ......ǣСʵΣΪ㰢˵飬Ҳҵԭ嶽㡣
æ˵ʵأûκδ©̸ֺԭһ˵ֵԭأ


192 ҽ¶ʺ

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صͷӵǴӱݳȥģǶǴҶײˡһֱ߬ĶôסĶȻ󲨣ʵ˵սľ
οʺķӾǽݹȥģֺ㰲ġ
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ͷӦţﰲģѾ֤޹ˣҪˡ
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ӻҲһŽ벻ס
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ŪӦﲻΪ檷ģ׵ĺڲˣڵİײˣˮʯ
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Ӧ̸ڣʵڷġ
ͷӦţףȻΪβ߻Ͼãϱضӡ
ӦǧͷʼƲ˳һߣҲͲΡ
ҡͷλȴЭ֮Ȩʲôܸ߽㣬
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û˵꣬ϵǲǵ֮ԾģǹɰģǰֻһǾǻϡ̧ͷŵе棬ңȥһϣ϶ỹһ
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ӻһղ壬һղ
ͷֿѲ⡢ʤһ֪꣬⹬Ĳġݵľˣʵ㡢㣬ֻԸ㲦Ƽգһƿɢ
ֵţ˵ֻȥˣֻվ檶л̻壬ͨ󣬶ߡţ檸ˡ
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˳˵⣬Ҫţæסл⼴ɡָ檸ˡ
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˼Ӧһǻûȷ֤ݣԣʵûоָʲô
ҡҡͷӦūҲϡоˣǸҪϣܵݱ
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ȵ죬ū澵û˼ϽϴԸɣһȰ˵¶ʵ顣֪ʺ󣬹ʴ롣
ӿڵѾˣǻʺͨˣֻǲմǷǣͻлİʾǸϽȥ߻ϰɣûϷĻʺ֮λ˲ˡ
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193 ȸ󫣬ں

ҧгݵ˵ָɵãָ
ãȻسǰţ׷ʵô죬ǻʺΪӦԲ˰
ͻȻͣסŲӻǶһתûдСնȥ
Ӧūŵ֪ûˣ͸æûü
ͷٵȥȥҩʣС⼸նȥ˭Сĵ㣬ʹӣȥ
ӦȥˣҡͷˣһԾɴ滰ˡ̾
˴Ҵһ˹˺ӣ˼룬סվȣһŽ
һԺţҲ֪ô졣ѾỨˣһ߿һ˵̫߻ȥɣֻлܶԸ
֨Ծɵͷ˼ţɱˣ˵¡æŻŵС
عػ˵ǲǻʺģ
ͷǣǻʺģŵеӵڵˣŵūͬҩץҩ̫࣬˵СȥӴ⹬ҩ˾ûлˡȥң·ػ˵˼֢ˣʵڻ㲻¡ūû˵£ȥˡ
ͷӦţĺذˣ豭ȿˮֺ˳üʲô裬һӹζ
æ豭ӦţĲ裬Ҳȥġ
˵Ҹպȹ²ɵǰֲúȲȥĲ衣
ϸؿŲ裬ѱӴյǰƵɫЩ֣
ȵ죬Ҳյ豭ǰţæ˵Īūִˣ
˿裺ЩԡȥѲҶù
Ͻ˲ҶţöһߣҶҲһӹζ跿ʵڸ
æū˲ҶͻˣҲûϸְ컵£Ҫӡ
æ˵£ūŰǸ߲ȵ͡
ҪҪ̫ҽūʵҶɾ
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߬һ̫ˣʵڲ˷ġ
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Цţʵڲ䰡......߬ҵȻ䣬ҲǳãǻʺԵ......
յǻʺǺʺźԿǻʺĴƾʲô
ЦƾʲôƾҲһˡ
ܿ죬ŷ̫ҽˣҲ̫ҽ밲˵̫ҽ쿴Ҷ⣿
̫ҽҶţֿˮ˳ʵҶõģ
Ӧ跿ġ
̫ҽ׵֪޶ġԵ
Ӧҵ˵飬ȴ̫ҽʾ
̫ҽӦдƬΪ紺²ķӣΪƻơʯࡢࡢ㵨֦֭ȡûȡɫޣð֦֭ȡζ㣻㵨Ưȥȳȡζࣻƻж˪ʯⶾʹ˪ɫ˳֮䶾ΪǳƢθ֮ˣδвŻᡢʹ֢֮
Ц鷳ķӣΪ跿ǰˡ
̫ҽӦ̣ô˷ϰպȲò裬ҲͷֲӡЦӳţ跿ָԿ˿ۣҪʺźá
Ӧţл̫ҽͷһˡţһֱʹ᲻ҵĲһֱֽţܹܲ
̫ҽͷӦţӦйⶫüЧԶü
ľګصͷл̫ҽ̫ҽȥˣ̾ѲҺȵòһֱֽţҲûﲻԡ
ֹūִ˻ˡ
ͷֿЦ㲻˵ʮ㣬ɡ
վ˵᲻ǻʺ󣿡
ҡͷۣҪȴҲܶǻʺΪɣʵļЩʧ˷ִ......
ҲŹūܣһһʵ޵ݣūǡ
ǿЦ벶ȸں󣬻ȸ󫣬ں󡣲ܣ̫ˡҡͷЦ̾Ƕɣ˵ĿңҲԴУ뷨Ӧԡ


194 ûĹ

޹شţôӦ԰Ǵ򲻹ʺ󰡣
򲻹ҲӲϣƴһ£ֵ˼ţûҰ˵飬ʹǻʺҲгchĵطվǼС¡ӵǸıٲĺ
̧ͷˣǵʸǱͱäĿܲ⡣......һҪŵʸȽϺãң˷ˣҲˣܱĿá
æ˵ʵˡŵūģֻͱ˴ֽ֮ǵӦԲ˻ʺ밡ҿĿȥ״ⲻƵ˾·ϣһϾ·伫ֻĻʺֻǵʱ޻֮
߬΢΢صۣѲҪҵҿûжԲĵطһûûкˣûĹء
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ЦţΪ𱸵񣺡......
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ϽЦݣСӽˣ˵ôˣ
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ͷӦţ֪ˣл
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죺ūִˡ
վЦţ޷׼ȥɣҪȥĵȥˡ
ʵʱһʺʣ
Ӧʽ̫̫ܾ࣬࣬ûʺô˷磬롣ͷӦš
ţȥĵˣΧԡ֮󣬱ȥůˡ̷ڿϿۣˣۣˣ
ԶԶվŲӦţˡ
̷Цǰһ㣬ֲ㡣
΢Ų²ӣӵؿ̷ᣬʵ......ϲ檵𣿡
̷ЩãȻʲô
Ӧǰճ檿İ
̷̹ȻЦҡҡͷ޶ˣδ˵ʲô˵£Ͻˡ
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ϽӦûУ̧ٳˣ檲¡
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˶ţһãȻϾܷԸ
̷һƣŸ첲ŵӣ˫ȣЦͷЩ
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̷۶ȣӦţҪʲôɡ
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195 ô˵

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Ͻֲڱ󣬾ֵϵôߣʵڲҡ
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޷ֻùͷ˳檰ɣˡ
̷æЦտۣ۵úܣЦһ£ʧ˷ִ硣漴ϴ카ŵһȥˡ
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̷ǰʱ̹ȻˣĶţ檲ߡ
̷ЦţͶˣ˵ޣϽӡ
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̷۾һɣˣһæã֪Եɣ˭㲻ʡЩˣʮֿɶ񣬶˭Ա˳ŵĳƪش
ųӦ֪
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Ӧţֲġ
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˹׼ţһ˻ˣæţùأ
Ĵţץֱʵأ
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ҲūҲͿˣˡ
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196 Ҿʹӱ

̾ǻͷˣһʻϱ֪û˵飬ΪβأһҲ²⡣ˣ˵ۣ̫ļǻʺһΪȻ˰
ӿڵū澲ףʺпɱأ
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죺ѵСӲǻʺĿڣ
ӦūŲУʹʺˮָͱźˡ߬ϧˣŶá۾һãˣСӱеǸҲָ......һˣСǰˣѰ졣
ʵô죿
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̾ū֪Σ⼸»˽ˮҲܱ֤׺ͻʺ޹ءҪ侲侲ϸϸźá
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ŲҸ֪˵˭ͥȥʡ
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𽾪ȵûҩ˽Ӵ⹬ҲûץʲôҩҸӴ⹬ҩ̫ҲСӣⶼǿԲǵġ
ŵͷ̾˵ĵΪֻ죬ǳ˻ʺû˸ˡЩ£޹أҾҪҲ˲֮ʵڵۡ
ЦָʹýҰ飬ҳ㣬Ҳۣʻϲˣڻ߹㣬˵仰벻㣬ȻҾʹӱˡ
ŽӻᶨңɲôöԸˡˣ֮ڱͨŮ˻ʺǧʷҲҵڶ˵ǴˣҸǶһݡ
һؾ֮飬漴ЦٲöԸأȴҲѾɹˣͲһ㣬;ˡ
̾ҪĽҡͷҶЩȻ֪Ϊܳס


197 ֮ȡ

Ӧֻ֮ģ¶ָ㣬ҲĲɼˡ
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198 仨ˮ 

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199 ౨ѩ

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200 Ц

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201 ֻ֯Ϊҽ

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̷ü̧ͷ
̧ͷײ̷ᶢЦţܴ۾￴У˾ͺáԱߵľݸٿ
ŵջ޴ˣɫŵʥּҪ˳檵......
̷Ц޷û޵ӡʥּҲ֮йǾּ޻Ҫ˼˼أ㿴޷
Ծɲ̧ͷ̷޵ĸ첲һֱأҪ޷Ƣ㿴𣿡
̧ͷΡΡؽӹᣬ̷ס֣ο£ڣɡ
Ȧͨ죬ͷӦţ檲¡
ӣش򿪾ᣬƪֱסˣＺگ̧ͷ̷᣺檻δʱ˵ϰگＺ......
̷ͷӦ޹޵ǻ꣬ȴΰگＺʵѼ......
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̷ῴˣҲվЦŵˣҪֲܰը˳ԡ
Ӧ檵ϣϰѳը˳ԡ
̷̾ޣҲǿˣȥɣԸѹ
̷ĸ첲ؿϡЩˣ˵ǳ檲ϣʵҶ˵Ӻشһһս檵ļޣ˵ֻų檣Ļ˵ˣκ˶ŵġ
̷ͷǰʰףκ˶ŵȴŲ̫ƽ޾Ծɽڽڰˡ
Ӧ檶һ䣬ϵţ̡ձ˼ᡯǸ˼̷ᡯǱʾ·ʳɴ߶ǧ࣬صƿˡΪڣ˾ҵҵ龫ǣ³ɡ
̷ЦޣΪ֮ʲôأ֮֮ʧ......
죬ǻϣҿ˭Ҳ
̷ۣôĿԸˡ
ʱ࣬˵ССŮӲЩȴûпơй޴й޴ˣֻôݺѪ̣Ҳ޵һ......
̷ͷŵϿｭɽ񣬼ʹѹ㣬ҪȥΪӣǰ֮סˣǽɽҲս߽⡣
̷ʵ˵޲ۣܺ
ӿڵҲ已̥ȻۣҲҪ֣ǾҲҪսֱĹһѪΪǻϣƿߣˣҲɾˡ
̷һ޲ʵˣ
˻һŵһ£̷Ͻ§סæ˵ˣĪ¡
ȴ̷ĸ첲һ£ǲɣ̷ỳ´档˵ˣϲҪȥ......
̷ЦһĶѻɣŶޥʡУ޴޶ˣӡ
Ӧ̧ٳˡţϸðˣȥΧ¡̷ɿϽȥˡ
ڶ磬ĵعȻҪ԰ߵǰʱ˵ū澲ûعǽͰϵķԡ
Ĵţʲô˵
Цأ
ŴۣҺʲôߣЩɬЦţֻû뵽ϸģĶģβ͸м
Ӧǣ϶ãҲԻˡ


204 뺢

»ϽҲǰϣҲѣϴôãȻĶ
˵ǰʰԾȡ¶飬Цɣˡ
˶ЦɫǶʳ¶ԭɡ
ժŽδĻЦū澻ȥҲȡЩ¶⻨ҲӦǾ䡣ͷӦţ˻ȥˡ
ի֮űȥȲ̳ײΪʺ롢ɣ׼롢ңso˿ĸϸɣҵһǡ֮һֱ񣬱ۡȴʼձֶׯصӣһ˿һƣֱȵ˹³ŷСغۡ
ֻǹˣдվһү⳼̼ɡһ׹̣ʵţ֪ǿš˹֮󣬻³̹Ӵ⹬ˡ
ڿϳ񣬼ŮȡԸ˽ΣЦ򸣽𰲣檻Ϊ֪ƣء
Цβ֪۵úܡţôô͹ˣҲЪЪãºء
ۣԸɣ顣
ŽŵͷһؼϣЩǸշģСϣҪðװֵĻ뼸²ųɡ
Цװ֣뺢......
һѽֽŵЩСȴҲԣܽ룬˫ﴩҲǺõġ
ȼˣɲǼҲ̫˰ɣ
ЦܶǰɣЩϸˣⶫСĺܣŶ࣬ʵ򼸸ɸװˡΣ
ͷȻ⣬ǵģ檾˫޳ɡ
̾һ뵽֯ûˣͷѹͼѣѩϼ˪
æ˵ﰲģ̫˵ˣطûˣ˻ţֻҪ˺úõģܻϣ·˵ˣ²һӣǲùΪйʵ˽ڼҲ̫ڼˡ
Цһһ̫ˡÿյĹݸԲ꣬һԶԲ꣬λĻҲ͸˵ˣΪ˻ʼȣڹأͲüˡ
̾Ϊ˹³ƣΪ˺󹬳ƣǲãͿʲôףڡ
ŵͷ˺ѧ棻ѧߣ棬ν֮ʬʲô׾ͬʬ⣬ƤһҲãиԵΪ
ӻʬ֮ʶԸʬģǵػţá
ſôˣ
ЦϷưҲһ£ϲЦտˣǰջϸ˳һξʹķӣʳ߻ϳ檷ӵˣ
ŵθ˵ʵڲգֻ˵ӲʵĻޱġ
мл
ŵ˵ֻǾ˻ʺְˣǻģҪúллϡЦҲҪлŴ£ΪҡΪϡΪԼм㡣
վллȥģԽ˵Խˣ檸ˡʵǲϺʱʼ͹ʱ򣬼ǵú檹
ӦţվˣƫȻеû㿴ȥˡ
ȥֹ԰ߵǰ㿴˲ɻפۿ˸æЦΪˣһֻһ䣬ôһֱžʧˡ
˵ǣ˵⻨˳ҲǺõģūŹЩ
ͷǣÿ峿ҩĻʱٹɣž¶飬ˡ
Ӧţȥɺˡȴֻ̧ͷ˵檸ˡ
ûɱ㺰סվסŵ˵ϸһƫģ
˼ţ漴ЦĿһжס
ߣҲ䣡漴ˣϹҲģҲ䣡һժһ
ժµݸɣɶȻһЦһɣǰ漴Ųס˻ѹ
סţʲô˼
ߺߵʲô˼۾Ϲˣʲôеʱ򣬶ᱻڽ£̤


205 һùζ

治ɫضɣ̧ժһ仨ҲƵģڽ¡Цֻʡαһ仨ƽϣ۵ۣժһ仨ظǰĶ
ɸˣָ˭㸹ʹֹһ㣬ȴԾִԲ򡣲ײǽͷŰ㣬ĳߺߵתˡ
Ҳתȥˣæ˵գðɣ
εȻãתͺˣһ̳ӣû¡Ҵδȴһƣˣֻܸ򡣡
Ӧţǣлʺڣ¡Цš
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˵ˣ㰲ģ˻ʺ֮⣬޵ˡʹ˽ĵó谮׻ǱȲ㡣
һᣬЦ˹ػôȲңʺôҪãҡ
ڵͷҩ飬һΪǻʺأǱ˴ΣҥԡǸˣ˻ʺıӻ˸ǱȲˡ
ڵ֣˵ϣ˼ǰšŵһʲô£飨chch׸òصظŻʺأ
ڽӻûлʺĵȣôǵ檣ֵأҵ......˵˻æҲ㲻Ҫᣬûб˼
ҡҡͷߴߣҶסҪ濴˵óȴҲз磬ʺδȣۣϺзֻƾٿָӣҪǸˣ֮ˡ
ڵͷ˵⻰ס
˽ŵ˵ʮ仰оž仰Żʺ˭ܺأ¾°ѷʺ£ȴˡڣǻҪصȴ˭ļľѡ
ЦҲϲ㣬޽Ǻ󹬵һˣҲܶһġ
Ӧɫˣܵüʱã⹬ŮĸǣʶˣŮһסľƤҡôɫһ˶ʮ꣬һùζ˾֮ǧ֮⡣
ڵ
üͷһɵãҪ֮ڿڡŵ졣
˼ҵļʵڵ΢ť»͸һȣǲֵһᡣǰҲдޣҸźá
ڵͷӦţ޶ۣл㣬Ҫһֱð
ӦģסһͰ㵱׽ˡ
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ڵͷӦţ˵ǣҵ찡ʲô̡ն......ʲôҸ˵ҸͲ˵붼벻һ˵Ҳ˵
Цţ˿ϲַϲȻС֮ĶȾ֮˻عˡ
ҹѾҪ˯ˣſغţ˺ڹˣء
ڷӣһףôʱˣҪҪ˵߰£ˡ
ҲǵϢʱΪ֮Ȼˣܲ˵ˣԼҽã⣬¼̡غţȥλý
ͷΣͷ˼£վŵ˽ܿ죬˺ڽˣ˼æ©ҹǰ֪Ѿˣˡ
Ͻˣҽ磬ϴ꣬Ǿõȣûʰһ˵ͷ棬Ǽ¡
Ӧ˵ЦˣͻԼҽãʲô
Цţ£ֺϲ衣˸æ˵㲻鷳ˣǲ߶Ž㡣һۣŵŽӻûȫ͹㣬Цɡ
һƿݸͷ°ɡֿЦţлãϲʤ


206 ˮϲ

ԾվţŲˣкɣ
Ӧ߶Ž㣬ҩˡ֬϶мأлѪɢֹ̿Ѫ֮ЧԽв
ȵǰҽ飬֪֬ⶫѵá˹֮ʵ֮......˵Ŵӹƿ˵ݹȥ
ֵס֣ЦѵõĶҲûѵãǱ΢¶Ĵʵڼѣʺźá
˶ţͷѸ첲ջأ˫ֽŴƿ˵лãȴ֮֮ˡ
˿ڣŵˣǾͲ߶ŽϢˣиˡ
ѴƿЦλá˵ţֿǳ˹ţ߽
򿪴ƿţּһ֬ϸȴʵڲ֪ʲôڱǰţеţҪһýЦţʲôţ֪ʲô
ס֣ãʵʲô
Цˣʺ
ɴۣʺ
ͷʺ
Ͻеʺ˴ƿ쿴˵ū澲һ......ȻӦˣôʺʺô԰
һʺ״ɫĴָһ˵Ҳǰշҽ鿴ģ˺ǷһĶסͱ֮ϣҹУʳΪ֬ķ㣬ͨѪɢֹʹĹЧô䣬ֻѲɣԵҩ¶ûж٣λֵʵڲԡ
죺ʺҲ̫......ū澹ªˡ
ЦкܶأһѺγǽ˿Һ
Цţū澾ǽ˿࣬۹һӵĽ˿ࡣ
֬Ҳˣ˸ˣɡȥˡ
˵ðɡȥ˵ʱҲ֪ɡ
ӻԸ˵һˣЦҵȴҲ˼ǲҴġ֪ҸʺҪãʾûʺֻҪȶұʾʾˡ
˴ϣһ߷ӣһӦԽԽˡ
Ӧţס
ЦһжģȴָҴҸɣʲôȡʤĸо͵ūǾˣˡ
ӦţֻǾþǾӲͷƤϣô򵥡˯ˡ
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ЦЦб𣿡
ͷûˣūžݵΣ
Цţ⻹˵ȻΣ˿ˣֵȥʺ밲˳⻨һһ˵Ҿ֪˻ʹֻû뵽ôʣһΪ˭ڻ¶ء
쾪ţū澸û롣
̾ôȻ˼ˡ
ʵǾû˭ģ
ӿڣ˭˭ΪǾ˭Ц
˵ǰԱѾۼ̫ࡢŮʰҲڣŸãȻؿ˼ˣϽ·̧ͷ϶ŰƵҶҺ壬Ѿûһ仨ˣҶҲûˣֻʣ½ƵĿ֦
˿ܵʵÿˮ̵ģʲôʱ껨ģ
һС̫ಢŮӦţūǹ԰ģոչɨ㷢ֳˡ
ͷ˵ţ컹úõģָģҲ֪Ѳû......Ц޷仨ˣҪǴɨϽ֦ȥӦɢˡ
ȥӴ⹬ɡ
ţʵãûץĻԪס
ҡҡͷԴײϣһ껨ѣ֥Сͷϣʹ֪Ҳͷúܺ档
ŵǣ鷳ϡ⻨ͬԣ̫......
Ц򲣨chi֮˼֮ڣ¡ʲôİˮϲġǴ̳Ӵ˶ѣҪˡ


207 ɣһ꿪ͷ

Ӵ⹬˻ûйůżˣæ֣ϸո˲϶ƫţʹȥ˵Ҫȥ
Цţ϶ﺰúС
һ£ˣЩɬˣشأ︴գմϢҲǺõġ
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˸ճůɶһһˣű˵ڽ˰ȥɡ
˺ײЦЦˡ˸ɷؽˣò......
ˣСţôס
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û˵Աߵ˺ھȵˮˣҲǴ԰ģûзһɻ
Ц԰ôƫƧ·ϣƽȻ̧ͷɣЦлѣ檿ˡ
˵ˣʵôˣ
Ӧ檽ȥժҩ˭֪ǻˮˣѾôɨǻȥ仨ѣʲôҪ£ﲻҪˡ
ŵͷ˵ǣһ껨ˣ޷
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ˣ񣬿˱԰ʲô
ͷӦţлػ
תʲô豭һ죬˵ˣָΪǱɵǲǣǲǣ
ϽվûУ檲ҡ
Цţҵ˵һгͻ¾Ǳġ⻨ˣȻܿģÿĺÿİ......ƵЦš
ӦлֱԲ䡣
̾ô֮罥ǱĹʧ
ЦŮ˵ĵطдζﶼһ
ŽŵҲ֪ѲʲôûУʲźá
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208 ٰƽȥ

ɵͷӦţʺʶԶһеģ޵ݡ
̷ͻȻˣһЦûͨԸˡţֶϣͷ˵úܶԣʺˡ
Цţлϡ
̷ῴŽŵΪһ˵û뻹ˡɣ͵棬ҲѶ󹦷򣬲¾ܽ˿ˡ
ӿڵʮ塢⡢˵ȷϡ֮ɣףȴҲ......û˵귢˶Ͻˡ
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ͷɳ̷ظ첲˵һ쵽Ūǻʲô֪檰ݷ
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ҡҡͷлϣˣʺԹֳ檵ġЦţϺȥɣ檲Ҵš
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Ҳ̫ʶ̧ˣǰԲͱȱˡŵʺ󲻷𣬵һ춵סˣбʡ֣øЦš
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ɺߺţΪҺã˭ҪģΪʲôݵõǸ澣Ҹ򡣡
ƼæȰţ⻰˵һֱţͱʺˡ
ɺӦţǣ¡عˡ


209 ϲ

DŸˣ˵ˣҴҵسٿȥ׷ȰţǱȥˣҪ̫ˡ
ӦĳϦҾûԶԶؿһۣ̫Ƽͳˡ
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ٿſڣͣ˺ŲҽȥЦǾŰɣܿͳˡ
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Цţ߬¶˾ģãǽȥɡ
ߵſڣ̫ĴЦС˵ţ̫ǿġ
ˣҲЦˣү͸棬ϲ
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D˵ˣָҵȿԱģվġ
Ҳ˵ү˵ǣǵ񣬲ϵġ
̫Цţǣ˵ˡǶᣬΪ룬̫ļˡ
Dֵֹӻæиˣÿ밲ֿŸʺ֮Ҫ̻ؼң˰ʱȰ̥ҩ
Ӧţ̫ͷȥɣҲҪעЪϢDȥˡ
͵Dſʧԣ̫˼ŰѣæӦţڡ
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ɵͷӦţǣ·ݻ޷˵үá
ӦţлϴҲá
и˱ûж˵ߵӴ⹬ƫιϻˣϽů
ʺ밲򸣽𰲡˹Уչ밲ˡ
Ÿæ˵˵Цˣ֮
ɱ˵ϲˣ밲
Żվ棿үøø𽣺Ƕĸ˫ԧ͸ظϲ˵ߵǰ֣СһˣҲϲء
л︣񣬶³ɵġ
ָӣŸθŽŵԼ˲ض񡣡ֻ£Ÿ¡
ɿţӵĸˣʵ˵ȴ˵һᣬˣֻȥٿȥˡ
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ųӦţףΪүˡ
̫㲻˵DֵⷽҲţҲһΣôϲأɼˡ
ŸղŵĻ˵̫үкˣȴһӰŮʵ˿ֻšְɣѷӵˣóԻӣϲˡ
̫һӰɵѾͷû˳ˡЦһֱעҩĶһ綼ⷽ⣬ֻץҩҩţΪԸ֪ⲻ֪һоڰҹ֮䡣
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210 Դ˱ʲô

ˣæӦһֱţɾûĿڵģϳꡢǻˣδлӵֻȡ檾Ͱ̫÷͸˳ţΪϵºӣ̫Ҳİˡ
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Ӧţǣ檻ǾҪǣȵˣټʱͳˡ̫ģ޹أһڳϡ
̫һۣ˵ŻʵˣˣôúõʱˣһԵҪ˵Ҳԣ³ӺٿӦš
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׸æţҵӰ˼ˣˡ
ɵͷǣˣ˵ˡعˡ
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Ű˵ؿոչˣϲˡ
ͷֲءüͷһ֪Ҳָ......
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̷ɫ˵޲ǺãɤǺƵģͷۡԵϡ
ź࿴ôˣ̷ῴˣҲڣ
ſţ£̷ᡣ
ŲʵΪǰͷˣ
̷Ӧţδʤ̣Ѿ޸ˡˣ˵ո밲......ҪˣȴһӰŮʵڡ
˸Ͻ̷̧Ÿ첲š
˸£̾ϢܣԻϡ
̷Ű˵ǲŽһ꣬Ƕ޺üˣһûţ޻ǵĺӣϾǵӣĲֿͬ΢ɬҲ֪޵ӲãǵӲã˵Ӧ......
οϰģйУ念ǳܡ
̷ЦţôҲ˰Ͻ˿Ƕᣬеġ
˻࿴ţͬš
ڶ簲˶ģȴɫãҲȻ֪˶ΪʲôѹֻŵүϲϺˣҵδޱ֣ʵиʶΪй޵ݣڽþΪϵ»Ӱ
һӦţ֪......
ſЦţҲѵǡ
ӻТ»ʺһͬǱ̷ۡϵʱȴʱҲûΪϵ»ӣ檲أ޵ݡ
ֵͷ˵ˣ¶ҪԵģʺﲻ˼³ɵġ
ſɣӵ飬֪ЩΪ飬װһЦţлο
תӣʵ簡˵Ӧϲôһֱû
ɸоɻлװͿȡЦˣʲôа޵һ붼㶼ûϲֵأ
ɽŵ벻ȻҪģеʱҲҪΪ̫üӣѵûʲôӵط𣿡
ɵȻӦţҸʲô۾Ҫطͱ㷢ˣο໹ңûС
ֵ̫һƴӣ˭֪ʲôá
ɻӦܸʲôãУ˲֪һ֪ɿ
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ɲٴɣʺ󣬽ŵҩֶ檲ʲôӣûгԹ»˳Ȼĺá
ֻõͷӦţл㣬ס̾ϢſˣҲûʲô˵ˣɢ˰ɡһۣ⡣
ɶȥˣźů˵˵ûдɵĻ̫Ѿ֪͵ķˣ
Цŷ̫ǶıӦ֪ˡ
ŵͷӦţˣǻװ֪һҲڼΪеöˣʵڿЦ
࣬ˣ˭Ĳѡ


211 ȥһ

ŵͷֵɸոյĻҲҪˣ
ͷ˵òҩֶҪôѹ㣬Ҫôԣֹ㵮³ӣһ
Ӧţǻʺ󣬺󹬵ĺӶǱĺӣӡӲҪ˭һͬʡ˵ʵڿûѹ޲üʮ˸ź......˶Цš
ȻϲŶ󣬺ôˣȺġ
ſʵ˶ģôһ㶼ѹϴܺãʵûġ
죬ذһţЦţôѹѹˣˡѹӣתءۣܻһ˿ڵģǾô˹ˡֲǹϡˣֵ֮꣬ഺ٣һжõʱһеģαΪ˸̾ѹأδʧЩǡ
Ӧţ⻰Ҳ޵һãá
˶Цţǡ
ɻ͹ڿϷ㶣ֺվšһᣬˣŲ裬Ƽɵ˼֪Ҹ˳ԵǼҩɲãаѱ̫ˡ
ƼӦţūҲϡ˼ˣģ֪û취ۡ
۾һҩ㻹ץŰɣ
ƼͷӦţŵǾͺã֤ҲڹЦ˻û֤Ҳ֪ҩǼٵģҷǴ̫ģ̫ϡߺߵ̫ҽԺҩһֱĴţǲ鲻⵭ڳʲôҩѲȥץҩʵڿɶ񣡡
ƼֵһҪãȥ淽ӣһġ
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Ƽͷԣʲô˼
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̸У˺Ҳ˵Ŵ£һسƣţûмֻп㣬ϵǻˣ˭»ӣ˭ĵλȹ......
ţ˵ʲôأ
˻Цţû˵ʲôţ̥ҩð˰ɣ
վǣˣôˣ檻ȥҩˡ
˵ͷȥɡ
һߣ̾ѷպ֪ƭ֪ôճء
˶üѣҲȲѡ
˸Цʹò˭ǵңϣţҪΪӪ㾡ҲҲãǻʺ˵Ĺâ̫ǿˣԵ㰵
οţûкˣα˵أūʵΪʺһɳԷӣʵ㲻ð컵¡
̾ϢţҲ뵱ʲôʺ󡢹뽫ʲôֻ̫̫иӿӣҲԣԱҡһʱٳ衣ﰵ˶ٲҩǲϲҪҰ
Цǲһ갡ʮ֮˵⻰٣
Цţһ˵Ҳǡͷ˼ֵ̫һ淽ӣҲȥһԣ˵׼͸ˡ
ɵܰɣͲأܰϲ
˵ҿһƣʹżչâҲ̫ʹġһԣһɹأ
Цţˣùȥġ
˵չ¶Цˣ΢΢̾ÿ¶Ľڵ붨ʱˣֵˡͬκһеʱˣܰװ׵ţһҪȡȻνľ
ɵЦţū澲
˽ŵ˶ЪϢˣڹȥӦš
ҹ˺ĵԶ·˳ǵĵȻһ¡
ţǺûҹʲôū澻ȥ˵Ҫȥ
ԼԼµһЩһסף˵ˣڳ˼ţ껨Աߣ٣ȥš
׾ţΪΣ
Ӧȥһˡ
˹⣬С˵ţ˵ﲻ㣬ȥ껨󸽽š


212 ǻν

һ£漴ͷлùãҼ̾͹ȥתߡ
׻ûлصѾˣʹɫش˵ţϳԶˣЩˣȥ԰߰ɡ
ҲװӦţūȥ
漴˹ţţС˵ţ˺Ӣʱ̶űȥ̫˾Ͳڹˡ
Ҳףֻ˵ͷʵǵôأ
ЦһǹҪӵġ
׾ţǴˣɣ̫֪ҪΪ
Ӧҿ˵˿ٵš
˶껨ǰӰڲסЦݣֻ˵ɲµʲôˣҪҷˣҪ淽ˡ...
ȵū澻Ժء
ܿ죬ǿɵӰæӭ˹ȥԶԶؾ񣺡檸밲
ɵͷɡĴţŵӰߣΡһһߵڹ˵˶ӣ׵ġ
˵ף檵Ҳˡ
Цţһֱ˭ӣ̫ܶԵʲҹȴ֪ô̫֪أ
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˵ףȻʲôһӵطҩһΪ˵İ˵ζ
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Ӧļԭɵġ
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˵ͷֹɸæ˵ȥɣΪ˻ϣܵ»ӣ̫ҲͰˡ
Ӧţ檸ˡӲغ컨Цɡ
㽫һ޵˹ɵͷǲգ㶨İ°ɡ
ָл檸ˡ
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ɵȻЦţģܵġ
׾ȵҲ̫϶˰ɡ
ֵһ׵ضͷε򱾹ӣ˵Ѿ֪ķǼٵģȻ֪ǼٵģΪʲô֪ͨأǹģͲһֱԡˣƵĲţô߱ˣ
׵ͷɽŵû̫˵ڶڳǼٷӣסһҪãţ淽й¶ȥܵġ
׵ͷūˣĻȫʲôΪŰ
̾Ϣ⹬˭ûĻҲǴģͲ̫ƭˡΪΪ˻ϡΪ̫ûãｭɽ˭̳УĹһ˽Ǹ̫·Ͼüٷˣʺڳԣһ֪롣
ͷūҲһֱɴѷӶ˾ǣм㣬ҲԹ̫ˡ
ҡҡͷǺֱ̯ץѱ̫ô죿ǱǵģԼԼã²˽ᡣٷӵ̫ȥģ֮ԸˣⷽԴ̫һ¶׷Դǻν̫ɾͲˡʹǻ˼ǣô£ϲ......ʹ׵ظ첲


213 꾪ŹȲ

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ųūȫˣͷһ䣬ֻҪͻλȣʲô
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һ׵ظ첲ֵǰ˽֪ġϵǻһѳɶ֣̫ûв֮ģµǻ϶롣
׵ӵū˵ˣӵȻɿأϲҲܡôıɣ
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ţӻүδӺ˿϶ͻˡ
ŵ궨ǾŹȲˣͿˡ
ųūо仰˵ȴ˵
ɵѾͷ˵
һ£󵨵ū澾ʵڲТȷΪүѹƲүζүǰ갡ôܶ԰ū澾ʵڲס
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죺ô˵ү
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Ӧţū澴Сźӵ
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֣Ӧǣǰøĸ죬˵ʲôʲô¶˲븯࣬ʱȻԭҳˡ
ˣЦ⣺ʺ˵ɣֳˣһ𿴿
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̾ϢţǾҲТ˵ˡЦЦˡ
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ͷģһġ˵Ƕܸмʺɣϣܣʺ﹦û
֣ܣԸɣϣվ޲......Ҳ֪ôˣ˵˵һ˵˵ȥⲻ˵ģ˵ˡͷӦš
̫ƽ̷֮ΪȫȻپӣҲܵһ˿ϢᣬӦԵĲԡû̫ƽ󣬼̻ʦϣʦ
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ڴֻ˵Ϣŭ......


214 ֻеЧ

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ڴֻӦˡ
̷ЦţˡˡＺ˭ˡ޵޵ǻ꣬گＺʵǧӡ
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ٿգϴϣȥӴ⹬簲ͥͻȻˡͥ˵֪дˣʵʲô£
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죺ǣū澸ˣ˵˵
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ҡҡͷŷɣ̫˰ɡ...̧ͷȥĲϣؾͷĿѣš
æ˵⼸һֱŻ£ǳȥɣԽЩԽܡ
Żӻӣ޷ؾЩڵĲ϶ǵġ
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ŵͷҺܻ֣̿ǻֱ̿Ļʺ֮λǴ·ͺյķӦ
ʵøô죿˭ģϵһѾȥˣһˡ
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215 һ

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ͷӦĻǡ
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˵£죬˺ǹʱɨ̫˵ãͳ޹أɲܰʲôƣذ
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Ӧܺãͬ⣬Ȿʲô£һҲˡ
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ĸأ̫ҽ٣ջϲһ
תӣŪϵıһԻһᾪϲɿЦʲôأ
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˵ˣ죬̫ҽϽǷϲˡ
̫ҽӦţ΢ոտŻ£ϲûʣ΢ҲͲҶ˵ʲô˵Źˡ
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˵ˣˣպеأȸˣЪϢйӣʵǴ£ȥ߻һɣһˡ


216 ҪưԺ

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ɵ֮飬ȴֲòߣһһˡ£һֱĲɵģɳ䣬ŷӦҲȥˡ
ûߣůȥˣűסˣַ㣬Ҷ˺ü죬ϲһֱû̫ҽǺʧԵʣԭϲˡϥӣµӣҲͶԵϵĺˡ˵źȦ
ͷˣͰ̥ɣҶˣ˼϶ѣʲôˣͷҪ¾ӣúõӡŵ֣˿ֶ̣ĿٴӴ⹬ӵ·ɱ·ߡ...ð𻨡
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ҡͷˣ϶кö强Ҫ˵ȥʲôԸȥɡˣȥɣҶȲȥˣָˣ
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Ƽӻ˭Ҳʺ׿ڳҩˣûĳҲͲö֪ˡ
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217 ˰

̫ͷСѾͷԸ硣ãʺûԹǱӷϲ
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һ׸ϽסΡΡһֱΪ......ǾͲˣ
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ЦţģүǴ˵ɸķûӣеġ
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Ӧţģһģĵӡ
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218 򲻿Ա

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ŵͷ̫ҽˣȷʵС
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219 ˿ɵò

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ŵͷ֪Сأʱûʲôԡ
ŵ檿ʲô϶ˣƽ̴Ҳˣʻܲд⡣
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Ӧţ̫ĴٽھҪˣ궼ڹоٰ죬˵긣ϲҪúòٰ죬ȥ԰Ӹ̫ף١Ѿڴˣվ͹ȥ
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220 ҪȥԲ԰

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221 һҴ

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һŤǰ棬Цţôżʲôٴһᣬ˵ء
ֻӦʲôԸûзԸĻ檾ͲˣˡҪߡ
ֻúվס
ô죬ֻվסˣҲˣתɣʲô
Цģº͵ãһֱɱΣþټһ̫ҽһõۼ
Ӧл檵۾ĺܣҪҽΡͷˣʲôֱ˵ɣҪȥˡ
ɵͷ˿Ƕ¡
࿴ͷƼԱȥˡɣ˵ɣ
΢紵ţɳǰν˵ˣʺȻϲò𣿡
ҡͷᶨгһˣһ㶼Ρ
ɼñʺŪڹ֮䣬Ȼ⣬ɽԹߣȴֻŵغܡǰһûˣһֱ˵ֻѰʱãٶ٣ͺúø˵˵
صʵãʺķǱӷ˼µıӷǾԲϲġԲᡣ
鵭ɽŵʺϲˣ˵ûԱӷ԰ɣûԣȴˣѷӸãʱ̶شڽóԣ˵ʲôأ˵ϲ˵÷̥ҩΪ......
ʵô֪ʺķǱӷأ
ɵϬ˸֣ΪķǱģԱ֪


222 ޴غ庣

￩һ£ɽŵˣ˰ɣʺǾԲϲģһֱƭˡ㣬ȴӽ䣬ˡǲţɽʺķ˿һס
ˣ檸ˡ
ֵס·Цüʲô㻹û˵ء֪㲻ţһ䣬
Ӧ֪С
ûз𣬵ãʺķǽģ⣬ҵһ¡ڱԸٳ¶ʺҲǽ¶Լ˻ʺԾĹٻٴأҲᵽزɣˣúú룬ûƭ㣬һֱʺˣŪ
ɲٵĵһԲ˲һᣬ檸ˡ
סæţ˵ʲô
Ӧ˵ʺķǱӷʺ˷ǲϲ......
죺ˡϸϸţ棬һֱʺư
ЦţɵĻ
㶣漴ҡҡͷū澲ȫš
Ӧţǰǿֲ´ʹҶԻʺЩʲôش
Ӧǡ˵ӣūʺôУзӵĹϵɣҪҪԣ
ҡͷҩֶˣ˳ȻȽϺá
ŵʺиûϳ谮Ҫµˣɷˡ
˵ҪĽи˵ĸȴļѣ⺢ָΪΪ˻ϣҪšعˡ
Ҫڵʱˣ۵żϴɾ档֣˵ţ԰̫ˣҵү̫ˡùлʺƣһ·ͨ裬˶ǡǸʮͭˮءˮ......̫ˣûķӣǾסķ......
ͷЦˣ֪ˣпգȥһΡ
˵أ޵ˣ˵롣
ͷ̾ȥ
ʰʰȥ˾̵˭̷֪᲻ڵУڵͷվţǰվĵط˵㿴̷ıӰͷϵĵƵҡҷţ϶һվţ̫ࡢԶԶؿ
㲻ţһ̷ᣬûߵǰ̷תȻĽŲˡ˸첲
߼ס̷֣񣺡лϡ
̷ῴԶ˵Բ԰ɣĴˣ
Ӧûļء
̷ͷ޻Ĵͷ֪ʲô˼
Ӧ֪޴غ庣̡
ҹ紵̷᲻֨ͳԶţҲû˵ʲô;ã̷عЦЦǣصˡ
ڶ֮ø簲ɲɣֺС鲽ܹЦţʺϲһ˶ռ裬ɷˡΣÿ֤ˣ
ﷳˣɲܷ𣬹˵ʲôأʵļҲ˵ˣñȥ
ɵͷǣ㲻˵ˣõĽ࣬öҲ̫ˣһ̫ҽһ֪١
ٴɣӿ˽Ųֻ֣߬š
ɾ룬Ҳˣ˵ˣ̫ĴٽҪˣϸϲҲУϾ˵졣ǰս³Խʵǲ˴ٴ죬һϷһһԸˡ
ӦţʺУ檻õģﰲġ
Цţܰġ
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Цţʹˣ治ˡ
ɰһۣһҲûȥ.......
æ˵ţ
ЦţãǼӦǻĵʱ......˵
ɸϽڵϣ˵Увɹȱˣǳʧˡ
Ÿæ֣ڽǱͻˡѹǿģлˣлչ˻ϡ
죺⻰˵ЩʧִˣʲôлģԸƵġ檣Ӧ̷ϣҲϣֹһȫȫ⣬Ƕȫȫġ


223 Ҳȥ

ɵɣſͷɱɰɣʡһһˣˡ
ֻÿͷʧ......
վʧԵģǽһģȫȫ̷
Ӧţл̧١
ŵͷڽȥɡ
ߣҪվŲɹȻ߰ɣ
ҡͷȥɣ檻Ҫ̷ʺ󡣡
۾һʹɫЦţæɣȥˡ
ŻůˣǸЦĻʵ˵Ǹ˼ĸмչ˻ϵģҺΣô̷......
ЦãͣǸ˼ôˣ˭˵һ֣Ƴԣ
ŵͷ˿ˣ˵о˽˵ϲޣҲ㣬ҵǷݾ͸㣬ҲᾡϲϲˣΪϵãȹĵλһõ¡
ЦֵĺܣﻹҪǷݡ˵ˣлҪĳˣעԸӡСûʲôɣ
һҲ̫ϸˣʲô¶ûС
ͬţǣû˸ҶԻʺô
ż̫ķһֱţôϲˣҲӵĸҲȥ԰ɡʲô߰С̫ץҩˣ÷̫ҽץԸ㰾Ͳٳʲôˡ
ҡͷ檲Щǲ˰ɡ
Ƶǳôϲģ㻹Ϊϴε麦°õˣ÷̫ҽץҩͲˡҲ㾡ϲҪĽᣬǾͲˡ
ʺ˵زˣҲƴˣֻӦˣٳһݰɣȨ档
żϺϲ٩٩̸ҲȥһЩǸˡмǣ󹬲øҪպú÷ִ磬һմͷ
ƵĵͷЦţҲ֪ǻһһΪ檣ˡ
......
һһȵ̫ٽڵˣͬһһ磬̷ȥ̫ͷ̷ˣұţţ̫ࡢŮ棬ƺƵȥ粴԰ˡ
̫ѱϵȺ̷ᡢ񣬽žǸ̫ࡢŮ......Ǻǰһһû䣬̫ʼЦ⣬ǰˡ
̷Ҫ뿪ˣǰֵͬ԰Ѿ̫ʱǰȥϷǰȥˣ̫硣ֿţʺעӣҪʱȰ̥ҩգգȥˡ
̫˵̫ˣһῴţһῴûˣܺãܺáˣǶҪʢҲŻʢ
Цһˣ㶼뿪ȥͬ԰Ϸˡʼոţ˵˵ЦЦؿ£ﰵظʹɫֻеûرš
ҹ̷ڷ˽Ϊٰ̫磬ƹѲ˹ζһæµڽˡ̷Żػãһˡ˵þ첲
æȰ裬ε԰̫ˣϷҪȥȥһĹ򶼱·ˡ
ȴɳӻū澻û乻أŹ......
һĶͷ԰ӿȥûʲôر𣬵ÿһпͷвһһ£Ų죬ȥЩϴҵǰɴűߵĺɻص㡣
ͷūˣɴŲҶںɻڶݲ裬¡æܿˡ
վںɻرߵҪģȹòҶϺͻʺȥ
ӦţˣżҶٸūѾòҶˡ
׼ˮЦţСһ㣬ˮﲻѲҶҲŪˡ
ҲȡЦţֱŵģСıۻ˻
Щź컨ʱŽȥͺˣŸһ죬óԡɰû¶ˮûǸ¸......
ɵ𣺡ú⣬˻ϵģץס˻ϵθֲûټ㡣
üͷСˣûע㰡
ҡͷûа......
ӵ飬£ҪߡҧֻúǳվסǼ¡
ô죬ֻվţū澶ԶԶȥˡɣкηԸˣҪЪϢˡ


224 г

Цк£ǹɻûáضȥ˼ˣӿûУ
ػһˣֻšӦﲻҪѯˣ檽װ׵ظӿˣġ
ģԴͣһƣʵƣ֪ʺʲô鵤ҩƻˡ̨ڸǰȥһҩܰҽκá
Ц˵Цˣʲô鵤ҩ֪ʲô𣿡
ɿ³֣ġ
ɿ϶Ҳġ
ҡҡͷ檲Ϊ
̧Ҫûȥйðãһ̫ҽһ֪٣ôŻʺ󰡣ûƭ㡣
֣ȻģҩһݲˣαҪһʺ԰ɣɼĻ档
ɴһ֣Ը㣬ָΪ١㲻֪ôĺùӳԡߺߵˡ
غסȵȡ
ɸæתкηԸ۾Ź⡣
檲֪кδ㣬檿ڻϥӵ£ҪԻʺ󲻾л
ɺҧʲô˼ǾñԻʺǰɣ
öţˣ֪ϥӣΪ˻ϣҲŲкáôһˣﾹô豾Ĩɱҵףȱ㣡
ŵÿͷ檷ˣˡ
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ɵͷˣ棬ģģ
ͷлд㡣
ЦЦ̾һֱʺƣҪѹĴԶΪ㳨ȥˡ
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ӦţǻعɡֵȻΪ£ֻɺҵλֵֻ롣
һ˵Щū澵Щҡˡ
ͷӦղŻ˶ء
ʵ𣿡
ᶨšһģұ㲻ˡ
˵ʺӾģҷʺǽҷԸôɵ˳ʲôƣҪСӦԡ
ͷ뵽ˣողģŵԻʺ֡̾ʺģôҸٵģٲһʹҸʺҲӦòôĿŵɣʵ벻ͨʲô
ӦҶԻʺ֣ɻʺȻͻʺɱ֮ú̡
ҡͷǣشعˡ
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Ҫֹ̫ƽϣַشˮ֣ʵ̷ᡣּ˵طԱϤ֣ɵط.ְ.أǵûпסԽԽءʵͷۣȴΪֻһּⷢȥģְĸְɱͷɱͷ......
У̷ţŶˣҲ˵ˣأС໴طȴֻб˽ң˼ɰյ̫ƽ£ѾʧЩģʧ޷ȥľȼȴ..֪οʵۣΪǲˡ
æӦţ龫ǣʱ̼ǹ񣬰һˡ
̷֮̾Ǿȼ񣬿ʵߣȴ..Զ..࣬Ϊ
æ˵ţϰģ˲żüã֮˻кܶࡣټjn֮ܽʹ塢ɽʹԴ尣ho˳Ϊַľ飬ʵڿá
̷ͷãʦ˲ʧּ·ɡ
ŵг񡣡
̷æۣȻأҲʦ֣ʦ߰ɡ


225 Ұȥ

ŵɽҲأɽˣ岻ݴǵΣԸг񡣡
̷пʦҪȥĻ޾ͰˣҲͰˡ
ӦţϰģҲͰˡ
̷ͷˣʦȥɣҲ׼̽ס
Ӧţл¡ֻȥ֣ûϰġ
̷ֵͷʦΪղ󳼣ȫȨиߣϲγͰ졣̾ʦٴּȥʮʯdnֲʮʯɽʮʯʦ٣Щ׶͵У޺ܰġ
Ӧţлϣؾľ
ȥˣ̷һֱıӰֱ߳Żع
޵¼̷æųųؾһۣ˵ˣϣ......ǻ˵ıɥ......
̷ؿ޵£ɥӹۣȻǻıɥۡ˿ӱˣ̾......֪յûУȥһҴ˹
ûгȥڵ顣޵ˣֱ˵ȥ£ֻ˵Ҫ
ͷ̾ȥݣȥˡ
̷ůĿţϷŻıɥۣˣζӣ֪˵ʲôˡֻ˵ûյţ
̷ɫãƣûУʲôȻòã檵İַʲôˡ
̷æ֣ûУûУϵۣݸ㿴ɡ
վͷŸ첲檲ҡ
̷̾޷㿴ģɡ
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̷ͷǣҲǸոտ㻹ûյšֻ
ľګߵ̷ǰ۾ˣӦ֮˵ϡ̷᲻˵æ˵޷޷޲㣬ɡԱߣ޵
Ŀ޽ؿʲôеϲ֮飬޾Ϳްɣ޻һֱ㡣
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̷ֲ֪̾˵ʲôˣֻúţ......
æ˵ţϰģް˰һǰ긣ܻʶʵԻϡ
̷ͷһ˵ʲôȴ˵ջ˵ˣûᣬǲޣȴ޲ɡһһϣ㰢սɳǵӱ԰ɣ
Ӧ......İŵһ......Ȼˡϻó檲Т𣿡
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ҡͷҲףҲܺ£Ǿʧûˣ檵ıʲôһ£ҲֻǱһ£......¸޹أǱ˵İȥƵ......˵塣
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վ뿪ˡţңæסôˣ
Ӧû£Ұȥˡ
ȵū澣ū......
˵ÿοҺܺãԺ......
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һҴĹſڵѾ֪˻ȥϢΪǶסһԺ˶վƫ
ˣæӭ˹ˮ˵廰ˣҪѹˣɶڵء
ͷÿ......
ľګ߽˹ɡˡõڵȹȻſվţϽҲϽòض񣬿ɡ
Ӧл檺ܣһ˾......
ͷãöҪڰǿһۣû¾ͺá뿪ˡ
˵ļūͻӻ֣Ƕˣһ˴һᡣ
᣺ū澲ģūɡ
ҡͷģҾһ롣Źˡ


226 ¸ĸ

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ֲ֪˶ãʺˣ˾ǣϽ񣺡ʺˣУʵڲôԶ·ֻſ˵ţһūǽȥҲ֨￴ôźã
ŵͷٺţ˵ˣͻῪˡ
ֺţʺˣһֱվŵأŰɡ
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źؿˣȦ밲𰲣ôԹˣҪעӡ
Ÿæ˵ţ˵ɡ
˸£㶵أ˵ˣ޾Ϳ޳ɣҪˡ
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ҡͷᶨӦҲס
ݵؿţҲ......ʧʧ
̾㰢갡ʲôôģô޵ᶼԸΪ
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Ȱţ˵
վŲҲվ
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ûоȣţֵ𣿶ˣүҲֻһζѣֵ˾𣿻϶үˣȴԹţá
Ӧ֪ãҾʧװҲװ޾ǲޡ
ˣˣŽһѣôˣū澶ʶˡ˵ȴɲū˵ˡ
֣ߵǰǣָ֣᣺㲻ʶңҲʶԼˣҴûΪʲôҿ޲һҸס
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ּȥˣ費˼룬ŷ㶣ʵʵڵѹˡѹ൱ģΪٿԶ϶ģûôТ
εҵѹŮıܰɣ⼸죬еıʹͶʧһлָ糣棬ѪŮΪӣ¸ĸġ...
ĿһӱˣʵڲТ
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227 ӦòẦ

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ͷӦţҪ檶л¡ԻرֻԸڻɨһ
ϲˡ̷ôɨԸ磬ҲĽǰ......
æ˵־Ҳ־檿ɲʲô磬Ҳͷ˵ˣֻϴ˵ˡ
̷ʼЦţӲԾˣ˷ԣԲ㡣˵ˣ㼸ûˣҲպõÿգȥȥ̹̹ɫȥ򷽰͸㰢......ľɫһʵڹˡ
ͷٰ̧ˡճյؿ̷᣺˸֮ױȡ
̷һֱЦţǰپˣܺãܺá
Ӧţ֮ǰǻ̫Եʣĵ㣬ܾƮƮһ㲻š֪ˣ㲻پˣֻϧر
̷豭Ų裺Ȼģֻ⻰̫α
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Ͻɿ̷ᣬ᣺ϲ˵
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ѹţĳ趨ʡȥĻһһ˵ȥػһ¡Ȼûãȴɻ߹ĲҶ˳ŵĽ
գһѲҶ𽡣Цˣ㣬ϲ
Ӧţл˵ˣҪԻˣҪǰСġ
ȴʵڣЦõܺãʲôʱͨˣٹ밲١ȥˡ
˲Ŷűӣţסصͷĺ㣬Ҳѧѧӡ
ͷӦţϲȣū澾ȥ
ź˲裬˿ӣ밲ʱˣ䡣ضʹһôˣ
ҡͷްǶЩۡ
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ֻӦţް£ȥɡ
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ɵ۾Ź⣺Ӳ𣿡
˾ɵﲻĻ̫ҽɡ
ЦţΪ鰡......
ЦЦҲͶվ˵ЦˣʲôΪģҶҲ˸ˡ
һߣҪٷֹ̫ͥҽ
һæȥܿ죬̫ҽˡһһţôˣ
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̫ҽϽϵıɣﰲģ̥¡
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ŵͷ⼸θڵĴúܣǰģǶ̫˰ɡ
̫ҽţʲô
ӦţûţͺĲҶ
̫ҽŵģ΢ɲ鿴鿴˵ĲҶ
ЦţãһֱûҶΪģẦҵġںöˣȥɡ̫ҽȥˡ
̫ҽȥˣŻס̫ҽһȡ̫ҽתſ˵ĲҶһֱںɻû˳ҹţұ֤˲ֽš
ָָ豭ţô죿
ŵͷ˿豭ӦòẦҡŷ̫ҽ̫ҽҶɡ


228 ͷ˵ҩǼٵ

̫ҽ豭ִҶģϸ˿üͷһ΢ˡҶͷзкҶҩкͣˮ֮Ч䲻ʲôҩȰͶҩö˻ķѾͷ΢ˣˡ
üͷһ𽻥࿴Ц⼸θڴãЩȥҩ˵㷬кҶ֪ҩģһֳԶˣֱˡӦþ͹ҩˣ
̫ҽӦţǣûĶˡ
ŵͷѿˣȥɡ
̫ҽͷȻı飺ϷԸ΢һҪȫȫϺԺʲôҩһ֪΢һ
Ӧţˣ°ɡ
̫ҽȥˣæ˵кҩģһ˴ݺ
ͬţ˷ŲҶΪ̽ˣ˲Ŷ̫ҽ˵ԼŵġЩʲôҩ˵ܺķ񣬵ҲҩޣȡЦˣȻʲôŹֶôᣬ˭أ
Ӧţūȥ˰ɡ
̾û飬ͨ˵ɡӦš
̷죬׵һУˡȥģĶˣҲȻˣڲٷˣã......
εǰҲܣָҲٷƣҵôŻ⣿
§ĸ첲ЦѹʱͿޣѹʱЦô򵥡
ˣŰû밲ˣæȥˡ˵ںɽ÷ЦţÿιﶼԣŶᰡ
żˣٺˣڣк¡˵ˣЩˣ飬ʵڲ֪˵Щʲô㲻ѹͺˡҰˣֻģӰӣ˵Ҳѹˡ
Ӧţףϲ֮飬Ѿˡ
ȷĺˣ
ͷĺˡ
ż˾ͳɣˣҲ͸˵ʵˡ
ĺһôˣ۾һɣ˶ԲҶ𣿡
ŵͷǣտʼ컹ãҾиˡ˭֪ǰ⡣ʲôҪĶЩкҶҶ˼죬ˡ
ˣʲô
ŸϽοţҪţû¡ⶫͰͶһкҩȴȰͶˡ
úҹû¾ͺáҲǣᣬкҩʲô治֪ôá
εССһҶأʵڷŲȥ
ͷӦţ˶Űɣ
ҡͷˣϵĲҶû⣬زٶˡ
ţһ˭֪ʲôӣҪӷҵһηŲҶʱɾڸǰǰǿھͷ˰Ͷ᲻ҷ񶨵ʱŵʲôӦò˭֪һ쵽ʲôɣŻʺΣһĵ䣬ʵܲˡ
űʵֶʲô
Цţͷ˵ҩǼٵģһֱţǼٵģôϲָҶ㶯֣Ҫע
ŵͷӦţͷĶӣˣҪԻˣҪϸš
ҲͷŶӣţҲûо飬ҪĸˣܾʲôûС
οһ¾ܸоˡںܺãܰȣййӣҲȺ
Цţһƽ£ܶŻӣԲȺɡӦš
˵һᣬ뿪ˣճ˹ţһ߹ˡһֱڵ𣿡
񣺡ǡ֪㲻㣬˵˵
ЦˣùôţһԺסţʲôܵ˵
һۣͷҲ⣬㣬ȥ
Ӧţлϴŵū
ͷԶǰ棬Ҳ죬ǹȥɡȥˡ
ӰվţˣҲ˵ʹһɫˣˣʱòãҪʲôˡ
ūǶˣ˵ˣ߶Žˣסúȵúܣͳ硣
ֻÿοأԲ԰ô󣬻ȴǼһסܲȣֻϡ
΢΢ؾȣϲ㣬ǲ˵ġ˿ţһֱȥ㣬ȴ´㡣лϿοѾˣҲͰˡ


229 ô

Щ޶ԣɴҽеƧطһлҪ˵ֱ˵ɣϴء
˿һۣŵˣҲĨˣֱ˵ɡһ±ˣ˵ܾӦĻţֵ˵֮ǵӷ......
㾡˵ʲôҶ˵ȥ˾ˡ
̾Ϣţ˵֮۾¿¾ģȻֶ׼ɸҺڵҩǼٵģǱӷҹĴˣ˺üǵĵȷȷıӷʺҲһǼٵģʺٳԱҩôϲأ
˶ţ΢΢سԾĳԾˣӷǱӷ
Ŀᶨǧȷ
û֨ͷʲô˽ŵһңһʲôҪţҲҸĴƣһ֪١
ͷĻޱ㣬Ϊ㲻ɡЦţҷӦһ¡ˣ˼ǣʺûԹҩˣ
˼ᶨǣʺԹҩһϲϸؿ仯
һؾ֣˵ǣϲһûԹ...
˽ס߽һʺ֪Ǽٵģ͸㣬֪д㣬˵̥ҩҲΪ
ۿˣһһˤҪӻ֣վӣЩ»ʺ𣿡
Ӧţ£Ȼ£ʵڿ߻ʺαӡ㴦Ϊ룬Ϊıߣȴ㡣ҽðΣո㣬ϣ㲻ҪңҹӲдɡ
ͷл㣬һס㡣Ϭˣһ飬ǷӣһʼǼٵģ
ûлرӦɸҷ֮ͳҰ˴򿴣ĵȷȷıӷ
Ӧţ㣬㣬лҡ
˽ŵͲҪٳˣʺҲƱƣһֱơȻУҲῴĿʵص̫ˡ
ֵͷˣȻȥɣñ˿ˡ
ûߣֵʺȻϲһ㵽»ᱩ¶ӦԵķˡҪСģҲçײӳΪá
ͷĿѣ֪Ҳ嶯ġ
ӿڵô죿
ϬҲˣô죬Ҿô졣
һ......һ㣬ֻǸʵ
زٻţˣᶨһʵ͸Ǽٷˣô֣ܲգΪ£û£˭֪˵ġ
˵ͷԸһԻʺ֡
ʵأ
˺صͷЦң֪Ҿ㣬......
ĿˣлңҸһʵϥӣ»ʺһֱңҲ֡һᣬƽºӺˣӿȪ౨
˺̧ͷᶨסˣӦˡ
ŵһ˵ʲôҲҪ˵ʲôʺδº֮ǰϣ㲻Ҫй¶£ȨΪ˻ϣֻΪ˻ϡ
Ӧţˡ᣺˲Ϊ𣬻ҡ
ЦˣҵȻ㣬ˡŵ˲ΪΪΪ˼ָһԼĵУͻΪݣ˵ģһΪԸ˽......
סˣ漴Ƶĵͷл㡣
ҡͷҪлҲʲôˡҷ³ޣֻȣҷ£պһḴġֻǸˣҫҶ࣬û˼
̾Ϣڲ࣬λ࣬ҵȷȲϻʺ㡣
ˣϸ㡮ַţΪ󹬵һˣɹʢÿ˶ÿ˵ĶһõҪģαôԼ
ӦţǷǣ㻹οңʵڸм
Цţ֪֪ҹ룬ҸרѡǽǿƯòǾ뷨òסϣֻҪպöȣҪΪջˮˡ
˺ţ֪ˣл㡣ЦˣҲĶ֣ʰ·硣ˡȥˡ
Ƶվȣū͸Ͻûƭң˵滰......


230 űӦ

˲죺˺˵ʲô
ūͣ˵ɸķǱӷ......
ԣŴۣɣʲô£ֲķӡ
ӻʺķҲɸð......
סˣȻǲǱʺˣ
ҡͷ֪˲ɣҲԼڿӣӦöġ
ظĻӦöġ
Цˣô......̾عع
Ѿصĺְûڣ㶵Ų˵ΣϽū澸ū澵Ĵ֪Щˣū澵Ĵ......
عˣ˵ˣִҪסɡ
ˮô죿ʺ󲻻Źǵġ
ΪʲôҪ˻ˮΪʲôأѻʯںˣɣ˽˶̴ѹһȡ裡
Сµǻʺ鵽ڲҶŷкҶǾ͸ˣ
˺ؿҡͷģô飿鵽......ҺͿˣͿˣò͵ġıʺҵǣˡһȣѪһ壬Ϳ
οţ⻰ˣֻǷкҩѣɥǣ˵ġ
˵ͷЩˣ˵˲߻ʺǸܰɣɣ
ٻˣֿοţĿӦòˣİɡ
Ӧţұʮ㣬˭֪˵仰һۣͱ첻µزµӸסˣһӾˡʿ˥ĴҲУܾѶ
ţأ֪ͲϹˡ
̾Цˣ̫ļϸһ£Ҳںʤ㡣
ţô죿
ӦţѾаѱһʱ̶ңʲôͿɶ߬Ҿû١Ҳã˵׵øмһЩ˻ʺĿ
ӦţǣǶɣٲˡ
Ѿҵİѱ۵ˣҾ´³ױһãŰɣűӦɣ֨ˡ
ߵſڣüͷһ壺ɣҪʲôǶװһ㣬˸ղŵ顣
СָΪ˷ӵ¡
СŮˣ񣺡һֱڵš
ͷɳˣĨûˣýõȡ
񣬹̬õˣôˣ
ˣ㰢ȥˣһֱǹţ˵һЩ죬ȥ˵ȻȥˣöҪڰҪѹˡ
ӦлͲѹˡǧ壬ʵ֮ˡ
ɵͷ˵ͼˣһӵĽãʲôллġңֶеԸˣǿƲסġ
﷭Űۣʵˣֻ˵ʲôͷԸɣ檲ҵʱ䡣
ɵͷˣʵȥˣöö裬㹧ϲ㡣
ٴǿţһɴ࣬˵°ɡһࡣ
ɱ㿴ǵ˵ǶҪˡ
˽ȥˣֵʲôֱ˵ɣء
ɼˣΣûвʺҩ
ᶨûУ檲ÿաߣŻʺò顣
Цؽסˣʵ뷢𣬿ɵšĵʵڸȤʺ󵽵׸ʲôҩҳ߱ʲô
ӦţҲ˵ˣġ
˺ʺģȴǺģԻȶˣʵڲ֪ô㱻ƵĲˣ
ɱŬЦţððΣҷʺǲƭģǲƭġ֪֪£㲻Ҳпԭ¾ģҸ̫ҽһ֪Ҹ̫ҽǿһ۾ֱܷ̫ҽ㵽ҸУҲǿһ۱֪٣ȥɣ
檶лģļɣǷбĿġ
ӦʲôĿģǹر
ЦţʲôĿģ֪檾ͲˡһЩظҩǼ٣檶Իʺ֣ĺӶ֡ˣͲҪ׷˼ˣҲҪ쿪ˣذɡ


231 ˭Ժ

ɵ̧ҪûȥվôĿԽصűˣҪûϽճһЩĳɰˡŰɣ޵ʱ򡣡˦ˡ
վţҵһȡͣס˽š
ߵɸǰŵʺҩģ˵ǼٵģֱӸ檣˲鿴һͳˣ
ɵۣˣԸ㣬𣿡
ᶨš
ҧֻлʺԸ㣬ŻķڷϬٸףҪֱӸ㣬һǼٵģҾˡ
ӻл̹ףˣʺҩʱʹһ飬й¶ˣðƸ
ɵ˼ûлţӦſڴƻƣ򱾹̴ȣ㼸ʮ塣תţƶˣȻôһǲҩˡ
ЦˣûƭɣǼٵİɣƵתȴã·㲻ߣ㻹Ըأִ˦ӣ𿪣Ҫȥˡ
·ת˵ãֻ֪òʲô㶼˵ȥģȥɡ
ס˻ǣﲻ˵һֶ˵ɺһ뿪ˡ
ūͽˣߺߵū¡
ˣϸϸţѾµ֪ʵˣֻҪҰ²ᣬͲʲô粨ǵñѩ޲ɡ
ͷӦţǻһ㣬Իʺ֡
˵ˣȥһʺʸ
ȰôżʺһӦԵĲˡ
˵ǣһǶҪ˵ǰƵҲ¡
ӦţǣûпܱأóȻȥʻʺ󣬿ֻǵӡ
۾һһû뵽㣬ǰ˵꣬ɺˣпܣп......
ҡͷҪˣʺˡǰЩӣԣȴҪеĿūΪأڿڼϲ
ҡͷ񣺡ǰִ󣬶Ҳ룬ڲˡˣУܴ٣ҶҪȥϵĺҪɺûйһԶ϶˶ϣҸʺ͸ȥһʺˡ
Ȳ鷽ӣзӣԸȷܱ֮Կסֳˣ˭أ̫ҽԺô̫ҽȴûһʶġ̫ҽָУʺдǻ˭أ
ߺߵغţ˭ԺУ۾ðŻ𣺡Ժ̫ҽԺ֮ףչ˻壬ʺ޽ūŷȥңʹӣԺеһ۾֪ʲôҩˡ
Цˣôֱҵе㺦ˡ
ͷҪԺȻѡ˭֪ʺûС
ҡͷӦòµǻԺУֻԺл᲻æ˵ˡ
ᶨԺиûڹҲֻĵ֪ӵ飬һԡ
ᶨصͷãԺСЦţţҼˡؾ᣺ʵ˼ʵڶ࣬û취ȫκˣҲ̬ôңһ˿ڣǻۡ...
æοţ⻰ˣ⣬ʲô֮ʲôΪԱûкˣôΡ
ͷҲǣڻûôģ˼ĥ˵ʱҲ١ֿЦȵһ쵽ʱ򣬾ûˣĶûôأ
æοα˵أ߾ǵġ
̾ǣߣԶߡǾͲɣСһ㡣Ӧš
һ˴ҩ׼Ժеֵʱ䣬жˡֱȥ̫ҽԺԺи̷·ϣס
˵и˿ѷӺƱͬʱ˳ԺȻӦͷһᣬһ߿һߵͷ˵ԲãǱӷӹƱȥ
ػˣҲԸԸкŮϵšһֱ㶼ˡ


232 ϣԻʺ

ҧгݵԺд˿ˣǱӷ
߬ȭͷԺвɣ
ԺУչ˻壬ôܳҶûҸǻʺķӣֻ˵һ÷˵Ǳӷ
˵ǰӦò
֣ߣȥһʺ˵ףܱʲô
æţҪӳ飬ɳ嶯ô죿
Ҳ˵ߺߵⷽӱͲ̫ҽ׻ôӣֻοʺıȻңǰҲһģˣ¶ô㣡
Цˣұͦģˡ˵ˣΪ˻ϵĺӣҲҪκжײҲСǿţǻʺ󣬼ʹģ˵
֧֧Ͽ϶ٻͷһЩɣ
Ӧţ԰ûá񣺡Ҫ嶯ˣҲҲ......ǲô̫𣿡ŵʺͲ˸ʵһٵĸҷӣôĿŵظңԽԽԾ
죺ڶԻʺл밡ǾһӣūڿɿˣûһģǻѪ
Цˣˣѵˡ
ӻ˵Ҳǣǻʺʲô
ľګصͷǰĹ֮䣬˭ܺ
䣺ôأˣ׷ˣ
ҡͷʵܾûΣܾŲô......˭Ȧס
˵ôأūġ
Цˣμˣ֪......޻ܻ֮־Ͱˣװ֪ӣ߽ĸС
˵ˣԺд˲ᱻ˰ɣ
ͷͬţ˵ǣǻǶҪۡ
˵õģһҹʱ䣬ɵĶôɣϾֻū֪
ͷǰɲܲµǻȥԺУһǲ̫ţ̫ҽ
죺Żʺ󰡣˵ûж̫ˡū澾ʵûҪˣֱӹȥһʱˡ
ţô˵ûִˣ
Բ޷Ҳǵҡж̫źӣӳ£Ͽ϶ܲˡ
ͷ˵ˣҪս죬ǶǶԻʺ֣ڼĵһ㣬ɲǵû
ͷˡ˵ˡ
ʵĴ㰴²᣿
ᶨԣһҡڲȷһţŵºӺٺúøˡ
˵ˣ˵ǣǶϣԻʺ֣رɣɲǵĹƵóѡ
̾Ϣţͷۣúú......ԴͷΣɣһŰɡ
æԴֵ̧ʲô㻹ǵ𣿡
ףͷū澼ǵãϷūټ̫ҽǸС̫ҽ
̫ҽԺԸĸ̫ҽǻʺˣԺҲţǸѡȻᣬ̫ܽҽԺҲһҽ˵ãʵڿá
ӻûиԲ԰ȥ̫ҽԺʣҪҪҩ
ҡͷˣҰοӦǼٵģҪһˡ
˵ˣɣȰŰҲǺõġ
ϸϸţôż֪иþˡӦš
ڶҪȥ簲ȥߺߵūһʺòȻӾͲȥˡ
ЦţɵѾͷһ仰͸ȱСȥã˵죬ڵʵŰɡȥˡ
յ˻ùſڣ˴ûǰյϣ˳ˡ磬һߣ⼸նûˣк˲˵˵ˣˣȥˡҴ߿ˡ
Цţ˱ˣεӡ
СҸûʲôֻչ˱ɫԸ顣ˡ
ûɣůױΣˣ˵ţһȣͺˡ
ﲻ檸õȵġСңҪûңҲ̫װ˰ɣ̾Ϣš


233 мˣм

ۣ˵ˡ
ůˣһ΢ЦҲװûһŵϵŽˮ֣һֱûϢáյ˶Ŵ˵౨˵Ѿסˣ˯˸Ⱦ
Ӧţǣûټ檣Ҳûȥ밲
Ŵ߹ͷŵĶӣƣĶĸ˰ɣôƽӦùˡ
űЦҲ֣̫ҽ˵ٹ¾Իˡ
ͷ£Ҫ°԰ùˡվ......ۿţĶһ㶼û𣿡
º͵صͷûУǺƽûϲƵġ
߬ߵŸǰֵܣܣ¾͸ÿʼԻˣĸ͹......ˣмˣмˣԲ԰
ԣڣȥ̫ҽԺˣԲ԰ˡ
ͷ죬죬ȥ壬ū飬˵ʺһˡȥˡ
Ųԣæţôˣ
߬ȭͷǲһֱٳɸķӣ
ŵͷһֱٳԣϲ˾ûٳԡ
һûվסɸǱӷԱӷôϲûԡ
һ£ʶظŶӣһֱٳԣһֱٳ......ѵ......ͷ˿ӡ
Цţԣ׼ݺУӦûУӦû......
һƨڵϣŶӣţǣҲƣܾöûʲô......Ƿ̫ҽ
ҡͷ̫ҽֻһСӣʱܲˣҿǰһܻвȵķӡתӣţǿѹŹϣ壬˭ҲҪŽ
żŶԲߣǻһɵشðʺУð......
˶ţС̫ܽˣͷɴһλ̫ҽˣ˵......
ŵͷˣȥɡ
ֺţһ죬Ϲţ˭ҲҪŽˣ˭ҲСֿ𽣺ͥȥѹ̫ࡢŮˣţʺķԸ
𽿴ţŵͷ˵ģȥɡ
жˣЦţŸʲôˣ裬¹˭ѷɡ
߬ŵ֣ȥһʱ˵壬ҪϴԩһأˣȻҲˡ²ԸײˣǾ͹Ŵ򹷣鶼ƸͰȫˡ
ŵͷףֲ˵һֱ㷽ǼٵģҶˡϣ֪ûУǡ
æȰţʱûʱˣûٻǡǻ϶УǸ˻ϵİ
ɽˣ۾ðŻҲֱӳ嵽ǰĶӵʺӲãʹ̫ҽƣ̫ҽɣ
ӦţܺãҪ̫ҽ
ɵۣϲĸ»ûԻĲҪ̫ҽ𣿡
ŵͷ򰲰ɣҪ
ҧˣװˣҲøϻˡŻʺûУصش̫ҽ֤٣ƿӣ̫ҽɡ
˸첲ЦţѾ˸첲ɣһԿ
߬ȭͷʺĿóˣǲ˸ʰ㣡ЦˣѾ֪ͨϺ̫ˣɣװҿ㻹װã
ŵĺˣ첲˲们ˡЦˣôҪѽ°װǻư
ſһۣ⣬æţ̫ͥҽƼǹصȥ
ɲԣͼ𽡢ͥʮ̫ࡢŮ˵ֱס̫ҽƼֺţ飬ȥüѪͿ¿ϣСӣȥ......
һֱ㶣麰ţûлҲȥŷ......ҧްūԼѪܳȥˡ
ɷӦҪʲôţҪʲô
ȵţƾ˶֡ɵԸײˣȻ㱳һһ
ɻˣʲô˼ʲô
һץסɵҸ첲ʹɫץסɵ첲аЦţ˵ʲôСĹ
ʹŸ첲......Ҫɱ㣡
űۣžģȦˣȭͷ˵ˣɹ¡͵˱İ̥ҩʹСﲻϸüȱС


234 ʥּҲ޿κ

ɹ̫ͥҽֻص˵ţ̣֪ͨ˾
ҡͷãȱС
ͥк̫࣬ɻ¶֮Уִ̫ˣųѡʹţţôɱң޷ˣҪϣҪ̫޷ˣ
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ŹһʱͿײ̫̫ˡǰ̫Ҫ߻Ϻû˵飬ûϽͣûϸѹ
̫ͷǵպ㣬Ϊأзִġ˦ˣɨǳһۣϷ̫ҽ
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236 һѪծѪ

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˾̣ԶԶ׷ˣţѽū澾ͽ͵ûû뷢ô£
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ţū澣ūԩʺˡ˵ʺ˺ôĻ𣬲һȱɣã͸˭ɱ˭˭
Ц˵ˣľǱı
ҡͷֵͷֻǲ²⡣˿룬һٵƻʺ󣬳˭ץһؼֻܺҲ²⡣
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ҡͷֻ̫ϲֻ֣ҪдѹʺĻһŹӦø޹ء̫׺ɣѲˡ
ţ̫ոɷӣ֪Ҫʲôء
Цţްһٰӣžǡ
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ŵΪʲô˶ϱȫأ»ʺ󣬱Ͼ֤ġˣôûˣѰźһˡţڳ˶Ŵ˵飬ϢģҲܵһ˿ϢӦԵĲԡ
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237 ɽ

ӣ뷨Ӱȫڷ̫ҽһˡֻҪܱ˵滰³Ǹ˵֣һоͶˡ
εֻɺ޷̫ҽ̫סˣʵǱ޳Ī
̾Ϣţ̫ʺҲˣο......̫˵ˣȻֻλǵʦҪ˼׸ٳ˼ϵ档ŴȻȥϰݼڣֻϧ˭Ҳˡ
ͷӦţԺ÷ŵˡ
ӦţǣۣľڰвһС
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ĵſڣŵСŮΣ
СŮӦţһֱٿޣӲˣɻ㶵š
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˵ţϻᰲźһеģﰲġ
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ӻ׼һֱţɻ¡׼̫ҽϤҽΣȴǻȥϣɼֻѹҲͲҹȥ
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᣺ʺŻأȥҲǶࡣɫ˥ϻԸ⿴һۣǸ׵Ĺϵȥˣ϶ҵҲûˣĽЩġ
Ӧţ̭ˣȲ˵ûɫ˥ۻ϶壬ҲܱȡʶĿõʱԺҲֻӴԼˡֻôûأܵġ
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ֵЩҪģôأͷŹˣ
ЦˣǾǳ˵ɽһǿǧҪ档ɽٸߣҲڻϽ̤ţҲֻǻϵĵʯ˾רβ˵޹ɽһеĶҪôһġһģɽڿա


238 ʲô̫˭ϡ

һسݣɽū澸ݳͷ......
ˣҪ˵ˣ˭ȥˣҪǳǷǡ
Ц˻֪ˣҾǸ棬Ӱ˼Σ˵ˡ
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üͷһ壺ˣҪˡ
ǸϽһʺȥ͵ûߡ
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ģûڣǳİѾˡ̫ŵ㲻Ӳֱͦ򣬰ǹ·У
ǳߴţ̫ţ֪ߵغŻϡʺҫهNɪٱQһ㣡ţ򣡴ףҪͣ˿ûϡʺ󿴿ǰҴã˭˵һ֣
֨ƾǳţѪ˫Ҳֳ̫Ѿͷôôʵˣ㲻޷ĺҲ󰧼ҡ
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ͷ˵Ҳ˵ˣл̫
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239 úõȰȰʵ

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ֿͷΡΡسȥˡ˳Ƥˣôأģô죿
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˻ûɺˣغţҵһȡ
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ӦţùȻӱһ͸лˡСܲˣҲ˷¼ȥ̫ȴġĺ̫޹أֻϲ֣ƴѹˡϣò˫ۣҪߴ·Ҵˡ
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Цţ۵üӦţû£ǳ檻ãﲻҪˡ
ŵͷǣһҲãˡ̫ҲָޱҲȨҰˣл㡣
ЦţлˣǳӦõġˣΣ
һ仰ŵְˣҡͷһֱûֻһζҪƺȡ
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οţʱǧҪ˵һҪסѰʱظ߻ϡŵƣӣŵһˣȥЪϢɣš
վЩˣ֪ϲ˵ϻ㣬һҪúõȰȰҲ֪ϲ˵£Ҳϲ̸£һҪɱ֣򲻿ɹ˽硣
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죬ߺߵʺһ죬û˹滻̫ˣ


240 

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޵µ˼ˣЦţŹģֻȰȰϣΪ
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һ£ӿ˽Ų߽ůůֻпϷ̨Ƶӳ̷ϣĵ쳣ˡ
̷ؿˡػţˣȥɣ޲ˡ
Цţ檱ˣϱ㲻Ըˡ;Ƶģһ˺̫ˣȡ
̷㶵ţ޾ƽʱһô࣬ȴѡ
ߵ̷ǰˣȻᱻЩԻס˾һֱѡ
̷̧ͷϽ࿪Ȼţôˡ
ѻеľƷ˿ˣӦţʺã泼檽ѵѵʺɣ
̷ü˵ʺŲˣҲΪʺġ
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̷̧ͷҪ뷨Ӷˣ֪޵ѹ
̷߽һЦţֻǷ˹̫ܽһ£ģǸõġ߽һ֪һɣУô࣬ϸȥ
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ЦţôļôĹôܲҪأˣЪһЪˡ
̷ӻЪҲЪã޿ܣܹһ......
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æ˵ţףһֱ׵ġѾѪȴ޻رͷ˰ˣ˲żüãҲֲڼһ£ǰһˡ򲻿ɥ־Ҫǻ벻°......
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̷Ӧţ̫ƽͷʦȴȻķˣ......һˣȴԽԽ......ʦͽ֪ôһ죬Ҳ̫ˡ
˵ţͶˣѾͶˣѾ˵ϲԸơ
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241 óų

̷˴ĺͯһԴ§ĸ첲˵ţ̹ˣССŮʵڲ˵ʲôˡ
ս̷֣ᶨϣˣҲҪУҲҪСʵǲµģΪŴļʱ꣬ͰģԻܽȥʵһжȥģһжõģӣܺ......
̷Ӧţޣ......ȥɣҲһʱ䣬Ըͨȥ......
æվ񣺡Ŵȥ̫ƽͷֻͣ......ϣвССϹ־ᡣ
ĸ󷢣һ¥ס̷ˣ̷ͷؿڣ˴Ķһ
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̷ԹţɿҪˡ
ϽͿ̷ᣬóᣬܼˡ̷ΪŷĿοޣȣ......
ͷ׻еΪԸͬܣ˵ĻûʲôɱԣβͬҲͬԿδһС
̷ЦţлôޣȥɣԸ롣
񣺡檸ˡ
ڵţ滨سˣæ˵ţôˣϵҩײˡ
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˾ӣνҪǻϾԲѹɴôܱССסأ˶ȥꡢҲãˡ֪Ҳã˭һԸҲҶΪʲôҪΪѹأ
һֱʹУԵôأ쳣顣ȻϲֻΪ˶Ŵ˵ԭɡ
ˣһ쵽ĺ˵˵ˣؼҡ˦Ҫߡ
ţ㿴͵ģ
߻ߣһ߿һ񣺡ū֪ˣˡ
ߺߵأûȸ֪־ͬѼ˵ˡ
Ҳߺߵأ治ڳԣ˭˵˭
Цˣ˻ҩˣˣң˵ˡ˼ˡ
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ŵͷȻȥ˵ᣬɫһţҲ̫֡
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ߺߵأ㲻ǲ֪Ӣ˺ʹˣûִ磬ƽʱҶ£˵ʱˡ
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242 ǿ϶ô

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̾Ϣţֵⶼˣһûпȥɡ
ͬţ˾һҴˡҪ޾ˣҲ޵ήˡźдļſţһһ飬Ŷ͸ˣѾˡ
źʱһЩ֧Ÿʺ밲˵ʺˣҲˡ㿴ңҿ㣬ִ࿴ۣҭ
ʵںͿˣһֱżе£˶һˡſ£˵ˣŴ˵ѺܿҪˣϰ߹һ˶г͢㣬㰲İɡ
Ӧţлʺ֪ˡ
ŽŵѹʵڸͬܣԻΪһֱϻ˸ѹġ
ӦţΣڣָµġ
̾Ϻѹȥģοһ£ϿܸѹҲп翴
ͷϰѧ飬ȵ͸ΪϽϰۣʮˣϵĴʱ䶼͸һȻ룬βѹ檲ȥȰûϼ˼ѹ
￩һ£תӺšŽӻǰضŴˣ˭ҲȲˣ˭Ҳˡ
Ӧţǣ˵ǣܵûΣǸ֮ǳ֮
ЦţŴһΪϣһжӦõõġ
Ӧţǣ˵ǡ
ɶվ˵˵һӣžûѹˣҪ뿪ˡ
ſվҲţͳ˵⣬˵׵ȥˣ游ҲѾˣﶨҪȰϷ±ʹܵû˹ذܵõ¡ǧʷҲָʵҶżҵҡʵ޷˵ָܣٱ㣬֪ԣһֵˡ˵ˡ
ŵͷŴ˾Ϲᣬѣʵǳŵϵıʹ
뿪ˣҪȥƴţҲͼˣЪϢЪϢɣˡ
£˵л˵һһ˵
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ӦţȻǻʺˣͬɱˣ׸ٳһģ԰ɣ
ŵͷ˵òǵʦŮҪ档
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ⶼǵĺҲ²⣬Ͼûһָ˵ôѿá
Ӧţվˮʯһ졣ţ㹬ؼˣȥɣ
ŵͷãҪڻһ
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243 ɱ

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ŵͷ֪˵ʵ㻹ǵ̫𣿡
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żţϲ֮ڣʹûеõҼеϢ
ӦţûУûУһûС벻˸ݺУͻȻ˵ġ
ſ˿ŵΪʲôǵϸأˡ
Ӧţ檲֪Ҳ̫ͻȻˣҲǰźõģͶ
żˣӵȲ˵ˡ㣬˵̥ҩҶɣϡҶķкҶ......⼸ļģ
εЦţûУû......ǿھƷ˰Ͷҩ˵ûΪ˵顢ɣҶ............⼸ǳģĶͳ޹ءһۡ
̾ѽʲôŹǲˣֻ˫࣬㶾ͼʲôأ
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ŵȦˣЩϻûˣ񱾹ĶһǿտҲ˿룬Ըһ֯õС
͵͵ţ檴ǰ³çӽԺҲçײˣ˳檰ɡͷ߻ۣô飬ԲǳһģΪæ£һ죬򲻸ҵģ򲻸ҵģ
ӦţҪ±ǷŻɽʰϬˣƻľ͵ҩˣӦö֪ƭˡڻü죬ʵǱ㣬Ҳ˶ˡ
żھͷߣʣµĶоԸȥӦ԰ɣǻˡӣȥɡҪƱĻŰɣʬҰ
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źһֿۣɵŽ̲ģˣѴˣȥɡ
ɿͷлл檸ˡ
Ÿæһ¡
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ɵͷСˡˣ檸ˡƼ뿪ˡ
һߣ˵÷ߵģһ˵˵
վů˵һᴫޣҲô죿˷ŲСӦûʵһᡣ
Цˣ˶ڳɢҩװ⣬ѵһ㶼£֪ҪҲ֪ˣɵı񳹵ûˣҲкϷˡ
ˣžȵɣҲưɣܵġղŵĻҲȫţһƭ𣿡
ӻһֱÿգҲûкú˵˵£ھ˵ϸϸˣûôˣΪʲôҸҩΪʲôҸһֱٳԱҩΪҩǴ̫ġ԰еĶƵ̫ͷȥ˸ΪʺҲƭ
ʹ׿ڳٵģҲֻ֪ʱ򻹿װ޹Ƹ̫룬һ֪£˵ָΪ̫Ϊǣáλ......
ŵͷˣˣɱ
Ҳܣɱû˱ˡֻжΣӦûôı浽ʰĵزζƸͲôֲˡ
ҡͷȻҲһһ
οģҲֻǲ룬˭֪ԺոɣΪʲôŸе£Ҹող˵ӦһֱٵҶ֡
ſֹˡǸԲ԰ɾ͸ңƭҡһ˵˵Ҿû£ȴһٵ˵һǲšֱҲҷǱӷˡ̫ҽ鿴Ȼǵġ
־ȵˣԭҲ֪ˣҲϣҶְɡ


244 ݺ̫

ЦˣõģҼ仰ˡΪ˺ӣŵƽºˣ˭֪ôɣֱˡʵû뵽һû롣
ôܹ㣬ԸûʶЦˡҶˣǵ㶯֣һӰ⵹ҿ㷴Ӧ죬ҲҿŴ˵飬Ǻ¡
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ӦţΪݺҼУͲһ١ȻʹҶ̥һʸ˫εǴȥûãҪ֤ݡ
ϬˣҪ˲֪ǼĪΪûʲô޷죬ûʲôиɻ¶ŵġ˵и֤أ̫ҽһ仰㶼ˣܷŹ
Ӧţһֱ룬ŻϰˣȥҪˡ
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οţˣҪú˼̾Ϣš
ɵӵ˻ãصһҴָ˳ָ̬˵ءʺ治ָժˣֻ
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Ƽȴûˣָָ⣬˵˺ʰޣҪ֪˷ӵ飬ûпɽˣǱǾͳˡ
ɰһƼôɵˣԭô˵ãƸ̫߬ȭͷֻ»ʺѾʵˡǲϣܰô
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˵վǰÿְιͷϵװΣˣߣȥ㡣һֻŸտżͺˣһһߺ㣬ˣˡ
Ծڿ㶵ţմҲǸζˡʺˣûʲô˵ˣʹɡ
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ҡͷѾǻʺ󣬼ʲôأ㻹ѪˣСɱ㡣
ɵŴۣɱ˳檵ˣȴĨɱ˳ŲηǿȨģùĿģ
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޶ԣ㲻Ҫ˵ˣûһߺȥ
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245 Ѿ˿

ɼţĸûˣɻ游и磬ֶأ˵游ĳ׵ʦڣĵλֻȹ̣ϲ
ҡͷ̾䣬ǵҼҵֻһСңûиһƾ͵ȲǸϣȲť»ϣ̫Ĳüϡ
ȰοţЩ忿ڻ£ǷޣȴձɽѶ꣬ĺóţѰսķϳɵС£˵İһڵǸȲǺˣͷ͵̫ƽûк˳ţѴ򵽾ˡ
Цˣôˣһ¸Ȥˡ
ҡͷûôҿɸǸ˲һ˵㲻ҪòˣʺļٴҲûжŴ˵ûأǻʲôأһռӶѡ
ӦţΣѾǲʵΪ㻹Ը˵Щҡɣˣ˵°ɣﻵˡ
Цˣþǹѽ㣬ʺɲ⣬ûҪа񡣴˷¼ȫıΪľ½㣬ѣʱεӰֻò
ˣӦţ۲ۣʺһˣ㲻â֪ܣûꡣʲôûҲûвǵˣʲôȥɡ
ûߣ㰡ǸǰһеƣЩû֪ķԷΪݺʺ󣡡
εûˣɣ˵˵ôʶǵıģ
Ӧţ£Ұˣǵһ嵽ý¶ʺеˣ밲·һС̫ҵģǾͱҳϣ㰲ǸС̫ࡣҹ䣬λ٣Ȼа·һˡ
˳ɻڿû֪ʱʲôӿڳʵһɡҲ˵ĻʣΪ֮ȥɡ
죬Ծûߣǲˣǽָ˷Էˣǽˡ
ˣ㻹ߡǶ꣬㣬ȴ̾ϢţѾ˿ˣҵķǱӷ......
ɾֵӷվߵǰ㣬ʲôӷһ޹
ظһƣ㻹װķӡ
ŵù˵ϣ檸Ǳӷܣ硢̫......̫ķӰôǱӷֲһֱûϲԭⷽӵԵʣǱ̫ƭˡ
һ飬קĿţ檳Ե÷Ӻͽһһģһ֪Ǳӷһж̫޹ذ㲻Ϊǳɣ
ͷɣòۡģ治֪ⷽǱӷ
ҡͷ֪Ĳ֪ǲǻʺ˶Щʲôˣ㲻ҪǵĹ
Ӧţû˵ʲôô˵ʲô𣿡ɵ°ͣøˣ֪Ǽٵģ˱ʺʱñȥͣ㰲ʲôģ
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ɹֱӣĨ᣺檲֪Ĳ֪̫̫ƭ......
ͷۣȥɣ
ɲ˵ʲôͷ˵Ծɳҭҭţ檲֪......һ߽ӣˡ
Ƽﲻסˣ˴ˣҾ˵鱩¶һָʰû
ȴ쳣Ʒţôʰˣ㰲ģǾ仰ֻҪҧ֪ܰô
ƼԽԽţ׿ڳϹ˺أҲָ
Цţɵӣ˵ã˸˵áѲ豭ƼǰͲ˶ӣûȥһ𣿳Ҳ˷ӣԶ֪
Ƽūˣ뷨Ӧ԰
ɺߺţҸղ˵ô໰Ըˣ˸顣ȥĵλԽԽȹ̣ʵֽģһš


246 

ɼϻΪһꡢԣݶͶˣĵλҲˡߣûնԸңʺ͹ӦԵˣҴ˿̲һȭǽˡ
Ƽû֨ɹԵ˵ţһȦܾĥȴȻǳɴµĴۡʹôɾһΰҵջ³ɵġ˵˵ŭգȭͷЩ˸ʰʰˣ
ҹţڿϳˮʳˣҲūֱ߽ͨˣ˳ˮأ
ʱòãʶظɿˣȡЦոպһЩҪˡ
仰ۿô죬˹˵ˣ檰ɣ檵ٴɡ
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ɶţ檻ûе˵أԸ顣֪˵ɣ㣬Ҫˣ
ץˣˣ˭أ̧ҪûȥƾʲôĻҾͲ򡣡̧һĶӡ
Ŷӽϣˡ
æͷأϻسҩµëҲû͸һΰɡ
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ӦţɱûôȤζˡָֿˣԺҲùˡ
ĹĵƵһɶҲû취ɡ
ҡͷģǶĲܼͣõġСӿѪ˿ˣʲôʱܺáŶӣҲۣûһõطˡ
żˣô죬һֱôϲأúÿҩ
ˣһС̫ҽЦˣ˵ˣʺ㣬ֱӷɱܵû졣ܺã⼸ҿҲ̤ͦʵġū˵òʵڿá
ͷ΢л̧٣΢ԸͿ̷ʹ
Ӧţûһ̤ʵ̫ҽıŰūҲ㡣ֻǰʵ±ƭأֲ¡Ϊ˭ҪƭңҾհ·Ҳˣ⻹Ǽ򵥵ġлʺֻҪһͲŹ㣬Ե
ͷ̧΢ˣ̧΢ˣ΢һʵڲ䱻ϣʵڲ䡣
ͷĴָš㣬˭빦ͣ˵
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ЦˣҪ˵ʲô̧̧ˣҵλҲֻܹ㣬һǨ
æӦţл
ͷŶӣɣʹ
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ʲô֢ⷽҲͨķӣѪѪֹʹɢ֮Чãؾͻá
ЦˣЧĻҰʺʹãֱӷɻڴ
ֹлźǼĸ֣ˡ
ͷ֪ˣƺҩðɡ
վҩóƺõҩ˵΢Ѿƺã̷ãӦþͻʹˡ
ӹҩȡҩţͷܺãҺ⡣͸ҰɣֻҪģҾʹĺģҪǲģҲǳĺġʲôơǣҩ׶졢Ѫ......ѡ


247 ȥѴ

۾һٴιͷлʹͣ΢޶ġ
ͷ㣬ȥɡȥˡ
Цţ㿴ŵá
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̫Ǳ߿ȥˣǳŸȰȰʵˣҲҪȥ̨ʹŶһȥˡ
˵˸ͷԸУǳأֱߵǰžžӣǷ̫֮ƳԣĻֲŲм㡣ūţʺҲʹˣҪˡӸٳӸˣ𿪣
ЦǳֵǸϽÿͷûˡŻʺã˵һͷֻ·һ
ǻô죬һÿ·ȫ壬˹ȥˡŴԶԶؾͿϴ̷£ţ˺Ӣһ㵸Цû֦Ҳ
ƵػţסվڴͷִسԶšһˣϺ˺Уʲô·⡣üϺںںš
Ų֨ɽӻﰲģ̫ó檹Ǵȥ
ӦҲǣǻϵԵʡ
һֻСƵعˣϵܿ嵺ϵˣǵϵȻҲܿ崬ϵˡ
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޵ŵùүūһû뿪ôŰ
̷ûбˣ޵¿Ÿ֨
˺Ӣ˲˺˿ˣ̷ῴǣǼϲ
˼˺ţͬʱſںţһ...һúõ˿ѿˡ˲֪ƣ룬Խ˺Խ......
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̷ɵţ˺Ӣ˺˿񣬴......˵˸ǰſ̷㲵ݣʹվˡ
̷վˣ˵ţʺˡ
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̷һ£֣֪......ǵ˵ɡ
ŲСȥȥȥˡ
̷˼ǣţûпܣ˵ȥˡ
̷ȥˣ˺ӢͣػãȻţϣǻ˺𣿡̷пմǣ§Žˡ
ɰһۣ
̷һߣǳˣ˿ϣڰǽ֯ӣⷿЩ˰ɣȫ˺ˣҲûˡ
ֱӸ˶ԣ˸Ͻ£ίҪ˺ãǲҲ˺
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޵¹ˣȸϿͣӢˡΪڣմˡ
ˣߣæȰҪ֨ˣҪ˿ײˡ
ŵûһӵ޵£ûнλְɣ
޵ӦţﰲģûС뿪ˡ
˿һۣƼǻع
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ϴֻ£ųתͷĴţϰϰǸõطһŤͷϵ˿񣬶ЩʰȥѴ
ȵ鲼Ҳһôܴȥ˵ԽҲôʡ󡣡
ҡͷԶĺɽɫʡǴϿɣд㡣Ӧš
ߵڵˣ§Ůˣڿޣ̷ҲȦ̷ޱ̫ƽֵûʦͻȻûˣҲûжġޣ......Ҫѹˣǻкӵġ
ű飬һ̷ô˵ˣ޲˵ʵʵˡǿӦţϺ޲ð䶼͸檣ҲڳϣǳͷӲȣʵڶԲסϡ
̷㲣ֻԼȷûж㾡ģҲҪ뷨οˡ


248 ֪ͨһ

ӦţŻѹ檸ѹˣ׿һжãȴƫƫײᣬ̧ͷ̷ᣬֵȥɣҲѹĺܣȥˣͻһЩ
̷ͷӦţϾȥ
˵һӾͳˣ£֪ϻʺˡҡЦţһ˯ˡϽ
̷ῴ˿ɿŵ֣ûðȥɡ
ʵϲ𣿡
̷Ӧţ޻ߣ˾ߡתصˡ
æŵﲻȰ߰СˣҲú˰ɡ
ҡͷ̷ıӰϲߣҲʵڲȰҲûסЩӰɡ
ȵĻҪʲôû˶Ȱ˻ϣɼˡɻϲŶʮ꣬Ժôϡ
˲ˣŸͷšŻȥɣûһ˴šȥˡ
˵ʲôȴʵڲ˵ˣ˴żһŲʵҪЩʲô
Ӧ·Ͽ
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ͷӦţǣ֪ͨһ¡
ϸϸ죬ȷҪˡű֪ͨȥø̫밲Ȼ֮⡣
øѵȥҲǿȥʼվô¸Ѳ˸ϵŵʦѹǼѹʵڲıֻܺԼǻʺ
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Ȼƴţ檲ҡˡ
̫£һһˣ˵ˣʺʲôܷԸɣءæΪôԶ粴԰֪ͨһԻȥ밲
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˵ˣǰЩӿð̫̫ˡ
̫мر飺ˡˡ......ȥ⼸仰Ǻ֮֮Уɣ̬ˣҳܲ𡣡
ŽӻΪûпκһλãȴƣʵڷߺޣʧǶײ̫һֱ̫ģ̫Ҳ֪ģʧҲ״ģ̫
̫õۣȴֻǿţҪ̫ȫˣҲκָժ˵ָŰұˣαҲĹл˵˵͹˰ҵĵש
ŲҲֻùţӦ檾ֱ˵ˡѾ֪˳С̫Ҳ˵ˡ檽ٸڽһĺûˣͷ̥СԵʣǶ˰ɣ
ӦţǶˡ
̫ߺߵж˵ʲô
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̫ˣСǼΰ󣬾ť»²ż汸Ҫ߻ʵۣȥ˵ˣҪ̭̭ȥǱ߲˵ˣΪأ֮ɡŶţ̫ҽ㲻Ҫˣɱ˰ң첻
Ÿæͷ檲ҡ̧ͷµĹؼڷ̫ҽϣֻҪһ仰ˡ̫Թߣαؽأʵڲףױ롣
̫ߺߵҸˡ⣬ôţܵӣǲύģҹɣ
Žӻ̫·̫ҽ޷ָ֤ǼСǶŴ˵£ж˰ɣʵ֪޹ģҲ֪̫ҽ˵ʵˣվҪи˽ᣬ̫ҽô˵
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ſͷ̫ģֻ̫һΪѣ檲ѲóʺȨģ̫¡
̫˦ӣ£Ͳ£ܰѰôš
ֿͷ̫һѾȥˣӦõˡ


249 ֹȥ

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̫ɶһۣɨһԱվŵȥȥѷ̫ҽɡ
ȥˣͷл˵
̫ҹû˵ķݡ
ɽӻ˵ɡ
˵檶һ̫ҽָ˵˷¼.....˵ſ˿ɡ
˶ɣɺŤͷֵؿڳݲ壺ֲ˵˻ˣ¸޹أҸʲôͰ͵ؿţ¸޹ء
ŵͷ֪
̫һãҵţҪǲһĻ˺졣
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̫Цţ·˰ɣÿ졣
̫ҽͷɢң㲣Ȧںڡһ˵˵ֱӳɷɱȥ¡¡ؿͷȾūţȾūţ
Цˣؿ̫̫һۣ
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ųɵӣίˣôҧһڣ޹ˣܰװԩ
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ŤͷĬضһۣɶ˻ȥʲôܣʵڲ̫˼ħ죬Ը
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ֵ̫˵ɣˡŵ֪ǲµ˭ܾǸˣȴ޿κΡĥ˷̫ҽôЩӣǲ¿ڣ˼ҵ̵ˣİЦţʺˣ˰ɣ
żᶨ⡣
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̫˦ߵм䣬͸ͷˣأۣҪĳλȨأΪ޹ġĹĴҧ˺Թýˮװһ޹ܺߣû˸ҽ¶ѡȴ˽಻ɳӣδң´Σһۣߺߵ뿪ˡ
̾ЩˣվҲˣ˶һΡ
һ֪鲻ʲôҲ˽ˣ߰ɡ


250 ۵̫ү

ֹҲţﲻҪѾˣȥɡʵڲ֪ô˵ˡ
ҲֻýӲЦţлӣwȥˡˡ
㶵վţɺҶˣҪ³𣿡
ɰһɣҵأֻǶңָ˵ɣ䵭磬ˣ̫ҽͻȻҧʲô̫ң̫ʧˣԵǶĽ𣿡
Цţ㻹֪ǶĽְӺˣҺ㶼ˣ¾սɡ
죬̧Ҫûȥ˵Һͽأ̫ƭҸ㣬ϹǶĽ
εһƭˣô
ˣɵóţʲô˵Ҫ˵Ը㡣
ɵװǵ˵Ҿ˵СӰ......üٷƭ㡭㲻֪𣿡
ЦˣǶ֪ˣǰˣ̫ɱΡֲһֱ̫Ρ
￩һ£ȻҲ¶ˡץסɵ󣺡ǲİƸ̫ɣ¸޹أһġ
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ʹʹ㣬֪ǼٵĻƭˣôܹأ
˦ɵ֣Ҳ֪һֱ֪һ޹
ֳסɵӣ㲻̫ɣɴûп㡣֪±ԣصı̫ү
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ҲЦˣ̫ǰЩһ׺챦ʯΣһʲô飬ˡ
ۣһף飿ãҲֻҵ֮òųĵҾǿ˰ɡɵĸ첲죬ضˣȥ￴ȥˡ
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̫۾һ٣ҿûı֮ģҰֻ......ֻôһ㲻̾ǳأҲ֪ΪҪüٷƭǣҲû......Ӧû˸Ҹôɣ
ǳҡͷ˵öԣң˾˵ˡʺͷһѳֲסһ˵ƨвڰӰûء
̫Цˣӣֱ˵ɾǵģ˵ôࡣģûǵ£ҲôöԸġˣ˵ţţҲɡ˵ˡ
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ӻһ˽ľֻһ֤ץţ˹ˡ
Ӧ̫޹ģҿá
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Ӧţ˵úе̥ҩʱڶûóʹһ
žȵӦûµɻ㷽⣬Ȼͻҵļ̥֣ôŶһʯ񡣡
Цˣɣָ̫µˡ̫ҽû˾ͱסܼ֣̫Ҳͼɡ
εĿȻһ©Ƕû֣̫ҽҰŵģϲ̥ҩ¡Ϊιأ֪ʲôʱģϧˡ
ϸϸţǣҪˡʱɹ......㿴ô۸ӣ̫˭Ҳû¡


251 ˭ҪƷ

ŵͷȻû֤ݣǾͱ˵ˣѾˮˣ¶ġ
̫̾ĿǰĶ̸֣ڣǻЦš
ɸı˵ױǰԴţ̵ģÿá˵˵ŲˣãһȴáƼ˵˭÷̫ҽҧһڵѽɣ˵͸ĵ˿
ƼӦţūҲʵڲˣūֻ֪аѱǵĵɡ
ɺߺţǼкͷҧϣܰ
ƼȰţûжԲĵطαôأ
ӦţûѾ׼˵ô죿ֻƹˤˡģҵȻ˺⻹Ҫġ˭֪׶һֱңʲôʱͻȻ
ƼӦţҪƣϾаѱϡ
̾ǻûҵС̫𣿡
һӦţūһֱңûţ˳Ѿˡ
Ӧţǹ̫࣬˭ҵģƱˡңҲͰˡӦš
˺Ҳ£ʲôףֻˣ㣬˭̫ҾòǡҲòǣҾöǡԸԸЦˣûӡ
ϸϸţӦֶԾ̫ˣû˴㣬Ҳû㣬
Цţ˵ɵˣûƲãǧҪңûǡ
˺ؿڣһ˵ʲôȴ˵ĸоֻЦڱţôˣ
̾ܺãܺ......鲻ǵ£ǧҪ˵ǻûУ
ڵͷס˵վȻصˡ
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߾ˣѾ׼ˡڳ˵ĵȥƫǽǺһ̫࣬һ
û̫˵Ե÷Ǳӷ˶֪ˣ֪ƭˣ
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߬ȭͷסˣİҳһˣлϡ񣺡ߡ
˸æ׷ţã㲻ĵģģ͸ġ
ڲˣһֱ㣬û뵽ȴң˭ҪƷӣҺ㡣˵ţȥһʺ̰ңסһˣô㡣
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ڵͷˣˣΪȥһʺ״ǰɣûôġֻʺңҲˡ֪Ҵһסţֻ㡣û뵽ȴңװģΪҺã˶ġ㲻Ҫҵԭ£ǲԭģҷˣͰߡ
뿪ˣˣҲˣô˵ոջ˵Ц......
˲᣺˵ãߣȥˡ
ȰţۻаѱأܸӲ
˵ͷǣǾûҪҸ⣬ȥʡȥˡ
ڵ˻ãСƵĿˣίˡ


252 ʺϹ

һôˣˡ
˵ţʺңסһˣ̫ˡ
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ڿţ²檲˵ҲҲ檡檲ȥˣ˺þͶģ̫αˡ¸檰һסɣһҴˣҲס̸......
źЦˣС󣬴û˵ô໰ȱûҪֱӡ˿𽣺طǣȴʺסϾҪ֤ȫྻˣסڻúɣȥ粴԰ס̫Զɽ˻áô
ڵͷл֪ˡ񣺡檲ˣȸˡ˵ţҪǸﳼ檻ҲǸҲԶˡȥˡ
ŵͷЦţӦ㡣
˵ӣմӻûȲʳ鲻ԣֳ֪ˣֱӿżɽʲô˵ɡ
Ըʧǵո֪һֱӷ......
һڲ˳û̫ˡ
̧ͷ˵ģǲҲ߻ʺƵˣ
ҡͷԩԩˣʲôû˵룬ʲô
ֵͷһ......Ѿȥʺ״ˣ׶༪ˡ
վߣȥá
˲ʺôأ
οţģⷽӵײģֻѡЦˣ㲻õĻʺˣڰɣָˡ
վˣһ......ȥˡ
żһˣΪơ͵˵˸ڵģûС
ŵͷںأȥɡȥˡ
ֶ˵òᣬⶼ㣬ҲҴˡ
˹˷Ӿ˿ˣʱ֪Ǽٵ......ûãҲû˭û˵......
ˣԾߺߵأ㲻Ҿˣߴҳԣɼ㻵˹
Ӧţûкˣֻ......Ҳ֪Ϊʲôﴦðɡ
֪̾˵ʲôڣñô죿
Ӧţ檿ûĳôġͷһӲҪңҪãûʲô֮ˣΪ̫ˡ
ŵͷӦţôأ㣬˰ɣ
˿ˣллڣһá
˵ˣòҪˣֻǱӷԾˡҾ㣬û˸㣬˭˵ĵã
ӦţһС̫࣬˵ģ˵껰ˡ
ελãҪѰ˵ãûŶţ˹ˡ
ڽӻ㰲ģ˭ҶһҪлءŸ檸ˡ
ŷˣڳˣȥǸͶˡ
˲᣺л硣ȥˡ
ſ㲻Ҫģˣ˸㷭ʵᡣ
ҡͷֹǸĽᣬַָˣεӰ˵£
죺ʺϹ
Цţûлʺɽʵڶû㡣Цš
......
Щ鲼Ѿϳһˣϣվڴ¾ǰϸšЦţÿֻǲɸӡ
ͷţȷܺÿҾ봩Ͽ
ˣԸɼ̹ȥ̨ȥˡ
̷ڰǰһͣ˱ʣô鲼ɡ
Ӧţǣ檾ÿϧһˡ
̷һٸ޺˵֪С̡
ߵ̷ǰĻţϵãڣһҴֱǰ......


253 ɽɽˮ

̷̾أʲôȱʲôʲô˵ʲôдʲôʲôӳգǴ෴ˮ΢ˣ
ţϣ檲˼......
̷Цˣ֪޿ģѾ뿪ˣһײһӰɡ´ѺһζҲ֪ôˣ˺ĺ
ӦţףǴһƥƥһɽӱ˺ѳƬ˵첹ܼôóȥأһϵѺۣǴ״ǧٿ......
̷ŻӦǰɣŮӶ޸αػˣǲԸΪ㡣ǰ˵޵źãʵǳķ̣ʳʳ
§̷ĸ첲ؿϲѹͺˣͷֵȥɣΡ
̷ЦţһֱٺȾƣɴûһᣬȴһֱѣ̫ʹˡ
ˣͶˣ˵Ը䣬ֻҪһлȵϣ
̷±ʣѻֽӵһȥˣһֽдիճ壬Сǰ괺д󱦣ᢣ۳šڪ֮ڣʮ黳ˮغ֮ңʵ֮Ҳ
Ȧˣޣʵ᲻ʦֺزղסˡ
ֻÿοţϰģŴ˵мվ͵ˣҪ......
̷߶ţģ......ס֣ͣҪѧѧ㡣
˫ס̷֣ˣƤûԣ϶飬ҲͶƸС
̷һͷӦЦң......ֲ޶аͷˣԭǶ鰡ĳһգǵһվطһԲ԰......
̧Ҫ̷죺⻰ϲҪ˵ˡ
̷ͷ̾汯룬̱ϣûʲôǶҪҲսӭʧһ......ǣЪϢˡ
콥תˣʥҪˣҲˡʱͣڶŸŷɥϣ˻ԭᡣ̷Dɢȴ󳼵ȣȥŸƣ̻صУˡ
ĵУ̷·۶ˣһ˵ľҪǰŸʦڳûзԣΪҲûãһվţ̷Ը
̷鰧ˣڴԫ˵ھʹɨȥŸ·޷Ըȥԫȥˡ
̷ǻΪ˱ﱼµסϽĵط·ܽг̺ðţڴҲͲǻʵ۵ȫ
̷ῴǰȺڸƱ⣬о̫֡ʦѧʿǧɥ޾һϮ
ڴӦţϵĴ˳ߵĹ񣬶Ŵ֮ظʶ
̷Ըţ֮ňʮΣ䳤ӶźߪѧϰߣŮΪͥ衡ͥ;......
ڴٴӦţȽʥּ
̷ᱯݵ൨ġŻѪڰҪѧѧź......ʦһĳģҴ塢޵ĸ......
ڴ󳼻ܸʲôֻù£һ絤ģԸΪ塢ϣѡ
̷û˵ʲô

̷楹ȥŸˣջرܣ̫ǰ·ǰҪڳһ·
̷ǣ楹֣ذˣ̶û׼ֻǰ˶Ÿſڣ楹ԶԶر㿴źʮ游ň񣬹ڵϵŻϼݵ
楹Ҳ̲סˣứʵ游ͷڴˣܸ游ͷǲܵģ˵仰Ŀնûеġ
ňŶżҵ˸ϡ밲ϣź̷Ժ̷᲻ãһӱˡ̧ͷĴţŸͥխ쳣õʦˣҲƲסˡ
̷ã楹ݣŶĹ餣׻׻̻壬Կأڹʹˡżˡǡǡ̫......ʵˣ޲ݣȫһʹš
̷ı鶯ţ˫ȷƺҪ¡楹æţϲɣ򲻿ɡ
áã̷ع߳ãԺӵˣȦͨ죬ܣܡ
Dˣοȱʹע塣
̷ͷʮգʦѹ漮ɽᣬĿ͡ʦ֮·;طΪϣͽ䡢£ɽɽˮţ谭ǰ֮ﾡɲ......


254 øɸɾ

DӦţżӦţл¡ꡣ
̷ߵňǰź游̷ἫᣬĶ̵ļ򣺡ʦ޶ɽʧȥʦʧȥ˫˫ȡޡ޴ʦʵ֮......ȥˡ
ż˸Ͻ¹ͷ楹游磬ﻯˮ֪˵ʲôˣֻøȥˡ
̷߳ԺӣֲͷȻĻлعˡ
ɶŵŻϣ̷Ȧͨ죬Ҳˡ̷ŵһ˾ǶԻعɡһȥˡ
̾ɶɢ߿ˣߵ楹ǰ̾߰ɣ
楹ͷҲþûú˵ˡӦˣǺš
˵ˣϸ˶Ŵ߹ĸм죬ɼǶôá
楹ӦţԼ쳼ӣ餣ٳ裬ڻԺšҲմ˸׵ĹŵԽΪ޹޵ȴþӸλʵڻ̿֡
Цţ̷ϣλ
楹˿ţȴй⣺ΪѹôЩӣһֱûҲʹ顣᲻óǹŲˣԣʲôҪʵģʰɡ
ӦţûУô룿Ѿ˽ˣûʲôҪʵˡ
楹ȵץеˣ
ŽӻСûʲôУҲѾ֪СˡѾȥˣҲҪˡ
楹Цţﲻ¾͵й¹ɾ䣬檰ݷ
Ӧţʵܣɻ²ʵڲϽͣû׷¡ҲǸǸһλᣬԸĹ£ҪΪˡ
ߵӴ⹬ͣ˽Ų楹ӻǸ˶ʹǰǣٲΪ
ŵͷ㼪ԣҲǱϣġ
楹ǣ檸ˡ
񣺡͹
楹תú˭أ
һԻ󣺡أôˣ
楹ǸЦţͿˣûϰƺùȻ÷ִ硣ȥˡ
ˣôеˣ¶ˣҲһˣлı¶ˡ
ŵͷ˽ˣҪûҲѧлˡҲһ¶ˣǻҲʲôף¡
ڵſڵţˣѾʰ˶Լ̰ȥظһ
ȵڶǰǵط̫ˣαȥеǵطס
Ӧţ壬ڡ߳ϲ徲һţֱνĽơ
ЦţҲˣǶһΪλôأ
죺ﲻ֪֪ǼٵģȰ檳ԡΪΪҺأ˭֪ġԸһ磬ҪǸĻ׷һΪ
Ҳ֪ô˵ˣֻ˵Ѿˣȥȥɡȥˡ
̾ܰȹһ̰Ĳûкñġ
˵ʲôأôûˣÿ˶ǲһοԸȴΪԸӹӹµµ԰ɣÿ˲һ
ͷӦţԡ檸һЦš
ո˽ᣬ̷ỹڱʹ֮Уһĥѽ٣ˡ
̫ƽһ·ϣңѳɹֱִռϵĶ򡢾ݾͣפأȴ쾩ԮȻƾʦ
̷ˣʹѾʦ֮ʹټȺԲߡϯjnοţŭ̫ƽѷڵȴԮֵ¡ʱڣһʱӦ˾ǵ򣬴ҾöԲߣһٻȺ
̷ᴷӣֻǶǷͰں֮ӽ£ʵãţּȥ˺ȫ塢......һ˵أʮ˴ķأ޾øɸɾ
Ӧţ̷й˿......ګʵڷһ̸ְ......ʤΪղ󳼣Ȩֱɽ·ȸ׼ն֮Ȩ...
ڴӦţ̷վȺǰɱɾʳѰֻʤһģΪ󽫾ݵͳ콡񡢻ǰ桢ѲӪ......
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255 ʲô˿

̷۾Ź⣬ˣ˺˷ˣֱҲУ˿ˡּ̾ȥҪǬ幬ΪǾаڵʽӣȥּȥ
ڴȥˣںȻ壬̷ҲȻ¶챾ˣʱø顣޵½ˣ񣺡ϣ֣ˣڵš
̷Ӧţǽɡ
λүˣ̷ʵΪ£
֣˻˵ŴȥˣʣΪϾټ
̷ͷã˵˵
˻˵Ͳ׳𣬳ټ˳³ȴʵڿá
̷ϸϸţ֪˳𣿡
λүӦţˡ
̷֣ˣ˳ǰǨɡȥɡ
ȥˣ̷ЦţҲܡ޵£㣬߻ʲô˿ãʲô˿ţ
޵¹үūĶЩʵڲԡū֪˭ҲȲŴˡ
̷վ޵µñӣȥ˹
޵ȥˣܿ죬ˡ̷վů̿ǰҲֿšӶЦץ֣ˡ̷˵ˣ޸ոյõս̫ƽٳ£......
һ£ţɶǾ
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̷ͷ˿⣬ֵͷȻ˵˵ˣ϶лҪ˵ܷԸϴء
̷˵ˣʦûˣܾġ˵岻˲ţ󳼣ûмʦһģҲͬʱĵˣֻй......ֻܣֻ޸ⰲģҲԸ......
ˣ̷֣ðֵܣӱǻϵ׵ܵܣһбһΪϼȻǾðɣʱˣҲֻԸ׵ܵܲġ
̷ü٣ôô
Цţ檲ϣ檵֪Ŵûˣ֪ûпõˡϾټֻǲҶԣ˭֪ʳˣ˾ر𼤶檶һ䣬þðɣ˭ҲȲ׵ܵܡ
̷ͷ֪޸ܻ̫Ĺȥ𣿡
Ӧţ֪֪ǶѾǹȥˡλү̫죨jy֮ģǾı档ɱͷǲҡҲǻˣǴδй֮ģԺҲҡ
̷˵ȵ۷Ϊ褣ͷΪ̫ӵдһǴδй˵ǳ裬Īĳ裡ʵڲͻɼʰôܣ޲òһ䣬˾ǻʰʧ޺֮ĺ蹵ȫ
ͷףȵվΪ̫ӣѻλɼȵۻǿػϵġ
̷޴СΪܣ顢һǻʰĽдɵܣ֮Ҳ޴ӡܺܺãδйκ֣Ե޸ķš
̷᣺ͨ˾ͺãˣ檾Ͱˡ̷᣺ǻϾүˣ
̷ͷӦţԣҪǰδеã
޲ţò߲ʹҲŹְأΥ֮⡣
̷ЦţҲã͹޵ء
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æվôˣǳ檸ˡ
̷ҲˣһůȥD˵úDײ棬⻹һνؿλͷϵүءЦЦȥˡ
DҲͷȥˡ̷վŵæ̷֣ض񡣡
D˵ţֽгΪ£
̷ᱳ֣վDԶĵط̧ͷŸ߸ߵΡ˵ˣʦȥˣûжƢԵˣҲûȫε......
̷˻һD۾һԸΪϸ𣬾Ϲ
̷˼D˶һ¡̷ᱳŸ첲ţܣһֱ֪вʣҲ֪ڵŻᣬϣԼһΪֻԹֻʰꡢԹֻ......


256 ޵ϯ

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̷ˡѾΣյʱʦˣһʵܣԸ𣿡
DֹˣͷԸ⣬Ը⣡ԸΪԸΪ
̷ֻŸ첲Dվˡ㣬Ҳϣ㲻Ҫ޵Ρ
DӦţģѵܹʱǣԶҷϡ
̷תˣͷãѾԫְڴ󳼣뾩Ѳˡ
DҪ̷סЦţУУ
Ḑͷ̷ļ򣬼......ְ޵ϯ......
DҪˣ֮ãֻǲϹأ˼
̷ٴηDܣʱסһˣǹ轣Դǹͨ˼ҵֵܣమһӡڻʼңҪȾֵܣ·ûʲôˡ㣬ڵĹأ㲻ְ𣿡
DȦˣ֮л֣һֵİš
̷Ằţãã޼ְּϯࡣ
Dл֣лֶ¡Ըʬ
̷ߵǰ˱ʣȥ̫ɣּȥΡ
Dͷлˡ
DΡΡ߳ĵһ㣬ȫšС˸󿴵ˣү϶ôˣ
DЦţĸļ򣺡죬ȥٿ߶ְϯ......ܣ
ˣ۾ҲŹ⣺ϣūȥһûˡ
ٿС̫࣬أһæţүôˣ
С̫ϣү......ȥ̫......ү......
С̫һϣ𣿹ūţɲҿЦ
ˣЦ㣡˵ȴôҿЦܲˣȥ̫СһΣ
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̫ڳ̣һָҪ
ǳҪȰƣţʲô°
С̫Ӧţ״Σ˵......ү......
̫ǹС̫ࣺ˵˵أ
ˣԾɴЦ⣺̫үڹ·ϣǧȷүڴ󳼣ͬʱϯ󳼣ǧȷ
̫ǳϯûɣ
ǳæס̫ˣûһ㶼ûҪүˣ
̫ǳĸ첲ߣĸͷæת䣬ǰˡ
̫㶼סˣǳ¯ˡƣһ߿һ˵ţүϣ̫̫ͷˣлϱӣྡͷлӣлӣ
ǳһĨᣬһţڹ涨ǲְģ˵ǻӡˡүڰˣʩչȭţһΪ......
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̫û˵꣬Dţ˵ˡ
̫һ飬վһӱסDʹˣлˣ͵һ죬öȵˣ
DӦţǣö
̫ӺúõĸɣҪ̧㣬......
Dļʱɢػţ˵ԼֵģԹ𣿶ʵڻֻ֣̿ı¡
̫ɿD᣺֪ˣ֪ˣκԹˡ
D̫ˣ̫֣ǿЦڴǻʵ۵Ľͳ죬һƷ֪ˣ˵ġ
̫̫ˣʵ벻ְҵϯࡣطȨǴߵȨءǰܵĹ£ɼޱ㡣֪ˣ֪ˣ
DЦţӸһҲʵ벻Ҳǲš


257 ûкӳ

̫߬D֣ʵȻ㣬һҪպ÷ִ磬вɡλı׵ܵܣĻλľߣ򲻿̰ͼλһҪպð
DӦţﰲģӴֻǹҲԸʲôˡ
̫ţзִ磬㶼ãͲϻˡ
DʵǣǶﻹԹ𣿡
̫ЦţԹԹһ㶼ԹˡЦúܿġ
Dȥˣ̫˵ţмǣúӣ˫ϲš
̫ŶӽԶŻů󣬽}}ģģһӺ󣬱ˣǳոհҲҸD˵ûʵΪʲôͻȻүˣ
ǳӦţүĲǲ˵ãñˣӲãӦǻû˿ˡͷɣ
̫ͷӦԼܣ÷򵽼ſˣİȫѾܵвˡһʱû˿ãʱҲֵֻܿԷˡЦţûòҶӣߣ˭ϡһЩĵģ˼ҵǻʵۣǳӣֻ׼£׼κԹԡ
ǳοţأ̫ģүġ
ֿ̫ˣҰģ֪ˡ֧֧ţҪ......ҪٸҸ̫棬ǾҲĿˡ
ǳ̫˶ţŵ϶үֵ̫֮ʲôأżһеģ
̫ͷǣҵȣȡ
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ϦҹǬ幬磬̫⣬ŸƱСǡÿ£ÿһˣȵȻЩκġŸ̷ЦţʵۣҴǰ಻ǣԭ嶰ҵĹҪӼƽ......
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DţҪˡ̷᣺̫ˣֲҪ⡣
̷Цţ޷̣֮֮Т֮壬߲ڵ·......ТѵܹЩԵģΪΪӡΪ֡Ϊģġٱˣһ
ֻӦţꡢꡢꡣ
̷ῴŹ¾ˣڽҪעӣѩ·ظ·ҲҪġ˿̫ʺ󽲣̫ҽ˵Ǹ̫ѸڹУ
̫ӦţǣŪҲţ¡
̷ῴ˿DҲãûкӳˣҲûӵЦ......ʧ伫ˣһƨ֣Ҷɡ
DԾվţæ˵ָ嫣õġ
̷ͷɡֶ̫Ůˣ֮գ޻Ϊ׹ʢļױЦš
̫æվʵ̧ˣʺŮǹ׹ⲻϹء
̷ῴ˿ţ⺢Ӿ͵޺ͻʺĺӰɡΡ
D͸Ҫ̷ֻŸ첲ض񣬺ӻδأȵ֮գлɡ
DӦţש񣬻ʺǵ񣬶л
̷ƱȾƣȾơ
ֵģڽɸİӦ̫ΪԸ˭֪ôáվǱƽ˾ݣסǽˡDݸӲͬвرʧȥһУҲ͸ӵĽˡ
˵仰ʵڲ岻죬Ϳ̷ᣬһһܸеʧ䣬Σӡ
ܿ죬ˡԶԶضͷˣվڵ
ŵۺ˵ƫű̷檳ȥתתɢɢ
̷ǣŵ֣Ƕޣǲ޸ղŵĻ޷Ϊ׹ڴǵĵӣ


258 ķžͽСܲ

ſˣô᣿׵ģȴԽԽΣԻϡ
̷ŵؼ򣺡ûкӣ㶼޵İޣ޶岻һ˿һؼ١
ԽԽģףˣ檲ŸӵΡ
̷ЦţָĨȥŵ᣺޶ףȥɢɢİɣע·Ѷϵá
̷ų˵վţЦţøƨƵģѿ
סţü檵أô죬ʺﶨǹġҲЦš
ҲȤ㲻ÿˣԵñӺÿ
̷֣ȥɣС·ĵˡ
˻ţѩС˵ˣոջʧ䣬Σʵڹϵĺ񰮡ȥҪ淽Ӱɣһ淽ӣֻǲ֪ԸԸ
ҡͷ˵䲻ĻˣЩͿˡһҩѣܱ֤ӰҲ˳Ȼɡ
ҡͷҳԣǵȷ̫ԹķӰôܲأȥȥ㲻ȥԸȥҪҲԡ
εʺ﷢ˣȻȥֻ̫ѿأһԸǡ
żɽܺãԸˡ֪̾ûʲôҩٺõĶԶ˶лϲҪЩ°ɲɵͼİ
Ӧţˣ檾ȥɽǸˣǵġ
˼ţСӹˣ񣺡ʺ˵ޡ
ţȵ˵ǳϦˣôޣҪʺģǺȾƺȺͿˣˡ
֣ȥɣϼȻȥȥŲ˵ػΪղŵţҲεĲϣȥɡ
ͷŵӵ׹ָү˵שһ壬ǧҪġ񣺡ǳ檾ȥˣҲȥɡҪѹˣȥҪӡ
ŵͷȥɣҲģֻԼܡ˷ֿˡ
ĵ̷ڰǰд֣Ա߷һӲӵıӡӿó񣬷ܵظ̷Ҳ̷Ͻߵϸϸš
̷Цţ֪Ɑӽʲô𣿡
ͷ֪Ǭ¡үʱƵá걣u̷̱᣺ÿÿǬ¡ү治һ㣬ǳˮ׼
̷̾Ȼʲô֪ⱭԢɽι̣㿴ڵĴ......޶ԲڣԲԲԸ
ٿˣ̷᣺ϲҪһʱǱһʱѾľˡ룬ڡһϵġ
̷ǣ֣ʺΣ޸ոպ
ЦţϰģʺСͲų檹ˡ
̷ͷ֪ݸһЦҪΪɡ¶в񡣡
ȼˣæ¶лϣ檶лϡ
̷֣ЦţãվֻǱ棬Ҫ¸šüţ˼УĽ¼֮ķžͽСܲɣܲУΪܲɡܲáܲҲ֮屦Ҳ
ֹˣлϣ檵ϵ
̷֣ס֣ϡ̷޵пƣǽ޼ʱ򣬳ʦ֮⣬ֻġģ߽޵־޵־³ÿһֶ޵ζ
ӦţֻҪϲԸԶࡣ
̷ḧųƼܲܲ......Ʒ......շ飬֦̬ܲ㣬ûеڶ˵𡣡
§̷᣺лϣлϣ檶
ҵ죬żЪϢڵ굽Űѽ̱վơ
ţˡ̷ǣվ£ȴûһ˿ĸ˾˵ˣ˵޵ܲȴ壿
Ӧţ檲֪檻Ǿ仰ֻȥΡ
ҹ紵ţ޵¶ɪɪȰţϡܲȥɣ𶳻ӡ
̷̧첲޵µñӣ㿴ʲôأ飬
޵¹ūֻܻ壬Ķ˭û
̷§˲˵ôվšһᣬŻصЪϢġ


259 ָֻ

ĵһ쵽ˣź̷˴磬عˡ̷æȥȵ㣻ȥٿ̫밲ȻȥӴ⹬ͻʺţȥػμӲ磬ǹֹͬ¡
ҴҳţæȥӴ⹬ţȻһȥٿ̫밲
ûȥĵһ羴·ּΪɣɰ˻ˡӼţһλˣˣǶ¶̧ͷ⣻һôķţ϶ã
ĵЦţ֪˵ʲô촩һɫ磬ȥġɫڰѩУۣҪǣ米һֻĿȸϡ
ţȸ󼪴ǰƽӦľ󡣡
Ӵ⹬ſĿ磬ͷţôˣӴáҲ봩ȻͲ󣬵۵ɫȴҴˣֻ㴩ҿ
Цţׯأֲɫֻгֲ˲ŸҴȥ
˳ˣżϸոոҽΪˣܺãһλλҲȹˡ
ЦţأȲ˵ģ˵ڿԲˡ
ε£ŰɣϾͿʼ졣
ͼߵϣԶԶɱţܲ......ܲãϲ㰡......
üǾ͵ûЦš
˸սٿԺӣɺ׷ˣŭҾں׷ǣʺܲûҲû檺ܲɻûôأͰˡ
һƺʱ飬תЦţû
̧ҪδȥίˣҲͱƽƽĿ磬תȦЦˣԶԶؿÿ˸ǰѽÿֻɫʺãûдʻУϧôõѡźš
ЦţȻʺϣҾ͸ˣҪ𣿡
ɵͷҪҪҪѸңң
ۣ
ɳĸ첲ܲɺã͸ϲ
˿ţǻʺ͵ģҲ˵ġ
ɿĸ첲˭ϡѣҪǵ͸ˣȥ԰ĿȸȡëԸһ
ţȥĿȸë򲻿񡣡ɲǽˡ
Ҳˣ֪վԺ㿪Ѿˡֻ檸ʺܲ......ܲ밲һܲɺЩܡ
ЦţŻӣģɡȥˡ
̫ţɵ⣬ȿ˵ˣҹϲܲɣҲˣεҲˡ
ˣ檲ҵְ˳أҲԹ
̫ӣɣϹġ
̫ҲעĿ磬ֽסתðҿֵͷʺ㡣
Ӧţл̫ˡ
ɽӻأܲɷˣȿۺ졣ǳϦϾȻŻʺޣ¶в͹£²
ɣ̫˵ˣԴˣ˼ҽҪܡ治ɫֳܲɣ¡Ц
һ㶣ƨɸմӣ˳̫ôˣǲǿѿãŵ̿ˡû˴
ˣűʵôˣ
̫ɿƽͣŵôˣʺֻ׷ԼĹĴҧˣﻹ顣˸һһεĶָֻţʺȴòܽһ¡ص
ŵÿͷ檴δ̫
ʺһ̫һ㲻Ҫûϳ㣬ϲ˵˵лʺɽǺ󹬰޷ˡpn˾Ҳɱ㶼ˡ
۾Ź⣺֪˾ָŮȨ̫ɱĳˣĳݣܲһٸҲҡſ磺ȸ˰֮˼ս˵ĵλû
Žӻ̫˻ʵأ檲ҵܲɸǲҵϲܲ˵Ի˵ÿ仰檶֪ʱѡҲȰŻϡֻϲ˵Ҳֻģδй֮£̫
̫Ⱥһ·ɫֲûʵôϲǣԭ֪ʵֲֵۣƷͷ㡣


260 ޿ɿˡ

ͷ̫ԩ檵ȷԻ˵뻰ɻʺδԣʻϡ
̫ųûϡʺѹңԻȥʣҪѡ㣬¹˭ֻҪҲֹҾܷ㡣
Žӻ̸ֻܲʷֻ˵ǻϣδйʲôΪ̫ˣ϶ûо̫Ҳʵڲõˡ
̫ӻѹңǻʵ۱ɱˣ۾ѩ
Ӧţ檸Ըֻܷǲػʺ£̫顣
̫Цˣºˣ㣬Ͼټү𣿡
ţǡϵȷ˵Ҫү£ֻ˵ûٶԡү׿Խֵʴĺ޹ϵ
̫ӣɡЦţ֪㲻ҸǶ˵䣬Ϊ䡣
Ӧţճ뿪ĵүպù
̫Цţ֪֪ġ
ɲˣ̫˽檾òס
̫Цţ˭㣿˭㡣˵ˣϾҪŮˣԺֻź庢ӣˡ¶ʺ楹ˣǲ񰧼˵κˣҲʲôˣֻ庢档
ź࿴һۣӦţ̫ŵҷˣûʲô˵ˡպҲˣʲô趨ʡҲˡվǳڵﶼָ˰ɣȥˡůˡ
楹һֱû˵Ҳ֪ǲǻΪѹţ񣺡ūǵʹҲ·ˣѾˣȥ
ŵͷȥɣҲ̹ȥ
ɶŸ˵л˵֪﷽㲻㣿
˶ţɵͷ㣬񲽣泼
ۿˣƼС˵ţҪʲôı𣿡
ƼҡҡͷЦţӦôػˣûˣȥĵϸˣΪأϽܿˡ
ź˳Ͻźò衢ģӸůšԾǸΣªﲻҪ
ſ£Цţһ㶼
ϣڿһˣ˵ʲôԸֱ˵ɣģһƴȫ
ŵͷЩΪ飬ӻ˵ɡɵźӣһֱǰֶɸļٷӣǵᡣŽ̫͸ǳԳ԰ɣȨΪ˻ϣΪ˽ɽ
ɿţվ˵ϡŸæվôˣ
ɲأó檹˵ɡͷǹȻ֪ǼٵˣڲҪװˣ˵ʵˡ
Ÿ£ΣҲһֱװģǶһֹһˡ
Ӧţﲻʲô檲ɸ˵ķӵȷǼٵģ٣õʱǼٵġ
ź࿴ɼ̫һҵ³ӣüٷȥҩץҩǲǻ֣ᷢǼٵҲһ˵ҾˡȻ˵ȴ̫Ҳһֱ˵˭֪ԽԽˣǳܿƵסˡ˳ҹĵǴ±֪......˵ȥˡ
ۿţӻ̫üҩƭɣʹɲܲӣʹϺˣҪı氡......
߬߬ɽӻùȻϻۡˣʺ̫ûı֮ģңҲ룬ֻ⹧ͷһжǳΪ̫޹أ
ŷɣҲˣ׵ģ˭ֻҪı֮ģ޿ɿˡйҲ๵ġˣ˵˵
еƽ㣬˵ǵɵʱӦ뵽㷴ʣ̫ûд𣿡
ɲᣬҡͷðҲ֪ҵףҲЩӲͨģҲԽԽˡ
̫̾вӦģӦòңϾǲˡ
ɽӻ˵öԣ̫ػϣʲôϵΪˣ檰ѻ˵֪ĵûϳ谮ȴ£ϲصĳ̶Ȱ˵Ҫ򣺡ˡ
סɣŵȣֻѾˣȲʲôˡ


261 ̫׼

ֲ߬ӣеһҳеɱǹҶںֻϣܱס̫ү
̾ܲɻûлء㻹֪ǵݺɸ߻ʵ飬뷨ӽǵġһֱû˵¶ˣĵл㲻Ҫ¡
ҡͷ檲ҵǾﵣй֮λһ֡һȫڻϣ޹ء
ָָ£
ɺˣű˵֪̫ı棬ɴ²룬Ͼ͸˵ˡһ֪Թ̫ġܲɲ£ȴұ֤ˣո˵ãȣֻ̫ˡ
Ӧţף檲ģҲʲôסֻĵǲʰĵزֻƣԸеһкôҶԸ⡣
ӻ㶼˵زˣҲ˼ǹġҪôصĻͲǺ󹬵Сˣǲ˽ġ
ɽӻԸԸôԸ⡣ֻñס̫۹......ϾҪˡ
Ÿæοţ㲻Ҫ£ֻǵĴ⣬ôصġ
ͷȻؿſŵˣϣ˵µĻ̫֮ԸôһΪԸôû¡
ҩɢ˳ԵãҩԸȵã̫ܿƵ𣿲ҪΣˡ
ɵͷٿˣ˵ʵҲӦԸ̫ϾҵҰңʲôöңûĵġ㿴⹬İ裬ãûţܹӣԸ
æЦţһ˵˵ôصģ㰲ġ
ӦţòؿˣҶ׵ġˣֲͬˣ˾˻ã̫Ѿ֪ˡҲ׸ո̫󼸾仰˼ƲٽϺ֮ˡˣҸԸ¸ˮ棬Ҳǽ˵ʵԵʣ뷨Ӳźá
Ӧţˣ̫׼ˡ
ɼţˣͲҪ̫Ƿ֮аɣţһΡ
ЦţȻᡣ
ּᣬӻƽ㰲ģʺȻ˵ᣬһôֻ̫ǻȨѾˣǱˣֻܵŲУ
Ӧţ˶Ϊģ֪̫֪ҲôÿΪʱʱȰ̫֡
̾ǹ׶㣬ѷֻһһˡ
վֻ߶ˣҵһ£ȥ÷ӡȥˡ
ܿ죬ŷӻˣݸţ淽ӣ̫ԹģҲԳԿɡֹأⷽӶɢڽðɣҲ泼ˡ
ŰѷӵݸӦ㰲ģġ
վֿˣллáˣȥ̫ӵ£ͬʱҲ̽̽Ŀڷ磬ȷһǷԸ֣Ȼȥ֪
Ӧţȥɣϴμе£̫֣;ĻԪˡ
̾Ҳûʲô֤ݣ򶼸ˡ
ź˳˶Щ꣬㿴ңҿ㣬Цˡ˵ˣȥץҩ԰ɣϽСӡ
̾ڸ˲ˣһǸղ˵Ӧˡ
ʮɣӻǶ㲻ˣҲϰ׵ģα˾أ
Ӧţֻۻϣ˭ûǵûϸķ
ȻЦţᣬ˭þӱĴûˣصոо仰˵ȴ˵ڸ˵˵ɡС̫ԵĻŻλ֪벻룬ͲͨΪʲôأɵ³ӣԲ˵
΢΢صͷӦţ뵽ˣ֮ôţҲһԵʡ
ŵĽţЦţﺦˣ
ȻˣʲôҲԽԽ¡㲻£
ͷ£Ҿ̫͹.ԼԼһ˵ˡ


262 ĵĵŵ̫

ɵٿӢЦţһˡ
̫յسСʳָҲЩҡʣģڡ
ɲ̧֣ţ̫ˣҪϴ֣˵Ȼȥɡɵ˵ɣʺܲȥ㹬ʲô
ɹŰѷӸ˻ʺȻɢڽã̫𷣡
̫üͷһϣ£ŸΪء
ӦţûУղŸġ۲̫ı仯
̫ӻ֣ɡεҩĺܣ㻳ҩһ㶼ô飬ΪҪʱ˺ͣ
ų̫𣿡
̫ЦţǰˡүίΣ֪ˣͲˡ֪㳣֣һȺѾͷʲôأҲ̫֮𰡣
ɽӻ̫ģոճ檺ͻʺ£Ӧˡ˵Ȼ̫ķӣҪر̫Ķ飬ֻҪʱ죬һġ
̫֣߬ס֣棿ʵѾ֪ˣҪ̫ܵλ̫ܽǲһˡ
ɸæοţ̫Ҫ˱ˣȻʺ˴£һġ
̫ͷҲֻһˣҲֻһ롣ţʺûйüٷˣ
ӦţûУǶΪ٣޹ءҲ˳ˮװ֪ǼԹ
̫ӻΪΪȫˣʵ㡣
񣺡̫⻰ͼˣǳ檵ⶼǳ檸ġӵţ檻һ¡ո밲ʱϡ˵׼꣬ٹʺˣģ
̫һۣѾͷֱʾǵģαعĨǡǣҪˣٽϺˣ˰ɣ
Ӧţ⣬̫ˡ
̫һǲٲˣ˭ҪǰңǾͻò֡ЦţΪүˣһʲôʵʵصɡ
ӦţүǱߺܰȣ̫ܰİɡͿ檵ˣ檶ûʺ̫֮𣡡
̫ͷˣ㣬ҵ㡣
ȥˣ̫̾⺢ӰԸʵڹⲻȥ֪ͰDˡ
ǳȰţ̫αػΪı䲻˵ѹأؾͰĵĵŵ̫ɡ
̫Цţšÿ㣬̫ĻҲûʲô˼ˡһΡ
ŵɵķӣ簲ʱͰѷɢˡǱˣĳΪȴΪãʵΪŮӡҩ̫ģԹģûκ⣬Ƿĵɡ
ģ˽ҩ£ֳʮݣֶ˺ü飬ȷ֮Žŵġ˵ҶŰҩҳãʺûκιϵ
ϸϸţ˵̫ôôˣ檿ɲҳԡϴξͱƭˣĵԡ
ӻֿʼװɵˡ淽ӲǳԣԸҪˣˮҰģⷽӾû⣬Ҫɺ˵
˶ɣСָǰŽ⣬ûвأͲȵͷˡڸˣһȺܾ˰ɣ˰ɣˡ
˵⣬ɺˣ楹ǰ㣬ϴѾ͹ˣҴûαʲôҩҳԵøһǧҪܲɵĻ²˵˻ǧҪƻˡ
楹̾ɡ
Ǽ٣Ըǲ˵˻Ӳ£ȷ黹죬˴˱˴ˡ
ɱǰ̧ҪվŸ֮⣬ɵİƱϡ
Ӧһ£һ˿ˣܴȥˡʹ˻ȵڵˣɵֳһѪӡ
ˣɸˣŸϽɣɵѾ˹ۣŻʹˣ檴δܹ裬ˣ......
ҲЩΣɵͷװһνӡ
ŸƼʹɫƼ˸ǰϣţعع......ǲ¶¿·Ҳ¶ſˣûˣƲƼĶˡ
ţˣб±ܡ
̫̾ķӺ⣬ˡȻϣ֪鲻֪飬¶ȥɡˣȳŰɣԸ³ɡ


263 ˵ں

лһһˡ֪̺ܾˣֱӴ򲻺ã......̫³ˡЦˣ˵ˡ
ӻøǰɣȷеڻеءʲôϾǻʺ۵ɫҴ治áͷΣҸղĺܳ𣿡
վͷһɣеͣƻʡ˵Цš
Ӵ⹬ֱӳ˳ϵӡɻۣܺ紵ȴɢ˳ţҲСֱ̫ͨӴ˽ȥţ䵭磬䵭磡Ҫɱ㣡
ůΣɵצγĶԱȡӦţˣͲµϵӡЩˣ˭㰡
ίˣܲǸˣ˭ҴңŴۣ㣬ͻʺʲôôѷӵ¶ˣֲý밲ߵô磬ԭһ
ָָ˵ɡףļ˿ɡ
ˣߺ޵˭ҪƼϽ˵ȻĲ㡣
ЩаˣЦţ˵ʲôüٷƭˣ߸̫֪飬ûʲô˵ġ
΢΢죬һĲ˼飺......˵˵ݺң첻˵ġ÷ƭңҾ紵˳ָ˴ңôƸˣֵ磬ʲôҪҵأ㱻ʺˣҪ𣿡
̾üˣӹݸɣȷ˵
ɽӹôĽ㶼˼ҿɴûк㣬ûС
ӦţҪ㣬ûˣαصȵᡣ̾ЩҲ˵¾ϴ˵Ƶ̫ϣֻƵϡֻҪ㲻ºˣƽˡ
ɼöţϴθ˵ˣҲẦ㣬ܱ֤˲áƸң˭ҪǶ֣һ˫ҲԸ⣡
ЦţӦû˻ɡ
ûε㻹װɵʺ£û̫û˭ģᶨ楹ֻǻûץ֤ݡ
ɾȵûװɵ治㰡ԭΪ㡣Ҳ㣬ܵġ
ץˣ߬żҪɣûȥǻ˭ָͷ㣬˭
Цţ㰡һ˵ʵ㡣
վصţ߶ţ߻ߣøϻˡװ׵ĸ㣬㰮ôôֻǲҪ۵ҡһˣǵ곹ûˣһᱨġ˦ˣתѼ
ǰˣɺž͹ȥٿһֱĵؿ˵ţһкգū澾һ죬ͱȥû¡
ɵȻҾ˵ûʺ󣬹ȻǱ߻ۡԸЦԸˡ
ҡͷ죺ף˵̫˰ɣ
Ӧ㻹ûװҪ̫ͶˣαػţѾƸˣǾҲᶯˡİɡ
׵ͷȻ򣺡أӦòˡô죿ݵġ
ɵȻɲԼԼڿӣʵڲУ뷨
һū澿ɲңˡ
ЦˣΪ̫үԸҪˣ˵ں𣿡߬׵󣬼ҿûۣǻʺʵ˻ϣҶͬھ
׺ȻվŲˣɳӣѾͷôˣ
죺һʼ̫ȴԸãˣԸ±áֵ𣿡
˼ţӦţҾûʲôֵֵײ˵ˡ
˵ٿ˵Ŵ£ղɹߣ˵ʺܲɰҩ¶ƸҲΪġ
̫ĲмϣһΪǻŴݱأûȫңǰСǼˡ
ɽӻ̫ģһֱΪα죬ڶмء˵ţⱾǴ£ֻǣãҲˡ
̫ͷؿɣⶼǰҵĴΪˡ̾Ӱﵱʱе㲻ģҲһɴδʲô.ĲҡDûЩʲô֪ǱˣǶԲˡ
ӦţģѾ϶ɣҧװ֪飬۲


264 ˭Ȧ˭

ɽſο̫ûΪߵǼٷӣûУΪ١
̫ӦţףһʵֻԹҡΪˣָָ......˵ȥˡ
Цţ檶ү鲻ʲôֻʱһûˡѾûκηǷ֮ˣ̫ҲүǰҪ
ǳæתŻ⣺ֻǱ߲ģҪҸô죿
ɽӻˣҪ¾ͽ
ǳ죺ˡԾؿ̫
ɽŵҧһأϾҩǴȥġʹ֪̫ҵģ˭ˣû˿ǾԸαġһ뵮³ӺǶйų²ߣ̫޹ϵһжĴ㣬̫İɣһгء
̫ͷģǰҪȥɡ
˵ţʺæ٣æͲˡ
̫һɣ˵־֣ʲôˣ˰ɣ
ȥˣл̫
ȥˣ̫һץסǳ֣ŵҧأ֪ˣⲻһˣ
ǳοţʺɶأ̫Ҫˡ
̫̾ʵֻҪһҲ룬ָ˭ˣĻλߺţλҲҪŲҶ
ǳӦţأ̫帣ɡ
˳ɱǬˣͨһ楹ǰ˵ί㣬ԩԩˡҳԵ÷ĸһǻʺܲǧҪǵĻȻмˡ
楹һȳûϴɾأпչɣҲҪˣѾܸӻˣϽ߰ɡ
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楹Ŷͷ۲ۣˡȥɣ˳Ȼɡ
ԾɹŲ楹Щˣ㵽ʲô
ųʲôɣֻýã˻ʺȦס
楹Ӧţ˼ҸģҼٵģ˭Ȧ˭
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תӣ֪ܲҶ㡣ϵǻ̫ģüٷֹõһԼĶܵϻλסģڱ¶ˣ̫۵ԸΪı棬ƸˡΪǵҩȷǴȥģȫңɹˡ
楹һ£Ҳ񾭽ˣ˵ȴ£Һ˵СҰͷ
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楹Цţ֮䣬ʵ޻̸֮һˡϴε黹ûأôһȥ㣿𣿡
Ӧţǲ䣬ɽ䣬ǳȥңҲˡ룬ϴεô󣬻ʺôˣǷ̫ҽ粻ǵõ˸ǰͼʲôڵʱǶŴ˵£Ѿʺˣܻ۽㡣
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楹Цţ㲻Ҫҧˣ̫ͻʺ๴ᣬݵҲ̫˰ɣоǣ̫ΪʲôҪʺأ
ӦţΪʲôΪ̫̫ءֻҪʺȥңʺ͸̫֮𣬾ô򵥡
楹סˣ³֣棿
վקӣ棡Ҹողһ˺ԭ̸£üٵĺҡ˭֪ʺܲȥһˣתͲˣҧα졣㰡һֱӻңҵ㶼֪ô㣿ú롣
楹ָָԱߣ˵̾⼸¶ҳţŸ׵ԭװкõʱһˣǧͷӿ֪϶ϴεʹҲֱ棬ʵ˵塣


265 ޵Ӳ

ӦţŽģҴģȫ̫ͻʺù֪ûκιϵ
楹һ䣺˵ǸС̫Ĵڣ̫ҽΪʲô֮ǰҧ㣿ǲɾδûв룬Ȼˮõϡ
û˺ˣε˵ô࣬㻹ǲţŻʺܲɵĻ˵һ仰аѱڽôƽ㣿ҵġ
楹վӸµؿɣ㲻ҪòĴʲôˣҲġ˰ɣ
ɸæվ楹ӣ㻹𣿡
楹ҡҡͷ㣬ʵˡ˭ţֻԸ̾ˣȥɣʵʵİɡ
˳ǬЩãˣţ㿴楹浱Ը޹ˣҪ޹Ҹ޹
Ƽ̾һ楹һ㲻ǲܵġ
˺üͷţˣӴԺһˣ֪ٵˡʲôȵķ𣿡ַţǹһˣҾûɹ¡ˣȸʲôûа㣬һܵñ˭졣
Ƽţһôߣ
죺֪ʺͰˣܲôعˡ
...
¶ˣɵĲ֮աڴ㹬ʥּ˲⣬ȻȥӴ⹬ʺ̵ϣЪϢЦţССλæһϣɼʵࡣ
ЦţʳǣĿǹɡ
˵ЦţͥˣϽӡ˵ϲƽ¸񣬴£̫
Ӧţ֪ˣѷ͵Ķȥɡͥȥˡ
ϢһįˡæοţģеģǶеġ
楹ˣ񣺡ó檹ģʲôҪԸ𣿡
Ƶ֪һ·ԸҵȵȰɡ
޵µȻˣϼݵ
̷һؽˣ֣ǶȥūǸæȥˡ
˻࿴֪ô£˵ˣϣʲô𣿡
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̷ŵֻڣо˽Ҫ˵˿楹޵ʱҲˣ˵Ӧˣô޶أǵԵʣ......޵ԵʣЩɬˡ
楹Ż޿ˡǳܡϲؽģɺͻʺﶼУԵʣǳܡ
ŵָ֮ˣֻӦţܡ
̷ӻʲôܲܵģҪʲô˵ıܣˮɵô࣬˵ӦмˣһûУɼܣǵ¡
˵ˣ˵ЦˣŶֵõʱ򣬲⡣
̷̾·ǣһ쵽ķҲӰӡôأֲܲܰɣɽû˼̳а޸ڡ̾
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楹ʵǻϴôأ
̷ῴˣ̫ҽԺʶ޵ӣʶ׺ԣҹĴƣǾΣ
˻࿴ӦţȻ⣬ûвͬġֻǲ˵ǻϵԭɣȥͲ𺦻
̷ͷʺ˼ȫ޾͵͵ˣݡ
Ȱοţϲģްֻǹ·æԵʡ
̷ؿ楹޼ǵǰ˵ٳ̫һֱڳ𣿡
Ż࿴楹ȻӦţǣһֱٳԣǳ޸
̷ΪЦţ͸˵޵ӲˡΪأҼλҽʲôģҪվ¾񸮰ɡǰ£ȥˡ
̷ȥˣ楹ҲҪȥŸæסл˵ֶˡ
楹˵ˣﻹʲôԸ
ű˵лղûи߻ϼҩ£Ļֶһ˿ա


266 ȷ춯

楹ӦţϵʱһۻϣҲͲ˵Զ˵
ӻⶼ֪ˣͻˡ
楹ЦţǰһҲƭˡ̾Ϣţһ쵽룬˵ʲô̫ƭûһʵǲĻˡ
ź࿴ȥɧŽ㣬㶨ҪȰؼСϣ˵ʺݲ檵һԸ
楹ͷˣ⻰ھƵġ˿ţ᣺ЩԲϣеֻ죬ȷֻг檺̫ĳȴֻ棬ܲǶģ˵ˡ֪Ըһ۹뼫ֱ棬ֱ治㲻ͷֱ档ʲôãȥɣס
ӻֱֻԽԽȵ׵һʲôأѾ˺ˡ
楹ǲֱ棬ҪŲšǲţ˵ƤҲûãǺο໹ʲôأ
ͷŽӻ˵úǡ㲻Ҫ黳û֮ǰ˭ɡ״ǣ汾ûȷ֤ݣȻ½۵ġ
楹Ӧţôôֻ֧֣ҷȥˡ
㶵楹Żôˣ
Цˣ檵ĻӲ楹߼䣬㲻ٻˡ
ŽŻĲأҲˣе鶼пܡ
ͷһˣȫɣͷۡ...˵ˡ
Ӵ⹬Ż˵ʲôˣ̫Ϊ˰ɣ
ЦţΪ飬϶Ϊ飬˭Ӷвʵʱ򡣡
ӦţôᣬӲ⡣ָ͡񾭽ŵԵʣҪЪһͺˡ
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ͷͬţأУҪ磬ֱָӷ
߶ţսʱ󮣨zhng˹ŵҶǰΪ콵أ̫ˡ
Ȱοţˣǰģһеġ
ЦţǰϲżʱżҲżˡ̾
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̫Цˣһۣǣַӣɡ˳𣿸û˳ԣַӰ
ɵͷʧˡ
̫豭Ų裬һѱӷŻӡ۵һɣ̫ôˣ
̫㶵أǳ˵ţ̫뵽ʲô
̫ˣЦˣ˹Ҷ飬ʱָ֤֤ܲɲ飬Ǵȥܲɣұġǲ֪ǣĻ٣ܲɽʱ򣬵ȷ춯ǲģ⻹˵̫ܵأڲֻǸ̫û׷ˡ
ǳӻڿĪܲĲ
ɻˣ˵ٸ֮£ͱٲ˰ɣ
ֵ̫һɵĶͷѾͷֻ˵ʲôġ
Ӧţǣֻк£үǰƽ¡
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ǳЦţǣūʱ̸̫ء
֪̾˭Ҫ˷ˣܲôֻ࣬Ҫ̫¾С
̫ţ֪У򲻿ɲ֡߶߶ţʺǸС˾ĵƣֶβࡣܲ˾е˾ӽթûĻʺ󣬻ʺͱˡ˭ҪܳȥҲãʡһ쵽QQȥˡ
ǳӿڵǣʺߵţҲֻһˡɲ֨ˣ߶߶
ȻţΪ̷ûûͰˣȻܲɣô죬ѳζǵ뷨ӶԸܲ¡ʵ벻ץֻ޲һѵͱ¡
ˣЦ⣺ūһ¸
ѻ̧Ҫ̧첲ţū˵ٴ򲻳ٰ
ɷ˸첲˵ɡ
ЦţūŸոЩ˵ʲô˹ҶܲɲĻ˻ʼĵ......


267 ôǰС

û˵꣬ЦˣĶ䣺ūţڰˣ
Цţϣˣ۵úܡ˾ͳɣ˾ͳɡ
ɿ֣ͷΣƼ죬ױҪȥĵϡ
Ƽţȥĵʲô
ױǰ˵ʲôϣ⵹ܲɰƿؾˣɲûװɥʧ
ƼȰţ˼뵽Ҳһ뵽óȻǰȥ״ֱ˵ʹˡ
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ۿȥȥһǸ֤⡣
񣺡ģūŶ׵ġȥˡ
Ƽ˵ţū澾òףָʹǱȥˡ
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ĵڣ̷Ըܹ񸮴ҽ£˵ĵģסѾ֪ˡֻùԸҪɡ
߸շԸ꣬ķأɹˡ
֣˭Ҳȥ
޵±˵˵¹ػãϡ
̷ü¹ػãϲ˰Ҫϲ͸˵ķˡˣɣһֱ롣
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ŵûҲˣػϻ΢......΢Ծʵ......
̷޲Ϊ̫֮ܲǵìܣǼ²׷ˡܲɽʱ죿ҪһٻԴ̰ҡ
ͷ棬档ֿͷ΢̫ѡ㱻ܲɶײʹ΢˹Ҷϵһ𣬽˳ȥܲͷߡ
΢˹ŵǰܲɽʱ൱죬Ƿ˹йأ΢Ҳԡ
̷ͷû׷ǵ£µ̫ʹģҲһǹȫ̫ӡһ䣬ǲߵģٺ˵һ䣬۾֮塣


268 ô

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̷Ĭˣ̧ͷ͵͵߶ţܲɽˣһֱ춯ϣ
ͷǣ֤Ͽһʡ΢ʵԡ
̷֣֪ˣȥɡ
ͷȥˣ̷㶵ţ޵һվţػţү
̷̧Ÿ첲ȥ㹬......ַ˸첲ȥˣ룬롣
ɵĻ˹ܵ㹬ʼˡһһŴžʹ㹬ŵС̫ˡϽ˵ū˵̫˹ŵˡΪӲϲ......˵ˡ
صͷЦţ֪ˣˣûһЩŴ⣺춼ˣӦòẰҹȥˣǶϴϴ˯ɡ
żţʱ֪ͨˣ뵽Ҳ벻Բߣūʵ˯š
ӦţûôԲߣҪɱңʲôԲҲûãֻ̾ʵ̫˵öԣҶȷΣô͵ǰأҲеҡˡ
Ԥᵮ»ӣֻʱδ
ˣεˣҲõ˰ɣھϲָҥˡϲҲУһϲá
ţ̧ͷ˷¼ǣ࣬˵ĶҪôҪôȫšūŵĻȫţҪˣһоˡҪɹ˹أֻϲ......ҲС
񾭱ýģһ˵Цˣˣô࣬һΪôءҡͷУвˣòáҷǳΣգ֪ûһӣԵҲ飬߱˭·ʶˣ·һ
̾ôأܲԴС
վżϴô졣ЦˣҾûϲţΪ˴¶ɱҡ۵ЦţһǾҲôˡ
ӦţǣлʺأһġźЪϢˡ
겻һĵⱻϴǴ¡ٿһ֪ˣһ£º̫֪˵˴£ָˡС̫̫£Ȼ˵ʲô̫ʹ¡
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̾Ϣţ߸ո˵£ͬʱҲȥĵ֪ġˮһǹģָΪ˷ӵ¡̫ܼ򵥣Ҫͱ¾Ͳˣ̰ɡ
̫̲̾ˣͱ˵Ҫʵܰô
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̫ЦˣԣԶ죬ͻԶôأ
Ӧţˣе£ͷ˰ɣҲ֪¡
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˺˵ɵһۣ˵ˡ
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׿ˣƾʲôȥƾʲô̫Ը֣ûкһҪãҪһбӦġ
ɷǽҲܣôʵһأ׵ĸ첲ţһ˵ʱͱͲˣĸĸأ
ʵ˭ģԸء̫һֱ⻹ֱȥɣ̫˰ɣҲ̫Ϳˣūʵڲס
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ȰţԸˣôء


269 ĸ֤

ӦţȦһǴˡײ֨ˡ
ɻָЦղʹʹûˣȴڣɼҪߣȥ͹̯ƣ£Ǿͱֱˡ
̬͹ԶԶؾЦС̫ǰͨŽˡ
ڱ̫飬һ͸˻ˣ˭֪ɴˣɫã֪˵滰ˡкˣôпչˣɡ
ӲţǶȥɣɵ˵Ƽ
֣ȥɡȥˡ
ˣӣҲɡһ޹ʲô°
ҲͿżɽˣ߻˵̫˹ŵ£
ɵͷԩҴû˵˭ĵģ
һܸ߬ܲҵһΣ
Ծ޹ԩˣûôأ˭˵ãȥ
Ӧţ˵ãȥɡ
ֻóˣû϶ԣҸ߻ϵģ˵ʵ˵𣿡
̫ʲôʱˣĻ컰ôǹܲɵľˣɺ̫ͬʱûΪѡ㵽װʲôģ
ۣ㶼˵ˣҰʲôģûģ
ˣҵ죬ĸϻȥңҾ͵׸㵱ɵӰװ׵ĸһΣǼң߻ࡣǸ˻ϵѪɱҹĸֻ̫̫ˡ
ɿˣ̫ôˣôƲŹ𣿡
ɺţ磬ҲŹ̫ǲŹңǰƣ˭ҪҾ͸һ군ˡҲ޹ģܹ顣
ɲ᣺ˣҲûʲô˵ˡ̫Ļƿϵף˵ʵ
Цţ⼫ˣʲôϵʵ˵
ҲЦˣݺʺݺʺ......𣿡
סˣӦ󣬹򶨵ʲôУҴûмУǻʺݺң
ɵӦţʣǲԸҵϸǰһᣬûϻ˭ңһ֤޴ӵ
ۣˣĸ֤
ЦˣԼҪҸ𣿡
վſ֪µ˶ˣֻˣ楹𣿡Ϭ
Ҳվԣ֪㰮Ųţ֤æȥˡ
׷˼ţ䵭磬Ҫ𣿡
תôǿӲˣǴǱۡڣҴûк㣬Ҹ뺦ֻ̫ԣ㻳ɱĸҲҵһҸô죿
ֳɳ˼ţҪңҪȥңǰƣô죿㻹ίˣҸ˭ίȥ
ҲˣȷˣҲΪ㣬Ҷ׷Ҳήˡ̫ͲͬˣǣүǾд۶λ֮ӣﰡֻ㵣ţֻҪ㲻û¾û˽¶£Ҳ˵е¡
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̾ģû֪ˣ֪Ҳ˵
̧Ҫ򣬻ûȥˣô϶˭Ŀ϶
û֨Цˣô˰ɣ
תҪߣһץסң˭ҼеģҲﰡǲ楹ɿɣˣˣһԹҪˣôŶǸˡ
˵ʵǲ˵ֻҪʵʵģҲ˵Ầ㡣
񾪿֣û֪֪˶ˣԹأһ߻ȥ
ȴ̧ţֻȰοţģ߻ȥֻҪʵʵģҲ˵
ɿˣץɵ֣ҡͷãһʵʵأҲˡ磬һҪ߻ϣҲ
ҲˣһˣһҡͷһͷɵãֻҪӦ̫һ߻ϣ˵
Ӧţã˵ˣ̫Ҳ˵
Ӧţ㱣֤˭˵á˵ȥˡ
һߣˣҧţȴȼˡɤӺţƼƼ



270 ʳǵı

Ƽˣֻùųôˣ
ָ̧Ƽӣʵе飬ֻ楹֪ɡ̫ô֪ģ˵𣿡䡣
Ƽˣͷū澲˵ū澴û˵ū澸ʲô
ɴˣ϶ֹ֪϶֪ˣˣʱΣգƼ˵֤֤𣿳㻹˭楹......ɡ
Ƽͷū澴û˵
ˣʧ˻ƵģԴӼкɶ˵ԽԽӲˣԭˡڶҪЮˣĸԣָɱءô۸ˣ۸һ
ƼɸţĿţĵոպ˵ûūſڶˡ̫ˣӱʮ겻Ǵӳ飬ܱƼ˵¡
ɺЦһ˵ˣ˵ô˵ЦˣԣھƶҲôӳ顣ͷƼû˵
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271 ̫Ը˰

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ŵͷǣ⼸һֱʣû˵Ҳûʡ
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죬ֺ˵˵Ҳ̫Ը˰ɣ
Σ֪ˡ
˻ţ̾ʵ࣬ɵĻ߻˵ǰСйءҾûǱСˣйŮһһǵķң֪ˡ
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ҡҡͷ㻹ǲ֪ϡ𱸵񣺡ǻѶϣΪϲ㣬Ļǡ֣òɶá˾ѵľˣɻһУ֪ô졣
ӦţˣҾ͸ΡЦţ˹ҪһξͺˣζûУ˵ҵĸǴڻġ
æ˵ţ˵ˡ
εҡҡͷ˵ɣһҶѣԽԽġҵں߾㣬ǲⶫɲš


272 ζû

żҪôˣҾ͹һڹзܶˡʵݱʺáеʶִ磬աҲʷôлϲãǱҪģҲǻҪģֻ߱
˵ţżˣҽʻϣϾԲĶʲô֣ҪȥϵҩûУҪҪһȥ
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һţһᣬ㵽˹ˡվŲˣ̧ͷҶ̾һΰɣһӰɣһӰɡ˫š
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ͷƾʲôƵͲƵ̧ͷҶʹٵһΡЦţߣعȰ̥ҩ
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ЦţҴˣҲᱨл
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ܻˣȴ˫֣εūûҵʲôӣܱǸС̫ˡ
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273 û

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Ҳصɣǰײڸˡ棬˵ˣѲк󸣣˲ǳűӦɣ
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Ÿ첲Ƽæ
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ЦţٹȦףק˹ҶԴ쳼檲߲񱻳ץţϴá
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Ȼˣֲ˳أū澻òֵģԭˡ־òãʲô߻ʺָΪ̫飬Ҳ˵ǲǵֳȥɣӵͳװȫˡ
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274 Ӳ

ӦţӦǰɡʵȲҶô죿
ӦţȥζҲңںˡϡʺڶ֪ˣǾɡšüҷӣ̫˦Ÿ첲ܣûӡָǲˣͷϸңҵ
Ӧţ˵ֻǸСɫѾסʺˣ裬ʱһغҪˡ
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ҹſŽ췱ǣ̷ῴǡ̷˻ˣԴӵ˻ʺ¾нˣΪ㲻ء
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275 275 

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̷һֱ΢Цţŵڶµ¶ɴսл̫ƽαɽڴս˻˳ɳȥѳϴ˸ȳ檵İǿˡ


276 ˵ʵ

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ʺţ˭ҪЮ̤ûԸﲻƽ⣬Ըˡϸϸ˼ţϱѹţ뷨ӽѡͷԺ͹楹ˣûˣҽ˵˵
ⲻúʰҲѣͲֱͷˡ鰧˵˳Ǭõ楹ֱЦˣҲˡ
ŭգȴȻ˵ţ˶ֱȡЦˣȻǰˡ
õֱӶ˻ȥüٷӺҲϲû£ˡ
ɶʱòãˣǲҲ֪ˣ
õӦţøľ棬ǻá
ʵǲҲ֪ˣ
õЩԻ󣺡֪÷ƭҡ
ǿӲˣҪ˵Ͻ
õ˸죬楹˵ˣȥɡֻȥˡ
楹ӣ˵ɡ̾ô㲣þûˣǽˣֽ㲻㣬ȶԲסҵġ
ɿˣʵ㻹Żʺ󣬲ðվȥˣŽˡ
楹㺰ţˣһл˵˵ɡ
ʼ˵ˣ֪Ϊʲô𣿡
楹ЦˣӦʣ֪Ϊʲôô͵𣿡ŵûиǽĻȻ֪ո糳֮ˣҲѾҵˣΪҩ¡
ɱʵҵ˵ˣôԽ˵ã
楹ҡҡͷ𼱣ķźá˵Щû֤ݵ£һȵȣһҲûᡣֻӵ飬˵ҩû⣬αҩ
ҧվͨһ楹ǰͷ楹һǽȻиˣҲô˵ɡ
ɲ楹ȹڣֿˣ㣬ýǶ˵ʵġøøǧУҵȷһ֪ǼٵģȴαģҴӵŪʱǼٵġǧҪĹǹѼٷӸǵģֲ֪ĸˣɴˡ˵ʵҲˣǧҪɱˡ
楹Цţ㵽֪ģȴѾˣ޸ˡֻӣ˵ɡ
վ楹ʵһһʣ̥ܲҩҩһ飬߸Ұɣ
ҡͷǣ治ҸɵģһűءҩŽ㣬ֻһûˡ
楹Ӧţ֪ˡ
ɽŵǧҪŵĹˣ͸͸ˡҸ죬Ϊвң֪ҲСǼС


277 ô

楹ȵ֪ǼУֻ֪ĸ֪ˡ
ɼǹؼڣԽ㲻ҪɵĹˣ˵ģ㣡Ҹ󳳣вң˵ӵ顣һֱҹ㣬ͱȥǶˡ
楹Ҳˣû˵֪µȥҲˣ֪鲻νһȣôẦԸأô˵ûƭɣȥۡ˵Ҫվ
ɸæס楹㲻ɣһȥƼ˵磬ǾˡǵĹϵǧҪĵǧҪ
楹ˣƵˣ˵û˻˵ֲղõˣԭˡ
ֿˣ㰡ý㡣úӰΪβҳţΪֹ֪ʺܲҲ֪ˣһвңҵİѾ......
楹ˣҲ֪ˣҵİҲˡ
ɼţ㰲ģһģ޹ءֻҪ÷ϣ˭Ҳ˵֪
楹ҡͷʺеѾϴɾˣֳ£øҵġұѾһУˣô죿
ɸϽοţ㲻Ҫżһֱû˵ż㰲ģֻҪû᷽ӵ飬Ͳ¡
楹Ŷͷ㶯룬ûôˡ˭ߵģʺܲô֪ģΪʲôң󲻺ˣ㱻ǰסˣʱΣգҲˡ
Ӧţ뵽ˣùҽ㣬ͽһ취
楹żˣһû£Ҫʧˡɣʲô취룿һ仰ͿҪͼʵʵĶڹֻҪ㲻£ǾͲ¡
߬߬ȭͷý㣬ʺܲɺǣץѱˣǲ׷ŹġǵðŪ㡢㡢ĥ㣬湻ˣŻһ˽ᡣǲܣǾҪҪΪʤ˵ץס楹ĸ첲
楹Ѹ첲ߣεҡҡͷĥûУֻ㲻Ҫٶ¡ˣͱ첻Ҫ˵ɷƽ˾
Ҫץˣ㰡ҪЮ㣿ܲˣһҪס
楹ָָ䣺ȥȥɣǵúҲŰݣ͵Űɣʲôأǵġ
ЦˣˣҲǵİѱ˺ͬھ
楹ְ̾ˮˣ治øңǹġǲǣ
ɼţûУֻǸ߽飬ֱ˰ˡ
楹ɣ˵һֵˣôˣûк㣬ûк磬ȴңʵڲףͼʲô
ֹˣҸٷӣǻԸ³ӵʺû˼񼫣ֻҪԭңʲôԸ⡣
楹Цţãԭܼ򵥣֣¡֣Ѿ˵ˣ޸ˡֻ˳ǣ̾ȥɣǰôôˡ
վ˵һңȴѾˣһˡڰͽʺǣȻơ㶨ҪģҪɵĹˣһֶҪš
楹ͷ֪ˡҲҪһ£˭ߵģϾֻ֪
ɵͷӦţ뿪˳ǬʱǱ˵ģʱҸġƼ̾װֵõˣһ𱳹ˡ
Ƽţū澻Ժأǲ楹ɵģ
ɺһ㣬ȻǱһǿ֪£ָ㡣
Ƽһ£ū澲ҡ
ЦţǾôã벻ףΪʲôҪ˵أ
Ƽӻ楹ǲʺã˵ʵʺһ
ۣ㲻˵ӦǲˣڱǰΧˣûбó·ˣ
ƼֵҪģɸ뺦ֻҪ˵û¡
ЦţǰҲˣԸҪ˵ưɣ¹˭ʵδ֪
ˣ楹װˣ׵ˡ߬õ֣ҲˣҪǰѴ¸˻ϣϻô뱾ô죬ûı


278 ֿֿ

ÿοﰲģֻǺ֪ûв룬ϲءˣҲǵģ˵ûйΪݺأȥ
楹ҡͷ˭ˣҲ˭ֻۣô
õָʵͬۡɻöԸ̫ʺɲöԸģֱˡ
楹Ӧţǰһֱñȴû취ѿϵԽԽˡôأɼֻʺУһϱϻôأ
룺û취ˣҪȷˣһ̹װɡҪ¶Ը˵ܱȵʱʺá
楹ãͷ룺Ҫ˵ûô죿Ǽ
ӦţﻹʲôӰ˵һɶ˭Ҫܣûĸܡ
楹̾˵öԣôã˵ˡлʺе£һĶָ򱾹Ҳһ¸ѾٱʹףŸ׵ĺãӦòҰɡ
Ӧţﰲģȥôãϲֵġĵ˵Ϊ飬Ӧòô
楹ͷǴû˵Уô֪ģô˵ǱģӦòôָˣʲôƣǸ֪ڸʲôӡ
ߺߵū룬ӦԮ״ֻܸͬıѡˡ
楹ͷˣôˣǰΪ飬ᡣӦץѱˣôʵ˭˵أ̫ôӦǲµİɡ
ýӻˣֻԸޣȻϹˣ˵ɾ
楹Ȧˣ֪Ըδйӣһģʵڲġ᣺ܲɺ˹ҶֵôͿˡأԽԽˣʵۡ
ýӻһ쵽غ˵˵ˣھ͵ˡʺﶨҪȰȰϣʵڲɹصġ
楹ε̫ʺ󶼲ָ𣬱ʲô߻ϲ˵ֻҪϸˣҲġ˵ˡ
ҹ̷Ǭˡ楹Щִ٣˳ʵôˣ
楹Ӧţ檺ܺá
̷᲻ˣ㲻ãޣΪʲô
楹ӦţлԻ˵ϲҪŭҲл˵վ
̷ͷʲô°Ҳ㡣
楹ؿ̷ᣬˣʲôҪʳ檣
̷Ÿ첲ô˽ţǲʲô
楹̷ʵƣվæ˵ţ檹Űѻ˵ꡣ
̷վŲ㶼ˣΰ˵ɱأҲ˵
楹ˣʵڲֵû˺񰮡
̷Цţ޵ʱ޵Ȼ̫ݣԶһݡ
楹ˣŸͷ檿䲻ϻϵĺ......
̷ᾪˣѲкͻʺУ㶼в룿ɣ
楹̧ͷˣ......ô֪Щ£վҪ
̷֣ãվ˰楹ͷãĲ......ƻʺеˣ
楹ӦţûУ檾̹Щµģʵڲ֪Ѿ֪ˡ
̷Цˣûвͺã̫޵ˡΪʲôõĻˣԭ˰Ϭ
楹ţô֪ģ
̷Ų裺ʺ޵ġΪܲɲ£Ϊ»ʺǰСΪ޿ģ˵ʵ޵Ҳƻʺ£ʣҪˣ޻ǳܵġ
楹ţûУʺ²ż汸ǻֿֿֿģԶᡣ
̷Ӧţ⻰ǰҲ˵㡣иݺʺеģ̫û˰ɣȻʺޱ׷ˣҲͲ׷ˡûвͺã޲ںˣֻں㡣
楹Ӧţ˵ǣش󣬺˳檺̫ûеڶ˸ҡʺµȷɳ檵££ȴв롣
̷ЦţӦµȥɣ
楹ͷǣ檽̹׸ϣҲǸʺһ˼ûСҲͲܲɲ顣


279 ϲǳ

楹ŵ檴δݺ£ºűʳģɳʵڲ̽ҷ֪鲻......еʱе㼵ʻʺҲͳסˡʵΣ𷣡
̷ᵭȻЦţ޲µҲ޵ʱ̫谮ʺ󣬲ʹﲻƽ⡣楹ǶǷˣϲ˵ıԣ¡
楹˿̷ᣬϽͷ⻰̧̫ٳˣʵڲ䣬ʵΡӦõģǻϣҪΪʼ룬˭ɡխиϺ񰮣ʵûˡ
̷ЦţڲҲչ˵ˣͶҪˡ
楹ӦţǣʺѾѧ˲Ҳ֮ˡ
̷ͷʺϾǹĸضûУǲѡʺġһֱҲ£ˣҲͰˡûб˼Ҫ˵ˣ˰ɡֻҪúõģϾ˲ͬΪޣ˿ڱĶ࣬ζҲʹĶࡣ
楹ӦţףģԶûĵģãҲҡ
̷ӦţҲģԶġ˶ؿŶԷ

ôԸʺܲأȻ콵ϲѶԭѾ֪еˣСġ֪ϲѶӣŬѹԸ˷ܣؿڣ......˰첻Ұ첻Ұǰūǣüɫˣû˱İѱˣҪɽˣ
ƼȰţҪӳ顣
СӣΪʲôʱ͸߱ūţñʹ˼գǶ˼졣
Ӧţǰ¶࣬幫һֱÿա
ۣһ㵢˱Ĵ£ɣ
Ҳͼһ£ֲֻ̿ˣĲ׷ˣ
Ӧţģʺû׷ˣҲͲ׷ˡ
ﻹǻֵ̿ĺܣС˼졣޵ʱ򣬷ֻû𱸵˼㳹װˣ˼ҪΪʤˡ
һȺʱΨΨŵŵҴ˵ˣڿӲˡȲҪʺ밲Ӵ⹬ʱһΪûйô硣
ſɷòԾ˵öˣҲͲٵˡ
ߺߵʺ̧ˣ檲䡣һ۸ʱۣʱּʵ˵ЩʲôأˣȲˣ檺ϲǳġ
֪˵ʲôˣɵȻû۸㣬Լ֪ôһٵĺΪ......
ɴϵ檺ΪʲôˣЦţʮӶʮʺŰɡ豭Ų裬»˱ӣʲôƲ裡Ըǰȴ檺ǰģôƲ𣿡
Ҫ˵̧̧Ҫ֨Цǽ²裬ôܺȳǰģ鲻Ժʲôζܺðôζֻ˵û¡
Цˣ檲αװ
Ÿ˵楹õˣվߵõ˸ǰֱӸơ˶ԣõίʲô˼
ɸЦûʲô˼㡣
õҪ˵ˣõʡɣǲǶ֪ˣ
޹ʲô˼
Цţ֪ʲô˼
ɱԣʲô֪ˡ
楹ԲɣǸöԻʺ˵𣿡
ţҲˣͬھ
Žŵ˭ģ
ֽˣ֪𣿲ǲ
楹ʵôˣ
̾£԰ڹˣԻ˵ġ
ˣӣŶһۣҲˡûɶ˵ˣܲãǵý𣿡
Цţ˵ЦˣôǵòǵãǵɻҲǵõġˣɣݹĸ֡
Цţĸ֣
ˣָָǰĴ¯һһٵҡȼ
ֳ߬嵽ǰȻҪҲ̧˸첲ָͷϬضɿɵȻûҴȥʱˣûأɸһ⣬Ժˡ˵һ㵽һȥˡ
ŸɫɡֿɣʲôԸ˵ɣϸ


280 סҲ

һһˣЦţʺʣı㣬Ӧ֪Ҫ˵ʲô˰ɣ񡢴ӢڣǼ޶ۣܻûסѾ֪ҴǰĹˣѾԭˡɣ𣿡
ɾȵ죬Цˡһ䣬ǻ׿˵ԭ𣿡
ЦţҸϬʲôͨ
Цţһͨأ˵ԭ㡣Цˣ㲻ҪNɪˣб¾ʻȥô㡣
ûбŵһһˣĿͣϣܻ˵û˵ԭ³棬԰ɣôóأˣɣһɣȴѹһɽһ䣬ҪˣҪˣ޴ˡŸ檸ˡ
ŽӻΪ죬ǵأֻһֻСϣˣҲݲˣ
ߺߵ۸檶ٰϱ֮ľںĩŲ̨֮ǧ֮Уʼ......ЩȷУһǣǧ̣֮Ѩ۸һưɣ˭Ц󡣡ߺߵȥˡ
Щ治ô£ЩȴװͿ楹վҲЩУʵڲ֪ô˵檸ˡȥˣҲˡ
㶵ţ̾檴δɣֻһ£ڿҪĶˡ
æȰţ㲻ҪżôͶֵġţô֪ģ˵𣿡
ҡͷ˵Ҫ£͵֪Ӧòǻ˵áһ֪ĵڶޣ˵˵ˣ˵
ͷӦţô֪ģ
ˣСǲ˵ã
ţ߻ϵʱСӻ᲻
Ӧţ˵ʱǶԶԶվţСӦòɣ̾ˣֱСġ
ɸæοţ±Ͳõ£ǳ檰ϽģǱԹޣ׷Ī
ЦţǶ̫ˣҪǶһ㣬ڻ϶ߴڷ磬ûˡɣ㰲ģӦ֪㲻뺦ҲŪ㣬صġ
ӦţվҪ¸̫һȸˡ
ӦţֱܲɣҰģϲ̫ܵΣġ
ȥˣЦˣˣǵİѱʧЧˣһС˵á
ҲźţˡҪС˵Ϊʲô˵أǵڲ˵Ρ
Цţϸ֪Ǻ󹬵Ѫȷ磬ǲ˵©ˣ⣬ֻϣﶨҪһϡ
Ҵ㣬軵ˡ
޵²֪ûб˭򣬵ǻߵĴ̫࣬ðô졣СӾͼ򵥶ˣ˰ɣð¡
ŽӻСӸ޵ʦͽϵ˴һȥСıضע⡣ڵȵȰɣǶǻùߵˣûϵܵӰ졣
ͷӦţ֮뷨Ӧɡ̾Ϣţɿధǻ˿ãʵڲ˻ˮ̫ɵĺĶˣȥһԿֶá
Цţ˵ģĿϷһġ
ֵϲᷳյģһں̫ôʧҪҪʧأ
εס̫𣿡
ҡͷסҲ
ӦţҲǾɡ
쾪ȵأûʺǻ͸ˡ
ЦţסǱ˴˱˴ˡЦš
̫죬ָɳزԸ֣ںˣֱռϷ硣㻹ʲô߻ʺ󣬹Ǹܲʲôָй¶¡ԼŰɣҪˣˣ
˺ųӦţʵڲ뺦ʲô߻ʺҲ̫֮λ......
̫ɵĻ󰡣ô˭֪㵽ôã𰧼ҵ̫󵱲ϣ磡
ɹģôẦү.......
ִ̫˻ĵӣô᣿ٲɣϾҪȦˣ
ʵڱﲻסˣͷ̫ɴûҲǵСµˣȥɱˣôѰβԼ......û˵ꡣ
ǳֱӸһţѾͷˣ˺á


281 ĺ

ֹӣ˺˭˭
ǳ̧Ҫ̫ȰסˣˡЦţҾͲ붯֣ôˣ㰮Ƕóᡣ
ɿͷ̫˵ˣ檲ͱһѹ˵ʲôˡվ檸檸ˡ
̫ӣȥɣҵĺϢſǻظ磬ı簡
׻Ҫ˵ĸ첲߰ɡ˳ȥˡ
˳ٿˣǰûи˺ö֣ôֱ֣ӹư
ЦţҪܹȥҲа
ۣū澵أô־ܣôǶԾĹ
Ӧţԣɻô죿
׿ˣվŲˣˣΪһ磬ֵ𣿡߬ȭͷˣūɣūֱõͱɣūᣬǣˡ
ɸײᣬЦţĵûأĵѾˡԶߣٻһɣҲӦõűȥء
˵͹ɻû˵ŵС̫˵ˣأȻٵ
ɽ˵ڿϳŹӣƤš˵㿴㣬ʲôӡ
ӣŲ䳿ڣ۵ңˣҰ
ɹˣЦţô֪һˡ
ֺݺݵذһۣƼϲ裬ɿЦţֶʲôƶб㣬ڱѣܷ֣
Ƽ±ӣһɣȥˡ
ü˵ʲôأ
ЦţûʲôЦ
һʱ˵Ц¶˰ɣЦţ˵ɣǴҸʲô
Ӧţڵ
˺ʲô̫ʺһ仰Ҷˣʲô
Цţ̫ʺȷһ仰ҪҲҪʦȡʵô߻Ϸӵ£Ļˡ
죺ǵɵֻҪĵܻŲţҳԺ·һίˣҴûҪ˵Ǳ˵ã......һô죿ҲֻԲˡ
۾⣺Ĳ˵
ˣҧгݣ˰ҴûҪ˵û㣡ֻǲ̫
ɵְˣһжˣʹĲ˵Ҳû˻Ļˡ
Ӧţ֪ûţҲںŲˡɣֱ̫ӴңָӶԸҰɣҵ㣬ǵһҲĿ
ɵȦˣڵ𣿡
ɣ㻹ڸװһ֮ζԿǣ
ɵͷӦţҲģںֱԾ......ֻǻûô㡣
ɿˣ磬ҪҰ㱻̫лʺԻˣ㵱ʹյؿϷͲǻɱǧҪϵﰡһٵ㣬ǽģҿɴûк㡣
ɿɣһΪӲףҪȥءŲ裺Ҳ㣬̫Ҳᶯֵġ
ɵͷˣˡţ̫̫ôҲƾһ仰ɱʹ̫ı棬̫Ҳı棬ҲҪΪǻʹ̫ϡ
ţ̫ôŶŵģССλȥ̫״ԱУæһǺοأֻеˣôȥ״ҵģûȥװá
ɾȵ˵Ļ
վߵɸǰĻģĺˡָָ㿴ҵı飬һ޹ûһ˿ʵϣĺˣҲ
ɵͷҿˣ㣬ֻ̫šϾүǰ̣Ҫȥ㡣
ɳɵӣ磬ҪңĻڹˣĺˡʲô˵ʲô֪ˣҰ
Цţǹ˺սģѾԼȥˣûַչˡô죿ƽʱûһʵĻڹҲŵġ
ӣƭƭǸȴûƭ㣬˲ңҵġ


282 ɾ

ӦţҲˣûҲ֪ôˡ
׼ˣū澲ۣūأɣģûøԴϲľ档ū澿ֱ̫˵ɣͷҲãϴҲգֻҪ̫ˣ¾ˡ
Ӧţԣ˵öԡɵ֣磬ȥ̫ɣһ̫ϴֻҪ̫⣬ʲôԸ⡣
ɺ۾Ź⣬ڴؿɡɵﺬ飬˵ǧҪ˵Ҿõ
ɵͷӦţѽҶ˵˼ˣ˵Ҳ˵ˣ
վãһȥ̫磬һ¹
ͷУУȥɡ᣺̫ĻڹҲΪˡ
͹Ҳˣȴûиеһ˿ˡ׼زˣôüø˰
̾Ĺ
׺סˣЦˣʲô˼
Ӧţ˵ʲô˼Ϸ¡޵ԽңԽ˻ġ
ЦˣܣԽҴԽϣָĻڹġ
ɽŻһİɣֻĵƣΪʱ䡣Ҳãһʱ벻ԸķӣͬʱҲҶʱ䡣
Цţġ
Ƽôװúɣ
ƼӦţԱˡ
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ƼȰοˣϴϴȥٿɡ
Цţϴϴɾ˿ʲô۾Ǹ̫ġ̾ոʵ絽˭е£һҪʸҪűƼųӦš
̫ɻˣ˵˵ˣһˣߣᣬſ磡
Ӧţ̫ģûôˡͷû˵ǳʧ˷ִ磬Ƶעһ
̫һû˵˻ʺܲɵĵеͱűƼϬؿɣѾزˣʲôﲻԶı죬ʱΣա
ǳӻú룬ʱ䡣
ӦţףھԺǿѰŷ϶֡ȸ͹ϵɾˣ檾̶֡
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284 ʦĳ

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Цţлū澶ʮˣҪͳˡˣҲûˣźһӡ
ֽݸ֣ˣ͸ҰɣʲôʱˣҾȥ
Цţл
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ЦˣΪΪǿ֮ĩ治ʲôˣվ˶ӣװ׻ķһ
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æȰţˣܲ˵һǶĺá
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ߵſڣ㺰檸֪ˡ
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һһʱվʵڲ֪ˡ
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˵ͷǸε̧ˣ檲ҵ̧ͷˣôãһ·Ը檲ٵʱˣԸɡ
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ӦţȥСϣԸܲ㸣̫ûκιϵġ


290 Ի

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Ӧţ˭ûҲ
ЦһҪôأ
ӦţǣлＪԡ
ɼ㿴㣬ںúõģ˭֪ͻȻַˡôĹһסţ̫ˡüȫܲǸˣ֪ʲôģԱ˳ŵģ
ӦţܲҲ֪飬̫˽ˣ檻á
ۣ˲Ϊô˽ˣôͻˣҲû߹Ǽٵģɱȴû㣬楹Ҳûй㡣һж̫ܲɣôᱻڼǺأ㲻Ҫܲɸ֪飬ʺ֪ˣֻΪ˼а⵹楹װʲô֪
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֪̾ʲôϾ̫ͻʺĴ˭Ժѻʯаѹˣ۸Сһ᲻úñġ
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ţ֪ˣһú˼Ļ
̸Ƽ𣿡
ƼӦţģʺܲɡɣӦö֪ˡ
ɵͷЦţո˵Σ޵ԾɱɣӦöˡ


291 汾

ƼӦţ飬˵Ȼᱻжˡ
ί῰ȽҺģʵ̧ˡ˿ɲôɵǰͽͽǸȴûиˣ˵Լ뷨ġ񱾹Ѿǻ£ǾǶˡ
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ʼ磺ǾǶְǸɵȥ
Ƽͷ˵ո׳楹֪ĻҪˡ
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㶵ţ͹һվţ˶ǳǿ˺ܵΪɵˣһʱ޴ˡ
˿ūǵĽű飬ЦݣڱˣҲôֵʱ򡣡кذˣǱãгͷ֮......
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վױȥͷԹŰɡֿͷζж˰ɡ
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ЦţŰɰɡ......ҪӦòɡ
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˵ʱ˭Ҫϲˣϻ˳ʲôأ
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ӻõĺܣһûС
̷ۣðḡЦţǶûУָ޵ԵʣѰҽưɡ
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ӶЦ̹Ȼ߹ȥˡŵ콵ɡҪ磬Ըûûҹظ·ôŶԸ⣬й֮λøҲС
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292 һ

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ɿ˻ʹؿͷ˵ˣΪڷӵ£һֱ£ڱɹ˵ϻʺҪ͵͵ˣ˵ܸӻҪһ£ȴѹѹʺ棬Ȼ......
ΪһԹ˷ܣû뵽Լ֣֪жջˣ˭˵ʲôӻˣ˭˵ѹʺˣԩԩұ£˵Ҫ򱾹ϲؾ㡣û뵽㷴ҧһڣݱһܲɵ⣬һǵ⣡۾һһɨɡ̫ź
ͷɣȥ£ˣǲ֪Ƶģ˵ıҪݻʺͱǱۣǵļˣ
ɰŤͷ楹䣺ңԩģԩġ
楹̾Ϣţ̫ʺأʲô̫̫ϲƫƫŶԩ˺ˡ
ɵͷǣһҪƽ̫ţָ˴ļ޻檡
˵ߵм˵ǰ棬һܲɺ˵ıԩѾͷϴˣôٻأοôɰߋ磬͸ôĶ۶ôẦأ
̫̾ԩûɰܲɺ㰡
ɻͷˣ購檵ֳȥڣɳ檲ӦתͷܲɡǱΪ飬˳檣ʺשֿ̫̫ܽ˵һ֮ʣ϶ǳģ檲ҲԵ̫ΪԸԩ檡
̫ЦţǼвңãֻץ˺Ҷ֡
Ӧţ檲ңһɶֻǵ˭ѴƵϣȥ檡Ťͷһۡ
̫ˣֿˣµĹؼϡţѾˣҲˡ˵ʵɣҸһ
˵䣺˵ʵɣʹʹȥܾĥ϶ˡ
ӻأҪٲ˵ʵͰǹ·
ŤͷһУ㻹㣿
Цţʱ֪ԸӲˣһֶǸǾ̫ʹɡغţ......
ֺŤͷز˼飺ʲô㱻ܲɺŪˣǧҪҧˣ򱾹ɱ㡣
̫ӿڵϣҪɱڰôĿĴ󵨵˵аڣ˭Ҳɱ㡣Цţҿߋ޴󰭣ǻеģĻɱ
Ӧţл̫ûʲô˵ˣ˵þǳ˵ãһҲһ֡
̧Ҫ򣬱ǳסˣֻö̫ͷ̫ϲ˵һ֮ʣܲɺıԩ檡һǸߋݡۣİ֮ģԹޣƸ檣ȫĳ檡
ɻȻһһɨˣˣһоǺıģ۸һҲԸ⣬ҲҪһۡ
̫ӻ㰲ģһ˵á
̧ͷɣĵغţ磬磬ĿԩңĲ£
޶ԣرɵֿ楹㣬Ĳ£ҪȾðȾð
楹̫ƽʱеĿˣҲɹ£ƾ˵һ֮ʾͶ»Ҫϸġ


302 һССĽ

ס楹Ļ˵ǣһҪϸ飬ԩɡ
ҧһжģٸˡִ̫̫ԩ檣ǳҲ÷ֱˣֻȥһϡվ檼˻ϣһֲذ߸ϡ
̫أȥɣôĵԶ
վŲίؿˣ۸ң۸һ檲˶ͷ̨Ҳǲ
˵ˣ̫»Σߋ粢ûʲô󰭣òҪֵȥΪ·ǣٲĻֻͷۡ
̫˿ţϸϸţϣʺһӣҲɰÿ˶ɣվߋ粻ǻѪҲͲ˺ǰ̫ˡ֪ǲẦһ㶼УһĶҵš
̫һһɨˣѸ첲ݸǳҲܲˣߣǻعȥˡ
ɺ̫ȥˣǰֶһͷ⡣
վɻţˣԩô죿̫ԩģ
ӻô죿͵Žܳͷɡ
תԣ̧Ҫȴ˵ϡˣˣ²ǱģǺıƱ̫թˣ
ӻģһģжˡ
ɻˣûᱳ
ӻһ㱳Ǳ˼ҲͶ˵˼̫˼
һ£ǵʲô˼
Ϭֻһ仰ǧץ֤ݡ
һ޹ʲô˼ˣתȥˣʺ²ż汸һҪΪϴѩԩ
ŲɿЦţΪйҲͬı檣ʵʧʺ緶ɱɣбֱӴ檣ʹɣ檻ŲܶԻԳ˾ϵ߻αס
ӻʺʲôֻ֪Ƿѡ
˵ˣʤΪΪܣȥֻûкˣҲûлˣֻͬʧȥʺ֮λʧȥϵģֻѡһˡһٵطϣ㹶ǼĶˡ
ĨȥᣬЦˣǴˣó֤ݰ̫ΪʲôˣΪҲз檸ˡ
ӻ֤ݸҪҲ̫ҪֻһССĽڣڽˣǾʦˡ
ɶһ£š楹һվţҲŸ檸ˡ
楹һۣ񣺡檹͹
楹Цţܲɵ˵ԩɣڿ˵ˣûɣ
ߵſˣתˣ۾Ź⣺ʵԩ
һɻ󣺡˵𣿲ǵˡɣһǸѧġЦš
楹Цţòظżƣ̫ˣɴ˷޹ţɵ޹
Ӧ޹ɣһ
楹ӦȻӦġ˿ţ檸ˡ
ָ˻͸ˣֿˣ㱻ܲˣһģȴ汳׷楹ȥˡ
˿ҡͷǧҪԻˣûţû
߹ˣͷǻȥɡ
˻ţ˵ˣô֪̫ҽټ£㻹¶ˡ
Ȼӣſںߣ·ʱûɣ
Ӧţû⣬Ҫ⣬檾ȥˡ㰲ģҲûκֽš
ŽӻĻǵļߣֻǰߵˡ
ӦţȴһʡǰѾˣָͨ籨ˣΪʲôأûʲôҪˡ
ӻ㲻һ£ô֪ûбҪڿбҪ˰ɡǾʲôᶼŹֻǴһ£һ£ҲŹЦţǰ̫ҽˣȻ楹Ļ
ӦţĻ黹ǳ֪ߋ绻ϵʱ̫ҽˣϧѾ̫ˡ
Žӻ㣬Ҳ㡣
ӻոƸɣˡǶӦ䣬˷ӣϵ̫ˡ


303 Ǳ˴˻ͨ

ſһ˵ȴ˵οµˣʲô˵ɡ
˵ͷ˹̧ͷ˵ˣ·Ҵӣ̫ûгͷκˣ檵ɻ󡣻᲻......᲻ó檶ˣ
Ӧţģġ
ӻã뱾˵ʲô
Ӧţ˵һ·⣬Ƹɡ
Цţô⼸ٿĲ֪̫֮䷢ʲô𣿡
ϸϸţ͵̧ͷٷӣѲɼٷ̫......û˵ꡣ
ӻԣԴͷ̫֪ǼٵģɢǡΪ¶ͷѪ̫һŹģһġ
ŵĸ첲ҸողһûסֱӾͶ楹ˡûв´Ļ楹һȰ˵˵ʵ飬ʱɺ̫ܾˣ;֮࣬ȴ︸֮
Ӧţ̫ҲûмųɣӦûعԲȥˡ
̾楹ģĵţһµ̫ƣƼɾͻ˵ӵ£ջ
˿ˣ˵̫ҽѣͷڴϲЪϢˣڼӦû˶֡ڶ죬ϴţѻԭطţȻȥٿˣ۾û뿪ߋˡӦþϴڼ䶯ֵģҪôǽģҪôɨģرɨūš
Ӧţ˵ǣӦþڼ䣬ȻǱķֶ֣Բǵġ
ŵȵȣȷһ¡ţģ楹һµǻƣҲһµ̫ŹᣬȻøƵĽ֣ôŶẦ
˿ˣո˵ãΪʲôѡڵڶ֣ٵһôؼʱ̶֣ԣһôߣ֪Ļ֪ǷˣǱ˴˻ͨţհ˶㹬
Ӧţǣλֵ΢۸
ϸϸţ㹬ޣqingˣϻѵݡء
˺վסˣʺܲֻ»ӹҫ鹣ֻҸƽաӵ飬Ǵ......ϴŵ£δˣĴδˡ
Ҫˣ첲ԶԶأ˹һС̫ܹˡţˣ˴......
Ŷһۣ˳ŵȹڣȣûû
ŷˣ㣬ܲѻ죬˵ʲôʲôܲɶ㣬ҲҪǣ˴ΡҪģһˣ̫Ǳ߱ܲɰ㿪ѡ
ؿڣһһ
С̫ൽǰˣͷ󣬿ߵ˵ݡۺСӲҪѲ飬ūʵڲ͹ˡ
Цţҳϵģûģ߰ɡ
żˣôأ
˲ٻˣӦţˣӦĳһūѵݡۣҴǱָʹġǸӦñ˾ˣֱйѺɱڡ
οģ̫ԲŹɵġڱعˣʡ鷳һȥٿɡ
˵ͷӦţûкˣúС񡣡
˵ٿصţ̫ڿϳˮ̣ཹཱུšǽˣˮͲݸǳ֣ˣʺҲɡȶ˵ˣִܲѪĺܣĲģ
ˣ˲Ӧ̫ģͲ˰ɣ
̫ӻ֣С˾ɡָҵ;Ȼûۡ
Ӧţ̫ޡ檸һ䣬ô˭ģ
̫һۣӦòɰɣһǻˣΪû˻ߋôû뻹ǰˡ
Ӧ̫ѾʹˣҲͽգֻǺĺߋ·ȴãһİɣ
̫һװ⣬Ͳµ˶ˡ
ӻ̫֪ܲԸҲǴ㼴ʹ˶֣͵˲׷ˡ˭֪ǹﰲˣһ֪Ҳͼܷܲ˿


304 Ķ

̫룬檽˵ڶ·ʱûģһҹ֮£˵ǹİˡѾ˹ˣһƸ˵ģĻӦúܿͻ
̫ǳûаˣͿˣʱûǳЦš
̫ˣ⼸ͬߋ磬ģʱҲġأ߰ʵô£ɱ˻ʺɱ˻ɵġ
ʺܲ˵ûǳ˵ãûҲ֪ǲģֻܲ
̫۾һЦţҲƭԼٷӰ
Ӧţǣ檺ʳܻ£檣һζߣʰףһļơһˣӦ˦檣ɳûĲ˺ӡ
̫ӣŰɡˣһ벻ǹﰲˣ̫Σˡ
ӦţǣҲûӡ
̫˭ģ
Žӻû֤ݣҲͲҲ²⡣
̫ͷ˵ˣǸôӦأ
Ż̫˵ô죬ô죬Ƕ̫ġ
̫ЦţǵĶԹȴְѰҳ˳޹ĺӡɣҲһʱ޴ˣôأ
Ӧţ̫ģ²ǳźģ빴Թһƽµġ
ɵͷ˼ţȻ̧ͷ̫˭֪̫ڿ˵¾㲻ıҲһˣˣõõӦˡ
̫Ų裬С
ˣ̫ˡ
̫Ƥһ̧˲豭
ůһ˶ˣǹȻˡ̫ϻʺı㳼檣޴ӵ˰ɣ
̫۾һɣȴǵأ󵨣֪ʺͰʲô𣿡ЦţǣҲͰǻʸһĵԸŮݺ㣿Ҳ̫ƵԼˡ
Ӧţ檵Ȼ̫ͻʺ󡣡תţϵ״ʸ̫ĿˣҲݱĺùӳԡŵ㣬ơЦ
̽ˣһֽֽ水Ѫӡɽ͵̸̫Сӵ״ȫʵ飬һжǻʺܲɺΪ檺ްϵָָֽ棬ֽŵĶݡۡ
ţĶ죬ôȥ̸˵ģ
Цţʵúãʵ̫ˣءѺŶ㿴һۣȷһ£ȥ˾
زһ£ˣ˲ԡѺһ̫ˣźؿ쾪ţ㣬Сӡֵؿ
Цţܲɣ㹬̫ɣ̸߱ġ˿̫ū˵껰Ťͷܣܵÿ죬һѾס
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˿ҡͷҪĻСӣ˭㰲ڴ㹬ģ
Цţװˣû˼ˣѾˡ
Ծţ˭ģٲ˵̽ȥ˾
С˵ˣʱˣͱװˣһвԸū𣿰ڼٷӵ¡ɢ˺˵¡к¡⺦Ըģִ㶼Ƹūűץˣ˾һ˶ˡ
˿̫ʺ󣺡仰Сӣ㣬ҸܲԲ԰ĸط˵£
СӦţūֻǰԸ£ûūǾ˵
Цţ׿ڸƭ°ɣ
СӦţǣū׿˵á
˿˿ʵڵأ
Сˣ............
ʵôˣ׿ڶ˵𣿡ɣ仰˵ðɣ
˺ˣһʲô
ŽӻȷʲôΪʲôС˵ʲô˵ʲôأԣСӶǱˡһһԡ


305 ú

ſСӼȻһܲɷԸģҲӦСӽɣ˴˾ϼūųָһһСӣаɣϲ
죺ﲻˣˡߺţȻǰڲͬĹУΪӦòǻʶġ
ż˶㰲𣿡
ţûУû
˵ͷţһʧȥˣ̫˷˰ɣСǸɨūţҶûǱԩġ
Ҳˣݡ֤ݣù֮һ٣ôܲѸţţСӺСһǸ˿ܾūˣǾͲٻɰ˵£ˡ
ָ죬ٸСӶ㹬ˣҲȷ߱ġʲôϸϸ£ֻ˵ݡ۵¡ţֻ˵¡
̫ȵţ֨Ϳ˵ɹ̫Сӵȷܲɵˣܲɺ˺ıȻְܲѴƸˣСӸ߳檵ġǳץסԩˣԩˣ
̫֣СȥڰҵĹˡ
˶ܲ죬̫ЦţСָ˶ҩϾͻᶾ
СӾţūûг......û꣬ס졣
ǳţȥٿĵؽ硣
㵵أҪȥʹ˭
̫ʲˣﻳ˭϶˭ˡ
ɿˣ檲ЩֻںԸס̫ߋôƯôɰô˺أģ۶ء
̫ɣֿţҲǵ£ʲôϸˣԸȥɡݡָ˭ģʹǳߋãˡӰǳͷۣȥɣϸϸ롣
Ծɿţ̫ô죿ԩġ
̫Цţ֮ĶԹһиսᣬǵĶԹԸ档ȥɡ
˶ȥˣֻˣ̫Цţ˭
ҡͷ檲֪
̫һۣ˭˵
Ӧţ㣿
̫ţӶ죬֮󣬳һţǶһ졣Ϭʺе࣬һֱû㣬㻹ǵ÷̫ҽ֮ǰҧһɰɣɲҧȷΪ̫ҽͳˣֻǰһֱû˵û뵽ھߋͷˣʵڿɶ񡣡
ɾ㵵ģ̫Ϊʲô˵ʱ˵ĻҲн졣
̫̾ɵѾͷץ֤ݣƾһʲôãҲ߻ʺ󣬸ͱӵ£Ҳˡ
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̫Цţ㿴ˣСʺܲɰƣʲô˼һҸĶԹһ
ɹǣ檳ϼٷӵԴͷǣֻΪһԻʺܲɡںˣǶƣδ̫Ҳ԰ˡ
̫ЦţҾͲµĺܣΪλһ쵽װ޹ˣڣ˭˺ߋ磬Ҳ벻˵ƣҾ϶ߋ硣˰ɣ
̧ͷ̫ˡ
̫ͷȥɣú룬ˣ
ȥˣ̫̾һбӦģҲúúǳߋö˰ɣ
ǳӦţöˣһûСݡū澷ԸĸģúҲūϣ̫޹صġֿοⶫûʲô̫ҽεҩһĨˣٹʹˡ
̫ͷ𣿡
ǳӦţûأߡ
̫ЦţˣߋظɡҪѻ˵ޣðķҲˣǧүݡ۵£ǧ˵
ǳӦţ̫ģū澻õġֽŵһһˮԽԽˣðʲôϸһĻ¼ɣеء
̫վȥҲ룬ֻû뵽ôССһ£ȴôĲȥɡư˰ݣʺܲ϶楹ģһ᲻楹¶Ŀأ


306 ֻܾ

ǳպݸ̫Ӧţ̫Ҳˣοֻ᲻µūأ
̫¯ЦˣϻӲ氧Ҷˣͷͬ⣬ôңֹ˰ݣϣֶȫΪ˶ӣߋ簡ȫΪ㰢ǰ̰
̫վ߻ؿţµɣµʺܲɱͺڸˣء˿ǳĸϸ˸ߋ绻˰ټ£ǵĴҲĲ¸ţҲͲнˡܲȻʺˡ
ǳЦţūΪҪݺʺأ̫µĶԣǲҵġʵôճأ
̫ˮ̣ﶼһжɵĴ֪졣
ǳͷ̫˵ʺģŰɣ
̫ӦţȻţȴڣöˡǳӦš
ٿϽСӣڹſڵأˣæţСˣ˵ʲôˣū澿û˵ꡣ
ָͷһѾˣ֪ɣͷӦš
Сū澸ոϡС˵ûгԶҩ
ͷӦţҲˡ̫Ӧǲǲ࣬ͲƸˣϷ໥ɱ
ź˳ˣʵô
Цţúõġ̫øѸ񱧻ظҲã޹ݱ
ɺˣȵˣȻŸʺ̫óʧˣ檴ԩģԩˣ
ӻ㺦С񣬴µĻȨ̫ʺûõġ
ɵĻˣֻй̫ݺô޹ǣ̫ԩˡ
Ӧ㻹ûףǵĶԹ̫ĶԹҪֿ˵á̫飬˰ɣҹ㡣
ίˣ۸ңһôӦԣˣδʲôˣ㲻ҪܲԻˣͷǰߺߵȥˡ
˼ţСӲ֪ôȥ˾ʳʲô
ҡͷҪȥˣָˡ
˵þ·ǹﻻһ˰ɣҪٳϸʲôģǾҦĹˡ
ŵͷӦţ֪ȥͷԸ
ʵﻹӦţ̫ôأ
Ӧţ㰲ģ˭ģֻ̫϶ġ
ӻ̫Ҳȷ˭Ȼûǣ˵ٻɡϲŻȥץȥĵİɡ
Ӧţ̫϶ɣᵱ°ɣǼɵӵ£֪ɻ᲻ʶ̾檾òģ֪ʷģֻǲ˭
ӻƽˣӦûͷǵĹˣСӺСӦǱˣСҲӦǹⱻץģǲɻ˰ģǲȷ
ŽӻӦòɰģСӾ֪ڵģӦҧġ
˽ӻ̫ΪʲôôżɱСӣǲΪСӵĿڹ©ٳ˳᲻̫ǣ
ҡͷϸϸţոҲˡС˵Ļָʹ̫㲻ˣװ׵ĻôŹоǣϲǲȥ
ӦţȫŻʺܲɽˣֻܾΣ̫ˡˣҪһģ̫ˣֻ찡
Цţ°ɣӦòŸոտʼµںͷء
˵ֵĴ㹬̸м䣬ҪŻع̾Ϣţˣ˴ˣȥЪŰɡ
˱㿴֣߳Ÿתعֿ֮ǰ˵ãʺһ鶼û㣬ʲôԾʣǧҪҲ룬ᵢµġ
˵ͷΪ飬ܽˡȥˡ
ȥ˵ˣū澸ով˵Ļ˵еӦòһġ
ߺߵȻ楹ָ֣
ҡͷ楹Ŀĺ⣬ͼʲôͲֺ̫̫Ůⲻ𣿺ûв롣楹ʲôɲװάɣⲻְ֪ӵġ


307 ˲

Ȱţһж޶ۣǱ֮ڿˣū澾Ѿݾˡ
΢زмӦͷˣ˺ҲãͲÿαƵˡҡҡͷҪˡ
ǷԸĹŮ̫࣬ʰʰؾ·ȺĲ°ɣվӦ÷˹ˡ֮ԺҪúõţ򲻿ʲôϸˡǰ˲ģڵߣʱѪɡӦš
ɷһشǬյſھͺţ㰡ˣ߽ůҲû񣬼߿ࣺСӱ̫ˣС̶Ծˣ֤ûˡ̫϶ǳģô죿á
楹ӣ£ȱ軺̫ΪʲôСӣʵڲôȥġ
ɺһڲ裬±ӣӦţ뵱ָ֤ܲв飬˭֪ûԺô¶ˣ̫թˡ÷ģС̫ܵˤˣһӱץסˣҾڸǰءɻţ׼أżȥ³Сӡ
ɼСӽ˾ʲôˣһû̶Ծ......ͷϸϸţ㿴⣬⡭ô£߬ܲɸùҪСˤˣ˾ͱˡʺ˵ʲôϸҿСӾǰģϧûԺôʣҲûǣ
楹ͷӦţˣˡʵҾúΣȾ̫ΪʲôСأ
ӦţС֤Ͳ֪˭ǱıˡѾܲ˵ģ˶Ͷ࣬˵ǰ
楹̾Ҳȥһǿⲻ̫ͻʺġϸϸżܲɺģº㶼ƸˣСӷСӣʱ˲ãץסˡ
ţСӲʶСӰǽ飬ܲʶۣȥץСӵʱűץϾȻ֤ǰ¾͸̫ˣǰźõġһӣ̫嶯ˣǰźõģ
楹ǣһţɿãһɲĲ룬ɡ
ɼˣ۾Ź⣺˵
楹˵ˣ£ͷβ̫ܶʺܲɺɵ˵ݣһжΪ㡢ҪЮ㡣
죬ͷţ̧ͷɣ̫ԼŮעѲŵݡۣܣ
楹ӻݡݺ޶ԣһµĻᱻӡӡʱܴʹһҹͺˣٹӡӱʧˡ룬ոհ磬ܲɺ˵һһͣݣ԰鶼ָ㡣˲ˣԲҪ˵ˣֻףŭ԰
ɵͷϸϸţƵģ˵ͨˣͨˡ̧ͷ楹Ҿֱ̫ӵ͸ǺıӦ˽һУȴֻݡ۵¡Ƹֽ̫֮Ű˵ܲɺˣССӦ̫ˡǹָ֤ȥץˣܲɸΪҺø̫漴ɱǣȫ
ɷ꣬Ծؿ楹㣬ǲ
楹Ҳסˣö࣬Ҹ֪ʲô˵¡һǹ᲻̫ˣ
ɴſҪУҲһУȥ顣
楹ֳŶͷ㿴ʱܲŵӣһΪһʹһҲţҰ̫̫ϵֻܸ׳Ƴ
ɻˣ㣬а㶼ˣô죿ֻܵˣ
楹̧ƤɣڻôǸ۵㡣˭ߋ磬̫Ƶϣֻô۸ӣø˶ɵľ档ܲɺ˺𣬻˦㣬˵ʲô˵֪̫һ㲻ţһ˶ͷϡ
վصţĻ̫ûв£һܲΪˣҸ̫ĶԹȻ˦......Դͷۣͷ......
楹ӻһ仰ǶҪ㡭
͵תͷ楹Ҫʲô......ˣҪͨһ
楹ӣҸͷܲɺˣ̫ͻʺȴֺܺܲûϲ˻ϵģǱԸģʧ軹Ҫѹ


308 ǿ

楹˰ɣǱ㣬΢ᣬﲻ㡣
̱˵ϣֻܵˣ
楹ҡͷҵʱ˵Ҫ죬ʵڸһ֮ġ
ɿЦţ㰡ҪңӵˣվȻȥˣ룬ǵİѱء
楹ӦţСһ㣬ʲô㡣Ӧţȥˡ
ɻ˳ţȴżĲˣصţôأֱ̫ˡ
ӦţԭΪȵعȥأ£ô졣
ţݺʺ𣿡
ҡͷǣ̫˵Ҹ߻ʺĺޡףΣӦø޹أܲɻ楹......
ҡͷūһ㲻ףЩҪôȥɰ
ӦţˣƼǷһءôʱ䣬ҲñˡйˣɸҪ£Ҫ˭¡һֱڴ̫ʹһֱһҪ˭
ߺߵأ̫ˣҪôʺܲɣҪô楹˭
ϸϸţʺܲɸѲǣֶԹѲģܰ......ˣɵ£ǻƼ̸̸ɡ
׵ͷӦţǣ˵ǣҲûرˡҪˣɾǱ߬ˡ
̾ԽԽܲɵֱǶԵģ£µǶڰӰǸˡ˵ˡ
ҹݽ̷ˣΪûͨ˶һ¡ЬŽ̷Ÿ첲ض񣬼ݡ
ְѽŷŽľͰ̷Цģʵƺܿģ
̷ͷӦţ޽һӣϸ˵ᣬ뻽ȥĵģϸɡ
ϸϸţˣǲǰʤ̣
̷ֵͷ˺üǣûгʤ̵ζˣƷ
Цţϲϡ
̷ᳯţŶͷۣúܡشʤ̣ϲǣЩӹ԰Գһɡô
۾һ᣺ϸЩˣǶǼۺ죬Ӧ˴󳼰ɣǵĵҲģս³ԽòиܴˣѲ֣ͣӦá
檲˽ô£ȴ˽ģעصľšáТ£ͷɣݺѪ̣޲ԣ˼ⲻǳɴ߱ĻΪǴľأ
̷۾һ˵ûҪΪǴвˡЦš
Ҳݽˣ̷ߣȡ檴Ϊ̫ƽһ췴檲ôȥ˵Ǿᡣϣͷͣ򲻿֪͢սʿġ
̷֣ЦţʵڳѲµĻҲʵһ¶ƴӣϤĸͳﻯսʴݡ
ţˣϸҪǣǸʶҲ͸Ӿְˡû˴ǰսˣۣȻΪֵҲͷðɡ
̷῿ŵӱۣ޲Ҳû˿ãǽϵ̫ƽ˰̣ԮֱˣǻʳҲͱסˡۣ͸¶˰ˣ۵úܣ۵úܣ......
̷ۣ֨ô˵ˣ
˵ˣ⻼֪ˣȰˡ
̷ҡĸ첲˵˵ʲô˵ʲôϲ˵
˵ˣϻҪҲҪ֡ˣЪ죬Ե㲹ҩͻˡµǻۣǿˣһʱǲġ
̷̾ϢţǰɣĿգǶӿգǿտҲ
ͷ̫˵öԣʵá
̷ڵϣТ޺Ϊ¸޷ưʲô
̷գҵĵڶҪ빬ˣΪˣѿˣǲ֪ôЦء˭֪޵Ŀడߣû֪ͷ
ЦˣˡϱˣôܻġӣʱѾôʹˣȳ檺͸ˣһһӡ
̷̧ͷãھȥЪϢˡ


309 ôԸ

ٿһҹź̷ϴȻȥӴ⹬밲콥ˣ԰ĻøˣЦţøˡһߣһ߿š
ÿ춼Ҫ趨ʡҲʵûʲôҪ˵һ죬ˡЩˬ÷ӵиˣô֣ĿԴء
ɵȴûг죬ߺߵȥˡˣҲݺݵײһ£˦ˡ
ɿɵıӰ̾Ťţźˡ˵ˣﶼģʵڲҲ֪ôȥֻɣûб÷ӽȴ˰ɣȻһЩ֣ʵ᲻......̾
ӻ׵ģӦȥ̫ʺȻϲɣδϣûˣҰټµºԲģĳڱ˵ʵŴӵվᱬ㲻ɽҷҲ˸淢ڣվˣˡ
Żţָ̫ʩѹ˰ɣʵڲ֪ô졣
Ӧţ˿ˣһҹʲôˣµȷôƽճñȳ檴ϻۣûзӰסеĽԸһ˳еֻҪ̫
ֽӻӵȻУǶס˵죬ֻôأ
ֻ͵ܲ˵ë˵㣬ú룬е.
ɵͷĬţֺ̧ͷţһӣ˵ɡ˿ٷӵ£֮߻ϣ糼̹ס̹ܱ˽ҷĺãʹ֪Ҳܻһڶŭ
źһۣʵôأһطġ
ӦţѾ־ˣԸֻҪôԸ⡣
̾㲻֪е£Ͼ͵һ̫Ҳ֪ӵ飬һֱΪзǱӷ֪һˡ
ӻһֱΪ⣬һ˵ҹĴ򿴣ԭ⣬ΪһֱٳԱӷġưɣﰡɱ㶼ġҪǣƭһθҲһ뵽̫ȥǺһģ
ɸæӦţ˵óҲ뵽ˣΪˣ檸Ҫ̫أֻҪҧŲſڣûȷָ֤֤̫ʹҲͲǨŭ̫ˣǨŭȴû㹻ɡǱ˽ҷ󣬳ȥĻΪ̫ѣʹǳģҲˡ
ŵͷӦţ˼ˣһԹ̫һ㿪
ɹ˽ҷ϶Թ̫ǺβԹһأͷø׼ˣˡˣ檻Ҫûͻϵŭ򲻿ǣ̫ү
ͷӦţҲ׽˼ˣ̹ףԹأҲֻᵱ̫ɰʹйܱȱãǰ񱾾ûķð£γܵˣ
ΨһûϿĵ£ϲҪĸоͺˣ̫£ҵĲҲɢˡ
ɽӻõ˼һЩܻûϵСһЩţѾˣһģŻϴЪϢʱȥ˵ȥ֮ǰһＰʱͻϵŭ˿̫û淴λ֮ģʵڲңүǲҡöշ檸м
ɣӦţҲ......ȥճװ״һЦţӦĲ˵Ǹȴһ㣬㼴ʹΪ¶ܻ޲
ɽӻôӱڣˡŸѾӣҪûǨŭ̫ү
ˣֻˣֹ檺޳ܣһˣȴʵû˵ֿ˿ͷ̫......̫һֱ̫һֱԸҲΨһˡ֪²˵㣬Ҳ֪ϲ̫Ϊ̫ԭҲһֱӦ̫˵Ѿʺˡ
̧ͷţ.....ʵû......ǽлᣬһ´£ϻӦأһϣģϾ֮......


310 Ҫ˵˵

ŵͷӦţǻϵ£ҲǹҴ£Ҳֻһʣһ£Ľ˶ѡ
Ứؿͷ׵ģ׵ģӦһ¾ˡ
ţ˵¼򵥰ɣܼ򵥣ϴӦУ˵ѵúܣϲӦͲС
վ檶лȥ˺󣬻ʺöշ̫Ϊ̫Ĳˣɡȥˡ
ţʺ𣿾Ȼĸо̫ˡһȥûأûа......
̾ϢţôأΪΪ룬˰ɣ֣Ҳ뵽ˣֻǲ˵Ҳˡ׼ʱȥϣͲˡ
ͷӦţɽǸˣ˻кñġ
ɷ׳Ӵ⹬˫Ⱥط߲·ˡ׿޵ļˣҪ𣿲˵ƼæȥƼһæɱɵġ
ɷźǽӦţ²ˣԽԽΣգֻˡףˣ㰲ģӦò۵ˡ
ײ᣺ū澲ֻɺū澲һҧūˣ̫һֱٱ̹װɣӺˣˡūʵڲأˣͱɹҡ...˵ˡ
ɷǽţغǳţ̫ʲôΪŮΪɣĸԸȥԹԡ
׵ͷӦţūʧˣ֪ˡ
ЦˣѾͷˣһ·ɡ
׵ͷӦţˡ
ߺߵػ˵Ѿں÷ϴ־ͿʼáҪ࣬ţ᲻ᶯˣжˡŰڷСŮʵԹ𣿡
СŮӦţûأҪ𣿡
ƼӦţǴǰԣūȥ롣
ɷӣţһԵúȵöһҪһԡӦš
Ƽ룬С˶ûǰȴʹɫƼŵֶˤҧгݵŹһҹôż
Ƽŷ͵ţһ***ȥ߻ʺ
ɺţ㻹ȥͲñأصţô죬ô......ɶ񣡵簡Ĳϸ״ΪʲôҪҰô죡
ƼҲٵţô......
˺ûһžˣ޵Ӧԣ˦ӳˣҽȥֻˡ
ɳ˵ƫﴫӢڵЦ̾ǣȴûʹأôˣʵڲİ
ɷ˳Ǭ楹أ˽òˡ꣬ʵǲǶˣ
ɹǣõķﱻ˶һԶģҲ֪Ҳԣһûˡˣò֪ˣ
楹ˣ̾ýô죿Ҳ֪ô죬ֻǹû˴ҵġ
ɳ楹ҡţôϻۣһзӣҰɣҰɣ
楹ͷ׷ʵл˵ɣء
楹̧ͷˣֹʢࣺ㻹ûŰɣ˶˵ɡ
ɸæվôýʢ࣬Ը
ýӹӣʢ࣬εؿ楹ʲô˵ʲôܳܣʲô¡
楹ͷµˣûʲô𣿡
Ӧţȥ̫ϴɣֻҪҵͷˣ̫ӦûŹҰɣ
楹ҡͷ̫ҪԭˣͲһˣ......ҪŰˮϡ
ðݸɣɽַϣ˵òҲδôҪЮǶԲסңҲвǵġҲѾϹΪʲôŹҡ
楹̾㻹ھ̫Ը𣿡
㶣漴ˣʺܲɣҲͲҼ̾......Ӳˣ·һ
楹߬ɵ֣㲻ôˣ㲻ǻз𣿡
ɿЦţ̫ϺҲܴʲôأ״̫͸ɱˣҲҪ͵͵ˣֱӾܴôŶ·һ
楹ã˵ȴ˵ᣬߥ淢̫µˣ˲ôˣҪ˵˵ɣź棬һû跨ס㡣


311 Ƕ˼

ɶһ£˵Ҫ浽ǸزĻңᶪҲܣ
楹ӦţȻҸ̫⣬ȴԣֻҪ˵˭Ҳ׼㣬û˸Ҷ㡣ûǸס㣬һ仰еģҾò󣬻Իעġ
ɵͷϸϸţ楹֪ʲôҳҲһ˽ģе㡣鵽زˣ·ˣֻӻˣҲֻлܱס㡣
̧ͷĿᶨ˵ǣǿʼˣڷġ......ҪǶϻ᲻أһҷ˰ɡ
楹ţҩ㻹֤ݸһһҲͲˡһֱ£һֱΪԸ⣬ҽվ빬ˡ߻ʵ飬֤˻ްҲͲٷˣҲˡ
Ծɳţϻ̫𣿻ıأ۹......
楹̾ϢţһȻŭһԹ̫˭Ҳ֪̫ɵŭһģҲдϢʱˡ
Ƶģǣ̫ģͷҲһȥˣͿʼˡ...ʹϿ˵ҪңִҪɱҲܰôôŶҵĽ֣뵽ˡ
楹ӦţǶģ˵ˣôԸɣʱָֹʹ㡣
ɸæӦţôᣬ㶼ΪҺãһֱĻмġ
楹ҡͷˣֵһûвʺе£Ҿܣʲô鶼ƸңҲʵĺܣȴҲֻܱ
ӦţûˣһЩǻˣҲᱻá
ˣ񣬼˵ţū˵ո뿪Ӵ⹬ʱ߲·ˣҲ޸ͣȴ֪ô¡
ţֻк²Żɣʲô楹
楹ҡͷҲס
һأǰҶˡʹ۷һѾˣֻͶ
ɶˣƣƣȳԱǶ
ȫ֪ľɻع֮˼ˣ׸һϳˡƽʱôҴӦͬˣȻˡ
ţ̷ݽҲðգеʱ΢һ£ȥĵˡ뿪ʱȥ֪ͨţҲ̫һ£µʱĸˣûȥ
һ·ѣĵſڣ˲䲻ˡ࿴˵ˣȥɡ̧ȿż
޵񣺡ˣأʲôҪ𣿡
ӦţҪ¼ϣͨһɡ
޵µͷ˵һᣬ˳ˡ񣺡ȥɣ檸ˡ
ɵͷˣ˵˵ͳ
˸æӦţ˵Цˡüͷһ壬Ͻ죺ʧˣòױϺöţڻšȥˡ
޵³ˣЦţأȥɡ
ɿףȥˡ
̷ڻɽˣ̧ͷһۣʵʲôҪ£˵ɡ
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̷ͣ˱ʣôˣ˵
ɵͷ檲̧ͷ۳˵ʲôϲҪҪע塣
̷㶣㵽Ҫ˵ʲôѱʷˣã޲˵ɡЦš
˵ˣ֪һֱٳ̥ҩ𣿡
̷Ӧţ֪̫ԹķӡţǶ˼ˣûһϲûð
٣ͷ......ûã......óԵ÷Ǳҩ̥ҩ......
̷һ۾һʲô
ɿͷϳģϢŭӡ
̷῿ӱһصͷ˵ѻ˵
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ɼ˭֪......˭֪һֱ......ѡʺ󣬳檵ʺıˡȴȵ³ӣȥˣԾû......


312 ϲ

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̷վ漴̧˸첲ֳַӣǰ㣬Щˣ磬˵öʵ
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̷ֳţˡһյĵԭ޵⣬ֽţôĵ
ɿͷϢŭ尡
̷ʵû뵽Ǻã㲻˵ǾͳһҲԶк.......֣ȳȥһ˾һȥ
ɿͷϣ......
̷ᵭȥţ޵£Ӵ⹬޵Ӧţů
ź׼ĵһ̷ỽعˡڵţỨؿˣûǱúõ......úõȰһȰɡ
ŵͷӦţ˵ȥɡ
޵ƿţŽˣ߽ů󣬿̷Ŷͷţֱһиˡŵĺһůۼˣߵǰػţϣ
̷̧Ƥ˵֮ǰѾ˵˰ɣ
ŵͷӦţǣ˵ˣ֪ˡ
̷ֳţǣŵ̧֣ͷ粻ģҲҵģһġһֱԹޣޣһֱ......
˻࿴ţӦϣ֮·׷ӣ檲һһơһֱģϲı֮ģҵġ
̷վߣȥʸ
̷ᣬ˫ϣҪȥһʣ½֪ԲҴλģǲȻɶһֱŰɡʵˣԴҲΣɹ̹ġ
̷ͷţЦţ......ڵѻλøܣɽӣܸҪ𣿡ˣˣһֱԸ⣬ԭƣɶ񣡿ɶ񣡡ţɣԾ
ŷ̷ˣ̷Ŷͷ......ޱǰĥҪð£ŶûҲ֪ô졣ţ·
ӦţЩҲ㵵޴롣ϣĸǼٷˣҲ淽ˣ֣һɣ
̷ţۣ۵úܣڸˡ㻹ֻţܲȥٿԾɣ¶ˣɽˣ......ţȥɰɣǣҩ̫ۿ£ۿֶŮܾĥ
ŵͷӦţˣȥּ
̷ɿţվ˱ʣ̫Ļ͸Ļ̫ȡʹ̫Ҳˣ̫ɹǲٸְ
񣺡ǣ檼ˡϰģ檶̫ۿ¶ƣϣԻ뷨
̷ͷɣ£֪̫ͨҽԺһһǵӣȻظޡҪһ㲻ã޾Թȥһ޵ݡ
Ӧţת뿪ˡû˽ϣ......
޵ºţϣܲūŸ߻ϡ
ֵ߻ϡůˡ
һԻ̷˱ʣϲ˰
޵ºˣӻϣү......û˵ꡣ
ɴϲˣϲˣţñˣ̷᣺˼Ϲȥɡ
̷ѱһȵ棿
޵棬̫ҽһˡ
̷ῴţЦˣã̫ˣֿ޵£ȥ̫ҽԺԺй޵ȥˡ
̷߳ůˣڵӵվţǣ֡ЦţոţĸֹΪ㲻ڣԭϲˡǣů󣬰ڿϡ
θŵز֪ǺãҲ˵ˡſˣɣ̷᣺ҲɣҲ͸ˡ
̷ῪļˣЦţʺˣ˻˰ɣ
ź檹ϲϣϲˡ
ŻˣϽ˵ˣ򲻿ɣ򲻿ɣɷˡ
̷Ÿ첲ţʺˣҲˡ
ţɡȥ˰ӡ
ֽŵܲɽ㲻ɣԸᡣ
̷ˬʵЦţû£ʵţֽܲ㡣


313 ׼κʽ

ūǶûĶְӹ˸Ͻš̷ЦţһҪϲˣǵûʺź򲻿ɡ
̷۾һʺôУźԺôϲɡ֣վˣɣɡ
߰ɣŻϺ˵强ˡ
˵ͷɬܲɽȤˡ
̷ῴԸ߰ɣŻʺʲô޻ʺء
űӦţϰģ檶չ˺ˡ˿ˣϲǴ£ϽΪɰɣ
̷ͷãٰ°ɡϽɣãҪлˣеʱлˣ޺ܿģ޺þûôˡЦţл֤ǽģû⣡
ӵӦţ˵Цˣ念һֱúõġ
ȤӺˣڶǲýˣҲٺЩҩˡ
̷Ӧţǣͷ޵°ЩҩӶˣӵ޿ĵطȥֹЦš
޵ýˣ̫ҽԺԺУ̷ỹԺˬˡˣơ
ԺйɸǰһһЦơתת̷ţϲϣϲʺȷʵС
̷ῴţҸЦţ֪ˣȷһ¡ˣ޽ɵ̥ˣͺҪκβأҲҪսˡ
Ժпͷϰģ΢Ϻ̥
̷Ÿ첲ãȥɣȿЩ̥ҩԺȥˡ
վҲվЦţϺúõĺ˵ɣ檺ܲȥˡ
̷סˣ޻л˵ɣȻعɣ޴͹ȥ㣬Ҫעӡ޵£ɻع֪ͨ񸮣Щ
ЦţϰģҪˣ檶õġ
̷ͷӦţǸ˰̫ˣȥˡ
ؿ̷ᣬſЩˣ̷ỽû̧ǰλΣعˣߺ̷ЦпЦ˾ͺãݸһЦӻôÿ
̷Ҳпϲ޻˵ģץţɻ𣿡
űӦţϴôأҲ淽ӣоΪķӣɣ
Ҳ˵ɽĵƣǱãϲȻ¡
̷룬漴Сӣɽ
ɺܿˣֹϴáº̫޹أ飬̫ɡ
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̷ῴţҲҵ˭֪һֱΪ׶ƽ˭֪ĸʲô...
վŵùˣֿͷϣ˷飬֪ʲô֪̫ı棬ǲңǲң
ųϣ˷ȷ̫ԣˣӰ˻Ϻ͹ǰҲһֱҹ
Ҳӻ檲֪ǰֻǻϢŭ
̷Ӧţ޺Ҫھְλ......
̧ͷ̷һۣ˲̷ŻɣɲţƵҪϽס
̷ᶢɣ磬ĲĴ㣬̤̤ʵʵһ䣬̫Ҫʲô
һָ˾Ӧţϣ̫ȷĹóɢٷӣó³ӣĵλ뱨ʲôλĲҵģĲҵġ
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̷̾......治Ĵ㣬ʵڹ֣ʴȶʴȡţʺȥ̫޽ֹ͹ҾҲ׼żٽҲáҲãʲôˣ׼κʽ


314 

̷ĸʲôʱˣԻ׼빬ʲôʱأ֪ٿúõ꣬ĵĸ޵ţ
Ӧţ檼ˡ
̷ῴɵ磬Ҳ׿ڸ̫Ҫ޿ߣ޲ҪκԹԣʲôɾĻǰҲ͵ͷˡ
ɿͷ檼ˣлϡ
̷ֿţһ򰲷ؼ̫ʹϲɳ¡ֿɣ޲㣬ǲģֲٿ㣬úõȥź̫ɡֿţҦһɵͷƣޡͬʱ̫Ļ̫ɣ·ϲɿ̷ȫ塣
ҲлϿˡ檻õġ
һѱס̷ȣʹˣлл̫檶ؼٲзΪ
̷̾ȥɣˣԻᴫ㡣
ҲˣãáɣϽԣһг䶨ȥɡ
Ŷ̷ḣϿģȥɰɣȸˡ
߲·ˣź̧ĵȻŹȣӻѵģæܾţʺﲻɣԸ......ᵹĵſڵĵשϡ
׻һԹأΣ޵òŸæ˵ţûˣ˭ûдȥȥг˽δߡ
׿ͷлʺ֮ȥˡ
֧վлʵ޵ݣȥˣĵĵש
ӻȹҸʺҲǱˣʲôûȫǻʴȵԵʡ
޻˵ʱ̹ڷǰ
Цţǻº͵ˣֻҪˣûд˵ʱ򡣽㰲ģȻˣһҲͻָˡ
˵أɴɱˣˣһжѾˡۣɱǰˣ磬̫ɵˣ̫ɵˣôϴûУ
һۣʧˣûдκˡ
ɵĹɣҪԱָֻš˦֣ˣɵĸ첲
׽˼ߣˣ˱˹Żվţθűο޷ȥɣⱾˡ
ɷ˼ߣ̾Ϣţ㰡̫ɵˣΪʲôѰ·Ҵû˵ãûеģοԸ
ӦţһнˣҲ˷ҪЮ̫ˣǸ߸ģรɡ
㶵أʲô˼ܹ㣬Ĺػ㣬˵̫˰ɣ
̫ǣ߰ɣɻعɡ
̧̫żˣԾţֵɣ㻹֪ɣϲˡ
۾һɣʲôʱɵɣϲˣӲһ¡
ļˣɣ˺ӾͿȴССλأ
ˣȥٿɡ
ˣ㶵վţӦӼ׷ˡߺ޵˽Ūڹ֮䣬һвѹ̫ʧȥһᣬ̫թˡ
ˣɣ֪ٸ˭˵𣿡һۣȫԸ⣬ֻ֧ӰС˶ѡҲǲĺĽҲԶʧȥϵģҲˡ
ɾȵҲˣ̫˰ɡߺߵﲻҪһ޹ӣ»ǵ̫ʧƣǶһ޶ĺ֮ˡˣһ˵֮ǰ檵ķ¶ˣˣᰡ
Ŷһۣ˵ۿɸ¶ˣ
ӦţûУֱ̫̫˴ˡ
һתӦţһŶɾΪú㣬Ըġ̫Ҳ֪µģԸˣôȥ㣿ûбҪˡ
ӦˣٸתĿ֪꣬Ƹ˭ʡİɣ檲ˣعˡ첽š
ŵͷסתﻹʲôԸ
ŵּͥܲûб׼κɲ׼̸̤һ
죺ʲô˼ѻ˵
ӻôڸһ顣ˣʽ㣬ҪĸӶʲôֽţٱ
ָˣҵš֪ˣ檸ˡ첽ˡ


315 ʵʶ̧

źٿţز˵ˣ˺þãŵ˰ķΧοﵽױﲻסˣҪѹˣҲһкӵġ
ӦţҵȲˣھҪھУھ
Цţϣ⻰Իȥ˵˵ûءУ˵ްҪˣǶеġһ㶼żˣеġ
ŵͷҲ֪ǲǱӷԶˣⶼûˣҲò˰ɣ
ӦţҵѾˣȴһֱû̫ҽúƣе㱾£㿪ӵɡ
ӦţԴӷ̫ҽʹҵľƳ٣Ҿ̫ҽˣˣҲûʲô⣬û̫ҽ
ЦˣˣɴûԹӷ뵽鷽ӣǵôû뵽أҪ¸ӣϸø˳ʲôأ
ͣסˣΪ˻ϣһҪסɣһҪסɣ
ŵ֣˼ţ֪һסɣⶼΪ˻ϣһжΪ˻ϡţȷѪּݣˣǵó״򵹼ɡȭͷ
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̧̫Ƥţһһһ£˵ˣ̫ͷϣȻˣͶûˡ
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˵ˣ̫檶˵һ䣬Ǵ·Ӻүϣܾ˱Ȧ˸ˡʵڸøлǻᣬûôݵ˼...
̫һ漴ǰĲ豭Ƶϣֱġۣšüͷţͷۣͷ......ۣ˳ˣ˳ЦТǾʴȰǶʲô
ˣŻûü˵˵ˣֱӶ˻ȥǲɳȴ֪̫⻰ʵ治ʵʶ̧٣
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ֻװģϴʧԣ̫ˡ
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̫ЦˣˣҵˡɨŹŵˣתıóˣ˰ɣǵˣˣ
Ӧǻʺ󣬺һֱǳ檵ġ
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̫Цˣ֪»ŭʵۣΪʲôɣһ˳ˮۣèָŰұˣ¶βˡ
ЩˣţѾ˵ˣ˽õĽûеʮȫʮˣ̫ס
Ӧţûлʺܲɴ˵ϣ϶檵ģҲᴦү......
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̫ůˣַߺ޵ҵţǶӳԡNɪɣЦá
ŸæӦţ̫ģƽǰȻ檻һеġ
ɷţɵˣ檸м
ɵ֣ʲôûֻ¹ػϣҲ˵ˡúÿο̫ģǰ֮ʣι¾ǣ治ġ
Цţ˵ǣү̾ͻὫںúõģǿģҲͽֹĸҪ
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ŵͷȱ֪ϣôᣬûʲôݶ˼˾ͺˡ뿪ˡ


316 кñ

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̫ŶͷȥˣǳҪ̣װ̡ǳȥˣɣôȥҲҸһʵĺݡ
ӦţˣʹģҲֱ̫ġ룬Ҫǽձ˸淢ָ̫̫ǵȻ޴ˡڴѾˣû˸ҪЮ̫ˣҲĵˡ
̫һɵӣΪʲôɱأްģôأ㲻ˣŸոտʼְҡ
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̫ҡͷĴĴ
ӦţûдⶼΥ檶үûˣԻҲûʲôо°뱲Ӱɡ
̫ۣӦ˵°뱲ӣŶ㲻ޣûкôأٿٰǲסãֻס깵㿴ԹȰһ⣬ڵ£µûӣû˿һ
Ӧţûô࣬һһհɡ
̫̾ϢţСȻ벻ô࣬Űɣ޵ʱ򡣶ְңҲȻʵˣʺȻԵġ
ɵͷӵʵ......̫Ҳ˰......
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̫ɼɵȷϲ˰ɣʵûһӣһ㣬رעɣʺܲɣǻеģԸǲƺӡ
Ӧţ檼ˡ
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̫ˣɵӣزֹ˯ȾˣҲҹˡ룺оôУٸķйذɣʵڸóȵģҲǺкñˡ
Цţʲôкñɣɡ˵ˡ
߳ǬУ楹ڿϿ޵˺ѷΣϲˣôϲôϲ......
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楹һ޵øˣأѾ֪࣬ôʱΣһ̸ɣп᱾Ǹﰡ
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楹ɽˣˣȴ۾ͨ죬زסˡʹ£㻹ʲôȥɣɡ
űӣҲǣҲΪúãҶģûԹ޹㡣ҭţϴ̫͹棬õˡ
楹㵵粻ˣôУûô죡
죺أˡⶼֻʺܲɣߥ޻ģ˵ˣҪйɵҲмǣⲻ֪ȫƣӺˣһˡ
楹ӦţżȱȰȰϣž飬Ҳˡ
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죬˵ūǲŻ˵໰ˡ
üëšţ˵ʲôܲɲ˵أȻ仧ñǿ׺ðǻָų檵ı˵ʲôҸʵʵģʮ
楹̾Ϣţܲ˵ðɣ͸ңҲ֪￪ˡ
ͷأŻʺű̫ˣʵڸøһɫ͸ոЩͿ·֮ݺݵ졣


317 ôش

楹ЦţѾ߬ס˻ϵģѹȴǵûϲˣòʧ
ɻ˵楹ˣԹˡת˻⣺õ㶫ȥɰɣմմϲ
죺ȥʺ˵ˣû׼κ˲ܽȥ̸
楹ӦţͬⲻˣҪȥġãЩʰȥ̸ɣûʺ飬Ҫȥ͡Ӧš
ըˣ㰡ôˣʺʲô˼ǰǰ
楹εЦţԣǣܰôţⲻһ˼Ӧǻϵּɡ......Ѿƫ......ְˡ
ҲˣϴһǰǴҸ䵭ˡ
楹Цţ㿴һǰȴôǰˡɣҲֻˡ
ߺߵأȫֻʺ˵ĻָΪ˼£ֻʺ󡣡վȥˣÿ밲ɨһһֱû˵õˣ۾ϹˣҲ㡣
楹εҡҡͷȥɣЩ
ҪˣһɵɳţһаΧšƼοţʲô¶ûˣٳüˡ
˾񣬰Ƽһۣûü顣ۣ楹һû뵽ģ¶ʧˡӦò㶾ֻŻһ£һȱϸ״
ƼͷӦţĻӦ楹ȴҲĿܵġɶһۣʺܲһ֪ɻôǻ㣬楹϶
ϸϸţʺܲɺ楹֮ĴֽԽԽˣѾˣֻ˺ƫ楹ģҲҪİæʱٺˡһо͵û˰ɣѾ¶Ŀˣٰˡ
ƼЦţǣһǶвûκˡ
Ǹū˱ưˡ
ƼӦţû¡ֵū澻һʣټºͰ˵ĺ楹޹ū澿ȫķ
ɻˣܲɺɵһһͣ˵õģµס楹Ӧ޹ģӦûлẦߋ磬ܲɸù̫ͷͬġ
Ƽˣǻһʲô𣿡
Цˣһ͸µӣô̫ˣôش㣿ҿɡعˡ
տɻعڿϰţūǶһվţЩ΢̧ͷˣֻƳĬݽšҩñĵҪ
ϺЦݣūȥҩ
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ҩ裬˼һˡŶ̾ɺɶˣ޵ĴֶˣǸʱҪϲ
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ӶЦ֣⼸߯æˣһֱÿ壬ͻúõʡصĹûУû㣿
ūˡ漴ɿ֣ūô˼ʣ˵ȥЦҲ˹ء
ߺţǶǱֵַģû˽ﹴʲôģôͻ˹أ㲻˼ʣʣʡ
ͷҪԸĻū澾ֱӼ˰ɣ
죺أôżЩɣ̫ˡ
ӣЦūˣҪԸҲ͵ü𣿡
ӦţǣҪԸ⣬Ǿͳˣô졣Ҫ׼ױ׼լӣƵգܰ޳ȥЦţЩ鲻˶ʱ䣬˵ãͲˡ
Ӧţֻһ갡̫ˣū᲻
ȵ㻹᲻ˣ㱳ҺˣһӦȢˣ㻹װģҡ
ͷûУū澾пܡūͦõģ͹ūһأӦûԸɡ
̾ϢţŮʿ֮ҹܵˣȴܲסġ
̫ݽˮˣЬͷʲôʫأūǲǾū澲֣
ҡͷûУŮɣ㳤ˣġѽŷŽˮˣܵı飺ĵĵţΪҲһ£Իȫġ
ҲЦˣ˹ùãҪ￴Ұ
ùҲȡЦūˡܳȥˡ


318 ˭ǵ

Цţ漴˵ˣ쾴·ŵ˾ˣҪϸ۲ţɲֳʲô
ͷӦţģū澻õġ̾Ϣţūʵû뵽СǱģҲûﲻԾҿֻǸŵģ¡
ͷͬţӦĺãءˣ̫಻ܽźҲʲôҪ£һйŮȴ˭֣ÿһڱ֮Уǿ¡ҴóٳӣҲٳࡣְԸЦˡ
Ӧţǣū澶˲ٴΡʵͨ˭𣿵楹󹬣·ܹܷˣʱܹڻ̫ˡ
ӦţҸʯͷӣʵû뵽ô۸ӣߋºϸ²һΪһȥߵҲûаæĺ¡
ţðüݡūһֱɻ󣬲ÿ˵˵ǸʱûģɸϺ۾û뿪ˣôüأ˵ϴʱֵģСǲ̵ģôأ
ӦţǾǹŮֻйŮˡ
࿴ţ˶٣һֱ¶ˣֻװ֪᲻ˣ̵ˡ
ͷϸϸţ̧ͷɣֲ̫ܣһܲɡ˵Ӧø޹أСһʼźҵģ
ӦţǣӦ޹أūҲ²һΪҲӦòǸɾġ
ͷͬţЦˣ˵´⣬Ļ⡣Ҹ˵ʱǼڸǰСӡСô֪¸Ǹ˴򱨸棿Ǹǳûײһ𡣡
ᶨū澾Ǹ˲ôʵģһǽӵϢȻɱʾһ¡ɱģٿˣʱĸֻء
ϸϸţǣһ̫ˣΪʲôأΪҶ楹޵Цˡ
Ȱţٲɵ涥ײˣϾǹа˵̫ʶ̧ٵĻٲ˵ˣūˡ
֣ôãĲٰ̧һȣҲ飬ˣҲˡ۾һøѵٵ˵輸䣬Ƕˣأ
𱸵񣺡
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Ӧţ㰲ģ˵´ɰ̥Ųߵġ
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ЦţӦ͵á
˵ͷ˳檺Щأɣ˼ҿۡ
εã㣬ʲôǶ˫СЬӣǿԵġ
˵ͷ֪ˡ˵ţɼ¶ޣͶలų檼ΰɣҲء
º͵Цţãᰲŵġ
񣬿ĵȥˡ
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˵ˣѾкˣðͻҵӱȫˣ㿴һҲҩ
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죺ãáͷ֨ˡ


319 ɱ˲գ

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۾һס˻Ȼ֪Ϊ㲻飬Ӱ˱ʱˡ
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ӻˣɴûԹӷһֱǿ绢ţõúܡ
ץ񣬿ɲ֪ô죬һۣȥˡ
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Żû˵ӻ˵ȫɣ⻹ˣĻû˵ء
˵ˣܲɱɡɣдٱ飬԰ɣ
ɷһۣɣһƫ˽檸ˡֵûꡣ
źţһ£л˵˼Ǻúòӣλ̫ҽþãþͲãԸ
ӦţּУϼеһˣֵͬ¡ܸˣҲܻ֣̿Ͳò˵䡣δܸϵ»ãͲˣ˭Ҫ˺ãͱֱ֣ɱ˲գˡһһɨˣǶû
ɵȻͬӦţǲҡ
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Ӧţǲҡ
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źһۣɵͷϣˣ˵ʱ򣬱˶̫ĴҪʧһҪ뿪Թ޻ϡ
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ҲҪȥˣֺסûʲô֮°ɣ
Իţָǣ
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ЦţûУʱûСһˣӦû˸ʲôˡ
ͷԸɡһҪСģһҪע⣬˭ĶҪúüһġ
Žӻܲе㱭ӰעһҲǱҪġ
Ӧţ檼ˡȥˡ
ֵɿƵʵǽŶˣұţ̳ܴܲӦòҪָģԸӦ
Цţ˼ʮ䣬ǲһģҪ񡣡û˵ʲôˡ
ţˣ˼سˣͷߺŻ֪飬ȰŲ˵£Ͻſ
㿪ʼȤţˣ̫ҽͷǺڻʺϿɾǴ󲻾ˡ̫ҽȷ硣˵Űëȵݸ
ãӡӡ
Цţˣ̫ҽɡ
űЦôˣ
ջӣ°͵壬ָָ뿴
ſͨ죬ֿ庹ˮֱţѲеʲô
ЦţԵģһơ
ū......̧ͷȡЦū......
Ÿæû£õ£ֻҪ˹أǲֹġ
ЦţȻֹǾͳȫǰɡ
һ˵ϣˡ΢ʧˡӲŶͷǷĹ


320 ʯѨʲô

˺زЦˣӦţĹ걾ܲˤ̨ףĹˡ
ֲźǷ˸
ŵͷӦţ۾һôˣʲô𣿡
æŻܲģ£ֻЩѪ鹬΢ӷ˱á
ָǹŻʺģ˱ټ㣬úõĿ
ͷлʺܲ΢ؾľӦĺܺãʱ죬³ɵġ
ŵͷӦţԱӷǳԵģֱǷ̫ҽ˽Щֽţһֱд⡣ûвݣͲҶ̫ҽϸ˵õ̫ҽûʹǷĹ̫ҽܺã۹⡣
ЦţǰɣͷȻЩϲǵͷӺöˡؿ壺ѽ
ΡΡӦţ΢......΢ʮˡ
һǴˣأᣬΪʮء
ʮ̫ܽҽԺҲ̫˰ɣˡʮͽ̫ҽԺҲġ˿Ƿ飿Ƿң
ڵϣʺ̧΢ˣ΢ҵҵ˲ͣ
Цţʺ׼ȫˣǶҫػȻɢˡ
岻Ծɷţ΢飬ֻеûҡ
һ㶼ʮˣ֮ǰûȢףѣͷ
Ӧţ΢ѣȥģĴδȢס
ӦţҶ޷ֻҪͬ⣬ġˣôأ
ָָԱߵѾͨͨˣЦţСһ𳤴󣬵Ȼϣ޸ɾŮ⣬Ȼȫˡ
ŵͷʵɱ£ײˣͳȫǰɡ
һͷѾˣлʺлʺ
ӣʺȫǣð̰ţҪǸ㣡
Цţʧ̬ˡˣȫˣΪˣȥ˰ɡ˿ͷȥˡ
ʱ𽣺𣿡
ˢĺˣū澸ʲôū澲ޣޣ
ЦţҪпϵ̫ҽҲ߱һҲָ顣
ҡͷūҪźһӣޣԶޡ
ЦţҲˣ˽ɡվȥˣ㿪˷Цȥˡ
˹ڹſڵˣϽͷæǼȻ飬Ȼȫǡ壺ܹȢ׵û
Ӧţ΢ٺ»¶ĵµǰæء
ЦţŰɣеˡĵŰɣͿʼǰšͷ·Ҫżһ׼Ȣ
Ĩ᣺ūлл......
ѵҪлˣǱΪġ
̧ͷ΢лҪ˵
һۣһòˣôˣ
Ӧţ¹......¹ػʺղŵ......
һ£ߣعع˵
˼ţһ봢㹬ķΧ֮ڣ˵˵ɣôˣ
Ӧţƺù֢״ⶫǱҩ......ҸʯѨ......ֻ΢ȷ
ţ֪㣬һֱܿôأʯѨʲô
ӦţʯѨλڸڹԪѨ֮ϣ׳......ֽоѨ......
סˣӵˣϽæסֵؿ壺ʲô˼ѻ˵򱾹ɱ㣡
ǳǵ˵ɡ
ά裬˵Ÿ̤ŵĹŮţǶȥ弱ٵ㣬˵
˿ϣڵĲˣȻ֪ӦǷ̫ҽԵʡ
ߺ޵ԣ̫ҽָǷ̫ҽֽţʺ̫ҽˣӦ֪˰ɣͷţ̧ͷţ
ŽˣūŶԣֺţȥȥȥҩ̫ҽץֺţһ£УУһʺ󡣡
æӦţĪż̫ҽֵҩ


321

ʵôˣ
͵̫ҽ֪û߻ʺһҲǱˡ壺˵Ĳˣ̫ҽӦûɣɻʺû߹£ô£űġ
͵ӦǼڱӷģʺаûⷽˣͲһ跨ģпȻȻûġ̫ҽ⣬Ӧû㣬ģûɡ
ҡͷû㣬Ѿ϶ʺˣ㲻üˡ
Ӧţģƾǲ̫ʹŮӾģ˼̥ȣ˳ˡ
һ£ǣ֪û˾ͺãû˾ͺá۾Ϭ˵˵ʯѨô£Ȼܷ⣬̫ҽӦҲᷢɣҲûʺָ⡣
Ӧţ念û֢Ǽױֵģ̫ҽҽտһֵᷢġʯŶʹƫƣ˵̫ҽҲӦûᷢġȴû̫ҽˣΪʲôһزأ΢ס
ʵڵˣǾ׷㲻ˣѨһǷֲ˵ģȴˡѨ......Ѩ......ˣˣ̫ҽǷ̫ҽָõĵģһĹЦţǴһʼƣڸ֪̫ҽ˭ˣҲѱˡ
οţģ΢ʱпˣٴ΢ȷһ£ظ
̾ҪûʮİգϲҸ߱ģôأܺãûе𴩣ǺãȻѨǻʺҲ......˵ˡ
ӦţǹżأǷʹŮӾʱûж۵ġʯŵȷ˴ˣֻĲŻ΢㶷һ䣬˭֪Ȼˡ롢ַ룬룬ƻ˴Ѩʹ²СʱõʱǷˣ
ͷǣҷ̫ҽ˵ѨҪѨһᡣˣˣõˣָõϷ̫ҽģָ
ӦţԪʯſ÷ǳǶѨˣǲҵģҲǲҴġұˣĹԪ֮ⲻھƣžĹԪĻӣʵʯš
һľ֣ūˣǻʺ......Ҳ˵ˣỨؿ塣
º͵ЦţӦʯѨõкʹѪ飬γཻʴ˲ϲﵽĿģҪǿģҲ۾ġСΣѨλϵȼȼѨλݡŧۣ۾ġֻĴǿģҪŻʹŮӾ
۾ˣʺģǾϲ
Щǹżأûʵģ΢ҲûӦ޴󰭣Щ΢ȴһˣ΢ǲᷢġ΢ƴȫΪģϲһʱǲˣڲأҲͺˡ
ͷӦţʱ˺һ£ǵطˣּϱӷĴݲУһʱˡ
Ӧţģ΢ʺģһȬġ
̾Ǻãʺ֪ˣһġ壺ֻǼ֪͵͵ĸΣһҪʵ飬һ˵ֻβʣµɱ죬Ѿ֪˭ɵˣۼɡ
ӦţǼȻôˣһϵᱻֵģһӦԵķˣҪġ
Ӧţл㣬Ų¡ǵ磬㾡ɣԲ㡣Ͻȥʺ󿪷ӰɣҲҪעһ㣬Ҫءȥˡ
ոտĵԣȫ˹뵽ͷϸϸţūǶߡˣ̧ͷˣõˣǸٹܳȥ̫һһ
һʯףͻʺٳٲãΪ⣬ԭһжǷ̫ҽơָûʺ֢ҩŷƽʺļĵķӡõ˱˳ѾĹԪʯһжǰǵļƻСǲѨҲȦףʵ֪
Ӧţū澼ǵãʱõԸ˵ѨλõģûпҴˣ


322 

ӻп˵Ҵ̫ҽȴᰡġȴûоҪôʹҪôйֹݸҿ
֣߬õĺͷ̫ҽйǾ楹ʹˡȻ򣺡ֲʱҺβһһ£ԭ㣡
죺һʼͱˣֻҪ̫ҽ˭ˣһҲˣֻϧ޶֤ˡ
õ楹ˣһģԲҴšˣõʲô¶楹ģû楹⣬õ˶ϲκжľˣǺͷ̫ҽһһͣһԵȫԻˡ
ӻҪҪǵôд
ҡͷòˣҲָ֪дԪʵȴĵʯšʱѨλԣԼ̶ԱȣⶼȥˣҲĵĺۼˣˡ
ҧгݣ̫ҽҲ̫ˣͲ±̫׷ˡ
ӻʱս˭뵽ȥ߷ڲͷˣȴ֪롣жΣҪô̫ҽܣҪôõʩ룬˵楹楹ı㣬ôŶ۲㡣
õָѲɣˣ̫ҽǱ̫ڵģûп̫ģ
һ£Ӧǰ̫ϲ֣ץ˷̫ҽȥǼ֡Ҳҡˣ¹غã¶Ѳ˸ϵҪıȨλɣ
ţ˵ˣ⻰˵
ͷӦţ̫ҽ̫ˣӦþõҴѨλ̫ҽûоĬˣ˦ˡ
õǹؼڣʵڸʣһᾪʺôźأ
Ӧţõ˹Ϊ֮Ӵ⹬ʱӦûˡǻȿʲôӦȻԲߡ
ţ̫ҽأҲҪ
Ӧţ岻˵ˣʺû֢㶼ɢˣ̫ҽӦûġ˵ܷʯ⣬ҲӦûɣʺĴûţʺ᲻һֱ֪±ЦһֱţҶûиߡ
ЦˣʺҪţôأԲ֪ġ
ͬţԣôش̫ҽ֪һ⡣ǡüֵҲûˣһòԶԺôʣűץء²滰ˣһ
ūǣȰǸǰһװʲô֪ҲҪ׼ҩĻҲע⣬Ҳлϸˡ˿⣬ûһūţҪǸǰһһȥﶼ֪ˡ
š˵öǶԵģǻʺöİūʵڲ롣
̾ݰ̫ˣ˭£ǻ֪ˣָ̾ϢţңҲ֪Ӻβôסʺأ֪
˵̫ҽᣬҪҪ̫ҽٸʺ󿴿ûʲôء
ӦţأҲ̫˰ɣ᲻弱ߵģ
˻ʺµĴǲҺߣҵġ̫ҽûʶģǱˣҪǸĻǻˡ
ЦţӾǱõģġ
صͷֿ⣬ҧҧ촽˵ˣ̫......̫᲻......ˣҪȥ̫̫ҽ£ʳʵֻǲԸ˵˵ˣһҪʳ
ӻ̫أҪҧô죿
Ӧţ֪Ҫȥһԣ̸˵ˡҾ̫һ֪࣬ôܷŷ̫ҽأһ֪֣ҲҰ楹ôõȴǺðģҲô
ҡͷõ˾ͻᾪ楹ģǻʺҲ֪ʵˡ
ͷţӦ楹ȫ̲룬ȴ¶ۼõ˳ѨλģҲ۲楹õٴһ·ҧ楹ô楹𣿲ģõ˷һȡ
ˣǿôŶ۲楹ʦ֮ŮƣŸҺ޹˼ɣҲ鲼צʵڲװˣ㳤ö̺һ˺ͦõġ
ӻȻĿȷԾҪϸϸģֹһʲôڵ¡
ͷͬţȥ̫ɣõ˵һ롣ūӦš


323

˻˹ʰ˼صıȥ̸ˡǳˣԹţ첻ôôϲأҲ
Цţ˵ɵˣúõӣҲһϲġ
ԾίţҪô죿ĸƾӹĿྡˣٷˡأҪĳЦ
Ȱţ¶Թͺðɡʺ̸סһӻģҲͺˣֻкôûл
ţܣҹȥҿЦ񣺡Ҫ˵ˣҪӹǡ
æӦţū澲˵ˡ
˵̸ŵ̫˵˵ˣʺ֪ҹҲͬҸͶŤͷ˿ŶС̫ࣺͽȥɣ㡣
С̫ȥˣһᣬˣ񣺡
˰ͷȥ鷳ﻰ檲ÿաūǣع
߼˵͸ɣȺȲ衣
ĿбӣӦҲʡּš
׷˼Ȳ衣
ͣס˽ŲˣͿʼüˣڸһ飬ҲʡҪߡ
סˣΥ
˵æɿ֣û˵ʲôȥֱӣ£ԭĹ
񣺡ﶼ׵ģȥɡ
ߺߵػ̸Թ߯ʶ̧ˣūҲûãڿࡣǰҲûôһ
ˣⲻ˵ûһƻǶʯ⻨ѬţЦӦõĶԼãĵġ
⻨ѬͷβмаУϣţ㡣
Ͻֹ˻ʺķԸˣʲôһҪ̫ҽܸá
ӹ⻨Ѭš˰Уָ״һš˵ʺ˵㣬֪û㣬Ҫ̫ҽ
ЦţôĿŵ㺦Ұ˼ֵˣɣ̫ҽðɡ
Ӧţ죬͵͵ģ̫ˣⷿﶼŲˡ
εǰû˴㣬Թ٣㣬ӶˣǺأ
ЦˣȻǶ
ɸŶӣпţǰơơ......ڰͷˣڰˣ̾ѣ˶ʮ꣬Ķꡣ
ӻǰûͷǰӣڿɲһˡϳԾɾÿߵҲ죬Ƕˡ
ɷվƶ죬ȥûУҪˡ
ҹȥٿ̫ˣȰ룬ʵڵȲˡŲĲͣضţͣشߴ࣬ʳѰ
ٿطǸǰһĶһЩˡС̫ů̫ڿϣûκεװΣɫЩ㲡̫ҪЪϢ𣿳檸ˡ
̫Ŵ⣬ҪЪϢͲˡˣʵĿˣʲô˵ɡ
Ӧ̫˵ǣҲװģʲôˣֱˡ̫Ĳ֪˭ʹ̫ҽݺʺе𣿡
̫һȻ֪֪
۾ˣˣ̫߳ɡ
̫һۣ
ӦţôԸ߳أ
ֿ̫΢΢һЦôСֿ⣺ΪѽôͻȻˣ֥ùӣˡ
ͷ̫֪ʺͳأ檲֪ߵغŴζײҲ³......˵ȥˡ
̫߬߬ȴɵô˵ˣ಻˰ɣ˰ɡҪǻ̫ûһ˸Ҷײģ˵ˡӣ˰ˣ֪ͻʺа࣬Ҳˡ
Ӧţл̫ⶼǳ檸ģ檶㡾ְٲҷϡ
ֺ̫һһףٵĺܣֻٰ˲С˵ɣôˣ
Ӧ˰ˣǰ˹Ҷ£иټµ£檲µ˭ˡ


324 ʹض

̫ˣһߋ°ҾдʺûУŶͲȥһû˺°أɸһŪðʵûˡŶͷ
ǳȰţ̫һһҹû˯ˣϸ塣
ӻ֪һֱ˭ֻҪ̫˵̫ҽıʹߣ檾𡣡
̫Цţ˵ˣ϶˭˭
˶ţ³֣ɣ
̫ظŸղŵĻ˵ˣ϶˭˭
˵̫
̫ܵҲظһղŵĻ
˵̫Ѿ֪˹ӣҶٴڳǰġ֪ǣۿӵһͷٹٹ˳õ˸ǰ......
̫Цţʲô֪ҲʲôûҲʲô˵
ˣ
̫һԻ󣺡˭˵ʲô
ʵ檾֪̫Ź̫ҽģҲһʳ֪ĶǸҲӦøһͼͣһٵߥɸ淢һٵɵìܣһ㰡һ͵óˡ
̫أ˵ʲôʲô˵öԡȻʰʲô˷ʱˣȥԸɡ
ӻһԸ̫ȷһ£ǲ
̫˿ǳ͵Ű˵֣汳ģֵƣЩҺ޹ϵû˭ԣ楹̫ҽ׿˵ã׶ãǼپ鷳Ըƽϼƽˡ
ͷվȻ̫̫ģ˿ûܵµӰ죬ϯ󳼡
̫ܼװ֪ҪеģͰﵭ磬ɰǲ١
񣺡̫ģʺϺһеġȥˡ
һ˵ǳ˵ѽ̫̫ҽʲôû˵˵楹Թǵġ
̫۾һߥɣԹްңôͼʲô°ʳ̫ҽʲôָͷ˭ߋİټ˵ܲһµ楹Ź᣿Բᡣǰ˵˭ģɱˣݹūţûеڶ
ǳӦţūףǾöһ²һ
̫ʺܲ϶楹ģֻץİѱںˣ׿˵˳ǾнڱˡЩˣɣʹضɣʲôֱˣҲأǶԽݰԽ......ǳ̾
ٿţûɣοѾ֪˭ˣôüأ
ЦˣӦ֪û֤ݣ֪ʹ󣺡ҪǣҪ̫Żϵ楹ָʹ̫ҽģǾͺðˡ
Ӧţôܣ̫Ըָ֤Ҳ޶֤дЧġ̫᲻ǹ˵ãһţ֡
ģ楹̫ĺܣҲ嶤ĺߣĻ档
ЦˣȻ϶ˣǻһʲôأ
ͷţͣס˽Ųһ·֡ݡ۵̫ô׷ˣ߸Ҳжȴʲô֮Ѿûˣ£ӣӦֱɱϸǰȥȴԸܷ㲻𣿡
ˣ룺أȷ̫磬ˣýɱɱ˵硣뵽ʲôɣ
̧żˣЦţҾɻ棬Ҫˡһݡۿ̫ģǰ˻᲻ҲҪˣϾ˶ˡ
ţҪǺҪˣСҧСӣ˵һжƸɡ
ͷͬţĻøľ棬Ҳˡո˵ûҲȫ......ᶨĲ˵Ǹ̫ʹ楹û⼸£Ҷĵ£Ҳһġ
֣ûпõ˴楹أ
һ£漴ӦһûĻпܡϸϸ˼ţ楹ð죬Ǿʹõ֣ûйһõЧ


325 »ͽ

̫ˣڱǰͲڱϣԾɾڡˣԸ⣬˵˵ֻͬժ
ʹŷ磺ֲȥ˭أ
죺ɣǰ˺Ҫׯأʺû⻹Ҫ£Ǵĵģū澰
һۣⲻԸ𣿳˹ٴϾǵġ̾ʵûôȣҵ£˾벻Բߡʹŷ磺ʵû취ƽԻʺһ˵©죬Ǻã
Цţģκġ
һһ˵ЦϽ޳ȥ
ָͷţǼ̫ԶˣдŸȥǹϣػٲһذЦˣ˵ˣū澾뿪ˡ
ӣȥȥɣҲŲ㡣
Цţū᲻Цš
ˣݸһţˡ
ӹţһ߲һ˵ţʲô¡һۣˣ»ͽ£ôˣӦ˵˰ɡȥɡȥˡ
ضţ֮һֽˣ»ͽˡ
˼ţˣСôϲ뵽Բ԰תһת˵Ȳˣץ۾Ź⣺ҪһϲˣϲôС̣֣ó˲
û˵͵ͷ㶵ػݸһЦһʧһѹֳֺ»һӡӦͺˡ
ͷӦţūġ
ȣڶͷ϶Ǻˮȴˡź»͸ǾʫӴ·......ѹˡ
ʹŷ磺Ҷ»ûаˣôģԸף˹ˡ
ҲղŶ˵ˣǺ»үһӣⲻ˼ˡ
ЦˣʱöˣǣⶼǼ󡣡˵ˣ»£ȫͰĹѫһֱõϹעġãܺãչ˼ͷˡ
ӦţˣС㻹Ҫأū澾ʰ޵㣬ͳȥɡ
񶨵ôأҪ;õģʰ֮Ҫ͵͵ˣþ·ȥͣ˵ʹ͸ģ֪ҹñðٱ
Цˣãūȥ졣
Цģֽˣʺ˵ȥһˡ
ˣҸոմֳָˡȥȥӴ⹬
ŵӴ⹬ҲڣҲſھʵʲô£
ŵ㲻Ҫָָϵ⻨Ѭǰ͸ɵģ̫ҽ鿴󣬷ְϺ㡣
˾ȵ㣿㡣ȻģҲôĿŵİɣ
ӦţҲòãɵȷģ̫֮ҽˣ㷢⡣ԭ㲻׷ˣãϸ벻ˡ
ţô죿
ӦţȾǲû֪ٸˣһġҲ˲ôɵӦǱˣȴɵ̫ױˡ
ɽӻȴôá˿˼ΪǰǼ£ΪûԹأ˭֪Ҳͺˡ檺ܸˣû뵽Ҫһ飬ūѣ̫ҽ˿᲻µ뷨һԣ
ź࿴˿ܡŴǣ˵¶ֱӣ⵹Ҳġ
ſɣһģ˵ôô죬Ҫʣ
ɵͷ룺ʱŶԸȲ趼УɼԾ檡Ҫ뺦Ӷúܣ̫ˣҲңӦòţ檻ԭĴ㣬ֻǸһԾҰסᡣҵȵȿᷢʲô˿ֿ
̾Ȼϣ޷ˣȻ˵ˣûвӦĵ
ӻ㰲̥ҪµȷҲţҪˮʯ
ɵͷӦţл㡣ֵҪǱãǰҲɾҲһɡ


326 ܲ

ŵͷ֪ˣȥɣһҪעӡ
ȥˣźЦˣӦ˸ɵðɣҲ̫ɵˡ
ЦţɵôǵĴôǵĳǸ
ЦˣҲ̫ɵˣôֿţ벻ס
εҲףû¾ͺáٶֻۣǿʼ֪滹ʲôţ񡣡
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楹ˣܲɣʵǷ֪ˣһٵس裬ǻʺǱҲܹģ
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楹ӣҲ޹أܲҲ磬蹷ƵҧˡƵ¶ȥôˣô־أ
õվӦţ˵ٹ˳ȥȻ϶檹ʹҶʵԩ檲ҵġ
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ߺߵūȥܲɰɣѪģΡ
楹ҡͷУϲ͸ˣû߻ʺҲϲһǿ׳αֿء
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Ӧţǣ˵á
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÷ߺ޵з̫ҽϧ̫ҽûˣ̫
õ˱ʵ̫Ӧñ˰ɣ
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333 һӾҵ

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楹ҡͷ̫شӦòã룬֪ʺУӦֱӺŻһãͲкİ·ˡǸ̫һڣҹأ˵ɡ
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楹վ˭޸ɡЪϢˡ
ڶ죬楹ɺˡӣԹţ̫ˣȥԲ԰ҹкηԸ
楹Ӧţҽ˵Բ԰¡㻹ǵȥʺе°ɣ
۾һȻǵãܴ裬һӶáˣץʹ𣿡
楹ҡͷûУΪ˵˵¡Ų裺ܲˣԵ껨ץõһ裬˵ָʹ˹ҶǰʵһЩԸ
һӣܲˣתӣ㰡õˣڸյѨׯ轣㰡
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楹ЦҲҰɱ˵ģ˵ꡣʱи̫ʺе㻹ǵ𣿡
˵أūҲˣɻҶ룺ҳ𣿡
楹Ӧţǣ˷̫ҽΨһ֤㡣ֻҪҵ͵ʺǰˡ
ҡͷҹʱˣûҵҵĻӦøˣͱ˰ɡ
楹Ӧţ֪ûڣӦ÷ɾˣһӾҵˡ
ɵͷţ̧ͷ楹ţãðң֪ūŵӣȥԲ԰ҰɣǸ˻ţõҲϴˢɾˡ죬ʹˣܴ裬ܴ裬ǽҲҪһæ
楹ʵʲôæ
˵ūҪҵˣ˦ʺǰʱܲɣʺҲ
楹ЦˣãʮܲһԹһ٣ô
Ц˻úúãɽȥԲ԰԰̫ˣһ˲еģ㻹Ҫһµġ
楹Ӧţ㰲ģһȥűƣֱȥԲ԰ܹ̫ͤģ׶ˡ
ɻȻӣѽҵʱû뵽һӾץˣԸǸūŻš
楹̾ϢţҲˣ̫ܲ
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Ӵ⹬ɻ󣬶Ƽģԭ¸楹޹أһֱΪġ
ƼӦţ楹ȻҪǸ̫࣬Ӧòġ
ԾԻţѲ̫Ƿ̫ҽҲˣɱ֤ˣƲĸɸɾôܻסǸ̫ࣿҲˡ
ƼӦţԿء
ɸ˵һ̧ͷ˴Ӣڳţ˺ҲˣŤͷعˡ
ҧгݣĸʲôأ
ƼӦţָȥ̫ײˣعˡеˣǳȥɡ
ɺߺţûðᷳˣҪҪʲôأˡ
ƼȰţ˰ɣϾһӻûС
ЦˣģѾˡƼǸˣȥɵɵʵĺܡְɣǾͿ֡
˽˹۾һᣬƫһɨͷشӴʧˡ


334 һҳ

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ѵЦţ㿴㼱ãżܷʲôˮ
ƫӢ˿ɽ߳ˡڵ̫ǺȲȥȥȥ
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Цһţڵǵѡ˭أ
Ӣһ˦˭Ķ͸˭£ֲӻţ㿴䣬̫öడ㿴ɸģ˰ɣ
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ӢҡͷУٵȵȿ̫ȥ̫ˣʲôʱǻȥǶ档
죺ǶǣʲôʱԸһ氡
Ӣۣɵϣ󹬾Ǳ˴ãǾ˵ǳбõļֵ㿴Ǹˣסھطûһ˴ˡȴֿȣģˡ
ЦˣأǸսͱ̫ˣ᲻÷֣ǵģ뿪Ǿͻǰɣ
ĵٿ̫ڿϳ̣ҲڡӢڵ̫гʲôԸ𣿡
̫ۣû˵ʲô𣿡
ӢӦţȻ˵ˣԹó檹
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Ӣڽӻ˵ţøǺö٣Ҫġ
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̫Цǰһ......û˵ꡣ
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˵Ƶĵͷúúã̫˵ɣǽȥ졣
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335 һ߽

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˽סˡ檸ˣ̫źϢɡϲصȥˡ
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ӢڼţūŶں治ܣŶԷĻҶӢڵ㿴ûаһź챦ʯأһŴ飬пǶأ
ڵȻˣ̫£ôǰٵҪôˣǲŲ뿪ء
ӢЦţҲҲ
ڻһ˿ڵģŻ˽Ųżô˵أǼٲһٴ򰡡
ӢӦţΪһ鱦ʲô¡ĶͷԭǼа̫ˣʲô֪ƼôܣҲûз֡ϧϧҪǽ˶թһҲиСջġ
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Ƽͷɽǰ°ڣһ£ǧҪ̫ɱˡԸҲ̫ͣɶģڱأūĵūţǱū֣׼һ߽ū澼ʲôһҪ˼ǵļı
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Ƽ̱ڵϣѾˣţҪֱ档


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ƼͷֱūԸΪū˾̫ļơӽԺ͹һˣǾ͸öԸˡ
侲ˣŶͷϸϸţٸģ¾ԸѲ˸ϵζܴڱˡ
Ƽͷū澿¶ƣô죿ūʵ᲻ء
üٸһףûõģϸ
˦ҪůƼֳס°ڣţūԩģ̫Ļ
߿ƼƼѾˣӷתţֺū澵ʱ͸̫ĻһŴ°⵹αصȵڲ˵أϴӢںߵģū޹أ
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۾һӣˣҩôô㣿ȴͱˣˣ¶ˣǼٵģƼӣ˵
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Ƽĸոհֹˣū澲뿪ūԩģ̫ļˡ
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Ƽͷū澸ˣûжģҲ棬Ҫū𣿡̧ͷɣûӦֿͷūżһΥһӰš
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˹תұţұߵĹǳǬ߶ţȥ楹æַˣУŲң˭ܰأһᣬ㵽˶֡
߶ţˣҲ......ɣҰ̱ڵϣһūţ˭أʾ֭ţʺ󣬻ʺ......ԣʺܲɣҾǵҪرң̧ȾܣӴ⹬ȥ
Ӵ⹬Уź£Ƽվڹſںţʺ
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337 ֻ

ƼһߺһҪȥ֪ͨһūҪʺ
С̫ఴסƼʵţȥͨɲֱӴ
С̫ûᣬˣƼֱӳɱ̫Ҫ˵ָм£ɡ
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ŲƼˣͨһһֱӺţܲأ
۾һȱûҪżҪ𣿡
û˵Ƽ˵úõģūҪˣ
֨ˣŵ˵ɣ˵
Ƽͷݺܲǻ˺°ģﲻ֪ǣū澸ɣָ߻ϣи֡
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Цţˣֲ㵱ʱ˵СԭǰźõġţǾ֮þһµġ
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ŵͷӦţֻˣֻ˹ŻᰲȫƼôԸ𣿡
ƼͷūԸ⣬һʺġ
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ӵصͷǲģһֱģ¾ܷԸ
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楹ӦţˣѾԲ԰е̫ˣһŲ顣ܲˣֻҪţһҵġ
ɺţã̫ˣίԭƼߵе£˵Ĺ˽㣬㲻ҪءԹţ磬ԽԽˣȥ
楹ͣĻް壬ͲˡʵҵƼûУ
ҡͷûУ֪ȥˣôĹ
楹Цˣ˼컹ûҵǾͱˣӦòڹˡ
ۣܵģô˽ԳҲȥġ
楹ӦţԸǳȥ˭ҪȴɳȥˡţһūţôҶӲһǺö죿ң˼ˣӦҳˡԣѾٹˣ㵱ȻҲˡ
ˣˣôûӦӣð죬˵ȥңܰһ
楹Ȱţ˰ɣȥңҲһлαӲأûˡ
ӣòΪãĶȱﲻ
楹⻹㡣ɱʱҾ;ƼﺦˣȻȥҵæˡڰ¶ˣҪɱűɱ˰ɣˣɡ
ɷˣ̾ϢţƼܺõģҲ᲻˰ˣĻɡֱˣɺ޵ǣ˭ùأǲҪ߽ңһ˺ɣ˲ˣ


339 ˭˭

楹ҡͷҲ˵˵ָֹߥʲô˵ɣ̫Զ׼־Ҳˡ˵룬Ƽ˭վǾǸūǱʱˣǵȻҪˡ
סˣ漴ͷˣˣǻʺܲɡȻ򣺡ֲܲɸո˵Ƽ᲻ȥԭ˰ɵĺ£
楹ȰţˣɣиСѾûκвˣ͵ƼѾ˰ɡ
ɵͷţ߬ȭͷһǵıһǵģ֪Ҫʲôء㣬һҪãֻˡ
楹ӦţǶҲƣеĻ¶ƸңҲѱھָǸ̫ˣԸţҾˣеҲˮʯˡ
ɾֵ㣬᲻̫߻ʺܲ˵......
楹ϵҶ˵ˣ˭ֻҪ֤Ǳ˭˭
תӣͷӦš
ڵˣΪ̷֧쳣ĳƲҵ簲ؾ͹ˣױΣվůſڣ˺ӵվš
̾˹ǣˡ˵ѾʹˣϲԸ⣬㻺ظ̫Ȼ˾ͺˡ
ɵͷ֪ˣˡų......ǻϻ᲻̫밲
ҡͷӲȥӦþͲȥˣļҲ̫ȥˡҲɹܲ°ȫڻϵһ֮䡣
վˣ檲߶ˡȥˡ
ҹ磬̷Ȼû̫̫ҲûԸ͸ҲûйǴԼֵܹˡ
̷ҲЩģһֱƵģټϸѹܿˡҲûԻعˣǣţ¹»š
յҹã̷˵ˣǲ̫ˣš
ӦţҪģͲˡ
̷ɿ֣ˣĲģӲţرӣܡ
űϼȻܣͷŹɣɷָܡôŶǼ尾ͼǸС尾ҲͺùһЩˡ
̷ͷܺܺãˣδ£̫ҲδԹܺá
ŵ̫Ҳûҳ檱ԹѾ֪ˣȻҲͬɢ淽ˡ
̷εְɽˣˣ޵ġͷţˣ޿ǵĺأӰʺҪץ
̧ۿ̷ᣬˡε......û˵ꡣ
ţ̷ϵȣʲôܲܣ޲ϲָӷԶˣӻûãеģһеġ
Ӧţǣأһеġ
˺ܾãű̷ȥˣԻعˡ̷̸һᣬˣ㹬ˡ
µϣ̧ͷֹĳЩ˵˼ԱվţﱧһӣһۣһֱŲ۰
ɬ±úܣµٺ»أūôۣҪһӡ
һ飺ףǲ֪㡣̾Ϣ»ͽҲ֪ѡûУȢ˽᲻أΪʲôԭŴӦȢ......
æȰţ˵ˣôˡ
ЦţôԲţ㲻ԸҲò룬ʵǵѡ
޵µĺһ£ˡ
Ͻվ̷ˣǿЦӦʺﻹɣʲô
̷ۣװģˣ̫ˣˣԾˣô˰ʲôأ
̷ĸ첲ɫĺƣҲ˼Ҳ˼һֱϡ
һ¡ţ̷Ļ
Ա߷һ𻨣Ϯ̷Ťͷ˿ݵ¹˭ۣ꣬ꡣԴһ𣬹ͬš
̷˵ˣĽڹòִ٣ΪûǮˡ޴ûҲû뵽ʼҲᵽɽˮĵز
Ӧţ֪ʺ˵ˡⶼսµԭ򣬻Ϊ˴塢Ϊ˰ղĳջƿյġ
̷Ҫ˵ֻοˣӲŰɣܳŶǶá
§̷ᣬЦţ檻Ǿ仰ֻȥΡ
̷̾ϣû˵ʲôˡ


340 ǹ

ĴŨ⣬ٿȴȻˡ̫ڿϣϰ˸ɫģ¹˽յɫҰס
̫˲ܼҲͣʵǸϾɱˣ㰡......
ǳӻҲ밲ɲϹˡ
̫һ˭ϡ......û˵ꡣ
ɵ̫ģʺϸ߳ˣҲΪѣǳģ̫һ尾
̫죬Թţǹ̬ǿȰٶ㴴˸࣬㻹ˡ
ɵͷˣֲȫ޹ͱٱԹˣˡ
̫۾һָɣҸ......Ŷͷͷۣͷ۵Ḷ̌Ҫ̣
ǳȥװˣɵͷ緢ԽƵˣʵڸ̫ҽġ
̫̾ҳҩ̫ҽþ˷һûСǳ̺ãԼھˣʲôǿ
ɵʹ̫ҽģһֱĳγԵġ˿ޣЧ˵ȷͷۣⶼǼα겻αôˣѾˣñٳˡ
̫Ц㶼˵ˣѾˣôأӣްģֻͷʱԣʱӺúõģֲѻƬûġ
ǳˮͲ̫ڣʱˡֱԹˣûʵ۷үֻҪ˶ӣʲôˡ
Ӧţȷ࣬ǳܡ
̫ɣɵӣﺦ㣬㻹ˣ̫ԲסˡʵƼ£û鷳ɣ
ҡͷûУʵˡ
̫ǳƼǲǳˣ
ǳӦţŵûŮȥͼʺߵ̫ȥˣŻʺء
̫ͷӦţǾͶˣѾˣҪˡɣ簡ʣµҪôúú˼ˡ˼̤ʵܲˣˣǵû
ɵͷӦţ檼ˡ
ֱ̫ܲץõǸ楹аˣеءһעǣܲܽһ£ҪŹκһᡣ룺ô˭ģ
Ӧţɲ׷ˣҲû֣֮ˡ
̫ͷںܺãûƺӵģԸ磬ʵ۸ˣҲİˡ˵ˡ
˵˲ˣ˭ֳ֪ˣͦŶӣżعӴ⹬ˡŸױκãɽˣһԣֳ֪ˡ
±ӣ򿪸źɵģ±ͷ㡣̾Ϣţô죬ǹ檰ɣ
ӦţѾ˵ˣ˵ϴεĺ޹أҲһūšһٵس£Ӧò⣬Ǵˡ
ӻ֪κζҪϸϸ飬ô֪ʷأܾҪɡ
̾Ϣţ檻͵ģķ±˿ӣ֪ûб˭á
ŵֵôӦòǼٵģÿ̸ϣȴܹġ룺㰲ģٸͶߣɡ
Ӧţл檻ǲǵˡֵ檻ӣһԸǵĻֻ̻̣˸񡣡
ӻ£ҪమҲ˽䱸ˡ
ɸﻹϸϸ˰ɡȥˡ
ʣµʼ磺һ޹֪װãǱʹ⡣
ŵͷֵϲôʱˣһʵʵģŻӣĶ֡
Ӧţǣﲻ֣ĵطɲһš
ɶһһ밲ˣ˲˵ˡ˭֪Ѿй¶ˣܷŹŹأ޹شЦţ㶾......û˵ꡣ
Ϊ˿֪ʲô˼㲻֪Цţÿô£𣿹ֲ۽ǶôЩơ
ˣָ̧ƣ˹֡楹㣬𣿡
楹Цţֲ㳤ơ
æҲ檲˼ĪҪ֡
楹ӣްʵ˰
Цˣѽһųû꣬á
˵˵̸Ķ̫ˣⷿŲˡǵĻ϶֪ˣͶҪͶˣԲꡢò꣬Ҳ˷ѡ


341 һоз

ɽӻȥǣ⣬ӣڵðֵ
Ǹε̲ˣȫΪ˻ϡΪ˻ãڽ¡
楹ӻﰲģǶ׵ġ𱸵˿ɡ
ÿնҪ趨ʡʵûʲô˵ˣ˶Щģ׼ˡ洳˻ˡ·ϣ˵ɹַ㣬κͳ޹صġ
죺УװˣһٵҲ𴩣սĵ𣿻¸壿
˲ɣֿͷ......⻨Ѭȷǳ檷ŵģ±ȷͳûйϵ
̾Ϣţô֪أ
Ӧţɨ̫˵ãϴβǣġߺߵε㶨ݺﲻҪԻˣʲôˡ
ŷŶͷε֪ͨأǲ㣬㶼ҪΪ¸û֮ǰͲҪˣ֪˰ɣ
źǽ֪ˡ治ǳģﶨҪϸϸŲ飬óʲô⣬ֵֹϡ
Ӧţ֪ȥɣûб㲻ܳҲˡ
Ĳˣ˵ʲôˣȥˡ
ҲͶһһɢˣɰ楹ţ۵㰡ܲڸյѨˣʵ̫ˡ
楹ɫ˥ʵʵҲ̫˿ɣӦÿץˣȱ졣
Ц˻㰲ģܲɵһ죬ֻ֣ϲġ
ӶЦ楹ʵŵô˵
ӦţͥŻʺƳŸ̫أӦƼˡ
楹Цţ˵˰ɣ
ɵͷǼˣú£֪һҪʲô
楹οţҪ£ץǸ̫࣬һозˡӦš
ź˵Ż楹еˣ̫ҵˡ
Ӧţǻ᲻һֱˣ
ЦţܰɣԲǸɾģôͷһһġ
ַŶͷЦˣҲЩˣˡε˲ʲôɣ
ӦţϵһģΪϴɣӦöġֽɵģ⻹ܱݺҲ̫˰ɣܣܾǹɡ˱ˣӦòˣǻУǾֵˡ
ŵͷӦţ˶ǳΡ
˲Ծʵôˣ
ӦţӣŵӰʵá
һǼָ˳ֻúӦţúõӣһеġҲһΡ
˵һӣˣ֮ôȥõˣǱƼˣҪ˵ĵô죿
Цţū澾˵Ҫ˼ֺˡţ·ͬСɣй¶ҵġ
ͷǣô£һòã˵ġˣˣһһɡ˵ˡ
һֱ˵Ǹ̫֮࣬һ磬ǻ˯ʱ䣬ѺǸ̫عˡ楹û˵ֱӽ̫Ӵ⹬һæ
ֻ楹̫⣬ɸǲ⣬ĵѾԿˣһĶû¸ɣҪҪܲɶ档
űɣΪ֪ûлţ淢չ
̫౻ţм䣬楹˵˵ҲзˡȶŸȻʺ֮£һֱԣΪȥʵ˺°¡ֻĻϲ⣬ǰ㣬ʵ̲ˣ˴ūŹɣ̫Ƿǵոʺеˣ
ӦţǣɻҳҲǵáղֹ̫࣬ߵūҲƼ۾ðŻ
õҲ˵ˣܲﲻ׵檣֤˦ˣи˵ˡ
ЩˣӦţ檴ģҪðĵطˡ
楹Цţð²Ҫ˵е¡ţ˾ǰлʰɡ
ŵͷŵϵ̫࣬ʵʲô֣Բ԰Ĵ̫ࣿ
̫಻֨ſһͥȥ죬̫Ծɲ֨


342 ô粴԰

˵֪......粴԰׽סġɡ
պں棬ͷӦţԲ԰ܹ֤ܿū粴԰׽ġ
죺ô粴԰......
Цţ̫඼ģҪſȥһ顣
ִ̫ͥ˵ˣūŽСӣһֱ粴԰ɨ
ɾȵϣýĺܣɡ
ŵͷʵֱ㣬˭ɼе£
СӲִͥԾɲ楹˵ǲǳġ
űʵǲ楹ָʹģ
СԾɲִͥͷ......ǵģǹ˭ǡ
楹Цˣܲ˰ɣ
ɳ楹䣺㣬ҪҪھͣ
楹ҡͷһ£Ȼʺꡣ
˵ˣﰲģú
楹ŵֻ̫࣬Ϊ֤ף顢ˣﴦðɡ
ӻԸ˽ʺ󣿡
楹ӦţȻĸԸ
ͷã̫ϵʺ֮£ͽ˾̿򣬶֪ĻʹҲ׻ס
ץס˻ܲʲô˼վ̫߱ģѾ֤޸ˣ㻹ڰָ㰲ʲôģ
ŽӻܲҲΪǣϾδ壬˭ɡ
楹ӻԲӣ̫Ѿ׿˵޹أӦ׵ġ
ӻﻹʣ̫֮Ӧɱˣôأԭ̫ѾˣҸ˶ϣҲǲܡ
ɻվˣָˣȥǸûɱˣҷʲôʴʡ
ɼƼʱûе¸޹˼Ǳ楹һˣΪ˰ϴˢףǷ̰·ϣ楹㣬ˣ
楹ţ˵ֻΪףδҹʲô˶ϣȷǵյ̫ࡣܲɲ˵ͽ˾ʣʲô֪ˡ
ɽӻʺܲһٵڵȴ޶ԣʵʧʡ
վ˵ĻֻԸ㲻Ϊѻʺ󡣡楹ܽҲӦģ𷣰ɡ
楹ţԽˣʹһЭ֮Ȩɣܲɣʮ
û֨һۣЦţԸܷ
楹ŸѾСӾͽˣȸˡˡ
ɳаЦţܲɰ㹬ٴ򡣡
վ˶ˣɿŵСӼ䡣
ŵͷӦţɶСӵ˾ūµĵطͷɱسܾĥҲʹˣǿ߲ﶼѾˣ˵ʵʹ졣ʵ˭Щģ
СӿͷūŲ֪ʺλһ̫ūӣūŸūŸ֪˭֪˭ָʹĲ֪
ɺһѼӲɣ粴԰ūţ̫סһӲˣ
ӻ̫żˣ
ɶ˻ȥʵˣ
ֵ»δ㲻Ҫˡţǰͽ˾ɡ
Сֿͷʺū֪ܻˣֻʹ죡ʹؿţūûаԣĲָ֪ʹĲֻ֪Ǯ£
˵ˣ㻹ʲôʹĥ㣬̫ˡ
ɽӻԣʹĥŪȥǲ³滰ġ
СֻӦţūĲ֪ʹ......
û˵ţ˵ͥСȥ˾Ծ
һվΪΣôҪ屳ף
Ӧţ¹غУ׷ˣҲҪˡ
ߺߵףΥȴֲò롣˿ѾˣҪô˵ݣҪôĳֻ졣ֿ˿ɣѾɱһ֤ˣɱһ֤ˣұ¶ǻڣһһϡ
ųĬЦˣ˵𣿡̫ȷǵǸ̫࣬ûκԣûк͹ǱΪ顣


343 ԶΪԸ

ɼǹݺϲˣһңҲ׵ģǳˣһǸģӼˣѾɱ˷̫ҽϲ̫ܵΣգ˳ϣһҵ֤ݵġ
ɹģ̫Բ
һֱͷţʱ̧ͷţĬضšŵѾȥһˣһʱ㹻췭ظٵܳ棬ܳɼ١ˣ̫ĻѾˡѾͥСȥ˾Ծ
վβס......еģ檲Ը⡣
ſ֪Ĵ㣬Ҳ֪޹ģֻټ٣ʵжϣֻһ֮ˡͥȥɡ
÷ٶײˣֻúߺߵƫƫ̫ˣ檸߻ȥ
̾ϢѾˣͱϽˣСİϡ
ӻȥȥء
ʵʵˣСӱˣ
̾ϢūҲ飬İ
վָ㣬ȥϴű㣡ŸΪŰϵΪѣһڴ˿̵ľȥˡ
ԾڵϹţ̫޹أ̫ҽΪ˿Ϸ......˵̫ҽ֮ǰҧɣ......
ӻ̫ȴ楹ģ٣Ǳء
Ŷɵ¾ɣҪ˼ٶ̫˵𲻱Ҫķ粨
ɵͷӦţʵ޵ݣлȫȥˡ
ʣźˣЦˣҪˣˣ㰤ţȴû˸Ҵ򡣡
죺αЦˣɣҵȷЩˣˡ
ŵͷô
ӦţȲ˵ģСɱúãʱסһ粨楹˵¾ߣ̹̹ʵ⡣һϴˢףɽìͷָ̫˦һֺù
žȵ㻹Ϊ㲻̫ð𣿡
Ӧţող˵ˣūİĲ֪ʹô۵أ
룺ȴòˣӦ̫ɣɱ˷̫ҽĽʵǣǿȴҲ֪Ŀʲô
վһʱɡȥˡ
ɱ˳Ǭöţ楹ȴ̹ȻЦţѾܲˣô
죺һ㰡һ̫¶ԭˣʺǹģ֪̫ݺôŹʵڸ㲻
楹ε̫ƭɣҲûһҲµʹУûǸҪˡǳ϶ᡢܡҲɱɣˡ
ɲģȺҰûˣ¸ʱУźһʼʹˣ֪ȴƼٷˣҲûûˣ
楹Ų裬Ȼ㰲ģҪ̫ģʺٸ׽ˡʵܲôأ
ӦţǸӣɻлʵڱˣ𰡣
楹ˣѽװ⣬֪ȴţԶΪԸԣ֪ߵغ񡣡ͷţȻţǻҸ֤˦Ϸɣ˦ķڷ
ˣý㣬Ļ֤ݰ
楹۾ˣ̫ҽָʲô˿ֻû֡
ɥȥҰ̫Ƶ¶šվˣȥ˯һٴܲȥȥˡ
ҹºڷߣϴָ֣ףʢ˵Ĺ㹬ˡµϵˣˬʵɣ㣬ҪЪϢˡ
˫֣ͣŤʮָаЦţֹĹˣ㲻͵л𣿡
һ񣺡Ҫʹ˵ôϻʲôɡ
ɱ㿪ˣʮºܿʹˣˡ޵һű飬һֶ켦Ҫ
վɶţ㻹վŸʲô߰ɡ
ߺߵأʮ̫˰ɣûء
̧첲ָͷû򹻾ٴٴ١
̧Ҫջ˸첲Цţ밵㱾˦ȥˣŤͷָ˵㶫СһŶȥˡ
ۣ¶𣿡Ҫȥ׷
Ҫ׷ˣҪǶͲ˵ˣǷĶû¡


344 ֮

Ͻ˫գˣˣϽӹϡ
ţūѾҪҩ࣬Ͼͺˡ
οţʲôÿ޵ãֲͷһذˣʲô˵¡
Цţ飬ū澻ΪأǾ͸ÿˡ
ͼҪִ˵С̫ʰˡʲô
ֵҪɣ
ʰ䵽˸ǰ񣺡ܲҩࡣ˵ʵߣŲѴҩҪǲã˰ɡ
Цţ檲֪ðӦ𱸵ġ°ɡֵȥлĺ⣬ʵ֮ٲҳˡʰȥˡ
˽ˣҩƿʵô죿
Цţ楹Ҳ¶ݺȥɣҩáֵ㼴ʹ͸ҩȴ㰡׸ˡ
ӻū˰ˣĸ楹޹أ̫ġ
ӻҲ벻ף˭ɣ˭ɡˣǸ̫ҽٰɣ
Ӧţڣ˵ˣûһ
Ȼڣʹ֡ȥ˯ʱȥױ֡
ƵǴʲô
ûֻʺĵ£Ҳǹƫ˭أܲΪԸ˭üĿˡ
ôʱˣҲŵװ˰ɣ
ӦţӦǵģҧ˭
ͷūġ
ֵ̫ҽ֪ʺʯѨʱϲΪʲôݺأ̫һٰɡ
Ӧţĵ£пõ˹ģ̫ҽ޹ء
ӦţӦ볹װ⵹ʺ󣬲˫°ɡõǹ⣬̫ҽһͻᷢ⣬ȴû¶ԸѲ˸ϵ
ӻѲ˸Ϊûй·̫ҽֱӹϵüţͷ......Уҵ̥ҩǷ̫ҽģҸʲôһȫˡ
ţԣ̥ҩҲǷ̫ҽģӦ֪ٷӵ¡ʺĹϵ......ô˵ɺ̫ˡ
̾ԽԽڣʱӦð
ۣ̥ҩʱ̫أôֻˣֻ̫ˡ
ʹࣺͷۣ벻ףԽȴԽףͷۡߺߵذѱ˿ˣ˯˯ֻ˯˲Ųٷϴ˯ˡ
һҹ֮˺㡣Ѿ֪ˣҲûرߣֻǺѿ
ž̾Ϣţһ밲ҪɳЦˡ
Ӧţ忴ͺˡ
ɿЦû֦ҲָͷǰŤû˼ˣһ̫ҽ¡Ҳ֪ôȥʣֻǾøüˣԾˡ
̫ҽڣǵ񣺡ʺܲʶ̫ҽ΢ҲܵټʵǱҡ
Цţ̫ҽλֵ΢ʵڹһ˵ʻʺӣϾŵӡǰ̷Ӧ֪ģ˵˵ɡ
̫ҽӦţ念ʱ죬ƽµӡ
̾Ϣţ̫ҽ˵ʺӷԵ̫ˣʱʺϲģ
̫ҽЦţ̫ҽҽտܲʲô֪ˣ΢ҲˡСڵȷд㣬Ǳӷɵģ΢ʩĲ࣬ҪȴҪһʱ䡣
ͷ˵ˣл㣬ûб֢أ
̫ҽУ΢˵Ҳ֪ˡ
۾һ̹װ
̫ҽӦţ΢䣬ʵ΢һƿһˣ΢֮иʺġ
ʵ˭
̫ҽӦţ
ɵʵΪҪôأ
̫ҽӦţ΢ֻ֪Ǯ£ӷԸ
ЦˣѣʹˣûзԸʲô
̫ҽЦţȡЦ΢ˣ΢ȫӣѵġ
ͷ......֪ʺĵ𣿡
̫ҽӦţ֪ǵطްԵõġ
ţʺ֪°ɣ
̫ҽӦţʲô֪΢ֻҽΣ


345 ս

ֵͷܺãܺãûʲôʵˡ룺ȥɣҪǵ͵ûҲҪ˵
̫ҽվģ΢ֻҽΣȥˡ
㶵أʵĻ
ӦţǱ˰ŵģӦñ˰ɣһô̹Ȼʵ
˵ˣҪɰŵģǿɲˣĶ̫ġ
ţȥɰɡ
ҡͷֻҪͼӳһУôܻ˵ҲΪˡ
̾ϢţĻ̫ûȫҲٲˡ
ţͷۣۣô죡ЦˣԭһֱˣЦˡ
Цţô˵һֱֻϻҲдʱ򣬴
Ƶ⻹ܸʺҪţĥˡ
Цţĥͨ˾ˡˣ̫ĵø£ЩҲǲܡ
˵ҲԣҲԸΪģϾûΣˣҪˣֻİ
Цţ̫ѾõӦˣİˡ
ҡͷʺҲϲô죿̫ˣ֪̫ͼʲô̾Ϣš
...
콥ˣǰ˺Ϣů̷ġķս谭˺ȫԮֱþǵԴϢһһǣó͢ĿֳɹսҪأ̷ἤĲԼؿڵʯͷ̫࣬ˡ
ټȺǰߵӣЦţ˴ʤʵ֮⣬ʵû뵽һܽ湦ҪDܣּȥڶƷʹᣨlngѲ
DӦţϲϡ
̷ͷ޺ܿģΨиӾҵҵŶԵϰա
ڴӦţȹϲϡ
̷ĺÿģزסʱһλ󳼳ˮˡ
jn˵ˣϣѫ׿ʵڻ̿֡
̷һ£ȴɿţô
ӦţػϻɵԭĸǣһͨաǾסڽİУ֮һӦôһ󺰣ıˡʹͣĿʱԿƣʵǹ֮
̷᲻Цˣϴξ˵ô˵أ
Ӧţϣʵ˽Ҿ˭ҲָӲˣӵأѱΪڶȫ
̷סˣŶһԼǣ롣Dô
DӦţػϻ˵ʵеܲȴδҲȷΪ͢ºͣǹǹýͻҪģսġ
̷ϸϸţɣȥѲΣר񡣡ˣһʵȨһǿΣܸÿ԰ɣ룺ѶȡҪںس£ȥ
ڴӦţ̷ֵּģ롣ڴȥˡ
̷Ծӣղŵ˷Ѿɢˣ£վůȥ̧˸첲ͷ޵µ㹬ԸСȥˡ
һ˵̷Цˣ֪ǰߴʤˣ޲ֱӷɹ̷ᲢûôˣʱףһʲôûΪˡ
̷ˣ϶ʱ˻䣬ˡЦţˣ̫ˡֲЦˣȴֻ֣̿ڴǰһΪڶȫҲǵġȴʵ......ʵ......
ӻʵû˿ã԰ɣ
̷еصͷԣһȫǷͰֻֻס̫ƽ
ӦţϣˣǲûɵģҪôˣʵǳ͢ļʧ󳼵ĵ䲻޵˭ܴ򰡣ûһǲôհǰ˺󡢻¼ɿô죿ʵӰǰս¡
̷ͷǰ
檲ս£ȴġȷΣѣŽһģҪһʱǴ򲻽ģµþﷴԼ˴Լ˰
Щˣ󳼼Ļ¼ɣսҪģ룺־褳ơ褺ѽЬ䣡
褣ȻѾϻ£ǾӦ÷²¼ɡĦǾԸ˽߲ţһĵȥıһĵ췴Ķʵڲԡ


346 ˷

̷޿Ƶģ췴֮ģʵӦԣǴ޵ˡ
룺檾ûϵصЩڲصǡȻθ͢ȣ룬ôĳǣһҲ˲٣ʹ췴֮ģҲû췴ʱǲ߱췴
̷Цţ˵Ļ¾㱸ʱҲΪˡ
Ӧţ¾㱸Ҫж簡ţں̫ƽң˫أһʤ˵һǧ˰ٵĳ̶ȡɿԱͱȨֻܸ׳ƳκԹԣòȨ
̷ͷ񾡣أ߹......̫أ˻ָޣ޾Բô
̷᣺ⲻͶˣƫġϣϴҲ˵ˣľţмҹ黳Ϊ檾췴ģǶĴǵ汲ҪɳܵԶضڳϡ
Ϊ飬Ϊȫ......ŵϦ......ǾݴصڡڸһУ˸ˣϲúͿ
ţ̷ͷһΣμĶǏchǻp֮......
ӻ˷Σʥͳףϵǵô̩񰲡
̷§ЦţڣǸô죿̫ˡ
Цţ׵ģֻ˿ãΪһЩĶãʵڿϧϻǵĺݰɣûϣӢġĻûʲôֵ֮ģǴǻǾֻôӻңĳ롣
˳ΣǸĽʿΪ귨Ӻ̫͢һλ٣жˣźˣи......̫̫ĺϣѾˣó裬ҵңûк˳ţˡ
̷ͷʦڣʱ¼ݣвȡ
ӦţģͲҪʵȨɣԵ㶫ҲƲˡ
̷Цˣ㲻λãûа취ͬܵģǼȻ̿֡
ӦţûгǸоȴ뵽ζûиͬܣȴϬʲôֻƾо˵ȴҲ֪͢Դʿǵĳ൨ġ
̷§֪ġ
ã̷ŷߣȴڳ˼԰ΡϰϣʵеľԱˣ¼ôأþǵģܾˣ֮......
ţһĵǣ£ɲáҲԽ˵Խ𾢣ãҪһ촫ȥˣЩǣ֪ôء
Ҹı飺£˽ôܴȥҲûиģ......Խϲˡ
ıʹˣԽԽϲˣô죿һһʧ˷ִ磬˭ڶԻϴ磬ˣ
ſϲŲңôãôºͣô⣬ôңô......ҵġ
Բ˵ţͻСպʹˣ˼ǿ˭֪ᷢʲô
ԾЦţţҸӣֻҪ˶ӣֻϲңϲġ
ˣˣˣŮãǧٺˣʲôˡҲǵģð
ˬʵЦţѾͷŷˣ㻹ˣ
죬ӣū澾ǵǧٶԻϺ˵˵ˡ
ҸţɵѾͷҶ÷ִģˡ
ӭˣ̫ȥһˡ
ͷָû¡عˡ
˵ǰЩ죬ץСӵ£Ϊһֱû̫̫Ҳ֪Щ֪˽Ƹʱ򣬿Ƕôŭʻ
ӵأ̫֪ˣԣǧҪš
̫ûױΣЩ΢θУұȦˣ⻹һĻҪһţʵ̫
ţʺеĸ޸𣿳벻ͨǶͨ벻ͨΪʲô̫ҽ
̫̾ϢţҾǲֹضûб˼


347 ϴɾ

̫ɣɵѾͷǸСӾðģܻţ楹ɵļưϴɾˣȴˣǶԻˡ
ɿοģǻʹ̫û˸Ҷʲôġ
̫Ȼû˸ıһ¡΢һ£ȴܹġڵΣֻԽԽڣùԽԽࡣⶼ޷ѾȥˣʵҲ֪ˣдˡµиļızhgֻ׸ˡ
ɵͷӦţĿǰȷȴҲûʲôùֵģй
ǳӻʺĸٿ޹ء̫Ҳʲôָֻ˷ˣֽ͵ĺ󹬲
죺ⲻã̫ÿ֡
̫ҡͷǳ˲ˣһ쵽䡣ӣӲˣ֣զզ棬ʲôˮðɣ߲ܡ
ɿο̫ǳʵˣò롣
̫ЦţǾǱ楹ԻˣתԸϡźҸû̫ҽǺڣҲûʺ楹һֱңΪʲô·̫ҽʲôֳɹɣҲˣжˡ
̫ԭɣСһ϶楹ˡпգʵоգЧˡʺСӣָҧңҲӦ϶ǰҺˡ
̫̫ҽ楹ˣ֪Ǽٵˣܲɵ̥ҩʲô£ģʲôģ
ʵߋݡأ
̫ЦţȻ楹ÿһþ׼İߣĶ֡
һãȻ......檴ûлɹ楹ûС
̫ӻСӵ̫ΣҸɵ̥Ҫ£ɲʰˡ
ɾȵģһġˣ......ԭһͨ˵̣ˡ
ǳЦţ̫Ļûдġ
̫簡ʲô£һҪѾûˣ㶼ˣٿᱳͷҲ޼ɵҲ롣
Ӧţ׵ģֻ֧ġ
˵һӲ뿪ٿױ̫Ļ𣿡
ҡͷȫţɸȫģҲܰһˣСӾͲǼٵġҲΪ楹ɾɻʺе£Ӧø޹ء
ɼҵʱ̫ɱ˷̫ҽΪ˿֣ȫˣ𣬻ڧ
Ӧţأˣϵݡп̫......ܴ˴Ǽ٣̫û׷ȴ棬Ǿֵ˼ˡոƸ˹˵ɡ
ɵȻ̫˵ǣû˸ıٻҲǾɣʵڶκˡ˵ˡ
ҹˣˣ̫ڳ̣ԱˣŻӻ֣°ɡ
Ӧţ̫кηԸ
̫Цţˬ죬Ҳ·ˡʵ楹һˣ
ӦţŰɣе¸޹أҲܲˡ
̫ߺţѽһŵʺǶŴ˵͵ˡѾ߬Ķˣβأ
ӻ̫ǰ˵ű߼ʣôѪˣ
̫һۣҲ楹Իˣǰ˵ʲô顣ӣȥɡȥɣǰôôֻ޶ˡ
ûߣ̫׵ģʵǰ˼ó֤ˣҲɲ㡣
̫ЦţҲŲôⱳͷ楹иļıСڰתע㶼ˣϴɾˣҲ޼ɵԽһƻˡ
ҡͷûȫе飬ϴġ
̫ͷӢǰҰȥģ楹һɸŸǣСӣȻ˦ˣʵ֪ɻιŲšƼɼе£楹ʾɱڣôҵ
̫̫ҽʲôˣ楹ģȫ̥ҩʲôġ̾ҺͿǺûѷ̫ҽǣˡ
Ӧţ̫ʱʼǿ楹ôôˣеˣ檲ò롣
̫ȻЦţ˵ˣⱳֻǵиı㣬Сһ㡣


348 ˵þǹ

̫ȻҲһ˽ĵġ楹̫ˣ𶼹˰ңδŸɣû취
Ӧţˡ
̫Цţȥˣֲ̫ûǸҪˡֻǱãҲǲĵģҲССıһ¡ӣС楹ȥɡ
û˵ʲôȥˡū澾̫˵öĻôأ
ӻ˵̫ҽʲôôǵ£֪Ƿ̫ҽʲôˣ
Ӧţ̫شпǲ˵ţҪôģ˵Ҫô֪Ȼ˷̫ҽô֪ܲأǲ˵ȴлİʾ
ӻҲпûʷ̫ҽǶ֪Ǻ楹
룺Ϊʲô̫ҽƻʺأ̫ģ±¶͵͵ҽΡ
Ŷͷͷۣ̫ڻػ楹ҼǺ楹𡣡
ʵôأ
֪̾
ӦţڶʵʵģҲЪһЪɣˡ
һղŪ;һգſɡعˡ
˱֮ΪҲʲô֮ˣû뵽ǣַ⡣ͦŸӼҴҵعˡţˣַ֪õˡ
ɼеڻ͵ʻַ㣬˴ˡ
޿ײ룬֪ռ飬æЩͽ޹ʲôɣͻūأ
Ӧţ˶ӣ׷һ粨檱ûдͻūš
˿ӣӻһһأ뺦㣬Ϊɡ
ɵͷӦòˣԭģȴˣһʲôġ
Ӧţڿʼ㲻ҪˣҪɢɢģ˺һߡ۷κ⣬Ҫū߱ôŶҪʲôܷܲǽͷȥɣ򾲣ҲɱЩģĲҲ̥
Ӧţ檼ˣˡȥˡ
˶Բ·ˣ̫ˣ˹龫ʹԻ귨Ūһͷ
ȴЦˣܾýû˵Ĵ㣬ֻǲɹô̹
ͷôܵķ£ĺˣӦǲˣֻͨ񡣡ӽ࣬ʵڳԲˣҲŶôʵʵģš
Žӻ㻹ǻ楹
Ӧţ԰Щ£ֻģȴ벻Բߡ
ſοȥˣپˡ
̾Ǿᣬ......Щ˵壬ǲ˵ˡ
߳ǬУ楹ɡõһšõЩĲɣһڲԣ楹ʵôˣ
õӦţܲɻ÷ߺ޵檣ûҲ֪ôˡ
楹οţҲˣҲٿ´밲ȥ㿪
ɽӻǷ򣬲ҶԽôֻйߡ
õ˼ҧǸ̫ûҲͲ壬̫Ϊˡ
楹ֿοţ´ˣҪ㣬ͳʺ״ȥʺܲһֱƫ̻
õ˲˵ˣҲԲˣصˡӦĻţ˵᲻......᲻˴ҵ£
ɻū澲֪ǹˣ˭Ҵţû˸ҵġ
õС˵þǹ......
춶һ£ɰ˵֪ˣһġ
õ̾Ϣţܲɲûɵ°ɲã֪Ҹ˶أ˵ˣˡ
楹ɳԺ˷ůŲ裬˵ˣ̫ܲɹȥˣ֪ô̭ء
楹Ȼ˵ʲô塣źЩˣӦСӵģͳˡ
ɽӻʺ󲻻ģǸ̫һģǻᱣסġ˼ţƼԽԽ£ҾǵıʲôУ㰡һҪá
楹Цţ뻤㣬ô˵˵ȥǾ仰ʵʵľˡ
ɵͷ֪Ҳѡۣܲץõ˲ţһжģ㶨ҪСġüţõ˵Ǹߵĺܣƫʺ󣬻ʺģжء飬˭֪ǲͻʺı㶨Ҫϸ
楹һ£һûЩȷƽңעġ


349 Ը

楹ɵ㹬ĴӢҲ벻ף߰ɡ
Цţֻˣ˭͸˭¡
楹ȵҲ̫ˣҪСġ
ɵͷӦţ˵ʲôˣعˡȥ·־ţӢڻǳȥ̫𣿡
Ӧţǣȥ߰ɣҲûˡ
ɺߺţˣðûһء̾ңұؾǣٵȵȿ
ȥȥˣ붬ˡڱﲻ𴲣һЦţʱȵҪѣòԸ𴲣ͷֻūǡ
Цţ㻹ܰˡ
Цţĵˣڴ飬ָͷţ·̫Զˣõ鼸ˣҲ죬һգ۾͹ȥˡ
ӻҪޣҲҪޣæ˶㲻õģٰõģĵȥլӵ̾ͳˡ
ˣϽ밲ɲˡ
㲻Ըˣʰһʱ쵽ˣϽȥӴ⹬ˡҪϵ϶ӻֲҪ紵һܰ㴵øѡ
˳˹ҦһȺȥ̸˵ɵĲɣ
Ӧţ̾ϢмˣָΪĽء
ЦţѾˣָҲϲģż
̾ˣˡ
ͼӴ⹬ɶҪˣɻŶԷ˵ԽԲˣʶ壬ôģ
ЦţõԽ̱ˣҲԽˣôģ
𱸵ɣôˣܲ㲻ԡ
Ӧţܲɾ͸óԿ졣ȥˡ
ŵЩӣʵʵģЩϰˡ
̾ʵðˣϣԶƽ¡
ˣżЦǲãСһ㣬
񣬼վЦܣ¡
Цţǲãֻˣܵˡ
ԲĶӣ̾ţʲôоأ۲ۡ׶˯ܷ......
ЦţӣŽԸɡ
̾ϢţҲ룬ʲôʱа
ֵˣȻȥɣһҲ۵òᡣʵûʲôɣ
ӦţﰲģûУûκ⡣ȥˡ
ʣµ˹ͬţ˵©죬û˵ʲôϽȥˡոոɶ죬˵ĸʲôƵģѹĸʲôƵˣϲŭһ˲䡣
ֻÿοţģҲһеġ
ӦţӺ͸ˣֻҪʱ죬һϲġһΪʺģ˵ѾûˣǸѨƻĻҪˡ
ߺ޵ĵ£ʵڷŲ£ԽԽܡҪõ֣Ūȥˡ
ȰţūǼǣй¶ʺô죿
ϬܣǲˣϾԻɱԵģ
ӻһ֪˽ȫˣ˽ȴ˵ūֻӾֻгڶС
żˣˣǸ̫ûпõ˵ķӦ֪԰ɣװã᲻楹£
Ӧţ󹬲Ǳһױһף˭֪ôġ
ȭͷõ˰Ҫ֣عˡ
˵õˣûöԲߣõ˾ˡҪ˯ˣһ˾񣬸Ͻˡ
õЩţţʵʲô
õ񣺡һֱ˺óʱˣ¶ˡ
˿ˣ룺楹֪ɣ
õҡͷȥĵˣҲҹ
ЦţȥĵǬûȥǻ֪
õӦţﲻҪˣ檳˸ѣ֧ˡ˵ˣϻۣѾ֪Ҫʲô˰ɣ
Ӧţٹ̫ܳûпԽԽ϶ˡ
õ˵ͷ֪ϲû£ҲԽԽΣ㶷ˡӣûָʹûУĳ......


350 

ţ˶ȥţκ˿ſڡæȥˡ
õ˵Ҳ껨ķӦװãȻˡ룺ʲôأ
õ˵ͷ檾ǵģ檻£ʱôö֪
ļţ¶ģ̧ͷõˣ˵һ£пģҪй¶ˣĻˡ
õһ飬Ӵˣ檱΢ı˵ģûƹκ˵ġ
ͷ㣬ֲ̫㣬ܷ֤һ£
õӦţ˼Ĵδ楹£Ҳʲô˵ʲô֪
룺Сӵ²ɰŵİɣ
õҡͷǣȷǵյǸ̫࣬еĲͣɲܰڻġ
ͷǸ̫ҽ֮ǰ̫ҽûκν𣿡
õҡͷûУǴθʺģҲǸ̫ҽ
ӣ˵ʵ֮ǰҲû̫ҽ𣿡
õӦţûУʱ˵ϼ仰֮ǰ֮ûм
̾Ϣţ̫ˣĸ޹أϬˣ֪ôȴ̯ϴˣôӲˡ
õֶһ£лֱ˵ɣʵڻ̿֡
룬ֳˣЦţ㲻Ҫ£ֻŻ㣬ûʲô¡ֻǸ̫ҽûйĻĺ޹ϸˡ
õһЩ̫ҽǣ̫ˣġ϶Ǹ̫Ҷǹˡ
Ӧţûѣ̫ĵȷȷȷĻҲˡ
õӦţ檹ҲûбϵģҲǴá
ЦţӦԸúõҪȫˡ
õ˵ͷ˼ţػôˣ
̧ͷɸ¡ɵӹ............
ɻӹ
õ˵ͷԣůһӹǵʱУ楹͸ġ
õ˼ʵΣĶ桢뻳Ӥ֮䡢ָ......üСף檵ʱŵζӦ......
شѾˣ֡
õ˿ˣȥģһ¶楹Ƹ......ʱû˵ǲ˵ҲŲˣ˭֪ģҲû뵽......
֣߬һʱ޴ˣл߱......ȥɣϸһ㡣
õվûк治ָʹģĲǡʲôСļĵطˡ
ͷ㰲ģ˵ûһֲ˵ȥ͵ûһȦ껨Ǳ߻عͲˡ
õ˵ͷлָ㣬檸ˡȥˡ
ĲԼˣЦˣˣˡ
һԻ󣺡˵˵ūãĺܡ
߬ȭͷĵ¾õģԸѲ˸ϵ
͵ΪʲôеأΪʲô楹أΪ϶楹С£ĵǴ£һ¶ɣ
̫ҽûˣʺ̫ҽֻ壬һǷ˴¡õ˾ͺ°ý͸楹±ָβ˦ɾأ
õ˵ʱ˵ǡǹԪ԰ɣ
ͷ˵ˣû˵طû˵ͲĴôʯأǹģȫ楹ı
˵£øңƲԼڰʾңԽԭɱ楹Բɢɡ
һؾ֣ūˣĵµȷõ˹⣬֪楹һֱˣ¶......
ûôţһõ˺ģ˵ЩϹأūɻ磬侲һ£Ļɲȫš
Цţӡ֤Ļܼ򵥣뷨ɵӹ⣬ֻҪͷ㣬......аЦš
ߺ޵õ˸ߺߣʱ㲻˵װʲôˣ֪ˣһġ
Ƶɵ̫ҽᷢɣ


351 ʲôֵ˵

ӻȻ֪ҲӦͷˡ
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˵Цȴɵţūɻĺܣôأ
վЪϢɣͻʺ˯ˡ
ڶգһɱǬˣҲŤͷĴţõûɣ
楹մĵױΣߵǰص㣬㻹֪ɣõȥ㹬ܲȥˡ
楹ţڴҲû˼ˣ֡ɣ棿
ɵͷ棬ģģм١
òˣָè壬ʰɣ
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楹վȥʰ䣬ȥõ˹
ЦţҾ˵ҪСһ㣬Ȼ¶ˡ澣ݺݵĽѵ˵ʵ죡
楹õˣ楹ɫãôˡװ£ӵţν£
楹żɽȥ㹬ʲô
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ɽӻٷϻˣ˵Ҫʲô˵ǡ
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õ˼ܲɾ檣Сӵ£־һͷ檻ˣ
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楹ͷָܲɹųĻûбҪȥָûġ
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楹̾Ϣţ̿ʲôδʲôܲɵĵˣӣȥɡ
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楹Цţ˵ʲôʲôֵ˵ܲأҪˡ
ɸżˣôˣҲ̫ˣˣ
楹վױȥױţҲ˵ˣûʲôܲɸܵģܲıҰɣǻʲô
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ƼˣҲ̫˰ɣ
ľګӦţǣ˵ǡ
ɺӦõĲͰɣ˭Ҳ֪˭飬ҲͲ˵ˡ
Ӧţǣ˵ǡ
ɰһۣѽһѾƼãϧˣ
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ӦţģѾ͸楹ˣ˵ΪԸ
ŵͷôأ
ЦţԸ
ҡͷñˣǾ̫ҽȥɡ
ͬһǳͷ˿ɱǸǡȥãһͷû㣬Ҳõ˵ļơ
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Ӧţûʧҿôְɡ楹ôָ֪࣬õˣȴˣһˡЦš
εҲˣŽɣͦڴءЦš


352 û͸

ٿУ̫̣ǳһվ˵̫ҪҪ˼һ£һ˼أ
̫Ȼ˼ôˣЦţް˱𣿲Ҫġ
Ӣˣ̫̡ûǰˣֻţԱˣ̧Ƥ˵
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Ӣڸæ̧̫ٳˣ¾ܷԸ
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˻࿴ͷ֪֪
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ǳֵҪʲôûô죿
̫ЦţأֻҪǲʹ죬Ҿ͸ˡ
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˻˹ڳԵģǽˣۣҪʲô
Ӣ˻ŶԷԸ˵ɼˣˣ˵ָӢڣ˵
Ӣڱ˵̫Ǹ˵ķʲô㡭ԣ㣬ʲô
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סˣһŤͷ׼ϵķ񣬺ţ
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վңӹˡ
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ʱڣǹ͸ģõ˱ģõģ
أ楹ˣ˻δһ
￩һ£ôˡû˵꣬楹ˡ
ŷѾˣЦţˣôˣ
楹ֵѾ֪ˣΪ¹ġҪҿҰɣ
ɣɺؿˣŮˡᣬһ߿ţҰɡ
һʹˤ˵שˣѿˡ
ˣ˾񣬳嵽ǰšһϮҧгݵ㣬㣬ȻСһƨ˵ϡ
Ƭмһڸ񣬾Ÿǿ楹ӣ𣿱ͷһؼĺ㡣
ļˣȷǣӦδģģ㡣Ҳͷһμ֪ζζ
ɿ楹㣬͸õİ
楹Ƶģû͸ⲻõ𣿡
ɾֵõ˵ǽģ
楹һ㶣ӵˣ㲻ϲõˣϲڣ͸㡣Ѳɡʱ˵Ǳ͸ģ
ɸӾˣ԰˵ǽģȻôգ
ýӻûͰõԼѰģ֮ǰ￴һۣû
ɷߺ޵棿
楹Ӧţ棡õҲ˵Ǳģ
Ӧţ棡
楹̾ȥõˡֿɣⶫ겻УΪ
ľګصͷǣ̫ҽû°
ðѽһ̫ҽָˣָǣ
楹ֿȥȥ̫ҽ黹ûɢȥѳ̫ҽйȥˡ
楹ַԸҸ̫ҽҪ˵жءȥˡ
楹ַԸȥӴ⹬Ѵ¸߻ʺһˣȥˡ
˺ѷεؿţҪɱõˣ


353 

楹οɣãȱ𼱣Ȱ˵ʵõĸ㣬𣿡
滨꣺ԣһʱ֪
楹̾Ϣţ㣬˱һôã˵ˣҡͷⶼҪҪӣ̫ҽô˵ɡ
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楹̾ܿ죬õ˹ˡΣ֮֮⣬ûü񣬱㰤˼ơ
һҪõ˵ӣţˣ͸İɣָŵѵĴƬ
õӦţôˣǹ͸ģֻǰ͹
ҧгݣ㻹ѣûͣû㡭㡭ܼˣϻˣȻʺȥ˾㻹й
õ˲˼楹İô˴ûã㣬ôصϣ𣿣
õ˹ɲǱ檰
楹˵ˣ㣿ڱ𣬱㲻ΪҪң
õ˾ֵѣūǿ֤׼ģūǿ֤תͷţ죡
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˿ͷūǡūǡ
źˣֻūǶǰԸ£ǵĻҲţαΪǡ
˽ˣǺ棬ŵȲ˵̫ҽӰɡҪ£ȴİɡ
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ŵͷһ˵̫ҽ塣
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ܿ죬Ӧػʺﻰȷʵ㣬أԵҩɢɢͺˡ
ӿڵûϲΪ𣿡
ӦţǣΪ˵˵һȥˡ
죺أ̫ˣ˭
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ӻôżõ˻ԩʺҪ
û˵楹˵ˣʵԩҲʵڰٿĪ硣
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Ѿˣʱ񣬳˵գ˵ǹ͵áⲻˣߣ
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˵㣬̫ҽһֱû𣿡
ɷߺ޵ûУ̫ҽָˣѾȥˡ
ӻԣ̫ҽָ⣬ô˵ɡ
۵㿴ӣҪЦˣЦȥˡ
ֿţõҹܲɣָ⣬ֺܲɽãϣԴ£
ŵͷӦţ㰲ģһһ룬һṫġ
ȻʱҲ̫ð楹һۡ
楹ӻܲ˵е㲻ԣģڰ׷Զɲ˰׵ġ
楹õˣ֪ܲɺʲôףҥҵţһˮʯס
õųӦţ檴δܲʲôףһֱģ˻ʵ˷˼ǡǡ˵ˡ
ˣɵĹ̫ҽˣûôأ̫ҽĽŻûů󣬱˫Ȳڵˡ
˵ˣ̫ҽȷ⡣Цš
ŵˣӦ֪Ҫʲôˣл˵ɡ
ۣһ£ñ²˵ʲôһ˵õ㡣Щ⡣
õ˾ּˣûУǮ̫ҽǮҲûǸ
ˣܱܲܲ죿죡˵ЩȡЦˣ


354 ̫

̫ҽ˵ˣʺȷ㣬΢ѡ
ɳ֪ٷϻˣ˵˭űġ
̫ҽõ˸ǰţõˣ΢ˡţʺõ΢ģ΢
õѾˣ׵Ĵˣź°ڣԩʵԩ檲أŤͷ楹˹ǵҪ˶֣
Ӧţõ⻰˵ƫˣʲôʱ¹ʲô֣һʼߣƸɾʺѩᱻԻġ
ҧ澣Żƹϣƾ㻹뵱ӣţѾˣõ˲檹̣ܽģų˶ֶΣͷ
õϿţûУûУʲôֿ楹㣬ãģ̫ͨҽ
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ߺߵǷѻƫģʵڲ롣
ӻõȥֻһ٣˶ѡʺҲǲ֪£˭͸¶ǵģ˭ȥΪʺʲô
Ҫըˣָⶼù㣡
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һ£л㣬лȫҡţѾˣ澰ɣ
Žӻõ˿ڿ˵ԩô
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õ˽ӻ檲ֻɣϴˡôżɱ檣ΪʲôԸ
ӻΪڲɡ
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ӻ⻰Щƫˣһ̹Ҳ̫ˡνӷͬȻɣӦһõģ﹫
楹ӻܲ˵£檸Ըܷﴦðɡ
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õ˵۾طŹ⣬檼һǧҪƼˣʲô˵
楹̾Ϣţ𣬱㲻Ϊߺޣ˱˵ĵˣ㱻ˣôִԲأ
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̫ҽͷ΢ˡ
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楹ǣ˵ǣɳԾû
žܾУѾˣϲٸû¡ϲʣ˭Ҳ˵ˣҲ˵ûУ
Ӧţ楹ǲҲĻȴҲò롣ţЩƫ̻õˣǷʲôףԽԽ¡
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楹æ˵ʧˣˡ
ŵͷǣõûʲôףֻĴɻ󣬲ȻôأЦš
õ˽ӻ˵ǣ̫ҽһҪ󣬿ˣ
û˵˵ˣӦûأš


355 ˭

Žӻ˵Ҳǡֿɣñôأ
ߺߵ˵ˣɱõ˰
ҡͷҲ˵ˣ޽ۣʱ˭ɱվ̫ҽͽ˾楹õȽǬɣһס
ӦţҪˣ˵ˤ˷񲻼ȥӢɣ˰͵Ӵ⹬ȥáȥˡ
ɱʵҪʲô
ӻ㲻Ƭ촦һͣϳģȻ˳ϣؾҵĻˡ
һ׾ǰȴӲܣ˽ʵʧ¡
˻ȥ㲻Ҫлˣʺ󵽵ǻʺʲôͳôĺܣˣѾױ¶ˡ
楹ЦЦ檸ˡ
楹ҲЦţܲԽˣúߡ
ȥˣɳըˣ㣬ˣһͷõ˻ţɵú£͵ʴףϽȥ
õվЩᣬƵվȡ楹εһʼͶܲɣڵ£ˣֺοͽأͰ㶪ˡ
Ҫõˣõ˦ĸ첲Ӧţ檵ͷ˶£Ը檾Ͳһһˡܲʲô֪ˣҲװˣ檻ֻøˡ
楹εøָľݱ
õҲεİ......˵ˣҲҸֿۡɣַ㣬̫ҽ𣿡ȥˡ
ɶõ˵ıӰţˣ㵱ȻɻʺܲôãˣһҲûˡ
楹ߣ̾Ϣţ......޻˵ˡվҲˡ
һ˾񣬳楹ӣ㣬ģһֱġܲǸˣȫǽˣļˡ
楹ͷΪˣֻǽ㻹ɣʵڲٶ˵ʲôˡȥˡ
˶ˣʱˣȴָסˡ
ˣҪʰ޵ϵƬϽţҪͣóȥˣҳɷĩ
ӦţʺҪ......û˵ꡣ
ɺһҪʲôҪǹô˵ã㰴ķԸ㲻ͷϡ豭Ų裬첲ö˲סӣʹطˣˣ̫ܲҪŪңˣ.....
οţ룬ġ
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ʰ޴Ƭȵõ𣿡
ֿˣ֪ʲôõôͣ˵̫ҽûǸӡ֪楹ȴֱ棬ΪһһǸѾûˣֻܱ楹......
ūǾȼˣ֪˵ʲôˣɷˣʹ˭ףȥɣҪ˵ַԸȥ˾ţ̫ҽʲôʱ
־ȵôʺҪ
ɲ᣺楹ɱɱ졣
Ӧţūˡȥˡ
źӴ⹬ʼһر飬ڸˡȴЩɣҲװ벻ͨ˭ģ˭ɣȴֶûС
ЦţҲ֪˭ץԿû뵽¶ˡһЩˣһǻ楹õǲģҲûô͡
ŵͷӦţôأõ˽ûкӹˣôŶŹ
ӻ㻹ǱӦŸոտʼеܵá
Ŷʵ㲻ĸʲôװɣɲҡ
̹ȻûУõ˾ǵպ楹ƵּսǿˣͶˡķֱ֣ǵûЦˡ
ӦţֱӰ¸㣬Ҳ̫ˣǲǳŵ˵˭ֳ֪
ε֪һ˵Ҳ֪һҪˡµһҪе˭Ҳֵ
ֵɰȥҲû㵽Ը˼ƣô׷֣Ҳ׺ԡ


356 ˵ö

Цˣϸ룬ȷֻ楹Ӧɡ
ӻΪʲô楹ǹİͶһˣ楹ˣɽˮˡ
ϸϸţôճأ楹ͱȥ㿴Դǵӣɵη
죺㿴㣬ηװѽǼٵġ֪ᵲţ˵̧ԸǸɿġЦţͰĵŰɣһģһ޿ز׷ˣͱס楹ˡ
Ӧţ̫ҽҲӦˣ楹ʵ̫ˡ
ֵˣ˸ͷſڵˡȻſˣǾͱվˣŶ
̾ϢţڲùˣѹȥɣٴˣϾûʲôޡЦˣϣʺ󣬵ԸλãֵĻϵ飬ڻҲװɵɺʱǸͷأ
վ㶼׵ģԶûоͷֻᶷøףϲֵġֵ˵ǳԱʲôأţ¡ȥˡ
ţһɣ楹ѾɢˣӦøӷˣ֪ôء
ӦţβϽֱͣϸ״ĵ£楹Ӧó׵ˡ
ЦţҲ룬Ͳü̾˵ȴܰʺģԶ⡣
صѾˣҪҪ˽
Ƶʲô˽᣿
Ӧţ˽
һ£һĴûɱ˭ûǸزءаЦЦɲ楹Ҳһɱҵģɡ
Ӧţõôأɡ
ӻãޣƵ楹ȥʱΣյġֵˣһֱ˵楹Ƕţ֤ǶԵİɣ
εЦţǣ˵ǣ˵öԡ
ҡͷԣ֪Сعˡ
ڶ˾̫ҽ̶Ծˣⶼ˵֮У޾ϲҲװģ̫ҽԺҪ˵ɵڸǹȥˡ
ɵЦţⷬΪص㲻Ǳ𣬶ңѾˡ
̾㿴㣬أ˵أֵ
ӦţҶ˵󹬾սŮ˵Դ׿ɲǰ˲
˵ͥˣˡ
ŵͷɡѹ˵ȡЦˣû
ͷ֪
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ɵͷ˾˵̫ҽ̶ԾˣȰźõġ֤Ѿˣôأ
ŵ㲻õģǬūָ֪˭֣һһǣʳʵ顣ٲеĻֻõˡ
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Ц˴϶ֱӷˣôˣٴҲ󲻹ʺ󡣱Ҫ˭Ҳܸ棬㰲ģش𰸵ġ
ɼеģĻ;ˣϻѹķģϲ
̾Ļôףô⣿
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ҡͷɲУܷõ߲ܡ㲻˵ʧʧˣġ
ɵͷˣ¡żˣûб÷𣿡
εӦû˰ɣ˵
ţֿˣŵϣ´ִˣǵûϷǣҲǵġ䲻ʲô춯ش£ȴһģǲΪԸ˽ƻ֡
ɼ룬¾˰ɣ׷ˣ˹õ˵Ľɡ
ˣסˣһ仰û˵ȴƹˣЦˣָϽ졣
ʵԸ⣿


357 ʹ

ɵͷԸ⣬ֵû;ˣ檵Ļ塣
̾Ϣţʵڲ㣬㰡ľôˣ
ֵͷ˰ɣ檲׷ˣҲٲˡ
űˣһ²һ£Ҳ͵һжġº͵ҪӣҸ̫ҽúõһϲġ
ɵͷίǣ˭ֲˣⶼǳ檵ıӦԺҲˡ᣺֪ͨһɣ޹ȸˡ
ɸҪߣʵõôأ
ŵˣŲĵطȥסշӶǡ
ָ֪ˣˡȥˡ
ŷŶͷЦţ֪˴˵˼ȴװģ˵ЩΥĻ˵ô˳ڣԽԽˡ
˵ˣӻˣǻʺİ㡣ⲻа࣬飬ˡֵţ楹ǲŹõ˵ģɲŹ楹ģеء
ſ𽣺֪ͥͨõŲɣôĿյѡɡ
ֹһ£ѡȥסһ̫Ǻ楹ɣܴ̼楹Ǹ
ŵãȥɣȥסȥˡ
ֹǵõ˸ˣЩԲסˡ
ε㿴㣬Ҫٵˣⶼá
ſҲȴ㡣楹һʱҰѱȴŹˣ㻹һЩɡ
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վʵڷˣȥ
ѾɱǬˣֱӴȥõ˼뵡ڿϣһūŶûˡɶ˵ֱӴ죬ִõ۷Ρ
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õ˹˻ȥ֪ģοôִأûʲô˵Ϲڶʹˡ
һˣˣˣֱӶײˡЦˣõ˳Բѷ𱰵ߵ졣ԼԼ򣡡
õ˹ϲʹ򣬿檻л˵һߴһ˵ܻ֪楹ûԹӷûԹ
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õӦţΪǧ𣬱檶࣬һף֮Ҳưɣ檵ȷ楹ҩȴûȹұ͵͵˷ӣ˭֪Ǽٵġ
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ɹ򶨵˵˵ͽĹϵһֶ㡣
õ˼Ƕ檸ܲʲôףûУ¸楹պ
һط꣺˭ѽ㣿ôô˭㣬Ըˣۣ˭Ҫͣģ򡣡ţ㾡ܺߣǲĹġ
õ˼ֵ檾ǸŲȫԸһҪ֪˵滰
Цţǣĺܣġ
ʱͥˣ񣺡õʺĽ㣬Ųȥס
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ָõˣһѣţסùġ˦ȥˡ
Ρصҽȥˡһûа취ˣ߽ȥˡ楹ҲȻˣˣ˵ˣôԸ
Ӧţ㣬ʺõȥˣⶼǵıǧҪʹˡ
楹Цţô׷ȥأ
ӦţѾõ˴ͨˣìͷָ׷ȥеͶˡһףۣܵǾԲġ
楹ɣ治ǽŵã治ǡ


358 Զɱ

ɵͷӦţ֪֪ǽģûɹ
楹Цţ֪Ƕ϶ңûǱõƭˡ
ɾȵ棿ֻæĿڣ㰲ģôģûɹҪ˼ˡ
楹е档Ϊʲô˵ΪʲôңӦþܲɵĸù
ӦţȻǣõ˼ʺȶˣ뵱ǵĹȣשںˣóˣĶҲŹġ
楹εζԸ˻ʺˣ˳Ȼɡ
ɷߺ޵ԸһҲУưɡ
һӣ˳Ǭʱÿ鼫ˡԹţ楹̫αˣӻƭңҶܲɶְ㡣
Ӧţǣ˵ǡ
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ľګӦţǣ˵ǡ
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ߵ֪ͥͨæȥٿ̫ЩԹˣõ˰ʺ̫˰ɣ̫ؾɡ
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ɵ˼գ벻ףһҪʲô
̫εҲ֪õǶԵģĺԺǳĸ첲ЦúܿģǸˣȫ¶Ŀˣֵøûͷˡ
ɵõ˲Ʋ磬ָʲô£ֻǲ֪
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һǹģɱ򣬷ǧΧŽ
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̷ῴº͵Цţ޵㿴ģƤӡϲָͼ³ܣ𣿡
زЦˣæͷϾ߼ɣ檷ˣʧˡæӡ
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ۣͰˣĹˣűˡ檼ûǸҲûǸǲǴ㺦檣
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̷ͷ㰲ģġЦˣǰ̫ƽܲ˱ĿẮˣأȫûǰơɮ߼ߵΩԸһȺ
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ֱţθȣǳͷβųȫһ
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359 

һѩ׷ףվ¿ѩϵ϶ɡȥӴ⹬ˡ϶ѻѩɨūɨһȴƫƫߵͲѩߣһһӡ
ֲˣһһЬʪˣҪš
Цţ㿴ڲӪں˼ֻˣҲʲôˡ
ֺˣ˵ʲôܳȥ˵ʵû˼ˡ
ߺţˣͷˡҲǣø鷳
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ֶȥɣɰģһᱣġ
˵ˣ̥ãм¾ͽˣпǻʳӰܵˣ۲ء
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ӦţԣԲ˭Խ˭
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Цţһȥˡ
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С÷Ӧţǣūÿնʱȥ̸ģκδ©
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εֻˣֻҪλʲôԸɵáЦš
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360 Ǳ

˵һӱعˣߵ·ˣ楹ڹأ̫ҽ
ȵǹʲô̫ҽãвҰǣżˣߣع
Ҵһ˹楹ůţ̫ҽһԵԴվš˱ĵط񣬹վţű
楹ЦţòҪ⣬㹬ɡ
ˣ̫ҽһۣţ̫ҽʲô
楹ӦţòףҲװˣֱ˵˰ɡ
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Ӧţ檲Իĺܣûκˡ
楹⻹Űʵ̫
æˣ߱ƣδֻɻ󣬻һҲһĶԴ
楹̫ҽ˵ˣʺģ⻹˵𣿡
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361 ܲ˿

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ţȤҳʲô˼ҵ๫Ҫȥ԰ɻ͸ˡ
죺ˣū澶ˡ
Բ˼ҵˣ˼ɧ䰡ɵˡ
ߺţߣūˣһ
Ҳߺţл̧٣Ͷ̴ݣȻԵŰݷá
ˣһ쵽˵ʵû˼ˡ
˵˵ЦЦٹ԰˵ɲɣһ̧ͷ㿴ūͰº޼֦
кæأ
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ūūһֱȥͷлֻǲҴţԭ嶡
ߵ˸ǰʲôΪɣҪҲõô죬ûüлأ㵹Ҫлˡ
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÷ӣߣͤ˵ˣָȤѾͷ๫㲻
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362

̫Ӣһۣ˰ôĶȴʲݣˡ
һ̫᳼ˣǾľϲҷܵġ
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ҡͷ£ǲ֪֪Ļһ˵
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̫һǸ̫ҽˣ˵ʲô楹ʺ£ֶ֤ܲ楹ˣⲻƸҲǰҵ˰
ɵȥܲɽͽͰɡ
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Ӧţǣ̫˵ǡ
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ŵûУɺöණ۶ôʲô
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μˣǲǿˣû˵ˣ׼һӵĻ˵⣿
Цţǣū澾;ÿ뿪ˣԽԽ᲻ãҲͷˡţĵҪˣ찡
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Ͻѣ޵˵ˣܲҪһݽɽ
æӦţ֪ˣȥɣ̾ȥ


363 ɽ

޵ȥˣһԻ󣺡ɽʲôҪ
ӦţǬ幬ǰ͵һǬ幬ܯchʯ̨СӣǾǽɽһһߵĽнɽߵĽɽңѻʱ̰ѹҷС
ͷūˣȥȥǬ幬ʱһȴƯġ
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Ӧţ֪ʱ죬ʥԭסǬ幬ģ֮ǰʱܿԼҪʱ̰ѹҷС
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ػţܺãαԷƱ
̷Цţʼȴ˲˵Щɥ
ֿοţ˵ϰѹҿøأ˿⣬ҲͲκθо˵ˡ
̷ûһ˿иȴǳ......ޱȸˣ˵ȥˡ
οϰģǰսʤһжָġ
̷ҡͷǰԹһ̫ͣˣá
ҸЦţҲҲϲŭ֣ȻҲᷢɧˣ顣
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ֻӦţֻûϿģҲӦģΪ
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̫Ǵʯ̨ţȥʯҹ̷ݡϣ̷ῴɽ......𢡢ɽ......ʵ㡣ʵڣǵĽ̻壬ǲ
СȸСȫӦȻŻѪôأһ׻ϵġ
˻࿴ţ̷Ҳһʹ˿̵һһվհŽɽ𢡣ͬǣǵĽɽǽ己޵Ľɽ֧......ү֪ްŪôӦûɱްɡ
ʵڲ֪˵ЩʲôˣֻúţϣսѾתôȴԽԽû־ˣ
̷Ӧţһ쵽ݷе鶼ˣɻ޲û־ˣĥˣɡ
Ӧţ檻˵ˣҪܽˣһһ˺ǰɡ
̷ῴǣ֣ȥɣæúܡ
̷ᳶţҲ˵ˣػţϣ
̷ľګӦţ޾ĺܣĺܣĺ......ۣµһ꣬ԸɨȺҲͺùˡ
ֻӦţϰģģһġ
ĵֿˣ߻عʲô˵ʵôˣ
ӦûôǾûϵ־ѾûˣȥĻͻˡ
ū澿Ϻúõģûж䰡
ûлشĻôᣬ־ȴĺľˣԺӳأôǺá...Щֻ
˹Ѿ̫밲ȥˣ㲻ȥˡ˭֪ţ̫Ͻȥһˡ
ûɣ
ϽЦţأ̫ǳ𣬸Ͻȥɣڻü
æȥٿˣսԺӭˡеˡ
һ£ʲô£
򵥽ţ͸̫˿̫գԵͷ̫ۡҽһ飬溬ѻƬͷۣѹ......
û֨һ̧ͷѻƬ֮ū澸̫ˣôѻƬġ
һ£ûᣬôҷѻƬһ⣬ȥɡ
ů̫ڴϣϰϸû꣬õŸġҲվţŶһۣûü˵˳Цˡ
Ȼɣֻˣ̫ɱɱ
ûдɣȥӵ˵ţϼȥˣҲ͵˸̫̫Ҫˡ˵Ź


364 ѻƬ۹

ٰ̫ˣ̧Ƥæˣҿ챻㺦ˣôġֻţʺ󣬻ʺɲƫˣⶾ
ŸæӦţɵأɡ
̫̾ϣӸʺƫء
ŵͷ檲ңܲɰɣʲôᡣ
̫Թʵǰᣬ......ͷء
ָָŮﱧŵúӣʵܲɣ͸̫İɣ
˵ˣӦţǣǳ͵á˿ǳѰģ˵Ʒ׸̫ˡ
ɺߺߵҲãӡҲãѻƬĲأɼĲ
̫ϵ֪ﲻһֻû뵽Ұңôĵӡ...ϣûʹ̫ѻƬȥʲôǴðѰ...
ɽӻܲöǱ񸮵ƭ˰ɣһͷǰҲ̫ҽ......û˵ꡣ
̫񸮸ҷŪѻƬʮԴҲң°˵ûǴĵġ
Ӧ檸̫ԩ޳ΪʲôҪһΣ̫
̫ϹˣûˣӻˣͲġ
ſο̫»Ҫá
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̫˵Ҫ𴲣ɰסֻù£Ӧ檲ҡ
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ӷתţӦ̫һᣬ̫׷ˣ檶ϲô
̫֮ϣҶѾʺˣΪλƸͣأǣԸﶼҪ˵һ𣿡
̫һһɨˣܲǰǺ楹Դ楹֤׺Ǻްˡɰҵ޹ߣû뵽㰵ˣôġ
ֽӻأ檾ܲԹ˳ΪΪ̫ϲĹ
檶ϲҰ̫һģ̫
̫Ѿûˣϰţø˵ˣʺ󰡣һ°ɣҪƫĵĻֻһʵˡ
ſֿ̫һŵ̫ôأ
̫ͷ룬̧ƤţԴǣͷѣʺû𣿡
ӦԾɾòܲʴãҪϸġ
̫ߺţͷ۰......ɣʹز飬µȲһ......
Ȱοţ̫ųˣʹܲģҲҪֱһ£˭Ҫԩźá
̫ɣ첲⻹գҰˣѾͷ飬Ҹʱ飬ܲɻӡұѻƬ۹ģҪúϴһ......
̫ϸϸţţ÷ϵı˪ɾҪҩܲɴʱΪ£˪һҪԶ֣һ˶ġ
Цţʱ̫˰ɣ𶳻ܲˡ
̫ۣ
ҡͷ˭Ҳ㡣
źֶһۣȴһ仰Ҫ˵̫׷ˣҲ̫ϸϸ˼
̫ߺߵǺްңȴ㣬û˵ͳˣ㣡ҪЩ˿ѻƬˣ⻹ôûȥڰ
̫ҡͷŸ첲Ƕ߰ɣ߰ɣˡֿţʺ󰡣ÿ飬ٸСûв£ʱ׷ˣΪ֮
æӦţ̫ģʺ֪ʲôһж޹ءǳܷ˿ȥ鿴鿴
̫УԲУ֤ݰᷳǶȥɣˡ
ɱһһˣˣ̾Ϣţ˶ˣװˡ
̫˾Цţ죬Щε
ǳ㶯ְ룬Цţ̫װ룬ʵˡ
ɱˣ˵˼
̫ɣ㹻˰Ҫй¶һ䣬Ҵ㡣
죺Ǻοأ
̫ЦţɵѾͷָܲ楹룬ĥܶԹ楹ؼˣ˭ð˵£һ£Ǹã
ɼΣãõúܣôճأ
̫νأǻ¼ɾˣ˭Ҫʲô֡
ҡͷأٲģҲ۲ͷα鷳أ


365 ԸΪ

̫ίţѾͷˣ˵ǻ˭̫ɲ˵ˡ
ɳٿɢˣɵȻҪ䡣Цţ·ǵô㣬ˡ
û˼ˣһۣĬĬšãŵûУ
̧ͷûзʲôѻƬѲָʹģ̫ԩң
ӦţǸ̫ͦõģΪʲôҪôأ
ţЩֲ˵ֻ˵ǳ𣬻ΪǰЩ£Ѳԩģԩ楹Ҳԩǹ˭㿴⡭ͷۡ
ϸϸţֻҪ̫϶£Բģݡ۵û׷˲ˣпġ
Цãͼʲôأ
ЦţϷʣǵϷ¡
ĵ£ҡͷô򵥣ΣҪȥˡʱźˡ
Ųԣλࣿˣ̫棬վͺˡ
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ŵţȥû˸ҷȥô죿
һתȥɣ
ҡҡͷأҪϣæúܣʵڲÿա
ۣѼ飬¶Ŀˣɡ
Цţɣ治ÿա
ҲЦˣǺùã㵽ǻʺҲҪ÷ִ磬ˡ
ŵͷ̫ˣ治Ǿ͹ˡЦš
˹Ƽˣ㿴õ˸̫ģ˺ǣǲ֪ĵ°¶ˣ׼Ҫң
ӦţôҷѻƬ̫̫׷ˣָġ
񸮸ãһ˴ֽţһֻ̫
ҡͷҲ׷֣񸮸Ұæ̫̫ˣҵġ
ͷǣһĵ£һ̫ҪңôãҪˣǸ̫ҽҲ˵ô໰һй¶ˣˡ
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æȰţѽСĸءĵһ죬˵ⲻĻ˭
ЦˣɵѾͷ㰲ģǲô׾ͱ˺ġһϲңʺҳҸ˵ģҲˡҲ£İɣҲµģ˭ҪָŹǸˡ
΢΢˵Щ˵ˣô˵ˡ
ӦţҪ水ǵĲ뷢չɲǸ̫ҲǵһҪɱˣôܣλһҡͷġ
̾Ϣţ̫ǹˣ˭ֶθߣĵλ˭ҲˣֻԱʤ
ϬֻҪ׼طһԸҪ˱Ͼ·
οţˣˣֻȿ鷢չ߰ɡ
ҹ˯ˣû˯ʱ㵽ˡ˵ţҡ̧Ƥཱུѽ𡣡
ۼˣɣָ̫˶أ˵ĻҪˡ
ֻˣţ첻ޣʵڲ֪ô͡
ЦţҪ֪ˣָȥ̫ը˲Źء
ˣͣΪ̫ģҪռˣһҲС
ôϴˣǴĥˡ
Цţ֣ҲԱվſĥġ
˵ˣޱվţūʰ֮ҲԸߣˡ
˵԰컹ţವشţİҡҷš
ԸŮǶռߺߵվţţ÷ʲô˪ʵ͸̫Ҫʲô
վţӻūһˣӦ˵ˣ̫һǼɵĵ¡
ŸվһᣬıѾͨˣӦţô˶֪ˣܶĵ𣿡üʵ벻ͨõôϵģܿġ
Ӧţװ£Իˡ


366 㱻ƭ

̾Ϣţūæ֨ˡһֱվūǣ˶ֿ죬һʱװͣҲƽʱˡܻعű˪ȥٿˡ
ϣɨūæţϽ·㶵ţʵ𣿡
Ӧţˣ顣
οţˣлϺͻʺ̫Ҷʲôġ
ҡͷǹ׶㣬ѷʵ벻̫ͨͼʲô
Цţϵףѿûˡ
˳˼֮У֪ٿ
̫Ѿˣڳ̣һ۱㿴ԾЦ̫ͷˣ
̫ʣ˪ռˣ
Ӧţһ̣Ѿǳùˡ
̫ͷ֪ˣȥɣա
ʵ檸һ䣬յʲôʱأϾվǳޣ»ûػ
̫һûʵѹ𣿹ô˵ʮ䣬а취Ӧͷˣȥɣˡ
ԾվŲ˹̫ʲôֱӸ߳檰ɣΪѳ檣ֱ̯˵á
̫ˣҲˣѾͷң˵Ϊ㣬أ
Ӧţ檵ˣ̫֪޹......û˵ꡣ
̫Ҳ֪
̫檰ѻƬû衣
ֲ̫ͷˣȥȥɣ˭˭ȥٰˡ
Цˣ˭˭ȥ̫Ǵĵİɣָʲôˡܣ檸ˡ
̫ˣţվסʲô˼
ת̫ôһ׵ġ
̫̾еͶˣɵѾͷ㱻楹ɱˣʲôû֣˵ʲô㶼ˣȥɡ
Цţʵǳ檻Ҫռ˪𣿡
̫ЦţȻûءţ㻹ķϣռԪڰɡ
Цˣ֪ˣ檸ˡߺߵȥˡ
ͼٿȦˣС̫һΪ楹ԭ֪ĵ¡
ϸϸţҲͿˣҲˡЦš
ӻ̫ʹ۷Ҫۡ
ˣȥɣȥ
ҪȥֺסˣУõҲڳ԰ɡͷȥˡ
ʵ̫ҽ𣿡
ͷԣˣͷ
ɲ˵ʵģݾߣɡ
ţ̫ҽˣһ֪ˣҲ̫յΪˡһ£ˣ......ֻص楹ˡ
εĲˣԲ˵ʵġ
⼸û꣬ʣǸˣһ˵ʵġعˡ
ҹֹ԰ˣżʱҪܶۡ
ͤµˣվżɽΪ˿𣿡
ɻ񣬷ˣӦţ֪ԩİɣ
ЦţܼɣһȰȰ̫ġ
ȵ̫ǹ𣿡
ɵͷǣ̫û£òҪˡ
̧ͷףȥɣл˵ūǶԶȥˡ
ɱżôˣ
Цţƣ̫ǹңԵˡ֪̫ҽɣ
ɵͷ֪̫ǰЩӻΪ˻ʺ¡
ıʲôˣ˺ˣ̫Ȼҹ̫ҽ㰲ŵ˰ɣ
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ͷ˵Ϊʺڵ......
ЦˣҸ֪ʺ£ûʲôˣ㱻ƭˡ
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ɲЦˣָ̫ʹ̫ҽ㣬Ȼ̫ҽô°ɣеã㲻㣬̫һֱ̫ҽ£ûκιϸ𡣡
ҲЦˣҪĲ֪......ͷţҪҪ˵ҪҪ˵......̧ͷ̫õʲô𣿡
ҡͷûУõ˳ż̫ģûκҲסĹ⣬߰ɡ
ʵô𣿡


367 ĸ

ɵͷұϾ楹ܣ˺ҵȻվ楹ߣ̫Ťˡ
ţ......ֳˣҪҪ˵ҪҪ˵......
ţʲô°
ֺ̧ͷɣһ£̫ģܾ......͵ɻʹ̫ˡ
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վɶߣĵȫ˴˻һΣҪˤˡæס򶨣ʺ󻹲֪£ʱ¡
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ᶨûУһ仰ûС
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ְţҸ㣬ʵԼԼò̫ģûбҪԻʺ֣ǼǺй֮λˡ...û˵ȥ
۾Ź⣺Ǻĺλ
Щ飬һ仰˵ġвż˭ĸҪˣҪǻʺͻ֪˸ô죿Բ֪Բܡ
Ӧţס
Ҹò̫ԼעһõǷè塣ûУǾˣָ楹ģһ
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һֱվţɵ֣ʱɿˣˡŸˣҲˣҪô楹Ҫô̫ҲȻõʩ룬
ҲˣһҪˣû˸Ƶģֻаسȥ֪˷ɡ
ЦţҾ͵̫ʼҶˡ
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̾ϢţʵڲøңҪʧˣҪʧˡ
εҸ㣬ΪԸҲΪ㡣һע⣬̫ˣΪǱɵġ
վŻˣ˭֪ĸأһעġû˵ʲôȥˡ
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ͷվţʵ˵ʲôأ
Ӧţʲô˵ˣ˵ò˵ã˵ˡ
̾Ϣţֳ嶯ˣҪǸ̫ôأ
͵ﶼƵģ߲߶һ˿Ǿò̫ģֻ֤ݲƫ˭ҲɲԼˡ
ͷĻ̫ҽӦòɰŵİɣЦˣָ̫ŵģɶ
ȴδֹĵ˿Ҳ֪̫ҽ˭̫ҲֻһΣĲǡ
п˵Ѱ
˶һۣɵģװã˭֪أعˡ
һżգʵʵִ̫һ˿иֵ޵ʱͶ̷˵˵С̫ͷ
̷ҲùʣȴƵϴδҹôǵ
죺֪̫ϲ㣬ϲҪˣûµġ
̷ͷǣҲÿڹܣȥɣҪˡҲãһϲܶһ¡
˱ţ§̷ᣬӦţʲôֵĶ檵Ȼˡ
̷ЦţʱãȥŴҲ𡣡
檲ָȱѣɲˡ
̷ӻ޾ȻȱҲȲϣԼȥɡ


368 ʮ

ְˣ檾ǲϲʵΡ
̷οţģһеġЪϢˡ
ʱˣ§̷ᣬʵڲػҲֻһ¾̷ᡣ谵̷˯˯棬Ӿˣֿᡣ
̷ӣϸغϸƤ⣬ĺһƲסУһ£Եؿһᣬʰʰĵ
һֱҸЦƼˣôôˣ
Ӧţոһ˲䣬ҾûϲǻˣҲʲôˡǾһƽ˼ҵķޣ˯շá
һЦˣɢ˰ɣյķ̫ѳˣ˻ϵθ
һۣѽⲻҪҪ˵ˡӿ˽Ųš
ūæռһʱһֱ͵Цͣ˫ֶͨ죬ůţȵùãһֱ𣿡
ͷεЦţͷħˡ
ѹˣħأҸЦʱһ̧ȣ߰ɣȥٿ
ÿʱ̫ڿϳ̵û𴲣Ŷû򿪡Ͻŵ̫ࣺ̫ͷַ𣿡
С̫Ӧţǣ˵̫ͷ
ͷ̫ҽ𣿡
С̫Ӧţȥˣˡ
ˣǱȥ߶̫ˣȥɡ
룺ʺʺɣ˵ء
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Ҫˣ̫ҽˣͼţûߡ
̫ҽ̫ϸϸؿ̫֢״Ӧʵ̫ͷ۰ɣ
ǳӦţ̫˵ۣΡġ
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о˵ܣ㸣̫úõ檸ˡ
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󣺡ȥȥ߻ʺȥ
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̫ţ˵ʲôᡣ
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һӷתţ̫ҪԼ˪
̫ţã׼飬ԩ㲻ɡ
ȥȥ庰û͵ʺ......⣬ȥˡ
̫ҽ̫˼룬ָ˼ҩ裬̫һЩˡǳǳܲɣʲô˼ҪҰ
ͷûУ檲ң򲻸ҡ
̫ҧгݵ㲻ңѲɰԸҩԸ


369 ȡ

̫ô˵ˣ㣬ÿ˪ҩ裬û뵽Ұ㰧ң
̧̫첲ָָһطˡݺݵ֪ҵ˿ޣЩƵ̣֪ҪľʹûˣֻԸֵϣôġ
һԻ󣺡檲֪̫˿ʲôĲ֪ҲʵڲҼʲôϡ
̫˪ռģ㲻˭ң㣡ץǳĸ첲죬ܲ죡
ǳַԸŹŮҶܲɡ
һСŮůˣҪִˡ檲ܽƾһ֮ʣж
̫ӦţҾҪ㣬ôô㣬򡣡
СŮΥҲˣֻðͷˣòůˣֱˣίˡ
߰Ŵ̫˵ȥ֪ͨʵһҪıңһ
ƿ˷Ҷеķĺܣ̫С·ˣɺδ³Ǻã
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ӦţϧֻǻϺĽδ⣬ϲĻҲϲΪɱ˳檵ġ
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ˣţϽ̫ǰˣʵ̫ǲݺ檣
̧̫ҪʹϾǳ˵̫ܲӣΪݺܳҲ̫Ըˡ
ָ̫أĲҪˣҲҪˣ̾ţ߶ڣƷβ룬߽Բġ˵þ㡣
̫ôͶУƫţãʲôǰģʲôǰģ˰ɣĥţţɡ
֪˵ʲôͥĺʺݵʺݵ......
̫ҧ˭ҲУҷǵɱ㲻ɣ
ŴˣȺһۣŶ̫˵ˣ̫̫ҽ鿴һ±˪ɡ
̫Ӧţȥɣȥɣܷܲȥˡ
ſοţ̫ܲģ檾Բ
̫ذһۣʺƫģĿ
Ҳ檲ģһϲƫ˽
ӻʵԩﶨҪһס
ܿ죬ˣȺšһۣ˺棬˵̫ܲı˪ȷޣȫʳãȡ
̫ţʺ˰ɣ
ŻûӦֵ΢л˵΢ı˪ȫ˳͵׵ı˪û޷ۣ޲һŽȥģװ˱˪ȥġ
̫ŭˣūţʲô˼ָ򰧼ң
ͷ΢ѣ˵õȷʵ顣һԹŵ̫̫ҽֵҽΪ̫ҽԺԺУ΢ССҽʿ̫Ժдټһ顣
̫ҽ̧̫̫Ÿ첲ˣ㲻˵ѡֵ˵ܲɸոշŽȥģûڵأ̫޼ɵˡ
ӻͶָǰȷŶٷű˪׷֡
̫Ƿǣҹʲôʱŵģ϶ġţʺ󰡣ҿ챻ܲɶˣɲƫˣ˵ɡ
룺̫ܲһӣ
ָ̫ţָҪͷίˣʺ󰡻ʺ̫ƫˣʧ緶ءҧˣ̫ҽɣܲס
Ͻߵǰк󣬿ͷ̫ȷǷ˹ֻ޷֤Ƿޡ룺̫Ƿвҩ΢һ۱֪ʲô
ǳӦţС
̫ͷͷڽƱ磬ȻУȥɡ
ȥˣˣ̫֢״ȵ̫ô㲳ˣ
̫ίˣѾͷһĶΪװðɣģģˡţ㰡......
Ҳ˴ǰһۣҡͷֵ檲̣ƫһô࣬᲻ǻĲ֢һӷˣ̫ҽ


370 ܷʲô

̫ҽӦţģ˿޺٣ϲôķֻ̫ͷ緢ʱųԣһҲԲ˼ͲΣˡ
̫᣺ѾͷﶼҪˣĸ첲⻹աûˣûİᰡ......
ɸ̫ᣬӦţֻ˵˶ֲ룬ûƫ˭ˣ̫ѹӦòǹˡֿ
̫ίܲɣǹҹΪԩңֻܷû뵽㲻֪ڸģ䱾䱾ƲɾǣײĲᣬס˵ЩϽ
һֱĬţ˵ˣûռʱҲһֱūǣֱ֮͹ˣܳġ
Ӧţ̫ôܣ϶һΣӦһʱͳ⡣
̫ɵ󣺡簡Իȶ˰......û˵꣬ˡ
ָһۣ̫ﻰʣѩˮҲʮޡ
̫عˣˣܲ˰ɣɣʺþˡ
˵ˣµȷܲģɳԾɾΣݳ檲ϰɡ
̫ţʺƫأƫأߺ޵ʺȻʧ˹ʣǰҾԸˡ
̫ǳܲߵūż̴˾ۣܲȽΪӦȻûʵľֵȥϹһˡ
ֹɴԼɡ
̫ܲɶңʺ󲻽ŲʣҸ߻ϣҪ˰̫
żˣʺôأ
ŵ̫ܲɵȷ󣬿ɲһġ檼ʱ䣬óϸ飬ֱӶ̫ͻˡ
ɽӻ̫˵ǣܲҲܲˣҲް
˵ˣûʹָ檣Ҳû̫ôֱӷ䣬ʵʧʣĿ
̫ЦˣʲôĿҹۻǱۣˡ
ֿ̫ţã飬ܷʲôصˣɱ˰ң£ϲ˽⡣
̫ˣǶȥɣȥɡ
˶վ˿ɣɵͷʾ⡣˻ûȥ˶ˣ楹ɹˡ
楹˵ȥ밲ȴ˵̫ͷˣ͸Ͻˡ
Ӧţ̫һЩǽȥɡ
ɴ߹΢΢ţƵְ𣿡
飬ûдɣתӣд·ˣپˣϽˡ
ɺˣع˵ˣ㣬ܷһ˵
ɵͷعɡ
˱ٿţ˵÷ϵ¶ˮɾ峺̫ÿҩݲ裬û̫ҽ鿴õģ£Ѱˡ
ӻȻԸûˣ
Цţ㣬Ҳ̫ԸԸ
ŽӻԭΪ̫ܲɣ̫ץŲţ̫ҽ鿴֤Ӧòˡûɰ̫̫Ҳûߣ᲻˹Ϊ֮
ҡͷܰһֱţ붯Ҳû̫֡ˡ
ɿ˶ݵؽһֵӦ˹İɡ
̫ӦûݵԸ֣һǲɵģֻǴǲͲ֪ˡ
Ųԣ˵̫ûбҪǰ¶ȥˣɱͼʲô
ʹ༫ˣֶɵȻңǾͰҶһ̫ɣҿɲôԩˡ
ɵͷӦţģһעġֿţ檾Ͳˣտ̫ȥˡתȥˡ
źһۣ̾ŵ˵޻ûڵףӦþǺģ̫ɾʹˡ
ֿţɥˣô֤أ
Ű㲻Ҫż̫ӰãģҲɱ㡣ֻҪ˻ţзϣ
żǴǰ˵ģ̫϶£ԲֵġӦòģģ涼û취֤
ؿţɿˣͷ
ż뵽ʲô𣿡
ֿ̾ţ᲻......᲻ߵʲô
ƵǶѾһˣ⻹ܼ𣿡


371 ûô

ҡͷ֪......ֿţصͷ
ſο̫Ǽѯ޹ģֻҪģǾһз϶Ѱһỹ׵ġ
ͷ˭֪̫ôأ̾
ԽԽòԾֲʵǺ𣿲Ҫ¡û˵ꡣ
æҲŲ£ֻǴ۸ӣЩ޲ˡ
ӦţǣҪģһûµġ
˹û˼ˣҲ͹˶ͷϸϸţߺ޵ָ̫ݺԸӣҲ̫ˡ
֨ū˵䲻ģʵڲðĵ¸ɵġ
˵ˣɣĽϸϸţһǾɲװãп̫Ըֵܷ˿
ҡͷūȴôã֪鲻֪飬Ϊ̫
Ƶĵͷù˵ǣġ
ˣʺ˵öԣֻҪûһѰá˺ҲҵǵĴ±¶Ϻͻʺôأˣأ
̧ͷոûõˣôٵ
Ӧţ̫һģӦñӰɣҪ𣿡̾ϢţҪˣūڶµָ˭
Ӧţǣһ˵楹ݺҡ
Ƶκ˶ɣȴûɡͿһֱŵģܲİɣҲ߯ˡ
ˣǵ......
ˣõ˴˹ˡ
ͼŵ
һС̫ˣܲõ˵ҹݷΪ˸ղŵ¡
ͷã򡣡
С̫ȥˣߺ޵ˡ
ӣƵģûطµأȴǾֻð׵ӽ쵶ӳˡ
ֵɱõ𣿡
ҡͷؼˣ˷ҪôҥҪô滰ȻҶ֪ˣµˣαػҴţǾʹ촰˵˽ɡ
Ӧţ˵ǣū澾ãʹֽѾˣǲҪƵĺáΪǵײ֪õһģҲͲ֪Ļײף˾˻ʺ󣬸òʧˡ
ŶͷʺҪ֪ãֵĲ飬ܾĻԪס
̾ϢţΪʺ֪飬Ÿôһ򲻿ɳ嶯ˣôӳ鰡
ͷ֪ˡ
ٿУɶѾ֪ôˣ̫ϵøˡίˣ̫ˣӶŹӹһˣӶ......
楹˵ˣ̫ģʺ󶨻һĴ𰸡
̫غţðԿ˲ԸүҲġ
ɴյǰˣ̫ܲɰֱӸ浽ȥá
̫ίˣʵ......ʵۻԹްңһỤܲɵġڼգ֮ܲɻ֤ףҾ͸߻ʵۡ
̫̾ƣʱ㹻α֤ˣˡ
̫һɣֻҪ㲻һоͲб
Цţ̫⻰˵гʵǰ檰ݷ
楹ɣΪ˶ƵģôԸʹ
̫ǰôô룬ˣʵˣȥɡ楹ȥˡ
ɻˣ˴ߣҪι̫ࡣ̫ҡͷԣǶġ
ţʲôأ檸ȥ
̫죺ܲɵ⣬ܲɵѪȥɡ
ΪΣܲɲô......̫Цˣû˵ءֵҲôĶԼûôġ
̫˵......Ҳܲɲᣬǲҡ˭أ벻ס
ɽ̫֣µˣѾزסˣ¶Ŀˡ
̫۾һ˭
³֣ɡ
̫ҡͷģΪǰЩ°ȥˣֵðôΣգҲû¡
Цţʲô֪ˣͱװ......
̫ˣҲʲô֪ˣѲ֪˰Ҳ֪ģ
ɿ̫֣װˣСĳ檸߻ȥ֮ŭʱǧֳû
̫ץסɵ֣úӣ֪ʲô𣿸ˡ
εװװ......


372 ̿

̧̫ͷҪ򣬵ȻûȥѾͷΪһ仰ͷҲˣҲˣҲоˡ˵˵ٶ˵һ仰ҵͳ׺ˡ
ɺֺ࣬ƹЦˣ檾֪ãȻЧˡ̫Цţ檲֪ʲôܣǶ棬ⲻˣ
̫ɵĶ䣬ߺ޵ѾͷҰ׸һˣϣͷˡ
˵ˣô찡
̫Ҳˣõģƶˣġ
ɻǵģǲأ
̫Цˣ͸¡
ҡͷ۸ӣѰĺܡ
̫֣°ܺߣݺˣ㰲İɡ
ʵ˭
̫ҡͷ֪治֪Ҳ˭ֻС
վúЪϢɣȻȥˣ
ɳٿ׵̫Ĳ֪ĵ¡
ӦţҲ֪̯¶ܲɲ
ֹǧҪ˵¹֪֪Ҫװ֪
ֵ̫ô죿ְƵͷô죿ˡ
׿οûȫķӣǱˡ
̾ô̫أ˵ˡ
ڵҹˣһûκͷҿ̷ûȥ˵Ȼͱˡ
õڶ޲һͱеķŭڲˡżɽɣʲôñ𣿡
õУרŹġ
ͷ˵ɣҪʲô
õ˵׵ģҲ̫ûݺ˹
Щͷˣȷ׵ģһŲֱ֪˵ɡ
õ˸ɴ̫ûɺֻһˣ楹
仰Ҫ楹ˣֱȱ㣬Ҫſڴƻˡ
õ˵檸йϸȻɣȴҺѪ˵ġϴûƭɣҲûУһݺ㡣
Ӧţµȷģȴ֪˭ģɣɱ󡣡
õ˵ûУΪʲôҪأ
±ˡ
õ˵ͷԣȻ֪ˣ͸檵Ļ
˶ţĿᶨʲô֪ࣿ
õҲĿᶨ֪
ؾ˹ȥ֪
õ˲֨ˣţ֪ο໹Ϊأһģһ
ЦţվȥٿҲпģȻ󵼱
õҡͷһԴҲҶ̫ȥٿԻɣ̫檵ļͱȫˡ
ҡͷ㶮ҩһ֪̫˿ﺬްɣ
õ˵ͷ檽չҪ˵ص㡣
õЦˣ檵һθ̫ʱŵޣʱûأȻ͸˹檵ʱʲôֻһ˵֪ᷢôµģ˭
ʵǣ楹ɣôأͿɴ뿪۾
õ˲֨ˣЦţܲٿ˰ɣ
õԾɲֵ֨㻳һأ˭֪һ˭֪Ļмġ
õ˵ˣ檵ȷû취֤楹ģоģΪ˽𣬶ǷĽ
εȥ˵⻰ˣʵЦ
õ˳Ĭһᣬ......檿Եǹ......֧֧û˵ꡣ
ӻô
õվﻹҪСĹæȥˡ
Ű̸̿ϡá̿ӦƵģһ¡
ӻõ˲һ˵ĵˣҪ˵ô죿
ӦţҲ֪ùȴһġ
Щˣū澾ô¸õѲ˸ϵûһйߣܸõıסܣҲΪʺ˳𡣡
ҡͷУ̫ˡҪʺһ仰ͿʧҪ˭ָʹô˵ʵô֤ʵȷʵҪġ
ͷūףֻӣˡ
Ŷͷ̾ϢţһˣһͷûУβ˰ɣ
ȰţЩˣҪ侲һ¡
̾Ϣţû˵ʲô


373 ǵȻֵͷ

ڶӴ⹬밲ޱؽ˵˶ûʵһҡůţˣҲͳˡ
ԣ̾ϢŸ˵޵º𣺡ϼݵϼݵ......
˸ϽվЩˣţʱʲô
ŰûµģҪ¡
̷һؽˣеڣáŸ첲
űʵӸôżʲô𣿡
̷ͷصعȷһµġʵ̫ʳޣѣͣ
ˣŵǣ̫Ѿöˣõˡ
ͷ̷ῴػţ
æ̧ͷڡ
̷Цţ˵̫µޣ
ûУϣûС
̷̧Ÿ첲ǡţһ壬¶ҲӲˣǲᡣ
ӦţлϣûС
̷ֵ̫̫ǹİɣһǱЩʲôˣˣùߋɣߣܳ޵£ȥּɡ޵Ӧš
ŵϲȥ̫𣿡
̷ҡͷ޲ȥȥʱȥվ
˵ˣϾôų𣿡
̷Цţô̫ıǸңָ㡣ǵſȹָ
ӦţлΡʵ檻ʣô֪أ
޵½ӻūС˵ãָ˻ϡ
ŵ檲߻ϣΪæҺ֮·ӣͷ......˵ˡ
̷ŵļ򣺡޶׵ģýˡ̫Խ£ԽĸۣҪùȥˡˡ
ֹİˣʵ𣿡
ŵͷ
ߺ޵Ҿ֪ҪһţСӣǲˡεؿţҲװɵ˿ô죿㡣
Ц㻹֪ǻϰزסκģǰˣ˵ûﻰԲĨǵġûµģˡ
ӦţøΪҰɣԸ̫ҲԸ޹ģҪ˱Ͼ·
ŽӻϵȻΪ㣬ɼġ
̾Ϣһˣû뿪۾̫ݺ˭أҡͷǵ˼·һֱǴãӦô֣ðһЩ
ͷֵ֮ٿɣˡ
ͷӦţǣȵȿɡ
ܿ죬˶̷֪ˣ֪ȴЦˡ𼱻ǵسǬˣţ㣬˵СӸ߻̫£檵ȷСеϸ𣬵¾Ը޹ء
楹ްɣǵȻֵͷϡ
죺ѾһУͻݺʵˣô˴ң̫ˡ
楹εѽΪСӻ̤̤ʵʵĸ㣿ǰˣӢһǮ¡
ɵͷӦţ֪̫ܲɣ˭֪ǸʲôƵ֪ȴûдôܲ𣿻ϱԻˡ
楹ӦţӷŹ̫ģɲΪܲ̫ܲȴ˵ˡ
ɵƵĵͷһһΪ̫ʵǵġְˣɴ˿ɼϲǾûϵϲΪΪ
楹˵ʲô˵ˡ
죬ίʺܲҲ룬֪ƫ̻ǣôϸ״أԩˣ˵ʲôûˡֽŵ㣬˵ôãôڶأ벻ס
楹Ӧţһ˵ԴۣǰЩ¡ԭҪã֤׺ܲɱ㱨̫ˣû̫лң
ɵͷǣܲѻƬޣҲ̫˰ɣץס楹ˣ㣬ú£¡
楹Ƶ㺦ʲô
ҪˣܲôĿŵĸЩǿȱеһȫźˣ̫ܲܺһһɣ
ɼˣҪҸģôңһȫƵϡʲôûҲһͷûУô죿Һ¡
楹οţ㲻Ҫ£Ҫǰգڹﲻô죿


374 ָʹ

楹ֵǸ嶼˵̫没ˣɼ̫װá̫Ƣֲǲ֪ܲڽˣƸ㣬ҲûǸˡ
Ծɻ֣̿˭֪ǲֳ̫ܲȥأ
楹һ£û뵽пܡ
ɶŸ첲ѽѽһҪð
楹ͷ㲻ҪǰգǶԹۣôߡˣܲɵ꣬Nɪʲô
ɿ楹֣̾ϢܲɽթĺܣԽԽ¡һɣˣǸõˣϸܲɲʵϡ⼸ȥ㹬Ǵҹܾı¡
楹ȻѾͶܲˣ˭ʲô
ҡͷҪܲɸ߿ָҪΪܲɰ£㲻ɲ
楹Ӧţ˵ûò¶ܲ³ָþˮ⡣
ɵͷӦţǣͽְܲͽ̫һΪѸ˭Цˣ㣬һҪð
Сˣ̫û뵽ˣ˲ˡ
̫ǳָۣܲʵ۰æˡȻ͹һˡ
ϱ˺һӣЪһЪ̫С񣬿޵øˡ޹֮󣬱ʵϸΪʲô𣿡
Ӧţ˵ˣ˵ͷ粡ˡ
̫Ż𣬲һ˳벻Dģѹס˻ǣֿ޵òвеġ
ܿ죬ʱˣҪ뿪ˡ̫켫ˣʵûס찡Ϊ̼ģԭһ۾ߡТӣһΪǰҹûꡣ
ŵù֪룺......
ֿ̫ˣúܣǣ롣᣺ȥȥɣ˼ҲˣҶӵĴ̡
ϴүãС¶ûкû𱸹һ仰
̫ţãүӡһжãʵ۴ûпҪġ
Ҫˣźˣææûּ⣬ҽڹ밲½⡣
̫ߺߵأʵ۲ȥ㲻
Цţ̫˵ǣҪˣⲻ¡˿𽣺Ǳߋѣһ⣬¡
𽽫һлÿ¶ѣֲƣʵɷ˸񡣡
̫۾һʺҲţѲ£һأһֱȢ˸Ϊֹ
̫죬û˴һ֮󣬹Ҫˡ
ֿ̫ˣүõĺܣԵ˯㣬үݽϣҪĶ
ֱŵİ뿪ˡ̫͸ıӰίˣӻûȾߣТӣ壬ȵȥ......š
ź̫޵ģȦҲˣ̫ǵ˶֪ҵΪˣ......
̫Ͼ̫˵޾Ϳޣ˵ͺˡһûûλڰأ̫Ѿˣһʵ۰æҲûãҲһɥ֣븶ۡ
ӦţûһϰæǻԸģ˵ɸߵͬʱ׼˸
̫ͷˣٺŪˣ˵ˡˣһǸ˼ﲻһҪ۵ġ벻£ҳصģͲŻʵ۲ˡ
̫ӣͷΣǸˣ߰ɣˡ
תҡͷ̫Ĺĵسҿǣʱ֤ףԭǴ㳯ʵ۸״ְڰһų谮۸ӣԸ㡣ֿˡ
̫ſˣԹǶңʵ۾Ӳܣͺĵز𣿻ǣָʹµö......
˾عŵ̫ԣôôң׿˵ңǧҪ룬ϲôġ
̫ţôܲɣӣԵû棬֮찡
ˣûи߻ϣɶ죬û˸Ҷֽš˼ôı̫ǧҪҲ£ǳ檵һ˳е
̫ߣװװģҲԸ⡣
˵ˣ뿴С񣬿ŹѾˡ̫޵ģֿʺһֳˡ
̫ˣ޵øˣ簡ʵΪһŮˣðҲˣ......䵽˵زҪ˰


375 һ

ֻùˣţøȰѾ˾ˣֻҪ֤ܲģ̴
̫ţҲźŪңϡʺϳ۸һӡԸ⣬ȥһ˵˵Ҫ
ǳæţҲ޵ļˣûʹ̫裬ӻûȫһ㡣
ɰס̫ȣرţ̫Ӧʱģٸɣٸɡ
̫ɵĶ䣺ʵ۸״֪ôɰأٵĻ׾ͱĨˡ
ˣ˻ȥ̫˵òܱĨڣѾ˵ȴԶײˡ
̫û죬ã˵ˡ
Žӻʲôû˵ûбʵǲûϷǡ
̫ӣûʺΪһ˽ΪԸٳ裬ʵˣڿ˵Ϊ˻壿αǶй档
̫վ죬û˹ܵǰɣȥ˸ȥǰȥ³ǰȥ㻹Ϊû˹ܵʺ󰡣Ҳüؿɲť»
̫ôһᣬڸ˵ˣ̫ô˰ɣһ򳨿죬ʲôֱ˵ɣɱǹϤ㡣
̫˼·ĽŲˣЦˣܲɳ͵仰ءͷţʺʲô˵𣿡
˳ŵӣŵһ̫ġ
̫豭ɤӣԸȣܲɰǹ·һʮǳ֪ͨɹǿǰҵĽ
ʵ췣б𣿡
̫ЦȻУȴ˵ݰ롣
ɲˣһӣֻܲɰɣǻϸ״أѾ֪ˣֲȥ˰ɣĴˣǳСˡ
̫һؾ㵣̧Ҫɣûȥߺߵ㰵˭أҲ˼ˣ㻹ڻɰҡô룬ܲɲ֤ףϸ÷λ㵽乬סһ⡣
̧ͷˣ̫ҲҪ̫һˣ֮ŭɳԲġ
ɸæ˵ã˵˵ˡ
̫ըˣʺûУܲŻʵ۳谮вңϧǳܲʮƤѪɣȥɡ
ǳҪȥסֵ̫ܲɲܶˣô֤أˡ
̫ɣûʵѹңܲΪܲɴ򰧼Ұɣң
ɵϵȻᣬһǲ˵ģүϣǾͲˡ̫֣ʹɫ
Žӻ˵ǡ檾ٸܲɼʱɣò֤檾λ԰ɣ
̫ߺߵٸǼʱα֤֪ʲô۶أɱ˰Ҳδ֪
ŵǿտƾʻȥô˵
̫˦ɵ֣ǳãǰٸǼɡ
̫ʵۼȻŸ˵˲٣ҪģͰްɡӲŸոտʼܾôϣһѰɡ
ɾ㵵̫ôһӣΪ˳檰ʵ̧ˡ
Žӻ檻Ȱ˵ϵģ׻ϻ᲻Ӧʵڲҵ
̫һҵ̫󲻺Ҳ첻ʵá
Թţ̫ҪЮʺ𣿺溦Ƶġ
̫ӣȥɣ޸Ͻ飬ָһλỹ鲻Ļܲ͵ų԰Ӱɡ
Ӧǣ檶̫⡣ȥˡ
̫Ų裺ôã۵á
ǸεעΪ˳檰
̫۾һѽӣûкԸôأ
Ӧţ̫˰ԸֱɱܲɵģΪһòأ
̫ЦˣҾòܲģòǱ£ҪģҲܽҪЮá
ɱʲôãһģǵġ
̫ͷˣôˣǰģʲôǰģ˰ɣȥȥ
ҪˣҪʲôɻ˴ˡ̫֣̫ˣһʵɣ𣿡
̫ţҾͲ㡣
ߺߵȥˡ
̫ɣѾͷƢû˴ˡ
ź˵ţŶͷ̫оͷһ㲻ˡ


376 ΪΪϴ

żòˣӦݺģɴ˺һһȥ
ϸϸţӦȴֲ˼˼ǡ
ż̫ҪȥһϣǼɵƫ㣬ṫʵ飬³顣ȰȰϣùһˣӦþˡ
ľګӦţãһԡֳĬˡ
˵ĵŽȥظ£һ˻عǳĬ
˵ˣˣϸ״ĵ°ɡ̫ҪɱҪЮɱĻˡ
˵ˣҲİѹ̫ĺѹţֻҪһᣬ׼ãһҡڲò̫
̫̾ƣڹʵ̫
߬ȭͷҿɲô˵ˣñȥһΪΪϴסȻָ֤ȴȫָ򣬻Ҫһȡ
ε޴ְٸ컹޴֣è׽ⶺū澾޵£һָ꣬ˡ
ͷ֪Ҫһ£ķڷҲķڷҲװס
Ӧǻõ֣
ҡͷɣϡʺע⣬̫ҽŰɣµһᣬֵ̫̿ҽͲ˵ʵĥ
룺̫̫ҽôã׼ϣ̷ܾҲ˵ɡ
أ˵֮𣿵ʣѡ
εūġ־Ҫ˾ôסϺͻʺأ
ȭͷ˾ǹҪʹһɱﵣҪʹࡣ
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صʱ֪ˡ룺ںҪ㣬ֻаˣǾͻû˯ʱ֡
ˣ˽̰ɣ˵ʺ֪ã˳ģֱӴ
Ӧţ¶ľͺã޷ģϹţ죬ٸӣͶƽˡ
¶˾ģŤͷȥһҪţ׼
̫ҽ̫ŵģһᴫģǱ˰ɣ
ҡͷ̫ܲһͱҡûͱңҾзĻᣬֻҪ϶ôһߣ̫ˡ
ֻӦţãūġȥˡ
˵ɾ͸ɣ˼һ֮󣬱㶯ˡֱӴ̫ҽ̫ҽĽŸտ㹬Ĺţͱźļ̫ˡ
ŪֲֻùԹԷ廨Ѻ˴㹬
ںţĵש˰̾ߣɷľվš
ɿŵϵ̾Щ𣬲ҴδЩÿ¡
СҪ£װһ㣬һء
˻̫Ѻ̫ҽˣ滹ҩС̫ࡣ
վָźС̫ࣺúõؿţһ䣬ͽպ̿ָָ̿衣
С̫˫ȶòӡͷū۾Ϲˣʲôʲô
Żţˣʵšɸ棬ӵضš
ߵ̫ҽǰͷ׼˵ҪǺһ䣬Ͱͷ
̫ҽƵĵͷɰɡ
⿪ӣֽ̫ҽĲ˳ŻʵشĻҪ˵һ䣬ɱȫҡ
̫ҽͷǷȻˣˣлʰɣ΢֪޲ԣ޲
ѾˣЦţżַԸţ̣٣znӣûָأȿʲôӵġ
Ӧţˣŵ̫ҽϽͷ΢УʲôС
аЦţô֪˵ǲʵ˿ɣʶɣ
̫ҽͷ΢ʶ
ɽӻ㲻ǸܲɣǱ㣬Ϊʺ𣿡
̫ҽӦţ΢вô˵ãˡ
Цˣ˭е㣿ɫ
̫ҽʮָͷ׽С̫೶ߵӣֻһˡ
̫ҽͣӶһȻ˵˭е㡣
̫ҽǲ֨زˣšҧ̣
С̫ӣ̫ҽĸ첲Ҷţʮָ鱻ѹš
ͰŤһˣЩˣ̫ҽЭˡ


377 ˺µĶ

̫ҽ۵Ť˵ˣ΢У΢ʲôС
̫ҽָоղҲûʲôһװۡС̫࣬ߺߵûԷʹ㾢
ַԸūţʹ㾢
С̫ʹˣŤͷˣ̧첲ӣõ¡
С̫ʹˣ̫ҽ۵䶯ӣղžװá
׵ɣɶСҪˣô򣿡
ӦţҧǵĲɡ
С̫ҧ̫ҽ۵úгˣ΢У΢л𣿡
ˣЪһЪ΢Цؿ̫ҽ˵ɣ˭е㣿
̫ҽſڵϣֻ첲ţʮָͣضţ΢΢Ѫ˿ˡ̧ͷ񾪿֣ɫҰף³˼֣̫̫......
￩һ£û˵ˣ֪̫ʲô𣿡
̫ҽ΢֪֪......΢˵ʵ
һãͺ̫ʣ㻹ҧ
̫ҽӦţ̫δ΢ֱӽ棬ǲϵģ΢֮ԾʵǷ̫֮Żʺ
ţ̫УʯѨҲ㲻Ҫ˵𣿡
̫ҽӦţǣȫ̫Уﶥʲô̫С
ѣ̫һֱ楹ƣȻ㣬ǱʱôƸ楹˵ɣҲ˹У̫ô˵ġ
̫ҽӦţ̫˵С£Ǵ£ƸͲճˡ
̫ҽ˿ɣҹѾ֤ˣҧĻѰ·ֻ辶ˡ
㲻ףҪˣȻ޹أõ˺ο뿪ı̫ˣһֱŹã̫ܽˡ
ɽӻõӦȷˣϽ˶£㰲סá
ͷ̫ҽֵ΢֪ʲôõˣֻ֪Щ£̫ߵÿһӦöֻ
˵ˣ̫ӱǲŵģɼ㻹è塣
ͬţԣ̫ţȴ˳ɣ㻹û˵̡
û̫ҽͷˣ΢й¶࣬ñӻ̫Ϊλ΢һʵǲ֪Ϊҧ˰ɡ
Ƽˣɣõ˸ʺµ룬̫ΪʲôƵϣƸأ̫ˡ
˵ˣ룬˭Ҳõ˻Իʺһָʹ̫ʺ͹֮䣬õ˿϶ֻܼ̫Ȼһֱҧ
Ӧţǣֻб֪õ˽ҶԹԹޣŪ
̫ҽ˵ˣ΢˵ʵ
Цţ㣬̫ҲŹ㡣㲻Ҫѹ˭ֻһЩû취
̫ҽֵ΢ʱеʱ򣬾Ѿ̫ģֻû׹
ߺ޵Ȼףֻǲȷ˵Ƿ滰ҲȷаЦš
̫ҽոշɵšˣ΢ʵʵ......
̫ҽⱲڡݡµʲô
Цţūڽ̫࣬˵Ը̫࣬µӽ
ɸҪʲô
ЦţҪʹɱﵡ̫ҽ˰ˣûб˺µĶˡ
죺ѽأ̫ˣˡ
Ȼͷˣ̰ɡ
Ӧţ̫ҽЦţūǲǵӽղУ̫ҽ˼¡˾ӡ
һһ˵ţ͵̫ҽһѾˣڳݲˡͣغţ..................챻ˡ
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̫̫ҽůˣֺŽȥˣֻһֵ··......ūһ죬̫ҽ˼£źҲūǵĸˡ߶ţ··......
һţů󣬹򶨵̫ҽѽ˵ʵûУ
ִֵ˳ǸɾūҲòһ......ȹȳ飬һȱ㲻֪ʹˣ̫ҽū澶......
̫ҽ˺ѷεغţ΢˵ʵָ̫ʹ΢İ


378 ʳ

ɳ䣺ˣˣӦû˵ѡ
ͷˣְͣɣˡ
˳뿪ˣʱůﴫ̫ҽĿ۴ޣίˡ
ͷӦúܿ°ɣ
֪ʣ¡
æȻˣϽ߰ɣʱ̫Ӱ첻á
վǣˣ߰ɡ
ţû˽
ҡͷνˣʮӣȥɡ
̫ҽˣѾ߲·ˣС̫šЦţȥɣȥ̫㣬˵ʲô˵ʲôɡ
̫ҽҪӣ㿴ȶãضˣȥɣȥɡ̫ҽȥˡ
㶵ţ۾ŵϵ̾ߣ˵󵨣򲻸ҵġվ
Ӧţͻݣ̫³ˡ
˳ȥˣص㶵ء㲻÷ˣǲᰵ̫ģǰ鷳ˡ
˵ˣ̫ôݣôһٶƻʺأ
ӻǰһľ͹ˣݺУҲʵơ
ɼ̫ıλɣȻ˵ͨ
ӦţҿŮҿһֱûϲҿҿ
ҡͷվֻҪ̫жҲҪţȷ˵
ͷҴŻϺͻʺ󣬴û״ģһҪ̫˵
ɵͷ֪ˡȥˡ
ɳ˴㹬߲·ˣǽţ߶ţܲݣֱӴߴ磬ء
׽ӻ̫һ壬ˣǰҪǹɵ·ֶ̫ҽǺݣǱ̬ģһǧҲҶ̫
εȻ͵͵ĥ㣬ǷӸúܡѸ첲ݸףˡ
ĥ̫ҽõҪģȴûôġŴۣø˰ռϷˡ
ҡͷ̫ռϷ
ɻȥһѧ̫Ҳûãƫ̫ģ˵Բء
ҡͷһǾΣ벻⡣Ŷͷͷۣúܡ
˿վ˵ʺ˯ˣ΢һɣպ¶ˣҲȥˡ
ɵײײٿ̫ڿϳ̣ɫãôˣҲˣˮͲݸǳˡ
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˵ˣˣ¶ˣ̫ҽʲôˡ
̫Ƶʲô̫ҽ˵㡣
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̫һۣһΪʲôأԭЩ£׼һ
һز˼飺Щ£治֪飬װ̫ã˵ʵɡ
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̫ҽʡ
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˺ѷεظоʺҲˣҲ......̫أλ̫ɶϸ⿪ˡ
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ӦţʯѨֽоѨָʹõ𣿡
̫һ飬ǳҲһ飬ţҵڰ̫ôģ
̫վɵ֣ߣһʺȥҿûô
ɲˣֵˣ߳ʵɣ
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ɲԸߣģʺ֪£Ҳ֪֮
̫һ£ɣǳεѾͷ㲻Ϊǰİɣ
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ʹ޵йҲϲϲеӣ֪жı棬һүģһүģʹ顣
̫һ£ǳæסүү......ԩԩ......
ļˣйԼֵϽĹʳ


379 زס

̫ˣǳϽѲݸӻӾܾˣ¡ͷʹ޵ɣոմܲ𣿡
ɲǳţԩ̫ඡ
̫ҧ̧첲״Ҫʺ֮£Ҳü޺......û˵ꡣ
˵ˣֺαشȫأõĻ͵̫ˡ
̫㵵ؿǳǳҵϵ¡ӹԩһ£ԩˣ
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˵سԣ˵Ժ󣬱վҪˡ̫˵ˣ㲻̭ˣ
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̫һôŰ׵ģ˵ɣðʲôС
ӦţŲŸҪǲģ޷˵վһߣҪܲɡ
ɼ檸ո˵ˣܲɲ߻ϣûɡһµūҲſˣƾͳˡ
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̫Ŷͷ̫ҽ̫ҽҸʶټһΡţȥǸʲô̫ҽҴ
ǳһ̫õˣõأؼɣܲõûУ
ӦţΪ¾˻ʺ󣬻ûء
̫ɣʩ룬ͷ̫ҽϣֻҪһеˡûʣƾһ̫ҽĻ˰ҵʵ֪
ǳ߬ȭͷūͰѴ
ɽӻǣɣõ˿϶̫Ļ˵ʲô˵ʲô
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Ӧţܲɾ̫Ŷ˽̱ʵģȴʲĽ
̫Цˣһඣ̫ҽѾ߸ҵˣָˡ
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̫εҪȥܲɣվͻֱȱˣαػϵأ
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̫ɣҾҪģȱ̫ҽԲţԲᣡ
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Цˣ̫˵ǣزҧһ˵ʵ
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ɸתˡ
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ǳҧǣһһū澰õץɣ˵ʵͻ̫
̫־ܾˣǲŰˣõ˷ɸòҪˡ
̫ŶͷҶˣʺһ̣ܲɾ֪ˡõ˽楹ָ´۵楹Ҳһ뷨»õƫ򰧼ң⡣
ǳӦţ̫ǲӲģõһܲɸǰʲ𣿡
̫һǳϻûסܲɲţţ˵ƤҲûá
ǳˣô죿˭ģһץŵģʹ֪׵ģҲһװơ


380 ҪЮ

̫楹ǿһ㣬ŰѴƵϣȫƵϣôĹ
ǳڸû꣬ҲѰŻģҲƵܲû취......û˵ꡣ
ְ̫һǳֻҪжܲɾͲ£ǻлᡣµ楹һֱܲɣֱƵͶ·Ӧˡ
ǳһҪҿĿ
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ҹʰȥĵޣˣ˵ūŴˣ̫ҽ̫ҽԺˣ֮ǰȥҩ
ͷӦţ֪ˣûɱҲްɡƵ̫ôش̫ҽڳЦҲҽ¶һ벻ף̫Ÿʲôأ
Ӧţ̫Ӧûüְɣҧˡ
վڴ¾ǰԸ̫Ҳҹȥ˵˵Ҳ׷ˣҲ̫ˡ
Ӧţһ̫˵ˣͳûװɵ㶣òжͽˡ
ЦţӦɡûôúͽģǵ̭̭ԸС
Žȥĵˣһǽһֱ͵͵ˣٶˣԭõ˺졣
õ˺ţȥˣǻعɡ
Ӧţﲻȥٲȥˡ
ţõ˵ҵĻȥҲûãԸ
ģܲҪ߻˵ˣȵڵġ
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𽾪ȵ죺ôô˵
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˾񣺡ϣɿˣҶˡʵ̿ͷֵİɣ
ͥӦţǣϴһǸ̿档
Ӧţһ̸ֱţΪʵˣ˭ָʹأҪˡ
ЦţðĺܣһŻˣ鱦¸ɸɾ


381 κβ

վڵſڣ࿴תůˡ
̫²Ƚɡ
űԸͥӢڹһ˰ɡ
ָӣ΢ţһһأԲһģ׼ںϡڸʲô
ӦţӢܱܵģ˭ãǵǣ벻ס
ֵܱҲܱܵģװģǾԲŵġ
ŵͷֵɻ¾ˣƴҲκβ
̾ţڽֲһȥ̸ΧɡҪǻܳ£ǾԸԸвġ
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ӦţѾ׼ˣվˡ
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ŶţͥŴӢ˽ˣʵô죿
ͥӦţūʵڰ·ǵġȥˡ
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ŵոȥ̸𣿡
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ھȵ㣿ʲô㣿
ʱһԵӢںذѸ첲ں棬̧֣ŤָñҲ֡
ӢЦţ檵ֲɾ˽ۡ
Ѿ˱ۣһ£µġˣ
˵ˣܲɲҪ鷳ˡĳ˵ɣ˭ָʹǵģ
˿ϣӢ˹ǲ֪ʲô㣬ʲô㰡
ŽӻȲ˵Ǿ˵˭ġ
һֻժһһػš
ЦſϿ֣ԣǼƷ͵ġǼʶ㣬ƱרңͲŪˡҪ˵ʵ͸ǡ
Цˣ۾ˣؼɫѿָϽͷ
Ӣ֧֧Ĳ֪ʲô......û˵ꡣ
ӣǵǣ˭ԸģҪʡ𽣺죡
Ҫ֣˸ϽͷߺߵؿӢڣԹţ㿴㣬㣬Ӻˣˣǵ
һز˼飺ū˰ǵﲻ𣿡
Ӣ˵ˣﲻҪУˡųǣﰲų......
ѻƵض߬Цˣʵö
Ӧţʵʵġ
Ӣڿţɸ˳һһӣ̿ϾУǾͦľʹӦˡʵ֪֪ʲô㣬ʲô㰡
ˣִ򣬼װɡ
ڳӢڵӣѽô˶ˣǻ˵ʵɡ
üͷҪñٶģֱӽλ
ڿͷ˵µȷʹ֪һᴫǣҪ߸楹
˼ֻ߬ţǿ˵ʵʵﲻҪ͸¶ɣҳ鷳
źһۣŵǲ˵ʵҪģǵˡ
˻ˣӢڵϴˣôﰡ
ڵλݵ΢ǰǷԸµģͻܵѣʵȲü
һְѶ˶ˣЦһˮͷõģֲΪ˹ƽǱţٵ˺õģһ
۾ﾡ֮⣬ֻӦţǣˣ


382 ɱ

ˣع˼ɣûбͬⲻ޶˶ǵġӣȥɣƽ֮ٷǳ
лվǴıʯ֮Ѿ޷ѹסˣȴֻʹȥ
ɻҪҪʣ
ô溦ˣ楹ָȡЦ档
ҡͷ㲻Ҫɾ裬µþǵһЦ֮ǰкüء
صһ֪ǻй¶Ϊʲôͽ޹֮أбô㡣˲ɣһֻһۣٳԸ
㿴㣬֪Ǵã㻹չһ
Цˣ£ôעɣûҲɻ£ǲʲô֪Ҳ׷͸޼ɵһúᣬϿΡ
ҡͷˣЦˣ˵׼Ͱ⵹ˡ
ߺţǾͱ֣ɱɣʲô֣ǻá
̾ϢţɲԽȴԽ......
οҲԽԽ£Ͼô·ˣҪ£Ҳûлġ
ŵǣϲߣȻȴǺ£ˡӦš
ߴӢ˼ҴҵӴ⹬ؿڴһŰӢ죺ѽˣôһӾͱˣ´Ҳˣġ
ڲˣҾ˵ܴӦ㲻ţں˰ɣˣǰ£ȴŶȥˡ
ӢڰŴڣɵϣѾ¶ˣǶԵģܱܷͷ
źܲŴãǳϧûŪ֡첲εӣˮͷ̫ˣ̫ˣ治ðæ
̫ͥ࣬ǣߴٵǻعİɣūźü̷ʺġ
죬˵ˣȴԾڵš
ӭˣЦţϣãôɥȵԹôҲŹˣôǣ
ͥӢڽס˻Ǳʺˣȫǰ͡
Цøˣȴַǳźֻǽ𣿻ʺ̫ʴˣǺϸýλ
ڲˣ´飬ͲҪˣǲΪˡ
ɵۣ˦򴺳ڣЦˣʵʵشŰɡ˦ˡ
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ɵ˳Ǭ楹ɹ̫أЦţɹһɹϵùζ
ҲˣЦţúܣòùζ
楹źţŶٹҾʮˣƣһζ
һЦˣϽ죺Ҫζ̫ʲôˣ
楹ɣ˵ʲôǷˡ
Цˣˣû̿˼գʵڱﲻסˣҽˡ楹䣺㣬̫ܲôûˣ
楹ҡͷҲ֪»СС»˰ɡ
ҡͷ񶨵ģ̫ðܷŹܲɵġ
楹εЦţһ㶯ûˣɲǷŹ𣿡
楹ˣ׼̫Ѳ̫ԸԸװҲ̫ˡ
ý㣬ЩҿˣڹҲ£̫ʳҡɵЦˣӺˣû¾ͺˣлչˡ
楹ӦţչˣԸ͵ˡͺã㲻ǰգͶŲˣ߶ѰŻᡣ
ɵͷӦţɻˣոյ۾ףǿ޹ӣΪʲôأþû˵ˣѾǳˡ
楹ȻνˣǾ仰˭ôôҸں
ֵ㰡Ǹõ˺һֱɵģûһֲ֪һ
楹ԾɵȻţٲˣܺԸ𣿡
ӦţþǺˣõ˻ȥܲ֪ʲôء
楹Щˣ˵ˣʲôʲôһȤûС


383 Ҫʲô

ɸϽ楹˵ˣ˵ˣ
楹ҡͷûһ쵽ţ㲻˵ҲûĻ˵ŶӣҪҲиӾͺˣŪӣʱ¡
εصͷⶼò......û˵ꡣ
楹οģ鶼ȥˣҪˡ
Цˣлԭ嶡ˣ˵ӻһ˵߽ˣõ˵ʱ뿪Ǭˮ......û˵ꡣ
楹ϵһ˵֪ǼٵˣûԹʲôҩװģԹ㣬԰ɣ
ɵͷԶԶԣ̫ˣʲôס
楹ӦţǴ̫˽ˣôЩ֮꣬ǰҧһڣǰ
ɸţǣһˣûпɽˣǱӦ
楹ɣ˵Ҳһ£ûСӣ˭߻̫£
죬ߺߵأȻˣ˵ģѧ޵޵ָ߻ϵġ˺ūǮ£ģɺ޵ֲܰô
楹ӻˣ˵õ˵ã˵ʺܲʱ򣬾˵ʹûҧңʵңʺܲɴûʹⶼֱӻ㡣
ɵͷˡȻˣҶˣҪõ˸״ǾͲ̫ˣһΪ̫ء̫ܲɣϰһѣ̫ҲͲ׷ˣһɱܲɡ
楹ͷӦڷ˰ɣ
ɵйˣ˶ʱˣһΪǺúõأ˭֪Ҳϣʹ졣õ˸߻ϣָϣңɻ϶ܲôỳأ
楹ҡͷЩˣǶܲΪ˻ʺ󣬶ԻʺһЩˮ齻ڣܲɳ£ʺΣһá۾ﺬˮ
ɸæοţϴһαѹأ
楹ᣬЦţ϶ҸǾˣض𣿾ؾǾ࣬û飬鰮û˾ͱ˾ءɣ⾴ܸʲôҪʲô˽˵ˡ
̾أûãء
楹ϽǿЦţѽô˵ˣѹ
ʧˣ϶ԽǾأǶҾǷܣġû취̫޶ۣû˼Һֶζࡣ
楹Ͻ겻Ըѡ㣬ѡ߰˸ûʲôˡ楹վɹůͺ͵ģɹˡˡ
ûߣŷ㶡
ҹڿĥ飬˶Ҳ˶ãһվŵҲһ顣
ѾЪӴ⹬ˣǸʱȥ̫˽ɡ
ӦˣǵȻʺһȥɣ̫鷳
ߵ¾ǰԸҴ񡣡жˡ
ʺȥǺãҲнܷſ˵Ըȥ˵ʲô˵ʲô۲ʺ󡣡
ϵӦţҲǣûй˼ɣ˵ʲô˵ʲô
ˣƵҪȥ𣿡
Ӧţǣ̫˵˵
Ȱ̫סˣҲװɵ¹ȥɣαȥӲ
ȻܾУȡֵģҶ˰£ɲܾôˡ
εūʵ˵ţ³𡣡
ͷ£һȷһĵ£֮ء
ٶ˵ʲôˣֻӦūġ
ʰˣȥٿˡֵ̫ҽѾ޼ˣǻ𣿡
ָӣ˼ܾ̫ûҪô£Ѿˣαػݺأһ١
ûʺϲǳ»ʺܴ˶ϰɡ
ʵΪʲôʺأķˣһģ̫ҽȫ̲룬ֻܶġ
Ӧţˣ鲻ȫԸ뷨չģνƻϲϱ仯ɡӦ䣬˶ǽǽҲͶ˺ܶ·
ͷͬǰո˯ֳ䣬Զ֪һ̻ᷢʲô
˵ٿ̫æأˣĻơ
̫Цţû£ߋ˫Ьӡˣҵüˣڴݹˡ


384 ߳ʵ

ӻл̫ӭ
̫ӣϲ裬˵ɡһΪͻʵһء
һڲ裬ӻ檰Ͳúͻһأֻٿܲʵܲ˻ϵ֮ŭ
̫һߺȲ裬һ۾б㰲ģٸǣµġ
ӦţǣܸǣҪˣôϡ
̫ǳ죺㿴һССλָŰҵıڿ......û˵ꡣ
ϵΪʲôأΪЧԵʡ
̫죺ǲһֱʵˡ
סˣĵʵĺܣ˵Ǻ󹬣˵......û˵ꡣ
̫ȻЦţô˵ˣϴء
ٶˣ˵ˣֳ̫˵ʵ۸ˣʹ򣬳檺Թԡ
̫Ծر飺ӴܲĻҿɲҡӴˣֳʵܸ棬ҿɳԲ
ֺһڲ裬̫֪檹Ҫ˵ʲôҲˣҲͱҴˣһ׼ɡ
̫ҲЦˣʲô׼˵ʲô
̫ͱװͿˣֻҪ׼иףΪ
̫ӻʲôû仰ʲôûε㲻š
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̫ˣбۿֻ˵ҳϣ˵
̫ţǺ䣬Ӧţǣ̫ҳˣʵڻūš
̫ر񣬿һߣøĥ߻ʵ۾ȥɣû㡣
΢زм֪檲˵ȴ˵û˼
̫ס˻֪û˼˵ʲôǶţ綼ţ˵Ҹô죿
ӦţⶼԸһɵģֲˡ
ֵ̫ʵһӣǲҪżٴʱһоͶˡ
߬߬ȭͷԣһ䵽ϣֳ檺ˡ
˻࿴ֵ̫ѡʱͳײңһһεָĺܡ
ǳ廰ˣ̫ܲôôģ˭ɱˡֵ̫ҽҧ̫棬õ˰ؼˡ
Ӧţ̫ûõθҳϣ޵¸շҧ楹ʵڲĻ
ֿ̫ˣûУ楹ΪʲôˣΪ楹£ֵģֻ£ɵ¡Ϸõ˹⿿£鶼Ƶϡ
ҡͷ檾楹ʲôƿõ˱ء
̫ǳε㿴˵ʲô㶼š˰ˣĥˣɡ
ᶨ֪檲Ҹ߻ϣִˡУҪʵΪ˻ʺҲΪԸ
Ŷӣ檳ôõ̥ҩôãеʱжһ㱻ˡ
̫Цһһνˣ㻹˼ó˵Ҷǵˡ
ǳӿڵһ²ԣ²ԣ̫û¹ʲô̥ҩҲ޸ϵ
̫ӻЩ鶼һϵģһټϲƴڻģˡ
̫ڵӣеĿߣ޲øһơֻܽŭΪޣ̫̫Ӧĺܣᱨģֻİˡ߳ʵɣˡ
̫ؿˣ㱻楹Ūˣûһ仰
ͷŭҲԸҲ뻳ɹ˼׵ģ֤ݶָóô죿
̫Ӧţ㱻ԻˣǶԻˣʵڲ÷̫ҽߣøʩй̣ʲôˡ
ǳֲ廰ܲõأȥõ˰
ؼʹʹ
ǳһ£첻֨ˡ
˵һ仰Щ׵̫Ҫ֡
̫һּٿˣ˵ɣԡ
ɰƢǾԲŹģЩȴˣ檲ɻ󡣡
̫ʵɻʲô
޵£һٿݳ檲࣬ͱ£϶Ըġ䣺............
̫ۣʲô
Ӧţʲôأϵݡһ


385 ȷŻס

̫һ£漴ˣʲô˼
һ£Цݣ֪ʲô˼Щˣ̫ʲô檶ˣҲлŵһ졣
ǳһֲܲ⻰أɲôԩ̫
̧ۿǳ޹ӣôˣôԩˣʲô˼ס
ǳ죬Ҳֻôš
̫ɳˣɲҪѪˣ֤أ
ӦţǷֱģ
̫⻰谧ң̲Ҫ참彫ԩ
˵ˣŮ֣֪Ϊʲô˲أ
̫ˣ߾ߣͣͣܲš
ֵ̫Ǻˡ
̫סˣǺ£͹µöúܡ
ٶˣ̫¸үӦ֪ʲô
ֿ̫߬ˣ˵ֽˣȷġ
̫ȷЩˣƻڣӻ㷢ϸӦллҡ
ͷл̫
̫ȿڲ軺¾Żס𣿵ȷŻסˣɰһǾ仰ʲôû
̫ѽͷõô㲻ܣŰɣ޵ʱ򡣡Ѹ첲ݸǳˣȥɡ
Ļð߬ȭͷϽ֣߰ɡ
ץ豭Ҫңæţʹɫ
ô죬ֻվ𸣸檸ˡ
̫ױǰˣȥɣ仰һͷˣְû㡣
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˻࿴֣ѾڽУԸ¾ͷµġԶһһɡعˡ
̫̱ڴˣǳûҧгݵܲɣвңôĹ
ǳοţ̫һʶūȥ
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̫Ѿ˿ˣõˣ׼ˣֱ˵ˣ˵ɡ
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õ˸æӦţ檵ȷ......ȷ˻ʺʯѨԾʺһеġ
õ˿̫һָۣϽͷ檵ʱǲԸģֻǹȣʩó檼ūšԭ˭֪̫ҽûа취ˣòʩ롣
̫Ŷͷǿĺݡ̾йܵµӣʵһģһġụ́úݵġ
õӦţ̫ģ檵ޣַᣬʹʺġ


386 Ȼ϶̫

̫õˣַҪᣬ̫ҽôϳģˣҶ֣
õ˲ΡΡʰӣ˫־ٸ̫ǳһץ˹ߺߵʺһֱȴ𱨣Ϲ̫ȱʮζٵġ
õ˾ֵ˫ۣûУô̫Ҫԣ檴û˵¡
̫ӻܲɸոչ˰һֺͨӣ̫ûа취֤ףֻ衣
õ˳ԻˣģȻûдƻܲһǹôأ
õ̫ǰ°ڣ檴û˵һ֣һǹΪһ̫ܲҽ̫ҽһǹˣֻǳ檴ûû취֤
̫Цſǳϻ㿴⣬նŵֻ죬˲ã
ֵ̫ͷõˣѽֻԸ׸㣬̫ˣұϽ취ܲ㣬취ƸĻֻʵ۸״һ·ˡ
õ˿ˣ......ȷǳʩ룬ôأһƽ......
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õ˻ˣ̱˵ϣ֪أֻشǣȫ壬ֻܹˡ
̫Ȳɤӣ³һ仰ãȫʬҰ
ǳӻõ̹ܲװɣ̫ɱҪˡ̫Ϊһɣϻˣ򲻿ɵôߣ֪ߵغ񡣡
õغţܲɲţҲûа취
̫ӻûܲ˵ô֪ŲţȥɣϽ취ҵĿ޵ĺܡ
õ˳ŵվǣ֪ˡ뿪ˡ
ͣţտٿżһƨˡ
ŵС̫Цţϣõ𶳻ˡ˹š
˻࿴ţֲվѵؼšõ˵ˣԭ̫ҽҧ̫ǹֲ̫ܲ鷳
첻֪ô˵ֻʵô찡
õ˶ͣҡͷֻ֪֪楹̫ˣ̫ˣǲĶ֡
Ӧţܲɲǰ̫ȥǲš
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켱еôˣ
õ˽͵֪̫ˣỳɱˣٷһ
컹ǲףõЦˣظţܲɾȻ϶̫......ΡΡعˡ
ڶ𴲣õ˽ٿ£ûһᣬ͹ˣʱһƨ˵ϣ޵û֦Ҳ
ЦЦ֪ˡ̫һŻˣһҵġ
ͷӻָҧ楹ūʵڲ֪˭
žеԸҲͨˣֻҪ̫ңҾͲ鷳ˡֻ´ѾĿȥ˷ˣͲˡ
ӻ̫Ͱˣõ˸ܷŹ
ЦţȻŹżеܵġ
ֽˣЦţ幫ˣ˵Ϲš
ͷ֪ˡֺţһ£幫
ţСӽˣ׵ܲʲôԸ𣿡
ݺݵصСӣһҪӡ˵æһֱ밲ֻǼţڼˡ
СŵùȡЦūˣ¾ܷԸūǡ
ۣ˵ϸ߻ϣ˵̫Ǳģûԩɣ
СӦţ䵭ūǵ;˵Ȼлѧʦ˭֪ʦ˻ϣūŵĲǣٲˡ
죺幫ôͷ޵ѹ𣿡ˣūΪǰ˾ͲҰôʰķӶúܣֻ㲻䱾֡
СӲٵˣЩˣūŶ죬Ҳ˵ˡ
˵ʲô˵ʲô⣬ֻ㹷죬һٵڮٱʵǸ
ӻأ˵ʺûүɻ֪е£úܣϸðͷ
СӦţūû˵Щ
ѹѹЦˣ±Ҳ֪ڼװ£Ϊ޵ţû˸Ұô


387 

ȴˣ޵Ƕֻһūţǵһ仰Сһ㣬ڮٱŰɣ˭Ц󡣡
ӻūţܲô¼ӳ㣬̧ˡ
Сͷū֪ˣ֪ˣҲˡ
һۣȥɣȥӱŻ£ˣҵ
СӿͷлܲūŲңūŸˡ
СӸһͻȻסֻˣùû𣿡
ʵڸ˭ָʹ˵̫¡
Ӧţɻ˭Сӣūţ˵𣿡
Сֹֻˣܲ
оԾˣʲôѵ......ǹ楹𣿡۾Ź⡣
ӻ幫Ѿȥˣǲ׷ģֻ״ʲô˵ʲôɡ
Сӿɷ˵˭Ȼˣе¶һɣ
СšܲȻ׷ˣҪū˵ʲôأūżһҪ˵ȥˣ˾ūŲš
ˣ㰲ģֻ󣬲ˣ˵㻰
СӿˣǸˣԾɷסͷμˣ֪̾գαص
С̧ͷ˵ˣһж޹أλ̷ãūŲġ֪е£ǻʺ߻ʱūġ̫......
Сӿ̫£......õū˵ãūʮ......ūżǮۿūŸūŸ......
ˣˣˣ˵
СӼõ˵......ʱ򣬾Ƹūݺװ֪
ҧΪʮݺŹʱԲܲҩ㻹Ǹô򡣡
СִԸ̫ԩܲūô˵......ūŸūżǮۿūŲҪ......
Сӣֵɣ˵ȥģϸһ㣬ǧǴ㹬
Сӿͷлūףū֪ˡϽȥˡ
ͼ࿴ţŲĻ
ϸϸţҲֵšЦţõ°뾡취Ҳ
ӻū룬Ӧòµϻᱣƽ£ҲͲ˵ĵ¡
Ժţ᲻޵أ
ӻ̫һˣ֪飬ôƻصݹԲ֪顣
ͷǣӦû롣ôأ
Ȼõ˷ˣһҵģô˵ɡ
Ťͷ˿ӣ˵ˡվҪˣϽŰɡæˡ
̷ˣֱؽ˵űվţֳָҸЦݡ
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ЦţЩɬˣʳŮ֮ɣϸ߳Щʲôˡ
̷ᷢ˲ˣҲ޾ǶߣҲͻͷԣʲô˵ˣ´ע⡣
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̷ͷǣЩʺǲḡˣûµġЦš
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ĻˣǺˣ˵𣿡õˡ
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ˣˣˣȥɡֶݺݵʹӣҲɱıӦ
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389 ǰﲻæ

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ȭͷ̫ɱ㣬Ҳ֪ʲôʵڲ硣ᷳˣģôĥ㣿ɣ
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ūǶˣߺߣʵӡ
ŤͷŴ溰ţˣ֪һŮֶʹ𣿺οǻʺ󡣡
ڼϵƬӻģʱĥ
ӣȫˣ
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ѹѹһĲ裬ӻˣָ̫ʹġ
ȵȻĿˣ˵ʵˣΪʲôأūɻĺܡ
Ӧţָ̫Żˣ¹ΪʲôģҲóѸġ
Ŀᶨˣ˽õ˰ɣΪ˻ţʲôܸɵó
ҡͷ̫ˣ̫ˡ
ʵһжˣҪøߣú
ҡҡͷ֪һǸ˼ֻҪ̫£Ͱ²ᣬֻѽ˿ӣˡЪϢˡ
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ڿϳ뵡Ҳû̫ﻺ͹һõˣֵûƵģʲôϽ
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˶һ£Ľ滹ô˰ǰɵɷǻʺеĹɣʵƫġ
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˵˵ǰкūţȥæɡɢˡ
ʱɳˣͦŸӣǰ࣬һĵطϣ澡Ҹ֮顣
Ÿæ˵ض񣬲ض񣬽Űɡ
̾˶˵еŮ˻֣ᷢȴôϸƯɷҲ
ɻ΢΢檸ʺ밲
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Ĵţиۣԭϵķʳһ£ȵԭϲôˣ......Ѳ......Ц˻ȴˡ
ˣˣЦţЩǴˣŷصزģһһĳϲˡ


390 û

ӦˣŮҲãҲܿĵġ
ſɣ̫ҽȷ𣿡
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ŵҪܣñںεأм㶼ءģ³˫Ů
Ȥ㲻Ϊϵºӣ֤ûмǹϸӹͣһóԸġ
ɽӿڵϺõúܣֿˣӳԡ
붥ȥſˣˡ첻˵ˡ
ſɼǰֿͣ쵮ºӣ˫ϲţһ쵽Цͣ
Ӧţǣ檶ƽƽص¹
ŻȻƽɶһۡ
ըˣ㿴Ҹʲô
楹Բˣһôˣˣǵķɲ֨ˡ
˵ûٷʲôɣ
ҡͷûУûκ쳣
ŵͷôע㣬ںʹӢֶˣҲʲôСˣĴɡ
Ӧţǣÿ춼檰ġ
ֽסлڣû˸ҵģû˸ҵġֿһۡ
ûֻñš
վţƣ˵ˣ̫ҸãҪʲôܿڣĺܡ
Ҫɸæţûµģպлл
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һӣͶ뿪ˣź԰ɢŲҵİ̤ʵˣ˵ô죿
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ֻúӦţҵҲģȻúˡ
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ҡҡͷ⹬߻ľ֮⣬ӿܲ㺦һȴܹġ
żᶨģҪˣһġ
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죺檺ʲôӡ
楹ҡͷǰ˵̫Ҫ㣬ֵʲôӣ̫ˡİɣû˺ˣʲôء
Žþ㻹Ҫð
楹Ӣڻ㹬Ǹʲô߰ɡ̫֮룬ûһʵ¶ˡ
ɵͷҵӦţ֪ˡ
楹ҡͷ̾Ϣ㻹ûǰ£ķ߰ɣɵã̫ģŷɵɵʵĺܡ
˺ӣǣ֪ˡ
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ͷ֪ˣ֪ˡ
˵һӣɱ뿪ˣƵšƵģʲô𣿡
ľګӦţǣǰɡ
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Сɵ̥ǰ⵹楹ʱٲ־ˡ
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ֵūŵĹֽͷʲôʱҪСġ
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391 ѻλ

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С̫ͷϳȥˣճȥСѾȥ׷ˡ
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޵µͷȥɣܲҲ֪ͨһ£ǶȥٿСתܿˡ
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̷ᵽٿ޵ǰţϼݵϼݵ......ŵС̫ʹɫ쿪ţ쿪ţ
С̫͵͵һ̷ᣬϽƿţȻɱŽȥ֪̫ͨ
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̫ЩˣǿЦţʵ⻰ʲô˼ûͷûβʵǲǹʲô³ç֪£ʵۿˡ
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޵¿οţѾ֪ͨʺˣ˭Ҳܹˡ
ǳӦˣ۾һһһ飺ʺҪˣֻ鷳ˣˡŵվɡɣֻܾ̫ˡ˹
̷ͷţֻ......ѾˡӷˣҲѾܣȴ֪......޸ô......
̫Ծɷڿϣͷŵϣˣûûûа
̷߬ȭͷſֶ̫һ£ԶҲˣԶҲˣǵܵظ۰ɡͷš
̫һֶһ£ʵ۲ТТ㲻ףԣҲȵ۲
̷ûд̫仰е......ʶǲ㺦ģ޵Ķǲ㺦ģ
̧̫ۿ̷ᣬ䣺ʵˣʮˣˣﻵ˰ɣ
̷ˣӦţ޿ˣ޺Ҫˡ
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̫ûˣˣᰧˣᰧˡ
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̷վŲֻҪ޵һĻʵۣԶҲ𣿡
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̷̫֣һӰ̫ӿϳһ£Ҫȥĸ첲˻һʱҲ֪ˡ
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ˣɹˣȵ죺ɲܳҪ·ô......˵ˣָ˭ʹû̫ˡ
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ҡͷӦūҲ벻סЩҲҪҪǻʺôأ
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һһĿҲܿҵ......ΣӦϵˣҲ̫ˡⶼҡ
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뿪Ӵ⹬ԻţƵģ˺Ҳ̫޷ˣ̫˼ˡ
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ҡͷֿ˿鶥ǣ°Ͱѩˮþˣѵĺܡ߶ţáãĽ
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394 ֻһĿ

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395 ҿܲ

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396 ϲж°

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397 һһĻر

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398 Ҫ

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400 ֲ

Цţڻϻ֪ʵأʱˣ΢͸¶һҲеġ
ҡͷûЧˣһʺҲץŲţñֵġϸϸţܸʺ־ͺˣֻ϶̫αˡ
ӦţʺﲻģҪܲɣռŻʺ󣬲κ˿˸ֵġ
ͷԶԶԣܲ˵ĺܡνˣǺ楹Һ޵ˣǶˣſϷɡŤ֫عˡ
ٿУ̫ԾɴţԾ˼뵡źˣ˻࿴ﾡ֮顣
Ÿ̫ʺã̫ʺˣˣ߬ɵ֣š
ǳæͷŰɷ̫ʵʵعŸͷ֨
̫֮߬ŵֲţǰ˶ˡ
̫ӰģҪ̫ҽκõġ̫ҽԺУûʵ۷ʥּѰҽǵҽУĵĴа취ġ
Ӧţ̫ģԺ˵ްúõͳɡ
̫̾楹߯ˣʵۻָ֪ʹİɣûʵ֪ӱʲôҪȰҵҪҪ
һҪ̫סضˣ֪ǰľͳɣҲĿˡ
Ÿæ̫ûû֣α˵ɥأ̫ҽ˵ˣúõģҪЩˣӺһ㣬Ͼ͹ⲻǡ
̫ίţɵӣˣЩѺֲˡ᣺Ҹʵ۵϶Ǽңǳ£˵壬ֲǡ
ŵͷ֪ģµȷǳ檺ܲɲԣ̫ҪԹϣҲ۳檣ʧ˷ִ硣ոεĲӣֻĨӣ¡
̫Цˣ˺ˣΪǸТ˵ˡǻʵֻۣǳӣһ㣬Թ޲ҵģİɡ
̫ͷŹڵϵɣװˣûװ
εΣװá
̫ü⣬Щϣɡ
վֵ̫ΣһǾ仰ɰɣҲǰΨһˡ
ŵͷģ檻õġ
̫ˣ߬Żʺ֣Ӱܲ......ܲʵð......ðҼ......һûˣˡˡ
Цˣͷ檹ǸϢģѾþ·ȥּˣʱү͸ͻˣͬ⸣סء
̫ϲ˵ֻͷɽӻ̫˼ˣҲúúʰʰͷôүأ
̫˵ˣû£ҶˣԸӻʲôˡ
ֵ̫ʱܼܲŻ˵......û˵
̫ͷŵ֣ף֪ʲô˵ʲô˵㰲ġ
ŵͷӦţл̫¡
̫ɿŵ֣ҷˣǶȥɣҲЪϢȥɡ
ַ̫ˣɡůţɣһҹѣ̫ô㲳ˣ
ɿˣ˵ˣ......ǲ̫׶ģ˵̫βģ
̾϶Ա˵Щⲻǿ̸۵ģǱ˵ˡ
죺Ҫһ䣬ϵ׶뺦үأ֪֪֪......
ɵӣһ⻰˵ãǧҪ˵ˡ
Žӻ֪ߣȴҪڵģһҪԻΪء
ε֪˵ˡ
źһۣмҪ㡣
ӦţȡЦˣܷԸ
żϵȷԩ̫Ҳ϶̫ģ֪楹ָʹˣǾ˳ˮ࣬һΪ˻ӣΪ飬֪࣬ضʹġ
ӻֱ̫ƽϾҪɾˣʱǲܷʱŮ˲ǰ߰æֻЩ΢ĩСˡС£ЧȴǴġԴΪأһͨ׵ġ
ɵͷ׵ģһ˵Ի߿ࡣҪǣҲų檵Ļµǻ֪ʱ̫Ѿˣԩôأ
ӻôأ̫̫ˣҲްˡ
ɲ᣺̫ҪǲԸأҪԸԸã˭Ҳá


401 зִ

źֻ࿴˶μˣŸͷⶼҡ̧ͷڴؿɣô̫ãҾô
Ҳ˵̧ͷţᶨ飺̫......̫̫֮ΨһԸ
ź࿴˶¶Ϊ֮ɫŵ̫ΨһԸǻϵΨһʹҸŵ
ǸεҸǲҡ䡣
ɵͷֻ֪΢΢һ°ɣһûϵġ
ŵͷģΪɡ
˳ٿվڹſڲԸߣ̧ͷҶֻ̾
ˣ̫Ĳ˰ɣ
ҡͷ⻰θ˵ȴһҴ̫ҽʡ
ͷֳҪȥĵػ̽̽Ͽڷɣ̫֮һ̼̫תΣΪˡ
Ҳͷȥʡ
˵ĵֿˣһţܼˣô죿ˡ
οţСⲻ£̫ͻϱжԹֻǽڱˡ
ҲСλ֮ԶпᡢѪȵģҪ˶ӣҲһΪĻλѾĻġ
ĸ첲СãʺˣҪãæλ̽ȡ
һ£ĶͷѾͷҲͿˣô˵ˡҸЦţϻСһŮȺʲôλλģء
ͷӰɣûжӣҲͱʷûˡ
Цţһʲô˲õ顣ÿ˹ŵż
źһᣬDŸߋ磬ٿˡ̫ûڴţϵǣΪûױΣԾ㲼ˡ
DһһȦܿ......ܣ˵
̫߬D֣ʹΪҲֻūţܣǹˡ
ĸߋվţ̫Źĵ뿴ӣȴ°ѲǱȥɡ
ůվţӵŰӣӵؿ̫˵ˣ檱ߋĴ߰ɡ
̫ͷúӣȥɡȥˡ
ĵһ򿵽һƽµġ
̫Ŷӡϱ޵øˣ߿ԩˣԩˣǸТӾȻΪǶﺦʶûаûϵ
DӦţӲ֪׷ʲôֻǶǹģҲһвԵĵطΪá
̫ίˣܼˣͷҲ۵øˣǲˡ㣬ûǨŭͺãܰĵˡ
DŸ⻰ɷˣĸһ壬ûʲô۲۵ġһ򿵽úõҲȬġ
̫ͷɣٹˡô˶ϲûʲôɻģҲҪѹ
̫ţʵôТҲ뿴ɫˣ߰ɣͦõġ
˵ˣʺ¶Ҳ̫ˡ
̫ͷǰ̫ˣȴǶģǻʵ۵ݺDһͲ壬ǻǲ֪ΪãұˣǶҪ磬һлʵΪ
Dͷ֪ɾԹʹӲˬԩʵڲ̤ʵ
̫͵ǰģʺ֪ʵ飬ŻʵۣҲװɵҲ̸ڣǱľͳˡ
DͷǼᶨ񣬼һֱ̫֮𣬶ܣ䲻ֱ⣬ȴԽԡģӶ̹¶ļ֮ӦûӦġ
̫ſžЦˣҪ̫Ǵ޺ˡ
Dᶨﰲģӻá
̫ӣ˰ˣҲ䣬𡣡
DûǿֻӦţﰲģзִġ
ҹ̷㹬ˣֱ֮ӿڿϣһƣӡ
кūǳȥֻʣˡ̷ᴷȡ̷ڳĹĵӣ˵ˣ޷úܣ˵ô죿
ӦţϾԳ¿ˮɣһֱء
̷ԾĹĵģôôˣͻʺװ޿ˡ
̷ļžˣƲסԼˣ˫̷Цţأ檾ȻŻϵۣҡ


402 λy̫

˶ţ̷ᰦһԽν޾ԽŲ£̫ˡ
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ӻǱ˼Ψһ
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֪ˣϣ˵Щųˡ
̷ͷ޻һ㣬Ҳ֪ˣ̫뵱̫£޸ô죿ԡ
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Цţֻ֮죬̫Ͼʮ꣬ϿܹġȫԸǲ๵ģκ˶๡
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˵ʲôˣֻõͷӦţǣ˵ǡ
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Ҳˣ治֪
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һĹġ
죺㺦ңͬ飬ñŽˡ
м߻ϾȥɣϲţҲ楹ôŵġ
ˣ׷֪ĲУǾġ
ͣס˽Ųɻ˭ˣˣԱԵĳ𣬻ɡ
ɰˣ֪ʺˣȴǿŵģϾǵĵ˶ͬһ
εЪЪɣ̫ˣƽˣٶԸ١
Цˣúúãõġ
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˵ֳȥҪ˼
Цţ֪ܽҵ֣ҲܽģãֶΪأ
Ƶʵôʱ䣬ӦñﻵˣǺʱ򰡡
ͷͬ߻ϾȥֻҪȥûʡεĲС
Ըĳµþȥ


403 ҪһӰ

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Ҳ벻ʲôĵӣǼֽǮСˣҹʱ˳Ǭǰ
ڶգɨūȷ׵ġƵļֽСˣأǿ¡Ǿ͸ϽţūŶһʰɾˡ
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Ӧţǣū澱˾һ£ذĥ»ʺѾǣû˵
楹ȻȥɣҲ;ĩ·ˣȰţͷȥˣ˽
ЦţɻҪð죬ﲻҪˡ
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˳˹楹ܵ㵣ʲô
˺ӣ˵......˵ǽ̫ģ
楹ȻҲ˵˰Ҳ˵ˣܵ棿
ɷߺ޵ǣָܲɺģֽǮҲġ
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ƵҸ߻ϸʲôԩģҿɲܲɵĵ
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ɵͷӦţ㰲ģ۾ѩأϲᱻġ
楹ȻؿԶû˵ʲôһ꣬ƻûʼѾزˣġ
ź˹̸ˣɼţ¡
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ЦţӲʣⲻˣûµģС
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㿴㣬ʲôźģȻһ磬úӣȡ껳硣
ɵͷ֪Ҫ......û˵ꡣ
Ŵϵ֪㻳ǹ󣬿ĴûУ
ҡͷûм٣ǰһˡ
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404 ɰü

ӦţǣҲҪ磬һӾˡ
Ҳ㵽һƵģһ㶯ûСǰˣѹˣʵȥӴ⹬˭ȥģ
ҲӦˣǣҲһֱ㣬ȴÿա
ӦţūţҲǴĵģȴǷĲ£ȥˡ
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޵»ûü赲ܳˣϲϡʺһλ޵úĸŮƽ
̷Цţˣͽȥɡ
ϣɫܲҲɾūʰʰϡʺȥ
ų̷ĸ첲ˣϣżٵһȰɡ
̷ͷúúáŵϹŵ̫ҽǶӲ£ǿȥúõ
̫ҽǶվ̷Ծɹš
ӿʱ򣬽ɳˣ楹楹ź֮飬ֺ޲ڳ˫ۣȻӵϲȱ
楹Ҳÿ񽻷棬Цˣŷ˿
˳ȥ̫Զˣò֪楹ȴͷҿ˲ףֿ楹Цݣʲôˡ
һһ㵹ˣмˣ㣬ҶԲס㡣
ҲˣЦţû£ū澸һ壬ûʲô۲۵Ļˣū澾û˵£ùôͼԭ......𣿡ˡ
ûлӦԴѣΣĸַˡԼںһˣԭǻڻ
̷ЦţĸŮƽкˡ
ľګӦţϲϡʺ󣬹ϲá
ſ̷᣺ϣܲôأ檾ɰɣ˼
̷ͷã˵ô죬޾ô졣
楹˵ˣƫ̻ܲˡ˳ɵӡ
ӻܲô߲ҩʹһвĸŮϿɲΪ£Ͳ׷ܲɵˣɲƽ
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ӻԲӣ⼦͵ãʺкιϵʵڱģС֮
סϣܲɣҶײ֪ʲô˰ɣһٵϣ̫ʴˡ
ͷʧˣˡ
̷Щˣˣ˵ϡʺʰˣҲˣŻʰꡢʶء
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ɸϽ楹ЦţҲҪæȥˡ
楹ҲƶˣͷЦţãҲȥˡ
һֱͦţ̷һߣ̱ˡ
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ҪŸæúţԺеǻл̫ҽްɣ
̫ҽӦţϡʺﰲģ޴󰭣ЩգҲʹˡ
̷ỹҡźӣӻãû¾ͺã޺ͻʺͰˡѺӵݸţʺ󣬻ʶҲɣ̫ˡ
Žӹ˺ӣ̷˿ĵЦţ˵ӡ᣺ϡʺ˸ˣʵǹң檶лϡʺ󡣡
̷ۣ޵ĺӣ޵Ȼˣлһ鶼㻹лˡ
ȰȻϲҲҪˣӲá
Ӧţᣬ̷ᱧ˹һᣬǲ֣Ź˯ˣؽĸ
ŸæôãҲˣЪϢȥɡ
̷ͷۣ޾أһᡣ
楹һվţӻϺþûôˣֻǳԾľս£ܲɵˡ
̷Цʧˣ楹ȴܱ¶һ˿⣬ֻýӻϺͱᴦô£Ͳòˡ
楹ӦţʺҲɣʵڲùˣûϾϰɣƽ֮ߡ


407 ֱõͱǵ

룬ӦţôץŲţΪ
楹Ӧţǹƽǹ˶ѡ
楹ˣ̧ͷ̷᣺ϣܲų谮һĿˣ檣̫ⶼСڣ޷ġھȻҹȻıãֽĸŮվͲˡСˣǹ¡
楹֪ƫܲɣĸŮҲƽ£ܲɵǲˡġϣҪ˽飬Ҫ˺Ϲ˵ġ
ɽס˻֧֧ǣ˵ǣҲϣϹ
̷ᱳ֣ˣǸˣμˡתݸһЦô죿
ιҩ̷˹ιЦţܲɷԸ͵ãʺ޹صģҪʣֱѯʴ㹬˼ɡ
̷ͷá
ܲɴû͹ʲôҩͻȻŻʺţҲʵΡ룬ʹܲҲӦֱֱ棬ԩ
̷ݸ̧ͷļɢֵǵ޵ȵüҲȷд߲ҩһһģĸŮί
̷վ˵檺͹úõģһжлϡʺ˵ôô죬檲κԹԵġ
̷ͷ֪ˣӣȥ¡
̷ų˵ˣԾɹšҲˣԺվţǽġ
̷˵ˣܲɣΪʲôͻȻͼأ
Ӧţ檴δūκҩšͼʱ˯ֱˣ֪µġ
̷ῴ޵£
ִԶӻϣڹſվء
޵÷ɨһС̫ࣺ񰡣ȥС̫ɱȥˡ
ܽˣ
ʵ㣬ܲɷԸ㰾𣿡
ӦţػϡʺﻰԸġ
ϡùѣ
ӣȲҪ˵
żţʲôʱԸģ
ӦţϷԸġ
ʵʲôʱأ
ӦţԼĪʱ֡
ſ˿̷ᣬЦܲ밲֮Ӵ⹬ţȻһ̸ûиŹȥôԸģ
ӦţøȥС̫ū澵ģū澱׼ˡ
ŵͷܲɵȷøŵ̫عˡ̷᣺ϣ檷Ըκ˶κζܲһֱͳһ𣬳檸û˵ҪʲôΪһҪʾģȴû
楹ӻܲɲֱ˴ˣһ׶Է˼ˣʲôｻ˵пܲΪ֪ĬģҲûдơ
ס˻һôϲˣپϻʺ󣬳檲òģʵĲ
楹Ӧţӷͬ˵ֿԣ㰮
̷ܲɣôԹ˵
ͷǣ֪ˡ̧ͷϣó仰ɣ
̷ͷãʡ
תˣȴͷôˣ̧ͷű
̧ͷūûãˡ
ӣͿʼҧˣܺãôǣȴһʼδˡǵǽź򱾹ģȻôñֱõͱǵģαػأ
ɻ󣺡˵ʲôô˵ūô˺ūǶǰķԸ£ǻҲģҲԸȥͷˣ˵Щʵūĺ
̷᣺ϣ⼦ū澰ԸãȴûŹʲô߲ҩ졣
ͷ¶ūǵĴûκιϵϿˡ
楹ֽӻūǶ£ûӵķԸôɱͷ֮أ
ӻǰ̫ˣʵĽūŵӡ
죺ϣ檱ǲ˵ģܲɵӣȫںNɪʲô檲òһ䣬ⶼ軵
̷ɣŽϣ˵ʵ檲˵ˡ
Ҳɣ˵һɣ𣿡


408 ܾ̺

̷ᣬϣĴδʲôǱˡ
ֻһ취֤檵ףǽͽ˾֮̿£ҧ檲ţǳ檾ˡ
ӻ˾ūѾеˣҲ׼Ϊοôļأʵūǵġ
ֵū澶ǰķԸ£ôū𣿡̷᣺ϣū澽˾ū澶ˣūģûκιϵ
楹ӻܲɣūһΪ㣬ȴƽ𺣣жĥɱ¿
ӻ檲жĥɱ¿ǴףûȴеĵĺūšȻģǳ檾ͳȫǵģܾ̺˻Ļǳ檾ˣΪǵ˴¡
ΡΡҪôһת۾Ʋĸɸɾūôʹࡣ
˵ˣϣܲԩģʲôûùúݺֻҪ֤ףūԸκ̷ùøָū澸ң
Žӻ֮ܲ˷У˶ȥ˾һ˰ɡ
ɽӻ˾пУܲɱڣҧ˰۾ˣ楹˶㣺ܲɣʲô
һɵӣֻ뾾ĻԪףʲô̷᣺ô
̷һһĶ죬Щˣ˿ȴװɵˣǵ÷ֳڰ
˵ˣǹؼ㻹ʲôҪ˵
ӻϣֻǰԸ£ʲô֪ġ
̷һ£˵ʱѲɵġֿأ˵ʲô˵ɡ
ĸͷ˵ˣϣūصЪϢˡùñūȴδ˵£δ˵ùȴ˵Ըģū澲ƴֻȥͣû뵽ùûẦ
ֿĸͷϣūûаԣûзԸȫǹùšùó⣬һǱ˭ˣԴݺһū澲ѣ룬ΪʲôҪأûɵġ
ӻԸģôĿ˵֪أ̷᣺ϣΪū澲ǣǴԸ⼦ģҪͣū澲˵ʲô㽻ˣ˭֪ܷ¡
°ڣūԸΪȥôԩū澰Ϊļūţűū澿ĺˡ
̷ᣬˣϣùѣūȥ͡ū澲ͣ˵ıˣū澲͵ģʲô֪
ūûʣūʾʺ˵ȥˣԭȫźõģƭˡ
ӻ㵱ʱ̸ֵ㻹ǵ˵ǹ̫һײĶӣ㰵˵ϲ˵۶࣬㶼𣿡
᣺˵ˣҵȷ˵ˣΪҲȥȴȥ
ϣǵģū澲ȥҪȥģūҲþܾ
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˼Уӻֳûˣû˵һ䲻ǣūԸ
ɻֲū澸ȥѲɾΪȫƸū澣
߬ȭͷǹù˵²Ըţô˵ˣѻƪġ
Žӻܲɺı¶׼ȫƸαػȥأӦȥǣɼɵĻԣǶɵġ
̷ͷʺ˵ǡ
楹Цţôҩأ
Ŷ˻ȥΪ𣿡
楹Ӧţûκ˱ף˵ֿԣһٵΪܲɱףʵʧʡ
ŽӻֻǾܲûô̫ˣôѲģͼʲô
楹ӻΪܲŻϡʺĳ谮һ˳ģ޼ɵ
˵ˣĸŮ£檻˳⻰̫ǣǿˣҲ̫ˡ
˵ˣˣϡϣܲɵӣ첻µز£ʵǷ򣡡
̷˵ˣĸ̫һײĶӣ


409 һ

ӦţػϻǸ̫СӣҲū澰¡
̷ʵ
޵Ӧţϣ㹬ūŶڹأ𣿡
̷ͷ
޵кȥˣСܽˣ̷ţʲôʱһײĶӣ
СӦţػϻ졣ȥӴ⹬Ҫūعȥ·ϣūŽһһײȥ
̷ͷúõôŻأܲ𣿡
СӷڵϣǲǣūԸŻ޹ء
̷ЦţūŰӶˣ㾹ҶѣūŰ
Сӿͷ......ϣū......ū֪ӷԸ......ӷԸġ
̷첲һ̧û˸˵ʵܲɺʱ£
СӦţԼĪʱ֣عˣūŸ߹ùãͬʱ˵˰¡
̷ūŰ˲ܲɷԸģ㻹ҶѣūŰ
СӶһ£ӦţԸģûзԸ......
̷ţ˭Ըģ
СӦţԸģԸ......
̷Цˣ㿴㣬һһǸ޵ʲôˣ
Сӳ°ڣūҪô˵
̷ҧ޶㣡޵£ҹ
СӿͷȾūŰ
Сӣūţ㲻ѣѣָ㿳ˡ
Сˣֺţϡϣū˵ʵ˵ʵ
ˣСӼϣԸūŹŻײģҲūŸ߹ùðģūžͲ֪ˡ
˵ˣһʲôںӣôūţ˸˵ʵ𣿻˭վɣһ˵ɾ޴ӵ
յҧҿ쿴ܲĿ˵ӣ̫ˣû˴
СӽӻˣϻڸǰͱװˣԸūŵİ
̧ͷ̷᣺ϣûжκ£ԩģǱݺġó檰ɣҪɱҪУһаּ檾Թԡ
楹ӻϣܲɾǿƫɱԴ˱ȡҪЮǧԻˡ
̷üţЩĹĵġ
˵ˣϣиˡţܲɺ˵ûǱݺģ˵ܲɷԸģȻֱƳȥӦþô
̷ͷż檾ܲɵ鲻ūһ˾̣ȴܻ࣬Ŀڣ檶ܲɣĸŮһؽ
̷ͷҲһ飬ֻˡ
楹ӻɸղ˵ҲпУҧˡ
楹ܲɣ̣ҲӦõ˾һˡ
ӻݳ檣ֻǷ֤ķǴģǳ檾ˣûбҪ̡
楹ӻ˭͵ã͵ãǲûв룬ɻúܡҲпܱԩҲǷǣǷŴ߲ҩԲԣ
ɵͷԶԶԣܲ˵öԣӦ̡
֪ôˣʧū澽˾ͻˣô𣿡
Ƕˣ˵ʵɣ˾ҲðУڱҧˡ
̲ˣȶӿڣ楹ɣɣС죡ֿū֪˾£ū澲Ųңͽ
̷᣺ϣùúһ˭ˣūԩģԩģūôŶˣ˾øңβʹ죡
ĵӣϡʺū־ܲɾԩģùúú
ۣϣ̫ˣҪʲô
ūûлǸһˡ
˶ûзӦ˵껰ͳԱߵĺײ˹ȥ˵һ죬ĶͷðѪˣˤڵˡ
һ̷סˣ˶סˡŸæվ𽵲
޵¸Ͻţ̫ҽ̫ҽ......
һֱվڹſڵ壬⾪ĶǵһĻȻԶһӶһ˲䡣


410 Բ

˹ȰָĲӴȻ̷ǰػϻŮ˿ˡ
̷ͷһĵūŰ
źȦˣȰͻش㹬ɣȥɡ
ֿͥþ·ܲɸϴּ˵ϺͱĺܣһΪɥѣǺ
ͥӦţͷлʺ
˶Ծֱţ˿
̷ỽ......
ǿᣬ˵ˣڣ£ؼҰɣԲ㡣
屧˵ţҪҪٿһ
Ŀתҡͷ߰ɣԲ㡣
Ųᣬӻ߰ɣͳȥɡ屧ˡ
ſ̷ᣬֵϣһ£̫ҽ͸ˡ
ǼУ̷ͷܲ˵֪ģϧ
˵ˣϡʺҪѹ˶һ檲µġһССūţܵǵᡢʹͣʮҲ׻ˡ
ɿ޵ļˣܲɺĺݣǲǸ̬
̷̲ˣ죡
һ޵øˣû˴ˡ
˵ˣϣһūŶѣµġ檻ĵūţıɣ߰ɡ̧ͷ楹һۡ
̷Цˣǣ޻ҪĸŮһءūţ˲ǲеģٸһλᣬǲܲɷԸģ
ӦţУػϻȷԸū澰ū澴ûŹʲô߲ҩ
ҲţȴЩˣػ......ϻԸġ
̷Ÿ첲޵ˣǣߡ
س°ڣūһΪôū𣿡
ᶨԣôǣףܾĥѣú
޵ºţߣߡ
楹˵ˣûˣ̶ܾܲɾͰȻˡ
楹ӻ˲С˵ְɣ
̷ЩִˣͶȥȵĿ⣬Ż⣺ܲɣ黹δöԹ񡣡
ӦţףҲǸһ˵ֿԡ
ͻȻذūѾ˰·ˣһţū˵ʵ
楹˵Ƕ¶Ц⣬ֽһ£֪楹ռϷ硣
̷ῴ޵һۣ޵»ŷţ
̷ŶһֽۣŲ˹ȶͷūŸūŲӦüʹ棬
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Ӧţū治֪˭ģֻǾ˳Ըūûв£治֪˭ģҲ֪ˣϡʺ͸ʹ
Զ̰ĹūšֺţϣūҲл˵
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̷̾ūţٺķ޵ˣ˵
̧ͷ楹̷᲻˱ۣŸæ֡
ֻȾūŰȾūŰ
Ϊ̷һ촽ˣҲ˵ˣأʲôѽ㣿ôֳˡܲɣôģ
ʶץ楹֣ȴ楹˦ˣԶ
ɾּˣŶţ̷˫ϥǣǳˡ
ûа취ˣ˵̷ĽǰȣţϡϣԩģԩģܲɹƶˣǧԻˣԩģ
̷ŶͷҪǷˡ޵£ҹҹ
޵Ӧţ죬ϳȥûϷˡ
Ÿֶһۣ˵첻˵ˡ
̷ᷳˣˣ޵£ٰСӸѺ
޵»ŷ죬ѺѺȰţϱΪЩֵġ
̷ͷɣɿޡ
ɹԹԵɿֱ֣ŵȣԩˣ
̷վòˣ޵һţ޵Цţϱʹ߰ɡ
СӱѺˣ̷ẰţһĻҺŪޣڸһλᣬǲ˵ʵǣˣɣ


411 йһ

С˵ˣػϻūܹķԸһжܹķԸ£Ĳ֪
̷Ÿ첲޵˵ȥȱУ
̫඼ˣֻʣˣͦš
̷ĿˣǹˣҲݵģŮӣ޲̶ʩԼ̣˵ʵɡ
ͷл̧٣ūԾʵʵûʲô˵ˡ
̷ѹŭֻˡ
ֿͷֻҪûū澣ūԸκ̷
̷ߺߵؿţŸæվĸ첲ˣǳ檵Ĳǡ
Żϡʺ󣬼ū澺ķѻϡʱΣū澻л˵˵Щл
̷˵ɣʲô˵ʲô
ͷСһ𳤴ūŶˣūҲˡһ䣬Ҫū澲𣿡
ӦţţԣģʲôϽ˵ȥ
ţܲעĻ
Ӧţãū澲ˣҲū澱ӣǻ౳ѣ౨Ӧ
Ҳٿˣ̷ֶϣū֪ˣֻ̫ܲģūʵڲˣж¶̹׳
ĸͷ̥ܲɾͼʡߺޣҪֳȥȴһֱδ֡
˻һ˶˾Ҳˣˣ׼Ϸ
̷Ŷһۣŵ˵ɡ
ʺﻹǵü°ɣ⻨Ѭ±㶼ܲ޹أɵΡĴΣȴΪΪľ̥
ӻô˵ȫǱΪΪǰģģмͷҧˡ
ֶһ£ôֳңݺң
ܲɱ졣ſ̷һ̷ۣû쳣ʵΡĴôأ
ܲɷԸһūģĴ̿㲻ǴӢӦģܲȰ𴦵ūģλӦ·Ƹǡ
楹Ӧţ⼸¼ﶼ֮ˣóǸ߻ϣȻҡ
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̷ųܲɱ죬ǰɣͷ
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һ̷ᣬֵͷ֪ܲĵ£Ų˵ֻ⵹ĳˡôҪЮŮӣù̱̫ҽֻǽµìͷָ
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˵ˣл˵
̷Ӧţ˵ɡ
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ܲ˵ˣɡ
ܲ˵ǣܵߵڰףū˵ɹ£ūʵڲһһҪһȴ
϶һƬȴŻϵĳ谮ΪڻϣūʵڿȥˣԲϰ
̷۾һ£Ľһ£ŵ߬һ£楹Цһ£ּһ¡
ϣܲɽ֮ǰйһã˺üꡣε̸ÿÿ̸鴦棬鲻ܼ
˼Уĺˣ̷ȭͷŸæĸ첲Сϰģܲɲôġ
ܲɵýй϶ѡ»ڳְū澻ǵء
̷ᵭ㻹ʲôó
ͳһʱ»͸ǿ
ĿɫԾֱţ̷Ÿ첲޵½ӹ
̷ῴһۣߺߵţҲһۣ˵ʫȷʵõζô֤»͸ܲɵģһۡ


412 ֻһ

Ťͷ԰ô֤أһɺԣ
ӻܲżһֱ˽ţ˵롣
ʵ㻹û֤ǼȻ棬ô
ӻαһôݳأ
Ӧţϣū֪µʱ򣬾ͲµˣΪ˱͵
ū澱˵ã˻棬˵ܲɾͻ޼ɵʱ䳤ˣ˳ţʼ棬˵˳
ĸͷϣūԾʵܲ˵϶үû˿ϸ𣿡
˶̷ᣬ˵ˣϣӦûǵù϶ѡٰɣ»İꡣ
̷ͷ檼Һ»Сһ鳤󣬵»ǵǽ㣬ûκιϵȥ»Ѿͳ檽㶩ˣ¸¾ͳˣͬһڡ
ŵͷϣģܲɶԳ˵檻˼ء
ϣ檶겻ģֻһˣϲҸй֮¡
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ֿһ̷ᣬͷܲÿÿ̸£ūǸߣūȴһ
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̷˵ˣǶ졣
ͷϣūаԣóֿܲɣ㵽׸ûйԸūʵΪƽ
ֿͷū˵ˣԸлϴá
̷Ÿ첲޵µȥͶơ
楹˵ˣϣܲɱţҲˣĿڹҲʧЧˡ
̷ῴ楹۾֮飬ŷ˷ĸ첲˵ˣϷˣû𣿡
楹ͷ檾ܲɷƸ꣬ס˻ϡʺߣֻࡣ
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413 һΪ

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վһ𣬶һ˵ˣôãӦ˰ɣɱˣΪ˳檣ΪѾ¶ˣһͿˣܷ
楹ŶˣųЦţܲɣô¶ˣôܷˣ
ЦţΪ檻¶ڣ
楹ЦˣŻϳ谮ΪΪΪϻΪ಻𣿡
ӦţһɰģϾ಻ˣҪҲȰġ
楹ֵ㻹żװ⣬ﶼڻǰģϴˣô
ؿסˣ楹ˣŸæ˵һһģ𣿡
˵ͷżܲɵлϺͱãȥɣΪ֮
楹ˣôΪ֮ˣ
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ſеʵʵظң»Ƿģ
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վ֪Ҫ߻ϣҸ»ûй֮£Ҳûκˡ
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ͷŵϵ׽ˣȻعɣʵʵȼ죬ϱﲻסġ˿𽣺㹬ūŻҪһʱˣõСȷ㡣
żȻعɣһҪŰ˵Сڹأȥһ۰ɡ
ȥˣſıӰ̾ɻأ˹ȥ𣿡
ŵͷȻԣһȥɡ˽˵
һţЦòﲻͣڱﲻסˣ£ȴֻؿš
Ҳ֪ô߻ش㹬ģյûһˣԶԶؿˣӦ⹬İɡ̷ᣬγˡ
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ƫһۣҡͷˣɣ......
ͥšü֪ˣūŲÿһ۵ġ
壬ֻҪһڣһΪġ......öҸõط......ˣš
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Ҧ˴㹬ĹţʣһˣؿڽʹڿϷŶͷؿš
楹˳Ǭǵľūȴżˡ
õûдܲɵ˼ȥĻпܷġ
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죺˵̫ˣūһΪ˵ء
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ȰţŶǺӹȥˣڻлзġ


414 ûй֮

楹ûֵ֨ûֱӴܲɣͲٴˣһͺġǺòزһҪ뷨ӡ
楹ٿˣ᣺ԭܲɣԶֻһܲԶܷʧ
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ֵܲڱˣ϶ٻĮģ⼸Ҳ츲ˡ
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ѾˣŭҲֻˤйߡ
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죺һȥűˤһһһ
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Ҫˣأϳ˱ȻŴ˵Ĺ⻷ĿԻһӡҪЦˣñˣʺܲɻ汾ģ񣬲Ͷɡ
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Ӧţǣ˵ǡ
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̷ָ֣ԣЦţѽ̫ˡ
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ֻʵϴôأ
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Ŵ̷ӹֽţƽˣӦţϰģܲԸͿ޸ɣ檻ᰲźõġ
̷ͷ޶Բ......
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ˣϽЦţϰģܲû£΢ҩ¾Ͱˡ
̷Ÿ첲ȥˣŲ᣺Ϻܲ˵ɣȥˡ
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̷ۣᣬţָűӣһȺ̫ള˽Ȼֽס˳檵ıӣҩ檾......
Ÿæ㲻õģһһһģи£ָˡ̷᣺˵ɡʹɫҡͷ
̷ЦţϲˣԣϲˣҪкˡ


419 ܲΪ

ŵ˼ˣֻʹղŵ£ȴֿĵЦˣˣϲϣһӣһǶӡ
̷ͷãáţܲΪٰ˰ɡֿǰ绹ǹ޾ͽΪͲ۸ˡ
գۣлϣһƽġ
Žӻոջϰٹ԰˻ô·һֱţۻˡ
ҸЦţñ˱ţˣо
̷̾㶼ˣȴڿοޣΪˡ
ץ̷̷ֱáЦţⲻúõģˣ̫ˣȥЪŰɣҪء
̷ͷ˷ϲ¾ˬϲǰҲϲ¡ֱ̫ƽѾɾˣڵһЩգʱԹ㡣
ŵˣȥЪŰɣܲ
̷Ҳվֿţ̾л£ʵ......ʵǡŵļתˣֻͷЦЦȥˡ
̷һߣץˣϲˡˣҪɱҪ......ûˡ
Ȱο޹ޣˣעӡѾôˣһ£Բסˣܡ
˿СӣЩڿʣѲݸҡ
ŰѲ˸һڣӦ֪ΪѣǶΪ˻ϣҲܣ̫ܸɣ̫֪ˡ
ŵͷʵû뵽ô󵨣Ȼûָ֤Ӧþ
ӻԺ˵ˣѰ̼ųľҲŲ
ɶ˾սϵļޣȥϵʧģʱĺùӳˡ
űʵȻˣôأ
εôˣ㿴ϾӣȻǲ׷ˣԸ벻ͬ
ϬˣﵱȻĴȵģչΪɴ˳𲻱ĲΪˡ
һ󣺡ȱ˵ӣƽºӺ˵
ᶨָɷɱ𣬷ɱ棬˭Ҳסҡ
Цˣ㰲ģлڣ¹·𣬶ùԹõ
ҩˣŵҩɣָҪ
ҩһˣؿæźڣЦţ滹أȡ
ʺźŶ˲赹ˮ̹ȻţӦЩˣ㻹Ъȥɣõɲһ˹ء
ŽӻϲˣⶼҸġزˣƲסˣϲˣʵǲ֪ô˵ˣл㡣
ŶӣղŵǳˣĵЦˣϲƹϣҲˣпϲˡһһµţҲûǸ̫ҽǺ¡
ӣˣҶ룬ҡˣȲҪ飬ҪƽºӺˡ
ˣ......ܵ°磬ҪʲôҸʲôʺ֮λʵԻϣһҪлˣл㡣
Цˣ㿴㣬Ҷ˵˶ٱˣ治뵱ʺҲġˣٲٿɫǣֱ⡣
ӦţѾ˵ˣȻġֿЦʵ̫ˣֻںӣ㲻ҷ
ֶҩˣһˣŤͷӣæûˣ̫ˣҲȥЪϢɣźӳˣ͸㡣
Ҫ磬ʲô͸һܸһС
Цţĸģ¾֪ˡЪϢȥɣ׼öŶ͸ӡ
Ҳվ岻ߣͥţʲô¾ͷԸǣһҾ͹㡣ȥˡ
һߣֿˣһ˿ţ顣
Ѿˣ߳ǬУ楹ȴɵţҪĽ
õվţܻˣæů󣺡ˡ
楹ͷˣֵܲûٹūžˣϡʺѾ֪......
öһ£ôᱻأ
ӦţָǲСģ˿ˡ
楹߬߬ӣ֪ô˳ġ
ţôˣ
ɥⶼҪˣܲ......ϲ......


420

楹סˣٵˣŲ豭ʲôϲˣȻϲˣҪ𱾹
øæȰοţģٻû֤Ҳеġ
ӻϿܻˣΪܲѾΪŵ˵ƽͽΪ
楹֮λˣǴ򱾹ǱáӺˣϱͲҵˣһӶ˱졣
ÿ楹ɫѿˣοţﲻҪģϲġ
楹ƼˣǸʲôˣƽգѲҪֱõͱǻϻ᲻
ŻūţϽõһзӵġ
楹ôϲأôϲһϲϸԸˣǱô죿
楹ߺ޵˱Ļʺ֮λֶռĻϣҪ磬ûб֮ˡſ......
ú˵ʲôˣֻΨΨŵŵӦš
ڶһ磬ڳ˯У̷Ѿˣڴ߿һۣø̷ĿԣŴŴغţϡ
̷ͷڡ
ŤͷĴţʲôʵϣﻹ𣿡
̷ҡͷûУֻҪʲôź㡣
͵һ§ס̷ᣬĲӣʲôҪ§Żϣ§һӡ
̷Цţ޻§һӵģֻǱ§̫޴
㲻§̷Ĳӣ§úܽ˵ˣһֱŻǲ檻ΪЩء
̷Ӧţ˵ִˣ첻㣬ҲѰĺܣֻŸĸŮһȴ壬ôĿ࣬޵Ĳǡ
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̷Ӧţ֪Ǹ»ûй֮£ȴ֪ô£ʵްɣȻӦĻţܵĺܡ
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̷ͷл̹ף֪޵塣ˣ޷ˣҲ°ɡ
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̷ɴûУȴ᲻㣬Ҳ֪ô𱸣ǲ
жţΪ飬ΪںŻ᲻ϰģ檲Ṽ壬Բġ
̷Ĩȥᣬ̾⼸һֱ룬Щ飬޸ôأ
ˣǺԹԣԸܷġ
̷ͷ֪û˷¼Ҳ޹ġֻҲΪѵĵطҲдĵط¡
Ӧţϱ˵⻰ˣ檶׵ģǶȥɡȴһֱǺ£⺢Ҳ󣬷Ļһӵźˡ
̷Ϊˣ׵ģֻ......ûа취ô֪ôȥͷҲʵڲġ
ӻϲҪΪѣ檲ͷʵ᲻ΪѵġֻǺ£Ҫ˷ˣһҪúµġ
̷֣ף㰲ģ޾Բվһĸƽ
Ҹˣл仰檾֪ˣֻһλӣҲˡ
̷غţţһǶӣһǶӡ
̷վӦţʳԵģȥȥӣȻ͹㣬㲻Ҫż
ͷȥɣ檺أһȼˣҲһʰˡ
̷˵⹬ֲѾþ·ˣٹūţӦǿɿġǣ޾ǹ㡣
ֵͷ۵İϵģСͱˣʺᰲźõġҸЦţ̷ȥˡ
̷һȥˣҩˣæοϴãϲӣǱˡ
ӹҩӦţǣãһҲֵˡ
ֿοͺúúҩӺˣһװֵİرϡ
ҩˣСŮػˣҪҪ


421 

ҩݸ𽣬ЦţˣȻҪֻǱûʰãһɡ
СŮȥˣӻūźױΡ
ůĥĥʰʱıԹԾڵģﰵˬˡʱ䣬ŹŮϵڶֲʱ߳ů
ȥЩ㲵ģľѾ˱仯֧Եرо
һߣһ˵ӲýǾõˡˣø楹ײһ𣬸õˣ檺Ρ
楹Ծţ˶վЦţӲˬȵӦõġ
Ҳˣֱߵ楹ǰָָеıڳ檹ɽȴ֮ףɡ
楹Ųÿˣͷлʺأá
ŴЦţǳ檸ǲˡ楹ˡ
һֱĶӿʱл˵ˣæܲù𣿡
ŤͷɣӦţȻΪƵļкŪˣ˸첲ҪǲţҸ̫ҽȷһ£ҪҪԣ
ҧ촽µûţڶײˡֻίӦţˣ檲ҡ
һһˣ۾ͣˣʺˣ
ӦţǣҪעӡ
ֿŴӢӦ˾нţЦţϲˡ
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楹ûӦˣܲźˣҪ𣿡
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楹Ӧţ㹬ķ˿ˣˣȥˡ
һֵס楹㹬ķ˲ɿڣǵĳ檻ͷ¶أģ㹬ûоʧȥġ
楹ƴˣ˵ˣʢȴ߶ˡ
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ôƫƫ楹Աߣ̧־ܴ򵽵ľ롣
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楹غ࣬ʱ۽ɨһӦ㶼Ѿˣαػأ
ҲسŷˣӻȻ㲻̫˵˻˵ܱԸϹ׽Ҫá
楹ЦţҶ˵˻Թ˵ɶ㣬ʵڲ֪ʲô
ӻһôԼ˵ô˵򵥡
楹ӻˣҲԸ˵ģҲͲ֪ô˵
˰ƹϣüϣᰡҲʣµİ楹㲻˵˵һ
ǻ㾡ƣ룬ˮһգˮ°æʧģʧ˰͵ʴףû飬û壬
楹ƹ϶ȥˣӻñʫ飬ڳ£ʵ
ָָǰ࣬Ц㿴һ໹ðأҪǲСϣⳡһܺÿ
˶һۣ楹ÿ԰
ʢһ࣬һˣ̣ʳˣԲԣҲȵϺá


422 ͽȸ

ͷˣ˵ɣļ²ģ
楹Ӧţ㲻ɣ˵ʲô˵ɣĨǵˡ
ӽ࣬΢Ķ˵úܼ򵥣һҪע⣬ΪҲŹģҽܵʹ࣬һٱ㡣
楹εѾôˣ㻹Ҫʲô
ס˻ĲһǱӦһǻã
楹΢Цţʲô͸ʲôֻ˵ŵ㣬ͷϾ¹˭ʵδ֪
ӻ˵ãҪԸʹԸªԼģôҲҪܰ
Էˣӣ楹һʼͰŵİɣ
楹ԾϸʣӦţǰȻ
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楹һ߳ԣһ˵ţֻûлʺһʼͻǸޣȴŲɡˣеҶ֪ǰ벻׵ĵط˰ɣ
ӦţȻˣô·ɱ㺦ˡ
楹ЦţǰҰôأ
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楹Ѳк󸣣ĺӸոտʼ
ӻǣл㣬ֻ㲻ˣҵӲųƵǺӡ
楹죬һۣεȫ㣬ɻϲԸ⣬ôأ
һ֣ľˣܼˣҸղ˵ˣĹ϶壬ҵĺҲˡˣӰѾõҸȫˡ
楹̾ʺйֶռϣеķͷȥ֪į㻹أҿ˭ȥԼȥɣȥ
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楹ɵţ֪֪ûϲ˭ΪԸɡ
ν䣬ϲһ˵ģϲ˭㡣
楹û֨ˣʵܲ˾ȥʡ쿴Ըİ˸Ů˺
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ɿ楹ָˡЦţȥǾȥðɣ͹
楹û˵ʲôˡ
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Ӧţûء
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æӦЦţ΢ûˣ΢ƵġֻһˣΪߵʹ顣Ը΢ֻ޳ɣûзԡ
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ӯūԸΪЧȮ֮͡
ˣŰūֲ............ֺȦΪΪȸͽȸɣǴ㹬¹Ůˡ


423 Ὣ

ūֹͷлūʹ
ͷɡֿŰºѾʮˣͻСȴܿãǴ㹬̫ˡ
ҪлܣЦ˰ɣǵǻعɡ
ʱһˣʱȴˣ˿ֵ᲻ߣཫӽԺԸҸ£˸ҡ
ºӦţūŲ˵ʲô˼ֻ֪ΨǴӾˡ
ȸӦţūҲһ
ûżعȹӴ⹬ػһţˣϲˣҵȥأΣȥ㹬￴㡣
ӦţôУ˵˵ȥЩż޵ʱ򡣡
ҹǻġ⻽ţɡ
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ŵͷȸܺãȫ㡣´ȥҵвסˣ˾ͺãû¾ͺá
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żˣУǰҲһˡ˵ˣӣǾȥԲ԰㲻ؼһҴˣסھԱߵͬãϽߣܱƽ¡
ͷãҶġ
ſſֿˣҸһҹԽԽģҪǸӣϻ˳ʲô
εջ˾֪Ժᷢʲôأ⺢ӵ·......û˵ꡣ
żᶨģҲκ˺һ
Цţʶ仰ҲҪǸӡ
ֿЦͥˣˣɫܲÿ
᣺ˣ̫ˣɡ
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Ҳվͷѣֿǹȥɡ
˸ˣС밲ʱɶǵûУԼԼصһ¡
ŵͷˣɻϲɿڣôأ
ɴǸ߻ĵʵɣҲ̫̫ҲẬ޶ˡ
ųҵһȰɣ̫˵
ٿڴ̫ʺˣϽ
ſ˿̫̫ۣż鶯һ£ֻֽűӣجһ
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ŵͷվȥĵܲУҲһȥϻĻ
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ʱDˣŲټˡֻү㣬ʺء
DˣůˣźһԲŹ֣ʺﰲܲ
ŶDͷ͸ůҲһˡ
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Ӧţ檺ܺãϱˡ
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ӦţܲãأϸϽȥɡ
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D˵Ըδˣ˶̫֮ɣߵðЩ
̷ͷӦţŶŶ֪ˡҲDˣůˡ


424 Ȼٴʥּ

ֻ̫˯ˣҲ̷֪ᣬĻ˯ˣֱ֮ˡ
̷Ҳ˵һڴߣ飬ż̫һۣǳΡ
DҲûţٿص
ƾϯ󳼵ݣԻʵ֮گ£......⡮Ȼʹ̫ΪȻ̫󡯡...񲿽ٰ̫ˡ
ʥּһ½̷֪ȴʲô֪
֪˶ãǰһС̫ײײܽٿˣ޵¾ͺţʦʦˣأ
޵Ƶô񣿻ϸ̫˵ء
źɶԺأҲƼˣС̫࿴ţ޵£ûʹ̫Ϊ̫ɣ
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޵ţϣô죿Ǵﰡ
Ѿˣţ㲻ҪģֻҪϲ˵ǽگ¡
вȻϰ
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ŻҪ׷ϽˣҪӲٹȥ
žôأʵڲ̿ѹ
ҡͷʥּ£ûа취ˣֻ⡣ִջּ⣬ԵûϲТ㩡
ŵͷֻˡŹȥɣȥ̫ѾΪ̫ˣȥɡ
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楹һվţȻؿһУڿһ䣺ⶼĺ£׼ܽɡ
楹ӻܲעĻ޶ȵġ
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Ťͷ˵ҪҪһȥĵ
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޵Ӧţػϻүˡ
̷Ÿ첲Ƕ򰲰ɡ
ڴȥˣ̷ֺţͣһ׼û޵˭ҲΪΪˡڴӦš
ˣ˵֪ܲ£ǵûֶ֮ŭʾ
̷һز죬ˤӣٴʥּװģܣǲ𣿡
Ḑͷ̷᣺ܲûнگǻִӦ̫Ϊ̫󣬳ܲ·ʥּġ
̷ˣ޺ʱӦģ
DӦţٿʱ򣬳⣬Ӧô𣿡
̷ˣֻŶ㲻ôӦ嵽Dǰ̧Ҫߣûȥ
йˣܣҪЮ......ްλøĸҪ𣿲Ҫ˰ɡ
Dͷܴδйλ֮ģֻȴԸŲΪ֮ʥּ£ɸģҪɱҪУϤ㡣
̷ջʥּٴ㣬ʲôˣ·ˡ
DӦţ֣Ͼʮ꣬Ϳϣ׼˰ɡ
̷ߺ޵ޱҪ׼ģֻ̫ɶʵڲˡ
DæӦţԸκγͷ
̷޵Ȼ㣬ȥɡDû˵ʲôȥˡ
̷㶵ţһᣬ޵ֽˡӵص꣬ʺܲˣҪҪ
̷ͷվů
̷Ώţźսˣ˵֪Ҫ˵ʲôţ̫ô㣬ô˵
ˣӦţû°Ҫ£Ͳ˵ˡ
̷һܾȻұޣ޾֪ðô죬ɶ񡣡
ӻ޲ߣֵ壬ү˾ٵȷʧ˳֣ʵڸ÷
űʵϴôأ檲Ϊѣôôɡֻ̫Ҫиġ
̷εʥּ£ûа취ˣֻΪ̫ˣԸɫ


425 Ȣ

ӻ̫֪ˣһܿģǻôùأ
Ÿæ˵ܲگǹ£ⲻ˵ˣжġ
̷ᳯţŶͷ޻񲿼ٰ̫ˣҲհɣΪź
Ӧţ̷ῴˣǸˣóԸˣȥɣȥ̫Ϣ
ź̷֪Ҫһ˾һˣ㲻ٶͶ뿪ˡ
֮󣬻ʹ̫ʽΪ̫̫ϣ̷ỹɹˣκǶû©ֻ̫úͿ£̫󼪷ҲܴҲǲݲݽˡ
Ҹ͸¶ЩᣬΪ̫ˣ׳Ϊ̫ˡ
̫Ϊ̫֮󣬾Ȼ˼Σ֪ԸѾǻ̫ˡﶼ̫ʱ޶࣬żѣνĻعⷵհɡ
̷¾ȿ̣Ȼ̫ްϽٿ̷׼Ȼ̫Ƴٿڴʩɥǡ
Ͻǰź̷ժ£ǰƣɡ󳼵Ƚ¹أ......һǣȫǰջ̫Ĺ죬ûһ˿һ©
ʮ̷֮¶ʮһգ̫ɥϡƴл̫粴԰ӭ͵ݰʵ۹ֺź󣬱
Ϊʺһ̲̫ǰɸˡɥ϶Բ԰ȴ̫ڼ䣬ͲҪˡȴҪʳÿǰ죬Ա˼
ʹ粴԰ɺ͹ȴʱ̫ǰDǾľٰ£һŲʣҲˣĺҪͷˡ
̫ˣ԰Ҳ̫Dȥࡣһֱ֪ʲôĸо
ųŮ˵̷ޣΪδˡ˭֪ҪδԼҲֻ֪һȥֻ˿ˡ
D̫ǰͷ϶ǺʵڿƲסӸ˲
DϽҲ߹أæ˵ʹãɡ
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źùˣ˸һ㡢ͷм䣬뿪粴԰ˡ
ţص㿴ûУ
Ƶʲô
С߬Źįˡ
Żɻ󣺡įʲô룬ԼԱ˰ٺ˵˵ˣСĴ죬Խ硣
Цţ㿴ʲôʱ˵ˣҲԾ˰ɣ۾ס˵ġûκˣֻǰһˡ˵˵ҸЦˡ
㲻Ҫٺ˵ˣǻ֪Ҫѹˡ
ʱһλ߹ĿתҲһط
ͣסŲŤͷţү𣿡
ҲŤͷţǣǴ
ȵôˣ
ŵͷʮˣȻˡ
Ӧţþûˣ죬Ȣˡ
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ͷŸϽ˵ܲû̸ţҲһطѹ㿴ްȥɣ̫Ҫȥɡȥˡ
˼ţֵһ갡ү׵һܶɡ
εȻϻ˵أⲻǸùܵ¡ĶӣʶŸ˵أ쳤ɡЦЦعˡ
סͬø̷ľһģжԺ䣬ȴҲ˴ͨͺʱ̸̷סһƵġ
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Ϊ˴߲ҩʹӺʹϸĵԾɾͷۿڿʣ֫²ˡ
ˣһʵ𣿡
ﰲģˣÿնʱõġ
֮䣬Ϊǰ飬Щִ١˵һֱûа취øǰܣڸˡ
Ů÷ԣϸģȻǵˡ
ûпճԶҡǰ幫棬ػţߊԪߊʶˡ


426 ˻鷿

ÿÿһĻֿˣ˵ܽ߸ȫʺĶͣʵڲ֪˵ʲôˡ
Цţ֪˵ʲôͱ˵ˣҲˡ˿ϣôһӣǹؼɻġ
ͷһ߳ԣһʵ˽˽㣬ûٶʲôɣ
ҡҡͷûУѣκвǽҪϸһ㣬Ͼ֪ŮǱźܶΣա
ʲôΣգһüͷͲú
һεؿ㿴˵Ҫˣŵ
Ӧţ㲻¾ͺãֻǰһЩ£ԾɵսľСΪϡ
ͷ£֪˭֮󣬱᲻ԾطˣҲͲܵóˡ
ͷָ̾ͽЦõѾõˣˡ
΢ߵЦţսʱ룬ôλӸλأôܱסӰأڶѾʵˣˣĹˡ
ŽӻһҪᣬҪأ͵͵ˣֳɵĶˡ
һ£ӻﶼȤԸˣķˣ¾ͺá
ЦţҲ檾͹ˡһˡ
̫Ϊ̫֮ŸոտʼҪľֺţԼλȥ⡣̷յĺܣô죬ͬ˵˵
մ̷ᷳرˣ˵һɣŸ첲Ĺĵġ
ӣϸؿЩʱի䣬ˣʵࡣ
̷᲻ֵ֨ϱˣҪǲ׼һˣװˣǾɡ
̷³һ֣ȡ
⿪ڵļӣЦ⿪ӣʹɡ
̷˵ˣΪֺ̫ŷúܣЩǣ˵ûһ޵⣬ʵڲ֪ô⡣
ӻţϰⲻͿôĴѧʿܺðѽ룬ϲǾֺŵְɣ
̷Ӧţԡ
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ͷˣǻϣܿ԰ɡ
̷᲻ϽͷϱΪѣ檾һ˵
̷˵ˣͬΪ̫ˣҪ......޲롣Ǿ仰Ҫ־͹ֻʰûΪʺ󡣡
Ҳ˳Ӧ檲Ҷ˵ˣôþôɣһġ
̷ţҲɥҲݡֺʲôĶҪΪⱯʹм֮Ҫġ
ЦţɥºֹҲҪעӡ
̷̾Ϣţ޵ɷһЩˣԺֻú㣬ǵĺӡǣ֡
ڶգ̷˾ߣֺţټȺһ¡
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̷ֱߵӵݸ޵£˵ڰ䶼Ϊл̫ⶨֺš
һһݣ֮¶ɫŴD
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ǻϼ£ڴûһ˸˵ȫˡ
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ֵţ̷ʰûзл̫Ϊʺ󣬶԰ɣˣл̫Ҳ׷ʺ޲Ϊһ֮˽ģƻƣֻˣֻòֺţy̫
Ĭһ˲䣬̷ῴλ󳼣ڰк飿
ֻӦţûκ顣
D֪˵ʲôҲ˵ʲôˣ̷ỹû˵ء
̷ֻDگвޣл̫ɥڼ䣬һǣҲ֮ӹھְ˸޶ͳְȥ˻鷿飬͢ߣ񡣡
DĹְȫ£ʲôûˣŸոʩչȥ飬ʲôأ֪ôԸôأ
DӦţл¡ּ


427

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̷վ˵ˣǶ򰲰ɡ뿪ˡ
Dڵϣֹ
ǰ飬ܿ촫ˣ³һϢһ¡
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ȸæȰ˵á
Ц㻹ûϰߣ˵ûµġ
⼸ܵûأвܣҲûûʧѵֱܹ̫ƽȫ𣬾ܣ[jָֻ˰ӦҲͰʵȨ
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ͷ԰ʦ䲻°ѱվĺۣҪóλ浽ǰˣ˭أ
˵Դⲻֻϣˣ˶ūǣǻصɡ
ͼţ·˼ŹϹ̫࣬
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ЦţһֱΪԼţֻ̫ȥ̫죬ûϰء
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εԿûעӰɣƽΪϡȥˡ
ȸ˵ˣôҶ楹أܵġ
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Ѿˣƽ£ĶӴ̷ÿն˵Ũ⡣
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ºЦţ⻹򵥣ܴŰһˡ
Цţãںơ
ºӦţϡ


428 һ³

˽԰ָˣǰ꣬Ҹ׽ȸء˵ǽ˿࣬۹һӵĽ˿......
ȸڲ۵ص𣿵źˣһˡ
ȸ֣û˵ʲôš
˵Ӵ⹬ϵţˣ˵ˣ㣬иϢ㡣
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żˣѾˣ˿ɹһλˡ·ǰȥҴּˣһᣬͽˡ
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Żӣ㿴㣬Ͻ£Ҷӡصô˵أ
üŪۣ£³ɣһ³ɡ
죺棿֪𣿡
ͷӦţϸˣȰ²ᣬ粨
ſĵغϲ£죬нŲЦ⣬ӣׯˡ
ȵʺ󰡻ʺԽԽͻˣҲ̫ˡ
楹ɽˣ˶Ÿѽȸһ£úܡ̧˸첲
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楹ӦţҲףܲԶӷȥˡ
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ӦţŮʲôʲôðɣ
Цţ˵ûһǰˣϲˡ
ŽӻҲż̫ҽ˵ڻѲ鿴Ҫء
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ɵҲˣˣ˵ºû꣬ȴ㶪ֻܲˣ㻹Цģ󡣡
ӻɽ㣬öԱ˵Ŀ𣿡
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ŵͷҪ뿪ӻأţ᰾ġ
ǿЦţ檳లҩԽԽҲͲˡɣôôŰɡ
΢΢ҡͷˣ̾ϢûгԹʲôҩɣǺοءҶúõģӾͻͷαżǰأ
Ӧţõӻͷûˣǣңûǣң˸ûǣҡ
ӻǣѽȴǣǣֺαǣûϣأ
ɸһۣƺˣЦûôᶨ
ãȴܱ㣬ôأֻ˳ġǽѣǾ߰ɣҲ֮ˡ
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Ŷվ˵ˣֻ˲ǽѣǺαػǿأûô¸ңֻҪһҶȥġЦЦ뿪ˡ


429 

˳Ӵ⹬Ƶţ˿ȸ˵һа뷨
ȸӦţū׵ģһɣ
ͷԣȴ֪ôãҲе㲻ģ
ȸӦţҲǲģϾҲгûбҪúõ˼˼
ֵͷǡû˵ʲôˡ
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Ӧţǣ˵ǡ
ųҪǱ˵Ҳôģȴǡ
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οţӳأԻϴ߷磬һˣʹӦˡ
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ӦţҪ˻ӣǻʹģǹˡ
죺أиأôֵңٹָ꣬ѡ㣬......ƣܴ......ҲԸ⡣
οţǰһܼһλҪҪһԣ
ˣʲô޲û
˵ˣӦøʺ󽻺ðΪʲôأ
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Ӧţǣ˵ǣ˵ʲôԡ
˰ָˡȴδܲһ£΢ܴһ楹ҲǺõġ
ɲˣ۾һԣһӰ⵹ǲܣȴܹġ־ţ粡ģ
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̷᲻ˣˣҪӣͲˣҲǲá
Ӧţû£һ檾͸϶ȥٲеĻҲܹȥĵ


430 زȥ

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̷ݸһЦ㲻֪޽һ춼û˼£Ŷӡлл㣬ٱһ
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ҹ˪أ͵͵س͹߹հ˹ˡ
˵ˣ楹ʱ̶ġ
˺ϸոտܲȥˣȻûնűߺ޵ܲĶﾹȻھͽˣס°ǻƣƫġ
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Ӧţǣ˵ǣ˵ʲôԡ
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ڿϣЦţװˣл˵
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ε˵˵˵߰ɣҪ˯ˡ
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ɵͷҴûԹ㡣Цţ𣿡
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ɼҿ첻ˣ̫֮ǰҺܶණ͸һ룬һͺ׷˰ɡһ𣿡
ֿˣ¶Ҳлл㵭磬ʼգֻҺá
ЦţҪӦңҪƻϵĺӣرǰ磬ҲΪ̫ΪǱӷˡ
ͷҴӦ㣬һƺӡ
ɵͷˣ˵ɣҪҸʲô
ҡͷʲôҾ㣬㡣
һף˵ٲ˵Ҿˡ
ɲᣬ˵Ǹʲô......Ǹ㣬ôĻ£˺̫......ȥ߻ĵ°......û˵ꡣ
ɵͷˣ㣬ֻ»ϲҵĻ
ɽӻ᲻ŵ......û˵ꡣ
Цţ֪ҪˣӦûŵġ
ɵͷлˣ㲻ΪҳһڶΪ̫˳𡣡
εʵ˵˵Ҫϻǲ˴ģͽ˱
һ£ɣɣνǿˡ
̾ȥ˵Т½㣬ðð......ˡ
ֿˣǰҲͲôĶթˣǻزȥˡ
ɿ޵ļˣزȥˣزȥ......
˿һ𣬿˺þãɲ뿪ġʱǿ֡ģʱȴһҲůˡ
ɵ˫ۿˣ̾Ǹأǰ۸ģҲãʹС......
²ţں˰ɣ˶ȵʧȥ֪ϧ
ûͷͬţɴ׷䣿ֻǵʱȻ......˵öԣ˵öԡ޿ػعˡ
ĶէһϲüղţŷĴӸöټϸͣϡʺ͵ãĹˡ
׶ţĸȴòˣдһš
ڵɢһһ߿ţһһȻӵϣȡһſ
ȸ棬ҪСĵػҪϵֽҲ۵òС
ڿϳŶһƿˮϸš


431 һҪ

˵ܶǽǶСۣ˶ۡϾǻʹ˹ء
ӻŮףȻϡЦţҾǿôң㿴ļʹ졣
ţֻصţЦˡʵ⼸һֱʣ»ô
϶һ£ʲô
Цţﻹ֪Ѿ֪Ҹ»Ĺ......û˵ꡣ
ϲһӿϻȥСѾͷϽֵ֪ǻ......Ҳû˵ꡣ
æﰲģûµģûҡȦˣҸ»ʲôûֻ˼꣬Ҳû
ͨһϺ˰㰢꣬Ҳܿˡɼϲ㡣ֿһͷϽˡ
۽ǣͷǣϴҼõģҲڸһӣûй塣
ϵͷãáǸʺ󣬰ѽ㻹Сôׯ壬ôºͣǹĸť»ϵġС˵ҲﻹǺˣ
ͷǣûţŮ֪ٻˡ
ҲȦﵱ껹楹ɼǼʶǳʹϲҲú˵ǵĻʺ󣬶￴ˡ
ûи߸楹飬ر飺ˣĶµûš
ǹ
ӦţǡǣҲǹˣʱʹ˵
ۣúúã˵ʲôʲô
ĵУ̷ᴦ񣬵ЪϢʱ䣬߽ů޵½ˣ꣬
̷ںȲ裬Ӧţ޸ĵָ£ɡ
޵ȥˣɽˣ̷ῴҲһ£磬㲣վҪ
ɸæϣ£л˵
̷ջ˸첲˵ɡ²̫ҽô˵
£⼸Ӻزϱˡ
̷ͷʲô¾˵ɣءɡ
ɱ˵ϣԽԽãѾʱ޶ˡˣЩò˵֮󣬲ҪŭҶɡ
̷ʵʺ߹Ӳãʲô֢̫ҽô˵
ӦţϲҪˣϲó˵ɡ
̷ֵͷ˵ɣ޻̫ҽ㿴ġ
ɼ̫......̫Ѿȥ˰ˣ϶ҲӦöûˣɻϲ֪ǣġ
ɼٷӵ飬ȷ̫ģϸܵΡĵ£ģ楹......㡣
̷ۣ磬ûƭޣ治֪
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ɼⲻֻϲƸ̫ģ˰̫ڣ˻ӣҲ˴¡
̷ȭͷ֪ˣʵҲԼɹֻ̫嶯ײ̫Ҳ϶̫ˣ޵Ĳǡ
ɸæϲҪΣҲۻʺּϱӷǰҲײ̫檸Ϊģ֪̫ûôġ
̷ͷл㵭磬֪ˡ
ЦţôæҪЩ·ţǹⲻȥȻѾȥˣҲˣ֪ô¾ˡ
̷ֵͷ֪ˡ
˹ּϻУ......ʲô֪ģ̫ͳκ֪ġ
ɼ֣ڻϣǴδйı֮ġһҪ̫ϣһҪ
ЦţôæҪЩ·ţǹⲻȥȻѾȥˣҲˣ֪ô¾ˡ
̷ֵͷ֪ˡ
˹ּϻУ......ʲô֪ģ̫ͳκ֪ġ֣ڻϣǴδйı֮ġһҪ̫ϣһҪ
̷ҡͷѽǣȴ㣬ΪԼˡ
վлϣ檺ܺáϱأעӣ檸ˡ
̷̧Ÿ첲һ¡ţ޵¡
޵½ˣ̷̫ҽԺԺи......û˵ꡣ
ɴϵлϹػʺѾˣµģͺˡ


432 ֪Т»ʺ

̷У㿴źܲãɡ޵£Ըȥɡ޵ȥˡ
޷ֻӦţָȥˡ
ɳĵ׷ţ˵˵Ҳûãϸ⣬ǵķ
Ӧţϱ治⣬ȴεĺܣ̫ϾǴ͹ˣԺүʲô죬µʱܻġ
죺һ˵񲻺ʵڵòʧ
ЦţҶҪˣأҲˣҲѻϷ̾Ҿ͵ܲɵĺӣһ಻סģ⺢ӵ·ߡ
׵֣㻹ǵТ»ʺɣ
׶һ£ǵð˵ʲô
ɿԶТ½ߵÿϧҲߵΣǵʱףȴͨࡣ
׾ֵ˼ǣ
˶һۣɼôˣĶҲˣʵڵ˺ӡΪͣӲҲһֱδϲò˶ӣǰ;زˣôأ
׵ͷ˵ǣūҲġģܲǸˣһù߻лʺأûʤ㡣
Ӧţ֪ɺӴ׶Ըʵں¡
ױʵ׻Ҫʲôأ
ɽӻɣȥ㹬ܲ˵˵ָæȥһʺܲĺݣʺĴȣġ
ױ㲻ˣɣȥӴ⹬ˡ
̫գɹ̫··һҸ
ɹˣæʰϵĲ¡
Ǹεл檴ˡ
ЦţǶǽã˵ĵطҪôɡ
һӻɫյʵɴƤСۣϸؿţЦţ⻢ÿ̫˰ɣӺʱܴ
ҸЦţӳÿ죬ܴˡ
Ȧˣﰮ֮ģʵڸͬܣһҸ
ӻ֪ѾħˣѾ塢ˣҲ·Żˡ
ɵͷˣǰˣϲˡ
ŵͷǣ˵粨һЩˣôָҪ£Ͻ˵ɡ
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ŵͷˣ㣬˵˵˰ɣֱֻܡ
ЦţأӣȴҪһٵġ檾û֪̫ˣֻΪ˸̫ϴˢԩΪġ
ɼ²˵ˣô룬Ӧûġŵ֣һ£ȴò˵ڳܶˣ͸
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ɼ檵ܲĺӣܵȺǸ׵尴಻סᶯֵġˣδȻ֪ڸģֱӰɣֹ֪
ŵͷҲģֻǸҲ̰ôš
ɼ˺ӣ˰磬Ҳ˻ϵģ˴ĸʱҪصĻˣֻȳ֡
ɼ֪Т»ʺɣ
ŵͷȻ֪ǻϵĽᷢӣǻĵޡ
ɼǣЩǳҪ˵ģҪ˵ģ򡣡
˶ţźʲôָ
ɼ楹һͬǱۡǵոǲรһ֮󣬳檱Ǳۡˡٹһ꣬Ͼ͵ǻˣȴڻϵǻǰһ£زˡ
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ˣѵ楹ôˣ
ɵͷԣ¶ˣ檵ʱףˡŵ֣ȴ֪ôã˿ġ
ɼʱǨûа취֤ˣúš˹ؼʱ̣ϸϸһҲˮʯˡ
ŵͷˣһֱϧТ»ʺһֻĵġ
ɼ檲£ǹ߹Դ˱̫֮𣬳Ծʵֻкã֪㡣
Цţ֪㲻˵㰲ģ


433 Ϊ

ŵͷ߱ЩҲΪӷԵʣϵĺӱ٣ز۸һｭɽͺˡ㰲İɣ׵ġ
ŵ֣ͷ֪壬Ѿúܺˣ಻֮£ɲ̵ʱ̣쵶նɡ
Цţ㰲ģĹһΣҪҶһ£һ
վ檸ĶѾˣԸˣ󣬳檸ˡ
Ҳվӻȥɣߡ
ˣһֱغһ¡
תкηԸ
źţͥ
ͥһԹūڡ
żּܲΪͺšȥĵ߻һþ·֪ͨȥɡ
ͥȥˣסˣϽ̧ͷţ......û˵ꡣ
Ŵϵĳʱʤȥɡ
ͷлʺ檸ˡȥˡ
Ų۽ǣ̾ŽŮһ˵ã
ţ˸ˡ
żƵģи˵ջʲôԸɵģֲñˡŤͷ˿ϵһѣֵߣȥ㹬ӡ
һϵſںţ񣺡ʺ𰲣ܲ˵ɣˡ
˲ãûҪ£ػرܡ
˵ˣɣͷġ
˽ˣŵʵոտ޹𣿡
ŵͷɸոұԾòˣ˵˺ö໰ҲͿһᡣ
̾ϣǸͨүӦùúܿɣôˡ
Ÿæ㿴ңҲˣ㻳أҪѹˡЦˣҸѣ㿴ɡŸϣҲɡ
ԶԶϣһϽˡȵ𣿡
ѰݸȸЦţ֣ܲѣָħˡ
ȸ򿪰һһţ俪һۣԾؿţҲ̫ˣ̫ˣûüôأ
ôܸô˵
Žӻ˲Ҫģܲһֱ˵ûµġ
ϸмַƣûбҵˣʵڲ֪ô˵
ЦţǰɣŮһӣҲ߯ˡ
ϵͷﺦˣûµġ
ŽӻǱĶӣıҪء
ϺȦӻ㿴ţҲ̫ˣܲʲôᡣŮ죬̫ۣû̺
Цţÿ˶ÿ˵ǿ˲طա
ȸЩպðɣصſָ֮Żġ
ŽӻŻͷŻŻ˱
ϱѣȸůżɸ߻ĵˣӲ֪ôأӦûʰɡ
ȵأûԸ˵ˣ˵˾˵˰ɡεϸ楹˰ɣǰûúһǲеġ
̾ȴĻѹûǣӦԸأҲͲȥο
Цţزס£Ҫܲסˣûµģõġŵͷ
ҹ̷˰죬ȥûд楹ȥĵǹǬˡ
楹ƣñްʲô£
룺᲻ǹ£
ϸ룬̷ˣϽ̷ɫÿﶼˣҲʲôˡ
̷ڿϣãǶȥɡ
ú楹࿴һۣūţųȥˡ
̷Ÿ첲°ɡ
楹ˣЦţʲôҪ𣿡
̷楹һֿۣˣ̿裬˵ˣ޶㵭ࡣ˵ˣȴΪ󱦣㣬ֺαô벻أ
楹Цţû벻Ҳ֪һֱѳ檷УȻȴǰӰ룬ȴҲ檺֪ˡ
̷ſĸɹ̿ᶪȥһУ޶֪һȴںʵܡ
̷Ÿɹ֪ǺŶǺ˻ʺȴ޸һУ㿴޵ϾͲ½ΪһٵΪȺأ޻Ͼǻʺӡ


434 ֻ

楹ģӻϣֶ֪ⷬ˳Ȳ𱰣Ƕһˣȴó檶һŮ˺ãôԳ檺أ
楹Щˣһֱػʺ󣬴δûмǺ޹ʵǶˡ
̷Цˣӻ޵ΪģֻʦһٷԣҲͳˡ̾㻹ǵõʱʦдŰɣ
楹￩һ£檼ǵá
̷ޣдʦȰ˵޲ΪʵǷģʦȰΪˣʦԣΪǺˣǾЩۣ㵱˻ʺ󣬳ʧԼˡ
楹ЩŲסˣ̷ʦٽλ֣ԶΪͻˡȦʦдǻ۰ʵֻҲ޷Ľ̵
楹ӻ֪һֱһңҲӸϡ
̷ֻ޶Ҳ御˰ɣޣҪޣҪʦġ
楹Ҳбȴģȴױ......ϣ檶һֻԻڹƻ᳼ˡ
̷㣬˶£Ѳɶݺ㣿ֻװɵȴɵˣȵһ޲Ըװˣǿôأ
楹ӻʲô˼أȴˣֻŸ˷绨ѩ£ȴ֪Ŀࡣ
̷Ӧţ֪Ҳ已̥ҲϲĺͲϲģǻһᣬһᡣʺ󡢵綼⣬ô벻ͨأ˰ʺһҲĿࡣ
楹ӻСȲûʺػ㣬ֻ뽫ϾΪС
̷æ޵ĻЩˣ֪׵ģֻвʣҲͶϡ
̷ῴһ楹ô飬̫Ҳ֮Уʵھࡣǰ¶ȥˣˣʵʵĹɡʺ֮λǲˣʹȴģڻ磬һŵġ
楹ʲôû᳼ˡ
̷ȭʺҲˣҲˣ㾹ڽƱ磿ʵô㣬ȴô
̷ʺûָ㣬ûнɱ㣬һٵ޿ˡ㣬һٵؿοޣ㣬ôأԶ˰ɡ
楹ӦţʺҲգܲҲգǶôһҶĿˡ
̷Цţ޵Ȼף֮´Ȼ򵥡ûУûСرûعʺ󣬻ʺȴһٵ̣Ҳû˵ɣ
楹̷޴һֻ㰲ؼҪޣҪǵ嵱עжı䣬ҵʱ򣬺ھˡ
楹᣺˵ôЩȫΪŮˣôֵ𣿳檲ܳľʣʲô
̷̾Ϣţ޲ǵǿģҲΪΪ㡣һУԴȴףƾޡΪޣһ㶼ޣ㲻֪ĺ㲻⣬ֻԸһɡ
楹޵ļˣ̷ǻʵۣȾޣô¼Ӷ˵һ㣬ȴţһ㶼ۡ˵ǻʵۣͨ˼ҵɷҲôɣȴס
楹˵ˣۣɻϲˣΪΪģͲҪˡ
̷ǣΪʲôҪˣ
楹ӦţΪбˣƣȻҪˡ
̷ȭͷΪֻԸ˲ˣ㲻ܸҪĶ޵Ȼұȥ㲻ףȴԹޣԹˡ
楹Ӧţ֪Ȳϻʺ󣬶лֱ̹ԣܽˡ
̷ûʲôȵϱȲϣǧиĺôҸȡֻ˵ְɣĵ˸ˮյһ죬Ҳݲˡ
楹лϽ̻壬ˡ
̷Ҳվ楹Цţ²˵²ɣ̣ǰ½ڴǰʦأǲҪ˼ʧ
楹Цţ檲ʲô˼ʺܲȴף֪ˣлϡ
̷楹֣֮㣬Ҳв׵ĵطǶϴĸ棬ˡ
楹Цţ֪ˡ
̷ȥˣ޵ε޸ոһʺˣָޣ楹ȴڿر𰡡ȥӴ⹬ˡ


435 ûм˶

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ЦţˣѾЪϢﲻؾˡ
ŵˣҪʰʰ
ţ̷Ѿſˣţأͷ䣬޿춳
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Ͻȥˣ̷ˣһһ˵ĵƶϨˣòʱ򣬴ˡ
ӭ϶ˣǳ檲ã˵ˣʲôʲôı㡣
̷ῴţѾ˯ˣ죬ţˡ
̷ĸ첲ʵôˣ
˳ȥ̷޲ˣܡ
ſοϱܣӣǿжˣӾͲˡ
˴ˣ̷ԸЬŸϽˣˣϽɺá
űվ̷ѿӣʵҪ̽𣿡
̷ҡͷϴˣడ
Цţôᣬ檷ҸҲٳһֱ֡
̷ݸһЦ֪޵㶼ģǸȴãûм˶á
ſ̷ᣬֲܲ˵ЦÿرǺȻһЦӣȻڿǳˡ
̷ʰˣ˱ˣӻЦˣЦʱҲˣʲôʱˣ
Ž§̷ᣬӦţϻЦˣϣԶģԶЦš
̷Ӧţ޿ͿģǸʱ򣬸뿴㣬ױˡҸĶţЪϢˡ
߳ǬУ楹һţһӵվţˣЪϢˡ
楹һӣЦţô˻ϻȥһʺ󣬿ɼἫҡ
˵ūģǵøм
楹һȻмһһ˵ʵ񡣡
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楹ףԭñʺĹһǻʺˣͲһ㰡ʣ......
ýӻʹλֻͬҪúõģϻġ
楹ţλͬҲǻʺҲҪˣءӣⶼָףȫȫ......
ò֪ôȰˣֻúţ⻰˵ˣ˵ˡ
楹ãôͻȻ֪ģѲܲģ
վæӦҪ˵˵ˣαصȵأӦòǡ
楹ߺ޵ǻ˭
룺ɣһΪʲôͻȻΪأʱǰȥĵȥӴ⹬ָ
楹ͷ첻ˣָΪ̫ϴԩɣαͱأ˻λ֣űôĵӡ
ýӻûжԲҲûа취ˣŹ
楹һãһ㻹û͸һΪ˰̫ǰʺǰӡôָҲ͸ӷţͲҶˣˡ
Ӧţأϰѻʺ˵öô޹ⲻ֪࣬ܲǸ̬ȴǣȫˣΣˡ
楹۾ǰϻ˵ʲô֮£Ļػˣ˺ˣ
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þȵҪʲô
楹᣺һֱϲǱۡʱ򱾹֪ˣֻһֱŲᣬھðɣô졣
øæȰﲻɣûѿô
楹ҧѿܡֿˣܲôģϲⲻһټһֺηá
־ˣһôˣôԻϰ


436 µþ˲

楹Ҫô˭ҲסҪѿֻģ֪жʹʺãܲãȥԶҲ......ίؿš
̱ˣϴһôôأˡ
楹ӻҲã¸жģµþ˲ġ϶ԱûˣյĴյһУȫΪףû˼ˡ
ʵڲ֪ô˵ˣ楹վˡЪϢˡ
֮楹˵ɾ͸ɣû֮ͨڣԸ̷ṧ¡˵֮Ϊ⣬̷ȴμˡ
Ƕţ̷ȭͷǱԲˡ
楹Ӧţûбϣǰʵ߻ϣףһֱˣʵǲΪ˵ġ
̷ѹŭˣ֪ˣܵĺܣˣ
楹ӦţΪʲô˵أ֪࣬𱸳檣ʵھĺ
̷楹ίˣϴûɹ檣ûУʵô𣿡
̷Цˣѣ޽ˣһʺȥԱɡ
̷վţ޵£ȥӴ⹬֪ͨȥ
楹㶵ţ̷Ц㻹ŸʲôϽ߰ɣȥ
楹檴û֣檺Ϳˣ𷣡
̷Ҳô㣿Ҫл㣬л޿˵磬лһһ⡣˦ӳȥˣֳʵڿɶ񣬻޽Ͼˣʲô
ڸѧŮ죬ѡЬ׼ָһ˫Ьӡ
˵Ц̷ؽˣŭġǶһۣòˣæôˣ
̷ỹûʧȥǣŸ첲
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̷ᵽ˸ǰŷĸ첲Ǹίˡ˵ˣո楹ޣ˵ǹûޣԸ޸ޣ̫ѿޣǱۡ
̷˵һֱܣ֮ôԸţΪѹĽ̫ˣҲûлˣԹ޴ܣĻ䣬㲡ˡ
̷һֱ޵ģӦ޴ûϲ磬ʵ޸еġֻ楹ƣ£ѿҲˣò硣
źһۣŵȦˣ̷ĸ첲ҪѹóһС
ˣֱƿڴֻÿοϲҪĻǴĵģʲôǵġ
£ϸ£ͲҪ˵ˡ
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죺̫۸ˣ檿ǸŻϴǱۡˣͲһϯ֮𣿾ôûдڸˣҲԸ⡣
˿ЦţһﲻҪһʶ
ͷӦţȻᣬΪûֻݵ楹һˡָ楹š
楹ЦţҲֻ㣬Ǿͱȱȣ˭ȰѶԷԸڳ
楹ƱãˡȸҷָҰɡ


449 ɷ

ȸŹŮҷϣϣѾȥкãһɢɿˡ
˶ЦؿŹŮǣɷŷųˡȸŵضλӣȴֻңôãȥȡˣū澴ġ
û˵楹ӻ飬⼸ӻеģܲǴ׽Ūˡ
˵ˣȸ̫ˣôһأô֡
ɸæ˵檲ˣ͹ˡ
ӻһҪһš
ȸһӣǰɲ˵ˡ
ҪҪ
Цţûгˣʣ࣬͸һɣҲųء
ͷô˵ˣȻһšȸֶһӷǰ
ӢڣҲմشĹ⣬ӴӦΪ˳ڡЦģ˵ˣҲҪһ
ۣ죬ûֵֵ𣿡
˸Ͻͷ죬ɶܷһҲʸɣȸݹ
ӻҪ𣿡
ӦţҪҪ⣬ǳλӦһ
ͷˣվһ¡һȸ
ɻôˣ
ӦţһܺÿñϸƣͷҲһ
վЦţ˿ѵʵᱡټġš
ĺ°ɡ
Ӧǳ檽Ϊ죬ʺ͵ãȻ
ȸվţЦɡ
ȸ˳ӣ˸գһڵϣȸס
Цţʱûʧɫȸæϣôˣ˹ͷˡ
վֱӣ̧Ҫȸûȥߺߵؿʧˣλ¡
ӻû£Сһ㡣°͵ң㻹Ҫɣ
ӦţǴ󰢸ĸĺϲԲ˺ģġ
ͷҲ˴󰢸öණģȱŮöˣл㡣˿ȸһɡȸֶһӷǰ
Цˣⶼǳ檸ģ󰢸ϲͺá
ŴӢڣֻʣˣǣǱ楹ͲˡҲʲôöֻвˣǼ¡
Ӣڽӻ檹ңȴǳˣðɣ
˹ҪָǰɣǴǰ಻Եĵط󶨸аðˡ
εǲǣǲ
ӦţʵҪʹ͡
楹˵ˣˣܲװģˣõɣҲ볤꣬ʵڳԲңָǰɡ
ӦţҺĺԣȴԸԣʵڲ˵¡
楹ˣǼȻܲң͸úɷʱ򣬶ǵģйͷǳԡ
ȵ죬ӻ檱΢ֻĸŮƽ鵽ϡͷǻȣҪ֪㳣֣ͷͷ̲
楹ЦţԹͷԵôֱ׳ݷ
ӻǸŻϡʺȻǳ⣬ǳԹͷˡȴõģߊ˻ʳŮһָһ룬ôøԹͷأ󰢸ǲԸġ
Ӧţ֮||wi֮ˣĪֵܡ˵ǣϷһһøܵܵġ
楹ӻǣǵֹܲͷɣԸԿʲˡ
ŹڵϵĴӢڣҪ楹ˣ
ӢӦţ楹ﲻԣ͸ǰɡ
楹㣬һһˣĲԣ
楹Ӧţ˵ڶ顣
ȸָӢڰɡ
ȸʣµңһŷǰŷֱڴӢǰ
ˣҳ԰ɡ
楹ЦţˣƹڸʲôҪûµĻȥˡ
һȣһл˵أȱưɡ
楹ֺһƣӦţ˵ɡ
⼸ĺܰɣǸ㣬һ־ͶһΣֱǧֹøɸɾ
楹εر飺ѽ̸ֽ˵컨׹ʲôãб¾ͶģˣʲôƤӡ
ӻ֪ǰÿգھͿʼģ׼á


450 ԼҪ

楹ŶˣǺ۸һӦԣ͵ɡ
ӻǿ֣޹ˮ
楹ЩͷʲôûҼˣȥˡվ
ҲվȥɣֻҪǺˣͻȥɡ
楹ͣס˽Ųתˣ㻹ôΪǣĸ꣬ɡ
û˵ʲôˣҪȥҲȥɣǲ˫ۣҪǰƵߴ·
Цţû˵Ӣ˵ǰ·ôߴأģߣһ·ġ˱һһˡ
һţȸ˵ȣҲȥɡ
Ӧţ治ȣȣһʱᾹ֪ô楹֡
ȸӦţһ಻סģֻҪץסᷴܽˡ
ֻ̾أҲûˡǵĴôúóģָΧơ
ȸӦţǰūҲµĺܡ
վû취ֻܶСˡȸȥɡ
ȸֵǿƶ˳ˣֻǷ곡Ϸɡ
ӦţȻǲʲôˡѾ̨ˣҪǻʵˡ楹һʱð죬ǻǴ´ģһ׵ġ
ȸͷһֱף˵ϣӦòʲôġ
ӻǣǫˣҶ˼ˡ
ȸЦţʶʱΪ
ͼͷ˴ν˸ȥˡ

˵̷ڻúһش棬شЦͣҸˡ
޵»ŻŽˣϣҪ࣬ء
̷Ų˹ģͣ˸첲̾Ϣţ޾֪Ӳ᳤ãҪĥȥˡ
Ÿæϱ˵Ͻȥɣôǵȼˡ
̷վѲ˹ĵݸţˣָû£ȥˡȥˡ
̷ܿ쵽һ̾һڲ裬˵˵ɡ
ϯ˵ϣ̫ƽ˽ϴӪٽʮ......û˵ꡣ
̷ͷӣͷдأ֪ˡ
ٽϹᣬѲڵӪУϽڰ
̷ͷдأ֪ˣһᳵξְֺš䡯޶лЩľľ
ڴӦţлϣⶼǳǸġ
̷ӣڳӪҲ᧿ΣˣһȺͰӻϣʹ콭ϾڽܱŹؽϴӪ
̷˰ΪղӶͳΣؽӪ
ڳӦţ̷Цˣȫ޵Ĵһƽһܵ⡣Цˣɢ˿飬û˿ңûµģؽӪΧ½
ڴӦţ̷ڰ˵
ϣܶҶ࣬Լ12꣬ĹʹԼҪ......
̷߬ȭͷôĿӢġڱĵİɣؾҶ衣˵ҪһŻؾ
Ӧţ̷һ£ʵǱأٽ贫֮ٸͬͽũְ˵֮£ûУ
ӦţҪظΪ¹غ񣬳Ȳר֪˴£ȫʵ26ˣ˲Сߡ
̷ȭͷֻ࣬ͬĲкͬİ࣬ϸü̽ɱּ⣬֪ﴦ26ˡ
ӦţϣΪ񸦣ôɱ᲻ĵĲأȵֹһЩĹ
̷һǵȻĸԼǱֻ֧֡ͨ̿ڰѧȻݽʿǱڵ˽Դ̣Щ˺֮֮£޵ʲôֻﴦ
Ӧţˡ
̷ЦţԼԼ......Ҫ¶ˣˣʲôڣֻҪ£ܳΪڵġˣ޼ΪԵ£ģ
ڴӦţ̷ϡӪɢ̫ƽҪˣҪǱϡҪʱ̶Ҷ衣Ծɲ׼ĽݣһԼκȫܾ
ڴӦţˡ
̷ͷ¾Ͷ°ɡ
ڴˣʣ̷һš


451 ޵꼪

ҹ̷ˣһӡūǶȥֻʣ
ڿ飬̷ˣ˿ϡ
̷ὫҲ˿һ飬˵ڶͨʲô
ӦţͭΪ¹ڣԹΪ֪棻Ϊʧ£Ŵ򷢳⡣
̷ЦţκûһӣʦӢСͨԭ棬ˮױֳ˸
ȵϲˣ檾еûŶ棬ȹżʵڲãǺúôŰɡ
̷ᵭȻѣʲô˲õģ㿴ͻȥҲСָͷӣ㿴Ӱɡ
æӣӶſţˣϽӡ
Ծǣ
̷ᳯţŶͷ޵꼪أĹأſֻǿδ
ˣѾǻˣ޺ˣôӲ˹
̷Цţ³֣ûӡ
ͷˡ
̷ʵ۵ð˶ûط......û˵ꡣ
Ͻվϣ⻰˵
̷Ÿ첲ްÿʵ۵ǻĵһ¾ޣΪͼûʲôñܻġ
Ӧţסȴ赣ǣͻСеʱء
̷ЦˣʱûӰʱܵӣˡ
ӦţȻʱ䣬ֺγܲأһеġ
̷ߣӣ̷ῴԼˣǰйᣬֻҪˡ޺ǵǣս£ʵӦԡ
˶ţﾡ飺֪̫ˣҲʵڲ֪ôȰˣ˳Ȼعɡ
̷ۣ˵˵εĻ޲Ϊʵǻ......һ̾š
̷޶ûǮޣ֪ȵ־ˣûа취ˣֻôĻǣܷðپ׵Ǯ
̷ᴫصλףλ******ԫ֣˻Լ壬䡣
λүһˣ̷ͷūŸ밲
̷Ÿ첲񣬶°ɡ
λүһһ£̷ῴǣ֪޵꼪޷ɣ
˻Ӧţū֪
̷ۣȻأ
ԫӻս²ϣ飬Ҳ͵ش֮£ūŵʵ
̷̾ǰ޾Ǵյӣܴһһ
ӦţⶼūǸģֻǻϣһֱţҲѶξףʵڶɬ˿ڡ
̷εǹʲô
˻ӦţѳԽһսΪūԵס
̷ῴŶ˻֣˵ǣ޸ɬᳯǿڣ
˻Ӧţūǻȥ֮ԵľΪϳＯѡ
̷ῴŶ˻Цţһ£˳ֵܶοңһֱš
˻ӦţǣлϼǹңⶼūǸġ
̷ῴżͷصͷһģЩᷳˡŸ첲ȥɣ˳
λȥˣܿ죬˳ˡ
ȥʱ򣬶˻Ƽ˳̷ǰ⼸ҲĴְ
˸ӿ࣬ŭÿνʱ̷ס
ͦεվţһĺӣ۾Ź⡣˵ˣϣлūš
̷ӻ޸ո˻飬һ£ޱ㴫ʡ
˳Ӧţūڣʱش𡣡
̷ͷѽţξҲҪҵˡ
˳ӦţΪȫţзԸʱūԵҵТϡ
̷ֵͷܺá˳ָӣֵ⻰мأЩͷͨ͸ˡ
̷ȫ壬սȴΪȫ˳ţװ׺ķѾð
˳֣ϣūл˵
̷ͷԡ
˳˵ˣ˺Ϳֻ֪ͨҪӣȴΪ͢ǻ쵰
̷ᾪһ£ӵָͣˣʵû뵽˳˵ֻ
˶ţ̷ᶨһ£˵޲
˳ϣ֮ƣֺúˣҴܶȹѹء
˳Ҫ͢һӣԳʮսպա۽ϴӪӪ˳͢Ѫȴһɢʵڲӡ


452 ѻƬ̽

˳ϣġȺеʶвԣһƬϣʵڿɷãŻоȡ
̷ͷףֻرҲ췴ʵӦԡ
˳ӻ͢ȨطʵȨʹ͢Ȩ˥΢طʵȨ³⣬²㣬£
˳̷ᣬʵϣūŸʣһ̫ƽһķԳ͢в󣿡
̷ЦţȻ̫ƽ
˳ӻˣȡᣬΪ֮ƣֻзúǣ̫ƽ
̷ͷ֪ˡ
˳ϣŻսȴδ͢ҪǮò͢Σʵսʿġ
˳Լү𣬳͢ÿӽӼð죬һó裬ǰսʿȴԳѣʵںա
˳ϣūžãԿȥһȼãľҲҪ۰룬۹ͣʵڲǼݶա
̷һһڲ裬ЦˣⷨӺãҪ۹ͣǿɾͶˡ
˳ӦţһңֻҪǸ˲ţǸӣ͸ãɣļҡ
̷ͷ޴ֻ㿶ңû뵽һۣͨǳ
˳æϣūһ³̧ˡ
̷Ÿ첲˵úܺãΪ޾Ҫˡ
˳վūԸΪϸͿء
̷룺һ£ڻְʵڽţѾþ˰취ȴ޲ûµķӻ⻺⣿
˳Ӧţػϻ˶԰ľȼԼ۰룬Ǹӡ
̷ҡͷˮн
˳룬ūŵһӣֻǲԡ
̷˾񣺡зӾ˵׼㡣
˳̽˰һ̷᣺ϿȡѻƬĽ׼ͨȻȡ˰
̷һ£ɣⶫ쳯ӣ𺦰վ޲ɥݱ֮£Ҫ˵ǰ
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̷ˣԵʵ飬ֻͻ˼˼ǡ
˳˷ȷЩʧִ磬ɳ͢ΪΪˣҲֻˡ
̷㶣ͷ˼ţ޴δ뵽롣
̷̧ͷ˳Цţ֮ԣοߪΪʷ캺ͳ
˳۾һϽ˿ͷūߵл¡
̷վȥɡ
˳ֿ˸ͷȥˣ̷ϹЦ⣬⼫ˡ
ů󣬺ţ޵¡񣬸޿¡
޵¸æˣ̷ַԸȥһҴܲȥˡ
̷߻˼ջãˡ
̷ϵЦ⣬ļˣ˵ôˣǲǰнݱ
ˣ̷ҡͷδйݱ¡
̷ῴ޸ոպһ˵£ú˶ǻ쵰Цˡ
ҲЦˣ˲ҵŻϵָ˴󳼣ԼԼˡ
̷ͷԸһҪ޷ȨиҲ˵˵
ӦţССŮӣôмذлϿ佱
̷һڲ裬ȴһҪ㣬ֻЩݡ
Цţ˵ɣ檾ϲݵĻ
̷۾һⲻǹ뷿ػѽ˶ﻹôḡ
ӦţЦأ˵ɡ
̷һЩˣ֪飬ѳԽ޵꼪ضûޣ͢ɽˮˡ޷󳮡Ծ޲ǣд󳼽ԣ޿Խ̽ȡ˰ա
ҡͷ檲ףʲô̽
̷͵ѻƬ̽
һ㶣һӣվϻƣôܽѻƬ̽ɱ⹷ūţ
̷ᾪһ£˶ţһ˵ϡ
ϽЩˣϣʧˣˡ
̷ḧؿڣһԭ㷢ġ
ڵϣͷϣԽˣ֪
̷վûЩͿˣ¼˵
̷ᰴˣ˶ţԾЩ
̷Цţ㲻Ҫ£ǰһɳԡ
ͷɣЩ嶯ˣʵǾô˷
̷һҲûзӣȷЩס


453 㲻Ǵͷ

˶ţ̷ϸ֮⣬Цˣôˣһû䣬ѹʱԾô
̷ӻ˵ޣôһ㶼ûг
ӦţȻӳˣȴųģ۾ô峺檳ʱһ
̷ֳţӻǣˣһ㶼ûʱһܡ
ο˵˵ĻܣΪ
̷޺ͿˣôܶԽ̽أˡ
ӻǣⷨϧָʧƣʹǰΣȴģǵĸ
̷Ŷͷ˳˵Ҳ԰ǿģԾ˽˲ϡˣ޺βû̵ôҲǸõġ
ҡͷôܴȡôˡ͵ǽ̣Ϊʹ飻ҪǰգⶫӣĥǣԻġ
ϣѻΪйǧδ֮κԴĻȵ۰䲼Ļ̣Ȼַ˸ءǧδ֮衣
ǰ֮˥֮ʧѻƬһĿˡϣΪ˰աΪȵۡΪԸΪ˺ϲܽ̽ϲͷ
̷ῴһ˵ǡͨĻѧð׵ģֻǽ벻һǼ䡣
һȫһ
վߵ̷ǰţ֡ϣ̣͢˭أ
̷ӦţȻǳ͢
ӦţҲҲԡѻƬûˣǰգǵӲ𺦡
߾ǳ͢ӲҲͳԣˣҲ͸ˡ
ЩҪҪǻϵǰЦˣ檸ҵʱּ̽һϰҲһ
ⶫʵкȴΪ˽ǰ⣬Ȼ񲻹ˣⲻġ
ʹסʹǿģѾˣѾ̵ľġһհΪѻƬôˣｭɽΪѻƬôˣ͹ֲͷˡ
̷ţҪġ׼ѻƬó׺ϷѻƬ壬ʹκѣȫ㵽ͷϣǴͷϡ
ˣͲܽѻƬɵһкֲϣֲǴϣǺҲ͹ԹԱˡ
̷˵ˣףʲôأһ˲ơ
úܣ˲ҪѾֹˣٷĻΥǷ
Ǹ˵⣬ҲãԵҵҲãֲų͢ͱסԸ
̷Цˣ˵ô࣬Ϊ޻ԸУӣ޵ֻаգͽ̽
̷е˹ӣеģ˹ӡǵߵ£ϰҪˡ
̷ӣֻ̾Ķȷⶫܱأܲס
̷̾˵Щ޶ȴ֪޻Ϊʲô
֪϶ֻЩţΪҡ
̷޻Ϊޣ˭֪һͨ˵̡ԭ飬ǲر𷴶ԣ......ʹŪȥġв̣ȴãعôͰˡ
жл̹ףв̾Ͷˣ
̷ͷ죺ǰѾӹϲٵӹܣҪռȫˡ
ͷ̷ᣬֵͷ˹ľϣܾòԷƱ¡ʲô¾ͽסӲסͽӲסи˭Ҳ֪ΣԸ뷨ߡ
̷ᳯţۣθԸ뷨ߣ˭Ҳܣ·ӣ²˭һ
ȥֲҪֲ˾ͽܣλãⲻĿ檲˵ˡ
̷ۣҪôһ죬Ը뷨ߣ֧𣿡
ӦţûԼһֻҪҪ檵ĵط檵Ȼе֧
̷ֱָۣһȰοޣټϻʺ˵̸ͣˡ
ЦţҲãҲںĲںûоġ
˵ʲôˣ뿪ˣȸƵš
ȸЩ뵡ˣľ뵡ˡ


454 û취

ȸӻһֱ۰ЪЪͺˡ
񶨵ָָۣˣǻ϶ԳЩ룬ʼиˡ
ȸͷūԼ̸ȷеˣûоء
Цţϲǲɴߣĸܾĥ뷨ǵģĸɽǰ·
ȸ̾˵أҪĻҲŲסġ
ͷȴԷƱԸֱ̱ˡˣץĶ˭ҲòߣҽϧۣҵһС
ȸ𱸵˵ò
ȸһۣȻ߽߽;ݽȨ.ģһףȫˣκ˱ɸɾҲ벩ʲôⶫ׸Ĳһ
ȸˣ˵Щʲôô뵽ˣֻ˵¡
ɵţΪиˣ뵽Щôˣû䣬Щ......Щ
ȸ֨ôȰˣ
ȸСū澡ūҲûЩºͣͻСɣٹͺˡ
Цˣ㲻˵º͡ҲСˣһѹߺߵӣһۣҾˡ
ȸӻԸΪģūȴû֮ɿ顣
һʯͷ̧ͷȸּС˵ȸҺ£ҾûϳŲסˡҲ֪ô£ôãҪˣôô죿
ȸ̧ͷūô˵أϵȷˣܲһ㶼Ųסɣ΢ЪЪҲǿԵġ
ҡͷ΢ЪЪԣս²ϣ⻼ĥܵˣ
Ȧȸ֣һɣһߵͷ˵ӿˡҵѽܣûǣӲš
һҪŲסˣô죿ǸɢүүƵģһ쵽оﵴȥʲôȴԾٻᣬԾ޳ɣҪܣأܵĺܡ
ȸο׵ģءū澳¼һźūΨһʹϵǻΪۣõҲӦеµΡⶼԵġ
ͷǣأĥĵ
ȸӦţ˵ǣūֻҪźһ˾УȴҪչ£̫ˡ
ţûϳŲסˣиȥ
ȸĴţū澲òһ䣬ǶŻһ㣬ʲôͷɡ
ȸţʲôͷأҪ£ֱ˵㡣
ȸӻ󰢸ɣӦһжΪ󰢸硣
ҡͷǣ󰢸꣬ôСǻλ⣬ڲ
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......ߣΪıߣҪôô죬......
ȸͷ룬ؽʲôͨˡ⹬æǰ֪дģݲ
ЦţŮ˼ʲô˼ǣĥȥ...Ūڹ֮䣬û취ȫ㣬Ǳ¡
һ£֪綾ҩʹ˰ǣû취Ǳ¡
巢ͳߣ˵¶ȣ̫Ѷϣվѳɴ¡
ȸҲŷһƨ˵ϣֵؿʱЩͷģ
ˣҡͷ֪ˣƽ޹ʳ
ȸҲһҪ޵ӣЩɣպٻ˵£Ǳȥˡ
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ȸϽվˣǻȥɡ
Ҳվ˼š黺ˣȸѣҪĶˣôأ
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455 ԽԽòð

ˣս˹ţ楹ȥһطơ
´楹Цţô
楹Ҹ׵ļɳȥ㡣
ȵ
楹Ӧţԣȥˣûϵš
ŴǸù٣ֻϧôŮӢ
楹һֻѾżˣͣסˣŤͷӻǰǸеʶˣֻϧи̰İ꣬붼ûš
ӣ......û˵ꡣ
楹Ŷţӣۣ㰢ҸЬ䡣˦ȥˡ
ĺȻҭסˣͷһرµò֪ôȥҪץţҲػҪԱ˵á
ȸ̾ɡ
ţߺߵأȻʣϾȻף̫˰ɡ
ȸӦţȻң˭Ҳûˡ
˽ˣпʦǵʦ׸˲һĽˡ
ҹӴ⹬ӣּŻﱧشʵǿЦá˵㲻۰
ҡͷһ㶼ۣҪһֱţӵĵһһǺҡ
νɣҲŲЩ
ЦˣͲĲˣĸȻںҾͿøء
˵ӵˣ˵Ű£֪ϴ楹Ŵ˰ɣ
ŵͷ֪ôˣҲȥģûȥ
ˣжŴ⻤ھĲð죬ԽԽòð졣
ҡͷźŴˣʵޣȫϵʶȫǶŴ˵ԭɡ
źĸشãֻҪ楹Ҳ𱨸ˣûΪѡ
ͷʵ𣿡
ҡͷܰɡ
Цˣǲ͵ˡҡͷǱʺˣеҲýС΢ˡ
εû䣬ֻǲûͽգҪ׸ٳʦ֮Ůζˣ
ͷףҲ˵ˣȡԸڿԸϾͲΪˡ
źŲ裺Ҳ֪Ѱ죬ҲƲԾ͹˰ɣһⶼûˣɣԸ
ۣôɣ˴ڵʱ򡣡
վôԸĶӰңˡˡ
Ҳվ׷ţָŨأҲͰѴǰȴԺˣָʲôء
˳˵ȥƫشεôأûзӰֻüвˡ˽ƫˡ
ڶϣŸոʰãůأ楹Ѿˡ
ţɫЩÿ楹ˣһСŮĺܡ
ƵһŮˣϳ⹬Ůɡ
ͷǣĺиӣӦ
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Сūǵ楹ⰲŵġ
Ż⣺Ȼⰲŵģɻ϶ˣôأǽɡȥˡ
楹̷³ˣ˹楹ǸεΪǳ檸׵ļɳ˼ףڳơ˭֪ˣһû񣬱˿ӣ𷣡
ŵͷ˵Űɡ޷ģúȱˣϲͺá
ˣӻ楹ǰŮӣһôǿסĹŮأ
ŸһۣϼȻѾңǾͲǹŮǸһˡ
ſ³裬˵̧ͷñơ˿Ƶûѽ
楹ӦţǾ·檹ģûգǳˡ
ŵͷֶ³˵ɡ
³Ӧţ檲ϣʮˣŷĳۡ
ӻǸȵˣôƹأ񡣡
żţϸʲôλ֣
楹ӻϸӦλ֣ͺӦʺܲͷ
ӦϽͷŵͷѾ㣬ûвͬģ楹ˣסɡ
楹ӻﰲģ檻ᰲźõġ˿ԭӦСĴ㺰˭֪ϲˡ
楹ǰкĻӳȤ
Цţ楹ǻĵǹɫ㣬ҩǺ̬㡣ɺ㣬޷סϣǻϾͻȥɱĻǿջϲһ


456 ׿һн

楹Ӧҩд裬ĵʲôġӦܱУܵһϦ裬ʵˡ
˵ˣԣϲҪӦһаţͽ楹ȥˣؽ̻ӦصĹء
楹վ֪ˣȥ̵̣ȸˡӦȥˡ
Ŷţεְ˺ˣ֪ʲôµĴ㡣
ҡͷΪǣסϣ⣬ʾϾְһˡ
ûоûЩˣǸʼ
ŵͷǣҾ;ûЩˣǺˣˡ
ӻӦдԭЩҲ˵ҪúȰȰأɲһֱиȥ
Ӧţģ˵һԼΪġ
һĵӣۻϣҲ͹ǨҪʱ̵ţǷˡ
ɻôˣ
ӦţҾǸоѽ
ſеˣ㲻ùֵģ˶ӵԵʣжһصҲˡ
˵ɾ˵͹ˣҲ밲ˣֻò˵ˡ
˵楹˺ĴӦȥˣϺܲģصһҴȥסˡ
ţߺߵأôôʵôƤȴ£Ǹˣϧˡ
Цţ棬ӦˡСõģ.µġ
楹ҡͷǻʼҵˣ˭ܵÿ죬ǲ¡
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楹Цݣȵ棿
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楹ϲˣϣһԣ˭֪³ɡûаŴ㣬̫ϧˡ
÷ߺ޵ܲ㣬ֻҪһָˡڻ϶ߴ磬˵õĺãѡ˳ɾѡˡöýɱ̫ʹˡ
楹زЦˣЩϹأҲ֪ôŪҪƻϣҪء
ӦţȷŪҪɣ鱩¶󣬻ϲ֡
楹ˣͷ֨ػţôˣ
楹ֳŶͷӦȻȴǰҲȴǰΪѣʵĲ̡
Ӧţûа취ܲ£ˣһҪòԣռϷ硣
楹ͷ㿴磬һٵ豾Ƕӡ
õͷܲ˵Ҳ󰢸罫ǻͺֻ׸ˡ
楹ˣǰļɳҲЩǰôҲԭ˶ӣ᲻ˡ˹㣬Ժôأ
ðοţҪΪܲĻѹˣʮϲŶʮ࣬صġ
楹̾ģɾǲϲӦûʺϲ
ת˻⣺ﲻ˵ˡŸղŵĻûУҪҪܲĽŪ
楹ӣŲ裺ȻҪˣĳţûϺܲ϶ֶΪأ
źֻϧˣ̫ˣȷӰ
楹Ѳ豭һƣϵ֮ʧˣӻֻǲϹأӰʲôϾǻϣ˭Ҫ˭ûס
Цˣˣ϶౻Թ䣬Ҳ޴󰭡
楹ϸϸţ⹬ɭϣ˽Ūףôأ
ҲϸϸţûģҲѧӦһУ·иŮ
楹һ£ЦˣҲԣֻͲСˣиŮ˵ŮʲôҲԣֻԹҵġ
ӦţҲǣӰɡ
楹ֲЦˣˣûˣԹɣôԹôԹ
ӦţﲻżӦ뷨Ӱɡ
楹ʵ¹̥ʲôͽ𣿡
Ӧţˣⶫ䲻ϡƷѵãһ˳Բġ˻˳ҵģŮ˳Ϻõġ
楹Ӧӻѡ˵˽ɵɵˣһûС
ӦţǣܲĽ˵ĺܣеĺϷءЦš


457 㲻ÿⶢ

Ӧţˣܲ˵ûⶫȷգȰˡ
楹ЦţɽѲ׸ĶѳɽˣԵöġ
ýһ߽ʿ庲֣˵ʦɽ˭ȵǣȻҪͽǼˡ
楹Цü¹̥ⶫ䲻ϡƷѵãһҲǳԲġǺ˲ԣ˻˳ҵģŮ˳Ϻõġ
楹Ӧӻѡ˵˽ɵɵˣһûС
ӦţǣܲĽ˵ĺܣеĺϷءЦš
ҲƵĲˣȸοţﲻҪѹＸûˣƲס
˵ˣΪˣ楹˿ȸָǹ˻ϣǰƵģʹֶΡ
ȸͷǵĻϡ
ͷѻϵʲôˣҾǹģ𺦻ϵӡ
ȸȵˣʹԹ޻ϣҲõģҡ
ֻ̾ǲң᲻áŰɣԼˣһ˲ʹġ
ȸӦţӦþǹʺɻϵ׳ˣֻˡ
ֻҪϲ˭νҾǵ楹ǹŻϣûϻķϳЩˣԸҶˡ
ͼս˹һС̫ܹˣǰ˾͹ţӦ·ˡ
Ӧţ֪ˡ׼ȥɡ
ȸȵôˣ
ˡ
ȸЦˣϵūȥŷȥˡ
ܿ죬̷ˣūǶϽȥˣֻˡ
̷ůվ
̷ҲͿº͵Цţôˣ
ӦţûʲôϾóʲô𣿡
̷ͷ޾ʲô
̷֨εȻޣ޾ȥˣķ
̷תߣůڡ̷ţ׼ߣȥȥǺĴ𣿡
̷ᱳŸ첲۾һʺû˵ʲô㻹
ţûҪȴòһ䣬ʲôأ
̷Ӧţߴ˵أҲˡ̧ǰߡ
첲ţ̷Ծɳǰţ˵Ҫһˡ
̷˵ˣǳԴ׻ˣ
˶ţ˴˵ڶԷϣӦţ檲ԴףҲǻϣʲô˶檾òס
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Ӧˣɿ̷᣺ŰɣỹҪӦţŰɡ
ȸ˴ţ˷ǰˣ˵ܹŮʲôϲͺãֻҪȲݣźϹ
̷ֳָ֮⣺޾͵㲻ˣˣ³çˣٲȥ楹ˡ
ͷʺ̫˵ʲô檻Ҫ켸ģ硣
̷ͷ֪ˡ
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̷ɻ󣺡ʵֻһɸˣǵˡ
ӣȸںţæްϱˣҸŮʲôŰɡԷˡ
̷ţżȥˣͷ޵£ʵԺ˵һ亣ĴƯôͳأûġ
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̷ۣ٣ʲô˼û㡣
޵¸ϽЦûϣǻϣŮȻԡʶҲ
̷᲻пܹǿƲס޵£û취̫ˡ
޵µƵĵͷǣֻŮݱʼѪͳū´λᶢġ
̷Цţþûˣ㲻ÿⶢֻһ£Ҫ
޵Цţūżˣǧ壬һϸɸѡġ
̷ʵ⺣Ĵ楹ⰲŵ𣿡
޵Ӧţūžпܣ˳Ϊ˴ǰ£ϻ⻺⣬ҲӦ
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458 ϽŪ

޵½ӻֻӦòһ㶼ÿɰ̣˻ϵĴ.һ̡
̷һ޵ñӣūţ㻹ˣ޸ͷЦš
̷ڼЦÿļˣһ˼߲ЦˣһˡѵȺʱ£ʼˡ
ڳţһ߳һ飬ºˣһš
º˵ˣ·ġ
ͷô磬ָǽдġ
ȸŲÿȻ󽻸˼ۣһһȥˡ
ţûб£Ҫ԰ӣҲûǸȨ
ȸӦţǣʺļ˶û˵ɵˡ
μˣٷҵĻֻþ·ȥ׼дд
ȸЦţӿУСָʵʵġ
ˣվ߽ů󡣼ȸûǵ˲Уһ
ȸӦţǣĻǰ֪楹Ķˡ
ϸϸţ޵ǲ楹أҪ£˭Ҫˡ
ȸӦţŹһֱźϣ˭ҲȲ͸˭ɣ
ͷЩҾ˭ûиһҲʲǳ楹
ǰǸС楹ˣֱܲʳ޵£м䣬޵¿϶ŻϣϲҴϢġ
ȸҲֱҪ߻ǰǿˡ
ȸӦţ˵ǣǰ˶úܣֻҪ̽ϢС
пû˭ͷҲûʲô̽ģҾǾ楹ˣ밲ˡ
ºӻŹߵĺͦõģūҲԿ
ͷ֪ûȥȥ̿Ȼºȥˡ
˼֮ﴫˣֻ˲һˡ
楹ţϲزˣЦţôż֪˼ʲôأ㡣
õţܲ뷨Ūɡ
楹ϣȲܲѹӣֻǲôˬĴӦ꣬ȵθڣܰȵظű
ӦţȷŪˣǵðźú顣
楹ͷǣǵ׽ãʱƫãͰæһˡ
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楹Цˣõģ׽øһĽòһֻҪ£һһоͺðˡ
楹ֻҪһ϶һ£϶ͻԽԽǾһᶷһˡ
ҲЦˣǾͳˣɱ˺ң˺㣬ǾһԿ֡
楹Ӧţ˰Ͳϣý
楹ϸϸţΪ˺Ĵָˣٴģھ͵ûƵġ
÷ߺ޵ܲСӣȻܴǰѰһ˰ɡ
楹̾ϢţСӵ飬ʹıˣˣٵһȰɡ
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楹νɣϵزס£Ҳûʲôôġ
żˣϽŪɣū澿ɵȲˣȲܲޡ
楹иأһǸ»ģָ˰ɡ
ЦţʲôҸŮأһָͷͰ
楹ãܿܲӦö»ûˣ»أ᲻ỹ˼ĺأ
üū澺ڴʵڵȲˣվͰŪɣ
楹룺»Ҫúһ£ȡֽдţд
÷ԸţСŮȡֽʣ楹ҪظǣȰǵĹϵƻˣ·ߣֻܲűĽӡߣС
ǰˣɣū澵ȲˣʵڵȲˡ
楹ݱϸ롣
楹Ƶģ......ϣҪΪˣֻѹˣȴûиоˣԲסˡ
òЦˣסˣʲô˼ϲŲΪѣܲΪѡ
楹ЦţȻΪѣܲΪͻΪѡЦˣܾˣپĻͳɲˡ
üɡ
楹ͷãͳȥæˡ


459 ⲻ»͵

ٿգյţ˯ѣºżšˡ
ڣţҲ˺
ºӦţŷûǴСдá
ε˭ɡ
ºÿŽһۣ߬š
ȸȵôˣūţǶȥº˳ȥˡ
ŵݸȸȸһۣҲֵ»˵ţܰɣôҸдš
ҡͷҲְ
ȸ룺ּ𣿡
ԾҡͷҲ֪ûˣּá
ȸһΣȲ˵ģŲ
ȸȸۣſȥ
Цˣһ뿴ء
ȸţܿһ֪ˣ롣
زЦˣ»һҸдţ˵غϣ˵ѾףҲ˽ԸҴżɴûκζ
ȸüͷϸϸţǣͻȻ׼ɡ
˶ţͷⰲţ......еһеڶ⣬յҲյɣ
ȸţҪǹ˲ݵģҪ˵ϡʺյðºȥܹʰɡ
ҡͷãǹݣô˵֡
ȸͷдŻؼʴСͷ˰ɣ
ϸϸţҡͷУдŵݳȥˣҪ˿ˣʵų»ֱ֣֮治ˡ
ȸͷðº͵Ϸﲻˣ
ԾɾܾǲУԾзգ»Ҫǻˣôأ
ȸӦţǣ»˲ôɵָǹ˴ĵġ
Цˣˣûбˣֻ
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ϸϸţܣ»ҵģָΡ
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ŵͷ֪ūԺ﷢ֵģ·յأ
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żţɲ׵£ҪġˣžģӦþ»ױʡ
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460 

ӣҸ㣬»ˣҪȥһϣɱֻˣסףԼ
ͷˣôԭΪ˴ˡ
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ЦˣҵȻãû޹ȻÿϧϾҪչҼû˲еġ
ŵͷ˵ǣûа취ˡ룺ɣҸȥһţȥ»Ϊʲô㣬аɣ
ӦţֻˣԼд°ѱ
ȸֽʣд˼仰֮󣬽ºͳȥˡ
ִȤʺױдţҪˡ
ε㻹ЦΪ㣬ʹ»ˡ
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ŰˣôˣַţӦǹģôܰѸ첲쵽ȥǲ˼顣
ӣһֱ룬Ҳ˵ȴò˵ˡ
žȵѲ......Բ𴾶Բϡ
̾ˣ׵ģûһƭ㡣
ҽ㣬......һֱֻϧûѡϡһֱģŷĽпдš
εѾˣȵ컹ѣܽġ
ӻ˰аˣֻҪһ£ǻϵŮˡ
룺аҲ˰˸ˡ
˶ţӦǣҪйֻ楹͡
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һ£ڲͰˣ԰ǹܲţѲǻģ
ҡͷҪˣֱ󳼵ļôĴ޹αô鷳
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ūǶЦˣϲģӦ楹簲ŵģҲ֪ôȥܡ
һ̫ˣֱӰ楹͹ڲѵһ٣رǹڲȥ˾һˣ⹴
ӦţȷһţҪչ˻ϵӡ᲻Ҳ楹أ
ĻҪˣǰǸҵ鶼й¶楹ˣܡ
˶ţز˵һԾɲ֨˵ôˣ
˵ˣԤ𣿡
ͷУ𣿡
Ӧţ㳤ʲôӶˣʵڲ˵
ߺ޵ǲҪˣֻɺҲܳǵô
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ͬ㰲ģҵʱһּܲⱲӶͷ
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ţûðþûˡ
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ſοţһ׷ͿҪú롣
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ſʮ겻׼̤һΣ
жˣʮ㹻ˣ檶лʺ
ŷʲôʮ֮ˣҲû˼ˡ𽣺׼īȡĽ𱦡ȥˡ
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ЦţҲûʺּܲʵ̧ˡ
źţһѾˣ楹ѾźˣѾ
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ŵһʵ˰ɫϡ
ţһվů
Ÿæ׷ţţȸȸܲɳ嶯
楹ſվţ˵϶޾Ĵ⣬ˣ¶˸ӵЦݡ


461 

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楹ȻӭȸȸһƣƵһȥˡ
꺦ˣ楹ţ
ȸ˸ǰˣƵȥͷײ顣
ãûװͷΣڵϲҶˣūҲŵòҶˡ
ҲǰˣǿѹŻ楹ˣ
楹û˵꼱еãǳ㣬Ѿˣ㲻ūŶԳ㶯֡
ҪˣˣҪɱ㡣ȸʹش򡣡
楹ȸһԿ
վŲȸȻңȴԡ
ץס楹һָֻһƣ֮죬楹ûӦʹһק楹ֿˣ楹Ը򣬲һˤ
Ͻ˹ºСӣȴһ㶼ûӳһҹ
ȸûץסĸ첲ʹһק굹˵ϡ
ȸ˵ȭͷ滨žȫϡ
楹֣ȸʵڸͣ޻֮һūǣŵùڵϣ˵˵ְæˡ
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ˣȸЪЪɣЪЪɡ
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Ӧţܣôţָ楹һƣҲ֪ǻʹȻ֪ôʲô˶ͣĿ
ڵϣʺѾҳ檣ǻϵˣһ˵ˡ
楹Цţ˰ɣofӦһǻϵˡ
ӻϷ⳼ΪӦšo;괺ɫִͺš괺
˵ˣ⹬û㣬ûңҵš˿ţһȥ
ŵͷȥɣӦøϡͿ˰ɣС˵ȥ
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ȼˣͷ꣬̾Ϣţԭˣֲùŭ
̾ϢţȥǱˣԵûϸѿ׷ȥˡ
ˣŵıӰ˵ţɹ׵ѽôܽʲô......
楹ܵǭoӦЦš
ӡȴЦúܿģӻã檸밲Ծš
̾ڻøܿ죬ص˵ء
ȸͰº׷Ȱţסѽܳײϰ
Ϳٵţ⻨ײȵõש졣
ºš⺫ûǰǣָ֪楹Ի˻ϡ
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ҪҲֻţүүܲ......
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˵ˣȥɡ
ϣˡתȥˡ


462 ޵ȻҪ

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̷Ťͷ۾һˣ
̷޵ñӣˣˣǶȥɡ޵˳ȥˡ
ůվţҲ˵ۿ̷ᡣ
̷ĳֻ漸ӣţ㳯˹
룬˵......ƣֳһ㲻Ҫ......
ϣoӦ......oӦǳ檵Ľ㣬檵Ľ......̧ͷ̷ᣬ˷ŭͲʡ
̷һ飬ʱ޴룬εı飬ֻġ
̷޴վš
Ҫˣϣʲô˵
̷Ӧţ޲֪ĺ......
ᶨڿԲȣɱ
̷Ϊѵ㣬ôɱ
վ˶ţһôû𣿡
̷ر񣺡ʲôЩˣ޲ǵˣ֪㡣
ϴڹ𣿡
̷Ծɻر񣺡޳ڹô죿޲֪
ȵ֪֪ʲô˼
̷ŭʱˣţ......
̷˾ǣůίˣˣ治֪oӦ......û˵ȥ
Ÿæοţ̷첲û£û£ϲҪģûµģһûС
˽ˣԾվţŰ̷ˣ·ӡ
һ߿ۿһ˵ָˣ楹Ѿˡ
檸ˡתߡ
̷ᳶŵӣż......
ְţϱģûµģЩܲˡ
̷ţָ㰡ֻ˦ӣ޿ǻʵۡɹ......Ҳʧأίˡ
Цˣѽǧ壬˭ģ
ſۺ˿ӣЦˣͷ̷᣺ϣʲô֪𣿡
̷ţ˴ĺƵģͷˣǵˡ
Ź˫̷ַϥǣ̧ͷϣĺ楹㰲Ÿޣİȫ֮⣬ˣ̴
̷ŶţӦĴ£޵ȷǲǲˣoӦ......Ľ㣬Լǵá楹˵괺ɫźþƣޱ˼ˣȥˣȻ˳Ȼˡ
̾ϣҪ˭͸߳檣檰ѡҪж٣ôأ
̷һѽͿˣҲˡ
ʵѡʱǼĽ𣿲ܲǵá
̷Ӧţѽ˲ϡ
̾ϢţҲѾɾˣ楹ûи֪ʲôˣʵЩˡ
̷æţԸվţˣʧ˷ִ磬㲻Ҫ
žţҲ̷վվˣϰϣû׾Ͱˣ˶ˣôѳֲסԴʵڶӰ첻á
źվ˦ӣ檸ˣԸɡ
̷ᾪһ£ŵȥ·㲻ߣҪ֪ˡ
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̷סվߵŸǰļ򣺡޵ȻҪȻҪûеڶѡֻҪ
̷᣺ղô˵̾Ϣţϵ׸ôأ
̷ѾˣȻܷңԲ԰Ҳˣ԰ɣ
ŵͷ϶ѡ»ôأ
̷һԱߵ˭֪
̷ļ򣬺ϱ취ô죬»дɣǵķ֮飬԰ɣ
̷ͷʧˣ֪ġ
Ÿ̷ϱˣûд楹ЩūšҲѵܲģҳҲˡ
̷ŵ֣޵治֪ǹģ޺Ϳˡ
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463 ôһ˲

ű˵ȥ񸮣ּܲԲ԰ڼܹܹڲܹͤ괺ɫ̫ϲȱУ˲Ͽȱ
޵һ̷ᣬ̷ۣūţʺּܲûҲ޵ּ⣬ȥ޵¸Ͻܳȥˡ
˶ţ̷ͷ̾޺Ϳˣ۰ҲЩ......
ֺţû£û£ūǵ⡣ҪѡˣˣҪǻҪ檾͸ѡòã
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ŵͷûµģܻϣ˲ֻҪȣ·Ҫɾǲǣ񶼲ӦĵϸҪԽô죿°ɣˡ
̷ͷҲ楹Ҳۻۣϻͻ͹ϵֻ´Σǰ߳һݾͿˡ
̷ͷ֪ˡţô죿
ЦţԸȥɣΪô
̷ͷ֪ҲҪȰһȰĵġ
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̷ƤЦްɣ޵
εӦòɣһŻԵš
̷һ޲ȥ
Цţ˭ϾأȥͲȥ˭ܱס
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˶ţ̷ӻҪɱԸ𣿡
̷֨ˡ
̷׽㣬㲻ðɣҲá
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ίˣΪʲôأͳôһ˲䣬檾ˡ
ֱͦţ̷˫ֻԾԴϡ
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̷Цţڣκڣ͹޵ӣԲԣ
̷֨ڻ֪Ҳ֪벻㣬벻ʺһղǣͲʲôǡ鹻𣿡


464 ҵԤûд

Ӧţ֪лϣɳ檾ǽܲˣɣ檾ǽܲˡϲѡ񣬳Ҳˣ˵
̷һѡʱôܽܵģ
ҧ檴ܽܣֻûа취ˣ֪㣬˵ȥˡ
һ򲻰ôģҲʵں½÷˭ãڲǱõ𣿡
̷Ҳ𣿡
ӻãѾ̫ෳˣ檿һ˿Ϊ˭벻˭أ˵벻㣬벻ңһֿˣҲ˶Է
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ӻϣ檲ƭûģֻϺӡǧҪЩᷢڡ
µ......һ̲һͱʱôأ
̷ӻ֪޲ˣҲˣͽԲ԰𣿡
ͷͷ̷ᣬҪˡ˵ϱˣ࣬˵𣿡
̷Ӧţ޶޾֮飬ۣװͿӦ楹룬˵
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̷֣֧֧............
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̷楹㣬ܲܣܲ......û˵ȥ
ӻܲܲҪΪûϣ檺ʱΪˣԼΪԼԸġ
̷ͷ֪ǾͲҪԸƵʦ޴ġ
Ӧţϰģ檲Ϊѵġ
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Цţ֪ˣôɰôװá
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̷ıӰϻ¶ȣӻŵζζӣԻ
ȸһЦţϸͷһǻȵͷģɼϿ
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ȸЦˣˣ춼úõģôڿأ
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ȸҡͷūŻϲС㣬ȴŴС㡣
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ˣŻϵĻɲ塣ǽ㣬ŮˣǷйġ
ȸӻū澲̫ףĻͱˣϰͻʺ󿴵صģŮֻй
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ӦţңǣǧҶԷӣ
ȸΪѵŻϣûΪѣôܴأ
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465 Ҫ

ŵ̷֪ͺˣ㻽˵̾ϢţٶԹһǸεʱ䶼ɢֻġ
ӣӦţұװãܵûʸʲôأƽ޼䶼ûмοǵң֪ˡ
ŵͷ֪׵ģҲͲģ׾ͺá
شϣݺݵţöӣһ㣬㡣
شȴˣ۵һˣŸϽվɡ
Žӹ֣شˣۣ㿴Сĸһӡ
ҡŶӣѾ»дˣoӦķѶϣһٸѰźµģֿġ
۾ˣյҶˣ˵Ҳˣֻϧ̫٣ʲôȲˡ
żţܽˣ
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ſ楹楹ΪǰЭɣҪҪ˵жθԣ
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467 Щһһȫ

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þֵ˵ܲһ᲻ɱ㣿
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õͷǾͱܲɱ㣬ָɲͽԶˡ
楹ذˣ벻ˣʲôˣȴ֪ҪʲôˣҲòʧ
̾ϢţǵˣԺ³ˡ
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楹Ӧţɡ
һСˣҲ񣬸æ檸
楹Ѱڿϣ⿪ԭż
˵檶ӹ檵ݽģ˵»ܲţɡ
楹˵㲻˵ûôˣ
Цţ檶ͽģָ»檶﷢ֵġ
楹ͷ֪ˣʲôأ
ߵܲ檲ޣ檵ȻҪѵһ£Щ׸ϣ
楹΢Цţ»ɲСĻɱ
ǻϵˣҪǰһʹǻ檺θɣһֱܲ檵һֱͨϸܵͷ
楹ͷȥȥɣ㣬ȥɡ
ϲһѽ
楹֧У˵˵˽ųʸϿָԸ㡣
һŹŮŰܳȥˡ
ӣɵһ
楹ЦţﻹİָܲſϷ
Ӧţ˵ū澾ܣԽϼð»дܲţں¶ţɼ
楹ЦˣҲͣˣǣܲҲûи»ţɼû˵ѡΪץǵһأ˭֪ʧˣĴû
ӦţһαżͺˣˣܲһǿҲһˡ
楹ЦˣŪ˹ҲˣתҲˡ
۾ţǼӰѾŪָѪЦţ˵ˡ
˵Űһܵ˾̣񿴵ˣٳéܵͨˡ
һȻϵˣͿϵˡ
ɻţﲻȥһ£
ҡͷȥϽȥɣٹȥˡ
ԲҡţȸﰲģһҪŻϡ
ͷţŻϡżˡ
̷Ҫȥ޵¸ˣüͷȥ
޵Ӧţū˵ˣoӦһҪ
̷ᷳʲô
޵ҡͷūŲ֪
̷˦Ųָæ޳ȥԸˡ
̷ˣЦ˻ϣ»ܲ˽żصسʸ
̷ۣʲôż
Ӧţܲ»š
̷̧־һƣ꣬˵˵ָԺȥȥ̫ĵطţЩһһȫˡ
꾪ȵؿ̷᣺ϣǵţ檲......û˵ꡣ
̷̧ҪûȥᷳȥǱ߹š޵£˿Щţһⲻ£˾ȥû¡
̷ˣֳҲ̣ʵʵش괺ɫϸȥˡ
ˣ޵ЦţoɣϲĻ
վùϿû
޵ʼ磺Źﰡǻʲôɣǻˡ
겻ٶ˵ˣֻùһ߳ȥˣίˡ


468 Ӣʲô

һȫǳдľģ֪ĵʱҧ
̷ߺߵȥˣ·ʱ򣬻ţһⲻ£ȫꡣ
һҴһʱȻ¡
ūǶ˼ˣȸЦţﰲ˰ɣϴء
ᣬЦˣ֪֪ˣҲˣҲЩˡ
ȸӦţСɵ԰ɣҪԷˡ
ֿЦźáҸˣԭôңôҰ......пǧ
ȸӻأ˿ûеĳɣֱӸһƣһΡҸЦš
ڣ̷;ûȣһĵ£ĵסˡ
ӣ۾Ź⣺ãã塢Τ⵽¾ʯ￪Ӷݽʣȫһ޿㻹ܷʲô
̷ἤˣͼףɹѣɹףعѣعףչѡӺдҢģİ
̷޾ͲµȫǻڧɱҲһֱһ죬ڵȵˡ
ǸϽӦţʥ
̷ֻҪڧͻΪһת۵㣬ʢת˥ǰսʿ̫ƽʱգҲиҪץסսһټǡ
ڳӦţ̷̾ǹӪһֱٴαϣ˭֪ˣذܰ
Ӧţǣʧصأһ겻ȥҾվͿɹ˽
̷ӣãǵѡ
ڲϲѶⲿԾɷ粨ϣ̷Цˡ˶ʱˣ͸ոһȣ蹵
̷ֻᵭڰ˵
˵ϣĲ֪˽Դܶ飬ּ⡣
̷ӦţϴѾ˵úˣ˽Ǳ½̣ΥԼǣǣش
˵ĿڳƣԼӦѺ¹ݣǴáˣΪǣҧš
̷ߵǣ޽ͻ¹ݣתͷͷˣɵӰ˽Ǳ룬ΥԼŮȹˡ
̷һû£ش˵
㶫ˮʦǧ޺š̴12ԱӢĹ֮£ܶӢ°顣Ҫͷȫˮ֣ܶ߹Ǹ̬ȼᡣ
̷ͷһֱǹ¡޺۵ǼǣǼʧЧûӢĹ죬ˮʦµֻź죻ˮȫǴҵĹ봬ûϵ
̷ˣǴ̴ӢȨ£Ҳûˡ
ӦţҶѾջ񣬲˴ĸӢִ˴Ǯʵ̴ҹڰ£ʮˮΪһλ֤ˣֻͷˡ
̷ͷ֪ˣͰ졣
ȴҶ衵ĴãҪܶǸͷȫˮ֡⽩ֲ£˽ԿѺˮʦֻ⳥ҪЮ
̷ЦţҪЮ......ʩѹ......֮λ޴ǣ޾֪ǲô㣬¶ˡ
ӦţȲרּ⡣
̷Ҷ衵ӣӻִУһˮʦ´˰һƣģ
Ӧţȷд¡
̷Цţܺá⴬ǴĴۿǴĸۿڣˮʦѲĴв񣬹Ӣʲô£
̷ŶͷôЩˣǾһֱݳھ̣ʲôפʹѻƬϷϳȫ֮󡣡
̷Լ......Լ......޻Ǿ仰ȫؾҶ衣ˮֿͷţû¾ûܾǸ
ڴӦţϣҴ嵱Ȼûдţʵڵֽơ
̷ͷҶ衵ҲˣӢġѾйᣬġĹʹҲѾۣ˵ǸʲôΪֻܼ¡
ӦţҴľ˵ľ⣬ǿ̣ͨ۷֮أǾֻˡ
̷ӻǣʵûˣϢΪҪݳһֱ⣬ҲҪҶ衣ġߣЩҰġ
ڴӦţ̷û˵ⳡذ̷᲻һ紵
̷̧첲Ŷͷǰ޵ּ⣬һּ޵ǡ
ڴ󳼸ˣʣ̷һˣָеؿ־塣


469 Ѿս

ҹ̷·ȥֹˡһãִһӣƣ
Ϊŵ£Ӿˣ̷ǳҲ͸ӵ絶ˡ
̷ǰֱ߿࣬ȴŷ㶣һʱҲ֪ôȰˡ
̷ȣţϣ
̷ῴ֮󣬷˰֮󣬷˰ǣ֮󣬷˰......ܻأȦˡ
ץ̷֣ǣܣΪ
οţ߲ǣ߲߲......û˵ꡣ
̷Цţ˵Щ޶ûУȴֶС
ϣô÷ڿأ׵ģеģǰһô緢ôأ
̷ЦţҲ׵ģҪ޶𣿡
̷ַϣʶͿʼ޹ľˣ㲻֪ƣ룬Խ˵Խоȥˡ
ҲȦᷳ檵𣿡
̷ۣһ㣬ʱ򷳣ֲǷĻǷˡ
ͷ֪ȴһ仰ֻȥȰɣһһֻҪ־ڣֻҪһоϣ
̷Ӧţ仰Ҳ˵ˣҲ˵ˣ־ûˣֻʣôһİɣڻҵﰡ......
̷Цˣôˣ㲻˵ˣ
Ӧţֻ֪˵һȴ˻ϵĸܣҲ֪ô˵ˡ
̷һ첻Ͻˣʧ𣿡ӦԴ𣺡һʧġ
Ӧţ檻ʧ֪ǲʳٵģҲͲôʧˡ
̷᲻ٿҲǣ֣۽᣺硣
̷ϣ§ĸΣôˣ
̷Ӧţôˣۡ㲻Ҫ޵ɻʵˣ޲뵱ʵˡ
ӣ̷۳ʲôڳﶼϵģʥַģԶȡġ
̷ЦţһӳޣҲеڶˣȻȡˡ
Ӧţ檻дأϣΪ˴ҲҪŰ
̷ͷţֻգֻۣӿ쳤޷ֵˡ
̷һ˿񣺡Ӱɡ
Ҳӣ̷ӡ
һ̷ȴӦˣЦţָûعˣȴߣֻ԰ˣȴ顣
ӣӦɽˮ䣬˭Ҳ᲻ߣԴһ
̷̾վҪ뿪ġЦţʣдæˡ
...
̷һֱ޺̴£ҶһֱûиۣΪ̬ѾƽϢˣ˭֪յӴһѾˡ
޺¼̷֮յҶ衵ۣʧɫû뵽ѾսˣֻȺֶԲߡ
̷ҲסˣվȺм䣬Ҷ衵ӣ뾩ԶɼӼӰ¾ܵ²Ӽƽʼʮɵ
̷²࣬⡭⡭...ѾʼˣǺ......
οĪż˾£ӦһҶƿ֮Уθһ飿ҵġ
̷ͷֻ֪Ѿڻ飬ƿصأ
ӦϣӢ쳯޷׬ӣҶѾжó׻Ǯ׬˶סǵġ
̷̾ڻܶһʱڻΣҶ衾Ȼ£ܰϣҲǸܡ
ӦţҶҲѾջϵķԸҪݰϾ˷ˣϰġ
̷ὫӻذϣڴмţӢ޷ǣʵڲ׼̫ƽѾͿޣʵӦԡ
ֵϣ⹥ݳǵӢʿ۵פ٣ֻҪҾͦǵڻҲˡ
̷Ӧţ㶫ʱסҸô죿ǸӢۣɲеڶ죬ס˹㶫ȴ˸Ļ
̷תƵû̫ƽһ㣬лǺãţȲս£ȴҲãμã
ڴֿοϣżҶ˴򽻵һжƿ֮С
̷ֻӢġģѾһˣƹݣ·Ϻֱ......
ӦҶѾжóףҲӢѵδӱûˡ


470 

ϰģΪӣҴƻ˱ġ
̷̾ûǧۣҲû˳ûͷۣҶ衵۰ɣԸһƿ֮С
̷ְĥýƣǶ뿪һˣԾš
޵¹ˣϣůůͣˣɡ
̷վȥ㹬󰢸ˣܲ
޵Ҫȥˣ̷ַԸţˣôˣ޹ȥ
޵ӦţūŸ¡
̷վſڣҡͷü멾У׼ˣ߹ȥ
޵Ӧţż̷Ƶš
ߊڴ㹬أ̷ῴӶڣ˼ˡ
Цɡ
ߊһˣˣ̷ܵǰȣŴŴţʰꡣ
̷ᱧߊһĳˣ޵Ҫˡ
һЦţм£󰢸ҲܺʰˣߊҲűء
ţشԱߵҡĻߊھͿʼܵˣʲôöܵܣֻǴ֪۽ˡ
̷ӻ׽ܻ۰ⶼӦõġ
̷ӹߊߊŲԸ뿪Ȱţʰ飬𵢸˻ʰʱ䣬пˣٹܵܡ
̷Цţ£ǹתתǶڣ⻭ð
ߊϺ͹˵ɣ檵ҩðˣȥҩˡ
̷Цţȥɣӣٸӣȥ㡣ȥˡ
;ؿһУ̷ůˣæѴ멡
˵ϣӦȥɡϾ磬Ǿֶһˡ
̷ᱧشӦţ֪ˣÿջȥġôôö£Ƶģˣжӣ޲
һͲ˭Ƶġ
̷Цţޡ㱧𣿡
ҡͷմ԰ʱޣڲˣСڣˡ檱ûʺţһһͿޣҲͲˡ
̷ЦţشҲЦˣϽϣʰҪˣˡ
һĻʱоҸˣϣֻڶǰЦôģ檻Ҫٸһ
̷ۣ޽˼뵡ãۻޡ
ḡĻûоˣβ
̷شӰ㿴ʲôӣͳ
شЦţ̷ҲĵЦţ̾Ҫ쳤󣬻ʰֵء
æŶ󣬲˵ֻ
̷¾Ƕӵˣ찡Ҫذ졣
ͷϵĶѾ̫ˣΪҪúù̴ܽûʧ
شѾ̷ỳ˯ˣ̷ҡ̾ӣôϣϣ޶ϧһӣϧĸһӡ
ָжϱһҲΪѣֻĸöӣ
̷Цţôˣ֪˵ʲôô˵ˣ
վ̫ˣĶ֮Գ˵Դ˵Ĵ
̷᲻֨Ͻʧˡ
̷ߺߵأ𶯲˺òãǶѾô̹ˣû뵽㻹ޡȻҸӣվܵమ
̷°ͣȥȥ㡣
վȥȥȥˣͣˣôų檣
̷شŻҡߺߵͲ˼ˡ֣޻Цš
һˣ̷СôԶ޻ĵġ
ͷϣ檲λǳ谮Դ̫ˣõĳ檺£ʧȥһС
̷ӦţѾ벻ˣ벻ʺˣڣô䵭
ӻֻ֪һĵ˵ͬʱȴҲˣĿģᰡ
̷ӻ޴Сʧ˶ǵճӣʹ༫ˡֻԸĳưܵｭɽʵڲܡ
ͷס
˿ҡĶӣ̷ԺôԶ£ҲҪôԶ£ֻĺء
ӦţϰģҲˡ


471 ȥ

ͣµһ꣬Ӵ⹬̷Ҳˡ
ɣ̾ϢʼȴٴöȣǹýͰͣʵĲֻûа취⻼¡
Žӻ϶нڼ󣬳ȻԹԣǲ̣ҲֻΪǰս»ݣⶼӦġ
̷ЦţҲͬŵĻ̷ݵӣӢѾֹͣˣ˳齭ˡ޽ɷһЩˣϷȥúõ졣
ӻϲϷȴü٣ʵˡ
̷ῴˣ֣Ǹһò
Žӻ¸ɣǳĺģҳභ죬ˡ
̷ָŶһۣ󰢸֮һֱæ飬Ҳ͵ܲĲСˣ£¶ǸӣҲͲ˰ɡ
Цţ飬ҪĵģܼͼˣֻҪ׼ǹˡ
ŽӻܲûовҲûУͶһв˰ɡϾΣ
̷ͷУ㿴ŰɣײͬһҪġ
Ӧţϡʺİš
̷ֿȥ󣬼ǵñߊϲʰꡣ
Ͻ֪ˡ
̷Ÿ첲Ҫˡ
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̷Цţʲôѽ
Ӧţ檲ʲôǽ飬żвĵطָһ¡
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ӻһˣЩˡ
ѧֹôأ
̷վúö޵ÿվȥ͹ָһ£ȥǳȥˡ
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楹ͣ½ŲӻҪ˾͸ýˣĳҲϵġ
ͷӦţǣŰɣĵʱ򡣡
ӻӽʼ楹ʮͷˣأҲҪΪʵڲԽ
楹ˣѾˣһۣҲߺߵȥˡ
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̾ˣȥɣỹҪȥϷԷȥˡ
ţҲûйӴ⹬ţһƵعȥˡ
ͼ˵˵ЦЦţ쵽ٹ԰ˣͶ֨ˡ
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ӻ㰲ģһ롣
ȸЦţ̫ˣھˣū֪ˡ
ºӻūҲҪڡ
ͷģҪô٣ҵȻǵġ
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ȸӦţǣūҲû뵽ô棬Ķ
˵ؿ÷һˣĻ˻ȥ
һ˻ͷĴţһڲӡ
÷ţ˵ˣ𣬱ˣ㲻Ҫٲˡ
ŮӴ÷˳ǰū澸밲
ͷŮӣɣ޼֦㵽ĹŮͬʵڲøġ
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һⶼãȥû㣬ɼǲࡣ
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վŲ̧ͷ
Ů̧ͷߺߵأӶòӣȴúõģĥһ࣬Ȼôˮ飬Ҫˡ


472 ֵļ

ŮӦţūȫұɱǰ̷˿๤⺮»ŵ¼̷֦𣿡
̧Ҫߣȥ㻹ίˣ㾹ȻίˣҲү㡣
Ůӿͷʺûбū澣ûϰūȫңūֻкڣûί
мˣʱⲻᵹԼֵ򣬾ҪеĹܡȥˡ
ţߺߵ㿴ܾĥɣ
ȸͷūͷһؼȻ㲣ɲܾˣʵڲ񡣡
ɻѲ˰аˡ
ȸӦţܰɣô˭ҰҲûаıҪɡ
Ծɲģ˭֪楹᲻ЩʲôУҪûʺҦʣɲô
ȸӦţǣϾŴĥһ࣬ٹָ꣬ˡ
̾Ϣţôˣ̫ˣ̫ˡ˵ˣϷȥˡ
æ⼸죬Ĳճˣ¶죬ɶ㹬һвˡ
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һж񸮴㣬ֻŵţֲ̾սʱ򣬾͸룬ʱܵأ͵ˣҲûˡ
ȸȰοţôã˰磬֪ˣһܿġ
ͷǰڹôãȴˡЦˣ˶ӹԽãԽǰˡ
ºˣͷˡ
վɡ
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ױǰˣһֵŤͷЦˣ𣿡
վū澣ū澣û뵽ﻹū澡
ļˣָ·Բãôƽֵļԡ
ֹжˣ̧̫ˣĸ󣬸ūûϵġūڻģ́Ÿ첲ū澣һӶġ
æɡЦţɣôͷ
ǰʼͷˣӦţūһҪķ٣Ը¹ˣﲻҪ
֣˶أôҪϣˡ
ЦţСǹŴ󰢸糤ָͬΪʥĸ̫󡣡
ȸһ֣⻰˵
ĵЦţȸһۣѾͷ˭ֵı֣㻹ܽˡū澿ɲǺ˵ֻϧȥˣ֤ҵĻĺܡ
ȸߺߵز֨ˣӿˣЦл֣Ըһԡ
Ӧţﰲģеġ
ŤͷŸһС̫࣬СӣȰºС۾Ĵš
ӴС̫һ£СӣӲ׼ҵ˶ô죿
ӻްСӡ˳ţʲôְˣ
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ӻūţСӸսūѧͷ
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ҲЦ˻ԣԡ
ͷź˼ӻϲȥˡʹʥּŮģæ˺һŽġ
˱ȥӴ⹬һͷŶæˣҲ۵òˡ
ЦţˣȥɣϽһֳġ
ȥˣźȲ裬˵ոոҴ㻹ǵɣ
ŵͷǵðôˣ
Цţ˵ĻʵˣֻԤҵδ󼪴
ҲЦˣ˵ĻӦԤԣҵʱߣʲôԤʾӣҲʵˡ
վллĴⱲӶǵġȥˡ
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زЦˣŶһۣŵôˣ
ͥɥ楹Ůӽˣ˵ǻֳ......


473 һŮϲ

ȵ֣楹İϷţ̼㣬ɣҪģ
ɵţûвģһ仰£ֻûбҪûΪѡ
һ׸ʵж㣬ͥ楹ɡ
ͥȥˣ楹˻δܲĲ񣬱˵ˣҲˡ
ŮӸϴεĴȫһˣִӵģ˶ú׵֣ȫܹˡ
楹Ůӹ˵ʺڳ˾ƣҪӦ޵ģ˭֪Ůֹʼʩ
ŽӻŮһֱۣô㹬ʼʩı޿ƥС
楹ӦţޣʵڲҵֻǾ檵ı֣ϵҪ󡣡
楹楹̧ͷϲ𣿡
û˵żô˵
楹Ӧţϻû˵ҪɱŮӣȴòס
űʵôף
楹ӦţйӣϡһŮϲˣɱ˲̫ϧ𣿡
Ļˣ̫˰ɣ
楹Ӧţйȷӣ˵ʵˣ
һ£ŽӻȷʵֱɱҲȷϧǾ͵һ°ɡһ֮ûϲɱ
Ůӿͷ............лʺ
ӻ澣㻹ϲǲǻһ磿楹˷˰ɣҵҪ㣬һʲô
żˣô죬楹򰲰ɡ
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475 һֱ󰢸

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̾񲻱ȴǰˣһѳɶ֣ǲΪ
ӻǰƵĵǲˣżȻһţȴܹġ
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476 ϾҪеܵ

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楹ӦţǰɣҲأ粻ã˼
ĸشվ棬楹ţ󰢸磬ϾҪеܵˣҪеܵˡ
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479 ະ

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̷ţҲģ֪ҲġģѡΪӣȴҲҪ֪û˵ꡣ
ϵϻδ֮꣬ξ֪ˣ֪Ϊǳ졣
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̷᲻װˣôˣ
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վ̷ĸ첲ˣϴǰԽˣܿסΪʲôأ
վţ̷ţ֨
ϴǰҲۣȴԸǰ壬䳣˵йĻȴûй˵ˣ檵ȻǣΪ檣ҲԵޱظָ
̷ʵһֱһ⣬ȴ㲻˵ʵ
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ͷܡ
̷ţôô϶أ
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̷ϣ֪ܣֻԶλãҲͿ˵ƾǹ˵
վϣ檵ˣϽӰɡ
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480 ȻҪҵķ

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481 ĺӲֵǮ

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482 ɾ͵ĺԵ

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483 ӻ

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486 ͤͤ

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487 粢

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488 ֱ̫˰

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489 Բֹһ

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490 һ֮

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491 ҵõʲô

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492 ʵڹ

룬У㣬ͻˣ̫㡣
Ӧţ֪ˣ˳Ȼɡ
Ӵ⹬˹ſվţʵһֱʯԡָסɣ
Цţ˵̥һֻ꣬ʱ⡣
ͷڿҪúףʵãǸ̥á
Ӧţﰲģ׷ûĺá
壬ЦţôˣϱûУ
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ţ˵ֻˣԱûжģ㹻ˡ
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ȸߵѻϵʲôˣūۡ
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493 ̫෢

˵ˣôأ
ȭͷԶ͡аȵЦš
Ӧţūȫġ
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ۣǰ磿
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494 ʼ·

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495 Ҳ

˶㼯˵С̫ѵĺӸ˿װԼҩ裬ûʲôرĶ
ִ̫ͳ̯ˣ͵ūڹӵ·ҵģոȼ
ŵͷ̫ҽɡ
ӹϸϸ鿴ţ楹Žӻ̫ҽʲôװģˡϷҪȫףΪˡ
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ӻܲ˵ʵŵڣôֶأܵġ
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496 ʺһ

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497 ȴѾѧ

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ʹһƣõ˻عԭλֵܲԭôûݺأ밡
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499 

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500 ˵һ

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502 ҵı

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楹Цˣһ־ܳ£´λҪ֡
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楹ˣһ࣬Ź̾ԽѱˣǴӻһȦ𣿡
Цأһ⻰ˣЦˣҲڳԷһ㻽һ²ŹЩ
楹̧ͷԱû
ͷԱˡ
楹ƤЦⲻЦûԱãʢ
ؾòԾ˺檲Աˡ
楹ˣָָԱߵĿӣ³ԡ
֣ˡˣ檲
楹ϣˣϲſ³ԡųԡ.ųԣųˡ
ֻ楹һЩ࣬˵ϣ̧ͷ԰ɣû⣬ٸͷ
һ㣬ô......û˵ꡣ
楹һƣ˭㣿ҿɵ㣬֪ôĶ
檲֪ˣʾ
楹ЦţǶԵģǧøԣʱ򻹸ԡ
楹ɵѽܲû취ܲû취Ҳ㻹û𣿡
ӿ֪ѽҾǸ࣬ǵ˼̤裬޷֮


504 Ȼι

楹ƿͰĶѽαĴأΡԶҲвѰεˣر֪ԸＸȴɲԸ۵ˡ
ͷԵݺЦ׵ġ
楹ãñʢõڵϣǰ
楹԰ɣſ԰ɡЦţǲʢﲻϰߣڵϺðɣôϰô
˵ˣţôôأ
楹Ȼ裬ôأ
ð𣺡ԣ̫ˣ߻ʺȥûεˡ
ֱһţ澣ڹǸϣӶô˵㿴ܵġ
죬޵òˣ㣬ôˣҲˡ
楹ȵʲôˣ
楹°ڣȫܲõǸˣʺҲˡһʱͿ֪ãҿ㲦éٿԭֱˣˡ
楹ý룬뵹ˣҲ̲һءӦţ̫޹ˣ޹ˣû˭㻹޹
ţһֱǺ£ϾӴ£ηأʺܲûԴͣǵĹƣҲҩ̫ࡣ
£ǰ˻ʺһæȴ˳ҳее𡣡˺ѷΣѽý㣬úͿˣҲˡʺϼ޻˼壬ҲˣҲˡ
楹ɵȻţ㿴㣬ôôأϵţ黹Ҫ
楹ţ飬ǰ𣿱ι㡣һʹţϡ
͵վū澸߻ʺȥ
һز˼飬ӲæţվţʵţʺŲأſЦء
ߺߵأʺŲЦ̫ˣū澶ûſڵϳԹôأ
楹ЦţڲͬúõӲԣҪԹͷ̫ˣû취
ץ񣺡ɣȥ
楹˵ȥɣʺҪܽǬĴţ´󡣡
ۣԽǴ治ʺһ仰ɱ
ö˵Ӿʹ楹Цţˣ֪Ŀɰʵ
ţһ˲ˣ楹֪Ҹû㣬רŸҵġΪ㱧ŻʺĴˣȴ֪һѣûԵط˼Ҹһë
ͷǣȫǰŵģֻǷ¡Һˣ֪ˣҲˣҲˡ
楹ҡͷ˵˼Ҳˣˣ˵һҲֲϳһ࣬԰ɡ
룬楹ִ̧ˣ㿴㣬ҷſ³ԡ
ֺţʿɱ裬ܳԡ
楹ӻܾ跽ɳɾʹҵķһĥأ԰ɣʹʹسԣˣرˣǰ;ҲˣҲˡ
˫ãȻھգӶͣغţ㣬֪ˣҪô𣿡
楹ӦţȻһƬģ͸ӲӲ
üֲأ
楹Цˣʵ޴һû뵽ô˵Ϊ̫ûشˣ¡
˹ū澳ԣūӳԡ
楹֣ӳԹͷֻˮ𼱣ų³ģȫġ
ˣһ䣬ˣϾˡ
شһֻס͵̧ͷԭ楹˫ۡ
ֻ楹ãôֶܳءһԣԸɾ
Ѿûˣ楹ֵݸһ룬ǺںҩЦţ
ҩĿζ̼ˣţ㣬ʲôҩ
楹ЦţҩȰɣ׼ġһ룬Ҳûкӣˡ
۾һ̱ˣ㣬ҳ࣬Ҳҩ......
楹ɶҩĸ첲ˣȻιȣѡһɡ
Ҫ楹Цţʺ󰡣ˣιȡ
úͼСŮס楹죬ҩ
죬²ѾˣǰŪ
ţôأ
楹ţ˵ôô졣бۣ̫ҽ𣿡
Ӧţˣƫء
楹ͷ̧ȥеĻٹһ컨


505 ɱΪ

ڵϣۣʧȥһ㣬ǻŨҩϵ·ѾĲˡ
̫楹°ͣ˶ţɼվͻõģ߻ϡʺȥ˵ټ
ü˵ˣۣ......
楹ϵĨ͵ߣ۾ҧһѪѣûʲô˵ġһɣĨ˵ϡ
ĨܳȥˣѾˡ
ſڵϳ࣬楹һ£ȥȥźӡ
ŭص楹楹ЦţӲҪ˰ɣҪͿ͸
ҧֱּ˾ǣαظ˵Ц
楹ɵȻãǶͣΪɿȻôͰѴ¸߻ʺɣȥأӦüʬ
ūȥźū澸ˡȥƫˡ
һȥòװˣˣһ˵ãūΪһû......ˡ
楹վԸţʰɾůˣȻ˵ֻڲ˵˵ʱѲ׺ɣ޶֤ˡ
öŲݸ楹Ӧţ˵ǣʱɷһ£֮
楹ַԸţѹϣһ죬ҹع
ӦţųӦø޼ǣָᱨġ
楹Цţ㰡ӵͷˣлˡ
ҲЦˣǣǾȡֲñˡ
˳Ǭ֮⣬û֪ʲôūǶ֪
һֱǬˣ˭֪սţͱ˿ˣֲ
ҹˣˣֻɫ԰ףȴԾɲ֪ʲô
֧·˫ȷ޹⣬Ȼˡ
楹վţӸ£ĿһС
檸ˡ
楹ӻ˰ɣĽ㣬ûŮķˣҪлء
ӦţһһûзգӦ׳檴˿̵ĸܰɣ
楹ȵϣһҩûбɵӻˡ
ЦˣƸۣضְ檳ɳ˵ȴһӳˡ
楹Ȼǻعⷵաձɽڼ֤ĩշĴϢ
վæɣ檸ˣλĶ顣楹ţʺӦû˯û룬ȥϡ
楹ɵţҪȥһʺ󣿡
վŲӦţ޷죬Ļʺû취˼ǲƽϣɱΪ㡣
楹ӦţʺΣǵ飬ԻֻûлͲ˵ˡ
ӦţҪ˪ʺڸڰ
楹̾Ȼˣںˣݷ
ӻɱ檣׾٣ֻ鵯ȸʡɡϾɽѹأʱôѣȻ
楹лùػ֪Ըʱȴ֪һ档
Ҳģ檲߻ϵģҲŻʺ󣬾Բôˡ
⼸ææµµһֺô̡ıİʵࡣˣһҪܾ尾ǧСƤ۹ȳòǧٱԷ⡣
楹Цţлˣ鷳ȫɣ
Цˣޣܶżһ˰ﳼɵġ
楹檸ˣﱣءȥˡ
˳Ǭ楹Ծվţֻˣôأ楹Ծɲ
ӵӴ⹬Ȱǻȥɣеǻᱨ𡣡
ţҲҾʺˡ
ŵ̫һƵôˣ
ͳȥҲţ̫ˣǸ˸ɵ¡
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һ£§ôˣ
ţ............
𽺰ţ
ˣͨһ楹......̫ˣ
̾Ϳʺǰԣ졣
ͷ楹......Ǿҩ


506 һ

Ͳһ⻰ŵӵ˵ϡ
æţҪ˵ͷ
ţ޵òˣʺ檴ǰã̫ˣֻõģģֻеԳá
˵ʵ𣿡
һ⻰޵øγϣίˣģģ˺öѪ......Һúڣ϶ãҪڶãô......
̷ƵģͷҲãҲãֻû뵽ĵز
ֺţôҵ죬ſڵϳԷﰡⶼ......
Ӧţ㣬㡣
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Ÿæû¡û£˿ϴ𽣺Ը׼ˮŸԡ
ţū澾˵ʺã˵ã˵ЦЦˣ
ɣȥˮȥߺߵسȥˡ
ŷˣԾ§ĸ첲ɿˡ
ʵңôأ
ţ......ҩ°......ģˡ
ᣬַԸ𽣺ɫ̫ã˰㰢
жˣ̫ˣֲûô檴ǰ̫ˡ
εҲãǻʺãǻʺְûôá
ͷһǰ˵ãҲˣˡ
Цˣ֪˵ʲô˵Ҳʵûµġ
ֿţļͷʹϣίţ檲ʺˣ䣬ˣĲ䡣
ʵô֪ϻΪɱҲ֪㲻Ҹ߻ϣҲ߻ϡ
ͷ֪ۣҲˣ̫ˣˣΪԸҲˡ
ӦţѾˣôϣôûѹôǲ߻ϣҵĻأ
ֵͷ檹ǸҲˣǸҲˣ϶......϶ƴ......
Ҳͷ֪㰲ģһҲҪŴƴˡ
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ͷ׵ģ˭ԹֻԸ̫ࡣ
ŸпţԼͨͺãѵľԸͨ
Ծɽ§ţЦˣһСһ檿ͰˣԺ󶨺ú̷ġ
ŴĸЦıȼٵ˵ڣȴȼٵˡ㲻̷ңǰȣϿģΪѣˡ
ͷ֪ˣˣİɡ
ֵһҩô飬ҵһҲûôѨһӾ;𼱣Ұż̫ҽ㿴õġ
ֿţο檣ʵ޵ݡ
ˣˮպˣҲˡ
վȥϴϴɡ
ҲվĨ᣺лҲŪˣȥðɣ檻عˡ
ЦţãˮﶼУȥϴҲڡеӦҵ¿
ͷܣܣ߻ϡ
֣ãлˣȥɡַԸţع
ȥˣ˺ˣһᵹһôˣ
սȨ𣿺ʺֺӣ˵ԴԴáߺ޵ȥ楹һ٣ȥҪһ£ȥ򡣡
Цţѽȸ־Ӧ򡣡
ŵͷ̫嶯ָæ֪Цţûȥȥɣȸȥ򡣡


507 㵽׽Ҳ

˷ܼˣűӣ﷢ˣϽȥϴϴɡ
һˣ̧첲ţôûŵأ㣬ȥԸɡ
Ц˴㹬漴ͻָˡ
СҲãһˡ
Цţ֪Źģֻû뵽ôɴ࣬ҶЩ𡣡
˵Ҳ߻ϣ˽͵͵
ͷ֪Ҳװ֪ŭҲôˣԼá
ȸٻ⻰˵ūˣȥˡ
Цˣȥɣݺݵش򣬲Ƥ˲׼
ӦţﰲģȥӴ⹬ĳ˵Ĵȥˡ
ڶգعӴ⹬ˣæţ楹˰ɣ
ŵͷȻҲܾ
ĵЦţʹ죬˶û
ֵԴûʲô˵𣿡
бۣôҾ御֤ȷ£ûʲô˵̫ˡ
̾ϢţȫΪ˻ϰֻҪʣҾԶ˵
Ӧţûʲô˵ãҿɲͬһ㶼ͬ飬أ
Ŵһ£Ҳǿ
ۣ˭ѽµˣܲܺúùô裬ҡ
Цˣ裿ֻû㻵ĳףĳûôӲ˵ˣһģôأ
˶ţҲˣңǻˮһսˣҵȻȫ
ָָţԾɲҪ룬װ֪飬ΪһѣҲû̫ʧ
ŵͷ֪һҪô߿ɲˡ
Цţģһֱ
ɶˣ楹ɴ٣Цúõôأ
楹ɴȨû̫ǿˡ
ӦţǿҲãҲգ϶ǲΪġ棬Աʵڲ
楹Ծɲң˵Цˣ˵ﲻ׼棿Ҳò
վߵ楹ǰЦţǹ涨㵽׽Ҳң
Žӻܲﱾæɡ
֣楹˻ȥԸĳЩ˲ɾ˳檵
楹ȥɴ¶΢΢ףЩõţ˰ɣֿˣ˰ɣϽͷ
ЦţȸưɣҲ̫ˡ
˵ų楹ȥʮָ楹˿ÿӡ
ֲˣֻһĩָɳʱһȫ楹ϡ
ҪѾ楹һ飺ʲô
ţʲôҩ
楹վʲôҩţҪȥ棬ȸˡѾһ
ֻŵ£л˵ء
楹ˣ檵......
治ɫ¡
楹վŲŲǴˣˣǿ찡
վлǹҡ
Żӣ˵رˣһӦʹԾɰյչҲǰ񡣡
лл
ŵͷҪúõӣΪϵһλźá
վ檸ܣд֪ˣ󰢸ˡ
楹бǰôҸܲأʵʵسԹͷɡ
ӻȥɣˮȥɣ˵ĿҪġ
楹üЦˣ˰ɣȥ̫ҽɣһͲҪˡ
ҲЦˣ楹򰲰ɡ
楹ҴҵȥˣҲվ׷ȵң˳·
楹Ѿ˵һҲˣͣס˽š
˸ǰ˼ţЦţȥɱ㺦ඡ
楹ɴӦɲҪѪˣʲô
εҡͷѽ治ҪˣҪͲҪ˰ɣҲˡ
楹̾ţҪˣҲһղ뿴ˣҪʲô
˶һۣЦţҲãù˼ʲôˣȥɣҲͲԶˡ
楹ͷȥ͹Ǹôɣ
ҡͷ̫ˣֱҩȥôܾĥ


508 ҿɱ̬

楹۾һŶףɡ
ܾҪɣϸż
楹ȵϣҼʲôֻСһ㣬ʵڵġ
лģҲ㣬ͬף㡣
ܿ죬˶ֳǬ͹Ĳ·ˣ˱ˡ
ȸźЩҩֻЩۡ
Цţھͺѽû뵽㲻ˡ
˵͹Ӣغˣһͬ˹ǣþûյʹ˰ɣ
Ӧţأûǰˣ·Ը𣿡
죺㿴ӣʱ˵ģūŶˡ
ȸ˸첲Цţǿô
ӢھȵϣùõĿɱǿˡ
ȸջ˸첲ʲôúܣ͸ū澵ġ
ŤͷˣҪɣ
˵ͷҪҪȫ
ֿǰŰɣ顣ˡ
ţˣھˣҰа㣬㻹ҳȥҲɱ㣬ĲΪˣ
ЦţһΪأ˭֪ˣǾͻ
ǰˣҲߺߵأӲʣͲˣ°ɡ
ˣӦţʲôģֻ֮飬ء
ȸСŮнӹ˵Ѫӡ
ͷжȻ֪ûģҲ֪ĿģҲллҶˣ˻ʺҶҲˡӹ˶
ӦţǶ֪ʲôֻ֪㱻۸֪㱻ҩȻˡ
ˣ㻵͸ˣķ㲻ңǲݵġ
̯̯֣Ȼ֪Ϊʲôҽأ
죺......ңˣ֪ʣ˺ðɣ
ܾҵֻ楹ݲġ
ЦˣǾͺãϽŪɣˡ
ҲЦˣҸոչʱÿˣôأ
ˣˣͲܴӾƸ𣿾֪û............һ......
Цˣбۣ㺦ң㲻Ըƴ
ҲˣвĵλͲˡ
Цˣ㿴ŵãʺˣûǺò͸ģʵһЩ
ߺߵأŲأˣǴĺҡ
ӦţҲһսˣսߣֻҪ˵楹ʲôأ԰ɣ
ίˣ޲............ɣһȥӻϽ
Ų㲻楹ĥ
ͷ밡з𣿡
ҡͷûС
ҪˣͷҪûȥְһͰ͵ĹΪң˭ֽ֪𺣡
ţ˱ûܰ㡣Ҳ֪ǲ̹ԣװʲôװ楹Ϊˣ˼ɣʱͲẦ㡣
ˣ뵽벻Ҹ㣬һĿǴϸһ㡣
ţһĿ꣬ĿһֱǴ
Цˣţ㵽ûзӣҪôأ
ӦţȺúӣʱͷԸ㣬ȫˣҪ
Ҫˣĳû㻹Ҫ̬Ȼ̬࣬һЩ
Цˣڵ𣿡
ҡͷһڵϣʹĦץŷҿɱ̬ˡ
õȣˣ̬Ҫ̬˰ɣˡץˣһ쵽ĴڣɾǶ˼ңΪǵӡ
վô˵ңҶôúúõģ˵˵
һ£ү㡣
ҡͷǰǷأڿʼսԷ̫ˣҲͦʬɡ
һۣ㶼ͨˣҶ鶼Ͼ䣬ıȲ㡣
̾ţϣȥˣڶʮʷⱲҲϲˡ
ߺߵˣһ󹬸ˣЩʲôãϽ߰ɣˡ
˵òϣֲźīؼȥˡ
ֺţ..................
˵Ӣ˾ԺվţЦţȥ


509 ףï

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ڵ¾ܷԸԹ
ţһӣǿɰ楹˲ٻ°ɣ
׷ҡͷôЩˣһֱܹģ˭͸˭£ƫ˽
ЦţȥŰɣȻǰæ
˹л۰
͹ȸСǿá
ͷû˼˵ôЩƫ˽ģֲûţɵÿɰЦˡ
ȸҲЦˣĴܰȫǵģҲܲĲ
̾ţҲûϢģô˵ǸЩ̸
ȸӦţǣ뵽һ㡣
˹˵ţת䵽˶֣ͷ˿ӢվڹſڶЦš
ȫҲûа취ֻǲǣ
ȸСŭ楹ɣ˼ӡ
˶һۣţȸֵôˣ
̾ϢţԸ̫ˣֻǻϲֻһӰҲġ
ת˿ָţⶫֺźǧӤţ˹źͰţⶼףïĵ￪ʼ±ĻӽȴҲΪϵǣһô
ȸͷūףﲻö֣Խ˵
Ӧţ楹֡˿ȸ£Ͼͨˣûü˵Ҳû߻ʺ󡣡
楹ֻˣ㳯ĵط֣Ҫġ¾ҩйô򵥣û϶ӾӶ˺ϡ
ȸۣ̫˰ɣū澴û뵽
ţҵľӦ͵Ŀ굱ȻǴֻûлᣬ֣Ҳ˻ϵĺӡ
ȸͷô˵еǸ˼
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ȸţ楹Ҫ˼õ˾Աסӣô죿Ӧòᶯְɣ˭֪ء
˹ǧӤţ˶֣԰
Цţûв´ĻӦԲˣл
ȸӾˣӢӣǸϵһӦþǡţأͶڹﲻ
̾пˣںݵزɣҶûôݡ
ȸЦţ˵һ˵ûܣ˼СҪҪ͸oӦһҩ
üëһ̧ҰˣȻҪ͡ã磬ðº¹󣬾˵楹ġ
ȸЦţǣ̫ҽ˵ʵҩѪҲ֪ô¡
һϸøһҩ
ڻУȸʵǵҪҪٽѹһ£
ֳһ£ȻӢôһʵڹǵʢ飬ǾŪһ°ɡ
ȸЦţǣֻҪ楹ֻҪģǾûа׸
Ըðºüιȥ˵Ұ͸楹ҩ࣬˻ġ
ȸӦţ룬ֵҴСĶǶҲðºȥת͡
Ƕһ͸楹һ͸ģ˵õ͵ã楹ģ˵͵á
ȸ楹һӦףѾ֪ʲôˡ
ȸӦţһŵģ˵©죬Ҫ
Цţұ̼ںһˡˣָ楹õˣ֮߰˰˸ˡ
ȸӦţǣŪﰲģºõġ˻عˡ
˵Ӣˣ͹ǬˣǶǽ棬ȸԶˣˡ
楹ڸҩҲǽů󣬾ػ
ڵǰķԸѾˣոܲȥˡ
楹Ӧţ֪ע̸Щʲôû
ӢӦţˣģҪ
楹ͷˣҲ̸֪Щʲô
ӢӦţ............еģ......
ůվţŰۣٲǵĶ˵ɡ
楹ˣǰǵĶּۻˡ


510 ֻЧҹ

˹Ǳ΢ֲûϳ谮׬强ʵû취ȥġ
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513 ֢Ͳ

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ƽϢףûģֻܰˡҸоʱ޶ˣ˵֮䣬Ա֮£楹
ܲܰ˵楹ҸԸã
Ӧţ˵ǣֻҪ楹ȾϣһҲͼˡ
˵ˣأˣֻҪôһණ군ˡ
ͷܲⰡ
ǺʱūֱŶ楹Ͽ԰ɣ
ȵɻ˼˵˵ˡ
ЦţūΪЩʲô̫ˣͷá
һۣһһҪֵġ
ӻﲻõûͷܲ϶ȫķӣٸͨɡ
˵ҾõӲֻ楹Ųˡ
οţż룬ġ
˵شֶڼ䣬ǲܼա¡ģ·Ѵ㹬ƫܷúձסſ򣬲һ˿Ͷ
㹬ڻҪ۹ҩʥҩص飬Դñӡ
ߊشһ֣ͬΪ˷ӣ˶סڴ㹬ܷĺֶʱҲˡ
̷ѡλ̫ҽǲҹһ̲Ű͹ÿʱһÿεҪʹһΡ
⼸̫ҽѾ׺ˣߊشϣ󰢸ʹϢƽͣˡ
̷ſţǶԶԶվţӱĸţɫˣһزᡣ
̷ͷɣϸһ㡣
̫ҽͷֻҩ䣬ִ򿪲ȡϸܡֹϣ˶ĩǲǰմӲϵȡģɾϰġ
̷ţ˵ڲʱˣţţϵ컨ĩҲôˣ˴ǿѬһѬͿˡ
̫ҽ׵ϲͨȴд˷ֻǴ˷쳯ͨ΢㲻á
̷ͷֶ쳯Թǹ߻ʰۣԸϷӺá
ŽӻֻҪãʲôءþǺ÷ӡ
̫ҽͷʺ˵ǡ
̷æ죬󰢸˯ˣ˾鷳ˡ
ߊĸۿǸᣬ̧Ҫȥ
ЦţԶһЩմЩĩϾͺˣҪż
̷ӻǰ컨ߊô죿
ͷʧˡ
λ̫ҽһһϸܣĴзĩһͷ쵽ߊشıǿױߡ
̷ػţҪ£ʰһӾͺˣһӾͺ......
Сʵܿ죬̫ҽشϸܵһͷѷĩǵıǿ
СǺһ£磬شһˣֶ۴ˡ
̷վϣ޵......
Ÿæţϣĩܻմˡ
̫ҽҲ˵ʺ˵ǣϻǲҪˣմȾˡ
̫ҽػϡʺﻰ롣֮󣬴󰢸ʹᷢϲ֮Ȼȥϲƽֳɡ
̷ͷãǿѰ硢ȥɣҪʱʱϸ⡣
ĸ̫ҽźȥˣ˶ŵزС̷ЦСʱֹô򵥣ûµģҪˡ
Ÿæǲ£Ͻȥɣȥԡ£մʲô
̷վҲ̫ˣԤģûµġ׼֮ͻسˡ
ЦţϱĳˣȹܺԸɡ
̷ҲЦţԿܳŹ졣ˣȥˣϸһ㣬򲻿ɳ
Ӧţȥɣģ檻ġ̷ȥˡ


517 

̷һߣҲɢˣһΪѣҲֻҧҲﲻʲôæȸˡ
ŵͷչţȥɡ
ʲô£﻽һȥˡ
ŵܿɣõģ¸ܳˡ
ЦţҲģ¡
Žӻ楹Թʸ£ûôʲôġ
ͷʲôҵʲôôڹУҲ̫ˡ
ŽŻǣպ÷ִ磬ԻΪ
ֵͷ֪µɣ˵ŹͰֶ֮£ɱоֱֶ˽
վӦõģͥԸȥţȻȥ£ٹ
ȥˣºˣ˻ػ˵Ǭûֻ˽ȥû˳
ͷȸʵ˭ȥˣ
ºЦţūŲ֪ӢӵǷףҲͲ˵¸ͽա
ŰºȻòã˵ѽôˣ
ºšػ˵Ǭߵģżء
΢΢سԾոյ𣿡
ºͷǣһ¶Ǽ̹ظģǸոա
ͷЦˣովͺãߣǾ˵͹ͺãٵһ¾֪ôˡ
ȸЦţӦǹȥģʺ֪ˣҲͷˡ
ºȻ򣺡ūˣȥϢȥˡ
ϸϸţӦǰ楹͸ĽȦȥʱˣ楹£ʲôء
ȸЦţӦò£ᣬֻʧˡ
ͷûжӣ楹һ£ɵģܴϲǿһ𡣡
ȸЦţū澲֪Ĺܾ˲£ĶࡣҪ˵ɣһ˰磬һ˹
ͷȴرǰ磬󹬾ûʲôˡ
ȸӻǰֿοﲻҪˣ楹ʢʱûп£ˣˡ
ЦˣŮҵأ൱ס˫˫ţʲôˡ
ºֽˣ˵̸ˣȥǬΪ˻񡣡
ȸһۣӣ֪ˣȥɣ
ȸӻİɣ߰ȵĺܡ
ͷ楹ߊʲôɣ
ȸӦţпܣô۹ָƽ⡣
ͬ׼һ˵Ӧ̲ȥˡ
ȸʵҪҪһ£
Ų裺ڸˣ᲻ᶼһţ楹̫ûУ
ȸӦţûУҪĻʷƽ͹ػˡ
ҡͷһԲ·˼ͨĺܡȸðºҸ׵̫䲻ܻҪһȴܹġ
ҹƵعǬˣŴ󿪣ƵƵġ
ŵС̫࿴ˣ˵أ˵
ЦţȻٵȱһֻſżֿ˻ﱸʲôö
С̫ӦţūŽõ治֪ô
˼ȥˣȥʱ쵽ˣ𵢸
С̫Ӧţ˵ˣӲʣ˵
̾оǻϡʺµҪΥʥּ𣿡
С̫Ϊҵһȣūȥػ
ȸӻʺ˵ˣλȥӢǵһ죬λܲԵ룬ʢ飬ǹȻô󣬷ǵҪǽںεء
С̫ͷˣܿ죬楹ӵ߳ˡ
һֱţ楹˵ˣҵﱸ˺þƣһأ˭֪㲻
Ӧţ˰ɣҪʲôҲһغˣ񲻸ˡ
楹ǰˣмżһһ⡣
楹Ϊ㰲ʲôأںѽ
Цţ㲻ΪҶӣΪĶһ䣬еҲӦ飬Կ
楹ӻʲôںġ
ӻԲвģɺ첻ΥҶҪ汻ˣҲˣԻ̹Ȼܡ


518 񲻹ʮ»̥

ȸӻ楹ɷģ󰢸ӡʱػԹޣģŵʱ̧ͷ죬С
楹ȵɲǼ׵£ܱҲ㸣ˡ
̾Ϣţǰɣ£ôأ
˻ţ楹Ӧô
ȸ̾ʱ쵽ˣʱá
Ҳ̾˼ҲǰֻʺˣɻЪӴ⹬أþ
楹ӻʺûӰ㾹ó
ӦţأֻҪˡˣĥߴˣǵûʺĽ𱦲Ķ𣿡
楹Ҳˣ䣬㵽ʲô
ӻʲôڵﲻãߣѽ
楹Цˣʲôֻҵϵҩ಻˼......û˵ꡣ
ϵن£ǵģöˣʲô
楹ĽſżŤͷ˵Ҫ׼ˣ¿ţһ˸žͿԡ
·ģС̫ɣ
楹Цţܲûд̣أǰģֱ˴ˣµĻȻܲͷϡ
ӻأҲãȻֱ˴ˡ
Ȼûд̣ϼˣֻݵңҲֻݵ㡣
һץס楹ӣЦţôʹһקĵȥˡ
楹ţɼ߻ε㲻Ҷˡ³ſңҵȥҲᡣ
ɿ楹ӣ첲͵һ̧һ°楹ɴק
楹ˣϽӵ죺̫ˣҶˣҵһӦò°̺ۡ......ڼһ㣬õһ㣬ˡ
楹Բˣ͸ţȴɣ㲻Ҫˣôţֱöҩϰ
ЦţôˣɵˣҪֺ㲻ɡ˵а㲻ôǷҪô˵Ҹôأ
楹Ӧţɣҵ
ҪˣЦ̫խһȹɡ
楹ͷôΣȹ
̾żѣʲôΣ㰡㲻Ҫ̫òáӣߣȹ˳˳˹š
Ťͷ楹ļˣľԱذɡŶͷ㶷ˣҪһҹأķѾˡӣ߰ɣ߰ɡ
楹ԸҲߡ̧ͷҶҶúõûе
ԶһЩЦţ˵Ҳɣţ콵ĸֲüˣŤͷţҶǲҩȴ......
ֻԱߴܳһӰ˫ۣʱ̳𣬷ĩƮƮƮ淽
楹ļ߹һˣֻǰ̧ߵ̫࣬ûѾûлˣ̧Ⱦܡ
̫ͻȻˣŪôҴֲǰ̫඼ۣΡΡҪˤˡ
Ҳۣ࣬ţСļߣСҪɿ
Ϊһͨ楹ĸߣûȫϣҲմ˲١⻹ûüӦûüֵۣһ¡
úŹ˺ýӣǰֻ̫ۣ˵
һʱֽţ楹һˤȥ˺ŲǱ
楹ͷɢˣǰˡǹѽûֻ̬öżӣһ׼̧ͷÿһ٣ȥ·췣ɡ
̫Ҳ˲̧ۣſռߣһûˡ
Ҳ˼ߣ˹ЦţһƨɣһǾ䡣
楹ѹŭûļˡ
Цţⲻҵ⣬ĳЩӲãҵȻҪȫˡһЩĩģⲻǶҩǶϳݷֻۣõһЩᶾģҪô㶾ˣ̫ˡ
ֽĩ˳ȥЦţҪѪģ֪ⶫɣֻ״Ⱦûá㲻Ҫ룬㴫Ⱦϣ´Ⱦˡ
楹ػţȹܺӰɣ컨񲻹ʮ»̥
ӻҪңҪҶӣŶûС
楹ˣ֪㰵һҶӣ׸㣬ҶҪǳκ⣬Ҳõͱ㣬õ㡣
楹֣ɴסЦˣҰôܰôɱңҲһͣ


519 ۸û

̧Ҫ楹ԼѪ˿ˣûȥ
ЦţҶôҪΪһ仰ôˣɲҪˡ
楹ƻһЩӦҲ˵㣬һҪơ
ӻȥɣѪɺˡת˼˼ߣ߰ɣѾʱˡ̧̫뿪ˡ
楹㶵վţõݸͣǻعɣ
楹ӹزԵϮˣ۵ﲻɾ䣬Ҳˡ
øæޣԽԽۣȥˮϴϴͺˡ
楹ӣȥķ򣬿ֻһƬڰ
ûţ......
楹˵ˣ۵ú......ûޣ۾޵ãҲŲǰᡣ
÷ߺ޵һȥū澾ͲŻƫˡ
楹תȥˣͷĴϵҩۣӻʺôЩˣʹһҲûС˼ʲôѿˡ
òȰţ֤ݣܲӶɣ
楹һûҲʲôˡ
ûҪ˵楹ֹˣҪ˵ˣҵûд£Ҳá
õͷū֪ˡаʺô죿ôӢӹѾˣմȾʲôĻҪˡ
楹ͷҪԱҪӻ֡üۣôû......ʮ̫ô
ӦţﰲģأûҲûš
楹ͷѽǹﻹʣĶǵˣǵ......
ÿοţһ㶼Żʺ
楹ͣס˽ŲҲع......ʺһڴ㹬ţܶ´󰢸˯ȥ
òԣ楹һ׽Ūҵģҵ......ãȥˣŻʯȥ㹬ջٴ󰢸ʹסúƫ
Ŵ죺аҲղŵģԹµġ
楹֪Ҳûգһ¡
ôūˣȥԸ
楹ͷмǣܸһȥһҪǻʺˡȥɣڴ㹬ǡ
ЦţﰲģǰͲøʺͨ籨أϢϡˡ
楹һţɢͷ£ãѣôׯֻմҩĩô򲻾رǰѱɫ
߷ͷж楹˺ԶƵ̸档
ֵıŰŲÿԿ̸ĺʹ㹬ĺشߊסš
楹һᣬһ󼱴ٵؽŲº˵
ֻºװ......ǵ......ȵ......ӽȥ......
̾ţʺ󰡻ʺ󣬹Ȼǵˡ楹̾ˣЦţٸʲô
ūһΣڵˣºһ壬һҧˣ컵ˣ
楹ߵǰˣƵףĸǱѽô
ºһת˰˰ݻ𰡣Ҫı󰢸ʹ......
楹£Ļ
ºֻùԹԹ£˶ڵһɤӣȴ֪ʵ
ͥ˹ˣһΣȵôݻɲС
ãӰˣͼһۡ
ӻͥҩҳԣɲ˵ϸͷ
楹ӻܲ裬һʺߣ棬ʵĺ
ͥ׵ūʧԣʺڴ㹬أʲô͵ǰ˵ɡ
楹Цţϲ»ʺˣȥһˣԳǰš
ſţԾɷѣ֪淢ʲôºݻû
ţһС̫һʲôŻر
һˣãⰲŵ˶Ҫˡ
Ϊ̫ͻȻˣūûʾûá
վǲǣȥҲãͲء
ų˵楹ˣͷ΢ɢƵô
ҡͷӦܲ׽Ūɡ
楹ǰˣݻĸ̫Ҳˣ񣺡檣檱۸ûˡ


520 ûа׻

Цţ㻹ǺģҲãһ
楹̾Ҫϣͷͨһ
ҡͷΪֶ֮£իգĵЪˣ治
楹ȥĵһϣˡתߡ
Ҳ̾ˣʲôҪ˵ɣԻ㡣
楹ת̧ظڳ檹аϸֹݻ߳檡˰̫ش󣬳ûʧʡ
ӦţҪǽʣɵˣੲݡװģˣǲ㣬뻻ūţ
楹һеġ
ºӻĸݻ̫౻ūŴţռѽ
楹Цţūţˡб۵Űº㻹뷴ҧһڰˣȥʤһ֡
ŽӻˣǹԼȥūŰɡûȬ֮ǰһڣͺúõɡ
楹źĻ檾ͲΪ󰢸ˣʵڹⲻȥ
º͵Цţлˣ󰢸õúܣҪףԼɡ
楹ˣ檾͸ˡתˣתĸūžͻˣջĸ첲쵽檹
Žӻ󹬶ڱĹ֮䣬ŲȥѲ˱ƿصˡ
楹û˵ʲô˵ͷ˴㹬
ŸæŶˣûѺӰɣ
Цţϸûп˯ء
ŵͷº˵ˣūûа£ʵû뵽楹Ȼ֣˵ûȫˡ
ŻӣǶɣһ뱾Ҳûʲô
ֿĸūţȥ·ʷܹܰɣ°ŵطģȥɡūȥˡ
ºվЦСӣȥһɣˣЪϢɡ
ºȥˣȥƫЪϢˣڹſˣ̾һΪˮˡ
Цţﰲģʺţµġ
תعˣ˵ţΪ˹ǰأ
οΪ˻ϡ
ҡͷ̧첲ţ˵˵ң˼ңû꣬ͼʲôأ۲ۣǲẦã͹ˡعˡ
ʱĳһĳһĽɪɪȴ򶨵ôˣô
һվţû֤ݣԩ˵ġ
˺֤ܲݰν˹ˣ޴ȴʵʹ죬̫ʹ졣
Цţū澲ʹأû楹Ǿŵʧ˷ȡ
ͷһΣҲֵˣҲֵˡ
ܽˣ۵ô......楹عˣһһء
˿ЦˣĲҪ˰ɣ
Ӧţᣬˣūſţûá
콵ϲѶˣҵأңϰ£ûа׻
ţظŸղŵĻû֤ݣū澴û̫Ƹܲˡ
ؿڣ̫ˣ̫ˣ֪ô˳õҩˣѽ
ЦţһֻһΣþͲˣܲ˵ҲǣҪĥ
ƽȿڲ棬⼸ɱˣҪ˭ˡԸܲϽ⵹һܺùһ㡣̾
ҴһҹϣӢ˴㹬
ûߣȸţ̾ţһҹľȴһ㶼Ϊ˴ûôġ
ȸЦţ˸ĸǲһ
ͷǰôۣһɼ
˽˹ȥƫ밲ӶЦ˵ûʺȻ˯ҵƫɺͳĹⲻȥ
ŵͷĽţôôͻˣǴԵʰɡ
Цţ㲻֪楹ǱӣһӼԽԽЦ
Žǵôָӱġ
ᶨҸӱ
վ˵ˡҪعһˣȱ˯̫ҽʱŵ㡣ҷԸ£밲î͹Ȼ˯ȥˡ
˵ŤͷűձĺӰһ죬Ϳ찾㼸ˣ̫ˡ
ºЦﰲģõúܣǲܳ档̾ˡ


521 Ըܲ

գߊشˣźڵﳭдģºϢ
վߣȥȥ
ºæţﲻȥ̫ҽ˵ˣⶫȾȥɡ
ŵţӻǣ˶ȥҲ١
˵ɣҪϸ
ºЦţˣ̫ҽϲɾҹġ̫ҽ˵Ĳ࣬ɳ˾УֳˣԤ֮Чˡ
ͷã֪ˣȥͷ
ŽӻӵÿգȥĵͨһɡºȥˣֶԸ˻ͷ
ӶЦֵߣȥƫɡ
˳˵ȸͰùĶ˰ɣ
ȸͷˣյľԲ㹬յĶͳˡ
ŽӻڿʼվơʯҶǲܶϵģЩ
ȸӦţﰲģѾˡ
˽˶ƫ˶ǰͷ㡣
ŵ㵽ǻʺ󣬻ǻӴ⹬ɣȾ㡣
Žӻأ
ЦţҲ£ֹ
ſŷ˰ݣ˭ûֹҲ¡
ͬʱͷЦţţܲӽԺиͬͬԸܲ
ְ˰ݣĪ֡һһΪҪһأݸء
վҵֻ楹°
߳ǬУ楹ڵ³Ӻˣ˵ʮ̫లˣȫǲʷƽģɾĺܡ
楹ͷǾͺãҲҪ۲۲죬ϴƵġ
һ£ˣҲˡ
楹ʵҪĶͽ𣿡
Ӧţͽˣⷿء
楹תˣ̧ůɡ
楹£СӣҿɴҵҪ̣Ͱǵȫӡ
ÿο̫ҽ˵ģ밲ġ
楹ʵ󰢸紩·Ū𣿡
õͷŪûʲôͳ
楹ִɴˣҪŪùκζܴȾˡ
̾ϢţѰҪ͵طյģʵŪ
̫ˣ̧Ŷʵ̧ˡ
楹ӣڵϡ
Ϊ÷ŵðɣ
楹Ƽˣ˵ʲô
ֶһ£ūסūű˵ϡ
楹񣺡أ
񣬲ҵá
楹һǣñӦġɱںΪʲôںأ
楹ۣΪүûʺܲȴԽԽ񣬿ɼáȻãһǸʲôֱ˶á
˵õ㣺ͷҪˣ
֣ūűѴӽ
楹վ֣ҡ
֣ŶūҰɡ
楹Ÿ첲ҵһ£ȻǰҳɷĩףӦͲˡ
楹סЦţϣһŶֵġ
ūҰɡ
楹ãͷŷﰡҽðˡ֣ȥִ㹬λСӰɣҵ
楹䣬ѿˡ
֮һɣӵ˵ϡЦţҪ֡
ôŻ楹ңڱǰҳɷĩ
˵ʲôˣһһ£ˡ
Ůˮ楹ϴ֣Ƶĵܲ⣬⣬ӣ......
͹УڿϷЩ衣
ˣ˼ӵģЦţ⼸Ҳˣ˰ɣ
һ۵ģʲôѽҲòˡ
ЦţôòϣƸˡ
֣ȥɣȥɣһ˾һ
ˣһӣǴ㹬ġ
ţʲôѽ
ҡͷūŲ֪
ӹ˺ӣ򿪿֪ˡ˵ŴˣôǶǶҪá
һˣ󰢸
һӵ˵ϣ˸ϽߵԶԶġţūûֹֹ㻹ʲô


522 ʲô˼

ֹҲпٴȾҿɲӡ
öţߣ̫ܲˣʲô˼
һ£룺ĥˣǽҵ͸楹֪һﲻסġ
ū۾ˣͲͣͰɡ
ҧ촽ֶ𣿡žģû֣ͣ͹ȥ
˭ѽ
˼ۣҪȥ𣿡
һء
ЦˣȥȥǺɡ
ȥˣɺӻڵţǶҲ
ȥ
ţū澺¡
££ȥŲţ
죺ū澲ȥūһСĵ컨Ⱦˣɱﰡ
ЦţԤȥɣҪǶûˡ
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Ըȥȥױ
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523 ӦÿԱŮ

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524 ˻Ϊ

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楹Цţ㶮ʲôôӣϲϼϲǸ𣿡
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525 檿һֱ

楹ûͷ͵ı飺λ֣ȻӲˡ
õɸⶼ̵ĺãûб÷Ը檾ȸˡתˡ
楹Цţ㾹ڱǰƣЦ˵ɡ
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526 ĸĴ

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ӻ㶼Ѿø׼ˣ־ʲôأȥɣġ
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527 ˼ɾ

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˵أԷֿشָȥסˡ
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楹ˣתָţȥҡβȥ
ŤͷţСûûиҩ£
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΢΢죺㲻˵˵׼ĸأ侮ʯ......
ǰ˴գСһмûأ㻹ǵüǰ㸹ʹѪ°ɣ
ͷѽͺˣ¹İɣҲҵ㲹Ʒ
û״ɵ㣬ʲôأ㶼Ե̫ûˮ׼ˡ
ȸӻ楹ĲƷ֮͸ʹİɣǾҩأҲûлϲˡ
楹ˣ͵ûˣסˣ˵ôҳҩġ
û׻һۣӦϲҪ˻ӾԽȥˣȻ
껹ǲţȥ
ջ˸첲㲻ˣָƸң˰תˡ
꺿ţ֪ҲһĶбӦġ
ˣתЦţȥȥȥĻĹţﰭۡ
ֹվţûа취ˣתȥ楹ˡ
˵ԽԽˣԲ԰֮Ѿɤˡ
ڵﲻҳȥˣ楹ŵͺˣȻ楹Ĺˡ
ֻ˵ȥЩϡĲˣһȥɡ
һپãһ˿л룬ˣͲȥˡ
Цţϣװ֪պαصɻҲҪͣҲͣɣء
ûа취ˣֻһʺˡ
ͷãȥȥ
ƿţüȥһʺ𣿡
һۣéаһģҰʲô͸ʲôܵ㡣̧žߡ
ЦţȥˣϴŻʺܲȥδˣŵġ
楹ſվţҡӣƮƮȻˣҲƮأɫʣ죬ãβһأ
û˻Ӧ楹㲻ĺôôثˣˣһˡɣҪлˣλٵ𡣡
Ծû˻Ӧ楹ߵƫǰˣѽʲôޣȴûꡣں˰ɣԼȥ˰ɣҲһǴҲǸϸķйڡ
˵ˣ㣬ñ㺦ôң㻹Ź㱻ܲƭˣӱҩʲôûܲߵġ
楹üͷɡ
ӻ㣬Ҫңʺý鷳ǲ°ѱ
楹Цţڷȥǣܰ㱾´ûںģǸں˵ϻʱˣ˽ȥˣ
Ծɲ㣬ʲôΪԱֻҪܷŹңȥɱܲҲԸ⡣
楹̾һ棬ߵò̫ѿȴҪǾ͹ֲˡӣȥ롣
ӻˣԹ˭ֻּ£ֵ̫ˡˡ
楹ۣ¶ĿˣŶЦţλپϸ㰾ҲףҲɸ
˺Ҳ̫˰ɣ
楹ŹŸ첲ɡҾôţôɱˣǾɱ¡߰ɣȥҪɱ㣬
Цţǰװ⣬Űɣܲұġţܣȥ߻ϡ


529 ̹̹ĸ

Ҳڵſվţ˰Ⱦܣ楹ڹſڰźˣûܵǰžͱˡ
楹ֻҪɱ㣬ͱЩ֮ˡ
ץ񣺡ôĿŵɱң̫ˡ
楹ͷˣҾǲôأ㲻Ҫʱˣ߰ɡūʹɫ
úʰȱǰּˣţأ⹬أˣ......
楹ָƫ㿴ܲƻͨǶڿأȴġ
ţ㣬㺦ңͱץŰѱˣ㲻ô
楹ЦţǴ㣬Ǻ㣬ô°ѱأ
ʹŸ첲ÿ۵ýģֻúţôȥˣ......
楹ҡӣЦţɿɡ̧˽ţȥˣʽȥҪŤ󣬹洦á
תӣѣ楹ˣˣӲˣˡ
楹˹˼ߣվżﲻҿȥһվš
ǣ߰ɣˡ
楹˵ˣˣ£̫Сֻݵˡ
ˣҪ֪֣ū澾Ͳˡ
Цţ˼Ҿ͵ǳܿܣ㲻ͳȥˣ
Ӧţ˻Ϻͻʺ͵òܶӡʲôĶѾ͵ˡ
ͷﲻȱЩЩɵҵһ⡣һֻſżˣټɡһֻҲȥˡ
ūŹӡ
楹Цţ㿴ûͦ档żߣ̧̫ȥɱ
վ𷴿ū澲ʺû۲ɱ
楹Ӹˣܾˣʸ˰ɣ
Ѿϼˣֺţôɱ𣿡
Цţǰ˭ҵһȣ˭Ǹūأ㰲ȥɣżһ仰ʺҲһ仰ǵġ
楹ļѾˣЦȤҲһ仰ûʺҲһ仰ñ
ļҲˣŤͷūţѾ
ýϳȥɱѾǰ˶ҩˣϾͶˡ
Ȼ£楹˵ˣ޿ˣйһ㣬档
ӻ̬ȥȥ棬Ц
楹̾㲻¶ȥȥһ㣬һȥ
ţøһ³ܲ㻹ָ̬飬Űɡ
楹Цˣ񫣺˰ɣܲѰˣʺмǡҲ֪ǣֻǰװӣһĥġ
楹ˣҪһ㣬ɲˣҪ㰴ˮУһ̧һӷ£Ǻ......ץҵǣ......
ȥˣסˣʹҡżߣ̬㲻ˣ̬......
楹Ҫ˶ҶҪĥˣҪְɱ......
¼ߣ˽ţûӣֵūǰʧǣֻʵš
ҴǽͷݣƱ䣬ӲһΣ̹̹ĸ
Ҳѱ˶ҩҩڡ
ƿϵԲ£ϣҽܵһУһҪǧٱıӦڶϣ޼......û˵ꡣ
楹ЦˣҲЩûõģҪб£ͻػңҵ㡣
ЦţҵȻ㣬ŰɣҲĥ㡣
楹Цţãǧ·
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طӦ￿ͷ......ɤӺţϣϣ......
楹˼ߣˣ̫ģء
ļҲͣˣܣɸܲˣ˿ס
楹ߵǰӴ֪Ϊʲôѡ𣿡Դ𣺡ûΪʲôǺɻΣҿԿȥ
楹̧ˣҡӣúʰţǶ￴ˡ
˴ʰҡŽƵصɻˡ
楹ڴͷվڴβɪɪ


530 Ứ

楹Цţû˵ˣعͻذɣλȥɡ
ɻûеƣֻдͷյСɢĹ⣬֮֮󣬱ּڰ
ͷţһᣬʲôˣˡҩ裬˳߬
өȻˣ˸˸˹âΧǵĴţסˡ
楹Ӵǣźһ̲ŸأͱġʹӸš
Щ˸СЦţҲֵˡ
楹Ծʹػӣڴϣýվˣдô࣬湻ˣˡԸȥǱȥ
楹䣬и˹ȥóһ¡һ£ûվȣҡҡλβһȥ
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ãñ㲻ɿƵ楹楹ûֱˮ
ۣŽţȥˣ첻ҰŤͷʰ䣺ѽʹ
÷Ӧˣʰ䣬ﲻˮȥʰˮ
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ʰѾȵ楹ˣֻغţãȥȥ
ֻҵ˺ɻɻסˣˡ
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ҩˣϣˣ......˽Ҫã̫ˣٲ
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楹ϴ㾹Ȼ˶ҩôѿ۾Ϲ۾Ϲֻ˻ûж
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楹Ծɺţãû£ȥǽӿٳôǱһĴȥ˵ǱŰ
Ѿˣ̫Ҳˡ
楹ڴϣҲѾˣգʱһӿٳ
õͷū֪ˡʵôأ
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÷楹ţο˶ҩǻһۣһ㶼ɡʵôӦԻأ
楹һЩԭߡ
õͷӦţﰲģѾȥ֪ͨˣˡԶߺӦˡ
楹ͷ죬ʰ䰡ˡ
ʰ仹ˮˣţһҪչ˺ū澵ﰡ
楹Цţ㰲ģʳһһӵĳԺˡ
楹ͻȻʰԴ͵һġʰһ˹ˣԶ˴
楹¶Ц㿴Ǻˮˣ³
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ʰƯˮϻкģ楹ͷһһ£ıʼǺˮˡ
ȻԣǱܷӦ͵ۣʼˡ
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ʰѾˣҲһһӣͳ׻ԣسˡ
楹⼫ˣԼ֣ʹ죬̫ʹˣҪǻʺǸоƮƮɰɡ
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楹ָ־ȴװնӣͬʱҲ
ţãã......
ʱĸոպãº˹ˣǵĴˡ


531 ɱ

ºһ楹ǱĲӣ￪ļˣȻұֻϲ
Ͻͷȵϣôˣ
楹ĵްǿȥʰ䣬ˮˡ
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楹ĴѾǰȥˣֳü࣬ݵú˵˵
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楹̧ͷԶӳһ綫ľſʯţվ̫࣬Żѣŵ̵ۡ
ϵ˶楹ûˣô˿ô죿
楹ЦţͶ£ָǻʺܲġ
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楹ץ񣺡ͥҪ˵ȥһ֣ժԴ
£ͥţʺ楹ˡ
楹ַߺ޵һҪ۾һҪˣ
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ţ楹ԶһЩСĴὦһѪ
ܿ죬楹Ĵˣ˳ͷ˹ȥţվ㻹ӭȥȥ
ŵͷȸŶ楹ֿ𽣺ӱ˰ɣͷ
ӹ˶񣬳ͷ߹ȥˣϡ˵߼楹ĽŸ̤ϰҲõ˸ǰ
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ͷһѽЬأɺͳ
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ȥ楹סã
һƲһ̧Ѷ߽ˮЦţǾͲɡ
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Цţ¿ҽУҵĵһ˻˵ˣ
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楹ֶׯȸĻ㺦İɣ
楹Цˣȣһͬı
ȻҲŲںֻ˵ұֻ̬ȷһ£Ƚϱ̬
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ۣ......ܲ......ţʺ......
ȸͷûҰɣ
ȸͷûУ˿ĺܡ
ܿ죬̫ˮҲˣЩˡ
Сˣǲˮɱ
֪̾ˡ
楹̫Ǿ֧վţ˻ߵɱ⼸ūţɱ⼸ūţţܲƳˮҪӲ𣿡
³֣ԣܡ


532 ô

楹ƿãȻϻˮֶׯվˡЦˣ⻰˵úüˣֻϧû֤ݣû취檵
ſ𽣺Ƕ¡
ۣЦǰģأܾûūǶȥˡ
楹ЩˣҪ˽𣿡
Щˣ㺦ˣҲẦ¡
ҡͷᣬӦɻԴ㣬ֲҡ˿ֿ楹㣬㻹ǵТ»ʺɣ
楹ЦţʲôȻǵãǻϵķޣҪͬ޶ġǼ̺ûʸġ
ŵͷôأ
ۣקŵӣ֪ܰ
楹ţ£мǵȥ顣
³֣㺦ġҪ߻ϣ᲻أ
楹ӻʺû֤ݲ˵ģСŤͷ
ЦˣôûУ㹬ﰡϽȥٰɡ
һֱ楹ӻûװúܵλ
楹檻۹ʵڲͳΪ˻ϵ棬ó檻ȥɡ
ŵͷȥɣ·СĻ򡣡
楹ˣת˵ǲߴˣôͻȻ˵ȻʺˡʲôСһ㣬ñ˭ʹˡ
źתˣӦʹҲ޷ֻҪС
楹ָ׵ļɳҪˣҪˣﶨҪúð𡣡ȥˡ
һֱû˵ӻȥ㹬ˣ˭й¶ܣסߴ硣
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㶵վţҲ߰ɡ
˶һۣŵôأ
ŵĸ첲㲻òģҲõģһ죬Ҳùġ
űۣƿȫ֣벩øµ̫ѣҲ̫α
Цţʲô¶ûɰȷ֮ˡ˵õģӮס
ҲЦˣոյ²ҪϣֻǾһ£ϣһЩɡ
̧ˣͷ׵ģȴֻ䱾Ҳֻһˡ
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533 ˵¾Ѱ

ȸͷǣʺҪʰ˭˭ҲӲˡ
Цˣǵһ֮ֻҪʦͲø
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ֵͷ̾ƲԱŮһӡЦˣʺҲˣָԾֻûˡ
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ͷϡﰲģ檻չ˺ô󰢸ġȥˡ
ūҲȥˣʣˣ̷᲻޴룬ŷˡ


534 ǾΪ

վ̷ߣ˾ӸµؿŹڵϵ楹楹˵ˣϡǳ檲ã......û˵ꡣ
̷ϵʪ͸Ҳˮ˰ɣлˡ
楹Ӧţǣɳûܲǳ檹ⲻȣӶͷϰѳˮС
̷ۣܲһĴ³ָһƳԡ
ŽӻͬãѾˣͲҪˡֲˮ飬һġ
楹ţʵھΣʵڹⲻȥ
ŽӻҪⲻȥȥ粴԰ΪоɣСͷ߾ͳɡ
楹ͷǣֻҪʲôԸ⡣
̷̧ͷţˣ޵Ǳֻۡʣһ.......Ƕûһúõģһ......
楹ӻ檴ӲȥΪѾزȥˣõ£ץԺǶԵġ
̷ͷˣþ൱ףޣп˵᲻еʹ
˶񣺡ҹˣϱˣϰɡ̷ᴩš
̷ῴţ˵Ҫһˣһ꾲գҴТĴҵˣҲôһͤϵ϶񡣡
楹ӻˣҲųء
̷ᾪȵˡ
楹᣺æȻѲҪ˶ˡ
̷ŵЦЩģЩ㡣˰㲻Ҫֱ˶ĮҪǵˣֻǶġ
վֱӣӻôˣ˾ô㣬ôƽ
楹ˣȻʧТ»ʺ󣬿ֵ͵֮վֲһЩź
Žӻֲϵһźǳ֮ҡ
̷Цţˣôŵģ
ӦţѾԸ񸮰ɥǰҲ֪ͨ츮ˡ
̷ͷãǾͽΪһûֺţ޾͸ֺŰɣһˡ
̷ţyΪ׿luΪܣΪȴݴ󷽡üͷãС̫ƥˡ
̷ῴţһɡ
ҡͷɣ϶ϣ롣
̷ͷáŮӺ......ǽ棬ԸŮɡǾΪɣ
楹ӻ¡ָģųȥˣҲϣ״ֺš
̷Ÿ첲Ͻȥԡ£˷ˡ
楹֧ŵվָ檸ˡе㲻ᣬֻͷ˿
Цţôˣ
楹ӦţǺˮ㱣ͻһһվӣ˵ꡣ
̷ῴԶûп楹˷ݣ
ŵͷȥɣТ»ʺǱĸ֣ԵȻʺĵ²Уѿ֮졣
楹Цˣ檸ˡȥˡ
̷ˣĶǲģ
ҡͷ檲֪ԩᡣ
̷һͺ˵˵ϲˡ
ЦţϲϡοţϰģôĿŵģӦ⡣
̷̾Ϣţɣ޲ܰɣôôôԼŰɡ
Ŷһ£̷æţôˣ
Цţ䡣
̷ţɵȴԾֱͦͦš
̷ۣûˡ
źôûˣ涼̫࣬˲á
̷̾ѽòôᣬȴûа£ɨˡ
ŵҲɨˣҲôţǻʺǸöð
̷Ĩȥŵ᣺ǻʵָöðˣʺݻعɡ
Ųˣ§ס̷ᣬݻعɡ˵ɿ˸첲ӶЦ
˶վ̷Ҫ⶷ţϵããء
ֶûżȥߵͤӱߣĿԶһƬڣֻܿҹơһյһյһţžۣԲ԰ҹճ԰֮԰ڳ˯
̷̾㿴̫ˣ޶û߹һء
Žӻǣ檻ͷһվһƸߵϿãһþĶǡ
ǣʯף̷ֶֿ˵ȥ粴԰ɣһ̡
ŵͷãҲȥ
̷ϵ϶񣺡ߣΡȥˡ


535 Ƿ

ôȥˣÿٶЩⲻȥҲˡһ𳭷𾭡ԪοԼҲǸο
ȻȫĻ⣬һ߳һߴȤţϰΪ㳭̫иˣôôĸأ𡭡
ҡͷϣ׳ˡͣ±ʣ̧ͷ㲻ѽ
ͷһɣһ߾û˶ˣȤˡ
ֽԪǣԽԽźٿһͺˡ
ˣˣٱ鳭ˡں˶С߱߱ˡ̾ţһҪѪģͿǣǶ˵³
ŽӻҲϣø³ӦҲɡ
ҡͷεǻʺôأ.ѻϴ򵹣ꡣ
еԪֺ˵ܵģԶᷢ¡
סԪȻᷢô˼˵Ļˣˣ楹ȥо˰ɣ
űʵһֱûΣ
һˣˮľȻû˷磬ֻЩûţ̫ˡ
ŵͷǰ׼һаżƻȻôˡˣȥ粴԰
Цţ֪ˣȥ֪ͨڷյĺܰȻһֱţҲܸоŭ
ŵͷָú𲻿ǵģΪһʱ޴룬ӰͼӰҪõöࡣ
ʵ𣿡
ŵͷҹҵģûʵʵ֤ݣֻǾпһֱû㣬̫嶯ˣǲû֪ġ
ЦţףҲµˡֻûпǹҹģΪ̫𣬱ѻ
ӦţˣӦòǺġҪ뱨ȫԼ֣αȥְأһ١
żΪǽãҲǸ楹һ·Ҳסѽ
ᶨȻס񣬷ǵöС
̾Ϣţ˭˭أôôʵǸķ׼ûУ
ţһѾ׵ֻȥоˡ
ŵͷСһ㡣ֽԪϣǡ
ۣԶֵʲôָţġ
עһõɰ楹ͷһŵͷû˵ʲô
һҴ楹ıţͷŹǰūţֱŮ̫ࡣ
ֻ楹˵˵ʰǸõɣǸűǱۡˣҲʶ΢ʱôЩˣѹΪҲͷūţһֱǵġ
楹񣬻ʺȻ֪Ǽ£൱ڵڲˡֽѾˣǾŵ£
楹£ɱҪסˣ֮ǰҪǸͽǵôж˿飬˵ʣйͷ֮ޡ
ùǰ棬˶һۣõūǼҵļūСһ鳤󣬴ûԲס£ҵġ
Ҳ˵ǻʺļıҪɱҸãмˡ
楹Цţǲܻѽ
ÿͷū澼һϧֻǻʺƶˣﲻҪİ
楹ЦˣˤŲ豭粽ˣһ飬ָۼˡ
ۣūô˵ָָǸˣ
楹ҡͷıˣҺ͸ϽȥܣǾˡ
楹Ŷͷǻ໳ɣǷңȴڲ߽⣬лɳˡ
õͷǰǰҪᶨǵĵ
楹۾һãɢй¶ô֪
һ£ǰ˭˵ãǹҹܾ𡣡
ɥū治˵û붼β
楹ſƵģҪָ֪ͱˣ֪ʱûʲôɨˣһ˵ġ
ūŶͷִǽͣ˻ߵҪɱǣ˻ʺܲ
楹Цˣһ˵õɰɣôңǶң֪Ƕҡ


536 ʤ

ÿͷǣūôأġ
楹ӣúɡ
˶һۣϽͷūǶǾ޶ĵģġ
ʣµĸūһ޵òˣūǱ΢ôҺ˵أҸʺ󹴽ᣬ
楹һһţ㡢δ䡢СӡСӣĸôأ
ĸ˺¡¡ͷūǲҰ
楹ЦţҲǣɻʺһ̫ˣǳȥʵڰˡ
ĸ˿޵òˣūǲȥȥ
̧СӡСӣūţһлּۻۡ
ĸֻÿͷлл
楹ȵ˵𣿡
ͨһԼƣūŶ죬ūūŶ졭
楹Цţ㲻ǣҲãҪ־͹ֻʺɣȥɡ
ĸˣūǵƾﴦá
楹ӣǰģÿ»Ǽӱӵġȥ˾ɣԸѡһʷƽûʺ֪Ӯˡ
ȥˣ楹Щˣ̧ͷãˡЦˣݵĲڣڳŵδĵģǾ䡣
ÿţūȥݡ
楹վˣůﻹһǵݵģûءůˡ
úţǶ˵ģĸ͸˵ˡ
楹ˣһڣͷ֪Լ²ѣΪˡ
òˣ˶ѾûˣͰİɣ˵ģɱɡ
楹ַŶͷңҪ˵˵ˣαصȵأ
ֹǻ˭ôѽ
楹ӣ̾˭ɣһֻԸӣ᲻ǻأͲˡ
øվһƨˣ楹Цˣʱ͸뵽ôˣ
ҡͷū澾......û˵ꡣ
楹ӻҲ......᲻ǻʺթأô......
÷Ӧˣվ֪µ˶Ѿˣû֤ݾͶҪٺ˼ˣո˵ãʺҪ˷磬һҪ
楹ЦţҵȻףֻǸӰôȥ̧ͷá
öһ£ūûа......
楹Ŷͷۣõɱ͸ǸȫһĶӡ
þˣǻʺõɵȦأŻʺסūʵ벻ȫķӡ
楹ҡͷõɲԼָûв¡ʺܲ׼ҵֳͻҴᣬ͵ֱߣٽ˲һ¡
õͷūˣˣɣܲ
楹ЦˣҲǸԼӣɱɱ֣ܰ......
ۣݽʺˣְɣ
楹ˤűӣˣҲܣġ......˭źϲһҪһ⣬ų졣
õͷʧ˻Ƶģūˡ
楹ᶨ񣺡Ѿزˣ֣񲻹һҲѾܾǧָˣһ㲻࣬һֻᱻΪų
楹ˣҾ֣ͷϴɱǹУǻ𿾣ɡ
ЦˣһжڽУһ̾ͷֲʤǾͼսɡ
ųأ
楹һĶǳ𣿻ô죬¡
ˣپˣΪܣ´ʤߵģֻᱻȴҲϣκ˵ãô֪һأԼ֪
ԶԣˤĲ豭СŮˣܲˡ
楹Ȼ˵ͺˣɡ
ˣҡӣֲֺ׳̫Թˡůˡ
楹Цţôټˣ
ͷţϣôˤˣԼˡ
楹ЦţͳʣĸˣֱŪĸҪˡ
ȵأҪ㡣ָָãԽĵԽױѣǸˡ
楹ͷΣЦ͹ɣҪ˯ˡ
ͷʹ̰˯⡣˵ʺȥ粴԰о


537 㲻ɱҲҪɱ

楹ͷȥɡ
ŲĲ֪˭ҷʵʺҲǰŰɵģ˭֪ôķӦһʵˡЦš
ذøʰ鱭ӣһֶһ۵
楹֣ʰˣȥɡȥˡ
楹˭Ҫ𣿲˭ֻҪûϵҵĵˡЦţ¹µһ١
pai'ze
ҡͷ㲻ҪӲԵƵģĺۡ
楹Ÿ㣬һ̧һᣬûС
楹Ӧ㣬ǧңҳܲ𡣡
ͷҴӦҪһ£ͲǸˡ
楹׼Т»ʺ¸߻ϣ˵û֤ݶúߵ֤һ̱ƹŴ˾ֲסˡ
楹һȥһףҪҲɱˣǾ͸ˣҪˣЩ򵥵İϷˡ
ӣȵ˵ûе𣿺㣬һ̫ˡ
楹΢ЦţҪ˵˵ʺҪ˾ʹˣССȻ
վһ˵ãֻ⣬Ϊܶഭץɡˡ
楹վסһû˵ء
תˣ楹ôõأ̫ˡ
ʵ˭߻ʺأ
楹ЦţѽͲõĸӾȴװһӡĵǣڿ˵٣ŻĺӡֹĴʲôͻʺ󣬲Ǽαˡ
̾ҡͷѽܲܲҪ˵ЩԸˣʹ¾ԼƭԼҵȻֳȥ˵ãûƭ㣬Ҫڽܡ
楹ȱֺʹ۲쵽ˣЦˣ㡣˵û˵֤֮һ㲻ɱҲҪɱ̾ɱġ
˵üһ£񣺡͹
ӵ̫㶼˰ɣϧߺòˡʯ׻صˡ
ýˣ楹ַŶͷ˵Բõ˵ãܲⲻװ޹ҷѾֶɱȴƣ˭ѽ
ųǣѾѡˡֹǧҪܲĻԻ......û˵ꡣ
楹ӣڼ׵ġֻǱʵǲ
վū澻뷨ӳȥġ
楹̧Ƥȷ᲻ûܻǴͷԸ
õƵĵͷū澲ģʼϲضҩ˽ͷֱԾ
楹ЦţܺáֲЦˣᷳߴˣĹŮܰ춨ҪһǸȸӦš
˵Ͻűϣֱˡţ鶼ú˰ɣ
ȸͷﰲģȫúˡ
ͷϸţٹ죬ͷ߻ػʱǸʱ˼
ȸЦţ楹ﲻˬ죬̫ˡ
̫ȷı飺ҹǰæһްɡȸúǾ£Ͳɱ
ȸӦţū֪ˣɱģ湻ܵġ
ӻͻͻ񣬷ͽӽһݣͳ׻ҷˡ
ȸͷֻ˾ʲôˡ
Ժϣ죺ǣҪô󰢸磬һˣûָˡȸӦš
Ϊ̵Ĵ̣ˣҲһ楹
̫һҴе򡢵ͣж˵׷ۡ
ˣ򡢵ȼյʱ򣬱ðСһУͬʱһҴð𣬾Щˡ
ҿڹһסţ֡԰Ҷסһ𣬻ˣܷſˡ
ֿ쵽楹ǰˣʣڼСŵ˲ٵūš
Ķƫˣ͸׶ˣһϾž̻Ƶġ
Ȼ֪ù£ȴҲҪŴӢˣӺܵǰˡ
ӢܵĵǰֺֽУ￴𣿹𰡣ôǣ


538 Լķ

˻ƫһҫ޶
ӦŴӢڣ⼸رסĵӦͷߵˣҪˡ
һһ˳һֻ첲ʲôͷ߰
͵ͷ߾ĵ죬һĻǻؼңȥͶ̥ȵѽһסţӦûȿǵġ
˰ϣû˭˭ȥǡ
;վţºʹ˸ɫºͷ˵ǳϦദȻˣû£࿴Ǿߡ
ϹҵĵƺðŻ𻨣һϰͻαظôأˡֆһ¡
Ӣ˻߰߰......
̾ǿ楹˼లãĲ£ʲô
ɿӣ˵ƽˮ𣿡
ҡͷ֪⻰˵С
Ӣ˻࿴ţģ˵治˵
ۣ㿴𣿶Ϊ飬Ҫˡ
˵ͷ˴ڵ֣ˣְˣǻȥɡߊСǧණ
̾ϢһС۾ɾܿණò۾ͺˡ
תˣӢϽ׷һ§һ첲ãʧˣߡ
ε⼸·°Ҫ¡
ߵߣû棬شĺ̨һӰŵôӢ۽С
֪ǼٵģȴҲһϽλã󺰴Уʧ˹ء
˰ϣô졢ô죿
̾ûˣˡ
˻̧ͷһڰ׳˦˹ŵ۽С
˹ˣţ˹ģȥץȥѹ
ӻҪ˭Ĺ
ҧ˭ܲͬ۾˭Ĺ
һ㿴棡
Ӣһ飬Ҳһ£ЦţҲ˰ɣ
ӻ˾Ͳˡ߿ûˣɿظݰɡ
οɿûа취ˣ߰ɣȥҵɡˡ
㶵վŲŸ첲ιѣִһһ顣
ܿˣŵסؿڡܵĵֆţð⣬һƨ˵ϣСŮǸϽˡ
ȸһֱڵſڿţνظˣҲŵòᣬҲ֪ǲװá
Ƶⶼˣ楹ͲҲ˵ҾͲһ㲻¡
ȸЦţǿ˭֪²أֻӦУ̸°ɡ
ͷָֻţҲŴӢŲסȸͷˣôӢȥ楹һ֣һ㡣
ȸͷûôķӦûۿɣū澾ÿٶ¡
Цˣãһһķ......ûéޣеūõģǾéһ¡
ȸҲЦţǹô뵽ˣéǸɾģѽ
ӵûȥ֪ˣһ˵ʱһţֱ˸á
ȸʵūһֱ˵ʵڸñסϾ¹Т»ʺ֤ʲܲҪ
ͷ㻹û׹ѽʲô֤ʣʱǨˣҲΪ˴ɱ楹ġ
ЦţεܿϵģԼķӣʺ󿴵ñͲ¶ˡ
ȸͷūˡ
ɱû楹Լ˼ʲôأ񵱳Ƶģָоѽۣ˵
ȸӦţǣūˡ
ʰ䣬ٰʰȥã˵
楹ţͿһվţūŸɣ
楹ҡͷãԽۣҾԽѡп԰̫ˣһǾʳ¶ඡ
ҡͷģūſýء
ˣɫɷףǹŪ飬ܲСϷ
楹Ÿ첲ߵǰˣ̧־һƣʲôأһƣһѣ
һЩˣū澲£Щˡ


539 Ĵȥ

楹̾飬þӣұˡ
ҡҡõĸ첲ᶨȻᱻЩԻūʲôͺˡ
楹ãҾȲ㣬ǵԸͦȥУǾټɡ
Ӧţū澲£ūȥġ
楹ʵŮû°ɣ
Ӧţúõģû¡
楹ǣõ֣Ƕû£Сʮ꣬ʲôأȥЪŰɣǿ㣬ﲻ㡣
õͷлū澸ˡ
楹̾Ϣ֪ȥˣҲϧʰ䣬ǰһ𳤴ġ
οţѹԽѹʺԽ⡣
ֱһ£楹Ŷͷҷˣȥɡ˵ǵĹӶúܣ˿ã죬ҲҪעһ㡣
ȥˣټĵʣ楹һˣŶͷ˯ˡ
ڶգӢ󣬱ˡ
ΪģԲ̣Լͻ鲢ïĽˡ
楹Ȼţȥ粴԰о봺ӢһȥȻȥҲͶ㿪ˡ
ϻ˱ֹˣߴߴ˵ûꡣ
楹ţŶͷյ̫ŨˣŵñͷۣĹ½ⷦ
˼˵ģǹ¡ãù˵ǲģҲۿġ
õɫһЩˣ˵˾ͻȥɣЪϢˡ
˿˿⣺춼ѽǲһȥǻȥɡ
ۣǻȥ
˰һۣù˵˻𣿵űһʰ㡣
õ촽һ£Цˣˣװˣˡ
楹Ƥһ̧ʲô飿
˷˵˻Ͻ죬ڵ飬ǿ.......ʧˡ
ӢڴŴڣ˵ˡ̾ﻰܲ˵ã˵......˵ⲻʰһ޻̸֮ϲ˵
öһ£ڴӢڣ㿴ãֶˣָʰˡѽֲˮʰ䲻ġҪ£ˣẦġ
楹ӣɣҲϽ
ҡͷ檺£ǰɣ
楹Цţãǣߡţãͼ·ǻصɡ
ùū澲ȥȥ
楹̾йɽҲûһɷܾȵ㡣
楹ӣҲ㣬ֻĲ֪ô㡣ȥɣʲôûУҪ¡
վȭͷū澲£Ǽٵġ
楹ָ̾ţջƻĴȥ𣿡
Ӣһ޹˵ʲôأ
楹ػŸ첲Ըţ
һ§õһֻ첲ȥˣһߡ
ˣ楹˵ñˣˣɡߺ޵ʣһˣʣһˣôأ
Ӧţû£죬Ĺˣܲʵˡ
楹Ų豭۵һͷۡԸԸȥҹʱһŴӢڣһʮ
楹һ۽Уſôץ𣿡
˿ŵһ͸Ҫں
楹ͷҲŲΪΪҵˣˣɱˣȥŪӢڣŪҾˡ
ӦţūȥɡתҪߡ
楹ֺס˺oӦһԺȵĹ̫ˡ
СŮů˵ˣùùιȥˡ
楹Ŵ⣺ܲЦóȥˣα尾˵վ
ָϽţūȥȥˡ
楹ů󣺡ҲŲ£ϽȥôСˡˡ
ʯףƫȥڵſվţͷ
ֶҲȥˣóϽôͽ
楹תʯףһ۽Уһ¡
ˣôŪһûУɱɱ......ɱ󰢸磬ɱõɵ......ӻƵҪ
Ͻʯ׷û°ɣ
楹˦Ÿ첲㲻÷û£ܲء


540 

楹վӣתţɱӣʹȥoӦǹ......
Ӣܹˣ˲ˣ......
楹һ飬ţ죬Ͱ籣ȱУ
Ҳһ飺ôˣͷܣȥܲأ......
СŮˣ˵ϣùˡ
楹ͷǣˣոջ˵أһת۾ˡ᣺ȥȥʺþ·֪ͨûؼҰɡСŮȥˡ
Ҳ᣺ȥɡ楹תˡ
ߴӢ£ȵѽ
ȸקקӣ楹ء
ϲˣʲôأҪˡ
ȸӦţ˶ˣָǸܸɵġ
죺Ѿ븹أҲʼڶˣֻǰ֮棬Ҫ
ȸӦţǰǼ꣬ǵڷˣһжʧˡ
Цţ˭ûʱءŴӢˣˣȥɡ
˻࿴£ǰɡ
Ӵ˵ͷͣȥ죬ȥȥתصˡ
˼üŪۣʲôأû˴ˣŶԷȥˡ
ȥˣ楹ҲĲᣬһҹ˯ṳ́ܲʵ˻ġ
أðҲܴ밲֮Ҫȥоˡ
˵һˣܺúЪЪˡ
楹ժͷΣСƵģҵôô㲣ûؼ𣿡
ӦţؼˣūĹӵģʺ˺öණ
楹ӣ⣬ģһɱñ𡣡
ӣﰲģ˽ˡ
楹վЩͣӻƵأͷΡ߰ɣȥ粴԰ɣǸ
һо粴԰һƬѩףĹ餾ɫﻹɼ죬Ȼͱȥ빬ݰˡ
ᣬΪ̷꼪ػû޺ãֻܺТ»ʺ󡢹ҹһţ֪ȵ¡
ټĵã˼̫ࡢŮ鿴֮⣬Ҳֻ楹ˡ
楹оҲˣҲû˹ˣ楹ϰ̾ţãˣʵ᲻㣬ֻ˹;ɡ
ˣΪʲôأ
楹üͷһ壬ּˣŬţȥãȥȻҪټˡ
ϣأôܸòۣ㿴ú֪֮
º˰ֽ̧ǰˣķ𾭡Ԫоɣ
楹ЦţȻʱʱ̶̿㣬㲻úʵ㡣
̾ϣ˵ģġ
楹Ҳķͷߣ֪ңҲµġʲôʲô°Ϸ
޹ʲô˳㿴Ц˵õ£Һźڰ......û˵ꡣ
楹̧סһɱӣһɱӣ
ƿ楹ĸ첲ȵ㾹ȻˣѾˣԶˡ
楹ľһץסĸ첲˰Ų㣿ƿ
楹ᵹˣһûһѣҪˣ
楹ͷŶͷøҪӷû
ĶѾˣվͷ楹㿴㣬ģֻ㲻㣬Ҿû취ˡ
楹Ҳվѣ˭ˣһþʵĺܣˡЦţܲҵˣܻȥ˰ɣ
ͷȥѽ˭ˡ
楹תˣͷΣΡΡվȣţ
ߵǰ̫ˣһţӡ
ˣˣػ䣬µˣԺ̨ġ
楹ҧˣʲôϷ
Цţûаˣˡ
Ĺ餺Ź⣬ҲƷ紵Ƶģš
۾һȸȸû׼Щô£
楹ߣתסţҪţУģܷ


541 ڿ˽

楹ߺ޵ˣЩϷˣūûϵǲµġ
ֵ㲻£ѽ㻹Ǹú˵˵ɣˡ
ӶׯվţūǻţһȸͰºۿҪˡ
ȸһţˣˤڵϣϣûʧˡ
סţһ죬楹ţʲô
楹˶񣺡ҲЩġ
Цţˣ֪㲻£ôǿ
ģĹ餻چðŹ⣬楹˿˵ˣ׷˰ɣźãϽ
ۣѽϣһأˡ
楹Ŷͷվ㻹ʲôϷʹҪȥЪϢˡӻƵظˡ
һβԣ楹Ͱ͵ؿȥɣūˡ
楹죬úõء
楹һزҽУһ£ˣˣˡ
һ飺ƫţǻ߰ɡ
楹ĸ첲ⶼǼٵģ㲻Ҫ£ǧҪ¡
ͷﰲģū֪ġ楹ȥˡ
վţͿ楹ΡΡţߵţŴˣô򲻿
楹˫ɣ淽ˣţ߿
ɿ楹˭֪楹վˣˡ
޴룬ԼҲЩԺˣţôǣ
һ׳˦楹һ飬˵ϣһ˦˹εۡ
楹ˣҲ׳һǼٵģǼٵģ......ôˣأã......
һס楹Ļū......㣬......
楹۾һٵģⶼǼٵ......ȥţأˣ
鲻ϣֵָĹ餣......ιȥˡ
楹ʵۣ߶ţٵģǼٵ......Ҳ㣬е͹Ҳ㡣
⿴һУȸӣ֯}˵ģɵòȴŲ楹
ȸЦţװãǰˡ
楹ԾڵϣŶׯڳͬʱﺰţ㣬ΪʲôҰΪʲô
һϣĸŮһҪ͡
ºЦţƽСֵľϷ
һ˦ų䣬һ߳楹ƽˡ
楹סˣȴԾɱŶׯٵģǼٵģ......ιȥˡ
ͣϷŪЦܲˣεˡ
ǧҪˣһû湻ءȥˡ
ȸСڿ˽ѽ
ЦţУǹǰ󹬶ǣһҪףùͲ۵
Ҳ֪ҹˣҲ֪ҺŪرһžͲˡ楹ܵĿ໹أ档
˸ǰýûУ
ºžžʹţˣϣūſûкһ楹ţﰡ⡭...ūáϽš
Цţ楹˶ɡ֣أ
СŮݸ豭һڣյ楹ǰ
Ͻţ̫۸˰ɣù۸ʲôˡ
ºЦţ٣˭ֲǹأʹ
˿գþĲ楹ϡ
ˣūŸ
楹ԾɲѣƵѽַ楹ǰءֺһڲ衣
Ҫ楹Ҫͷﰡ̫ˣ
Ҫˮ楹ۣ֪ڳƽ̧ȥȴץס
ٴΰˮ楹ϣ楹ۺطŴһ֡
ͷūŸūŸָһԺŵĹŮǣ˻ߵҪǺãӶǣǣ
楹֧վزɺܶׯʿɱ裬ҽԶҹΪΪٱĴۣһµġ
豭һߣóȥˮôջʲôúڵģȻôйȥɱɣαװ⡣


542 

һ楹㿴վվȣٱĴۡ
楹ͷɱĶӺҾȥɱżñʱ䳤һȵġ
ЦţĿ̫ˣҵȲģʱһҶӿ޿㡣
楹סҪЦţ˰ɣ
˲߰ɣ湻ˡ
楹ͷΣСŮǸϽס
㵽ôˣ
楹͵תͷ֪ˣͿˣٵ⣬ֲҿ
Ҳ̧ˣ棬棬㻹𡣡
楹ţӻûгûɱңһӵġ
תҲɱѽҪһȥ㣬㡣
żǰſŸŵأϹҵĵԱߡ
һ£͵ŤͷĹ餣һ£˭أȸʹɫߣߡ
楹ҲŤͷţλѽˣٻᡣ
˼ߣСºſڵĵƲİɣ
ºҡͷūûֻǻ˵͡
ЦãѽҶԲס㣬ǧһͷֽǮżߣ߰ɣҲˡ
楹Ҳ˼ߣǰţ뿪⸽˸ղŵ¡ʵҲź˰ɣ
ºЦţģ׵ġ
Ĵţͷ԰Ӿͱȹãطأ̫װŪˡ
ºӻϲء
û˵ʲôŤͷ楹ܿ죬楹ߵˡ
Ÿ첲ŶͷڱĿϮŲôˣŻ裬֪ˮýϡ
Ҫˣץˣˣˣȥץˣ
һϮһӰ˹ȥԹؽƵĸζ̧ߵ̫Ƕŵôֽš
Ҳŵòᣬҡҡλˤˣ楹ץˣٵģٵģ......
鷢ˣ̫ǻƸͣڼ楹Ļƣߺķˣ楹
һˣҵڰˣ......
̧ߵ̫Ҳˣһز˼飬¡¡ͷں䣺......
楹òˣӵŮǶϽΧ
ԭŽţǰ溰ţ̫̫ܲŰ˸̫ະţȥг˽λǵ̫࣬Ȼȥ˾ȥ
˸̫֪·һֺ¡¡ͷūл
ֺţҪһˣȫҶҪȫҪŽţȥô
楹ͷˣȫǣֽ߱ţҲ
ˣūŸԻȥ˾췣ûŰɣ
楹ӦţûУԱû𣿡
޵ܲ......ܲǰģЦͣūܣʱܹ谡......
楹ŹŮվӵˣȥԱ߶㣬˴С̫ȥˡ
߿ţЦֱһиոպã̫ˣ̫ʹˡ˼ߣĳζ߰ɣ湻ˡ
ȸЩǵģָˣ֪ʲôء
߶ˣ߸ϣҡӣĿһеĸо
Ӧ̾ôһΪӪһֻͶ·ʹʣ壬ҲԤ֮Уˣ̡
ȸЦţǣū澻ӽġ˵ˡ
·Զܾã楹ڻصһҴˡնڽƿԾ޶Եš
ɵˣţôˣôˣһŮ죬ȥ̫ҽ
楹˽Σôû¡
ʪ͸۹˫ؽ˵ֿˣ޵ļˡ
楹˵ľګţأŶˡ
Ĩ᣺ūѾԸˮˣһ¾ԡˡ
ֱˣ楹ĻˣЩȥҪҪűĽȥҪ
ͷ񸮲ҵģܲţ̫ˡֿˡ
楹ŶͷҴˣҲ⣬ֲ⼸ջл㱵ġԽԾԽ׺ԣͷۣ۵Ľ......
ֿ޵ūܣһΪﱨģһɱܲ
楹Ŷͷˡ򶼰ˣȥƫҪؾصֱͣӽȥ
ᣬҧūһɱ˰ºһ


543 ʻǰ

楹ӻ֣ҪżҴظˡ˵ˡ
ڶ楹ˣ⾪Źȣּ裬ûҲˡ
֧𴲣˼ûů˵ţҪǲūȥø١
楹֧˴û£ܳסԲǿЦ찾ЩŨŨĲ
ӦţˣϴãūžͶ˸
һϴŲˣ楹ࡣ
Ťͷӣվߣʱˣȥ밲ȥɡһˣѽò٣ʲô¶첻ɡ
ԣ楹Ķ䣺̨ϵôû
ūԺֿ޵ãҲˡͷͻͻ
楹̾Ϣţӽʼһ㶼ҪԲٰ죬ٽ̫ˡǶܲˣҪСĽ
Ӧţﰲģūˡ
楹ַԸţ򶼰ˣܲȥȳˡ
楹µһᣬˡߵԺƫţŽգºվš
ǧ磬Ѿȥ˻ãϽȥɡ
楹طԸҡ
ͷţºһʲô˼ֱġ
楹ָָºû˵ʲôȥˡ
ŽţӣӽƤ
ºţѽѽѽ˭˭Ǹڹ˵Цš
׷楹ߺ޵ʵڸðʵøȥ֤ǰܲƫġ
楹ҡͷϣ˼һģ˵۸һûȤˡ
̾ﲻ˵......û˵ꡣ
楹ۣϵҾ˵ôˣţ˽ý˰ɣ
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ͷǣͦЩȽŹֻСʮˡ
楹ֺŲ裺νܾͺá
С˵ѰµĶ˼ˣʱͽ
楹̧ͷ˿̫ش̵ۣӻս°ͣϾҪѡˣôЩ߰أʱҲˣôţԺ˵Ӧš
߻˵˵ЦЦģȴ󣬿ˡ
ʱɨһۣһ£oӦѾ밲㻹˶ʲôգһ㶼ʶࡣ
һۣΪɣӦʺ밲ģʲôղգֻǾ˱ֶѡ
Цţǣǣ飬֪Ϊ
ˣһ첻ڿҾܣҲ۸ҹ񫡣Цˣ͇NɪɣԸ˶õˣ޵ʱ򡣡
Цˣ꣺Բ԰Ͻǣʲô֪
ţǵȻˣʲô֪ŶõЦţվһֱûÿո밲ϲˡ
õɿһ꣬Ͻˣû֨
Ŷһֵۣ֪̫˶ûк³ģر֣֪˲֪£µˡ
楹ˣӻܲ˵𣿡Ÿˡ
Żӣɡ
楹˵檵¹ŮѾˣ͵ˣС԰ɣ
ŵͷǹı㡣
楹Цţãͬͺá
楹ӻ㿴㣬ôҲЪЪǺ󹬿ģ
楹ӦţܶأҲҪȥġ
Ӣ˵ˣ楹˵ϼˣ
楹۾һɣˣ˵Ͼʹߡ
һ˵Цˣ˵ˣ𣿡
楹ţ֮ղܳҲãҲգȥľȥҪǳȻʻǰճĸ밲ʺãҪġЦţ˵ǲǣֿ
ŵͷǣе
楹ţӻ۵ǿľ괺ĸоװúϧɡ
楹ŤͷõɣԽԽˣ˰ɣѽ
õɵͷлػ
ӻõɽ㶨Ҫú̥ĸŸոտʼء
ӻһһ㺰ǣ楹ʱ̹Ҽ㣬ЭoӦãиѽ楹


544 ɱ

楹վнҪĻҪ˵˵˱һ°ɡ
ָһۣվˣ˯ˣ檸ˡ
楹ôżߣġ
Цţл̧٣ֻǴ벻檵ġ
˵ˣɣûµġ𽣺ūǶȥɡ楹˭˭ߣԸԸɡ
楹ԸɡӢڡӦǶȥɡ㶼ˡ
ؿã߰Цš
ţ³ĸ֣ˡ
˵ˣˣ˶ˣ楹ʲô˵ɡ
楹ˣţҪ˵ºܼ򵥣ֻһ仰ܲ˭oӦҩԣǱģȷд𣿡
һϻʺҲΪˣܲ˺ݶΪֹ
Ų꣬Цⲻõ𣿡
ǵõɾȵ죬楹Ӧ޶֤˵ʲôأҪ֤ݵġܲһҵôˣˣ
ӻˣǱ͵ҩôˣ
楹ţǻʺ˭ܰô̾ѽˣˣ檸ˡ
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ڵϣ̧ͷЩԻ󣺡ϣۣۣɿ
ŸϽȰɿɡ
楹׵oӦ£ҵģԲҵġ
˱ۣΧˣЦʲôҵġ
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ôקŶ䣬ţʺ楹Ⱦȳѽקѽ
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楹û˵꣬վˡס֣ˣˣɿɿˡ
Ķ䣬۵ΣŴ֣
ɿ֣˿ָףѪ
ˣˣ̫۸ˡ
Ų꣬˱楹ӻǽء
ָϵѪӻϣôǳ檾
˵ˣ楹㻹ʲôҪ˵
楹ͷٵܲĴء
Ÿ˵˵ˣǣǱ͸oӦľҩôˣ
곤ô죬ؿڶһ£һһû͹ֿˣѽã׽㣬㾹˺ݶꡢ֮꣬飬һҪŮͷТ......
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꿴ţһһûϽˡһز˼飺......ô......
Цţôˣ˵С졣
楹̾˭oӦʺϣ񡣡ŶͷͷΣ檸ˡ˦ȥˡ
õҲվ檸ˡȥˡ
ͷϵĽΣקǰýδҩҸģʺһϵûУ𣿡
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괭ŴѪģģҲ......
ƿֺ֣ţ̾oӦȥɡ
ŵվˣͰ͵ؿҲʲôأֻ˿Цֻװ׶
ôͲܽˣƾʲôܽ˵ƾʲôѽ
ЦţƾǻʺƾҹҲͲܽƾ
᣺ûе
ӻԣûеôѽ
һ£֪˵ʲôˣߺߵˡ
ߺ޵עһ㣬Сĳŵʱһˤˡ
վߣ˯ˣ


545 ֻΪﵽԼĿ

վŶָ֣ң
Ƶôܸʲôѽᱻġִŵϡ
ǣˣƫȥ͵㰲ģʵʵڵһ仰ǹŭİɣ
һۣѽʲôס㡣ҾǹŭңҾнڷˡ
ʯףͣţǻӺ㣬Ҳ͸ӵĺ޴ӦøңֱǸã
̧һֻ첲ӵ̫Цţⲻһ´βҪˣҪȫĵұŮ˰ɡ
ɿ֣ţǣǵ׽ãʵڲĿС
תһվˣ֣ǲеʹġ׽þͲһˣڣźһӡ
ҡͷˡӣ˵ģ׽浽ɱĵز˵ǲڵġֻгĲŻ᲻źڣҲ֪ôԶڡ
ŵͷأҪһôˣҸôأ֪
˽ˣ׽ҲˣһˣҾҸģܱס뱣סġ
ĸڸش·ɡĸǶˡ
˴ˣشȺŻʶֺŶ
ҧҧӵĸ첲Ҹˣۡ
Ÿش·ղŵĻҲȰ㵱ϺˣҲܵϺˣ׽㣬βȥֻҪʵʵģֺαأҪʱʱ̿Ŵ
شСӣţӦţԲʵģҾҪҪǱ񴾶һһ
ӵͷڻʼң˯굶ϣʱʱ̶̿Σյġӳܲˣͦȥʲôأ
Ŵ֣㿴㣬ôնһ쵽غ˼롣
ָشϴ㿴楹ӣ϶߲·ֻˡҪԸңҲֻˣ顣
ֽشЦţôȣٳɵģҲ飬ûֻ֡겻ͬԸƷˣͷܾˡ
ҲЦˣ㵣ʲôˣ㻹ǾɱǵȥɣƲˣġȶԲҵģңΪʲôأԲᡣ
ʹңһǲεģ˭أһеһеһУֻΪﵽԼĿģ׽
ЦţԸ̰Ĳ㣬οϴأشϴɾˣߣȥˡ
űشҸһ̰ģȴû˵һǱһġЦˣ˵ûʯĳ浽һˡ
̾겻ɼãѡһʱȻѡӡ
ֳ˵Ӹش̫Ӧţãеãõˡ
׷楹һҴºۣôֹˣҲЪЪ
곯ºˣºȵϣѪôˣ
ŭӣūŰɣ
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˰ºӣֲϣʲôѽﶼôūţֺá
ҧǸˣ׸ٳɱӡ
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ЦˣѽºŸ첲ūţŰɣͶúܲҡȥˡ
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ڵϿˣָܲǸӴãҪֹ
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곶楹°ڣ檵檲ĵģǱܲƭˣˡѽ
楹֣ûİﲻ㣬㻹ǻȥ괺ɫɣǵ
Ĩ᣺檣ֺ檲ӣûˣӴ˸Ͼùϵ
ð𣺡µóɣֻҪϲ檣ܸܲˡ


546 ʲô

楹̾أϺϲģ͵͵򱾹ʹĽءֻ......û˵ꡣ
ϵ𣿡
楹ͷȻ˵ᣬƯֻܲжӣʺ󻹸һǿ׳ֻð¶˼ˡ
ֿˣ檾֪֪ϻҵģ֪᲻ҵġˣʺǷģ˳ζͶ檳㶯˽Ȩѹˣʲôĸ......
楹һϣãҪˣ⻰ɲ˵ҪǴǶҪˡᡣ
Ͻ죬ߵ楹ǰۼˣ檿ˣҲǹƾʲôô۸ˣʺͰˣʲôǵġ
楹̾㻹֪ҵļ϶ֽţҵ......ӣ˵ˣ˵ˣ˼жӣֳ谮Űɡ
꾪ȵأҲ̫ˡ
楹μˣⶼΪѽԴԹңŷҡҸϽ͸Ӻ֮ǣΪܾίѽǰﲻˣҰˡ
иʲôҪûǸСָ֣ˣҲˡ
楹ͷѽҲ»ӵģҡͷ޵ļˣ˵˵׽ãοôأôµȥ֣ǣҲ̫ˡ
ίˣˣҳҪۡ
楹ȿڲ裬ſޣõɻǰ磬ﲻҲŰɣˣ͵͵ޡ
ᶨٿɫˣһҪȸϡá
楹ãûѽ̫ˡ
ԸΪ︰شǸСˣָܲɡ
楹Ͻ죺˵ʲôأǻӣǴ󰢸磬㺦ġ
ɼᶨţ£ֻˣֻҪŬһĸӵġ
楹̾Ŷͷ̫ˣ㲻Ķ֣ʵʵİɡ
ˣʵڿýҲûϱЮ֣ҲԸ⹬ĬĬ㡣һҪǶһҾͲŶǡ
楹ЦţҶϰˣ㲻ΪˣΪٴۣͺúŬɡ
ҧ촽ϣ֪ң֪......㯵񣺡û취Ҽ𣿡
楹ͷû취ö̫ˣɻģֻ......˵ˡ
ͷ֪ˣ߻ϣҲһֱţһջټġ۾һҺȾҩ¸߻ϰɣһܲġ
楹ҡͷûõģô֤øҩأһʺˣд󰢸ڣָġ
ͷǣɻһİɣûϣϲһȴܼ̫ˡ
楹ο꣺ѹˣҾϼ¡㲻֪԰Ӷǵˣֻܾ
һΪڶæţΪԸΪԸ
楹Ŷͷ̫ˣ㲻Ķѽӣˣȥɣȥɡ
긣̫ˣû̺ܽãһѱġ
˵ƵţŤͷĹỤ̊ƫһڡ
ҡͷá
ۣȻˣҴ㣡
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ʽ㣬ӣ׼̤һҴż
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ȸ󣺡oɷ˹棬Լ̴
ˣǳ㣬ʲôӣǰǻûá
ӻǸЦ˼ҶЦء
귴ǸЦ㼵ңݼңŰɣûꡣ
ˣǧȥ괺ɫȥ˿ꡣ
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Ų֨楹Цøˣˣʺ⵽ײ׶ӣһûУˣǿǾʹˡ
ҲͼˣԲ㲻صģʱʱҲͺˡ
楹꣬أٲ졣
ҲյǰˣǸҪ𣿡
꣺õúܣǲ㺦ãŶһۣҿ˹ġ
楹꣺ˣʼҧˣߣһɧ
죺§ôʲôûôţ滵ˡ
ۣoӦҴǲǣ
̾밲ˣҪ󰢸ȥÿͷȥɡ
Ҳ˵ֺţָ˹ģ޵ﻹҶ֣ʵڷ˼
ֽӻˣǱĲǣ㲻Ҫˡ
楹ЦţҪ没ˣأ
õɸŶӵſվţ㣬Ͻ楹á
Сͳȥˣٻطڳɹݼҵ㡣صЦ⡣
õɵͷߡ
楹ЦЦܺáҲͷͬš
ɶ뿪ˣȸˣţõɣõȥæɡõɵͷ
شöӣȲȣݵã֪ʲô𣿡
شĶͷ϶Ǻҡͷ֪§̫ˡ
Цţ±˰͵ѽ
ůˣŸ첲ңĺӣǴˡ
شݸţЦţ֪ڸʲô
Ҳףװʹװ˵˭ѧôαأ
شӻѧá
ۣҴ㣬ʲôʱģָţŮ˽ġЦţˣƨ֪
ŵͷеˡ
Ӧţõģ㲻ţ楹ҲŵġվҲܻסߣȥţȻȥá
楹ˣһţָм㡣
楹Ըʢ࣬Ҫͷ񰮣ʵԱֻر
楹סˣɵ̫ˣ̫ˣҪ㣬ʢʲô£
ˣĨ᣺ޣⶼ檸ġ
楹ͰЦţһֱõɶ֣ǲ֣ûȰʵ̫ˡ
Цˣ˵Ҫģ׺ءţ檿̫壬ո𣿡
楹ͷļˣģˣһ㣬ָˡ
ţǣĹĵģʺɫ൱ѿָǱܲá


560 Ҳʧ

楹мؿ꣬ģ̫ˣһӾͻҪˡ
ͷСشСڻʺָˡ
楹ץ֣˳ݵ񣺡ǣָĿɳڷˣл㡣
ǫţ̵ĺãûĽϲ檵Ľ졣
楹ָӿɽ̣ͬӦأȴޱشû˵һգܲʱҲһ̡
ˮԸΪһ̸СõֱӶСְɣ
楹ҡͷɣʱС룬ոΪʲô׷أ
룺û֤ݰɣ
楹͵ڵ㡣ǹⰴ²ᣬиΪóˣļʵڵץѱ
꾪ȵ죺ǰ˵̫ˣ޶ˡߺ޵ֲþﲻԣô׷أԭˣ̫ɶ˰ɣ
楹ˣͲܼʱܣõء
ͷǣԭ̫ģеˣǽôأ
楹˼һ£øôأ
ӦţȥɣôʲôС
楹ֵţɵ֪ˣֻһ¶棬ԵҺܰͽƵģ̫
ͷǡǣﲻģ˭֪û˼ţǸôأҪָ㡣
楹ţɣʲôȫķӣȻ
ͷԥţָҪҲӦˣ⡭
楹Цţãȥû˵ꡣ
иæˣء
楹Ŷͷˣôˡ꣺㻹ô˵ɣһϴϴ£㿴Σ
΢΢죺лл뼫˻ϣΪﰮ⡣
楹֣ġŰɡ
űˣ楹ʳʣƼˡֳŸ첲Ŷͷѽ벻ӣôˣ
ȰţƽģֵܲҪˣҲˡ
楹صͷոշǼٵģȴܲ𴩣»ܲİѿСƵҲòõˣҲܼ벻ѽ......
жԸ˰õɾԲƫôеؼָȦˣܼġ
楹ȭͷƵģƵҲܲ벻ѽ......
룺ūеͷ
楹͵̧ͷе֣ҵĺܣ˵˵
мܲȫոյ£Ҳ⣬Ȱ˵oˣɼoɵ֪ܲƭȻᱻƭһٸʲôأԣΪƭ㡣
мõ뵽һū֪Ĺ󣬾ܻסҲǸģֻǴ̫࣬㱻ѹˡ
мǶ֪˴˵£ͭoаū澾ܲһõ̥ǳ㡣Ļ˵ãǷ·
楹ͷеͷ......õɣɱ......Ҳʧ꣬ܣֻܲ......
нӻū澾Ǿ˼ֽo׵ֵģˮһƾͳˡ
楹Ŷͷͷ......ҪԸҪУôûˡе֣룬ʵҵĺܡ
мū澾ܲҲżѪԵϵһû蹻ءǲαһϸoͱָܲȡЦխoˡ
мﲻصĭo٣仰ܻסˣȻͬʱѳȥõɣٳƱݺo͸ˣָˡ
楹ϣѽͷۣҵĺ......
Űҩˣаһۣôô
ŬŬ죬ˣհ
楹ӹҩȥɡ
Ҳһۣߺߵȥˡ
楹ҩڣߵ㿴ôŶӲܲʲôŹ......ûĥңһҪţһҪţһûǽء
мū澸ղ˵ÿУʹo޿ֻܼȴʹܲľ͸ǿˡ
楹صͷˣɾǲҪ


561 

ţȷôˣ
楹վůˣӦţ㿴ŰɡӦš
õɵ˳ɹݣûп楹Ǹˣѹ
û˼˵΢΢һ£ֻˡ
Ÿشȥ̷ᣬתתҲͻˡ
һֱŵϢûеõɵκϢõû¡
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ҡͷģôŬġᷳı飺˵˶ٱˣʹĺӣҲɱǳġ
õɵͷܼˣԭ˵ѽ˵ĳһѽ......
Ļˣһõɣˡ˵˶ٴˣٰڳһӣ˶ġ
վ̧õɵЦ楹ѽ˵ô죿һ죬楹ͻ̿һ죬˵ɱ˵ıһٻ
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ջӣͷǲŹ楹ģҪֳʤˣһĿֻ꣬Ҫ͵ˡҡȥˣˡ
ջºˣϢūŸո̽Ϣ˵楹˭oӦһţǻתš
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ٸش·ӻͿˣǼ棬дѽ
һ£ҡͷܣϲŲᣬҪд㿴Ը
ͣ߻ʲôϵȻдҸء
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űʵȡЦأ
ţ͸ˣҲ楹ɣ
ŽӻȻǸ㣬ȴһ楹Ļ԰ɣԲ
ţأ
Ӧţ楹ӦǵĴ˰ɣֻ᲻꣬ǽô²ţֻĿԴˡ
ͷˣһоͺðˣôǶʧô
·ŷˣͷǣɡ˲˵ˡ
ڶ簲˶ڣ˵дŵ¡
ֻoӦѽ˵ϸдˣ𣿡
˶꣬һİ𣺡......ô֪Щˡ
ӣ¡£Ľ㣬㡣ֿ楹
ˣܲʢ裬һҲܿѽʲôġ
ʵϸдʲô𣿱ϾǶһݣǶʶʶĽı顣
楹ӻ˽ܻ˵ΪģǲҪˡ
ЦţҲoӦɡ
ۣҲûид𣿡
ŵͷûУǶһݡ
ֳˣ......һ仰ͿˣͨһϺͳ檻ͳȫϵһƬģ˼ˡ
ЦţЦӢЦû֦Ҳ
楹վ檸ˡ꣺ߣȥɡ
ӴۣأЦ㡣
͵̧ͷץסһ£˲һԵһ
ȸʱסһֱſ֣ʱˣ̣ӻȥɡ
ԸվֱӸ˵һƣ澣ǲ˵ã
ίūû˵
ӻ㲻Ҫԩ˵á
ֻӴһӶû򵽣Ҫըˣ˭˵ã
ЦţҪ𣿹ȥ楹ɣָġ


562 ˭

Ҫȸǰһȭۣ˼
öţֵô˵ȡЦңӰҺò𣿡
ͷԣҾòҡ
һһģֿ޲תˣţѽ˰ɣɣ
˻õţһɲס˽ţһƯתֳȥ
ֻţõɣܲİɣ˵ðɣ
õɴӵˣҲǰˣֵû˵ô˵أ
ҪˣҸѽ
õСû˵ΪʲôҪ˵أ̫ͨˣֲǲ֪ﶼˡ
겻֪˵ʲôתˣֳ嵽楹ˡ
ǻŭ𣬿楹涵ӣĪɢˡ
еôˣ
楹Ŷͷ......ҶԲס㣬ƭ......
꾪ȵܲдŵ𣿡
楹Ӧţ˵˵𣿡
ҡͷû˵ֻȡЦͣίˡ
楹վˣ˫Ҫˣβһ£˵楹ǰϥǡҡͷﲻɣܲѽܲѽ
楹ҭϥԾ¹ƣšзţˡ
˵ˣo˺ü޵£ɻػضܵϵĳ˵ﻰࡣ
мأӦŵģûаųɣʵڹⲻȥдšһҪ½ѾΪܵˣ......
ҡͷô᣿̧ͷ楹֪⣬̫ңΪܵ䣬ô᲻֪ôأмء
楹ɿ޵ģȴʵڹⲻȥǵܵôĳЦǸ............
꿴Уù÷ɡ̫ȫˣЦʲôùⲻȥģ
楹ˣվûҲҪѹˣȥɡ
楹ͷֹס᣺ܣ̫ˣֻǲ˼ͳ²ˡץס֣̫ˣ̫˼ɼҲ......
жؿˣͷף񰮡
楹Цˣɿ꣬ţô֪أ˵ȥ𣿡
ۣҡͷûаô
楹ıˣģ
һŸͷ֧˵ˣõɣ˵......
楹￩һ£жһۣЦȴסˡɱֲأô֪أһͨ裬Ϊ˭ѽ
ŵó˻ˣõɰɣΪʲôҪ˵ô......ˣָͷá
楹̾Ϣţû֪˭
סˣô......ǹ˳ָܲʲô
楹꣺ʲô
˺ŸͷΪôҵ£檿Ʋס
楹ָжһۣЦˣп˵ã˵ĻҪ
͵̧ͷԸˣǺҪûи׼ᶨı飺ֱõɶشСɣˡ
楹ͷѾˣֻǳ£ԥһЩҪлأ¶һţһ˵
ͷǣ̫ˣһֱǺǵģǾ͵űӦɡ
楹ǣѽʵǹƶˣ......ǰˡ
סˣӶ˶ϻۣ⣬ܾ......̫ɵˣΪʲôҪ
楹æȱô룬ȥ˵Уȥõһӵȥ˵üĵط
ӻ檸ȥ
楹꣺УӦһȥأ㼴ȥͷ
ҹ楹ûȥ͵ģҲû֪ͨõɸ£һȥˡ
ԷˣΪܣ֮ǰ˿Ըʱ֮ڣһûȥʬ
ͷҡͷģ˸ҵġ
楹ҡͷ̫ˣ㰲ĵŰɣҾŻˣָƫ㿴ðָˡͷЩ׳ȥˡ
Ȼһ£ʱȥˣ楹ûл
վţվסˣ˳ȥճ嵽⣬楹ʪ͸ػˡ


563 Ҳǰ֪һ

楹ǣѽʵǹƶˣ......ǰˡ
סˣӶ˶ϻۣ⣬ܾ......̫ɵˣΪʲôҪأ
楹æȱô룬ȥ˵Уõһӵȥ˵üĵط
ӻ檸ȥ
楹꣺УӦһȥأ㼴ȥ
ͷ
楹ӦţԣȥУȥҪۡӦš
ҹ楹ûȥ͵ģҲû֪ͨõɸ£һȥˡ
ԷˣΪܣ֮ǰ˿Ըʱ֮ڣһûȥʬ
ͷҡͷģ˸ҵġ
楹ҡͷ̫ˣ㰲ĵŰɣҾŻˣָƫ㿴ðָˡͷЩ׳ȥˡ
Ȼһ£ʱȥˣ楹ûл
վţվסˣ˳ȥճ嵽⣬楹ʪ͸ػˣһô
楹˫񣬿ڲԣмеﱻƽˮū澻ˮ......
ըˣҲ̫ˣø߻ȥ
ҡͷûõģ̫ڣû˭Ƶá
楹˵ˣصصһܡ
з楹صˣ˵֮楹㿪ʼβˡ
ڿϣץֲţҵԼĵط֮󣬵˺һᶼõȥʱ򣬴ԱߴܳһˣһӰƽˮ
楹žֵۣش˳һõģһ......Ǵųȥģû뵽ֱˣˣ̫Ϳˡ...
ͷһǡһǣﲻҪˣûˡæˣô졢ô졢ô......
楹Ծ֣ˣõһֱƭ㣬һǵģְæˡ
ˣߵ檸̫ˣôأȥɱõɰɡ
楹Ŷͷͷۡ...㲻Ҫ˽жһһ......
еϽԡ°ɣ˷ˡ
վˣǣҪϽϴˮ裬뷨ӡϴȥˡ
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һֱڵſվţšŸĴţˣæܹˡˣūŸӾ仰
ͷ˵ɣ
СոȥõɣƽˮoӦˣҪõɱ𡣡
Ӧһ£Цˣ֪ˣ³ɡ
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ȸţˣ˶š˵楹ûУ
ۣȻ̫ˣ˵Ͱˮȥ
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;ؿ֣ˣ˵ˣõһһ˵˽ᣬ浱֪ѽҲִĹֻ̫ϧˣһͳˣ˵ôأ
յð̣Ծûа취ֻԭץָŸ첲ҵţҵ......
Ҳһֱأתصˡ
ūҲɢˣʣһţûа취ˣת
楹ںҩˣ𱸵ôȥˣһ裬Ϊˡ
꼤ߵˣˮõˣô
楹ͷû֤ݾͲܶ
ȫˣǼٵģõ檿ʼǵȦˡ
ӣ檾һأҲѵͷ


564 ⲻǵ

楹ӣ¶ƵλҲԻˣοأ
վˣòУ̫ɶˣȫɱ⣬һ
楹Ŷͷ̾Ϣţζ룬ڸ룬ǲǵĶ֣Űɡ
ᶨ̵ḷ̵̌ľԲ̡ǰ˼楹ܲð죬õȴװúܣҪɱ
楹ӣѾֿˣˣôɱأ
ҡͷûгֿﻹеõɵģľĻķּ١
楹ͷ˵
ˮõɵ˽ԹлʺвָŵõɣֻҪͱĸƽȻһ
õɸͬ۲٣ǲѣΪģΪĺӡ˸ĺӣҲƵģֻûа취ֻһһ
ˣ檾ĻȫǼٵģٹںӵĵطʵ⡣ӲǵĹƣôԶУٶأҲ֮Ҫˡ
楹ͷʲô㣿
ԼȻƽˮУۿˮ
楹ҡͷ˵ˣټˡ
ᶨһġ
楹Ȥô
͵˵òѽٲԸܲҲԸԼˡ
楹ۣ΢΢죬֣̫ˣĺôϻۣʵڸˣ̫ˡݵ
ȻǫˣСǴǻۡ
楹ʵܲȫ𣿡
ּᶨһģԭĴ㣬ҪʵˣϸŰ㣿룺Σ
楹ͷЦţܺã̫ˣֻ˲ãǣϵӣʵ᲻㣬᲻á
жţҲ᲻ΪİΣԸһԡźţ檻ţõɶشС뵰أкװãΪϹ
楹ͷѽҲͿˣһ㣬˸ղŵֻ
ѹܿˣ̫թˣ޴
楹꣬Щˣûб÷᲻㡣
ѹίֲᣬζӡˣû˰ɣõķӡʱԼõθͷܲкٴʺ󡣡
楹ץ֣뵽ķ𣿡
ҡͷίˣûУͬھɡ
楹ҲˣüʵҹĿˣҾ͸벻ˡ
޵øˣֻһδԸ......
楹ϵҪܻŻ˵һԸһأҲ㡣
ˣ......
Ȱţ˾ŻûӦִޣʵء
楹ԾɿţҾ᲻
ˣ˵ϣͷ仰͹ˣĸԸ
楹ֻӣȥɣҷˣٺú룬ָȫķӵġ
ͷ檸ˣﱣء
Ȼˣ楹ųǻ......᲻ѽ......ſ
˵楹ˣŶͷ̾ţܲܳأ
нӻū澿δءϣoɱõɣܲϣõɱ˭o˭ܲǸ˵ġ
мܲܰѿõɵӣȴƲסģ֪ôáԼõɵӹȥȴõɭoȥ˭Ҳ
мˣõĴͬھ˭ˡū澵Ĺ۲ܲһõɵĵ͵Ϊ˴̼
楹ͷ˵úǣõӦ¶ӱĸˣܲҲһᱣġֻôûˣʵڲԸеġЩˡ
Ҫū澿ԽԽˡʺܲûТµ¸߻ϣⲻǵ磬ϲĥˣ湻˲
мһһΪѹģ񲡣ҪǿסķˣҲ͵óˡ
мҿˣֻЩƣ룬ûõһָܲΪ֪ʱ̻̿ţֻ̿ĥǣ˾ֲˡ
м׵ģҪǲ׵ĻͲǰӲˡ


565 ֻܵ

мˣͲҪ£ҪõɣҪΪǾԲ˵ãǻʲôأ
楹ЦˣЩ̧ͷУ㿴ú͸ҲȻףֻҿӦˡ
ЦţﰡأֻҪı棬ͲǻʲôӦ˵ģ
楹ЦˣҵȻı棬Ҳᡣ
ţӦţⲻͳˣҪˡ
楹е֣һȻһЩȴҪŲ֮󣬾ͻȫȻˡ
楹ɿеֻ֣ǣõվǸ
ӦţȻֻѰ졣ĺûˣûüֵˣֱӴҲûˡ
楹ͷְˣ߶ţꡭ꣬ҲҪ̼ܲ
ӦţõһҲģū澾Ầ꣬ǵô죬ū澾Ϳ͸ˡ
楹ϸϸţһ׼ҲһҪ׼ãҪܲס㡣
бʵūȥƫ֪ͨˣ
楹ͷȥɡ룬ֵˣȥˣȥ԰ɣ˵ֲٲ̫
Ӧţˣһ仰ˡȸһۣ㿴ֺӣִ򡣡
Цţϻˣˡ
ȸʵôĻ
˼ţõǱ븰Լģֻͦӣôܰ⵹أ
ȸСαط⵹һ²Ǹã
˶һۣЦţѣΪģǶиԵС˼һӣʱˣЪϢˡױǰˣõɵĺϾˣи˽ˡ˵ˡ
˵ڶʱǻϡʺ˯ʱ̣ףҲǹǱ˯ʱ̡
궥˹ˣյ֮Լȴһ㶼£̹Ȼ
Щţū澿ɲˮʱȲ
˵һۣͦӣһܱȥơ
ͷһЦˣƽﶼǴôʣһˣָڵطҵˮˡ
˴ʳУűϣռˡ
һˣõɻδˣ̰ı
һӣ˵ˣõˡ
ͷãСĳŴǳţǵط١
Ӧţ˵õﵽˡ
߳ӭõɣ񣺡õ㰲
õɹޣŵ˴ȵôôˣ
ӣϵٺأҲ𱰣ɡ
õɽ˴ִԶţֻѲߵ̫࣬ûˡ
ẉ̂úóŴˣϣͷ졣
õѾˣڳϣЦţ㻹ûкңҾԸˣ̫Ҫˡ
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õɵͷȻ㣬Ҳֻ㣬ֻǲĵӰˡ
ۣһֻֻ֣ܵӣộôƫ㵱أ˵мֵѽ
ţҲܣֻҪɱ㣬͸ˣͻˡ
õţ㿴֪ɱңΪʲôأ
ӻܲ£ͲôĺأҵֲǸã
õЦţͦŸӣȷɲǰˣͻᱻʺ楹סġ
һ£֤أ˭ҺˣԸŻûվȣʲô£
õҡͷˣҲˣҪ˭𣿸ҪʺҪκɵģøҪ
Щˣ죬ﻨҲˡţ̣㻮
õɼҶ˵û󲿷ֶʵڵ˶Ǽڣ㲻ò𣿡


566 ɶöԷûа취

õɼ楹Ǵ̼ãǴ̼楹ʲô᲻ãá㺦˻ã㣿ⱲҲˡ
һ̷ᣬЩҡˣˣ......
õɼҶһֱ滰زˣҪΪԸˣ˵ָʹˡ
ع˵ϵ涼ţôأͷŪˡ
õɼûŪ㣬һжǼٵģǲľ֣ȥҪһͬȥ
Цˣ֪ǼٵѽˣҾҪɱ㡣
õҡͷ楹ϸûˮû⼤㣬޼ҡ
겻ЦˣЩԾõɼָãѾˣܲҹˡңһҪɱ㣬ֻҪˣͷŹˡ
õɼû㣬ɱˣɱĽڡһлĻᣬûˣôŶһ˫񡣡
סˣӦ˵˵ʲô⿴ţ㡣
õɲûк˵˵㲻Űɣϸ룬һɵ˶ûˣ㲻ÿϧ𣿡
ͷţȻ򣺡أһ͸ˣǿɲУһûѹˡ
õЦţѽΪǲùҲ
ַˣõɼܼãҵҾͼ楹塣
õɼ˴˶мɵԹޣɶöԷûа취Ϊ˴̼楹ָң楹Ϊ˴̼ãָ㣬ȫˡ
õɼǶǣֲԸӣֻȥǡã楹˵˰ɣ
̧ͷͷˣˣ˵ĻЩˣȻãҪһȥû취ѽ
õûµģûһ죬楹ͻһ죬˿ָ
ͷˣûˣֻѹסţô˵ǶúõĳȥеģһҪһġ
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һ£ĸˣˣָĺӣ
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ҪˣҲǿˣû޹㣬ֻɼ
õɼʺαϲҵĺӣŷĴĥ㣬ڴĥˡ
ѹõ˸ǰ򿪸ӣһҩ
꿴ľսɱģ˭ֱ֪Ūסˣѽ
õɵͷ˱ӣҩʺþ͸ˡᣬҩˡ
һһģǶ̥ҩҲɱˣô......
õɺҩ˱ӣЦţġͷŶӣ߰ɣ߰ɣһá
꼱ץˣô죿
õЦţҪģԼȵãκ˶޹ءͷԱ߿˿ûﲻ𣿡
ҡͷûа......˳õɵָȥãһһˡ
ȵˮ......⴬©ˮ©ˮ......ֲֻʣһˣԭˣָɵá
ҩѾʼˣõüϣۣ֪©ˮͲҩˡ
국ˣų˴񣺡̣ҡˣ⴬©ˮˣûԾ𣿡
ֵ̾©ˮˣǲһأô죿
ŽţҪˣҪˣô죬Ҫˡ
ִĴţˮģ尶ϵصطǺĵ̨ҡẉ̂죬̨ȥ
Ųˣվţ£ô㣿㻮
Ĩˣū澺£ûˣū澲
õɴ˵ˣˣ㲻Ҫ£⴬ֻѿһСһʱûµġϽǻϣ
˵һ£ûõĶס˽Ҳѽ
õɽӻһᣬֻҲˣҪ......ţ̣һѣֲˣڸҵҩ²࡭...ˣҲ......
˴գ۴ţöˮöѪõ˺öѪ......
껮˴ţ̣ӶסǸѷ죬Ҫ£ܲ׽Ūˣ˵ġ
һ߻һȻˣȴûг̨ȥԭ·ء


567 еʴĵ

ֻţĸͷֻҪܿС
ֺţöѪ......öѪ......
껮һӾ۵ôˣĴţɻǿӰ
Ҫˣĵģָĵģб¾οøСŻˡ
õ˵ˣˣˣǸ......Ѿ......
궶һ£Ǵ˭˵ǺˣҾͲԸ⡣
õ˵ˣ̣ãӽˮɡ
ӦţѪˣɾˣûˡ
ֻһžõ˺ѷεغѽǻѽ......
ֽŻˣҲˣ˵ĺ˭Ҫģá
ߺ޵޵ԽˣʺûôģָǸʹģָĶӵķͷҵĺ......һҪŪشǸС顣
޵飬ؿԶҴʻˡŸ첲ȫ̬ˣأأأŴ߶ţ̫ˣҲһġ
õɱţ楹ãܷ壿
Ӧţ̫Զˣҿ
õЦţԸ楹Ҿ......û˵ꡣ
갥һҰ¸ˣôã㡢......ôأ
һһ⣬õɿˣţһɣҵĺӶûˣһɡ
Ҫץˣѽɹҵģô......ô죿
õɼţҪɱң͸ˣһɣŹҰ......ȫ嶼ʺɱˣʲôûˡ
زˣ֪һ㣬߹ҵģĻ......Ҳֵϧ
õţŹҰɣһ㱨õġ
ĴԽԽˣһ⣺ѽͥǻʺˡɿ˽ССУҪ㶪ˮûˡ
ƿӣѪˮϣѾһˡõɵ°ѪˮɫҰףѪȫޡ
궶һ£޴½ˣϽӡֻˣͥɱҵİɣɡּˡ
õҲߵʲôûˣһɣһ㱨õġ
̾Ϣţÿֻ......ֻ......ҲΪѽ̧ͷ˿Ĵͥɱҵ𣿡
żˣǣֶһקӣõɣͥǰˣҰӽˮָġͲˣҲȫ԰ɣ
õɿЦţ÷ӣĺ÷ӣֻǻ˵һġ
ͷĻģĺûˣûвˡţ̣õϳˮ죡
ֹţ죬ˣϳٸһ˴εø졣
ͥȻˣţoӦ֣ͣūǷʺ֮......ûꡣ
˻ȥÿʱ򣬺˻øûôõ¡
ͥĴ棬һԶԶغţoõɶˮϽˮ
￩һ£ϣеоˡ
̼õɵĸ첲ϳֵؿ꣺ū澺£ô죿
õɱ۲ָ֨ԣֻιȥˣء
ֺͥʺּܲoӦ......
ͥû꣬Ͱõƽˮҧ촽ţұеʴĵģ˭֪ռˣαܳȫǣܡ
ͥǰˣţ죬ȥõ˭Ҫ˭ʮӡūǶˮ
ˣͥûǺʧɣ
ͥЦţūʧʲô˶ءϴɣūϰ
վŲȥûҶˣʺټٴȱˡ
ͥ˵Ҫɾ죬СūŵצӲۣһ¡Цˣ˯أ֪Щ£ʵڹֲͷϡ
̫ѾõɾȵˣеĴҲϹˣĴ
˶õɣ̫Ƕˣͥţûˣȥȥ
õǺһ£˼ͥ˼ˣ˻ţžͺãžͺá˵Уŷȥ㵴ˡ
е֣μˣùã̫ܡҪˣҵĴֽţˣҲûˣ˺öѪҲ˰ɡ
зԸ˻Цţܣû¾ͺãͿˡ


568 κ޹

м͵ū澱һģȴʵû뵽ĴˣҲˡ
ߺ޵ùòòˣ˻ʺûȨίˣû뵽......û뵽ɱңû뵽......
Цţڿ˰ɣ
ͷˣ׿ˡˣ˵ˡ
楹ڰߵţͤţֻС
ͥϰˣ楹񣺡򰲣һаãõͭo¡
楹Ŀбӣҡӣ֪ˣɡ
ֵͥõĺûˡ
楹ԾɿԶ֪ˣɣȥʺ󱨸Ϣ
ͥվԶԶعˣǧܲ򰲡
Цţ˯ѣɢɢߵǰˣ楹ɣҲѽ
楹ǰõסߣЦţʲôأ
楹ջԶĿ⣬õɵĺûˣҲţ˰ɣ
ͥˣЦˣȻˡ
楹ҲЦˣҲأææȥæһ
ִԶ˿ڵ֣oӦıãﲻôǰæһ
楹û£㿴˭ˣû˿
Цţ˵ò㣬õɻأ˵˭Ҿɱ˭
楹һ£ֻػţɱɣʲôϵ
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ͥ˵û󰭣ǺЩˮѾˡ
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зͷеõС¸޹أǧҪϡ
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楹ˣ˭Ūģǡһֶ棬ǹ߻ˡ
ţô㣿ͼģˡ
õɵͤˣҲͷˣ˻δȵܲҪģֱǵˣ̤ʵһ죬ʲô˼Ҳʹѽǰˡ
ЦţţڵĲ
굽˸ǰͲҺˣֻõۡõڵţ̧ͷ˵ˣǴԸ𣿡
ͷȻһ˭Цţѽ
õɵͷûˣȻˣ˰ɣˣ˵һ𣿡
ֵͷǰҲͥȥ𣿼ʹӣǴһʱҲġ
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ӵֺͣˣòˣõɣĺӲǭoӦ𣿡
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õԾɲˣưˣл˵ͷģɴ㣡
õ˵ˣλĻ檺ӵͭoӦ޹أκ޹أǳԸġ
楹ӵһܲʧѽ
Ƶı飺ʧˣõɻĻţ͹ˡͷõɣȥɣѾ㱸ҩҩϢգˡ
õȥˣֿ楹㲻֪Ӵ˿̿ʼҾҪҵĳŵˡһõɹõһһƽһͷ
楹ͷãԸŵԻʵ֡վСİŪˣoӦҼһ¡
ӣ楹ͷˣѲĺںͷء
ͷҸЦţܵΣǰ̷ңԹ޻ڣ֮¡
վ֣ùùҳϵĹ
ػ楹ЦţԼԼУ˯˯˰ɣһӣ˲õ£Ҫúõؿο
˲楹ȥ룬ûˣָء
˶ţ楹ȿһȥˣ˵ʲôҪ˵Ҫõɰɣʲôأ
楹ֿҡͷĶҲҪ㻻ֿһ꣺߰ɣǻȥɡ
ʵһȥ㲻ȥȥ˵㻵
楹תӦţȥˣҲȥ·ˣ㰮˵ʲô˵ʲôҲںˡ


569 ɻ˰ô

楹תˣ߶ţ𣬾£ѡҪʼˣҪˡֻͷһۣˡ
ĹĵˣҡӣõɣְһȴɱҪ˵꺦ģҼܴ̾꣬˽ˡ
òãȸǲĿһ˰ɣոտҵһҪҵӡ룺ӻʺŲߣסƤӵ졣
οţģϾոʧ˺ӣŭġգѹʱԸѾ޼ֵˣһöûˡ
һӾֺˣΪΪ楹ɣ̫ˣǲ˵һڷˡ
ȸӦţָġ
վߣȥ߻һɡ̾ϢţҲƭϣվƭ......û˵ꡣ
ȸǸ£ûʺȥ˵ɡЩ飬Щֻڵۺ֪ҲֻС
˿ȸͷǣԲ˳Բ˳²ɡڵóҲֻǳϺͻʺһӣֻҪ⣬һб㰲ˡ
ͤӣƵţһû˵
ȸţʲôأҪˣϲϵġ
ЦˣСѣпΪѹ꣬ôأ˵ҪˣһΪ𣿡
ȸҲˣõǻˣ֪ôԻoӦأȻ;Ȳˡ
飬Щˣ߶ţ֪Ͷ伸ˣ伸ˡͲ꣬Ҫʲôɡ
楹һҴúõģһͱ
ҲǳʶȤֱӹ檺Ϳܣˡ
楹ø첲ŶͷŬѹŻܲȥһˣҪǽң֮ǰһȴ㡣
ҡͷģ......
楹ߺ޼ˣ㲻ҪõɵĹƫţں˰ɣҿɱ㺦ˡ
ͷί©ˮˣ檻ûΪȥشֻˡ...
楹̾ϢţѽʵǴʹ졣
һͬУίˣأ檺ˣһ
楹ӣɡ꣺õɱģһ죬ľһ죬úɡ
ͷˡЪϢɣȸˡֻŽŵȥˡ
˵˰ɣܲĲ߻ϣҡ
楹ͷЦˣҳ׿ˡ»ģҲ֪ϲΪɱңҲõɻ꣬ȴʲôû
мܲһȥooܲԵʡoʩѹȥ󰢸ɣū澵ٲˡ
һۣ楹ֵͷҲҪˣֻ̫ѣ뷨ӡ˵ˡ
õɻ˻ãµߵʺǰˣʺ檵ĺûˡ
ŵͷ֪ˡӣ֪ʲôζ˰ɣƽˣҲẦˡˣ㻹ϲĻᣬȴԶûˡ
õҲˣ檶ַ֣ٲˡ
ŵͷҲƽĴ㣬ֻҪϻԸ㣬ֻҪ㻹ϲĺӡ
õɿͷлҲˣֻԸƹŷ˴˲
ֵͷԸɣȥɡ𽣺õȥˡ
㶵ţãˣ˵ԸĸԸȵҩǾͲҪκεΡ
̾ˣˡһ㶼ѹЩģֻԻϡ
ۣʲô㣬Ҫõɸϲʱʹ
Ŵһ£ͷˣô˵
ЦţһҲ御ˡ
űʵû°ɣ
ˣɻҵģõˣС˼ˡ
ŵͷôˣͨûУ
ҡͷֻ֪ˣŻ֪ɣ
Ӧţȵͨˡվûˣȥ߻һ
ֳסţõŲ߰ɡ
ŵͷӰɣǷˡʯףתʵ˵ɻ˰ô죿
һ£ЦţҲƵġ
ŵͷ˵Ǻܺáȥˡ


570 дµ

ˬõɵʱһ䣬˵Ůѡˣʵüˡ
Ӵ⹬밲˶ģƵġ
űţֻ˵ûعѡģֻǻϲ뿪԰ӣȥ粴԰ӭ͵
Ӧţǣ֪ˡ
̾Ϣţ٣Ҳϡ٣òѡ......û˵ꡣ
楹ӻ˵ֻˣʣΪʲôأ˿õɣ˰ɣ
Ӧţ㿴õɸʲôӦʡ
õӻǳԸСģֲκˡ
楹죬˵Ѿѡŵˣ㰲˼ˣ
楹ӣ֪ƫ
ŵͷãԸѡֿˣڽòѹãҲɰŹأһһ޵ġֻӣ¶ȥɡ
һֱû˵ŷӦ
楹Цţʲôأ
ӣθɣ楹ͷȥˡ
ţůȥˣ㿴ӣŮָжźŵˡ
źȿڲ裬ͷУָƯڱصõļơ
ʵô죿
ҡͷЦˣ֪Ҫ濴ˣȻ
ͷû취ˣҪٶ༸İ֣Ҫˡ
ӦţҲûѡ˭ҪѡˣܲϸһС
ֵͷ˵ǣҪѡˣ֪˭˵ˡ
ѡӱ˵ˣŮεΡ粴԰ӭ͵ӿˡ
ŮѾλֻۺȥѡˡű̷һȥ˭֪и̷ۣ
˵̷ڳΨΨŵŵģǰϯѾȥΪ¡
ֻµϣӢĹʹѾۣͬĹʹջҶ衣ҪһΪ׼ݳǾ̣Ϊ⳥йء޺š̴񸦵һʧΪǲƽ󳼽Լ̸......
̷Ҷ衵ۣʵڿȥֻŴ
˵꣬Ӷȥˣᷳı飺֪ˣӢǰȱǸô죿
ź˵ˣϣӢںһˣһƽ˾˵һоҶ˵Ŀ֮Удµġ
̷Ŷͷǹ߻ıϲǣݵΣ
¼ϣҶۿӢĸոѹӡȹİ壬Ϊ˺ľǮƣ෢ˡ޼ǱزҴ󶯸ɸ꣬թЩʲô
̷ӻûӱĴѹΣԾɶϾ̣ܾͨһ󣬵ԸһжҶ֮С
ã̷ˣůߺߵޱӢķˣЦˣѡʱˣõˡ
վ̷ỻѣΪ²ͣһʲô
̷ЦţۣЩֵ⣬Ҳʱ
̷ỻѣ˾͸Ͻӭ͵ˣ·ԶֵһЩʱ䡣
ŮǾҪˣǻϲصģҵȣǵȲϣּ϶ŶӣЩι״ˡ߿ޡ߱ԹߺҪȥ
ʷƽһǱԹɵˣɤӺţʼصأǾҿޣֵģ
ĺûһã޵ԽˣӺˡţ˭޴˭죬죬죡
С̫æܹܣⶼǧ𣬿ɲҴġ
ʷƽҪˣæϾˣʲôÿ޵ģ֣ñ˭޾ͳ˭ûá
ȻŮεˣС̫˵ܹܣǱ
ŮɿޡԹţʷƽŷҵĹǣˣˣҪ......öţ˭ٿޣٿ޾ȥμӵѡ
˻һذЦˣޣޣѽ޳ɸͲÿˡˣʲôÿ޵ѽ
ʷƽҲ͸һ£һλŮ˳˭ѽ㣿˵ѡͲѡƾʲôģ
ʷƽһ£Žţϣ㣬ļҵŮôĵӣ
Ůųֿ˵ļҵŮ˭ѽ㣿ҳȥԿ
ʷƽֱһ£ָͷ............
غ޵ϡʺݵ......
ʷƽһ飬ͨһǣˣ......
ŮǸϽݣѾˣ̷Ѿˡ
˶ͷֱӻϺͻʺ̷űؿŮ


571 㽫ѡȥƽս

ȻԼ˶һۣŵͷʷƽŮˣô£
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ЦţأҲһᣬλ¡
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ʷƽ֪ոж......û˵ꡣ
̷ʷƽŵ˵ϣţūŶ졣
ŻŮ̧ͷЦˣƯţʲô
ŮӦţŮ١ϡ
Цˣ١ϰ̷ָһۣΪٶ𣿳ԡ
١ӦţǣǣǳŮãǳŮ
ż׷ţ㻹ûгԣҪˣ
١ϿͷˣʺкЩ˸˼켸ҹ·Ĺǣûãֿոã㷢ɧ
ŵͷֿ˿̷᣺㻹лҪ˵
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޵קʷƽ㻹Ÿʲôȥҹ
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Цţϲѽǳʲô
̷һߺߵӣ˵ˣһ˵ģţ١㰲ŵİɣ
һ£̷æЦˣ§ţϣ˵ˣ㲻ҪġСô죬Ҽ......
̷ɿţֶţŵ˶ûأͻȥѡû󰭵ġ
̷ҡͷããŮֱɣ޵ûطˡ
̷ϣ治ǳ檰ŵģҲû뵽˵Ļ
̷Цţ֪֪㲻޵ڳģھޡ
ŵͷ룺̫ˣҲֻдһӣһҪ˵ġɣŮЩ֪֪׵ģȻĸֱͽΣ
̷ͷãֻ......û˵ꡣ
ЦţģòԲвģҡ
̷ݸһЦ˲ˣ޻ûڣ֪Ҫʲôˡ
űʵҪѡأ
̷Ӧţ㿴Űɣѡһɣǰ󹬣Һһ¡
̷֣ϣ檿Ůʲ١ϣѡ𣿡
̷ͷԣģֻѽ......żϣӦҲðɣ
ֵֻ֪ۣǻϣҪ......
̷סŵ죺ͷΡɿˡ
Ÿæ˵ˣ˵......
楹ŵѡĺϢпοﰲģ˳˰ŵŮ׽ˣôŶѡһġ
楹ͷʺ£һ˹ţΪˡ
ˣ˵ӣ楹Щƣôˣ
ҪˣǰϢ˵һŮָϳŮɫûϲѡˣȡѡ㡣
ֱӸһƣ˵ʲôﲻҪ˵


572 ŮԳ

楹ûзֳŸ첲Ŷͷʵ𣿡
ͷ......
楹ӣȥɣעӣѡˣѡˣĵš
о⾫İŵ˶״ˣǲǻʺù
楹ҡͷû˵ǵָ𣿻ʺôûɨأӦò죬үҪңϾȻֱӲѡ......
楹˵ЦˣͷҲˣҲˡϲˣָѡģֻǽѳܷˡ
нŻҲЦˣǣûˣϰͲöҼءǰŵ֮ˡ
楹ͷţǰȥţϻӦûɡ
Цţʺ󿴵ٽҪʲô
楹˼ţȻѡˣǾø˳Ű׸ϣֻҪܽͶһġЦˡ
Ż˻ã￴شһôҲǾȼˡ
ţ˭ҵŮ
źȿڲ裬Ӧţ١ϣͥȥŵˣҪٵһᡣ
Цţⲻ㰲ŵİɣҲǰһ
һڲһ˳Ҳʣһ𣿡
ҡͷҿܻᣬŲءͷţŮԳ١
źô
Цţ⹷죬Ҫôÿ죬Ҫôþãûɱɲǻþã
ŵͷ˵ҺϲϴӦˡ
Цˣҡͷãﲻ̹ɣ
Ҳˣһ㣬ֻˣŲŻϡ
˾һ£ͥܽˣţ˲ˣ˲......
ţʲô
ͥˣˣūʧˣˡ
űʵһôˣ
ӻҲ²£ָ١ϳס
ͥͷǳסţŮ죬һ١ѡԣ֮Ů......û˵ꡣ
ЦˣףȻ١ͼһ
ţ棿
ͥͷģġ͵ūҲ˵Т»ʺТܲʻʺֶŮȵТɻʺֶŮһˣһˡ
ţТ»ʺʥ濵ĸɣ
ЦţĸТܲʻʺʥĵλʺ󣬻quݻʹǶһˡ
ͷǲףҲһҲȲϡѹˡ
ҲͷǴڵϵҲȲϡͥȥʷƽڸּԺ󣬲ػظˣֱȥ١Ѹּ빬ͥȥˡ
ͷŻôˣ
̧ͷôͷҪ楹ô죿
ŵͷˣֻôˣ
̧ͷЦţһûôԶأֻǾûϸǰҪˣʲôʱܶͷ
ˣϡʺǰô˵ӦòǴķǻսģΪŻһͲ˵ˡ
˶ţӻͺˣֻҪͲ楹ʵֻѡ١𣿡
Цţ楹𣿡
Ӧţˣһöźֱ׸ϣǾסˡ
ֵ⼸»Ͽȥܰȣʵһֱ̣Ըǰս°ȣҲͳŹȥˡ
ͷԸɡ˵ˡ
...
֮Ǹɵ죬̷ỹڳ˯֮УԤۣݱֵϢŵôϵ
һĶ˵̧ž壬ɻûʱŶȥ
̫֪ˣһ˴һˣһһڴ˾̡
Ҳھ̣ոױСŮˣŹ˵ǰмۣǶڹء
ӣһӣ⻹......վããָ......ȥ
ֻˣֱ߳˵⡣
޵¸Ͻͷūʧˡ
ûֱӷԸͷ̻𴲣ȥ˴򿪴ţôȥţʱϾ͵
޵ͷããūȥ̧Ⱦܡ
˵򴲱ߣƿӣ˭̷֪Ѿˡ
̷ػţʲôˣ
ţ񣬻𴲡æˡ
վţҡͷ檲֪ȥɡ
̷ҡͷܲȥ𣿡
Ҳҡͷܡ
̷ᳯţۣ߶ţܣ......


573 ӢѾ˹

̷֣ϣ𴲰ɣӱܲˡ
̷ۣЦˣã𴲡
ܿ죬̷ʰˣҲˡ˽Σƿӻ࿴ţĸо
ǿЦȥɡ
̷ͷôƵģ
𱸵񣺡ϲ˵Ҫȴˣߡ
̷˽˵ȴҪˡ
һ£Ӧţãһġ޵µͷ
޵±㺰ţ......ˡ
תͿˣȸæοֻȥôˣ
û˵ʲôȥˡ
̷ʮһʮգӢռ˹ݹɽŵ̨ʮңʿǧˣ˹ݳǣ
̷ʮһ¶ʮһգ̴ܶͨҶ衱Ӣ²Ӣľ
̷³ţҶ衱ӢѺӡȣº󣬿ڼӶ̨
ҶڼΪ䡯ʱϷܶս͡أߡ
̷Թݷһһ֪Ҷ衱ǰһ죬յӣԾֱһоƿ֮С
Ҷ衱ĵ죬㶫Ѳع󡢹ݽ¿˵ګԱྩǣҶ衣˹ݱֵʵ
ʮ۲͵̷У˿̾ݱʮ졣
̷ᵽǶԺĵϣ˽Σ̧ͷ˿ĴҶŸ첲ڰ˵
ǻæ̷޵°ѹݱֵӵݸ
ӣϸϸؿţվһĲ˼顣
̷ֻһ˦ĿɿڴƵţ޾д·δ뵽......Ҷ衲˵һ̫ƽʵ죬ʵ죡
ڴ󳼶˵ϣͬӦܣϢŭѽ......
̷˱ָֻۣˣ·;ңԶعѱ֡Ҷ衻ѱ飬Ǵ³иҲͿǶǾҷ
ڴָϽͷֻµϢŭ֮ǰ֮ŭϣ־ʦ漱
̷ͷ֪ǶɡЦţôأ
źӦ˷¼Ҷʵ̫ƽѱ飻ҹԴΪɱξģʹоԲöᡣϸü̸ְ
̷ͷѾӢľвˣﲻְҪˡ
̷̾Ҷ衸ã˼ߣȲܼԦˣҲܼţ´˹壬ʵʹ......̴ְ֮ܶͨߪ......˭أ
źӦȾټǰĴܶڸѧʿں
̷ͷãعܶںȥݸΡʵȻأ
ּҶ衰һᡢԵǼˣŵǴ󶯸ɸꡣع϶ջύ̸˳ݣָֻ̽ͨˡ
̷ʵ˷УԾɲ˳ǣɲⱲأ
ذ̷ЦֻеǴ֮ս......ɸΪ֮ο޻ɸ......
ڴֹһƬ̷ǸϽ·ּɣðعԾȣԻָ̣ͨܺǩڴּ

ã̷ˣʧǣ淽
źվڵſڵأ̹ˣæǰӭӡ
ͣȣ̷ȴٳٲűҿ˽ػţϣˡ
̷Цˣţ˵ʺ󣬴Ҫ޵......ӢѾ˹ݣ......
ӣ̷˸첲ϣɣûµģһ뵽취ġ
̷ῴˣȻȥòãһ......û˵ꡣ
ŸæӦţúúãЪϢɣ¾ͽг檡ˡ
Ťͷ̷һۣţ......
˽ӣ˾̣ˣˣˣ㿴ϵӣû־
ôˣ˵Ļ
˦ţ㿴ϵɫ㲻ѽ˦һ£ȸæš
̧žˣһһ߿ޣô죿˵ô죿
׷ţ߶ţҪйľѽһžͳŹȥˡ
վˣ᣺һ̸ǲǸλã֪ĸأһζĸֻ
˶ţⲻǸ𣿡
֣㲻ҪżûȻ˵ɡ


574 ֱӹҸӿŰ

ʵڵȲգܵø̷Ỻһʱ䣬ȵȵ硣
Ϊ̷һ㶼ģȴûС
סˣҪȥ̷ᣬȸˣָٵȵȰɡ
һֻѾżȥȥȥֲԸջǻů̾ϢţѹյһݣǺã
ȸ̾Ϣţûа취ѽǰôĴ󳼣ǻϽġ
̾ΣĲҽ
ٿգ̷ûдκɣҲҹȥֻűشȥΣҲֻߡ
ﲻ󳨿죬òˣȴҲʲô˵
Ǹգ밲ֶˣȴһЩʧ̬
楹ûĿλӣվˣûб÷Ը檾͸ˡ
ӻ£ûءһꡣ
곯ŬŬ죬Żӣٵһ£ȵ楹
Żͥˣš楹ˣ......û˵ꡣ
ŵͷ֪ˣɡ
˲ԣܿ죬楹һİŮӽˣ˲䶼ˡ
楹ȸһۣ⼫ˣֶ񣺡򰲣ǳ檵ĹŮϣϳͷ⡮Ӧ;ӻݣֺšӻ
һ楹ǰкĴ괺ӻΪѽ
ӦŴ񣬽εε檸ʺ밲ǧ𰲡ֶһ£檸ܲ밲Ｊ顣˵վ
楹𱸵ãûء
Ӧһϡֹת޹Ĵۣ檳էʶ檵֪
Цţʺأʲôɡ
Ӧͷлˣˡ
ŽӻȻ˹˹ɣҪع棬Ժ
Ӧͷ檼ˡ
˫ãȻؿӦŤŤ֫ϴǵĽЩˡ
ȡЦ˼̬˴ͬģѾˡ
걻һ£Ӧסһ⻰̭ˣĴҹ㡣ֻǱһЩһЩһЩϸ檸߻ȥ
ҲˣȥɣϽȥϽȥ
楹ЦˣܲЩˣţûб£檾ͻȥˡ
ŵͷȥɡܲ˵ӦҲǻײúý̹̽ء
ӦҲֶаȵˡ
Ҳվ楹߹͵ûƵģˡ
ץŻȡЦѽɵ̫ˣ˼һµģ͵ⱻ绯ɡ
һۣġϽȥ׷楹ˡ
Ҳ½ˣ˵ӦɣҪˡ楹ʹҩɣ
ҡͷӦûС
ߵǰ֣֪㵣ĻϣӦǶźͨ԰ֱӾ׵ģ񸮵ֶ֪ʱѾˡ
ͷ檲ǼʣֻҪȲϸѽﻹҪúȰһȰϡ檸ˡȥˡ
źůȥˣ̾Ϣţ˵ҲˣȰϻعɣ֪һȥɲɡ
Ӧţģִ֪ġϲȥס̹һ㣬ǲȫѵҪ𣿡
ͷ֪̹ͷزˡ
Ӧţģϲûиֻʱƣ롣
ûнӻĹĵģŻôˣ
ָţֿʼˣŰɣڵʱ򡣡
Ŵ֣㿴㣬ˣֻǲ̿ѹҲˡ
ˣⶼ೤ʱˣŪֱֶӹҸӿŰɣ
źؿˣʲô÷ӣ˵ô죿ûС
ߺ޵Ҫǻʺȥķǵôɡʹʲô߰Ķͷ
޵ļˣ𽣬ȥѻʺĽøܲҲˣø㵱
Цţְܲ۸ˡ
ȸһǱ۸޵ģۻϣЩŮˣվΪ


575 Ҳ͸

ԾЩŮˣʲô
ЦţǺǲһŮˣʲôأˡ
Ųˣݣ͵ûһҲֱȥķģָǻϵͷǲŸͽ
ӦţȻֻ楹Щʲôǲ˼ġ
ŵͷ㰲ģϻûͿֵزҲüûˣŰɣһȥ㡣㵽ʱô˵ô˵ðɣ
ߵŸǰ£ĸ첲滨꣬ҵĶˡ
Цţ̾껨ƣ˲ֻͬԸƽ
˵楹Ӧ˻ãϲϲ˵Żһ·ţ춼ϻίˡ
˵ˣ楹Ŷ˵ϣ㼸ʱڱͷģûз㡣
æЦˡ˿Ӧúá
Ӧ꣬ˣŲ裺Ĳ輫㣬һ㶼ȻʺĲ
ֻҧһƬҶȻ촽΢˫꣬һҶˡ
һ£Цţú
楹УoӦӣϲѽ
æˣվû¡楹л˵
楹ͷ˵ɡ겻ֵ֨Ӧˣ˵ɡ
Ӧվˣ檲ˣӻˡҲ˦ˡ
бʵˡ
楹꣺һðɣ
æ֣ˣ檲߶ˣ˵仰ߡ
楹ͷ˵ɡ
ϲ檵𣿡
楹Ӧţϲ㣬ֻӦҪչ
ľګصͷһֱ뷨ӶԸشɾ벻ҪзӾ͸Ұɣȥ
楹Цˣ㣬תܲȥ
ۣʲô˼ѽô
楹̾ϢţԽԽԣôɱõأȫл¡
нӻǹȵͥˣŰõȥģþū澵ĴȻԶȴġ
겻ŵı飬楹ֽŻǺ۸һٺú۸õɣʱЩɱˣʹĳǼҺ԰ˡ
楹°ڣûУܲ͸ңҲ͸ôܸϻأûС
楹ˣشװô£Ǳƽˮô£һһεĸõɼ棬ߥޱȥ뺦𣿡
겦˹Ƶҡͷõ˵ûбƽˮֱŪˡܲǲ˵ʲôˣǧҪĻ檶޶ģ޶ġ
楹޵ģҡͷɺ˭ᣬȥ֤ѽôãʲôûɣһĵ
վᶨر飺ţ檺ܿͻ֤ġ
楹꣺ģֻĺ㻹ǵҩ°ɣø˵ģҸţڿȴеҡ......û˵ꡣ
ֻ֣ûûûУ......ôڲˡ
楹Цˣˣȥ¾ȥɡ̾ܰȥӻݣܽ˳ȥ￴Ҳܹġ
ּˣҪˣлæ檸ˣĴ¡ȥˡ
楹УȥӦһҩźһء
н̫ð˰ɣ
楹ӣܲôãҺò״ᣬôߣðҲҪҩغãѲ֤ݾͳˡ
еͷíoɹŮģ͵͵ȥӻݣ¹Ƿֵʱѳˡ
楹վͿܲôˡȥˡ
ҹʲôҲɣڿϵ̷ᣬûе̷ȴ楹
楹ҲкԼ˽ܲ𣿡
ӻˣأ䣬
楹һ£漴̹Ȼˣˣ֪Ҫ˵ʲôɣ
ЦţȻ֪
楹㻹Ͽȥţ
³֣ȥЦˣ֪ΪʲôɣϳһΣҵξһ㣬ɱҲ͸ˡ
楹һ£ҵЦɣǰƵĴ󳳴֣˼Զˡ
楹ӻƣҲ𣿡
һתˣҩˡ
楹ЦˣҲۡ


576 ѣһ

楹վֻҪģֻҪǸ£㡣ˡ
ס楹һ¡㣬һ㶼ں𣿡
楹תͷںˡ
ҲͷܺãһҪ㼸䡣ˣһ޲ģһ޵£ȫǸ׵Ĳĵ±ӣнյĹâ
ȴˣҶǻϵūšΪԼĶ裬ֻͬķϣϵİΣˣǾͻͷˡ
楹Цţˣ˵ͷ͵ͷΪ˭ȰĶ󣬵εʱ˵١ȥˡ
߶ţΪ˭Ϊ˭......
ȸ楹Ѿˣˡ
عͷţˣˡ
ȸЦţһָһҹѲ١
ҡͷģţơ
ȸȼˣվϴϴ˯ɣһЪϢˡ
ڶһ磬̷ȻûЦţ˵ɡ
ȸЩΪ飺ﲻѹ𣿡
ҡͷѹҸѹ
ȸʵȥһϰɣ
ҡͷȥһסһ㣬هNɪһᡣ
洫ػЦºˣšӦͭoӦˡ
ͷվߣȥ
ԺӦˣӶԷִƵЦס
Ӣ˳ˣߺţûһͳˣùܹܡ
ӦϽ񣺡ܲ򰲣˯ÿ̤ʵ
תһȦӦŶͷϣת......
⼫ˣ˵ˣãֻ˶裬û뵽ɣ
ͷϲϲ˿ȸߣȥʺ밲ˡ
һ£ıӰ߶ţûˣ
楹ҲˣߣҲȥ밲ɡ
һ˻ã˵ֱӳƫ
ĸڸش۵Ứһôˣ
Ҳ֨شߣشԣţˡ
޵ԽˣشҲ͸ſˣŻˡ
ȥӭ˹ôˣôˣ
˭ҲĸŽˣشĿûˣسˡ
һޣȵҲˣûа㡣
ֻߵҪعԲ԰סȥˣʹع
űʵôأ
һʻȥɡŴһع𣿡
شţع
ŸϽקش֣ϣӣ˻ʶô죿
شӦţʶҲһع
ɶˣЦתߡ
Ҳҳֻ˵ȥʰɣ˵
ø楹һȺײ棬һ㶣ֻ楹ҵĶôˣ
شſﲻ֨ޱ飺ÿ
楹վŲ˶Ͻÿˣײһ£ˡ
Զ˻úϽشöӣΪʲôѽ
شӦţˡ
ӵҪأ
شӦţҾʹûʰ
ְش§ýģöӣ̫ˣϽɡ
֮Ը˿ʼʰţҲʰ޺ˡ
Űº𣿡
ºӦţСأˣȥϸɡ
ҡͷ棬ϷҪȫס
ȸҲ˵ū֪Ϸֻǻϲ֪ѽͿ࣬ܡ
һôô죬ʲôࣿҾͲӿ......û˵ꡣ
ȸæ죺
̾ǲõģ׵ģָһعֲˣѾ˼ˣˣûûˣ
ȸҲ̾˵Ҳ߯ˡ
һۣʲôû־ûоֱ֣֮ѣһš
ȸˡ
ȸһ£˰Ѷͽɣװ˾ͻȥæˡ
ŶװŹˣӹشţߺߵ˵׼ߣö䣬Ҫȡ
Цţû˵´ѽ
ҡͷûУһЧˡ
ͷǾͺˣ˵û˵ˡ
ְشȥɣָʥݻǡ
شعˡ


577 ǧҪ

ŶװŹˣӹشţߺߵ˵׼ߣö䣬Ҫȡ
Цţû˵´ѽ
ҡͷûУһЧˡ
ͷǾͺˣ˵û˵ˡ
ְشȥɣָʥݻǡشعˡ
楹Ҫˣ߶ţܲʲô˼ѽѾöԸشķˣȴʹˡ
楹΢΢һۣʹ»ʹٲġ
ͷҲعô죿
ӦһЦ᲻檵ġ
楹ЦţʺùӶ࣬Ͽ϶׷ȥȻҪŻȥ
楹ꡢӦӦʱͬˣ̫ƽѹסռ˹ݣټӰ˵£ϸŲסˡ
楹ЩһҲУ˭֪һӿôᣬôסҲʱ򣬸ο已̥أ
楹һϱһЩû˵˸סˡˣϾƫˣ˵ĺӾˡ
楹ʺܲӽڣһֱ϶ŸɣȰȰȥȵƶС
楹رܲ˼飬һ쵽ŪȻŻϴۣ֪ߵغ񡣡
楹ˣʺͰˣǻʺ󣬻ᷳܲȴһġܲȴҲ֪ӲǷǻĶӡ
楹˵ˣЦţˣ˵ô࣬˰ɣ
֣Ŀɿڴ֫Ӳһ˵ǣ˵̫ˡ
楹صͷˣǲҪżⶼʮˣ»Ͼֻˣʱǵˡ
ͷӦš
شϽˣ˼̷֮ɻˡ
ֵָˣпţҵĻϻģͺã˵ϣ
ȸӻˣﱧŴ󰢸ȥ밲ɡ
ҡͷãϽϾͻġ
ҹش̷ᣬȻ˹ˡ
̷ȴվڵſӰŲȥػˡ
ͷѽ
̷ֻţˡ
Ӳͷˣ
̷ز֨ˣæشˣˣϽɣ䡣
شҲţʰꡣ̷˸첲
̷Ȧˣӹش
̷⿪˴멣ůȥˣָϽȲ裬Ⱦơ
ֻϺȱȥȥůůӡ
̷ͷžƱţʲôƣ
Цţơ
̷ҡͷʲôر𣿡
һ൱رǵ˺ȵþơ
̷شӣﻹء
شӻˡ
̷ᣬ̷ֿһȥˣȵϣرʲôô
̷شҡͷúõģôţж೤ʱûˣ
Ӧţһˡ
̷Ҳȥޣ㶼֪
ӦţϲҪȥѽֻ£ֻ߶߶ûꡣ
̷߶ţ޾֪ʧˣʧˡ
ϵıҡͷôᣬá
̷ẰţȸѴ󰢸籧ߡȸش
̷֣Цţ޻
̷ߵ§סҲ§ˡ
ļˣϰϣһ°ˣҲ첹ˡ
̷һ֪ٲ㣬α˵⻰أ
̷һ£Ҳ֪˵ʲô˼檶鰮ԶģֻȴǴǰĻˣ檺¡
̷ӻ㲻ܹޣѾˣѾ˼ˣȴԾʲôزˡˣɣŬҲûãǻʲô
Ӧţ檲ģ檻׵ģֱһ̡
̷ֲ֨ˣųˣϱ
̷ӦţûԲס㣬ʧˡ
ˣϣûʲôֵ飬ġֻûʲôû˶־檵Ըˣ̫Ϊˡ
̷᣺ͻʺǧҪޣ......û˵ö־......
̷úýϽһ㣬ϣˡ


578 Ϊ֮

޵øģϲŶԺʮô죿˵ɥǳ檲ãҲ˵ˡ
̷ȴЦţ˿̲Ҫ޵ʵˡһֱм㣬һˣģ᲻ףл
Ӧţ˵˲Ҫ˲ҪҲлȥ
̷ͷǣǻ඼Ҫһӡ˵ˡ

١ϱͽˣ˶Ӵ⹬ſкЩԲ԰ûԵ˺١
ЦţoӦӦûûߴǲϰء
ӦţأһӦɾŻ£Ҷ³ˡ
楹ţЦҲ̱ˣģǻϽնȥԵʣ
༫ˣҲֻ̱˽ǰҪ񸮲ŮӵӡϸԵҹأҲչ˻塣
楹ͷлѣ˶ܲƵģǸ⣬á
̾˵Ŵ֪ô񶾣᲻ճʱأ
ŸæӻܲöŴ˵Ц
楹ЦţﲻȰ⣬ûн˶
Ҫ죬ͥЦؽˣˡ
ŵͷɡ
õɾȵսѽһ
楹һӻ㿴˼ҵĳļūԱȵġõɵͷˡ
ܿ죬ɽˣšλ
ŵͷܺãȻ֮󡣡Ϊ֮⣬ϴ˺ţΪȡ̩񰲡Ϊʹڸѧʿ캼ΪʹΪв񡣡
ɵͷţסأ
Цţû˵ء;ٹڻϵĵ棬԰ɣ
ͷ̫ˣл
楹ӻϣøսͿʼѽ
Цţ楹ɣȵأᣬʮһˡƵģʮ꣬ȴźʮһһ
һЦˣɶܲɣá檸󰢸˺ЩȻ͹ȥ㣿Ҳ˺ö࣬Ȼһȥ
ͷùȻʳڡ
楹վˣŻӻӣˡֶɣʥ濵˵лʢҲԸ³ɣܺȱһҲ¸ΰĻʵۡһۡ
ɽӻŴӢǣΪĳߵֺš忪Ҳλá֪⡮ʲô˼
Ҳ楹ش𣬼γԻġܲԻ......ؽԻصԻ......ö𣿳ϣҪ˶Ŵ˵źá
Цˣڼˣɣ˵̫ˣϽⲻǡ
ɹˣ楹ӣʵˣܲ𡣡ţ˰ɣֶ˰۸ˡߺߵˡ
ЦÿļˣŶɻӣɣҲ̫ˣ̵Ҳ̫ˡ
ɳ߽Щô£ﲻѽ
ŵͷˣϾޣúõظ˵˵
ɵͷ檶楹ûģ˭ʲô͡˭ӣʲôܿأһõɡ
õɸϽվ檸ˡҲһˡ
ӻ㽿СƢˣ˹ֻλ𱰣ûںĳġ
ɵͷ֪ˡ
վˣս۵úܣȥʰʰЪһЪޡ
񣺡檸ˡϲϲˡ
źӶЦůȥˣѲǵУҰˡ
ʵ氲ˣ
Ƶô
ż楹Ļûѽô飬Ҫ˶ô죿
ְƸţô죿
Ӧţõɺ楹˭ĺҶûвкģһͬʣҲ缺
ͷ㰲ģҲǾ仰Ҿƺӡ
ŵͷ㰲ģҴҲʼһֻǻϲֻһӣҲͲҪģҪ楹ĻԽ
ͷס
żΣ
ӦţúõģϵʲôõĶǣͰɡ
ŽӻϽȥܾȰҲߣ̫ˣͲˡ


579 ϾҪ

ֵͷޣ檣ڸԵλϣڵġ㿴ң檵ȴ޵ĻҲᷳˡ
ִһ£ˣôˣ˭ˣϵһֱϣ㻹Ӱˡ
̧ͷţˣҲȰˣҲȰˣԸɡ
Цţס
ε̻ô죿߶ˣ˳İɡ
㿴㣬ô㣿ϲõģ˼ˣôô
ͷ˵ʲôˡ
˵ĵܶιϺһ̷ۣῴԺִʧɫȺ
ԭӢĹʹĹʹӹݵϺҪջι壬ٴԼˡ
̷ӣжһЩֻţźιӣȺصš
ֻӢͰˣֹʲô£ǻҪᷨ˹һδ̫˰ɣ
µϣѾս£ϺҲ⣬......û˵ꡣ
̷ϵס
źӻϣδ˵¹£Ϻİ˲϶Ӧóס
̷Цţ֮Цѽ
ڴ󳼶Ͻ̷Ǳ˴̣Ϻȴ˺ƽദʲôˣްŪʲô......
źӦţϣҲûа취ѽϺ˺˹˰صأѾñϺѣ˰á
̷ӣסд֣......Ϻļ϶Ӧվͨ......
дͰѱʶЦţܶҲǴ˻......ããǱӢĴþ춯أšݡϺȴӢĺЦѽ......
ڴ󳼶ڵϲҶһӣ̷ƽˣŰɣϾҪˡ
ҹˣڶգ̵عӴ⹬ˡ
Ӣ֪Ǵ壬ΣӴ⹬ſڶˣϽӭţﰲĺƯ
ɶ˵ͷɨˣǵѶʱˣҲǣССڶѣеĳԴͲˡ
˽ţһ˳ɵһӣ˵ǣԺѽʲô龡ܷԸʲôΪ
ɵͷлл֪ˡִ̧˵֣ɿѱǳˡ
ӭˣӭȥ檸󰢸Сϲ𣿡
Цţϲˣ˵Ҫлء
ɵͷ檻û󰢸أȥź𣿡
Ӧţãӭˡ
һ밲գһ֮󣬺ˡ
ЩˣæʵʲôԸ
˿ػʺﻰҪȥ԰ˣҲ㡣
˼Уʵʲôʱ
š⡭ߣѾźˡ
֨ˣŵͷҲñͰɣУȥɣźţҪûϱ塣
ͷū֪ģҪʲô£һ˸ġ
ӻ޵£Ȱŵ㣬ҪˡˣƤͷˡ
ҲˣŻһ£ôҲøţ
ſο㲻ҪģҪģĵȵȣһǶȥ
楹ЦţֳЦţһͰѻˣʺʧˡ
Цţһֱٳ¹̥ɣ
楹ͷôˣҪ𣿽͸㡣
ɲм˭Ҫĳӣֲһɹζüë֪Ϊʲô˰ɣ
楹ЦţʹˣȻζ̲ҲںˡԲ԰˵أһúźϵġ
죬楹ҲһֻҪ³裬ٶ༸Ҳܹġ
ͷãʹɣǳ
楹վǶһˣ԰áˡ
ֵȥɣû׵ġ
ŵͷģûϻһɣٹղ١
ɲˣţֳ𣿡
ӻȻ㣬̫ˣҲɦŪˣϾʹˡ
ɲһ£檿ӡ
̾Ӧɣʵڿǻ
Цţ㰲ģʰͷ


580 ΪĴ

һ󰲾Żӻӣ˱ɢˡ
֮󣬺һС̫ʷһعˣű̷Ľ
ŸϽ˹һš
ֻʷҵ׸һ˼ˣΪϼӦִͺšĵ;ӳɹݡ
ĻˣĵסڳɹݣǬ¡үĸʺ󡪡ТʹʺסõطҲ䣡
ʷҹϢŭūŻû˵ء
̾˵
ʷҼŭoӦ괺ӦǺĴӦӻϼӦĵ......ūǱΪĴŶȥˡ
ۣϰҲ֪ˣɰܻ˻ϵ
ʷҼǣſܾǹȽġأūŲһˣļӦ˵ٯС......
ȵ˲ŹСѽָǶź鳼ġ
űʵǻϻ𣿡
ʷӦţﰲģƣȴûǺġ
ţҩ𣿡
ʷҡͷūŲܽʵڲ֪Ź
ŵͷ֪ˣȻȥɣʲôٻ
ӻǹȥɣ㲻Ҫˡ
ͷֶʷҵȥ޵£߻ϣɰ֮ڱȥԲ԰
ʷҿͷūżˡȥˡ
˶ţջ񣬸ţϰնЦأ̫ʧִˡ
Ų֨ô˵ˣ𣿡
ѽֻǵȷʧ˷ִ磬ȴûϲôͿء
ˣڣȾƣҩĴˣˣиʵ𣿡
Ҳˣ˭أðɣ˵ԽԽˡ
Цţôˣܲ˵
վߺߵأ˻ҩˣˡˡ
ţվס˵Ͷ㿪š
żߣһĸ첲˴͸ðӱʲôã
Ŵһ£ֻˣܲܲҪˣ
Ծɲĵӣһһأ......Ҵ......
Ųֿ֨ˣЦţܲǿˡ
ſţǲ˵ǻʵۣ˵ͨˣôˣôôأ
ӷˣһ쵽ؿ޿䣬ôˣ
ţۣ۵úܡ
Цţǣ۵úܣ¥ɣ෽㡣
ӦţҪҾͰᡣ
һģˣûˡţȸּ⣬˻ʺ󡣡
ȸЦţԸȥɣū澿ɲҡ
Ųˣ̾ˣһըǻ֪ôѹʲôء
ı飺ôأôȥôأ
Ӧţȥõġ
վø˵ˣˡ
Ҳ͡
ְ֮űɹԲ԰ˣ֮شȥ̷밲ȥԸȥˡ
ȸ̾Ϣţѽôܸأ
㶵ţû֣Ҿǲȥȥʱȥˡ
ȸֵʱȥҲҪȥѽһء
һҾңű˻ñѽ
ȸһ£̾ﰡϴôãô˵ԽԽˣϾԲٳҭoӦģˡ
ľګӦţôˣҺúõء
þãŹˣˣ˵Żˣ
ŵͷˣţϴߊκȥˡ
֨ˣſôʻΣ
һֵۣͷʣ
Цţϵأһûʧ䡣
֨ż֪ԻеʧҲʧˣǲܳģʴ㣬Ͼˡ
żĿѹ㲻ģҲˡ㶼Щġˣֻ԰ˣҪʼˡ
̧ͷЦˣ㿴㣬Ҳ׵ģôԻأֻôᣬôȥôأ
ۣͷˣֻǱǰɷһЩˡ
ҲһۣѾˣúõȰȰɣҪǻôȥҲ㡣
Цţҿɲò㡣˵԰Ѵͻˣİ
ͷģ֪ġ
Цţҷġ


581 ʲô

ûã̷㱧شˣӵؿСػһ
Цţϣˡ
شӻʰԵ㡣
̷Цţﲻʰ궫ѽ
شҡͷʰ궫ԡ
̷ῴһźòã
Цţãһֱء˴˿ţЦš
oӦӦӦӦֿȵĴǣ㼯楹׻׻̻塣
楹ؿǰĸˣοЦţȶżӦͷһؼ棬ϰ߹ˣ
Ӧ̤СųǰЦţлػϰߵġ
楹ͷţֵƿ°ڣñĽš
Ӧ·¶˶ͷţȵСֲ·ȵ
楹ͷӣˡżӦڹٻ˼ңĻҲܹˡ
ӦæӦţ︣ϣȻѽĽء
楹Цˣϣǻѧ
ӦͷӦбۣ겻ؿżӦĽǼʡ
楹ֱַ˼䣬һˣˡ
ӵվţǿЦţ
楹ȿڲ裬ٵڼ䣬ûУ
ίûУ檼ûϣϻ˵......Ҫˣ˵´μ檵ʱ򣬾檵ڡ
楹̾㲻Ҫģ˵ãϾд󰢸ڣҪ档
Ӧţס
楹˲豭Ƥһ̧Ȼأ
겻ӣ楹Цţǰ뿪ʱ˵˶Ը󰢸ķӣΪˣûлȥֻˣ㵽ʲôأ
һ£֧֧ﰲģ檾Ū
楹ͷЩԶˣ㶯ֵĺûᣬŪĸĶˡ
ͷӦţ׵ġ
ȥˣ楹Цţ⼫ˣ㿴ĸиķ飬ڣһʲô
ЦţĸʲôӽԺֻ࣬Ҫж٣Ͱ..̨
楹ͷʵڵȲˣͿôˡ
ȥµĵʱ̷ȥ괺ɫתһȦŵһʱٴһ
ʱڱһʱ޵¹֪ͨȥԼ
޵һ֦һˣЦţǻūġ
ɨ޵£мϣϻԹɵ𡣡
޵²Цˣ˵ЦˣһֱūŹѽ
֣ǰһ㡣
ȸӹһ޵³ǰһһ̧Ѳ豭ˮϡ
޵°һϽΪΣ
˦űӣҪˣźϼˣ
޵ίˣѧʱТȫɻʺūźϣ22ˣūŽ36ꡣ
ͷͿ๦ߣû˸û˴ɣ
޵Ӧţūֻūţ£ƾ򣬸οأҪûˣǾЩˡ
Цˣ˵ǣ⻰˼ˣȥȥϸ״ɣίˡ
޵ӦţūŲңֻҪūװ
ͷǰôͷúͿ˻ô꣬ҩͲ𣿡
޵¿ͷūŵȻˣֻūŵūţֻӲΥ
ͷȻףֻȰȴʺΪԸٻֲֻԣڻ𡣡
ʺ˵ȴΪҰô......û˵ꡣ
޵¸æūѽʷҾūŴ򷢻ȥġ
һϣأ
޵ЦţȡЦūţūŵֻڻϣϲ˭˭ۻϣūž˭
޵£⻰˵ú飬ɱоҲ楹˵ðɣ
޵Ӧţ⻰ūˣūźʱƫ楹ˣ
һм񣺡Ž꣬˭֪ǵʲôϵ
޵ӦţūҪǸ楹αػ˻عأġ
ʵͽļ㶼֪𣿡
޵ӦţǰһֻҪȥĳطͲøݣūžʲô֪ӦӦһū治֪ôġ


582 

ȷ治֪
޵µͷūŲ˵治֪
ȸЦţԩŹˡ
޵½ӻūű׾ûｲס
ػӣɡ˶һۣʲôأ
޵Ӧţū֪ʺۻϵģȻЧ
ͷǶЧһʺȥɣ͹ȥ޵ȥˡ
վѰɡ
ȸһ߸ѣһ˵ţôأ
Цţʵʲô
ȸӦţȻǻ
ε˵ô죿Ǹôô¾ˡ
ȸ̾սԽԽأһʱתģỵӵġ
ţأǵûӲܳԣҪģϻзִġ˵ˡ
ʰ֮ˣ̷أЦػţ
ҳ檸ʲô
̷վǰû¾Ͳˣ
ӣȻܣһ£˰ˣ
̷괺ɫһúܣȥɡ
̷һ£û֪жֻǻϽһϣ̵ĺܡ
̷Цţ㲻ߣ̣§Դϣ㲻Ҫˣ֪ǹģ˭Ҳȡ㡣
һʲô˼ѽ檵Ҹȡء
̷Цţȡ޵ֻжӣ㻹˭ûˡ
ţ괺ɫûĶɣ
̷ҡͷûûУްˣֻ
̷лϣ֪ģ͹ˡ
̷վ֣ߣǹȥɡ
Ӵһ̣ˡ
ȥ껹һƬ̵Сһ⻨ѣַ飬˻Цš
̷ῴɣ
ͷԴˡ
˴ͷվţ޵´βϣū˳Ϫ괺ɫˣ
̷ͷáվˡ
ˣŴСϪǰ˱һС
ϪϻһüɽˣҪˣ̷̧첲Сͷ
жлϣҲСͷ
̷һֱ첲һֻҪԴˡ
Ҳˣǣ檵Ȳˡ
һ̷§ţ㲻޵ʺҲûУ
Цţô᣿ûУһӶᡣ
̷㿴ɽСڣ·й......
ӻȻ......
һ˶ֱһïʢˣһҪˮˣܵһȫڵˣͷϵҲˡ
ӶЦҸˣ̷ɣ
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̷ῴ˾ͷ̾ϢһȦðɣ
ѾˣͷãһϵķԸ̧ͷ̷᣺ûιɣ
̷ҡͷûУζֻ㶮
ͷ⻹ࡣ
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쳣ïʢţֶˡ
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̷Цţطԭͽһ롣ֻڻǰߣѰոգ仨긴......
һƬһ̷ľƱ黨һЦȦ޲ˡ
ˣط˭ҲߣҲûߣֻûа취òߡ
̷һһƬһϣһһˡ
̷֣ϣţ㲻ޣûУ
ͷûУûУʹУܵûҲûˡ
̷ҲͷҪ޻ĵġɿžƱţӰٴˮգ......


583 

Цţϣһжܲȣαô......û˵ꡣ
޵µˣϣǰ£ۡ
̷űӣһӵˡЦˣۣ޸ոջ......
վ̷᣺ȥɣôǵȼˡ
̷ͷվ޲ˣԸ߰ɣˡ
ס̷šԶԶؿһֱ͵ͷ˴ֿĴԶȥ
˵̷ᵽڴѾڵڵȺоģһ˺ˡ
ֻʲôѽ
˵ˣΡΡأػϻ̷ֱܶ࣬͢ӢλʹѾ⣬ҪɴԱջᣬ̸Լˡ
̷ۣصͷ֪ˣؾܾӢһҪ󡣡ۣʲô£ûˡ
źӦϣڣĿǲݵġ
̷ֵͷ֪ôأܴӦԼˣȴֲܿս...
µϣʹƣͣ˵ģǳӢ˵......û˵ꡣ
̷ЦˣϺͿǵĹ
ڴֹˣµϣûзӿð
̷ͷǣԭδò˼Զ֮Ϊ֮......̷͢Ϊղ󳼣ȥ档
ڴӦţ̷ЦţȻͣǾǵͣ
̷̾ϢţȶԶ˹ʾáʥ濵˹ǩ᲼ԼаĺꡣһӢ֮ͣͨ̿ڣ
ڴӦţ̷㡣ӢĹֹʱĲδԸͣЩҪ󣻡
ڴӦţ̷ԷȰ档ϺСʱ͢˷ˣӢǱΪ飬ȡ̣ͨ
ڴӦţ̷Ӣڵʡ乥ֹݣʹ㶫зߺޡڹ㶫̲ͨӦ£ƽ֮ŭ
ڴٴӦţ̷·ּ⣬̷͢壬вսˡڴӦš

ҹ̷ǷһȵԺֳ˼ҩ
ڶһ磬ĴǻƵعһҴˣվƫš
ûɴӶƫˣΧĸתһȦ
Ӧ˵ˣá
ӦǰվӻͦõģһͲˣ˵ôôأ
ӦЦţ첲һ˦Ц
ӦţþͲãҪϲҪ
ֱӸӦһƣԱߵͼӦһϽһŲŲ
ӦˣҲǲôѽ
ɵţţôˣѽ
Ӧ̧첲Ҫȸˣһסĸ첲Ƶһȥˡ
ȸɵĴŮ˵λ𱰣´ĸ·ϣֱӴȥҪҹۡ
ӦţȸֶӦĹŮ˵ǸʲôԵãûӹ𣿣Ӧ´ٸҶֱ֣Ӵ㡣Ӧš
Ӧһֲһֻӣƾʲôƾʲô۸
ˣ㿴ӣվֱˣ
楹ˣЦţģʲô߹ˣͿʼˣǧҪˣⲻǸˣźаԵ
楹ĻҲ߳ˣЦţĸ˯ð򡣡
ӦʵʵվţˣˣãˣɱŶ
һطУʳܡ
ӦҲ˵ˣϲѽǵȻҪú̷㽲Բԣ
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괺ɫūѾںţֱӳˡ
˷ܷ֮꣬ŷˣžЩԾˡɫ죬ȣĳطɧֹԿˡ
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û취ţţҶһˮ̧žܡ
̸ճ˵Ƶعˣ̧ͷĴţط̫ˣ̫ˡһͷ˵̣Цţżѽ
񣺡֪ôˣ............˵
ӻڽѰɣӿ˽ŲϣûҩʲôأҪúÿ
̾ȵ˵ʲôأ
ǰˣӵķʳҩѽڿԡգѰЦţ̧Ž˵
ѾˣͷɢˣҲˣ˫ɵЦţ˫ֲͣظȫ
һ⾪ȵͷһؼϡϡ棬̫ϡˡ
ˣػָһЩǣʲôϽ
Цţܺ棬˵˵ʲôо
ѹ궯ʲôʲôо
ƵЦţҩĸоѽ
ţʲôҩ
ָָϣûߵķʳⷹµҩѽ
һ飬ӳһ£ֲãֲ......֪ãӸˣҪˡ
λԸʧ̬Ǽţô̵סء㿪ʼҶԽԽȣֱӳҧгݣŸ첲Ҫӡ
ôһƣˣˤڵˡ
Цˣߺ޵ˣڵˡȸҩ
ȸóһֽҩ裬ҩץҩ
굱Ȼͷ˫ִȸȸҲơ̱ڵϣͣŤͣı㷴ˡ
ţ㲻Ǿţȥ죬׼³


585 Ҿ

һӵվţ˵ˣðɣ
͵Ťͷɱ˵һۣʲôлﱾҩ
ŵùū澺ʱҩ......ūԩ......
عͷ꣺ȥɣ˭״ȥ˭㡣ˡ
ȸѾһҩ趼һֻ죬һְֻӡ
ţѾ޷֮⣬ѽѽ.ţʧȥʶ
üģǾźϵ𣿲֪߳ܡ
ûлӦӻӣȸſɣһɡ
ȸɿ֣վ³ҩ裬һһģϹҸ΢Ц
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꿪ʼˣֹܼˡ
ر飺㻹ˣ
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ҡҡͷЦˣ׽ãҪۿܾĥŲһ
ȸСū澴˺׶죬òã
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Ƕǻ˿ģ˵ҲףǾҪĶҵί޿κβʹɱֵģɳ֣Ҿˡ
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һ֣ˣֱӰˮҨϣˣȾָҵˣͷ
Ǻһ£͵ӣˡ޹Ĵۣͷʹ......
һҨˮǺһ£˺ѷεʲôҪʲô
Ҳһ£ǹ춯ˣռϷ磺ͷΣô
վͷ꣺ѡ
꾪ֵؿȸ˫ֳŵҪԺû
ȸקӣקˮͰǰȻͷͰһ¡һһ£һصˮ
ֻ첲ţ첻Ӧеصز飬ֻš
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ȸͣˣƵڵϣȻˮͰˮ
۵ġ
սͣˣ֪ôˡǹ߲ϮˣʵѰڵϴˡ
⼫ˣʹʹܲܰѻϺ
꺰ţˣģǴģ
Цţ۵ģ֮ǰһ㣡վȸˣ֪ˣţǻȥɡ
ֱһ𣬶ݺݵؿŰɣһᱨġ
ѾߵſˣһЦҵأ͵ȵòͷˣץһ㡣ˣذϰ
귴Ӧ˰죬ڽˣΪˮԵʣҲˡǻߺ޴йֹ楹ˣγϵſࡣ
楹ûˣҶ껻Ŀռ䣬廰˵˰ɣ
޵ģһһ£......檻Ҫޣܴ̼ܲȫ
楹ЦţﻹҪ㣬һϾԺģȥǵġ
껹һһģ楹ᷳˣˣˣͷۡô㣬㱨ȥѽʲôã
һӱ˻ȥûзѽ......
楹ˣ㲻˵𣿼Ȼ뱨ҪʲôӣֱӴһ㲻ˣ
Ƶһ㣿
楹ֱˤ
һ£ҧ檺޲ûȸѪ
楹ͷˣȥɣ£ôʱ䣬Ҳˡ
ͷˣ檸ˡ
楹˵ţһ쵽غŪˣû֮ǰͱˣû޿ġȥˡ
˵ˣoˣ
楹еͷǲסܲһٵرȣϾҪˣһô
楹̼̾ˣҲûκüֵˣˡ


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楹죬ԭΪˣ˭֪·תץס˻ᣬһǧǧ겹ϣʲô
еͷأֻˣ֣ôѽ
楹м˵ʲôأ˭ͷ˼лʺأʲôʹطݰɣϽϽ㲡Ҳ⡣
ųûˣѽܵ»ӣǸʤϣˡ
楹ӲмˣԴҲûдҡҲޣͶģģģ
楹Цһ£ӣ㻹ҸӣҲ䣡öӾʵһûУ޿䣬ӱͲУһǸأЦ
楹ߺ޵һҪɱشһҪߊɱСϣӾ
жһ£ţôˣūʧˡ
楹ЦţҺúõģͶġУ͸ĴǼľҩ˰ɣ
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楹۾һɣߴ˾ҩ𣿡
ҡͷûСûУūôңūֻ˵˵öԣһҪлӰҪΪԺѽ
楹ţ׸˼ֻ»һûʺߣǲˣ粻ˡ
еͷū׵ģֻҪΪԺء
楹ЦţԺԺԺأôԶǰɡ
ֵͷūסţoֱˤ󰢸𣿡
楹ͷΣпŶȻôܿСֵβһ
Ӧţ楹ţ¹̥˰ɣ
ţ˵ζ˰ɣ
楹վУζôˣҲ뿿Ǹˣʲôζν
楹̧첲ţŵζʲôζûŵֻŵԸζ˵ˡ
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ڵţˤƿǸΰʣӱòԾɽⲻ
ֻ߶ţҪˣҪˣҪʵˣô졢ô죿
һӵվţء
ۣͽֳˣҸС˵һ¶ѽ......ұѪˤˤ
һСŮˣһҩ˷ҩˣ˰ɡ
ۣǲͽҩɾ𣿡
СŮһ£ū澲ǡ
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ţһᣬֻˣһ£Ҫˣããַҩ......
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Ҳֿţūԩū˭˶ǡƿˡ
Ȳˣֺҵغţֽһ硣
һҹڶջ밲ججġһNɪı飬ˣյòˡ
ָָСϵĲ裬ЦţȲѽ
һ飬æվŶˣ
Цţ㿴ŵãڻʺôţ
죬˵Ƶģû˴ߡ
ԾӵؿŲ豭ִ̼ˣô£Ҳµʱ򡣡
ţأһʲôµģ㿴Һȸ㿴Ӻˡ
楹վ檸ˡæˡ
ţʲôѽ
楹һƯתҶѽôһѪô죿
ͷ¾Ͷˣɡ
楹̾Ϣһ㣿ɡˡ
ӦӦҲվҲæվֺȣ䶯Ƶ
ЦţϣӦ̫ˣԶⶫûеֿˡ
ۣ˵ʲôأ
°͵꣺oӦֳҩûʲôɣſɣ׼㡣
ı飺ʳܣ
ϽԶ괺˶üͷ꣬ԮǸִˣߺ
Ų֪ô£oӦʲôҩ
޹ر飺ͿˣõҩѽҲûʲôɣͷˣſɡ


587 

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вˣָţ⵱ô......û˵ꡣ
ߺţ˶֣ŹϣһȥҪˡ
߬ȭͷ𣺡Ҫɱӣɱӣˤ˵ͳ˵
͵ˣ......
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ѾɱƫˣĸĺooʲôʲôѴ󰢸绹ң......شĿ
Ҳ˵Ѿشڻˣɫͨ죬ͭ壬߶ʲôһֶ塣
ش۵ؿţС첲꣬ڻôڶá
ȸǰͷҲˣĸ첲ˣ㿴㣬㵽׸ʲô
ҲżˣҪ򶨣˾ͿЦã......ҩҩѬ㡢ҩ߰ҩ......
ŴҪһˣҸûꡣ
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һˣˤһԿҰƤ
شŸ첲ȺţʶҪҪ......
ЦţЩˣˤѽˤѽˤ......Цţȴ쳣ѿҲͲ֪ǿ޻Ц
һһˤĸ첲ˣԴô죿
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ۣû𣿡
ɿЦţ㣬󰢸𣿡
ߵȻǣֻĲŻô⡣ȥˡ
ɵͷ˵ûǡ
̾ųȥˣɺվţŭԵӣǹ𣿡
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Цţȥ󰢸ˡҲˡ
ӦͼӦûأ԰ͿţǣŸʲôϽ
ӦһۣЦţoӦ׽㣬Ҫʲô
ӦӻŶ׽ѽģܵġ
аһЦָˣҪżϾֵˡ
˶һۣƵЦţϣСأֻǻ벻ǡû˵ꡣ
ȸ˹ŵǸϽˣЦţҪһᡣתˡ
ڵϣӿſ촽΢˫һῩЦһۿޡ
Цţˣˣ·ˡ
ȸӦţһʱӦأͻ괺ɫɣ
ͷãڻʺ
ȸ󣺡𣿡
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Ѿˣ̱ڵϣҲû˰ϴ
ˣˣŵվ
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ͷȷϡ̧ͷꡣ
һԻ󣺡Ҫʲô
ָָӣǰ籡ذסƣ˵ʲô߰


588 Զ

һҪɱ𣿡
ͷġ
촽ƾʲô......ûк......
Цţˣͺáȵô˿󰢸磬Ȼְˤڵϣôûкѽ
س鶯ţָҲͣûУ̫ˣԸġ
ҲƵЦţ˵ǡҰذײȻֶңԸⰡ
Ҳˣ׽㣬ôɱأָܾġ
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ˣӲԾţû뺦ӣҩ......һȾ......ͳ嶯ˡһ¯
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˵ǽߣѾ·ˣҵǻϵŮˣ㲻ɱңҪϡ
Ļðˣȸĸ첲ˣ......ϣ㻹ϡʱɱ㣬ֻΪ˶˵죬ģQ죿
վųȥˣŵö˵ϣȴûκζͿš
һ߿һߵѾ»ϣҵģҵģˡҺ޲û㣬Ҷ㣬㻹ҪɱҶӣõͱ......
һûˡˡˣҪ飡
Ҳˣƾʲôģƾʲô
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˵վˣЦţɱңҶ࣬Ҳı䲻ʵ
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̾ұͲģΪһҲȥˡҲȴɼ㲻òԽԽԽһݾ͸ˡ
ȭͷˣڻļϣǹٻ......˱˻ԣ
ֿˣֻҪܷߣҰһжóвУУҲֻ
ˣ˶úܣ˼ҲһúúõģԸίˣˣ
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һ£յװɣίˣʹװɡ
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ͷֻˣҲܻȻһ£̥ǣĵõɷ𡣡
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Ҿ㣬ңû˿ԳȫǣֻֻԸɱԸԶɡ
ЦţԶ......ãɱҰɣ·̫ߣҶһ̡
վЦţɽɽ죨hu͹ʯĥ⡣
жҵϾͳܶ磬жҪĴֻۣܹԸ̰Ĳ㡣


589 ֻܲ

ͷ߰ɣԭҶԲס㡣
Цţ㲻ң
ı飺㣬ܷŹң֮ǰҪĥһˣųǧ
ͷȥɣһչ˺öģԵٻᡣ
Цţã޼
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ԺӣȻˣȸͷҲصˡ
ƵصţͷʱľѾƽˡ
̧ͷǰľ̵Цţߣȥ߻һҡ
ȸӦţĴѾһҲˣԲˡ
һһһʲôǵðѶ˲ųɡ
ߵ̵ſڣߴߴϸһԭ楹
һӼˣˣɧŻˡ
ȸͷָΪ˭oӦ£ϸӦ
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ߵǰˣӻoӦı󰢸磬ѭĸ˭Ľ㡣
˶һۣСڸʲô
楹ЦţСΪڶѽ
شӵܳˣź׷ţһ㡣
ش˸첲ţ
һҪˣϽӣףӺˣҪˣ˭˭͵
ųˣ楹ֺţϡϣ֤ȷ䣬ƫܲԼ㶼Źѽѽ
楹˵ȶϸ¾֮ӵĶأ檲ɲϹʴãƽϢ֮Թ
̾ϢţǱ˭oӦܲûκιϵҲûκιϵoӦɱʹˣôأ
楹죬żʲôҪʲôʣͲ㹫ʣΪͿ˳۾ɱܰôأ
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楹æ廰ûʺԸΪﰡʧѽ
Žӻʧ£һoӦʲôżʹӦӦһӲˡ
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ż׾ͺãȻôףΪʲôŷأ
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楹̧ͷ֣صͷֱܲ׳һڰסߵǷǣְˮûسˣݷݷ
ЦţУֱɳ֮ڡⶼǸѧã˴ˡ˴ˡ
楹죬ŴӵˣߵǰɣʹӺˣ˵һ֡
ЦÿļˣЩĻҲ˲ˣֶһ·ϧѽ
楹վŶţôסϵѽָ㰹࣬ȴֲ˵Ǿ͸ˡ
űʵûΪʲôسҭoӦأ
楹żΪ֪һֱíoӦ̼ܲһΣoӦһ㣬ܲҲ͸
żܲݣͻᶷǭoӦһẦһ£Ŀľʹﵽˡ
żˣϾ͹һٳoӦ͵оˣļıưһΡ
楹ЦţûУ֪㶾ȫġ컹ǰװأ˰ɣ
شѾ˯ˣҡЦԸװԸ⿴褴ƸǣԸ㼵ʲġ
楹һ˭ˣ˭ϡûꡣŸ檸ˡˡ
첲ˣüұˣСԽԽˡ
ʵ楹˵ûߣǻϸģ


590 ǶԻǴ

ЦţҲȥɡ
ƵţżȻǺߵģҾû˼ɡ
һ㶼ϲģŮ˰ˣ˾ˣҲ
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˵Ȼǣţ۾Կ𴦣ᣬѪ
ᣬЦˣֲˣЪϢɣ


592 ô

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Ҳѽô˵Ц
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593 ùҹʱ

ͷԣǧҪޣԽǿԽ˷С
ӦСţƵسˣҲһһľԡ
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594 Ļ췦

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595 һ˫Ь

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596 ˿Ƴ

ְʱ֮󣬺񻶻ϲϲعˣǧӦ˾̣һ֣ϴءϧϺһѵ⣬ŵҴˡ
صͷ֮С֮СҸЦš
װأȥʼû˵һ֡
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ҲЦˣˣǵطڶѽԶˣǶǣͼʲô졣
Ӧţأʮ·أðܵ
üǵط𣿡
ҡͷū治֪Ӧûаɡ
ͷ֪ˣȥɣҪˣ˴ȥˡ
ʹҡӣϾǶǣɲаĴҹҹϸˣվ
ȸæţزܹȥҪŻϣָģָġ
ͷʼˣûˡ
ȸûϹȥɣȥʱôȰûµġ
ʧ˵ʲôˡ
˵̷Ų¥Ⱥס˺ãϳȻܴԲ԰Žˣת԰ĴŽҪֻرܡע⣬鷳ˡ
̷ᵱȻЩתȥ۴ˮȥԹȥȸ񣬺òڡ
ˣҪãӾͷĿѣĸŻҪ
ֻ£ȷһ㶣Ȼȿڲ裬߶һȡ̾˵ɡ̧ƤŴǡ
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ӦţػϻūŵӢ޶̹ͨ˰ֻ......û˵ꡣ
̷ŶͷϵѾ˰ͣҲͬѻƬϷͬѻƬϷ......Ⱥǿ̰......
ϣӢķ潲ȡʹפ֮£һҪھǻԼѾ̻عԼ󣬼Լ
̷ͷл쳯Ϲ뵱ʢ......ʲôûˣĲڽ......أռڡԺ......
ڴֶˣūţܣϢŭ
̷̾ϢŭϢŭȴûˡŸ첲˵
̷޻ǲͬھǻԼһҪϺ˴ǣָ޳̬ھǲ߸ô죿
̷ԲСȥ̸һҪϺԼҲֻϺԼ
ڴӦţ̷֣ɳɣ룬ô˽쳯Ĺأبδ֮ܣǲܱ
˸Ͻڵϣϰģūŵȱؽ߾ȫл
̷̾Ÿ첲ۣҲģЪϢ°ɡ
˿ͷлϣūŵȸˡˡ
̷ͷţ޵£ڶ
޵Ӧţܿ죬֣˻ԫ̲ڶ˳ĸ˽ˡ
һ̷֮˵ʷϴ飬˵˳ԣһƽĿѧȴеôΣ˿Ƴɡ
̷·ͬСɣҲΣȥɡ
ĸһһۣ˻ϣ˴Ԩѧʿ󳼰ؿˡ֣أ᲻Ƕﴫ
̷ͷЦװ⣬浽ô
˳ӦػϻūŲ۾ȷЩҲ
̷ͷƾٿΪѡ֮ţƳɾ..ˡ
ĸӦţ̷ǲƽ޹µģ¶дè壬һҪˮʯ
̷ῴųڶ̲飬ͷҪһ鵽ףƳ֮
ĸ̷ĸȥ飬⽮ҲáһƷԱҲã˭ֻҪ⣬̸ְʡ
ĸ˿ͷӦţ̷֣°ɣ˳¡
̷վߵ˳ǰǵˣ
˳Ӧ档
̷ͷǾ⣬ؿ᲻......̾û˵ꡣ
˳ӻūл˵
̷ֵͷԡ
˳ϣؿٰݴѧʿλ˳˴¼ʵ֪Ӧһȣϲݡ
̷̾ǣȥøôأ


597 ȥ

˳ͷ³һ֣ɱ
̷ᶶһ£̾ȥɣɷ£ɱӺá˳ȥˡ
̷Щʧ䣬ϣˣţ޵¡
޵ˣūڡ
Ըţܲһˡ
޵Цţ꣬¥أһʱѽ
̷ᷴӦˣŶһǣΪ˶ǲŹģֽԵ벻ƵġҪйˣٽС˵ˡ
˵ӦѾվ˺üˣббվȵӦڸԡ
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һףӦȺȴڵű֭òˬ졣
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ٳԶˣ˲죬֣͵ǰ
º̷˿ϣЦţūҲûüء
ͼڴֽҿϵĲⶫ¶ˡ
ԭһ˫СЬһ˫̽ľСЬżӦСųߴġ
ºһӴѽǴֱʡ
ЦţҲ䣬ֻһͭ̽𡣲ÿ̫Сˡ
ȸӦţǴСӦȴãⲻŹء
ŰºȥЬˣӦɡºȥˡ
Ӧ˵ˣһʱˣҪˣϵء
ȸӦţһ£ȼӦߡ
Ӧأܽ𣿡
ȸȻĺԣǾʹĵףҪʲôѽ
æô˵վôˣԹԣһôţýɡ
Ӧˣۺȸ̫ˡ
֣ǰȿ֭
ӦЦţôôˣеܳ
ȸʲôã˶ˮױȸЦȥˡ
Ӧųؽӹ֭ˣǲһЩͷ..ɾˡ
̾ţúֲû㡣
Ӧ룬Ծɾнţôе㺦¡
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Ӧһ£ǡ۽¶ЦƣӦţֲûͻȻŲߣԭΪһΪûأԭġˡ
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ӦЦˣˣͱΪң߰ɡһﵽ֮⣬ܲԭ㣬ȴұ֤ˡ
ȸŹŮˣЦţͷȺȥɡ
ӦţŤͷĴţССӦױ𣿡
Цţһӽãʲôߵ͹һġɣ͵Ըǧ
ӦױȥˣЦţҾͲˡȸʵʲôˮˮΣɼţõ֭
ȸͷģȫһжùߵġ
Ӧ̽̽ˮͷţ㰡
Цţͺãͷ˽ҳõϴҩ̫ҽԺΪҵء
ӦҲЦˣĽûʸġϴˡ
ȸһۣŬرЦ
ܿ죬ӦϴȸҪֽȸæݸȻЦ
ͷţͼӰЧ
Ӧԣȸæݸһ澵ӣۣôˣ
žӣһԸַڣһæþⲻãһһιȥ
һڣ˫һҰ׻Ұ׵ġһӵ˵ϣʶĽϴ
ЦøˣӦϴ˺ü£ŷӦԽϴԽڡˣ͸ˣʱòˡ
ͷڵϣﺰţ̫ܲҸû꣬˺졣
͵ⷨǱձѧģȾݵϰסм׾ơ׺Ũݳ֭һĨͺˣûϴҲУ
Ӧûа취ˣܣȸһסţԺһɥôٵûʶأ
Ӧתתӽܣ˭֪ײҪļӦ
ӦŵײȣһˤţҪͶ̥ȥѽײ
һӦҰ׵Цϣһô


598 ûŲ

Ӧпմˡ
ָɫ˵ˣӦˣɡ
ӦСŽˣһһ˵ţʲôԸѽϵأ·̫ԶٲȥͰ
ӦţҪ㣬ʵʵ˵£ֻңˡ
Ӧ߽ůˣҡӣ̧ͷĴţססףȵϡǳɹݣֿˬףĺܡ
ͷǣôֿȣȲ㡣
ˣЦţˣһϷ
Цţá
˫۷Ź⣬㣬Ӧľͺȥˣ
Ӧţᣬ¾ϴˡ
źţϴá
Ӧ´ɣһʲôĳ
ûҡͷԾһضǸøѵˡ
żӦӻΪЬˣԴһ¸˿
ӦȵӴҴСЬѽвͨвͨҲġ
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ͷǡ
Цţ檰ɡ˵Žҿ˲˫СЬؼˡ
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ӦȫںӣһЬһ¡ȴǿЦţӴҪö೮Ʊɣ
Цţ㣬Լҽã̸Ǯ֣ϡϡӣ˵͸صЬŵ㲻̫ˡ
ӦƤЦˣͷЬ̫Ӳˣ檵ĽŴá
ۣһӣӴٯ˵ôǻϡ
˵꣬һ£ȸЦţҲЦţѧģ̫ˡ
վЦˣĵҪ㴩𣿡
Ӧǲ봩檵ĽŲܴеǿˡ
ͷԣǿѣ㴩
ӦԾɾܾţЬҵĽָ˵ģôȥأ
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Ӧһ죺̫̫
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ӦһӶסˣЦţô˵ˣ
ӦԾɲЦˣˣӢһϷɵɵôΪأΪǿꡣ
Ӧһƨ˵ϣҲˡ
ȸס˽ЬЦţѽȻصЬøء
˵ͿȸӦҲûκηӦȸŪ
ӦСЬѣɽϻŹŲȸⲼ֮ǰ̧ͷʵҪѽ
ӣȻҪûŲЬ˼ء
ȸһ㡢һؽ⿪Ӧε˫¶ˡֻĽţָڽģ
һ£Ͻӵöġ
ȸţŽЬӦЦţЬףأִЬˡ
ţͿĪϧв貨ȥ......͵ȣ˫˵ӦѣϿ......Ьʴ꣬ȸҲӦЬ
վͷߣԺһȦ˶̾̾͡Ľš
Ӧޣû˿֮°ͣô󱾹
ӦһŤһˣ뿴˶㸩׳Ƴͷɣ룬ҲŲ㣬Ųء
ͷܺãйǾһȦɡ
Ӧŵվ첲ҪȸȸһѰƿˡ
ȸţӡ
Ӧŵ·ˣĽŸտһһĵֱţһһ򵹡
żˣ̽ͷˣСĽţô·ѽ
Ӧۣҧ㿴ˣ߸㿴


599 ͨ˼ҵĽ

ȸͷֻϧͬΪı
ӦŽЬʹһһ߳ƫһһԺһȦ˸˳
ãӦصԭأصǰͷðɫף촽Ҳͣ
ֻ˵ܻȥ˰ɣ
Цţ˵ЬϽšӣȥɡȥɣȥϸ״ɡ
Ӧ˦˵һƨ˵ϣѵ˽Ь¶ֻѪܵĽ
ЦţƵӣҪǾ㿴ǧšͷȥ
Ӣ˼һŸ첲ܿˣɰϣѽҪجˡ
ǼӦ˼ҲŤͷȥˣֻӲͷƤ⿴ſţһڣҪˡ
Ӧ̧ͷﺬˮûʵ˰ɣ
ͷ⣬ǳ⡣
ӦͷͺáֲŲˡ
Ťͷһԩ޳ģֻҪԱҪ־͹楹Ūֽ˷ˡ
ӦԼЬӣ֧վߺߵأǸ𣿱ˣ̫ˡ
ǵŽգҲһѣҲҪѾԶ׼ˡ
ӦתˣֻӦţİɣҲûáûйЯûҵĽ죬һԶҳġ
ӦתЦţҰЬǰһţĶͲزסˣͲŻϻ㡣ˡ
ͷ㣬ȥŰɡ
ˣȥһˡ
ֶԼӦȥϸ״ٹȥ
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ͷﰲģûС
һֻʱûаɡȥɣϻʺ󡢴Ŵ󰢸һȥˡ
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ЦţУǶȥɿĵЦš
Ҫˣ楹ȴҪŭˡ
ֳŶͷҧгݵôˣҲᱻģȫӦϡ
ȰţܲѾλˣûӹˡ
楹ԾץţǸƫǰҪǰɱˣҲһֽкõģָġ
Ȱţģģ
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Ӧţǣǣ뷨ӣ뷨......
楹ţɱ˻ʺܲɱشߊɱ......
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Цţֲˣ
Ž§شǲģɱ˶ɱˣʲôֻǻͷϣΪˣǴĵġ
ۣԣҾǴĵġ
ֲ֨ˣ§ش
Цţۻˣ˵ء
ţҪˣָʵʵϴײ
ҡͷ˵ûʵĻ˭ͽᶼ
Цţѽأˣܵģˡ
Ц⣬ҸؿһУſű˳
شţָɣʶˡ
Żعôˣ
ɲᣬæӦͽ̫ˣ˵˵ЦЦʺ͹ͺͨ˼ҵĽһ
ӦţǶͨ˼ҹģֻǻʼصعض࣬ģΧʲôֱѹ⡣Ųӡ
ЦˣǸ˵ᣬǾͲȰˣؿްɡ
·̫Զãڵش˯ΣڵĿĵء
δεԺģɵͷһ¥ˡ
شҲǵһιЦţÿÿ
ҲĲˣӹشЦţ檱һˡ
ش§סɣЦţܿˣūǶں׷š
ȴһزˣŴˣ
ҡӣŽţһӣһȺǿڹ˵ɱǡ
Ӵһ˺ü£ҲѧֻˣɲڴǰûУ


600 ;һ˼

Ӧţˡֻֻۣʲôղ۹֪лк
̾ҡͷⲻǸùܵѽ
˶֨ˣԾ˺õʮͭˮظǰشĺ˻
شָˮغţÿÿ
ָһͭش֪ʲô𣿡
شҡͷ֪
ִ￴ֵͷԸ³˰˸֣룬ˮݡ
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ش̧ͷţ֣ʰꡢʰꡣ
ɰشţȥɡ
Žӹشȥɣ
ҡͷȥɣָ봾ˡ
ЦţϼȻһҪ£ɡ
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̷֣Ҳѽ
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ͷⷿͷʽͷڵȴлĶвУģҲϲ
Цţ߰ɣкöС⣬̺һ룬ø㿴͵㡣
§ĸ첲ϲЦţ¥ݡ
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شӻʰ겻ȥ𣿡
̷شȥһȥⷿӺÿסЦš
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ָţ˵ǱиۣǬ¡үݵĵط֪ɣ
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һǬ¡үûⷿӣӵķ......û˵ꡣ
ŵס죺ҵĽѽ⻰ɲ˵˵Ĵ˿
Ծɳʵ֪⺣ʲô˼ɣ
ɵͷ֪;һ˼庣̣ʱᣬԢ̩񰲣̫ƽ
Цˣ̰ɣ
죺ôˣ
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죺˵ʲôأ˵ˡǰʢǮû㻹ݳ𣿡
ЦţߣطЪЪɡҲ֪ôˣһһء
Цţп̫࣬ػ־Ƶģֻ֪
ɵĶͷлл㣬˵ˡЪϢˡ
ҹȥ߷Ӽ̷ˣվڵſڣͷ¥µʮͭˮء
ߵǰţϡ
̷ݸһЦˣǵ޽ôԽԽˣ
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̷ῴԶȻֿϣ޽һ򲻿æ⿪
ЦҲҡˣ˵
̷ϱʧУ˳Գףٰؿ......û˵ꡣ
˻ˡվϣǲ𣿡
̷ͷǣҲ˰ɣҲˡ֣¡¡


601 ˵Ⱦʮ

ȵԨѧʿسǻ飬һƷԱ˸߹١...檲ԡ
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̷ᣬؿǲðɣǸûϣֻʱ˲룬;ⶡ
̷ͷţϣѷ......㲻𣿡
ҡͷⲻǸᲢáĶģһ˵ܸ߹٣˭Ҳ᲻õġ
̷ͷѾְˣ֪ʲôأ
˵檲˽֮ˣȴ˽⡶ɹ涨ֻҪıı棬аǲ̵ģֱǡסʡ͡ܡڡ
ĹԱ͡ܡɣˣûıûı桢ûıѣֻһ¸ˣǻϿһ
̷ͷֻǿƳǱĵط̰˻Ǯ޶һ棬ֻﲻͬѽ
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̷ЦţȴҲûܻߣֻڣûмԭʧ֮𡣡
ˣȻﲻҲɱ˰ɣҲһġ
̷ῴ㣬ô
̷֣滰𣿡
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̷᲻֨ˣϵ᲻ã׵ġ
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˳˴¼ȡʮ˵Ծ⣬¼ȡ
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˳ͷūּūŶлϡ
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˵楹ߣ˵ӦͽŲ˵ļӦţ޵ķ
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楹Ŷͷ̫ҽ˵ˣ¾ûˣôûˣ
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楹ţϸ״𣿡
Ӧͷ᣺˵ˣɻϲңû¡
楹ЦˣˣҪʲô¶һϣûõģ˽ˡ
Ӧͷ̫ƫܲˣ̫ƫˡ
楹ͷ֪ͺãڿ˰ɣ
ӦţҲ֪......û˵ꡣ
楹ۣһ˼жѽ


602 ˭ð

ӦųǱҲе......û˵ꡣ
кǳ˵Сĵ㣬ͷ
Ӧæͷ֪ˡ
楹ĿˣϱƫѽԽȥ״ԽķβָأµˣԥʲôأӲɽҲ
ӦͷﰲģѾ뷨ˣԲùġӦš
楹Цˣ⻹࣬е־ǵĺϢ˵ˡ
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ЦţһЦˣŵ
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楹ָָӦ˵ˡ
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604 ͬ뾩Լ

楹ǲԸɱõģеĴ󳼶ҲԸɱֻ˳Ҫɱϱɱˡ
楹۾˵ʲô˵˳ûΣ˵ѾվȺۣ֮һ֮£֮ˡ
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楹һ£мı飺ǣУйʹС
楹ЦһȨģһδɵëͷСӣûء
Ӧӻ˵ǣȴˣ˳˺ͻʺݣָġ
楹һĿһУ㻹̫ˣʺΪǽѾ˳֪ɣֻܲƵģʲô硣
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ӦӻȻүɩ
楹Ӧţⲻ͵ˣʺ󲻿ֺõģֻܿڷһߣԶ˹ñס
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˳ⱦк󣬻δûȲۻһֱǣָʹӿ飬СӼѡ
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606 һ˵ս

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607 ˵

ˣˣ㿴楹ӣֲȻˣҲɲС
ȸȰţʲôõģǹͻʺһˣġ
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Ӧţ֪үǣүͱ......ѹˣֱһңʵڲܡ
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608 ӻһֱڵ

ֻ˵飬ΪһֱˣôԲҲԺȣ޺Ρ
楹ȻˣӻϵĿвأǽʡʲôӦõġ
һ楹̷ӻв޿˻ʺɡҸЦš
楹Ӧţǣǳ׾
ţͲ˵
̷ֿ˵ʲôأ
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Ӧţûأ˽ߡ
̷ͷã磬ֵܶǺú׼ţȥˡˡ
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楹ɨһţֿ꣬ʺսʱɣΪ˰ͽϣʽ㣬Ƿ첹ӡ
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楹վǿСһӶѣʲôòģʲôֵø˵ĵطأ
ɺһӻˣˣ׻Ϊʲôûѡʺˡ̧ͷ楹֪Ϊʲô𣿡
ӻҲףѴˡ
楹ɲ֨Цˣ֪ǳ檾͸
һӣ鲼飬Ҫж٣ΪʲôǵôĿأΪӵˣǿӱ
ɼΪˣѱ㲻һ򵥵ѣ壬㲻ö԰ɣô򵥡
ɼ룬Ůڵ¸ѷ첹Ա߿Ůˣ⻭ܰáʲôҪˡġ
ɼȴϴ⣬ǣΪۣûҪôʡ
ɿ楹仰˵˼˰ɣʲôķްɣ׵Ϊʲôѡʺ˰ɣ
ӴһɣС࣬˼ҸٺˣҲԶ׵ġ
Ÿæˣȥɡ˶
楹㶵ˣֽһ̼֪ܲĵĹϻТ»ʺΪһء
楹عЦˣҲں
ɺһղȡЦϰɣ㱻䡣
楹վŸ檸ˡˡ
ȻŹڿţΪʲôԽԽ䵭ˣԭһǧҪίеĹԸµ򣬹ֲκˡ
楹ߵſˣתЦţûίҸں
ɽӻίίĺءǣޣʧˡ
楹û֨תˣִɣ˵ˡ
ɣҲ̾˵ǣĶ߻ϣѾħˡ
վӦһۣˡ
żӦӺ͸ǰɣҴ򡣡
Ӧһ³ˡ
˵ˣ楹λףֻϡ
ίţôɰô÷أ
Цţأ˲ͬ˵ˣɢԷȥˡ
ҹ˽ٰڼ磬̫үˣߋߊشܡ
Dľګţ͵ȸСүҲ˺öࡣ
ȸЦţҪԴ˰үǺõģȻϺá
̾⼸ֵܶģôء
ٱҲؾţԶţߣĸۡ𣿡
ͷлֺ񰮣ˡ
һ̷ᣬžƣлʲôлҪлⶼָġ
̷˻ӻܲͰѷջŲţ
̷ֶٱšֿһ۴һֵۣûס𣿡
ŸʹɫܲˣȥѾưɡ
̷ῴţѵĻҪʵС޵Ȼãôûطסأ޵ġ
ֿŴͰİɣӻһֱڵġ
ֵܶϽ̷ᾴƣ̷Цţ޺Ľܣ˭ҲûڣҲޡ
̷Ȼ̸壬ѪԵȴǸϵġ޻ǵСʱһ鷿顢ܵأ鲻Уˡ


609 ǴӴ

ذˣֻӵ̷һˣûзסأģԶġ
˶æ̷Ÿ첲ض¡¡
źһۣЩˣЦţſͣûµġ
̷ֿˣ˵л
ŵͷʵϳ±𣿡
̷Ӧţãԡ±ˡ
楹Ծףһ仰û˵ͳԸ顣
棬˸ոճȥˣֹؽˡ
ӦС˵ţﰲģһѾףſϷɡ
楹ͷģǷǳǵģôǧҪˡ
ӦЦţġġ
楹žƣŤͷˣ˵ʲôأ
Ӧӻǡǣһж޹ء
ūǿʼ±ˣǵķʳҲˣԻظԵĶԷˡ
شվϣιţ̷ŶЦ⣬ⳡҸˡ
̷ţӺó𣿡
شͷóԣʰꡢʶ±
̷ᶺӣʰûУôԣ
شϵ±ݸ̷ᣬһһʰꡢʶԡ
شȥʰ͹ȥ
شţȵݸһֵݸ̷ᡣ
̷Ҫˣţöӣöӡ죺ιʰԡ
ش±ι̷ᣬ̷ҧһڣҸˡ
ڣ楹ɿʼ˷ܡڴתΪ⡢ŭͲ˼顣
ֻ楹תźû˵ȴʲô˼
ӦͼӦͬʱָӦӦƻİ֡
Ӧ˵ˣﲻҪ£檵İӦ÷Ծˣȥ
楹ŭ죬ŭԣֻɱˡ
ӦϾʹ󰢸һӣҪͻˡǴӴ֣ҪˣΪѽ......
ӦˣʵڲģҲΣлˡ
楹һز죬ӦӦԲۣǻǲ˵
Ӧɱ˴󰢸һһᱻƳȥģǺβµģһļ˻
ӦˤѪվ漴ΡΡˤˡ
̷ӣ⶯һذӦ￴š
ŷӦѽǿӦڵϣһ¡
ͬʱ̷ᣬŸæȥɣһС
̷ᱧشվãˡ
վҲվ˵վ͵ˣֵܽǶȥɡ
ҲᣬϽ˳ˣ楹ӦҲѽᣬţл˵
СˡСŻŤͷţǵԴǣߡ
˲ߣDǣ˸Ͻܿˡ
̷Ѿ˼ˣͣشͷϣӱ㿴ˡ
޵˵ϣⲻɾȥɡ
̷û֨شߵ楹ǰˣ楹æ˵ϣߵϣĴɱˣһ
̷ͷ楹ô֪Ǳɱأ
楹ţѪɲǷˣţﻹ±أ±ǳ檸ģʳ˾ǳ......
˼УŽӻô˵ı楹ˣ̷һۣôĵӣ϶ֽţҪˮʯ
̷Цţÿ£±Ҫʹ͵ô죿
޵°һŵù˵ϣūŸūŸ
һֱԲߣȴԭɣֻһһ
̷ᡢţԽˡ
ţͥȥʷƽѽľȫ£һСͥȥˡ
ֿŵɢ±ø첲ȸһ£±ˣ̫ҽжûºȥ̫ҽ
̷ֿ᣺ϻȥɣ檻ġ
楹ӻУı檣
̷һôˣæɸ첲˿Цţ˻ʰһԭ˯ˡ
˵ˣϡģ檴󰢸ʹȥɣ
̷شãǻȥɣ·Сĵ
ֿЦЦȥɡˡ


610 鶼

̷ֵͷ楹ȻҪ޾ͻλˡ
楹Ծɹڵϣţϣָ˿檲˳ۣ˶ı檣ֺӦʵΡ
̷᲻֨Ծվţűʣµ楹ûи±𣿡
˵ͷӦҡͷ......ţûСûУӦˡ
ӻţʲôѽ
ӦӦţǲһˣܲ𣿡
楹ӻԾɿţ檵ֻǵŸλ׵ı֮£ʼҵĳ⣬ϵİΣ֮⡢ûϵɨ......ˣʵڿɶ񡣡
̷ӻҼбľûʲô˵ģҲò޵İΣ޺ءָ̾ţʱûлѽ
楹ܲôżʷƽȥˣ¹ϣʵ򲻿ɿ檵ʼٸѾˡ
ӻ죺ָ˭ѽ˵ˣҶ֪˵ʲôˡ
Ҳֱ˵ˣⶾ±޹أҲɱʲôڣİɡ
楹ӻû˵㣬ôżϸʲôֻϹʴãҪٱңƽϢ֮ŭ
̷᲻֨ºˣϡ̫ҽˡ
̷ͷˣ楹˵ô̫ҽûб̫ҽ𣿡
ŽӻȻУúܣɱֻ̫ҽ
楹ӻʧˡ
ȿ˿Ӧ˵ϡȷǷ
ּ±ûʲôԣҧһڡ
һˣҲ
±Цţϡ±޶
楹ӻ޶Ӧôжأ̧ͷոȸ±ǲûˣ
̷Цţ޶ôжأ
ҧ̷ڣҪװŮۣҪɳˣǿʶôˣô˫۾ôأ
楹᣺ǰôˣô˫۾ǳôأ۸һѽ......
ȭͷﲻסˣţװʹװ̫Ƽң鶼û˵ꡣ
ץ󣺡أע̬
楹ԣ±ָ⣬Ӧ
ʷƽͥˣϡūѾ²ٰ̫ࡢŮǡ㣬һѾзԾˡ
̷ʵ֪ˣӦİ곣˳ɣ
ʷƽӦţǡ
楹ӻԲ֮ҹŮͬʱѽ......޵ļˡ
̷Цţǰֶ쵽޵ŷˣһհ޶ˣҲǲܡ
˶̷æʺǶ
˵ˣϣʵΡ£檾һҪ鵽ףܻӦ깫
楹ӻϣӦոջȥôͥȥһˣ˾ûأǷԾ飬òɡ
ʷƽͷϣ˸ūųүԹȥʱѾ˺һˡ
ӻ楹Ȼɳ˳һ֪ȥˡ
楹̾ܲ˵òǾĲ߻õģȻ֮Уɲóˡ
̷̾ͨѽͨѽһۡţ±ûж͵жӦʳ楹ģ˵ֵĿ겻Ǻͳ˳ûʲôϵˣɱʲôأ
̷ԣ¾ǳӦŮ......ţǵģôأ
̷ⳣ˳ԭǳۣӦĹϵްεŷŷʳֽţˣ㶯аġ
˾һ̷Цţôôأôı楹أ˱ˡϧѽȴԸŮ
ɳݵ̷᣺Ϻôһ̷գգۣҪˡ
楹ӻϷĺܶԣɳ檺ӦãһֱమһĿõġǳ˳ΪʲôҪأûбҪҲûɡ
楹˱ҵλһȳ檸ߣôıأ͵ʴףԼŮҲԸ
ֵŴۣûˣĵЦţҶ˰ɣһߵڰסָ¹Ϊݷݷ
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611 楹游

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ҡҡͷεҲ֪˵ʲôˡ
楹ˣֿţ˳ŷļܣεİɣ
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楹ٿˣҲûк£̹Ȼ˵ϣҵģ˵˭˭
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Žӻ֪ˣָˡֱҥôأ
̷ţͨѽͨѽ±޶Ӧôأ
楹ӦһѾˣ˱ѽ͵ѽֻǻϲԸŶѡ
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Žӻ˵÷ǳһжǴ⣬û֤ǲеġ
楹ţ˵ˣ˵̫ˣû֤ǲܶġ
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̷˵ˣһüĿˡţ楹㵱Ҫ𣿡
ֺذ楹˵檲һ㱻Ӧ......û˵ꡣ
̷ϵЩˣϻˣ黹ǲ飬ֱӻشޡ
楹Ӧţ顣
̷һģãǾͲ飡
ӻϣǰæ֮¾ͽɳɡ
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һֱعţһ̷Ļŵøβ
Ӧϰʳ檸ʲô檿ʲô֪ġ
̷ᶨһ֪ţأ
ż̫ˣŻӣȥɡ
񿴿̷ᣬţ˵ˣһѽ
ŵӣСѽ
ҡͷȥɡû˵ꡣ
楹ϵʺڻǰչʾʴǵ£ѽ
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ųĸ첲̷᣺ϻȥɡ
̷ŸͷԴۣôأ
ܹ԰̫԰ˣʵˣʲô𣿡
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楹ţûˣ游ҲûˣТŮߵˡ
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̷վ԰ȥķᣬתź޻ȥŸ졣԰ȥˡ
楹˵游ס游л¡
̷ؿһ楹棬Ҳлؿţˣ㿴Űɡ
ŵͷϰģ檻õġ
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ֻӴõɣͷҴţˡˣ룬㲻һˡ


612 ʺɱҰ

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ҲߺߵأأֻԼĺСˣôűһӲϲأʲôūϽ
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楹߹ȥӻƲҸˣ
վҡ
楹˸ǰס˽ţ֪С
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ӻԣ֪±жûܸû뵽Ӧ
ŵͷĻӦǸˣֵܽأ楹ָйߵġУҪǡ
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վһܲܣЩȥңĵȥ楹֪ҹţͲʲôˡ
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ۣɣҸ㣬ѻϣҿɱﲻסˡ
̾ôˣ޸ˣںˡ


613 ǲ֮

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楹ﵽˣ˵ʼҶ
ž۵ϣץʲôʲô
ڵϲ֨ҲŸͷ˵ˣ㿪ʼˡ
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楹һûˣλƵ˵ϣ˸Ͻš
ƿǣţͽͰݰкãȫȥ
кţҩ
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614 һҪ

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Цţ߰ɣȥȥﲻҪˡ
شӦţҪ
̷ЦţôòҪأ
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ǣ͵ſڣҲɢˡ
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楹ˣָӣмˡ
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ûػ楹һҪ𣿡
楹ͷʸϣɲѽ
˵ˣ㾡ˣŪ٣˭졣
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ҡͷСûУûκζǻء


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ʹɫˣ檸ˡˡ
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Ӧ˵ˣʲôϵ˭Ҫˣ
ӦӻءأǸ꣬ûء
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һ㶣Ӧҧ촽˵ȴ֪˵ʲôӡţʵġļٵġģ޸ɣࡣ
Цţɣʹٲûлˡ
Ӧųţ԰ﶼǵˣһʲôɣ
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ֵͷ˼ţӦţº
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622 ûԵ޹ʵĶ

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ϽסӣЦˣû˶ң˵ˡ
ܿ죬ºˣֻС̫ӢƵؽˡ
Եֺģʱʵڳ
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ЦţʵæūʲôԸ𣿡
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תӣգʥףӿÿɰáá
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ͷѽҵδ׻أ
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үܲϹ۰ɣϹۣĲˣҲˣүϹۡ
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623 ô׾͵

ӻϲˣȸţһͨ˵ǰǰƭ˶ȥ
Цţ㲻˵𣿡
ȸͷе
ӿˣⲻˣҵָ·ƣָԽġ
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Ƿڵϣ̷Ȧˣ⽭ϸ֮أȫռ......
վˣţι塢ι壡һǶӣɱɱɱ
ڴ󳼸æӦϢŭѽ
̷Ҫˣʧǵ޵ѪȫڽϴӪûˣûˣʲôû......ι壬޵ķ⽮Ƕӣһ......
ڴ󳼲̧ͷ̷ֻ߶ţûˣûˣʲôû......
˳˵ˣϣιѼɱǣе˲š֮˲ϿȱԴȽϴѽ
̷Ĭһᣬ˵ˣ޻˭ã
˳Ӧϣղ󳼺ʹطԾᶽŹᶽܽս
̷ͷ֪ˡ
عЦţǲѽսѽѽ˼Һι壬޵ܶȻʮԸȥˣǸ½еһƴѽ
ڴ󳼲̷˵ˣϴӪûˣϸ֮ȫռˣΨһ˿ˣֻˡ
˳ӻǣӢֻˡ
̷̾ôˣֻɳʵ£ȴһֱɵѹ
˳ϣˣֻȾ棬ûеڶˡ
̷ͷãáͼӱΣܶǳ۽գս֡
˳Ӧţϣūžټġͬ񡣡


627 㰢Ϊ

̷ͷã֪ģǰЩӳЩ£Ǹ֮šˣƷú򲹣ͬ񡣡
ڳӦţ̷룺£һĻɡˣǰˣҪ齨ǰɣ
˳ӦţǣԴǿУΪʶ
̷ţ޼ǵҲ顣ˣҪȫ֧齨һֱء
˳عڵϣϣⶼ˲ţǿѽڣ̫ƽһᱻġ
̷ͷ߶ţġ......ԸѽϸǣҲܱ̫ƽ
̷̾ڴӦš
ܶιܵ£ִ½֪ˣǺ󹬾ͲҪˣ֪ˡ
Ϣʱ򣬲ľǵǰս£ȡЦ
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ĽŸտż楹ˣֻЦ֣ӣ
Ŀһ£סſ򣺡ҵѽҲˣ㲻ˣſվˡ
楹ǰˣЦţһܶ˵ѽĵطôѽ
ЦţȥҸʲôҲ֪
楹Դ𣺡֪ѽһǸ㰢ѧãһǵġ
һӶסˣ楹ץסᣬסĶӡ֪ܡҡ㰢ˣӦԶضڳϣܾʮ˲ó
ҲĽ֡
楹Цţϣô׳ѽлл㡣
ӦţлⶼӦΪġ
楹ײһ£ˣҲкˡ
˵㰢ܣĸףʲôζأɡϾҵĸ̫ΰˣ̫ˡ
ˣ˿̵ĸܣ˵ʲôо
楹ڴ˵
ʵڲ֪ôˣʱ򣬰ºС̫ˡ
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楹ЦţϣʺôѽָģǴһɿ㡣
С̫£߻ʺҵȻٹȥС̫ȥˡ
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˶ţӦţˡ
Ҫתƻ⣬ʾ֭ţⶼ꼸ˣôѽ
楹ӦţװѽҶʲôģ㻹°ɡ
ӦţҲ
楹վӸµؿղˣ㾹Ȼһ˱
̧ͷ楹Ӧţ֪ѽˡ
楹Цˣӱ֮Ůưɡ˦뿪ˡ
楹һȥˣŸˡ
ȸ¶ȥôˣˡ
վѣͷΣߣȥʺţһһӶ
ɱڵعãشԺܣҲϽ׷ţţ
ӦˣæˣɣСһѽشˡ
أˣЦţǲһ
ˣͷˣһͨЦ
̾ţ㵱滹ûͻ𣿡
ֵͷǱҲŲںأܵҰѽͻԽԽ
Ӧţ벻ͨ飬ķŲ£ҾͲȰˣԸɡ
Ĭһᣬ̧ͷ˵ô飬ָֿסˣ楹Ļˡ
ŵŸͷû֨˺һᣬԾɲ֨
͵վˣȥŸæ
ͣ˽Ųתˣ͹ŰɣҲǶӣס
վˣţøô죿
֨Ÿ£Ҳ֪ô졣
˵ˣҵȷ֪ô죬֪ȥ
ŵͷѹˣҲѽһ㶼룬Ϊѽ޴߿ѽ......ˡ
ֲ֨ˣôˣ
ˣӦţŰɣ˾ͽˡ
ֲ֨ˣ˵ˣϵӲˣȥġ


628 ׼뿪̨

˵ˣģϲŶôܳأġ
ҡͷأҲģҲڻġ
ֲ֨ˣμˣſɣ˹ˡ
˶һۣ˵ˡ
ķչԶϵģڶ簲楹ٳٲһо͸ˣѳɶˡ
ţЪأ
Ӧţ̨
ţͽҲɣ
ŵͷˡͶ󡢼סʲôʲôʲô
˺ĹĵأһȺˣʵH˻ʼѪͳʵڲӡ
ŽӻҲᷳĺܣɻҪѽô죿
ӻָӦӦ֮Ҫ˵ָһĻɫǺסһˣ̨쵴ȥķˡ
ɵͷǣãͬĻסһԵõΡ
ͷҲͬ⡣ǲ׼뿪̨벽ֻҪɱ
ŵͷ룺ãȻҶԸ⣬ô졣ҲؼˣҲˣҲظˡ
ſ𽣬楹Ӧÿˣȥſڵ˽ˣŴͳɡ
𽻹ûأͥˣ楹˹ˡ
Żӣȥɣֻ楹һ˽
ܿ죬楹ֻһ˽ˣ洺磬̬򷽣oһسˡ
Ŀһһɨˣûһ˸ɫȴͶľң֮ȣ˵Į
ŵظȻŵºͼƵ񣬸š
楹˵ˣȻǶ˵۾ȴʼտ
ֻ˵ʺ˽ˣΪ֮Ӧ̵ôԸأ
ӦţͲܰôţ
楹ȵЩƤء
ɸţǻʺ˭ܰôţֻһ쵽ڿȨѹˣЩء
Ӧţǲˣܰôţ
楹ЦˣﲻͲ˰ɣסأʲôλأԸɡ
˵ˣЦˣʺ˵ˣ©ˡûλ֣Ҳû޵ԶԶ뿪̨벽
楹סˣϵЦʧˣĹҲʧˡ
͵ؿţվʵڲϹء
ţﲻϹأڱţ˵ʲôǹʲôǹء
楹˵ѾǣǾǹˣôûλֺ͹Էأ˽ˡ
ӦţаͷŮӣ;̨ⲻǹԷλ𣿡
楹⡭⡭ҭסˡ
żʲô⣿˵˶ٴˣ׼岻ͣƫҪԽءǱҲֻóˣԶ岻ȥԶҲò֤
楹ߺ޵ǲǳģ˭ſҪġ˭ٰ͵ã˭鷳ȥ𵥼󡣡
Цţˣ˵ôأ
ӻס̨ѽǱ˵ܳΪŮء
楹Ťͷҭû˵ˡ
죬ֻǿϧˣϧ롢Ĵ㡢Ŀ꣬ȫˣˡ
Žӻ֣صظ㣬ûʺͬ⣬κ˽ᱻ϶׼̤ð벽
ӻˣӽԺ󣬲˽Զ뿪̨ᱻԶ
ֽӻ㲻Ҫ͵͵سһֻּܲҪ뿪ĵһֱȱС
ȷţҪţԿǵӲǹӲ
źһһؽ˵ţɵŴۣǸЦǾȣݼˡ
̾ţͽϵĬ̫Ĭˡ
楹Ѿֿסˣˣ˵ˣʺ󣬼ʹ㶯˽ȨĵǣٻҲ赲˵ġ
Цˣ㻹Կ㿴ɱɱ
楹ֽ֨ӻôİ״ˣԹԷɡ
楹վָֻƣֿš
˵ѽǻҪãס۸ңȥǵ˰ɣѾ޿ɾҩˡ˦ˡ


629 ʵڿ

һĬȴ˳Ĭ˵ͺˣԾǹ¼ҹˣƲˡ
˵վɣΪأȥȰȰɡʱǸͷأȥɲɡˡ
Ҳվ㣬ʲô¾ܷԸ檺ͳ檼ʱһˣҲˡ
źţվţ𣿡
ҡͷûθڡ
ŵͷҲûθڡ
ůˣεؿű˴ˣֵΪѻˣˣòã
ľګصͷ˶ţΪҲΪѲɡˣҲˣΪѾȲˡ
ûֵ֨ȥϰɣָֹⲻȥˡ
Ӧţⲻȥ˵ϣº޸оˡ
һ׾С˵ˡ
楹˵ŭˣûҶǣ
Щ£ų˵ţͷйɣūҲУѽﻵӵġ
楹ۣˡ
ֻúţͰҩ
楹˵ˣǳûʲôҩʲôҩ
жһ£ǣﲻҩúõġ
楹嵽ˣʼйˣˡˡˣҵĻʺ֮λ˵Ҳڽô̫̫꣬ҪɱǣһҪɱǡ
楹˻ˣĺŭһһǳ
ĺˣ楹ı楹ʹһƣƵһȥˣ޴ˡ
ֻ楹ҵһȣˣҲģҲġ
۳Ĭˣһᣬ˿ּţɱشɱشǸ뷨ӣһҪɱش
Ӧţǡǣū뷨ӣ뷨ӡ
楹ֲͣغţˡˡ......
Ĭһᣬ楹˲٣ж˸һ裬ӹһڣˡ
б˵ҪҪߴˣ
楹ͷº͵ȻҪ˵Ҳı䣬Ϊǻʺ
̾ûˣ̫ϧˡ
楹ֳŶͷ̫ѨӦţֻҪܲסϣܺľҲˡ
ӦţţϵֻҪ𣿡
ӦţûУֻ˵˽
楹̾һǾͶѽʮʺ󡣡
Ӧţ֪ˣū澻ᴫȥġ˵ˡ
³̷֮ûйҲûйȥ֪¹ȥˡ
̷ûзŶ˵ĴΪܺãͬ
û̷ͰˣҲңҲȥ룬ıӶˡ
ûа취ˣűˣ˼棬һĬ
˵ˣţô
Ӧţܺãû⡣ֻ㲻ߣʼǲġ
ͲˣһֱԺô죬µġ
Żˣȥȥòã㲻ô֪ôȥɣء
̧ͷţͷãȥ
Цˣ˵......û˵ꡣ
ϵģҰᣬԲΪѵġ
ͷҷġ
пţȥȥҿѽ˵ˡ
ʷһתٴλص̷ء
ֻˤۣŭʵڿ죬ȥȽս֣Υ޵ԸȥڸްڼӣҪЮޣս޵Ȩ
˳ڵϣӦţϣԲ档ǰߣϤս֣ٳٲԸȥָĵŭһеġ
̷Ŷͷ϶ռˣȥȣʳԲˣҪ
˳Ӧţϣһģҹһжġ
̷ۣҪЮޣ޸ʵȨԴ˳ȫҰġ
˳Ӧţģû˼һĴͿ
̷ˤּۣȥߪΪܶˣҺ޶Ÿɡ
ź˵ˣϣʦȥ˽ϣ˼ѽ
˳Ҳ˵Ϣŭѽ˼ѽ
̷ѹŭ侲һᣬţʵڿɶһһεΥޣʵ̲ˡ


630 лս

˳ӦţϣˣΨһ˿ããʵڲ롣
̷ˣһڲ裬Ӧţףȣʵͻ
˳Ӧţ֮ʣãŴ󹦸ɣٸˡ
̷̾ãáԭǳֲ͢
̷ּȥʵܶղ󳼵ݶ콭ϾȻڰ첻ߣϾҲɡ
˳ϲЦտͷūżּ·
̷Цţˣڽ϶Ϊڶȫˡ
˳Ӧģҵġ
̷ͷԸˡһᣬȿڲ裬˵
Ƕͷ˵̷ۼšⲻãһֿɢεѡ
̷ʮʮգ186068գӢȺռݶ̨壻
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ҲˣһˣǾˡ
˳ӻϣлʵӦԡ
̷ľګصͷ֪֪ţǸôأ
˳ȴ󳼹ūţѽ
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˳Ӧţūּ
̷һᣬռ˲壬һĿˡɮߣҪغôڣвսˡ
ڴӦţ̷һᣬЦţɡ˵ˡ
ǰǽģ̫ƽӢͷ˫شĥ̷ˣĳܲסˡ
ֻҹҹԵ磬ĶϾ˿֮ıʢǺȲҺ
̷аûˣûҲû
̷᲻û󹬵һûдٹ̨Ŀɡ
˿̵ź㶵ţЩ겻ᣬĲɡ
شܽˣţЦţţʶǷˡ
ŷӦˣЦţʶ￴أһ㡣
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һģ͵վУҪȥ̨̫ͻȻһӰڵˡ
شһƨ˵ϣίҪˡ
ŸæվҲ̫ˣشվ˿ϡ
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̾ʹʲôطˣ
ź֨ţ㣬ǻСǿЩHˣ
§شСӣ̾û£ǿֻǿ˲ûһЩһЩ
ͷӦţˡ
˵ˣˡ
ϵҲ˴ͥ´ˣɤӺţʺܲݵ
˸ͥĻ԰ƣԾЦšš
ֺͥţ£ҪӻʺԾɲ
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º˱ЩΪˣⶼѽ
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һ˽ӻ楹˵ˣֻϣˡλҪǲһ״ȥǹ㡣
תһȦȻָͷǣ죺ء


631 ǧҩغ

һ˵ˣһһ㣬ȴһɡ
˻һˣɡ
˵ȻҪĸ첲̧һɲǣȸץסˣһšš໽С
ĸ˺˺ؽŵضš......ǣû˸һ֡
ѾˣشûӿͷڻȻҲߊ۾
˵ˣ֪˭ɣ
Ӧţ֪
ŵͷţҸǣǻʺ󡣡ţ֪ʺʲôɣ
˵ͷ֪֪˭֪ѽ
Цˣ¡
ԾվŲ楹˵......û˵ꡣ
ŴǵĻ楹ʲôû˵
㿴ңҿ㣬˵ˣʺ˵......û˵ꡣ
̾ÿɰҲ֪ǹġ
ߺߵأǾǹģҪĳţȡȣ
Ų֨ˣָǳˣһһˣЦţǵӹͦ벻ȥѽľɫˡ
ͬʱͷ룬룬룬ҹҹ룬ʱ޿̲롣
ЦţԣǹȨǳȥҡ
˶˵ͨһͬʱЦţܲɣˣǳȥ
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ֻţȻʼͷˣֻѵˮ졣
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˿ʼˣһʮͷĿѣŲסˣᵹˡ
ЦţһȺɵӣϡ
˷ӦˣӲǻλվȣᵽˡ
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һţʺǴĥ𣿡
ӻҴĥǣʺ޹صġ
˼ʺ󣬻źôأôĵعѵǣʵЩƫˡ
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ӻûҳҩһǧҩغãѵˡ
˾˵ҩʲôҩס
Цţ׵ġ
һһһͬӦţǲףͲס
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ίˣһԹţʺ󣬻ϲǣôǣ»Ϊ𣿡
Ų֨Ļˣ⻰һ楹̵ģ̇Ų˵֣ץͷһЩˡ
˿ˣţùҰøƵģֲûϲϲˡ
ЦţøŸտʼءȸǹ˵ѡ
ŲŲȸ˺˵ѣſȥˣվȸЩˡ
ȸˣ˵Ѿ˺ˣ޵øˡ
лһģ˵ʺҲô֣ô񡣿ôأֻйˣο˻ǻϡ
ˣ֪߳ܡ
˼ϲǡǡ벻ǡźô죿ź۸ǾʧƫˣҲ밡ֻû취
ӻûа취֪ѽҾǿ㲻˳ۣ㣬ôأ
˶һ£Цˣûа취ֻܰš
Ӧţǲ
ӻרθֲ
ǣشվ߰ɣǻȥɡ
ֺţʺʲôʱǳȥ
Ӧţʱ򡣡ˡ
һҪ߻ϣ˵ʺ۸ˡһͼӴףж˵ңϾͻ𱸻ʺΪǳˡ
ڵϣЦˣλ㰲ģһ˵á
ЦţҼǵĻˣ˭˵˭СŶ
ֵˣǵŰɡˡ
˶Ǽ˵ıӰţž͵ţ˭˭
Ǽ˾շתˣźߵſڣվء
Ҳǣæӭ˹
˶һۣű˵ðɣ
׵ⶼ΢Ӧġ
ŵͷߣͷȣǵ˵ɡ
ůȥˣź˵ˡ
ֻ˵΢͵͵鿴˻ϵ鸡ǲá
źһۣ˵㲻ôǻ˵ˣֱ˵ôɡ


632 Ҫ

˵ϵЩˣӦǳ̫ҩĽЩʲôҩ΢㲻֪ˡ
ȻҲ˺ܶĲҩ벻ϵѾˡ
ŽӻҿϾܺѽ
ӦţᣬӺãʱûд⡣ȥ¶ˡ
ŵͷˡ
ţϳԵòҩҩΣ
Ӧţﰲģһҩûҩ
Ҳͷãоȡ
żһҪעţ˭㣬ңµġ
Цţﰲģ̫ҽԺϴҲĻӣûΪҵġ
ţҩ̫ҽԺ׼𣿡
Ӧţ̫ҽԺҵģҲΪ׼ҩŲҡ
ͷŲңŸңˡ
Ӧţ̫ҽԺִ֪磬Ӧǹͽġ
ֵͷ˵ˣ͹һȥɡȥˡ
εضţţôأ
ҡͷ֪Ǹոһ֣ûһӰɣӦûȥ㣬ú˵
ͷãҺú˵
ҹ̷ˣְûˣ涼Ĭš
̷ȴƵĳĬ³֣ѽ
ȴڿ̨ɣôأ
̷ӻҲѽ
ЦţŮźڸв֪
̷վ̧Žˣţ߰ɣ˾Ҳˡ
̷˻Ÿͷ֨ˡ
ϣ......檲֪˵ʲôˡ
̷ʵѾˣ޸òǷأ
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ֻһϧȻǲ뿪ĵĻеء
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Ӧţū澴ȥˣɴ˵òҪ˽ҩˣҪǱʺǷˣͳ֤ˡ
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Ӧţǣǲã°ѱġ
楹ҪԹ˭أô˸ϽʹԣԱˡԳá
ųⶫѽʲô˼
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Ҫˣﰡǻѽ
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楹ĻˣЦţ˭ѽ
Ӧ죺ĵӦѽ
楹Ȼı飺ŶŶŶˣôôˣ
ӦίϲңūҲҷѽ
楹ʵ϶ûˣ
ӦӦţԴ˽Ͼûҡ
楹̾ϢţôˣŸոտʼأɡ
Ӧס楹°ڣţһѣҲôȥҲʧ衣
楹ҡͷ㲻ʧ裬Ϊ˭Ұﲻ㣬㻹ԾȰɡ
ӦһƨôԾѽҪԾȣͲˡ
楹ʵԾȲУ뵽Ըܲķ𣿡
ӦҡͷûС
楹ĻˣŲ豭೤ʱˣӦ˼ˣ㻹û뵽һûɣһѣûô˵
ӦţҾ벻


633 Կ

楹㰮ôôﺿˡ
ӦֱҰ£İ𣿡
楹ЦţȰ˵ֻҪ£һȥ̨ҲŮ
Ӧŵվãҡ...һ뷨ӣһ롣
楹ЦţصͷãȥɣҵĺϢ
Ӧ־سȥˣ楹һˣָܲͿͷȥ
ų⼪ӦԺˣܲԽԽ޼ɵˣҲҪСһѽ
楹˫۶ʱɱſˣɣɣҲи˽ˡ
̾ʺݴѹҲڲС
楹ɱɢˣɻ˳֪һǯƲ˻ʺô뷨Ҽõأ
Ӧţū˵ˣҼֱ֮ĸͽʺͲΪˡ˳⣬۹ֻǰƲϺ󹬰ɡ
楹̾ʺܲѽ¾˹һѣôǷϣԿġ
Ӧţء
楹ˣɣôôɡ˵ˡ
մӻûӦҴҵߣ˱ſײ档
ӦһЩˣֻϽߡ
ܷŹ𣿵Ȼᣬס
ЦţȡżӦôżߣȥ𣿡
ӦӲЦţǡǡ
ȵϣԣϼû˰ɣ
ӦӦţǣһ£ˡ̧Ҫߡ
ֵסǹ楹ô𣿡
Ӧһ˵ЦˣǸҲûǸѽ......˵©ˣæ졣
ӻǸҲǸֻûǸӡ
Ӧ˹ƵҡͷûУҶûСæ檸ˡ̧Ҫߡ
ӦȻûߵֶס˵ţʵ̫ˣȻ˼£̫ˡ
Ӧһ飬ֳ˿־֮ɫ˵Ҳˣ......ʲô˼ѽ
ȣʲô˼˼
Ӧͣ............ôôĿŵв𣿡
ͷԣڵˣˡȸЦţôʡܣҲ̫˰ɣ
ȸӦţһɣû취ѽʵ
Ӧһһƨˣ̧ͷ۵ľ
żӦ°ͣô߷أ
ӦʵҲߣͲܷŹ𣿡
ɿ֣վֱӣӦţԣҡ
Ӧģһ˾
ŵվˣᶨһףҪˣǲġ
ͷйͱĺˡ
Ӧһʲôоʹ²¡˵ˣ̤С뿪ˡ
żӦıӰ˵ȥúóһ٣磬վߡ
Ӧͣס˽ŲӶһ£Ҳվһ£ˡ
ȸȵִһôɰɣ
ȸεôѽ
ͷȻ֣ҾͶˣէ֣ˡ
ȸʵôأ
˽ԺˣӦţ֪ûսԡ
ȸţЩƮˣ̫ˡ
Ȼʵ˰ˣ˵ˡ
⼪Ӧ벻ԸķӣҲûʲôķӣֱӴһƿҩƵعɹˡ
طľɫţĵطТʹʺ޵Ǳ⼪Ӧˡ
ͨؽԺ֮һ㣬ֱߵſڡ
ȸߵţţˣŰɡ
̾ţôһūŶûˣЦˣˣССӦѣûõġ
ˣֱӶ˵Ͻߣһȥ·Ҹ²°ɡ
ͷʲôû˵һˡ
̾ţȫɢˣǲڵѽ
Ӧůţ˵ˣ˾ͽɡ
߽˵˼ӦǰˣɴԸߣߣ
ӦָָһƿӣӦţԼߡ
ͷѽԼ׼ˣұһء
ӦޣȻ׼ˣˣĥˡ
Ӧţãĥˣĵȥɡ


634 Ѳľ

Ӧô΢ͷԹһˣʵ֮
ӦţѽǻûκӰ졣ֻ......û˵ꡣ
Ӧϵֻ·ͬô򵥡Ѫˡ
Ӧţԣô򵥡վ㰲߰ɣȻȥˡ
ӦһѪס˿ȫʬ
ѾůˣתӦţ㰲ģһȫʬһꡣˡ
⼪Ӧôûˣô򵥣ǲѴ֮
˳ɹݵԺӣֻͷ˿̾ţ˶ԶվڶģܵһʱٻҲˡ
ȸӦţߵô棬ֺܺˡ
վŲˣĴţûκвˣһҲ»һҪնݳ
ȸӦţﲻǣū˵䲻õĻҪǶǣҲǽĽ֣һ
ЦţҲŲۣ˵˵ѡԸţʷƽһ°ɣ˵˼֢С
̾ôһѣûѽºȥˡ
뿪˳ɹݣţֲпţĴôûˣ̫ˣеʧ䡣
ȸţʧʲôأ
͵Ҳ֪Ǻʧ䣬Խ׵Խʧ䣬ûжˡ
ȸӦţУúܡ
ǣĴˣֵ楹ˡ
ȸӦţѰĺܡ
ЦţѰ죬ֻҪҶԷӣͲѰ졣˵ˡ
ٴλصǰ
ӢսԺ󣬱ӿԲˣ̷ȫԱķشڡ
Ӣƿڣûκı½ˡ
̷ʮʮգ186081գӢս200ҡʿ18000ˣʼ½
Ϊ̷ּȿڣӢӺ谭ռ˱
̷ʮ¶ʮգӢ˴ºӾǡ¶ʮչչ´ڡռ......
ˣʼĵ޺̴¼ֽռڶѻƬսβˡ
̷ǰۣصʧ̬ȴѾ޸оˡûŭûʹֻзܡе˳Ȼ
ǹڵϣáãû˵
ã̷˵ˣڼȻѾռɮ߻˱Ҳƴ˽Ǹúֻˣвƴǲֵá
˳Ӧţūŵס
̷ͷֻˣ˵ͨݷв¡
˳Ӧţ̷ʵôأԴ𣺡͡͡
˳ӦţϣӢϡԼΪͨ̿ڰʹפȫȨҪ󡭡
˳˵꣬һ󰲾ã̷˵ˣô˵أ
˳ӦӢûж֮Ȩˡ
̷ͷǾͻˡԫΪղ󳼣ͬͨӢֻ͡ҪǲޣֻҪ׵ݹ飬һжʲô
ڴӦţ̷һᣬȻ˵˳£ȥɡ
ڴˣ̷վһӣߵ˳ǰ
˳ؽӹӣ̷˵ɮ߸޵ۣ㿴ɡ
˳ܿ쿴ˣţɮѲľ......
νľָȺйе±ɽׯԳÿʱ򣬻ʵۻԣСסգҲͳƵġľAxin
˳ţ˼ǣ
̷ӻȥȺйա
˳ۣϣ˷Уūżͬ
̷ͷ......һ֮ڻҵȥأ³ôأ
˳ϣǹҵĶİΣһСǴսģ᧿ΣҷҲûоãվ֮Уūŵʵڻ̿֡
̷û֨˳˵ūѲľ
̷صˣ̾в޺úãȥɡ
˳ȥˣ̷ͷɮߵۣ꼫ˣ֪ȥδӡ
ҹڿϷº溰ţżϹˣˡ
æߵſڣ㿴̷Ƶعˡ
ͨ죬룬ȴܣūŷţԸͷˡ
һӾˣйů˳˲ռȫ
Ͻ̷ᣬ§ȸȥѾ˻Ƶؽˡ
̷ڳݲػţ......
鰮ֳ˱ʹǴ﷢


635 ԭ

̷ֻ޲ˣסˣŲסˣ......
Ӧţء
̷ͷļϣִˣȴŨŨľҲԵɵɵġ
̷ʪˣˡҲ֪Ըᣬ̷ᡣ
ţϣ......Ҳ֪˵ʲô
̷سţֿڳݲ޳Ųסˣ֪㣿
Ӧţ֪
̷ţ޸ôأ
Ӧţ檲֪
һ󰲾̷᲻֨ˣæ˯𣿡
̷Ծɲ֨̾ϣô˵ˣ
̷֨ˣӦ㶼ˣʲô˵ģɿ֣ߡ
ЦţɿһӶɿġ
̷ţ㲻޳𣿡
ˣô᣿ˡ֪檲ģһʸʲôˡ
̷Ĭһ£ţ㻹ǵ㰢Ƕӵ𣿡
ӦţȻǵãһӶǵġ
̷ֲ֨ˣţʲôأ
̷֧֧˵ˣٳ£ҲǶӣԭ𣿡
һ̷Ͻ§§أ㲻Ҫ¡
Ӧţ檲֪֪̬ص˰......
̷û֨ã˵ˣʧˣ޲á
ѽ׿Ʋסˣɽ鱬һһкǧˡ
ô᣿ûжʧûС
˻§ţһ𣬿޵øγϣ޵ɽ飬ʱȴ˼ķա
̷ûˣڶһ磬ڳ˯Уҡˡ
û˵͵ˣȥ
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̷ᣬԶȥֱʧ
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סȸţߣȥá
ȸԣƼˣţô
̾˻ʺ˵ɡżš
ƫش·ؽˣ˵ţСˣдҪ˵
شһԻҲţ
ţԣԼָ㴩קųȥˡ
Ҳŵôˣ
߶ţ˵˵
˵ů󣬸˵ˣϺ˾Ƶǿ֣˵©һ¡
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ǾûҪ뿪ǣȵص̶𣿡
ͷӢѾռˣɮ߶򲻹ˡ˭ǳɼ˼ĺᣬǻϵһ㱣ϣҪУˡ
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̾ûôӦЩǿأ
ųĬһ£ˣ֪ѽɲӦôأʵ
ǹܲ£˵ܵ......סˣ............
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ҡͷĲڵϾԲԵ޹ģһдˣһ
һ£֧֧һ֮Ӧ......
һģûˡ
Ŷһ£ųΣڵϦϲߣİΣôأ
۾һô죿Ҳ֪ӡ
̾ôصֵزأⲻӣǻһطս
صֵزǾԲҰѻôģΪҪ棬ֻҪͬԼǾͻ˱ġ
߶ţϵİΣôأ
ֲһˣ˵ԵĻ
ģһߣľͻɢˣǾͲˡ


636 Ҫͳ

ţϲߣİΣôأ
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Żæסĸ첲ţ㲻Ҫ˵ˣ㲻Ҫ˵......
۾Щף˿Ϊ̫ԵʣֳѪصţһҪ˵ӡ
˶ţţ˵òǰĩʵɼ죬ѳѽ
Ųҿ۾ˣͷҲ֪Ҳ֪һ
˵Ӷˣ˵ϣ˴˻࿴ţþòԡ
ã˵ˣˡ
˷ӦˣӦţһȡ
ǻվˣֶˣ̾ոտˡ
ţˣ˹ǣĿء
ҡͷεˣ˵ˡţİɣ
ͷǣϵӡ
ű˵𽣬ɡ
ˣ˿ţ˵Ъȵ죬ȴð亹ֽű䡣ǲˣ
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ţ..ȵĽɣ
ͷǣɻᣬֻҪýƣٷҩڵھͺˡ
ˣȴֻ䱾ơ
ŵͷ֨ô˵ˣ
Ӧţ忪ӹɣҰҩȥ
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ֿţǰԺͷӾһʰɣҪ˵ʵͰĺ޶⡣
ӻûб£΢ȥˡ
ŵͷȥɣġȥˡ
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ֺ֧֧ȵô϶£ȥ˵˵ɣΪ˵ġ
ŵͷ֪㲻Цѽ
Цˣô᣿޽ƣһͺˡ̾˵ˡ
źѲľ£̷Ҳ˵ͬ顣
ӣ˵ӢûȫȨϣ㲻򾩳ǽ
̷ŹۣãȻǲԸͣǾʹ򣬽Ŵ򣡡
ڴ󳼹ڵϣ̿ţϢŭѽǵıʵڲӢ⡣
̷̾Ǻãܲ޴ӦǵҪɣڵѾ޶ˡ
˳ӦţѾ龫ǣ̫ƽ£ôΪѣϢŭūֶԲߡ
̷̾ʲôԲ߿룿ҪѽȻУǾͻˡ
ԫΪղ󳼣ͬ񣬸ͨӢ͡
ڴӦţ̷ţ޿ӣ˴Ӣ͵ĴаǸǰĹ°𣿡
˳ӦţǣǸ쵰޺̴֮£ִͷռݣ˵лһֱӢĵĴ
̷ͷ֪ˡţһ룬ܷŹ
ܿ죬̷ͨˣضӢͷ졣ˣԫ̸вɣɮ߽ͨݡ
ڳӦţ̷Ӣڣ̸Ǳضɹģ˻֮ơɮߣ̸ɵĻ룬һҪʱս׼
ڳӦţ̷һսͿ°ԴΪҪЮս֮зŻ
ڳӦţ̷վӢ̫᧿ΣΪӦΪʿʣӦΪս
̷һӣױ褣Ҫͳֱͨݣƴ
ӳһССӺǧأõضɽҡô嶶
̷޵ʹȥ͢ǰ󳼡󳼡񸮴Ѹٶ顣ϻһӣɮߵһ⣬һ·Ŀ
ڴһһˤ˳ţūܣϲѽѽ......
źҲţϣѽֽʿܣֳܡ
̷֣¹ع֣Ѿǿȥᣬ°ɡڴȥˣֻʣ̷һʹš


637 

̷Ὣɮ߸ۣҲѲľ뾩ǵ·󣬻ҪϢѸٴˡ
һʱը˹˵ʵҪǶȥˣʱĻ̻̣ص
󹬾Ͳ˵ˣһ֪ˡˣ֪֪Ρ
Ϊ̷˵©죬ǰ֪ˣĴûô󣬵ҲǺġ
ʧǣҡӶͣˡ
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ȸˣҡⲻܣ......תƣɽڣûա
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ȸͨһˣĴȣش۵ġһģ˵ʲô˵ʲôɡ
վŲˣȸɿˣһ˵֪Ļ𣿲֪
ȸЦţοɮѲľֲǻҪģҪأô͵£øѽ
ˣӼҡѽ̾㲻д
˿ȸȥȺӱѵģô˵أֻĻѲľĻ
ͺɮһͬ·ģʲô˼أȻҡ
Ǹڳб뷨ˣڳЧɮ飬ƼȺӣͲòȥˡ
أôûԲģ̇ԼΪ̵棬Եòôɾ͸ˣԵ֮²뿪ǵġ
Цһһ֪ϣ𣿾ԲңԲҡ
ȸһ£ﰡ...
ӣ鳼˳鳼ϳע⣬鳼
ȸ̾ū澲򲻹ܣʲôأ
ǣûйϵǻʵۣϿŽɽ𢡢ڻҵϰյⲻһеˣһᱻġ
ȸҡͷū澲
ֽɳˣҲɻϾǲӣ𢣬Ӧ뽭ɽ𢹲
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楹ƣºסˣţ˽ˡ
楹Ķʱòˣ֪Ǹʲôˡ
楹ƵؽˣҲкڿˡ
ȸݺݵذһۣе㲻ˡ
楹ЦţϣǶˣʲôѽ
楹һۣ˵ʲô˵ɡ
楹ӴһЦţãھ˵
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楹һ£˳Ѿȥ͵͵ȺйˡԴӼүţѾʮʽˣνһƬ
楹ϸع۲ı仯˵ʱûȥĵطʲô
ӦţҲ֪
楹Цˣ֪ѽסѽҪӵѡ
ŭȸϽѲ˸ȣȿ֭
ӹ˲裬һڣŭѹȥˡ
楹Ȼ͸ˣЦţˡ
лģﲻ黹ûнۣԻڣСĴ졣
楹ӳ㣺ѽ
̧ҪӣЦţɮ۶·ˣǼԸαأ
ͷǣɻϻûأߵʱЦҰɡ
楹Цţµʱûлˡ
ӦţǣǸʱˡ
楹ӴӴ˻ȥ˵㵽ʱĹȣʧȣһϲˡ
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楹̾ͬر飺ͷһѹɣαӲءҪˣʲôܰɣ
һ£ţʲôܣֻϣ
楹һˣһ㰢ꣻһɷҲǻϣһӡ
楹ǰ˶ʧˣһҪܰɣ


638 һʹ

Ӳţûô֪жܣ
楹ָָӦţ˿̵ѽ
סˣر楹񣺡ȥɣˡ
楹ЦˣѽҲѽƤӲһĺܣ˵ѽ
Ӧţ˲Ͻɡ
楹վûߣҡӣǰεš
ֻáųŧث......Щĳںʲ
ȸۣ˭أ
楹ȸ֪˭ɣԣþңɱѽáͰ
ЦţһҲô㲻ģҾ
楹ţһˣһ쵽ؿ޿䣬ѼЩ˻ƵģҿͶģġ
֨楹ָǰˣ㻹𣿻𣿻ʧ˰ɡ
Ծɲ֨ȸʵڿȥˣʼ楹ˡ
˳Ҫһ£Ҿ͸ƴˡ
˵ˣȸûµģ
楹ӻأǻִԲҰѰɡ
ȸһŲҪء
楹ţºҪͳ˧ЦЦٸʮӣҲҡ
ȸסˣҡϣ𣿺ߡ
һվץס楹ĸ첲קš
楹ûеֿȡЦţʹ㣬㣬һ뵽һʹҾ͸ѽ̫ˡ
楹קſˣʹһƣƵ˵⡣
楹˿ûӸˣ˶ţɱ
楹˵ˣҼˡ
֪ôˣ³֣ɡתůˡ
楹Цţʤһ֡Ƶػصˡ
ʧǵػصůȸӣţˡ
Цţû˭ûֻǿ˻ϱô裬ԽԽۡ
ȸҲЦˣﻹΪѽ
εôأһҲֻһˣܲɣ
ȸӦţ˵Цˡ֨ˣ㶣º˵ˣʺˡ
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ţô֪ܲأϣ˵ǻϣ˵ԸټһᰡϾƿɢˡ
̷߶ţ޲ƿɢˡ
ݺݵ̷ᣬţˣɿҡ
̷ɿ˸첲ȴûɿػţϣҿĻϣôѽ
̷ḴĻôѽ
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̷ӵؿ˵ˣǰ˵˰ɣ
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̷Ծɲ֨˵ϲҪӦˣҪԸ̫ƽܴվ֮Уûˡ
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ӣһֱ첲̷ļϣеϣӢԶɧǣֻһĿģ档
Ҫֻ档ֻҪͳɹǾͻ˱ǾԲҰôŵġˣǰȫģõĵġ
ôһߣϰջѹǻΪѣʷ鹤Ҳ顣
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̷ޱȲػʺ䡢棬ȲϿӺǬλڡҲһιȴ䵽˵زֻǿ𣬶Ų
ͷ׵ġĥֻԸ֪Ǹо᲻ġ
̷ȴԵӢۺúѽ뽭ɽһͬȴǸų򡣡
̷ᣬҲûа취ˣ۵ϣûֵزһлϣءһʤһҳƣ򲻹תƣʲôأ
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̷ס죺ΪԼϴס𣿡
ЦţûУϴ׵ġȥȺӾȥɣеĽ
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ҡͷûУǰǰ˵׸ôϺʹǾɡ˵ˡ
ڶ簲ºһţ̷ĶԻ
ֻ˵ȥȺӵ־ѾٲɸˣսƽϢӢ˱
ŵͷûʲô˵ãϵİΣҪġ
Ӧţǣ˵Ҳ㡣
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640 Ե޶ѡ

ͷ룬Ŀǰһֵ⣬ǻȥȺӣ˭ؾأ
㿴㣬Իϣʲô£
˵ͥˣЦţܲʹˡ
һ㶣ȵһĹİôͻȻûǰк
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ַԸţôˣָû緹𽣬ٴˣȥˡ
ˣĸ˻񣬻࿴ţЦţҸˡ
ҲˣֱţͻȻʲô𣿡
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һżŹĸ첲㿴㣬ʲôѽһ԰ɡ
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һȥȺӵģֻҪһڣѰڡ
ĿǰҪǣŻ뿪ˣ˭򾩳ǡ˭ػ˭Ӣͣ
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ŶһֿۣλҾүʡ
һԻ˶ͷͬǣҲʡ
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һˣⶼǾͿˣڻҵûˡȨô죿ô죿ôŷأ
ɻϵֵأǴǰ˵ãһ飬ֻǲһˡ
ͷǣXҲҪ硣


641 ھǴȨ

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ȸӦţλͻȻ᲻أ
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楹Ҳһһ˵ţ֪ȥ𣿡
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楹ֽӻƫ㡣ȥκ
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ҡͷ֪תԽţϽǸ¹̥õİɣöġ
楹Ȼߡҡˡ
ˣƵʲô˼
ȸҡͷū澲ףԵ޹𡣡
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642 ʼ¹Ѫ

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߻ڣ֪ɶΪ̷еź֪ɸźѡ
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643 ѪѪ

ҡͷܣģָǻϹѰ̼Եʡ
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644 ĥȥ

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㷴ţѵأ
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645 ˺ǵ

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µԽԽˣʪ°ڣȴһֱţҡëȣңָǧ
˲꣬Ÿ첲ϮˣǵȻʮŮƷˡ
ǵӲܶˣȴ˵ֻţˡŮˡӣ˲Ը㣬йʲô𣿻ػѡ
ȸҪҪǵ죿
ҡͷǵ죬ôҽأôĵأö¡
ŸֲĴʣܲˣ㣬ʲôѽʵ
ЦţҲסԸʮŮ˺ǵѡ
˺ֹס˿ڣŴۻ࿴ţֵҪʲôѽŤš
֨ˣŮһˣôڣѲ
Ǻ˺·ˣǹˬ켫ˡ
˲ֻܷмţˡúڵ......
̧ͷһԵõɣЦţ֪Ҫʲô˰ɣ
õɵͷ֪ˡ
˵ĸѨʹǸؽڴ²˼
õɵͷˣѨġ
عͷˣȵ̧ͷͷùôѹˣ
˵·Ǳģһ㱻˺ģ鲼أˮһˡ
˱󺰴еģ·ûˣڸǵĹţʮ˿ţҪˡ
µøˣĴǵ壬һľеʻһ˲ˡ
ǿʼˣغţ㡢̡ڡ̡......֪ˣǰɡ
ϲĻˣëȳָָƵҡ
ʮŮɿˣǵɣŤͷܣôܵõء
ڵסҪλһš
ֿʼҵغţǴˣǰɣǲ֪ǳ֪ߵغ񣬲ֶ֪ζ......
̾һһ㶼û⡣
˿ʼͷˣ죬ͷˡ
ʵһԶҩ
һӦţԣʮġ
ĺʹˣۣʮѽ
ĻҲˣţ϶ʼ¹Ѫģ
һӦţ϶һˡ
ȵ߶ţôˣһΪźء
ѹŻ֪һôҩİɣ
һӦţ֪楹ʹϳԣԼҲҪԣǲҲѽ
˻ӣõɣˡ
õϳˣȷţִ𣿡
õһۣ˵ˣһܻҪنһ䣬³
õɲ֨ˣ˲ԣţҪʲô
Цţż¾֪ˡ
ɿ룬Цˣˣǡǡ
˺ţ֮û뵽ĳ˴ʵƲ𡣡
ָˣĵ
ɽӻԸʲô˾ҪʲôֶΣֻ֡
õɳһ룬Ըţϥڲࡣ
ŮŪСƵģֱӽ˷泯ڵϣ󱳳ϡ
ʹطţܶһ㣬ֻ־ܣ̧۵
õɱ㽫ϥһۿ
صͷϲˡֿɣ㺦ˣǲǾ̫ˣ
ɲЦˣҡͷҾе㲻ġ
Цţ㻹Сżٰˡ
ϥﶼ룬ţţ֪ˣɻҪԣҪź˵ôأ
ĸһͷ֪ˡ
̾˷ȻŮ˳еǲݷġ


646 ǵ첡

Цţ֪ͺãǸû֪ǰˣˣ˵
˼ͷˣõɣ²𣿡
õӦţܣʱͻۡ
ͷã̫ݣ飬Ҳ˰ɡ
õæˣӱָˣЦţ߼Ȼͷص
Ůɿˣڵϣˮĥزӡ
һ߿һϥǲһĵۡͰ͵ؿˮˮϣģ˫
ͷţۣվŹҰɡ
ҡͷУ㲻߼ôѨأ벻Ѩô²أ
ҡͷ̾㿴㣬ʵڵģôأԵÿп࣬Ϊ˰ڰǡ
ĸҲ룬ŮǶǷڵҪĲλΡΡվš
ţôûĸоѽ
û֨Цţ˭Ͻȥ㡣ֻӣ߼
˲ٰţ߼ķŹ𣿡
ͷţȻŹǡӣһȦһȦߵһȦ
˹ӣżѲڵˡ
ߺ޵ϽͶԾɡ
ҲվµûôˣĴţ⾰ɫǸõطɣˣǻȥɡ
ɲҿˣ§ĸ첲ɬţѽ
Цţ桢֣ӣк÷ٹ
ְˣ̫ˣɻԾִԲô죿
ҡͷֻ֪Ȱ
һȺϴˣõӵظţֶ˵Ҷ㻹御ɣ
õӦţл
ᷳģûˣһʵʵĵ͵ŰɡΪ˳ȫңɾ͹ˣķҵˡ
аһЦϾһдҪ
õӦţˡ
ͷס˵ˣȥˡ
ãϵҲʪˣûֱӻعǹˡ
µý޵վţʵΣ
޵Ӧţ˯ˣ̫ҽ˵µõȷѪ
ͷˣϵ˵¹Ѫˣһ㶼û𣿡
޵¹Ͱ͵ֻҪǵͲūŽԺҲýū治֪ͷʲô
ͷ㣬˳̫Ȩˡ
޵վūŽ֪ΪϺˣ˵ˣϽͻʺˡ
ֵͷ֪ˡˡ
̷ԾɱţԴϣСأ
Ƶģ̷ıС˯ˡ
̷ͷߺߵˡ
ű̷ڴ˯ˣվһβһˤ
æסţţ첲˰ɣ
Цţǳȥ˵ɡֿһ̷ᣬȥˡ
űţôǵģ
֣˺ǵѣ
ţ˰ɣ
ҡͷûСӣ˵ˣϵô˵¹Ѫˡ
Ӧţˣûж֢򣬾飬ֻҪһʱգָѪˡ
һˣЩѪôأ
û֨һ˾ץסŵ֣......ϲǵ첡ɣ
ŵứ˳ţԺûֱ˵˵֢״ᣬҲжϡɻֿʼԣ̵дѪ˳ɾ֢
һ飺ⲡβѽ
ſ޵øˣǣȷβãľһǻµġ
޴룬ץţǲԸ⾲ԸⰡ
ſϻˣϽȰ㲻ҪûµģֻҪϽЩûµġ
ſǽ䲻ѽ
վߵŸǰˣӣУôᣬộԼˣҪ취
˶ţֹס᣺֪ôأ
ɿţҲˣôأôأȥǲ֪ô졣
˶Ĭˣֻ̾һ취Ӣ˱һлָ
û֨߶ţܰܡһͬš


647 ջʤ

˵̷ʮûдعͬ԰Ҳ˼ĴϷ̷֮󣬱ȥϷˣȻƣѭ
ȻźȥôȥҲԸȥֻɣӢǹȥˡ
˶̾۾ףǿ޹ӡ
˵ˣ㣬ɻϲϧԼ𣿡
㶵أӦţܡ
ӻִˣô죿˭ܡ
ųǺã
߶ţ֪֪......
һĬ楹ˣ洺磬Цţôˣˡ
楹楹ЦţӲҪˣ
ͷ˵ˣϴ御ֶû𣿡
楹ɴûˡ
͵̧ͷŭԣ楹Цţ˵˶ٱˣҪ˵ˡԼԼԼԼҺ£ֱǴˣûõġ
˵ˣҾҪôأ
˶ţ쳣࣬楹ӦţѾˣǶˡ
һ󰲾楹Цˣ˵ţǶˡţ˵̵дѪϣ֢ɣҩɾȵġҩɾѽ
첲һӣ豭ڵˤˣһƬ嵽楹ǰ
иæţҪʲô
楹ƿУһȥ
ѴƬһͷ楹ǰ׺ݵѾˣʱԳ㡣
楹Цţѽѽֻ¡
ѴƬ楹ˣ楹Цţϻһ°ɡ
֨ˣ楹ƿĸ첲Ƭ˵ϡ
ﲻסˣ˵楹ˡ
楹̹ȻҾǷˣôţҲˣҶˡ
㶵վţ楹ǻνˣΪҺ̹Ȼǣ޹ңһ㶼ʹࡣ
楹ָָˣȴͬǸųԽԽۡ
楹ʲôʱ򲻶أûޣԶôǷȥΪûˡ
楹һӵĸĨȥʹˣǣǵӺùˡʹҲǹʹˡ
ޱ飬楹һ£ţڳ̣ھҿܱ磬ҵʹ죬һҲϡ
楹˵԰ɣȻԡʤˣջʤˡ
楹һȥȥȥȥǵ˰ɣҵĵ
楹վŸ檸ˡ
һס楹ȥ·˵ˣô֪Ҳͻأ
楹ЦˣּᶨԶͻ
ֲ֨ˣ楹ͷˣؼ˦ˡ
楹ճܹˣһײϡ
վŲЦţֿѪ˰ɣ
ˣͨһˣֿѪˡ
Ÿæվ֪ˣ͹ȥȥˡ
楹ֻƵؽˣ˼˵ˣඡඣձɽϢ......
𽣬졣
ӣ楹ˣиϽţַԸȸ
ȸҲӣ楹ˣץеĸ첲˻˺ţ´Ժȥˡ
شˣ֣Цţˣˡ
ºһԶŽţôˣܴһˣùúݺݵش򡣡
楹ʵʵվţʵʵڵذ𽼸ƣȴɵ
΢΢͵ԾЦţڳģοǣţ˰ɣ
˻ػּ檻ȥˣ˷ʱˣϽȥǵ˰ɡ
˵ˣҪĥ㣬Ҫɱ㣬ҪŪ㡣
楹һЦɡУˣˣǻȥɡˡ
ȸͷɢңȴ˷ܼˣشһֱЦţܺ棬ܺ档
̾ˣӣȥʰꡣ
Ծ㶵أȥ𣿡
ҡͷȥɣȥ
̾ˣźȥˡ
Ҳ˻ãȸЦˣ϶ӡӡ
ȸͷеϱӳѪˣԿ
˵ˣȸС楹ϣ˼ȻңֱӴˡ
º˵ˣǣūҲˣĺޣ̫˺ˡ


648 Ӷ

Ӧţܱˣǰ㳸⣬ܴû˼ˣûǸˣǶɣûǸ˼ĥˡ
ȸͷūףǵĻϡ
һʯͷˣƵûĥˣǸҲʹˣֻԺ¡
ȸСūϣû£楹˵öԣôԸ......˵ˡ
Ŷͷͷۣۣ۵ġϲʮѽѽǺã
ȸӦţū׵ģɻϲôɣ
һָֻؿڣһַֻȸˡҡͷֻҪ϶ûµģ㿴ǲ......ǲ......
ȸͷϵô緢ôиɾҴûᵽĵزûŴô............
ȸȰţᣬġ
Ӳˣ۲ۣˡҵȻϣ̳лλɴû뵽磬ƨ֪ôأ
º廰أ󰢸ôСôסȨһᱻ˳ߵġ
ʹˣҲ봾ֻԸıʹô̯ӣôĶӣ
ūǲ֨ˣ֧վأôã˵ˣعˡ
楹еسŵģиǰվţػۡ
楹Цţȸצӹ
Ӧţ£վͺˣҲ˲ٵĿ
楹ţΣ
ӦţúõģòҳԺˡ
楹ţ˭ˣʻ϶ûС
ӦţûУϻȥء
楹ͷǾͺãǻܳһʱ䡣ЦˣֿѪˣʺܲû˼ˣǡ
ų첡ǲ֢֮ǻ......û˵꣬󰢸ǻʱ˾̫ˣ......û˵ꡣ
楹ϵҾ֮ˡȻᣬˣһӾûģʹ
楹䣬ֻҪڼڣŪشܲô̫󡣡
еͷǣֻҪ󰢸һܲͷˣȲˡ
楹ͷţһ飬Ǹʱ벻ӡϬͬھ
жһ£ʲô˼
楹ҧȻ벻ӣǾͲ÷ӣ򵥵ķӣܾõġ
бţôأ
楹еĻѽ˵شҪûˣ⽭ɽ˭̳أҪ֪شûˣǲøأһѪġ
楹͵վˣ˵ӶˣʲôأʺܲһҲѪɣҾʤˡ
иæ楹ػţܺ˵ѽţǿţ˭Ҫˣ֪һ
楹˦УţǰӾǰŸǶҪˣҪ......
ֺţһѡ
楹˦УƵһȥˣ㺿ʲôҺúõġ
Цţȥȥǵ̫ະ¡
бţҪʲôѽ
楹Цţ˵ʲôɱشѽ
˵ţҪûˣǻλǴ󰢸ˡôСÿ԰ѿأҪǺָԹġ
楹һ£أشôС˳ǿԿȡȨ
楹ЦˣǣҡûʺܲѹҪʲôȨˣҪɱش
в˵ţΪذ
楹Իʲô֣شҪĵǻҾԶˣ˭ң˾Ȳҡ
˵ţϲôûģӻõúܡ
楹ˤن£ѹأҪϽͣһٻǡ
ֶһ£楹ȥȥ㲻ȥȥˣ
еͷūȥȥתˡ
楹Цţվס
лعﻹʲôԸ
楹˵ҪǴȥ˴ˣҾɱȫ塣ЦˣҲȥˣȥ˰ɡ
Ӧţһɹѽ
楹ͷô֪أӣȥɣСĹҪۿش
楹Ѿ˾ˣܿ죬̫ˣ̫ࡣ
ʲôӣûʲôˣ͸ɴ˶ϣֱӶˡ


649 ӽˮ

شһ쵽ĴܣС̫࣬һظ˸ǿġ
⼼̫ǻһЩȭŹ̫࣬楹̫ˣֱӽ˿סˣȻִץش
԰ﻨݲݣľΣɽѵһһ㡣ˣ֪ؽشץˡ
楹ǰˣû뵽ǣлǰ˶źźȻԸ⣬һ֡
ǣ̫ץͷˣԾˡ
һС̫׷شһС̫࣬ȥñˡ
ش죬ɱţԶԶ׷ţţأأ󰢸磬Ⱦȴ󰢸......
һˣŵȳǺãֻüš
شȴǳصͻִžĺ󱳡
ܿ죬ܵǰͷ楹ţشˣЦˡ
شɣȭߣţ㱧Ҹʲô
楹ЦţҵĶߣﻮȥ֡
ش֣ʶﲻҸ棬Ǹ
楹һѾסشСӣﻵˣ
شҪ楹ûȥߺߵأۣۡɿҡ
楹֪ͨʺܲ𣿡
ͷ֪ͨˣ֪ͨˡ
ˣ楹ɿ磬ɿ硣
شţұӡ
楹ĻˣǸʲôԵãУˣС˵ϴţһĸҵš
ųҪô𣿡
楹̧־һƣǰɣãã޷ˣԸ֡
קشߣشŤͷţ
ܵǰˣˤˣָϽһС̫㣬ȥȥ෿ˡС̫ĵˡ
楹βشش˦ˣܻһĵɣɣ
һҧһţһץסشˡ
شˣˣţʶ......
楹Žţӽˮӽˮ
иæţﲻɣΪء
楹һƣˣȫҶʹһƣƽˮ
Ѿܵǰˣڵϣûˡ
楹Žţţָӽˮӽˮ
ش˫۴ɥվŲôŶˣǻ»ɡɿش
楹һ飬һûţ
׷شһץסʹקţӽˮ
شˮţЦţϽ㡣
һ飬ţҵڣҵİ磬أ......ʼˮ
˰ߣɹʯᾣشĵطҲԶֻúţΪأϽȰ硣
楹ըˣֶŽţǶɱȫҡ
ˮ楹ˣʯͷʼңţҶǣǣ
ѾȵشˣţЦˣ楹Ծɲ֪ƣʯ飬æһ
ºһȺˣƺƵعˣոȥ෿˵С̫࣬Ҳ˹ˣ
楹ѾˣŷͷΣѵƲˡ
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楹Цţ˵һ顣
ºһһŤʺϾ
楹ͷǣ
ºҧгݣǲŹġ
楹Цţ°ܽһÿ
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楹ͷִҪأһԿ
̧ǰߣºûзӣͼʮ̫ţǲ·
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شһۣ˺ѷεغţʶ
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شţʶҺˮˣ˺öˮ......
ſţҵĶѽˣǶﲻãǻȥ
ԾɵţһûУˣȻȥɡ


650 Ю

شȥˣˣ楹߹ˡ
º̫ǺˣΪڳһ·һͨ
楹ŵվ·ͷ˵ˣҶзӣְ׷ˡ
楹ӦţӻУȴûˡ
ֳһ£ţߵ楹ǰˡ
˶ţūǹ˵ģ֪ɣ
楹Ӧţ֪һȺСһغˡ
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ͷ֪ˡʺּܲһųȥЦţҲæ˰ɣҲһųȥ
˿ͷӣȸȥӰɣлл
楹üͷһЦţɱǰɣҵģɱģ󡣡
楹м˼ūŲϡء
ֹ̾һˣ绵Ĵ°ɣǵģͲٰ𣿡
楹ҲŲҪǿĿȥǵ˰ɡ
NɪҾͿ㣬ôˣ
楹һվˣҪȥˣϻˡ
º̫൲·Ļȼˣ컯֮£ıãôˣ
楹Цţıãӻء
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ҲЦˣʲôΪѪҲ̫ˡ
楹˦֣ن£ֱܲӴң
ӦţܣȻܡû˵ꡣ
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һ楹ƻԭλˣۣʵվţһû˵ء
ҪԸҪ㣬òס
楹ͷɺţãҵ㡣
Цż̫ݺʺС㶪......ҳϣҶϡ
楹ҵȷ飬öǲˡ֣֤أָ֤ѽ
楹ջ֣ŵվţ֪֪Σ֪Σû֤ݣǾͶҵ
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̧ˣȸԶԶعˣ˵ţū澽кˣȥ粴԰
Цţܺãǻأر
ȸӦţﰲģū澻Ļڵøɸɾ
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ϻûزôǷȥֻ磬ֻ......
ºţǰ£ʹϾѽ
ҡͷǣ˵̫ˣǵҰѾ¶ˣβͲزסˡһ£Ҷûһ취Ƚ楹ɡ
ȸʵ⹻ˣɱλҲС


651 ׼ҹ

ţȻˣҪʺ˾Ĵãһ뵽²ȥˡ
ȸţūףźҲĴأһҪ󡣡
˼ţԣǹҪ϶żҵ죬һҪпü֤ݣ֤ݡ
ո˵öãʹ֪ҲҪ֤ݡ֤ǹǸ׵˿á
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ͷûĵˣָնźǾսپɡ
ºţʲôأ
Цţ֪ҽĹҲһ׼ҹ
ºͷ桢棬ū֪
ͷãȥϸЩСϷӣȥ粴԰ɡû¸ɣúõ׽Ū׽Ū
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ȸӦţпƣ͵ˡ
Ĵţû˼ŪЩˣû
ᶨϻûôأǰѾˣȨҸҶӵģ˭Ҳߣ˭Ҳ롣
ȸС˵벻𣿡
ӦţȻᣬҲܾΪѵ飬һжΪˡ̾˵ˡ˵ˣûزءصˡ
Ҳ楹һ²˳٣˵ɾ͸ɡϽ£Ŵһȥ
楹¹µһˣȻūţûһĵˡ
ʧǵţλůˣǵһġ
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659 ̲ˬ

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